ike ike please tweet ike ike ike please please please ike ike ike ike ike ike ike ike ike please tweet please

ike..

My sun and moon and earth and stars, my heaven and my hell, my happiness and my sorrow, my reason to live and my reason to die, my missing piece, the opposite end of my red string of fate, so close yet so far away

tell me your favorite ichael stream from recent times i haven’t been able to watch him for a while now and i think the last one i watched was his nier automata stream. i really like how he talks about 9s and it made me appreciate the japanese voice acting a lot more

i want ike to live inside my veins

i wake up still deprived of ike >>83728 i really enjoyed his miside strean https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zDJ0Hz8MnOM he is very very cute when flustered and the game was better then i expected for a fotm horror game

>>83728 omori bear game (2 never) cry of fear swedish streams karaokes (the first one ever he did) celeste was fun and his silly one offs like the shower stream or doing chores with him

with ike gone i feel like i only have half the ability to breathe

>>84304 actually im realizing that may be because the only think ive eaten or drank today is a can of monster energy i wonder if ikes been drinking any energy drinks recently i want to lie my head down on his cheat and feel his heartbeat i wonder if his chestis warm i hope its warm i can warm him up if its cold though we can cuddle in a blanket together

>>84312 hes still drinking redbulls on streams.......

>>83728 For sound design autism https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bfgE7WF4Nc8 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJtCRpSgrt0 For vidya autism https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WvEtugrsbNY https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RW1VjyyNMGY https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iWaeELo7e9o https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8G2Obkh3rbc For moe autism https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zDJ0Hz8MnOM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TsyEw1a1Vvw For kusogaki autism https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GAQInThidE0 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHgIB7gk26c

>>84337 i want to chugh reddbull with him and then we4 can lick eachothers mouth and see if we can tell which flavor each other drank

>>84346 snowballing with ike but its redbull instead

>>84349 no there can be some of his cum in there too

>>84354 man i miss this swede too much i need to hear him i need to hear the stupid crunch of caviar toast or him saying he needs go to take care of emil i actually wonder how is emil and i hope he is treating him well even during these times

>>84360 dogs are great theyre so dumb so even when it feels like everyone hates you you know your dog doesnt hate ui because theyre dumb and are dogs i hope ike is going outside and taking emil on walks often that also helps

>>84364 he better be taking care of him even during whatever the fuck is happening

>>84365 i will beat ike up if hes not

i wanna an ike

i hate no ike april

>>85321 i miss him

>>85347 i was hoping he would show up in chat for neko's birthday stream but he didnt

>>85349 yeah i was watching that too and heard him sing few songs looking at chat thinking he would write a comment, it sucks

My sweet beautiful angel, my home to return to

https://x.com/kizuyoru/status/1912880713327935688 ike is too busy thirsting over kuro's new femboy model to tweet

>>86030 Suicide postponed

>>86030 thank god hes alive

>>86030 happy for you quills

being able to directly upload clips from twitter is nice

>>86030 https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2435253073?t=0h58m11s I found it in the VOD

https://x.com/banzoinhakka/status/1912975185327648842 his friends posting about him on twitter brings me joy because i know that hes alive and well (physically)

>>86267 >(physically) Oh...

I have voices in my head whispering to me that next week will have a fully packed schedd

>>86398 this is too hopeful even for me im gonna be realistic and hope for may at the earliest

>>86404 Your lack of hopium shall not be rewarded, you are hereby forbidden from watching any of the daily 16 hour streams that will happen before may 1st

>>86398 i also have a pretty positive feeling right now i dont think it'll be packed but i think he'll be back next week

I'm starting to think he's really be admitted to a hospital or psych ward

>>87224 other people probably wouldn't be talking about him on stream and twitter if he was...

>>87224 I want to go to inpatient with Ike for our honeymoon

>>87224 hes probably holed up in his room there is no way he would leave emil

ero

>>87375 he looks so cute in this hoodie god

>>87421 i wanna bully him and ruin his self-esteem and then bring him back up again

>>87375 i really love how his neck is so eroi in this outfit... i want to give him lots of hickeys!!!!!

>>87438 i wanna kiss him so bad

My sanity

i miss ike

i kiss ike

i ike ike

ike ike ike

>>88582 saluting the flag with ike

Soon... surely...

Schedd any second now

>>89561 maybe after easter....

