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Question Thread #4 Anonymous No. 19822
Do not start threads just to ask a question; post your questions in a pre-existing thread instead.
Previous Thread: https://archive.is/q5iSL
To make a thread, or to not make a thread. Waste one's night makin a thread, or go meditate instead. That is the question, I ask myself every night.
Do my benefactor and guides even care about me anymore? Seems like they’ve all given up.
The Hallowtide is coming. Any other special events to look out for? >>19976 They would never abandon someone significant like you.
>>19822 I think I'm in love with a girl and I can't stop thinking about her. I haven't seen her for about two or three months, but the last few times I saw her, I couldn't help noticing that she was giving me signals. I've been meditating yes, meditation about it and I've come to the illumination that my obsession and response with her is because of my rejections experiences and emotional abandonment by my family, and bad experiences with friends that just turn me more shy to the idea of love. She's probably not right for me, but I know she has her own anxieties too to not try to talk to me. I would like to do a sigil, a ritual, or something to manifest my will for her to talk to me, even if it's just on the phone, but as far as I know, sigils only work on oneself, not on third parties, or at least that's what I've read, and I can't think of a ritual either; I'm stuck. My fear is that my Buddhist philosophy interferes with my idea of will in the matter of forcing someone to do something they don't want to do maybe. It's like Pandora's box or Schrodinger's cat. If she had wanted to talk to me, she would have done so already, but I don't know. I hate this infatuation. It's not that I don't have goals and only think about her, but I would be lying if I said I didn't. I even dream about her and wake up crying. Could she have cast a spell on me? She does some fringe things. The last time I saw her, I heard her tell her friends that she dreamed about “you know who,” and I interpreted it as a sign of my strange dreams. I don't know, maybe nothing will happen, or maybe it will. Maybe she's insane, and so am I. >Also I read about a ritual performed by Thelemites who light a candle and ask the HGA of the ritual's target to help them do their will. It sounds somewhat Catholic, but I don't see it as forcing anyone other than motivating them to do their will if its the case.
>>19979 You don't need /fringe/ to muster up the balls to talk to a girl; just go talk to her next time she gives you a signal. Just be sure to cut it off if you think she isn't right for you. Speaking of women from a spiritual perspective, though, one of the most important things about relationships is to determine how her energies feel to you. This can be done without forming an energetic connection with her, by simply brushing your energies up against her energies. This doesn't have to involve physical contact, but it'll make it alot easier if it does. If her energies feel good to you and vice-versa, then that'll be good, but if not, then you should probably find someone else or go solo. If you do decide you like her, be aware that holding her hand or kissing her can form an energetic connection can form an energetic connection between your body & hers; this connection, to my limited knowledge, is typically permanent, but there are advanced entities out there that can sever such connections. You really shouldn't be going around & making such connections, though. Her sexual history should be considered by you in this context.
>>19980 >be aware that holding her hand or kissing her can form an energetic connection can form an energetic connection between your body & hers; this connection, to my limited knowledge, is typically permanent >You really shouldn't be going around & making such connections, though. Her sexual history should be considered by you in this context. Is it really that serious when virtually everything we eat is some other living being's sperm, eggs, flesh, babies, milk or other body fluids? it seems everything alive is inherently sexually interwoven.
>>19982 Different spheres. Biological vs mental vs spiritual. Only atheists think that sex is merely biological.
>>19991 I wasn't speaking in terms of mere biology. Assimilating another being into one's self is intimate in more than one "sphere"
>>19982 I suppose that the connection probably wouldn't naturally remain if you're eating the being in question. I'm going off intuition and other stuff I've read here.
>>19982 FG doctrine states that eating living beings traps their soul inside your own abdomen where it can't escape until you die, and may cause cancer. Living beings is defined as anything that hasn't been killed properly, so eating raw meat isn't allowed, it would retain the connection to the original body and insert the soul of the being inside of you. I suppose that's also why there are religious bans on eating certain food or rules for proper slaughter. I don't know what happens when an animal eats the raw meat of another animal, maybe they lack the qualities which would trap souls inside of them.
>>19979 Please just try to give up on this girl. Given time your infatuation will go away. As a Buddhist it is really important that you remain a lifelong virgin. Try casting a sigil to get rid of this infatuation, not act on it. If you end up in a relationship with this girl you will be banned from wizardchan and you will never know the joy of being a 30 year old virgin. Visit wizchan.org
>>19979 >>19996 Sexual desire in any way shape or form is a mental illness and needs to be treated with social isolation and meditation. I recommend you don’t leave your bedroom for months, possibly years. You may want to practice extreme asceticism.
>>19979 >as far as I know, sigils only work on oneself Not exactly. Depends on the sigil. Stronger and overcharged sigils can become a "reality anchor" that pulls opportunities into it. Maybe calling them glyphs or runes is more apt, but whatever. Sigils can affect reality, your higher self/HGA or other spirits can be affected by it too. Especially if it is charged well enough with the proper energies and not merely placed into your subconscious. >My fear is that my Buddhist philosophy interferes with my idea of will in the matter of forcing someone to do something they don't want to do maybe There is a lot to unpack here. First of all. The Buddha had a wife at 16 then had a child later. At 29 he realized it's not for him and became ascetic. Experiencing love is natural for every human. And a mere sigil or "love ritual" is not "forcing someone" especially if you merely want to manifest the opportunity to talk. You are not intending to force her to love you and obey all your whims. You merely want her to speak to you, so you can express your feelings. That is not "violation of free will". And yes. You can also talk to her by your own volition too. No need to wait for her to make the first move, but you can meet in the middle too by making a sigil to smooth things out. I too used sigils a lot in my youth to make things appear faster and make my life more streamlined. >I read about a ritual performed by Thelemites who light a candle and ask the HGA of the ritual's target to help them do their will. It sounds somewhat Catholic, but I don't see it as forcing anyone other than motivating them to do their will if its the case. Candle rituals are common in many cultures. You can light a candle for the Buddha or to any God or spirit too. There are love candle rituals too. Google love candle ritual or the like. There are a lot. They are extremely simple. Choose one that feels right. Love spells are one of the most common after all. Talk to her if you can't shake off the feeling. Not necessarily for the love and relationship part. But to get deeper insights into your own feelings >and I've come to the illumination that my obsession and response with her is because of my rejections experiences and emotional abandonment by my family, and bad experiences with friends that just turn me more shy to the idea of love You will have to overcome this fear. Everyone deserves love. Loving oneself, loving others, being loved, loving the world, loving God, agape and the like. Love is a part of the soul and a mechanism that helps forming natural connections with life and the cosmos. You can't ignore love. >>19997 Love is something every human needs to experience one way or the other. The soul needs it. >I recommend you don’t leave your bedroom for months, possibly years. You may want to practice extreme asceticism. Not everyone can afford the Hikikomori lifestyle. and most people on wizchan don't even believe in magic. Don't idolize them too hard
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>>19996 >Visit wizchan.org Such profound place
>>19995 More proof that Falun Gong is utterly retarded.
>>19992 >Assimilating another being into one's self The soul has left the vessel. The only time you'd ever be assimilating another being into yourself like this is if you ritualistically killed and ate your victim's heart or performed some other such meaningful act of assimilation like the aztecs did.
>>20172 Bruh. Chinese people eat bats and bite off the head of living chickens after buying them at the market. I don't think they made this rule because sushi and rare steak scares them. Pretty sure this doctrine is for the feral chinese who eat everything that moves.
Is it possible to be able to tell anything about a poster just from their post, even if they don't tell you anything? If so, can you tell anything about me?
>>20259 It's hard. The internet is too noisy. Hard to lock onto a single person. >can you tell anything about me? You want to die and you dislike your parents. Not sure how accurate this was. Hope it wasn't accurate at all
Eyeanon can I have your permission to cast a healing spell on you? I promise it is not a Trojan horse. I need test subjects for my healing spells. If not I totally understand I’ll ask ghostanon. If you accept would you be willing to report any effects? I am willing to enter a pact with you that just says that all the spells I cast on you must be positive only, no Trojan horses, and no curses. Also I have to ask permission each time.
>>20264 There are more anons with eyes on this board.
>>20264 I'm still here if you want to try it out on me.
>>20264 You have my permission (under those conditions) because I trust your benevolence. >If you accept would you be willing to report any effects? Well, since I am currently affected by multiple forces from both in and outside of this board, I may be unable to discern whether the effects are the result of your spell or someone else. If something happens and I know or strongly suspect that it came from you, I will definitely let you know. In any case I intend to continue blogposting about my experiences, and it's possible you might notice a correspondence with your spell there even if I do not. If asked, Adepts might be willing to help determine this as well
Free healing spells? Count me in.
>>20432 When will someone cast a free healing spell on the sticky?
>>20432 >Count me in Count THESE instead I cast the most holy spell of mine on the sticky >>11 The very first dubs of /fringe/! Checked btw CHECKEM TRIPS
>>20429 Okay I just cast the healing spell on you. Please report all effects.
>>20427 Tomorrow I will cast the healing spell on you, and then the day after that I will cast the healing spell on ghost anon.
