last membership stream https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MCnCuj5tpXU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZxYhmbZy-dg Last cover

Some of my Kotokas that I hoarded. Some arts, some of my funny screenshots, some memes, some edits that kotocats from the other site used to make untill they all got bullied off from that board... I won't have any use for it anymore. Not a full collection, just my personal favourites. The rest I will just nuke

Leaving the best for last lol. I rmeember some kotocat on the other site got angry at this back then because it mentions kotoka's mom, but I'm sure she would laugh at this image if she ever saw it

Few more, that's the last ones. I have a lot of fan arts saved, but I'll just purge them myself. You can find all of those on her tags anyway

The last ones

Didn't know that this will be a graduation thread when I made this, but I'm still happy that I've made it after all

Got my membership cancelation / refund email from YouTube. Now it truly is Kotover.

Had a bad dream today reminiscing about stuff that happened over a year ago. I know all those hate comments hurt her 1000 times more, but they hurt me as a fan a lot too. I will never understand what those people were thinking and why they decided to hurt her like that. I know that Koto told to throw away all bad stuff that I associate with her and to not blame anyone for her graduation, but these scars just started to ache again. I'll try to forget about them, even if it's quite hard. Western vtubing community is a nest of vipers that are ready to backstab, hurt and throw under the bus anybody for clout and attention, so I am extremely worried about where she'll end up being, but as long as she's determined to achieve her dreams, I hope she'll manage to overcome all odds and find people that love her again. Maybe Yugo, Hex or Fuuchan (if he's around again) will be able to help her, or maybe somebody from the JP side too. Don't know what's the best route for her to take, but hopefully it won't be a painful journey this time around.

Still feel depressed and low energy, even though I am not directly upset any more... Guess she was my kamioshi after all....

Found this one while digging through my folders... Simpler times. Crazy to think how both of them are gone now in just one month....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YNwwKq6vFS0 It's a nice June

https://x.com/73act/status/1937731954683838631 Genzuki will post some video with Koto on his channel

>>127517 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YnSZulXlV6A It's an original song with Genzuki

A bit late But Wilson and Ver hanged out with Koto while they were in Japan https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WyJYRxZBlT8 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXxQQmMn2Y4 Both said she's fine and Ver shared that she's preparing to do stuff in the future I know she was a bit jaded about hanging out with people after graduating and pretty much told about not wanting to do so due to NDA and thought she would just bother people by her presence, but I'm glad people went out of their way to hang out with her anyway. I think she thought of herself not worthy to be around unless people wanted something from her. It's a stupid mindset and I hope graduating will finally help her to get out from it.