>>39591 Can you hook me up with the discord servers?

>>39606 https://discord.gg/abdl https://discord.gg/omorashi Have fun anon!

anyone know who this is? I need her content in my life!!

>>39686 meltingbbbrain

>>39714 holy frick thanks a ton! if she were a top, I'd want to marry her

>>39715 "she" turned out to have a penis... idek wtf a cis gender woman looks like anymore :(

>>39717 It'd be much easier if they ever showed their faces, which is why they don't

i think i did a poopoo (oc)

I really really really want to see femboy messings.... Cosplay preferred....... cosplay messing in general really. Upskirt messing are the best...

some advice if you want large, uncontrollable messes: buy psyllium husk, the substance varies from brand to brand. this post mostly regards the finely ground powder stuff. some others are not ground into a powder, in which case it contains less fiber per volume. take about 0.5 DL (0.2 us cups), and mix it with water, stirring vigorously, make sure there are no dry lumps in it, untill it forms into a porridge-like consistency. you eat this throughout the day, not all at once as that will be too uncomfortable. just eat like a spoonfull every half hour or so. drink atleast one to two liters of water during. beside the psyllium, which gives an unnatural texture, i like to eat either beans or lentils to supplement. like two or three servings with mainly legumes through out the day. you could make falafel wraps or whatever you like. your sleep will probably be restless, but by the morning, if you are regular like that, and drink coffee and so on, you wont be able to hold it in. this works for me, but bodies react differently.

Some OC, after I took a laxative suppository.

Alright, I need some advice. I want to love messing, but beyond that first climax the disgust just eats at me and I change immediately. Or I chicken out before I ever even get to go! I have a plan for how to get rid of that mental hangup, but I'm not sure if it's going to work. When I do mess, I always do so after having been padded and wet for a while, and typically after having came once. My plan is to prepare with some psyllium husk and and a suppository or two, and then pad up with some stuffers and mess before doing anything else. I'll then refuse to let myself cum for a while so I don't suffer from post-nut clarity, and make myself stay in the diaper until it's soaked. Of course I'll also prepare with skin treatments and the like to avoid a nasty rash. Hopefully doing this, maybe a few times, will gradually make being messy less immediately gross in my head. Any thoughts on this? Advice for how else I can move towards my goal?

>>44259 something like that worked for me, though I helped out with an enema. used the diaper halfway, inserted enema, messed, then stayed in that diaper until it was fully soaked and used. It can work, though the smell was what made me hate it still. So I used a diaper cover next time to contain the smell and was able to keep it on for over an hour, which is pretty good. You could also.. simply not nut.Someone else suggested to nut shortly after putting the diaper on, to get that desperation out of your system. should work too, you just gotta convince yourself to mess anyway.

>>44259 The few times I've done it I change a few minuets later. I've come to terms that I like it more in theory. I can live with that. I enjoy it before, during and a few minuets after. The post-mess clarity hits and I want to be clean again. I don't have that problem with wetting. I've stayed in a wet diaper for a few hours before cleaning up. I'm sorry I can't help. Just know it's a hang-up others get too.

redpill me on rashes. how come some people use all sorts of lotions, powers and creams etc. and still get rashes? i dont wear very often admittedly but i've never had rash and i dont take any particular care of my skin, just thoroughly wash the area with soapy water in the shower after messing everyone's skin is different i guess but are some people just skinlets?

>>44330 probably has to do with their diet, too. as well as the time spent in their mess, and whether they used some aids to mess. Like, someone with a rather liquid mess probably has a higher chance of irritating their skin, especially if they sit in it for a while. Someone else, who eats a lot of fiber has a more firm mess that doesn't attack their skin as much. I honestly only had a rash once, and it was due to prolonged dampness in the crotch area. messy diapers have never caused a proper rash to me, no matter what.

I wish I had better recording methods

>>44259 that plan could work out. I personally was considering something like a suppository or an enema to "force" it out, combined with a locking belt or pant over it with a time lock. Just giving myself no alternative than to sit it out. the suppository should work within the first hour and I'd be "stuck" in my mess. But for me its once I passed a certain point, I don't mind a messy diaper as much.. I just dislike the initial feel and smell.

>>37640 Hi I shaved my legs finally sorry for taking so long to deliver :3

>>48775 Diapers and skirts! My x2 favorite things ❤️

>>48855 It's my sailor uranus cosplay :3

>>48775 I've wanted to do diapered cosplay for a while, I have the cosplay, not the diaper. It's not something I see a lot of, very cute!

>>48775 I would kill to get dressed in cosplay and mess in it, especially with another cosplayer. You are sooooo cute... I think I'm going to bite the bullet and order diapers for the first time just to do this

>>49362 I wanna do enemas with a fellow abdl cosplayer like you wouldn't believe :3 Post your cosplay?

>>49401 Not sure if it would fit here since I don't have the diapers, but I can catbox it or maybe send it somewhere else

Messed last night, and although I changed out within 20 minutes and hated the cleanup, it felt great. I'd held starting the day before, and loaded up on Metamucil powder the previous night. By the morning I felt a strong urge to go, but I held out until midnight. I may or may not have gotten inebriated. I dressed myself in a pink Sunkiss Masterpiece with a booster, plastic pants, a onesie, and footie pajamas over everything else. I drank apple juice from my Rearz sippy cup to fill my bladder before I messed. After listening to some various messing hypnosis I finally put on a Dreamalittle RP video and messed when she said to. With a slight bend of my knees, it came out easily after the initial push. I felt a lump grow in the back of my diaper as the muck settled. When I sat down I realized how much I'd actually went. It spread around a lot. I peed a lot and came a few times in that diaper, so overall I'd call that a success. Now, I'm just going to put it out there that although I did enjoy this a fair bit, actually going through with the preparations necessary to really enjoy a big mess like this takes some willpower. If someone was to encourage me to do this again, and maybe even provide some instructions, there's a good chance I'd be more willing to do so again, and write about it here. I have more diapers and Metamucil to go through, after all. :)

some faves of mine