What is fairy mud?
>>20640 depends on the context where did you hear about it
>>20642 I saw the term being used in a (deleted?) post today.
>>20643 then the maker of the deleted post should explain it. it is either home made play-dough for kids or it is a ritual material based on a specific recipe
>>20640 >What is fairy mud? >>20644 >a ritual material based on a specific recipe It's this. Formed into a ball and then burned in an open fire, until it cracks from the heat, which disperses the intent. Alternatively it's thrown or broken manually at a later time to activate the intent.
>>20645 Interesting. Thank you.
>>20569 Have you done this yet? I had an experience this morning that I could go into detail about, but I'm unsure whether it was the result of your spell or something else. Regardless, thanks dude =)
>>20650 Sorry but I was busy today. I’ll have to reschedule for tommorow. Something came up.
>>20264 What exactly is this spell healing? Is it like a full body healing or something else?
>>20661 This is the webpage: https://blackwitchcoven.com/black-magick-spell-grimore/healing-spells/easy-healing-spells/ And the image is the spell. The webpage doesn't say what it is healing. I guess it is just a general healing?
>>20663 Damn its cool that you're doing this for people. I assume its to test your healing skills?
>>20663 >Healing spells This kinda remind me about a book I saved, I not into ceremonial magick, Chaos magick or new age things maybe etc but i liked the Psychodramatic style of the book if you try the rituals.
>>19979 >Update Last night (or maybe today at around 00:30, I'm not sure) I was feeling conflicted and decided to do two sigils just for try. >Kamea making for sigil in blank paper In one, I used the classic 3x3 planetary kamea (mercury?), wrote down my wish, removed repeated letters and vowels, and left the numbers, which I added or reduced using Pythagorean reduction, giving me four numbers for the sigil writing in the kamea. >First sigil I drew it on the kamea you know, and then on another piece of paper with a circle, triangle, and other decorations (copy pasted without the kamea background) >Incantation or evocation poetry I also wrote my wish backwards, mirrored, as in or its like an incantation for evocation. >Another sigil I made another sigil, which was an abstract drawing of my wish. I made it more abstract until it looked like esoteric symbols and left it next to the first sigil on a blank piece of paper. >The evocation thing I rewrote my wish backwards on the blank piece of paper so I could read it. It sounded like gibberish, so I used it for an incantation as an evocation. >Sigil charge (magnetic hands?) I concentrated on relaxing, shaking and breathing while warming the sigil on the paper with my hands and saying softly, “This sigil is magnetized,” “Your will shall be done if you want it, if is your will talk to me you will do and no one will suffer in the process.” >The lighter and the mirror I looked for a lighter and went to a mirror and repeated the previous process while repeating the wish backwards as if evoking something >Operation fucked and I tried to burn the paper. The damn lighter was empty, its just making sparks, I didn't set the paper on fire, and I was disappointed. I felt bad and stupid, so I erased the sigil and everything else from the paper woth a rubber, rolled up the paper, threw it in the trash, and went to sleep. >The Catharsis effect of the ritual? Strangely, I felt good, as if a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. >The dream, sleep and awake I woke up and was aware of my body and sounds (like, i feel awake not sleep), but my eyes were still closed. I turned over in bed, putting my chest down and looking to one side (with my eyes closed), and I swear I saw the light of a candle (just the light, not the candle) while now start to breath like in meditation (maybe deep breath bacause of my chest being pressed by the bed). The first thing that came to my mind was, “Oh my God!, what a beautiful thing!, it's a kasina fire?.” the fire was like picrel but the blue down was more intense maybe. I have been meditating, but not with candles, and I don't have the ability to visualize, so I guess it was a dream maybe, but for me it was a very advanced visualization that made me feel very happy. I don't believe in these things, but my brain probably associated the lighter with candles, and I had that dream seconds before waking up, or somehow the meditation (or bad breath in the bed at that moment) led me to a state of advanced visualization after sleeping and before waking up like a lucid dream or a dream yoga. I still remember the sigil and everything else, and I haven't forgotten it, but I don't even care anymore, although it feels strange because it's as if I no longer have the idea in my mind. >The apopheny effect A few hours ago, I saw some of my cat's hair in a shape similar to the abstract symbolic drawing of the second sigil in the floor. I guess the mind looks for things it wants to confirm. It was a little funny when I saw it on the floor and made me happy. >The experience It was fun. I don't feel like I did anything wrong, and I don't expect anything to happen. I actually sleep very good after this. >Also Supposedly, in my country, something happens on Halloween and witchcraft, and they light candles, but I don't think that has anything to do with it. I feel good, calm, and happy with others. Maybe it's just a placebo effect or sleeping well. Anyway, fun experience (I more an Atheist or Agnostic than a Morally buddhist at this point but i like buddha philosophy sometimes that's why used the flag) Thanks anons.
>>20650 Okay I just now cast the healing spell. >>20730 >I assume its to test your healing skills? It's more to get the healing spells in the first place and break out from armchair occultism. >>20739 Cool I'll have to check this out for myself.
>>20742 I can't say for sure if anything happened at the exact time you posted, but I'm feeling better now. I'll report any other effects if they come up.
Are there any spirits around me? If there are, who are they and what do they look like?
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>>20988 I can see something that has a face similar to The Scream painting. I don't know what it is, but it appears similar to him.
>>21020 Is it positive? Negative?
>>21028 Looks neutral to me.
>>21029 Are there any other spirits around me that stick by me that are not neutral?
Is energy work the best place to start for a noob?
>>21033 It seems like there's multiple versions of this, which is best to follow?
>pumpkins are still here good
>>21038 Kinda forgot when did they vanish last year.
Will someone please explain timelines to me and how they work? I believe in astral planes and I’ve just been subconsciously ignoring the posters on fringe when they mention timelines but I figure maybe it is real I just don’t know anything about it.
So I tried the methods given to me on here. Especially with the Chinese acupuncture like techniques. I don’t feel any energy at all. I think maybe it’s time to just open up my spirit senses at this point.
>>21088 >explain timelines From a regular semantic perspective a timeline is a chronological progression of events. People can talk about a timeline as merely a schedule or plan, usually this appears in political news reporting as an expected progression of events. A common example would be things like the various agendas for transformation of society according to environmentalism and internationalism. Then you may have a timeline where political leaders aim to have a deal signed by some set year. Project 2025 could be said to be a timeline for the transformation of the US government in the event of Trump's victory (which became real). When such plans are viewed from the astral plane, they appear to have a material form. This form looks like a tunnel, which in these cases is very wide, 3 dimensional, and has the intertwined life progressions of all participants included. That is very concretely what a "timeline" is. Individual people also have their own, narrow timeline, which seen from the astral looks more like a fiber optic cable. These cables are also intertwined in various ways and form the progression of society. The world may in this way have an expected timeline projection based on the nature and resources (energy) of individual timelines in conjunction. Within this future projection are alternatives; there are possibilities for change in different directions: different timelines That's what the "timeline" talk is about.
>>21090 Hope you realize that most spiritual practices are meant to be done for years to yield results.
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>>21090 >Especially with the Chinese acupuncture like techniques. I don’t feel any energy at all. I'll be honest with you, I don't believe in energies. But I ended up studying hypnosis and its techniques and discovered that several qi gong techniques use suggestive effects and ideomotor reflex effects and are very similar, if not identical, to hypnosis techniques. And yes, I managed to feel that “magnetic” or energetic sensation, or what the Chinese would call qi, chi or whatever in my hands and other parts of my body, although I believe it's just my mind creating the sensation + physical stimuli because I don't really believe in woo-woo stuff. I read about clinical hypnosis with scientific support mainly to just end at this point. If you want to look at it from a more primitive perspective, in a western sense it's the same thing Mesmer was talking about. >Also If you can't feel the energy that those Chinese scammers (some are scammers, other truly believe what they do) regurgitate so much, I recommend that you research the ideomotor effect reflex and hypnosis. Tai chi exercises are only for releasing tension and stress from the body, so you become more aware of your body and the ideomotor effect becomes more intense with these practices. Although I admit that hypnosis takes time, in my case it happened much faster than pretending to have energies that I don't believe in, like those of the magical Chinese. and no, i dont believe in mesmer or mesmering or animal magnetism or subtle energies (but i can believe in some forms of energies, associations, correspondences and other things) I don't think it's right to equate clinical hypnosis practices to some esoteric or woo-woo things. (Although, in the new thought and in the chaos magick they use it without any problems In the first one without knowing it, and in the second one knowing about the practice lol.)
>>21090 >don’t feel any energy What do you mean by this though? >>21098 >I don't believe in energies. Same Q as above really, what do you not believe in? Energies obviously exist, otherwise there wouldn't be a word for it. I think we need to define what you believe "energy" entails and what kind of it you "don't believe in". >I managed to feel that “magnetic” or energetic sensation, or what the Chinese would call qi I am a very experienced practitioner of qi gong and I've never felt such sensations, if that's what you mean. I don't know why that would matter. If you do the exercises right there is however a strong warmth spreading in your body which cannot be directly explained by just "exercise" as you are moving too slowly to raise your heart rate in any significant way. But that's not an indicator of qi, that's just a physical effect of the exercise. The mental effects, positive or negative, can also be very strong during exercises like this, including yoga and prayer, which shows that this is not merely an effect of physical exercise similar to sports, but that you are able to activate your body's system in a similar way by what mostly is a mental exercise.