>>89748 Any second now

hakka has an outfit in 2 days which makes me hopeful ike is gonna come back from the dead on easter just like jesus

i hope ike soon

I know it's abhorrent and selfish to make every single happening about Ike but I would kill to hear his kind words today

im gonna pray for a tweet tomorrow, please show up before you will regret it

>>91051 He finally broke me, I've fully broken through the menhera threshold

>>91190 his absence makes sense for me now too

>>91208 I thought he would have come back to make a tweet if that were the case

>>91219 i cant think of anything else and it just makes sense to me why he randomly showed up to livepost the noctyx 3D after that tweet he did

>>91222 I can't think of anything at all

>>91225 he better fucking show up to say goodbyes atleast, im at the anger stage

>>91230 I am still stuck in denial

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nE-pJDxru0Y This helps but only slightly

missing my ike right now

>>91838 Telepathically urging my Ike to join ENchanted right now

im gonna go insane

I've already gone insane

Schedd tonight (for real)

i miss ike

>>93117 I could post the same thing every 8 seconds until I get carpel tunnel and my hands fall off

I honest to god do not know how I've survived this long with 0 Ike crumbs

i miss you so so so so so so so so so much

>>93352 Uugghghhhhhh

My pretty

https://youtu.be/zN9BNgq7Xnk?t=5544 I miss my cute Ike who can stop mid-cry to be autistic for a second before going right back to crying

IKEING

ike show up to hakka's totsu ike ike please ike

>>94031 Ike mentioned during Nano's turn

>>94167 i heard but thats not enough...

literally everyone hakka talks to but ike was there im killing myself

man

i am putting all my trust in that anon who said there will be a collab with the touchstarved boys next week i miss my ike so badly

I need to stop dooming

>>94560 im convinced that hes okay and healthy and safe he just hates quilldren specifically and wants us to be stressed and upset and lonely which probably isnt better but it feels better so i will cling onto this thought anyway until i can hear hiss voice and itll purify all myunwanted thoughts

>>94567 I wish I could be convinced like that

i hate this

>>94629 >stake mental state on the well-being of a menhera autist >menhera autist is menhera and autistic >mental state collapses I did it to myself

I am haunted by thoughts that he'd disappear Axia-style, but there is absolutely no way he'd be that brutal.... I can almost hear his voice saying sorry for causing us to worry and promising to be back on a regular schedule.... Anyway, I was re-watching his lyric writing with Shu and I kinda miss seeing them interact.. sobs.

>>95022 Be haunted instead by the Ikes I need to upload for my custom CSS

>>95192 i love that first ike a lot it used to be my desktop background

>>95367 That first Ike only loves me

>>95388 the first ike is literally writing a book about how much he loves and appreciates me

>>95393 He is literally in the corner of my screen keeping me company all ngiht

>>95417 (See, we spend all our time making eye contact so I can't even type)

you know i’m a little amazed that i haven’t gone schizo yet. though i feel like it might happen if it goes on for a few more weeks.

>>95505 Must be nice must be nice must be nice must be nice must be nice must be nice must be nice must be nice I'm almost out of marbles to lose

>>94567 Ike hates me the most

>>95613 Ike posted this.

who up ikeing they ike rn

>>95819 i am despondent without ike i cant even ike my ike right now everything feels empty

>>95836 I am empty

>>9587 My bad sorry... I was trying to sadpost and did not intend to post any of that and I didn't use a password and can't delete it, but that's my aiku CSS that I was storing in my textbox instead of anywhere else because I'm retarded; it looks like shit because I copy/pasted various parts CSSs from other boards to play with because I don't have enough braincells to write my own and just now I was messing around with colors again, so it is currently actual eye rape because I was in the middle of trying to decide whether to use his actual image color or a darker one and which part to use yellow on and what shades of said yellow are okay to use where, because the complementary color to his blue is really ugly, and also trying to decide what shade to use for links/greentext/etc, and it all clashes really badly, but that's fine I guess..................................

