>>102499 god fucking bless he heard my prayers i love you alien

Well at least I woke up to Ren piano stream

>>102501 Bless you, anon. I'll figure out where that puts us on ragtag when I get the chance. Seems best to start with the most recent and work our way backwards while we fill in gaps. I can also add any Selen VODs he was in. I focused on collabs since I didn't think I could grab her entire channel before shit hit the fan and I think I managed to grab all of them.

>>102510 >>102501 >>102497 i really appreciate all of you for doing this. i never archived anything other than just his 3D because i never expected this, thank you so much

>>102511 I don't think anybody expected this outcome. He talked about hoping 2025 would be a great year for him and Quilldren. He talked about making a schedule with a whole week of streams planned in a stream right before he went on that break. He always talked about "going away" like it was some far-off thing that none of us had to worry about.

>>102515 Even his coworkers didn't expect it. I was excited for the April Fool's he was planning, I was excited for the things he was working on, I was excited for... a lot of things. I just wish things went different. I'm not even upset at him; I know what it's like when your brain... doesn't let you feel the joy in the things you do, even things you know intellectually make you happy. I just hope he can find a path to being okay. He deserves it.

>>102518 I agree. It's just hard not to feel a little betrayed, or that I failed him in some way. I wasn't a good enough fan. I could've done more for him. I would've given the world for him. I know nothing could fix or ever truly heal any of his mental scars and worries, but I thought he was okay. I thought he was happy. I thought we made him happy.

>>102515 i know, i thought he would not quit, why ike.. i would have waited for you years..

>>102528 I was thinking about that, too. Thinking about all those times he'd be on a break or not stream for a while, how there'd always be Quilldren drawing fanart during those times, drawing and talking about how they miss him but were willing to wait for him. How every time he came back from a break there'd be dozens and dozens of art of Quilldren swarming him and greeting him home. Even during the silence that led up to this, there were projects and little things being made to make sure he came back knowing he was loved and missed.

>>102531 it has no difference to me how long he was on a break i would wait for him forever... but now its over

Without Ike and Fuuchan I probably wouldn't be here. It's sort of funny that they fixed me just enough that I've got to sit around being sad over them. With Fuuchan it at least feels like he's moving on because it's the right step for him and he has things he wants to do. Ike though... It just feels like hitting a Bad End. It wasn't meant to turn out like this. I know we probably couldn't have said or done anything to make things different but I can't help but wonder. I'm glad Ren was here for a bit today. I wondered if Ver would have anything to say at the start of his stream but I didn't expect to tune in to him being openly angry about people on Twitter. He mentioned that Ike is the graduated member he feels closest to and he's relating to Quilldren since he isn't sure he can keep in contact with Ike. He's trying his best to be motivational for everyone.

>>102541 i bawled my eyes during ren

>>102541 (me) I hope they're all doing ok. Quite a few mature and level-headed responses but it must still be a lot for some of them... The group for the collab in an hour are probably going to say something too, aren't they? I guess I should lie down for a bit before then, clearly the menhera is creeping back in.

hatoful collab soon, counting on it to cheer me up https://youtu.be/EwPIL7XJN8c

freo in chat

wife in chat talking about cloacas...

wife's shenanigans lightened my mood immediately. what will i do once he's gone

starting

vox...

vox missing... i expected it but man...

vox and willie missing...

willy too........

wife cute skylark sounds ToT

of course wife likes the stalker birds

frog kek

>>102619 T-they're having tender offstream sex to deal with their feeling...haha.....

>>102619 Rebound sex…

le woof lamperouge

Meeting hate....I wanted to watch this live... Thread is about to die so someone please bake and add the nijimale stuff, I will be very disappointed if I come back to no thread!

>>102638 what would we even use as an OP image...

wife can't wake up without some meat inside him

>>102642 an image with both of them maybe. i would hunt for it myself but i just deleted twitter…

this is the closest to straightbaiting as we'll get from uki

new thread >>102807