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looking for advice on meme and psychological warfare from veterans, please? please forgive my low effort question, I am thankful for any crumbs, specifically when it comes to applying chaos magic, gets, and synchronicities.
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>>21090 I did an etheric massage on you. It started up a chain reaction. Your structures of ignorance broke down. If anything happens in the coming days, be that dreams, strange feelings or sensations, thoughts you never had before or new ideas about the supernatural then please report it.
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>>21105 no diddy
>>21106 He is begging for it every week.
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>>21103 >gets
>>21111 checked(?), but I have a plan. also forgot to give the quote for CSL (Chinese Second Language): “張真人以劍指破魔軍,無刃而刃長三尺。” "Master Zhang used his sword to break the demon army; it had no blade, yet the blade was three feet long."
>>21105 NTA but thank you. He has been asking for direct help for a while.
>>21105 Could spirits interact with me as well? Like apparitions or feeling in touches? Should I look out for anything like that?
>>21100 It means I cant see, feel or experience, anything. I cant feel the spiritual world, communicate with spirits, see or sense any other energies etc. its like I'm stuck. Im not familiar with the names of all the anons. But an anon with a horned fiery face on the last question board told me that I had a very stubborn dark layer around your energy body that blocks these energies from entering into my internal energy circulation. If that layer is removed. I might just finally unlock this shit.
>>21098 Right now, I don’t really care about the semantics. Ive done so much already. What i’m asking is for someone to force my spirit senses open. Im ready this at this point and I really don't care about the warnings anymore.
>>21185 >I don’t really care about the semantics Then what do you care about? Semantics determine what you get. Otherwise we could just redefine what "spirit senses" are and decide that they are open already. Which by the way (btw) they already are, several people already helped you with this part. You're not experiencing anything because you aren't trying to. You're like a person whose legs were paralyzed and asked to have them fixed, and now you're asking other people to walk for you. You have to do that part yourself. Ask for resources to guide your training instead.
>>21186 What are you talking about? People on here determined that that i have a stubborn dark layer around my energy body that needs to be removed. This was not removed yet so i still cant do shit or sense shit.
>>21190 The dark layer is no more
>>21190 Your only problem is that you are lazy. You are expecting some sort of magical pill that will instantly cause you to have vivid visions. What you need to do is set aside 30 minutes to an hour every day to do visualization and active imagination meditations. It's that easy. If you did that your "spirit senses" would activate within a month, if not sooner. It doesn't seem that you're willing to put in this work though.
>>21221 I have done this already. I have done this for years. The only thing that I’ve ever gotten from anything is that I almost astral projected once. It’s not an issue of laziness. It’s an issue of whatever the fuck is going on here. Something is blocking me. And I just wanted it removed so I can move onto to the next step. And I don’t give a shit i I go crazy or whatever.
>>21229 What kind of practice do you do? Have you tried following well known "paths" for a longer period, like hatha yoga, ashtanga yoga, kabbalah, taoism etc? Like doing one and going deep into it with the determination to not stop until you've learned all there is for you to learn? If you haven't, pick one and do that. If that's what you mean you have been doing, pick something you haven't done before, maybe you were doing something that doesn't work for you.
>>21248 I’ve done a whole bunch of shit. Visualizations, fucking kundalini, straight up, praying, some other spiritual shit that I can’t even think of right now. None of it has worked. I genuinely don’t feel a single thing. If I just break through the barrier, then I can move on. But for some fucking reason, it won’t let me.
>>21249 What do you mean "break the barrier"? What do you consider a success in this?
>>21249 I did some quick online research to see what other people consider the best way to get a spiritual connection, and it seems things which are already close to you are easiest to start with. Targets listed include >contacting dead relatives >personal spiritual guides >symbolic entities like mother earth
>>21268 Here’s the problem if I try to contact any spirit, I’m not gonna be able to communicate with them at all. I can’t sense them. I can’t feel them. I can’t see them. I can’t hear them.
>>21249 How many hours per day?
>>21285 It depended on what I was doing but at least one hour.
>>21292 For how many weeks did you maintain this regimen? Describe the practices you used in detail, how long you tried them for, as well as how they effected you. Don't just say "they didn't do anything", describe what you did and what you felt in detail.
>>21313 I did a a lot of things but Ill give you an example me trying to open up my third eye. Did it for 7 months. Everyday constantly 3rd eye visualization meditation while listening to binaural beats. With the intention of “seeing” spirits or the spiritual world. At least once everyday for at least one hour everyday.
>>21335 What did you visualize and how vivid were the images? What feelings did the images evoke, whether emotional or physical?
>>21335 >the intention of “seeing” spirits or the spiritual world That's not an intent. It's aimless. You need to be very clear on what you want a connection with. It's like you want to call someone on the phone and you're pressing random numbers and say it isn't working. Rituals for contact are complex and detailed because you need to find a very exact connection, otherwise it won't do anything.
When I first attempted spirit contacts it took me 2 years to find someone, it was the soul of a German woman, she refused to tell me who she was, like it was forbidden. She later left again to become reincarnated, it was implied. After this I accidentally connected with the soul of Himmler's daughter when reading a book about SS, this was during a period when I was really into Nazi Germany and its people. I'm saying this for context, you need to know the lore of the spirit you are connecting with and really be focused on them.
>>21210 Can anyone confirm this? This is true. I’m still not feeling anything and I’ve not gone crazy like other people I’ve warned about……..
>>21340 The images were decently vivid. I have a very vivid mind and I’m always lost in thought. In terms of motion, I just was relaxed because I want to be relaxed during it.
>>21347 I’m not trying to channel a spirit. I’m trying to sense them feel them see them. I’m not trying to just think of a spirit in my brain and try to make a connection. I want something more real, not something I can misconstrues my own thoughts, thoughts.
>>21383 *cant
>>21382 Well it sounds like your senses are already open. >>21383 >I’m not trying to channel a spirit. I’m trying to sense them feel them see them You need to channel them in order to do that. Hold an image in your mind and allow it to take on a life of its own and move on its own accord. >I want something more real, not something I can misconstrues my own thoughts, thoughts. Too bad. The entire foundation of magic is that the universe is made of thought. It'll be more real if you accept that it's real.
>>21385 This contradicts what others have told me. My spirit senses are not open and something’s blocking it off. I don’t believe that they are open at all. Because if that’s the case, then they’ve always been open. Nothing has changed since I was a child. It’s the same shit.
>>21386 Which spirit are you even trying to contact? Have you tried just sitting down and trying to channel them through your mind? Even something as simple as automatic writing could suffice.
>>21388 I tried to contact a spirit wife one time. I got nothing. I have never encountered anything paranormal in my entire life. How how the fuck are my spirit senses open if I can’t even see or spirits?
>>21389 If you have the ability to visualize things vividly, then it is completely impossible for you to have actually "got nothing". You got something but you dismissed it as unimportant. It sounds like you don't even have a concrete goal in mind here for what you want out of this, since you only actually tried to make contact with a spirit once. Work out what you actually want out of this. If you just want to experience something "paranormal" then make a psi wheel and spend a few weeks practicing telekinesis. If you just want some random entity to jump at your face and go boogy boogy boo then take some DMT.
>>21394 Who is the anon with the fiery skull horned face? He talked to me in the questions thread three. He was the one that diagnosed what what’s going on. And honestly, I believe in him. Because you’re making this sound like the paranormal is just my thoughts.
>>21396 >Because you’re making this sound like the paranormal is just my thoughts. I just told you to learn telekinesis. And no, it's not 'your' thoughts, it's all thoughts. It's like you're too afraid to actually try doing anything because it 'might just be your own imagination'. That's the manifestation of your 'dark layer', it and this limiting belief of yours are one in the same. You fix one, you fix the other. Just suspend your disbelief momentarily and do magic. It's not that hard. It's basically just playing make-believe. Little kids can do it. Quit dismissing everything that happens as "nothing" and go with the flow. The momentum will build up and eventually something will happen that you can comfortably call "paranormal".
>>21399 Why would I go crazy if this layers removed then? My senses are not open if this is the case.
>>21400 You'd go crazy if you interpreted literally everything that happens to you through a magical lens, yes. Whatever that other poster told you I highly doubt it was meant to be interpreted as "when your senses are opened, you will go crazy". Well I guess most normalfags would consider you to be crazy if they knew you believed in magic. So if that's what you mean, then sure. Make it your goal to go crazy and free yourself from the beliefs of materialist normalfags.