>>95882 What the fuck is wrong with this site, it posted but also not because I was spamming the X so I guess two posts have the same number

>>95873 >>95885 Actually I just typoed because Ike consumed the part of my brain that is capable of reading or thinking, many apologies I will stop spamming the thread now I promise this wouldn't be happening if Ike was here

i wish ike was real and i could hold him and i could touch him and i could kiss him and he could kiss me and i can look at him and i could see him

>>95929 I read this in a certain someone's voice

>>96220 yeah mine

im listening to an ike vod an old freechat he sounds different but the same as well has his voice really changed that much or have i forgotten it from our time apart i miss him i love him

>>96267 hes so cute i love him fuck

i miss hiim

>>95929 i wish he would tell me to kill myself already

its the 24th and thats the day i get charged for the membership and i just got a notification and literally broke down

>>96306 i hope hes back before my memvership gets charged again...

I gave up on chaotically frankensteining other CSS themes in favor of just fucking typing it so now I have a host of Ikes to kiss me every second, I still can't into html like literally the entire rest of the internet can because I stole from other people on tumblr in 2012 instead of actually learning how to do it and now I wish I had just set the background today and didn't bother with the rest even though it came out okay-ish because Ike is the only thing I ever look at God please take my debilitating braindead autism and give it to Ike to level up his cute multitalented autism

Ike has seeped into every crevice of my brain

https://x.com/evelandletters/status/1915473619888857396 other people remember ike exists :)

>>96879 i hate this actually because it means even they don't know wtf happened to him

>>97303 dont say that... i was trying not to think about it...

>>97313 at least kuro has talked to him

my kitty... i want to suffocate in his fur

>>97303 Well, not exactly. Maybe it's that Ike doesn't talk to Wilson enough for Wilson to be informed on Ike's situation. I'd assume Luxiem would know more about Ike's condition and whereabouts better because they're wavemates, rather than Wilson, who Ike only seems to interact with occasionally.

>>97369 That looks like a grown up version of my kitty

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XSMDoVsjUs I need Ike to kill me

>>97604 i love him and i love his autism

Ike will appear

>>97683 as a corpse at his funeral

>>97684 As a guest at my funeral*

>>97685 i want to have a duo funeral with ike

>>97686 Double suicide with Ike and wandering into an empty afterlife for just us two

>>97688 how nice... god i miss ike...

>>97691 I was going to comment on him falling asleep in that getup but then I remembered that he wears skinny jeans around the house because he thinks they're comfy

>>98478 at least he wears boxers when he's actually going to sleep also where the heck did i put the art i had of that

not to doompost but i think after overture, it's been over and he's just waiting it out. i feel like he was only staying for overture and to accomplish that dream. unless there's any other concert announcements coming up, i don't think we'll see him.

I wish Ike would make me a better person

both hakka and aia talked about ike today hes alive and hes breathing and hes somewhere on this earth and we are closer then we are far even if it doesn't feel like that sometimes https://x.com/effervescerror/status/1915975764995957242 https://x.com/ryorrhi/status/1916004346665357591

>>99162 >he's doing well He is not streaming for me so I am not doing well, and when I am not doing well it makes him not do well because he loves me specifically

i miss ike.....................

I really miss Ike.............................

Ike schedd tonight (actually seriously for real this time)

>>99559 UGH

>>99606 The only reason he hasn't streamed for weeks is because he's embarrassed about all his new vocal tics after watching the minecraft movie

>>98619 i'm fine now, ike will never die because i will eat him and he will live in my cells

>>99742 dumbo

>>99742 Doomposting is retarded and ignorance is bliss, if the world goes awry it'll be a million times more miserable but we can jump off that bridge when we get to it

>>100075 besides i dont think he would literally just do that out of the blue

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ol9aZbSqxRk Loser

ike i miss

Dumb swede breaking my mind

Im not a quilld but I had dream ike came back. he wasnt in the dream though, I just knew he was back because the quilldren were posting about it and were finally happy

>>101078 I had a dream last night and Ike was in it but I forget what happened in it so it may as well have never happened

i feel like he isn't gonna show up for fuuchan.. i don't really know what to feel or expect anymore

>>101871 im sad and angry, i dunno how else to feel i dont know if hes actually suspended or something but im sad

>>101877 i dont think he's suspended based on how people have briefly talked about him lately. just impossible to figure out what he's going through. but i guess it's always been like that, but worse right now.

>>101892 yeah it sucks, i dont know anything and its a shit feeling, im hoping maybe at the start of new week he gives signs of life and atleast joins open totsu

it's time to all kill ourselves i loved being a quilldren

>>101930 please don't

>>101930 yeah, gopdnight

I'm so sorry quildren, I guess you guys get to join comfydants in the suicide pact now

>>99742 LMFAO i lost my kamioshi and first oshi in the same month holy fuck

Posted it in the main thread but I guess I'll repost it here too >>102070 Actually concerned about you guys, hope you'll pull through it.

