>>101078 I had a dream last night and Ike was in it but I forget what happened in it so it may as well have never happened

i feel like he isn't gonna show up for fuuchan.. i don't really know what to feel or expect anymore

>>101871 im sad and angry, i dunno how else to feel i dont know if hes actually suspended or something but im sad

>>101877 i dont think he's suspended based on how people have briefly talked about him lately. just impossible to figure out what he's going through. but i guess it's always been like that, but worse right now.

>>101892 yeah it sucks, i dont know anything and its a shit feeling, im hoping maybe at the start of new week he gives signs of life and atleast joins open totsu

it's time to all kill ourselves i loved being a quilldren

>>101930 please don't

>>101930 yeah, gopdnight

I'm so sorry quildren, I guess you guys get to join comfydants in the suicide pact now

>>99742 LMFAO i lost my kamioshi and first oshi in the same month holy fuck

Posted it in the main thread but I guess I'll repost it here too >>102070 (101965) Actually concerned about you guys, hope you'll pull through it.

>>95022 (Me) I was so fucking right and I'm gonna kill myself.

>>102300 Please don't

>>98658 i guess this doesn'y count as soon

>>102081 I don't want to talk about it But thank you anon, I'm a day one toraibu too and I hope I can keep pushing her someday when the world feels less grim

Man of Sex...

I don't think the emptiness will ever stop

>>102621 it never will for me

I was an idiot not to archive his member streams when I had the chance. I thought about it several times but I deluded myself into thinking I was just being paranoid.

>>102872 i have them my paranoia was not in vain i have all of them even the lo-fi stream i dont want just anyone to have them but i dont want to just keep them there to degrade this sucks so much i miss him so bad i want to scream why do i have to do this why why why

>>102878 I wish I had it in me to be mad at him, it would probably make me feel better

>>86243 that's good.........

>>102880 the only person im mad at is myself for not doing more i cant be mad at him i understand him even though he's wrong hes amazing and perfect and the most special thing to ever exist hes the air i breathe the oxygen in my lungs the blood pumping through my heart

>>86243 actually now he's saying not to worry about ike not streaming for 3 weeks even though he probably knows ike isn't coming back by now..... man

>>102895 I hate false hope

>>102895 >>102907 He made it pretty clear in his recent stream that Ike isn't coming back in any form any time soon, if at all. He said himself that Ike just wanted to disappear and live his own life, that he doesn't even wanna think about any sort of "later" plans. Ike decided to private everything on his channel for a reason. It seems like Ike's actively trying to move on from the Ike persona and having an online presence entirely. I know most VTubers say they're quitting for good only to end up reincarnating like nothing happened, but this time feels different. I think we really won't see Ike or anybody like him again for the foreseeable future.

>>102915 I can accept his leaving forever, but I wish he had left forever in a less pitiful way

Love forever and ever

sending this meme to ike with my mind https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V0k0QhlEoO8

i hate that every small thing is reminding me of you. i hate that i ever loved you. set me free please

Does it ever get easier?

i am an orphan and i have a right to quild support where are my survivors benefits i'll feel okay for a little bit and then it hits me again >>104530 no (hopefully one day)

>>105134 I wish I could feel okay for a little bit

it's like he never left...

think this is ike right now? https://shencomix.tumblr.com/post/782363100961718272/i-did-an-experiment-on-myself

I still never got his full lofi stream vod