>>21401 Look it’s not thoughts it’s not dreams. It’s fucking real it’s tangible. When I said, I’ve never experienced a paranormal thing. I fucking lied. I almost Astro projected I felt my soul in my fucking body. I was fully awake. I was conscience. I was looking up at the ceiling when I felt my soul vibrate in my body. I can’t believe that it’s just thoughts. I don’t buy that. This is real this is tangible. I don’t don't want to get lost in the source of my own fucking thoughts. There’s something here and it’s not just my thoughts. Or the thoughts of the world or whatever
>>21402 Why don't you think thoughts are real or tangible?
>>21403 It’s not what this is. Spirits are not thoughts. My soul vibrated my body is not a thought. I refuse to believe that.
>>21404 Okay, let me rephrase that. Why don't you think that the mind is real? If you do think your mind is real, why does the distinction between "thought" and reality hold so much importance to you?
>>21405 Because you’re making the spirit world like the imagination episode from SpongeBob.
>>21406 Spongebob was able to animate and ride a boulder with the power of his imagination. What's the problem with that?
>>21407 I don’t think you’ve contacted any fucking spirits man. It’s kind of annoying the shit out of me to be honest. Because I know for a fact that my senses are not open. And there were many people who said so on here and confirmed it.
>>21408 How do you think the people here examined your spirit? What exactly do you think they experienced when they saw it? Do you think they would have been able to see your spirit if they were too caught up in whether or not their perceptions were "just imaginary" or not to even try to look at you? Your senses are "not open" in the sense that a closed eye is not open. The solution is to simply choose to open the eye and see.
>>21409 The dark field or whatever around me acts like a pair of blinders. That’s what I’ve been told. And that they need to be removed in order for me to see. So that’s why I’m asking the remove it. So I can finally move on from these debates and the speculation and talking to people. And finally, doing what I wanted to do.
>>21410 Okay. As I've said, the blinders are made out of belief. They are made out of mind. I am presenting to you the opportunity to remove these blinders. In order to remove your dark field, all you need to do is abandon your belief that your imagination isn't or can't be real. That's all you need to do. I can't force you to abandon this belief, you need to make a choice to do so.
>>21411 To believe that my imagination is real. Is to believe that everything that I’ve ever studied in terms of folklore and religious texts and paranormal encounters from eyewitnesses as a lie. I can’t believe that the paranormal is just the imagination. I’m sorry I can’t.
>>21412 You're wrong. If you truly accept that the imagination can be real, there would be no logical reason to conclude that any sort of folklore or religion is a lie. You are injecting a fallacy here in an attempt to hold onto the worldview that is the fundamental source of the limitations that you are trying to overcome.
>>21413 How do you explain demonic possession then? When a spirit enters another person’s body and takes it over. How is that imagination? Did the possessed person‘s imagination just get a better of themselves? Or did someone else’s imagination possessed them?
>>21414 >Or did someone else’s imagination possessed them? Yes. The demon's imagination did. You can experiment with this yourself if you can lucid dream. While dreaming (aka while in the astral), imagine (that is, evoke the image) that you have the ability to possess someone in your dream, and flow into them. Perfectly possible, and you can get good results if the imagination is backed up by faith. This works because thinking is a form of channeling, and projecting a mental image is equivalent to the act of evoking a spirit, or thoughtform.
>>21415 So what are demons then? You implied that spirits are nothing but imagination. So how can imagination have imagination??
>>21416 You are also nothing but imagination. All is mind. >So how can imagination have imagination?? Simple, you imagine that the image has a mind. This is easy since every thing and object is a function of mind anyway.
>>21417 Don’t you think it’s easier just to say that they’re real? That demons are separate from human imagination and are their own entity.
>>21418 I am saying that they're real though. >That demons are separate from human imagination Nothing is separate from human imagination, so long as you are a human. Imagination is the only way that you are capable of perceiving an external world. You possess physical vision because your imagination (your mind) interprets the signals that you imagine come from what you imagine are your eyeballs. Your mind overlays an image onto this signal (which itself is also purely imaginary and merely originates from a more chthonic part of the mind that is more difficult to consciously control) which results in mundane vision. Spiritual vision is largely the same, only you do not utilize the objects that you imagine are your body's eyeballs.
>>21419 How “real” are spirits” you see? Do you see spirits in a similar way as you see people in real life? Or is it just like a thought. If seeing a spirit just comparable to a thought then why is one imagination more tangible than another?
>>21420 >How “real” are spirits” you see? They're as real as they need to be. I can make out their appearance with my mind's eye. If I ask them to they can manifest physical events. >Do you see spirits in a similar way as you see people in real life? No. >If seeing a spirit just comparable to a thought then why is one imagination more tangible than another? Because you're used to relying on image input solely from your body, which is a part of the subconscious mind and can only directly touch objects which share its mental density or frequency. Spirits don't have physical bodies, which is why you need to use your mind's eye instead of your body's eyes to see them.
>>21421 How do you explain apparitions then?
>>21422 The mind is either shifting unconsciously to receive input from the mind's eye, similar to how dreams work, or the spirit is utilizing ambient mist or smoke in order to manifest a physical form. Some old summoning rituals involved burning smoke or incense specifically to allow the summoned spirit to manifest a body this way.
>>21423 Also how do you explain demigods? And the nephilim? Seems like spirits can fuck to me.
>>21424 Are you under the impression that impregnation is a merely physical act? Regardless, powerful deities can manifest physical bodies if they really want to.
>>21425 >Spirits only use the minds eye and maybe smoke. >also spirits can just straight up become people.
>>21426 Yes, different spirits have different capabilities. You are also a spirit, you have different capabilities than a sylph. Sorry but you typically aren't going to convince a literal deity to come and meet you in the flesh just to answer some questions or satisfy your curiosity.
>>21427 So are the other spirits just stuck forever being in mine, I imagination things? Can’t they technically get a body too even if it’s just through prepossession then?
>>21428 They already have a body, it's just that the body belongs to a different "density" or "frequency" of reality than the physical, which you are only able to perceive via the use of non-physical organs (your imaginative faculty), which you currently do not trust. It's like how your awareness typically resides in the physical but can move to the astral when you dream. And yes, they can inhabit physical vessels.
>>21429 I guess the summarize one of my goals here. I don’t want the communicate with spirits through my mind’s eye. My thoughts have been wrong before and they will be wrong again. I want something tangible. Something that feels real something that I can get behind.
>>21423 Also, I forgot to ask why the fuck do you even need the sum of these things anyway anyways? Or aren’t they all just thoughts and imaginations? Why come up with complex rituals and ceremonies at all? Can’t you just think about him and pretend to talk to them?
>>21430 >I want something tangible. Something that feels real something that I can get behind. If you abandon your limiting beliefs it's perfectly possible for the senses of your mind's eye to be just as real and tangible as the senses from your physical eyes. That is what dreams and astral projections are, after all. But you need to make a conscious choice to suspend your disbelief and have faith in what you experience. >>21431 Thoughts and imaginations are just as real as rocks and have their own rules, preferences, and personalities. It isn't arbitrary.
>>21432 I was not thinking or dreaming when I was going to Astro project. I was not asleep and it was not in my mind’s eye. I can’t do the minds eye thing. I’d rather do something else. Hell anything else.
>>21435 >and it was not in my mind’s eye Yes it was. If you believed that you were in the process of leaving your body, what sensory organs exactly do you believe you were perceiving the event through? It could not have been your physical ones.
>>21439 It didn’t feel like it was in my mind. It felt like it was in my body. I wasn’t thinking really deeply about Astral projecting either. It just sort of happened. And I can’t explain why.
>>21510 The dark layer is significantly weaker, and smaller, it's not even black anymore, more like a thin grey thing, like a coin in size. Probably from talking about this and challenging your old stance. I've done one more thing I could come up with, because Selqet decided you need help and started telling me what to do. I channelled a strong energy through your pineal gland which is the location of the physical 3rd eye to provoke the formation of what to the viewer appears like a small crystal ball in that area. That means there is no blockage on it, so nothing is stopping your organ from working. Use this exercises: <sit down in quiet and clear your mind by thinking of nothing, or use a mantra (since it was Selqet telling me to do this, maybe you can repeat her name) <think about the dark field as the shutter of a camera <at first it's sealed and dark <then you imagine pressing the button, and it opens from the middle <imagine you see a small blinding light Repeat this exercise until you start feeling a resistance from the "shutter". That means you have synced the visualization with the dark field, and when you "press the button" you will also feel "I can't do this". That means you are now actually trying to open a path through the dark blockage. Keep pushing against the resistance, and if you don't give up, you will at one point actually experience it opening and see a small blinding light, as if you had just looked at a strong light source. That's the first step to using your 3rd eye.
Has anyone here ever met or otherwise interacted with Mithras? Can you tell me about it? He and the motif of 'killing God to become God' fascinated me when I was younger, but now I feel that his misogyny would make him antithetical to my current path.
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>>21103 Still looking for gets?
>>21105 I guess I have something to report. Not much in terms spiritual belief has changed. But i do know definitively what I want…. I’ve been going back back-and-forth on what I truly want for a while. And now I know exactly what I want. So I’m not sure if your message did that.
How do I learn to believe in anything? Or possibiy more accurately, to stop disbelieving in everything.