>>95022 (Me) I was so fucking right and I'm gonna kill myself.

>>102300 Please don't

>>98658 i guess this doesn'y count as soon

>>102081 I don't want to talk about it But thank you anon, I'm a day one toraibu too and I hope I can keep pushing her someday when the world feels less grim

Man of Sex...

I don't think the emptiness will ever stop

>>102621 it never will for me

I was an idiot not to archive his member streams when I had the chance. I thought about it several times but I deluded myself into thinking I was just being paranoid.

>>102872 i have them my paranoia was not in vain i have all of them even the lo-fi stream i dont want just anyone to have them but i dont want to just keep them there to degrade this sucks so much i miss him so bad i want to scream why do i have to do this why why why

>>102878 I wish I had it in me to be mad at him, it would probably make me feel better

>>86243 that's good.........

>>102880 the only person im mad at is myself for not doing more i cant be mad at him i understand him even though he's wrong hes amazing and perfect and the most special thing to ever exist hes the air i breathe the oxygen in my lungs the blood pumping through my heart

>>86243 actually now he's saying not to worry about ike not streaming for 3 weeks even though he probably knows ike isn't coming back by now..... man

>>102895 I hate false hope

>>102895 >>102907 He made it pretty clear in his recent stream that Ike isn't coming back in any form any time soon, if at all. He said himself that Ike just wanted to disappear and live his own life, that he doesn't even wanna think about any sort of "later" plans. Ike decided to private everything on his channel for a reason. It seems like Ike's actively trying to move on from the Ike persona and having an online presence entirely. I know most VTubers say they're quitting for good only to end up reincarnating like nothing happened, but this time feels different. I think we really won't see Ike or anybody like him again for the foreseeable future.

>>102915 I can accept his leaving forever, but I wish he had left forever in a less pitiful way

Love forever and ever

sending this meme to ike with my mind https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V0k0QhlEoO8

i hate that every small thing is reminding me of you. i hate that i ever loved you. set me free please

Does it ever get easier?

i am an orphan and i have a right to quild support where are my survivors benefits i'll feel okay for a little bit and then it hits me again >>104530 no (hopefully one day)

>>105134 I wish I could feel okay for a little bit

it's like he never left...

think this is ike right now? https://shencomix.tumblr.com/post/782363100961718272/i-did-an-experiment-on-myself

I still never got his full lofi stream vod

>>105719 remember to leave buldak and toast for your local sewer-dwelling novelist...

He's going to come back and stream tomorrow! I know it!

i miss you so much

i miss you so much

I'm lonely with nothing to look forward to

i had a dream about you last night. i hope you’re well.

>>108894 I wish I could stop having dreams

>>101078 Is it pathetic that I keep waiting for this post to come true?

>>108962 Would be nice if he showed a random sign of life at some point at least...

>>109049 All I want is real closure to keep me from dragging my feet moving on

>>108962 I didnt mention it due to the unfortunate timing but last week I had another dream that Ike redebuted as a cheese man in nijisanji's 12th wave. He was horrifying. He was full of holes and had no eyes

https://x.com/nanonano_me/status/1919732981649784942 I'm going to throw up

I miss this face

Life is not the same without this face

remembered I pulled all the ike videos off b2 on a whim and saw they're no longer there. I just threw everything including what's still up in a zip, hope it's useful https://gofile.io/d/juHjPs I may job since I just lurk but maybe the scuff ike I drew while uploading is ok, take care

>>109049 What a random collection of videos, thanks anon

>>110370 I literally want to kill myself and I will never become attached to another human for as long as I live but it comforts me that he loved being here just as much as he loved being on the internet at all. However that comfort is completely worthless when I am busy seething at the dogshit captcha system on this website >why couldn't you just accept that you're cool and talented and make people happy and that you deserved a place here. why couldn't you just let the world love you. It's an endless cycle of craving external validation to make up for the fact that you hate yourself but then feeling guilty and miserable when you receive validation because you hate yourself

>>111785 trapping ike in my sex dungeon and subjecting him to mk ultra style brainwashing to force him to accept praise