>>22534 Find one thing you do believe in, then relate everything back to that one thing. If you get stuck on not seeing the connection, treat the thing you want to believe in as mere "practice of a form" and do it like an act. Magic works based on performance as well as mental state, so if you can't "believe" in what you do, you can focus on correct performance instead and it has the same effect.
Isn't Gemini essentially just 48 Laws of Power: The Sign?
>>22534 You must learn how to develop... True Faith.
>>21557 If everything is imagination and shit…….does this mean that anything is possible……. That I could find a way to accomplish anything…….
>>22548 Yeah actually it does; you'd have to awaken enough first, though. One of the keys to this is understanding simulation theory, which just so happens to be true. Just as the many digital realms that humanity have created are simulations ran within computers, the physical realm is itself a simulation ran within a higher realm; the astral realm. The astral realm itself is also a simulation, ran within the next-higher realm, the mental realm. The mental realm itself is yet another simulation, ran within the highest realm; the spiritual realm. In the spiritual realm, there is no such thing as the concept of differentiation. All is one and one is all, at least outside of the simulation. The entire spiritual realm is composed of a single entity, which controls all player characters & NPCs at once; this entity is known by the ancient Greeks as The Monad, and by the Gnostics as The All, and by the Hindus as The Brahman. Entering a higher realm, in theory, is as simple as being hyperbolically immersed into a VR game, and then taking your eyes off of the game... but to do that you'd first have to remember that you have a body outside of the game, and then how to use it; those are the hard parts. This is to say, your flesh is a player character, which is being played by your soul, which itself is a player character that's being played by your mind, which itself is also a player character that's being played by The Monad.
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>>22548 Yes. It's basically like this.
Is it possible to turn a wretched normalfag into a champion of racism through magic? Maybe using candle magic? Before I can do candle magic, I recently found out I actually need to do energy work in the spell. So I guess unfortunately the healing spells I cast didn’t work. Before I learn energy work, I need to master meditation. There is an entire hierarchy of what order to learn magic in. I want to spread the red pill and green pill through magic. Knowledge of Hitler is knowledge of the divine. But I have a rule that /fringe/ is a “neutral territory” in the sense that I can only cast spells on others with their explicit consent on /fringe/. And they have to be beneficial. So I can’t redpoll someone through magic on /fringe/ unless they ask (at which point they are already at least proto redpilled).
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>>22578 Can't produce autism, it's created in the womb as a result of too high testosterone. Maybe if you get them to take vaccines, I've heard some kids become autistic from that.
Will using homemade soap, shampoo, conditioner, and toothpaste in addition to a strict diet, meditation and plenty of hydration develop my energy body and increase psychic powers?
>>22770 Well I can attest that it definitely helps. I think that reducing the volume of poisonous garbage the body is forced to deal with, leaves more energy available for higher processes.
>>22557 >>22562 So hypothetically, I could be reborn. I could find a was to reincarnate into the life I always want to live.
>>19979 Please tell me you have used your willpower to get rid of this crush and not act on it. Sex is extremely evil and of the demiurge. I recommend spending the rest of your life in meditation. Also declare a vow of celibacy and chastity. You need to live your life as a monk, not someone with friends and a gf and a social life. Your biology is mind controlling you.
Are elves a type of fae? sorry for the double post
>>23263 Yes. I think so.
>>23263 No. Elves are sluts and simps, unless they are drow. Fairies are a wide variety of entities, there are fairies for plants, or places. Elves are just elves.
>>23263 Some fairies are quite similar to elves, but elves are not a type of fae. >>23364 >Elves are sluts and simps, unless they are drow. What an evil thing to say.
>>23385 Elves invented OnlyFans. Elven marriages are 12 men and one woman. Truth isn't evil. Drow on the other hand only do femdom harems with one man and many women or they're freelancers.
>>23392 >Drow on the other hand only do femdom harems with one man and many women Where do I sign up?
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>>23396 Use your preferred mindwave form or activate the servitor, or both, if you want to connect.
>>23396 I get the feeling you might not like femdom after a certain point, and then at that point you'd just be stuck because these are spirits and not mere physical people.
>>23396 >>23463 I wouldn't want to be outnumbered by dark elves. This marriage arrangement isn't meant for humans.
>>23463 >>23522 >This marriage arrangement isn't meant for humans Obviously you need to become drow for this. It's fairly simple though, you either contact them and then astral travel there as yourself, then ask for conversion. They then do a ritual ending with your throat being cut (on the astral plane) and then you are resurrected as drow inside the magic circle. The other option is to ask for rebirthing on their plane, where your soul will be placed in the womb of a drow female, and born there. You'd have to specify if you want to be male here, their population is like over 90% female so otherwise they'd just assume you want to be female like everyone else. Also to note that you need to have the right kind of tendency for violence and a "criminal mindset" to be able to become drow. Marie Antoinette became drow when she was executed, same for her maid. Parts of the world are very drow culture influenced, such as France after the revolution, parts of Greece and Russia, and not to mention the ground zero monument - it's built in the image of a "drow pit" where slaughtered bodies/souls are thrown down to ferment at the drow temple. https://nypost.com/2023/10/09/nyc-man-leaps-into-north-pool-at-9-11-memorial-survives-and-is-busted/ There was someone who tried to sacrifice himself there. See article.
>>23647 Please take down the Illivryn thread. You can ask her- she wants it taken down.
>>23647 This drow femdom must be pretty extreme. >>23764 Illivryn thread?
>>23897 >Illivryn thread? I assume the Sandy Hook thread which was created on her command, so I deleted it. It served its purpose anyway.
Thoughts on parallel universes?
How can I cast a magic spell for obtaining uranium isotopes? Please no reply from blood anon.
>>23921 >Please no reply from blood anon. lol I spilled my coffee!
>>23921 Why do you want uranium isotopes? You don't trust brother blood anon?
>>23923 Apparently, a lot of people don’t trust him. When I asked for help on here. A decent amount of people not to trust him…..
>>23921 Just search on bing, there's sponsored results for buying them. This isn't a fringe question. >>23923 The reason is probably too feddy to be mentioned.
>>23924 Don't trust people on the Internet, do your own research.
>>23926 That’s true that’s true. I mean, granted I’m new here.. but the reactions people had to him…… kind of fucking jarring because I don’t know the history.
>>23925 Also feddy? What do you mean?
>>23915 I meant the one on Sunflower.
>>23927 From what I've heard he is a terrifying roleplayer who even controls Trump himself via his black female pastor to impose agenda 2025 where America will impose Jewish Sharia communism by the end of the year. >>23928 >Also feddy? What do you mean? Asking for terrorism material, sounding like a feral agent trying to bring the board down. What do you need uranium for anyway? Is it even legal to own?
>>23931 Oops, sorry I forgot to put my flag up for those two posts. I’m at the guy who asked for uranium.
>>23920 We don't live in a singular universe, they expand side by side, row by row like starfish in a huge ocean.
>>23933 Has there ever been evidence or something like that? For a a person reincarnating willfully into a parallel universe to get away from this one?
>>23934 What would constitute evidence here? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T5i_R3_vA-Q The Monroe institute did research on stuff like this to create a science, but it's pretty limited in understanding and results compared to what you can confirm to yourself by esoteric practices. Those don't produce evidence you can show someone else though.
>>23935 In my mind, the spiritual realm and these parallel universes are not really separate. I posted on the help and guidance board about this. About my mission to leave this universe and go to another one. I struggled to figure out what the ultimate sacrifice I would have to do to get there is. Do you think a powerful spirit would accept my body? That I technically “die” in this universe and then get myself reincarnated into another one and in return the spirit gets the body I left behind. Or is there another thing that I can offer up that is acceptable to a spirit who is able to do this?
>>23936 A running contract for guidance is better. Imagine how a manager supports a professional boxer or other sportsman. They fund your training, then when you win they take some % of the prize money. Spiritual beings will understand and accept this type of contract. It's plain and simple, if they make you succeed, they benefit, otherwise not.
>>23937 This of course runs into the main problem of my spirit senses. They are still shit and I can’t send anything. That’s why I was on here for a while, asking people to unlock them. The offering my body thing is radical. But it makes sense. If the spirit succeeds and takes my body and I am gone from this universe forever. Then, of course, with my body, they can properly pay the magician who did this. I mean, there’s probably another way to do this but this is just one idea I had. I do feel like a magician an outside magician is needed due to the present circumstances Im in.
>>23938 A body is of limited value tbh. People have value because of specific DNA which makes them into good channellers for spirits to use, really good and specific genetics can make you into a prophet starting a new religion, but if you don't have that, it's not going to work. What I mean by running contract is that you offer a % of the pure energy being produced as you improve in your transformation process ahead. Mental energy, if you don't believe in other types of non-physical substances. The energy of your brain waves as you improve your state and remain there. Like music can be good or bad. Good music improves your entire being, bad sounds harm you, and it's the same for spiritual beings. You need to offer something they can use. Sacrificing a body would require burning it to transform it, because a body is physical, and then you die, so that's not very useful unless you're part of some death cult where you're meant to become divine by dying or something like the Aztecs did. It's still about the context and your mental states more than your physical body itself.
>>23938 >>23939 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dOGabG1UnnM This for example works because you are directing your mental energy towards a deity, who will receive it and then guide you, creating a spiralling process where you produce more and better brain waves as you listen/chant the mantra.
>>23939 I’m not trying to like jack myself off or anything, but I do have one value that a spirit might want. My mind for religious text and my ability to break them down. My persuasion when it comes to talk in the people about my beliefs. I never intended on starting a religion. But I accidentally converted a handful of people to my world view just by talking to them. I know it’s not the most valuable thing. But technically, if a spirit desires more people to be devoted to them then they can use my body as an instrument to promote worship or veneration toward them. And they can have that with the price of getting me out of this universe and reincarnated me into a universe that I want to live in.
>>23939 There is also the factor of the magician as well when he does it. Because I will do my best to give him what he wants. I always do my best to repay what others have done.
Is middle earth real on the astral plane? Can I visit it? I just finished the book series and I miss it.
>>23994 Middle-Earth is the central dimensional sphere of the Earth, it looks exactly the same as the world outside, except science and some stuff works differently. You enter via the Antarctica gate. Once on the inside you'd have to move into the populated areas again, where you'll find that it's the same Earth all over again, but things are slightly off. Edge-Earth is where things get interesting, that place outside the ice wall is where the real party happens. Forget middle-Earth, it's just a place for gay masons who smoke too much.
>>23994 No, Middle Earth was the prehistoric Earth. The natural magic has faded through the passage of time. The elves and dwarves have moved into higher dimensions. The hobbits are still here as gnomes.
>>23915 Please take down the Illivryn thread on Sunflower. Illivryn wants it taken down.
>>24263 Ask the BO or make a global report about the thread itself (form by the bottom of the thread).
>>24263 >Illivryn wants it taken down. How do you know this? What role does this Illivryn have in your life?
Who is Illibryn?
>>24432 Oops, I meant Illivryn.
Will taking a vow of virginity increase my magical powers?
>>24432 >>24433 https://vkjehannum.wordpress.com/2018/04/03/sepheranz/ Everyone's mother-goddess. She contacts occultists and adds them to her reverse harem, people just get to know her on their own with no cult for her even existing. You don't invoke her - she comes to you.
>>24434 You'd have to take into consideration what kind of magic you're aiming to practice. Anything with an Abrahamic connection would be out of the question if you did that, as there is an implied commandment in Genesis 9 to have children, which you will be unable to fulfill if you take that vow. That would reduce your ability in anything derived from that doctrine.
>>24435 What changes happen once she comes to you?
>>24437 Guidance? I think it's different for different people. She uses spiders to send me messages, like a spider climbing down on a thread in the middle of the room hanging right in the middle of the air, then climbing back up again as I watch to tell me "even if you think things are going bad, it'll turn around halfway", which it also did. If you can do telepathy or channelling, or possession, she may come to you directly. Doesn't work for me, so she uses other methods.
>>19979 This isn’t what you really want. The government is sending mind control waves into your brain. SEX IS EVIL AND OF THE DEMIURGE. I recommend you seclude yourself from all women in your room and spend years meditating. Don’t even talk to your mom, women want to mind control you. And stay chaste. No porn. No alcohol. Water only as beverage. The secret evil people in the government are plotting against you to make you have sexual desire. You must disobey. You must achieve gnosis. P.S. don’t take your meds. The reptilians and Jews put chemicals into them which lobotomize you.
>>24438 Is she an evil entity?
>>24443 Yeah actually she's really evil; you should stay away from her.
>>24444 Have you worked with her?
>>24443 She's the infernal Queen, she's a creator of law. If you measure her with your own standards, that won't have anything to do with her. She's been helping and guiding me for over 20 years, some periods giving daily directions via cloud communication (clouds with symbolic shapes in the sky).
>>24445 I was once lulled by blood anon, who is >>24467 , into allowing her to work with me; at one point, she demanded my free will from me, and then I said no and basically cut contact with her. Blood anon, on the other hand, supposedly sold his soul to some entity when he was an infant. The deity most likely is ultimately taking advantage of him; playing the long con. He works with a number of evil spirits.
>>24598 I really hate to imagine what's going to happen to Blood Anon after he dies. He seems desperate to throw himself into the lowest pits of hell out of a delusional belief that his association with spirits makes him completely invincible.
>>24598 She has never worked with you. >>24599 You will never be him.
>>24611 Fakepilled fakewiz.
>>24598 At least you're free, I guess. Some people can manage many spiritual contracts. I'm not one of those people.
>>24611 Well I guess work with wasn't the right choice of words, but I was consorting with her; still, though.
>>24714 I chose the word "work". It was my fault.
Are we all people in a pod being farmed as batteries like in the matrix? For Christmas I am getting tom montalk’s books “transcending the matrix control system” and “discerning alien disinformation”. Tom Montalk and Smileryberg I consider to be the messiah and honestly almost as living demigods who have transcended the flesh. They are as holy as the highmen clerics from age of wonders 1. They are like Gandalf the grey from middle earth, or medivh from Warcraft 3. One day I might make a shrine and altar dedicated to smileyberg with photos of him and stuff. If I ever got a job I could pay a sculpturist to makes bust of smiley out of marble for the altar. And I could have the flag of Waterloo Ontario. And I could buy my own version of his classic striped green shirt. Imagine learning to draw solely for the purpose of creating smiley OCs. And hanging them up on the wall of the shrine. And making “smiley berg oil” on his exact birthday and using it to anoint homemade candles with it for the smiley altar. I feel like I could make a religion and cult out of smiley worship. I want to become “smileyberg’s true believer”.
>>24467 I understand you work with complex entities. Thank you for the information you provided me about her.
Has anyone else noticed certain similarities between /fringe/ and masonry? >W.W. Atkinson books were published out of the Chicago Masonic Temple >Franz Bardon was blatantly into kabbalah/freemasonry >Constant references to Hermeticism Of course this could just be chalked down to western occultists sharing common themes, but the fact seems worth considering.
What would happen if you separated your consciousness from your physical, etheric, astral, & mental bodies, and from your memories, and then you put your consciousness into someone else. Would you be capable of violating that someone else's free will if you tried? Or would you need access to your memories in order to have awareness that is separate from that someone else in order to violate that someone else's free will?
>>25056 Are you thinking about reality shifting?
>>25058 No actually. Might elaborate more later but I have other stuff to do atm.
So is shiva anon just gone at this point?
>>25324 Nah he's probably fine; he's just a busy man.
>>25325 >he’s just a busy man. Just like Gandalf.
Is it possible to meet with the Gandalf egregore on the astral plane?
>>25359 Why not just astral project to Middle Earth and talk with the real Gandalf?
>>25341 In some old posts he mentioned Gandalf as an early inspiration for him (or something like that) I miss him too but he would probably advise us not to become too attached to his presence
Someday we can each be our own Shiva anon, and be Shiva anon for others.
>>25383 >>25407 If I ever learn how to astral project can I meet up with you in the astral and hang out?
>>25413 Hell yeah
>>25324 >>25325 Yes, somewhat busy with IRL and spiritual matters too. >>25383 >In some old posts he mentioned Gandalf as an early inspiration for him (or something like that) Had to think for a while when did I say anything like this, then I remembered that I mentioned Merlin to Gondola poster. How we just need to "Merlin the shit up" at this place a little and we have a round table figuring out things on their own just like in the old /fringe/ days. Merlin was not present in many adventures of the round table because he was busy with his own things. He helped around, did some magic and prophecies, then went and did his own thing. But Gandalf is based on Merlin and the fellowship of the ring is literally the round table, so yeah, "Gandalf" is somewhat of an inspiration. >I miss him too but he would probably advise us not to become too attached to his presence I am not Smiley nor any other notable wizard of fringe who was bound to the internet 24/7 in their prime. Armchair occultism was never my forte, and spending time on the internet 24/7 with 0 spiritual improvement is the modern form of armchair occultism, which is something I am unable to do. Not just because I lack the time to waste it on the web, but it also ruins my mental clarity. Not to mention in the past months several electric devices broke around me because the weird air this board had. Currently I am testing what happens if I post. If nothing weird happens I might start posting more regularly again. I have a lot to say, but I am still figuring out how to say them. >>25359 The Initiate flag is literally the hat of Gandalf the Grey. By using this site you are interacting with the "Gandalf egregore" by default. Now let's see what breaks once I post this.
Can someone please sign up for a free trial of substack with a fake email and rip all of Da’at Darling’s substack articles and archive them? Not gonna pay for them because that would officially make me a simp.
>>25995 Paying for information is not simping.
>>25995 iirc that requires a card number. Get a prepaid card at the grocery store and put $10 (or whatever the minimum is) on it. Save all the articles as PDF and remember to end the trial before it charges you so you can buy wizard snacks with your 10 bucks. >>26043 eh, paying for digital "goods" can feel pretty cucked when you're NEET/poorfag
>>26050 What is a wizard snack? Apple?