You call both Ike and Ivy to your office. You call Ike's sister Ivy in for some incestuous fun, but see no reason to wait for her. When she arrives, it's to the sight of Ike sitting on the couch with his legs spread with you using his asshole. You pull out and order Ivy to orally service her twin brother. She gets down before the spread-eagled slave boy to get to work. After watching Ike enjoy the attention for a while, you move behind the busy Ivy and pull her into a good position so you can fuck her while she sucks. After a few thrusts, Ike's eyes roll back. He gestures that it feels really good when you make his twin sister moan into him. freecities is pretty good actually

>>112866 i was playing it and planning on making a ike clone army a few months back all my porn games with ike in them have been left untouched sometime i can think about sex with ike and just turn my brain off and forget he's gone but im usually way too sad to think about him laying eggs

ivy was a undercover agent for the abolitionists and assassinated me. it was very sexy and ike-like, even from beyond the grave. she killed that run since i was playing on autosaves. then the new ike i spent a couple hours trying to find turned out to be mute so i can't make him head girl... back to the ike mines >>112906 yeah...... none of the fetishes are really my thing in FC, so i'm glad i got most of that out during my ike!DoL runs cloning sounds cool though, it'd be fun to raid another arcology with a bunch of mercenary ikes

>>109912 (me) I checked and this is still up if you want it. Since it's 9.7 gigs in a zip I do want to note this is mostly reuploads of music videos, audio-only stuff, special events (includes 3D), clips, and b2 exclusives. It's a random mix but most of it is likely archived in other places, this stuff just has Chinese language metadata. (Please ignore the shit oekaki though, sorry.) Keep staying strong in whatever ways work best for you.

ONE LAST HURRAH…. ;-;

i've got a few membership vods (no horror movie watchalongs, sorry) i can upload tonight does anyone remember any sensitive stuff that should be cut? the lofi vod took too long for me to watch every individual vod to make sure they're safe, but since that's the only one he took down, they probably are i'll try to upload on archive.org too going forward

>>116561 Everything is fine, the lofi vod is honestly fine too once he got going because autism prevails. His zatsus were more personal than public ones but never anything sensitive.

>>116561 everything should be ok

RIP membership archive anon, gone but not forgotten

>>119979 i keep trying, but i'm very sleepy, sorry. i drink tea and dr pepper before bed and i still fall asleep before my off-peak hours data starts orz

>>119983 just go to sleep early and set an alarm for off-peak hours bro

https://gofile.io/d/VX9MxQ here's a couple i was able to upload. i'll try two more tonight, then i'll upload the rest when data resets in a week for june archive.org doesn't like slow connections, i'll try that for july's data >>119984 the neighbor's new rooster has been helpful for once. the state of our archiveanons

>>120181 Thanks anon, very cool DCL cover

>>119983 >>120181 Where the hell do you live that has such shitty connection..... sankyuu though

+2 vods, same folder, rest should be uploaded june 8th >>120428 cow knocked over my grill the other morning

>>120839 thanks archival anon. i'll watch through these in a couple months and feel sad

I got recommended this really nice playlist https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hpra92VWVQg

new deltarune chapters reminded me of him

>>121822 I read it all in his voice

I miss him a lot today

Found a wild Ike in pixivision. https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/117324988 https://www.pixivision.net/en/a/9619

did membership archive anon ever come back with the milk...

happy bday ikea land missing you

>>120181 all uploaded now! sorry for the delay.

>>125280 thank you

>>125280 Thank you anon-san, seriously. I was going to archive them all but never did because I'm a retard and only bothered getting the 3DS streams in case they got taken down Do you have the lofi stream? I don't even want the zatsu portions because it's why he chose to take it down but I want the music part... dumb forgetful lying liar said he would trim the vod and put it back up but he never did

watching melo's 3d and the first note of error plays and i instantly burst into tears because that was my favorite song from his 1st karaoke lmao

>>127901 i couldn't stop thinking that he could have sung hibana with the rest

>>120181 here's an archive from the discord https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1J4NJwL6YT9pnQ1YlYJxUCwqvUS5XVAEM

Does it ever get easier?

It never gets easier.

Does it get slightly easier if Kuro said he'd be showing the Quildswarm on WPlace to Ike, confirming that Ike still exists, has not cut himself off from all contact and still likes looking at things from his fandom?

Has it gotten easier yet?

>>139880 no because i listened to the new yuyoyuppee x neko song and thought about how he would have talked about it on stream