>>26050 >>26058 We need to make an official wizard snack list
I am looking for information on the locations and methods of making contact with physical entities. I have a few vague ideas where there might be some, Siberia, the cave systems in Vietnam, most of South America seems to be a spiritual warzone. I know that there are physical entities somewhere https://youtu.be/PWpUt3iU9OM?si=iZmblrUjaL0aKOqE but the question is how to locate and make contact with them.
>>26196 Do you want information out of curiosity or you wish to be initiated into their ranks? >how to locate and make contact with them. It's like the Eyes Wide Shut movie. You just go there and hope no one murders you. Kubrick died while making that movie and the ending was edited to make it more child friendly... And the woman in your vid was the only one who were able to see the entity. Finding entities that are only visible to selected individuals is near impossible without working spirit senses. Next time delete the ?si= and the random letter part of your youtube link by the way. That part of the link tracks your youtube account and connects it to everyone who clicks on it. Learn the bare basics of tinfoiling at least before wanting to do close encounters.
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>>19979 >>24440 >>23066 I dont believe in that psyop and gnostic things. >I update about this >>19979 >>20002 >>20741 One day (months before I stopped talking to her), I was talking to the girl about I don't remember what fringe topic and about psychology. The girl told me that I had limiting beliefs. why she told this to me... >Well After performing the sigil ritual, I stopped thinking about her for a while, and then it happened again. A while ago, for some reason, I started having a slight intrusive thought about those “limiting beliefs” she told me about. I ended up getting more deeply into the subject of card readings out of nowhere, and I'm reading books on ceremonial magic, I also read books on new thought and other quasi-magical systems and old western magic ideas. I don't really think the girl did me any harm, although I think she freed me from some psychological bondage or limited belief. A few months ago, I wouldn't have been reading books about fringe magic stuff like this. A few weeks ago, I called her out of the blue and asked her how she was doing. I told her she was right about my “limiting beliefs.” I didn't feel any attachment or anything. She was nice to me, and she told me she was happy she had helped me with my limiting beliefs. But I don't feel any romantic interest or anything like that right now, I don't think she's looking for that either. >Also I read that one of the effects of sigils in one of the books on postmodern Chaoist magic is that sometimes sigils come true but sometimes not and still these give you something else, not what you want but what you need or search for. I didn't ask for love or force her to do something she didn't want to do, I only asked for sincere love and friendship if that was her will. to be honest, It feels humanizing.
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>>26232 If I had to interpret it from some paradigm, I would say that >Desire: I want to she talk to me (based on pure ego) but if its her will >egoistical human desire: Sexual attraction? some form of inffatuation? >The true human desire or will without egowaves: Love and Friendship >Result: change in limited beliefs and paradigm change The truth is, I feel peace. I was also doing LBRP and other side rituals.
>>26233 >The truth is, I feel peace Glad it worked out. >sometimes sigils come true but sometimes not and still these give you something else, not what you want but what you need or search for It's a nice interpretation. depends how you charge the sigil. depends if you want "hard results" or "material gain" or you want some resolution to a problem you have. After 20 or more sigils you may notice the differences. How your intents and desires warp the results >to be honest, It feels humanizing. Glad you feel it that way tbh. Some people can get trapped in the dehumanizing aspects of magic. They have hard time comprehending how nice and cozy life can become once you are able to wield magic the right way. Have fun on the path of magical understanding and thanks for your report
>>26181 I always fear to ask about the dietary habits of my fellow wizards.
>>25058 Whats your thoughts on reality shifting? I heard of it before but there was a lot of contradictory information on how to shift and what it is?
>>26881 You can only enter almost identical realities/timelines, so you're quite limited to a few possiblities. The radical shifting you can find in some internet stories is a fantasy. It's mainly astral projection within or outside the person. I have not practiced reality shifting, and I only mentioned it because it's common to discuss the displacement of the souls when shifting.
How do I stop staring at the snow? It's way too hypnotic
>>26882 >You can only enter almost identical realities/timelines Why?
>>26883 You can't escape the snow. >>26889 Humans are limited and fragile.
>>26890 >shift to timeline where you aren't limited an fragile >can now shift to any reality you want ez
>>26891 yeah lol good luck happy christmas
>>26890 What if you get a spirit or alien or something like that to rip your soul out of your body and put you in a new one. You know you’re like reborn or something. In a new universe.
>>26881 >>26882 >>27100 Might write a thread about timelines and reality shifting once the New Year starts. Want to write that thread for a while, but there are large amount of topics and concepts I have to explain and why you should or shouldn't try shifting. To get a basic idea about timelines; everyone should watch the movie Everything Everywhere All at once. That is the best movie explaining the phenomenon. Especially with the concept of explaining the importance of closer and more probable timelines and how they are linked. How you can enter the timeline or transfer skills between your other selves and how it breaks your mind completely in the end if you overdo it You can also watch the Loki series, The One movie with Jet Li and maybe the Sliders series too. Especially if you are that bored and hungry for timeline shifting ideas. Shifting timelines is possible with technology and by assuming the correct mental states which makes it happen. The hardest part of the timeline shifting is remembering that you came from an another timeline ofc. It creates a desync or mental insanity. Shifting timelines is also possible after death. >>26919 and a Merry New Year for everyone
>>27101 Is "Drop-In" shifting where you don't have a history in the target timeline possible?
I have decided to start praying to Thor instead of Asclepius. I’m more interested in study and wisdom than strength. Are there any domains of Thor that would interest me? Seems like he only governs strength, lightning, thunder, fertility, farming, etc. none of which interest me. Should I pray to Odin instead of Thor? He can at least offer wisdom. I figured since I’m “Thor anon” maybe I should pray to Thor? Idk. I want something Germanic. I want to become obsessed with the history of Germany and the German folk throughout the centuries. From the goths and vandals to the national socialists. I don’t feel comfortable making my own prayer, I prefer prayers off the internet, so the deity has to be well known enough to have content online I can find prayers online. I found a Thor prayer online.
>>27100 At that point, you should know that it's a simulation. >>27129 You should pray to both Thor and Odin. You'll find your answer.
>>27127 Yes it is. Depends on the timeline how easy it is to achieve it, but it's possible. The thread I wish to write would detail how you can visit other timelines and transfer memories and skills between your other selves and when is a switch or shift is possible and how to do it. My thread would focus on perspective expansion instead of travel, but I will detail ways how you can travel. Sadly it's real hard wording it that is why I didn't write that thread yet. But yes, drop ins are possible if the timeline has a capacity for it. Visiting a timeline is simple, but gaining a permanent residence there can be tricky with certain timelines. I will have to explain how there is the "personal timeline" which is your life, experience or "story" which is easy to shift and how there is a "world timeline" which is independent of their inhabitants and their actions. There are cases where you have to adjust your mindset and even your own karma to be able to enter certain timelines. The possibilities are endless, but there are requirements for everything. Depends where you want to go and why. I liked in Loki when the dude explained it is not about the "how" but the "why" in the end. Dropping into a timeline is easy, but anchoring or staying there is tricky. Not to mention you can live out whatever life you want if you don't mess with the history of the timeline too much, but there are cases when the timeline wants someone to "act out a role". Depends how much chaos is allowed in said timeline and how much chaos you can handle personally. iirc in The One movie Jet Li was dropped into a timeline in the end where his gf was alive as a reward. The girl wasn't his gf in that timeline yet, but Jet Li was happy enough that she was alive and this way he could restart his story with her. That movie was more action oriented, but it has some good concepts which surprised me when I have seen it decades ago. I have an innate way how I perceive timelines and it surprises me when movies get something right. Currently I am unsure if I should explain a general theory how timelines work or I should explain my own perception of them. With timelines it's important to decide what you want. Do you want to learn new things which is not possible in your current timeline? Do you want to experience new technological and spiritual eras? Or you just want to live an another life? >>27168 >At that point, you should know that it's a simulation. Everything is an illusion, but mastering said illusion takes time. For those who just want a timeline where they can fuck bitches or some other desire then they should start with learning about lucid dreaming. Lucid dreaming is far more easier than timeline shifting and it is a good training ground for learning about the basics of timeline shifting. The mechanics are the same. You go to sleep, dream, then you wake up if you lucid dream. With timeline shifting you merely wake up somewhere else. But if you just want to live in the dream world then lucid dreaming is far easier than shifting consciously.
>>27129 With the Norse Gods the most important thing you need to achieve is connection with Yggdrasil the World Tree. The tree gave Odin his wisdom and the runes. By praying to Odin you might access the pathworking which let's you become Odin. Wise like Odin and other aspects of him. Being half eyed means that some part of you is in the "Other world", but it actually means how your eye was replaced with an active third eye. Hanging from the tree means becoming the seed of the tree. There are many intricacies like that. The 2 sons of Odin are Thor and Loki. Both of them are aspects of Odin. But you will have to read the legends to understand what they are about. Unsure how effective is the prayer, but do whatever you feel like. Currently you are in the experimenting neophyte phase, the only thing that matters is that you are keep trying and try to see what works. People have different experiences when it comes to the Norse Gods.
>>26231 Eye's wide shut is the NWO club and I have zero interest in working with those psychotic bastards. I have already been targeted by entities related to them and am looking for their enemies. As for my spirit senses a significant part of the problem is they implanted me with something that suppresses them. That's part of why I am looking for them. No human is going to have any clue how to safely remove or disable it.
It's still snowing. What should I do for the new year?
>>27380 That's awfully deep lore for someone who supposedly lacks spirit senses >>27536 Go for a nighttime adventure and listen for people celebrating when midnight strikes.
>>27380 >am looking for their enemies They are their own worst enemy by default. >been targeted by entities related to them >they implanted me with something that suppresses them Story? >No human is going to have any clue how to safely remove or disable it. Some people here have non-human connections if you share your story someone might take a look at it >>27536 Are you thinking about mundane activities or you are looking for some magical ritual to start the new year with?
>>27576 I'll keep this in mind. >>27724 Both.
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>>27925 Did you do anything special?
>>27927 I'm quietly observing the celebrations outside. Other than that, nothing special.
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Are you ready for the YEAR OF THE HORSE /fringe/? The year of the horse is about speed, tenacity and endurance. The element of this year will be FIRE We shall add some horsepower to this board as the year of the snake ends!
>>27930 Doesn't the Year of the Horse starts next month?
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>>27932 It starts on the 17th of February. That is why I spoke in future tense. Just asked if you are READY for it. iirc there was some horse related drama on this board and we better wrap it up while the year of the wood snake is still going. You asked about rituals for the new year. The type of the ritual depends on your understanding of calendars. Different cultures handle the passage of time differently. The chinese zodiac starts later, but it starts in 2026 and that is why 2026 is called the year of the horse generally speaking. Solar calendars and lunar calendars work differently, but this is how it is synced up for simplicity. There are rituals to end the year and there are rituals to begin the year too. Winter symbolizes death while spring represents birth. The rituals you can do depends on your understanding of the passage of time. What you want to leave behind and what you want to achieve as you move forward. This is something everyone needs to understand as the new year begins. The cold winter nights serve as a great tool for introspection, many people forget the significance of winter thanks to the cheerful and hedonistic holidays, but January and February will remind them as the bleakness returns. These are the months you have left to figure out what you want to do when the new year actually begins when the season of spring slowly arrives. Hope this explanation was sufficient.
>>27933 What can I do in the six weeks ahead??
>>27576 You would be surprised what I can do with just logic and scraps of info. I once accidentally recreated the structural form of the merkaba from scratch, having absolutely no idea what it was. The implant also doesn't seem to block them 100% as I can still sense energy from time to time but it is sporadic and unreliable. More advanced things like astral projection have proven impossible. >>27724 >They are their own worst enemy by default. Nice answer without actually giving an answer >Story? Need to give some to get some >Some people here have non-human connections >if you share your story someone might take a look at it The implant is at least partly physical so unless they know how to conduct brain surgery it wont help.
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>>27935 >Nice answer without actually giving an answer The actual answer is quite long and this is the best short answer. Especially for newcomers. >Need to give some to get some The site is being raided since we started this discussion. This is the story I give you for starters. If you share your story I might explain you the great layered onion of secret societies. Just asked to decide where should I even start peeling this onion for you. >The implant is at least partly physical so unless they know how to conduct brain surgery it wont help. We have at least 3 guys who know how to do that or at least have connections to entities with the ability.
>>27941 It's a white star-shaped device (so called 'chakra' within yoga) with clear angelic Pleiadan design and 100% beneficial, so it should not be removed.
>>27944 It's impossible to "remove" a chakra. Chakras are just a mental framework for understanding the energetic flow of the microcosm.
>>27944 I looked into his case when he said >>27380 >As for my spirit senses a significant part of the problem is they implanted me with something that suppresses them and what I have seen is that he connected to a larger structure which tries to open his skull/crown chakra/third eye. Was considering making a drawing of it, but the vision I got is highly metaphysical in nature and would require further explanation how it works. His main problem is that the structure he connected to requires further activation. It requires certain energies and mental states to initiate the next sequence of the structure's activation. While I can deduct what each part of the structure does more or less, I have no idea of it's origin or how he connected to it at all. This is not something you just make up on your own. >>27935 >You would be surprised what I can do with just logic and scraps of info. I once accidentally recreated the structural form of the merkaba from scratch, having absolutely no idea what it was Like what he said here. "Merkaba" is the "Chariot (of G-d)" originally, but in Kabbalistic and New Age terminologies it can merely mean "vessel" too. I heard the term used for making an astral body which you can use after your physical body dies or just simply activating metaphysical components of your soul and heard it described it like it's a spaceship or something akin to some higher state of consciousness too, it can be anything depending on the context. What Merkabah represents depends on the system where it is mentioned. The fact that he "recreated" it with "scraps of info" means he either connected to some system or he found some innate mechanism of his mind by accident. When I looked into his case I did a minor energetic blessing on his meridians which should help him focus on "spiritual thoughts". This structure requires higher energies to activate further. Something "heavenly" or anything similar. The assumption that it's angelic Pleaidan design is quite spot on, but I cannot confirm it's nature or origin at all. For me the whole thing is too big and I don't know wtf is it. I wouldn't remove it, but it requires further activation so it can function properly. >The implant also doesn't seem to block them 100% as I can still sense energy from time to time but it is sporadic and unreliable I am unsure how he senses energy at all. But he definitely has a mental block because he thinks the illuminati is blocking his mind or something. He is looking for their enemies so he can find some greater force who can break through his mental block. Calling upon some angel would be sufficient, but I'm unsure if he knows how to do basic summoning rituals at all. When I looked at his case I sensed 3 spirits orbiting higher above his crown, but they are waiting for him to "get going" or something. They thanked me for my assistance, but they were quite dismissive. Talking to them is quite hard and I wonder if these were the entities he was fighting or something else entirely. They didn't seem hostile nor detrimental, but they were unable to manifest properly. >>27945 Depends on the nature of the chakra. "Remove" might be the wrong word, but you can forget it or disconnect from it. There are microcosmic and macrocosmic chakras too. When it is a macrocosmic chakra then a larger and outsider force is connecting to your mind and rearranges your energies via suggestions or dreams. In his case this "chakra" comes from an outsider structure, but I am unsure if it's innate (like he belongs into some soul family and they are helping him from the shadows) or he connected to it with his own "logic". Logic is all about connecting concepts together. With magic you can connect to outsider systems too. Like in Kabbalah the Sephiras are internal and outsider realms of existence at the same time. God is everywhere after all, as within so without. When you think the "chakra" is being removed it is usually the sign that it is being internalized. You said how a chakra is a mental framework. When it gets internalized then the mental part vanishes. It doesn't need to be part of your mind to operate. Usually it feels like you are losing your connection with the divine if you are too trapped in your mind, but usually this is how the "true test" manifests. Like you are not thinking of your arm when you want to move it, you just move it since you were born. When the internalization manifests these training wheel like mental frameworks become obsolete thus vanish. But you can "remove" it via hypnosis like you can hypnotize someone to lose control of their limbs. TL;DR I am unsure of the nature of this structure and didn't look into it further. When the board stops being raided I might take an another look. I wonder how many people remembered the .st domain at all, besides the real feel crew of the board
>>27946 >What Merkabah represents depends on the system where it is mentioned. What I have found is it is a universal conceptual masterkey. All concepts form a pyramid of positive and negative polarity with each corner being a pure concept with the top being the overarching thing itself for example Steam, ice and water are all linked by being made up of H2O and each of the base points sharing a property with the other 2 base points such as ice and water both making things slick. There is also an opposing downward-facing pyramid that is the antithesis of each point. I may not know all the points of a given concept but this structure has proven universal on everything I have tested it on so far and can explain in more detail if needed. >The assumption that it's angelic Pleaidan design is quite spot on Not Pleaidan, Grey/Nephilim. Near as my research suggests Greys and Nephilim are the same thing. I am looking for reptilians mainly because near as I can tell they are actually angels. I have not actually been able to find a single verifiable report of them being hostile towards humans in encounters unlike the Greys/Nephilim. I have also found several NWO drops that also suggest that this is accurate. The entire reason for the Vietnam War was an attempt to root out a reptilian enclave. Pleaidans are likely a Psyop by the Greys/Nephilim to keep people away from entities that might actually help. Nephilim are still technically angels so they can produce angelic tech. This basically confirms the theory that they are actually Nephilim as I had an encounter with them where they were talking about repairing a damaged implant so it confirms they have angelic heritage. If you dont know how / arent willing to make contact with the reptilians I am also open to talking with other races that might be able to help.
>>27961 >Pleaidans are likely a Psyop by the Greys/Nephilim to keep people away from entities that might actually help https://montalk.net/alien Montalk details how there are different types of Nordics like synthetic Nordics who are made by Greys while there are Nordics of positive and negative orientation. https://montalk.net/alien/145/discerning-alien-disinformation-part-1 If you didn't read montalk yet then I strongly recommend it. The board has an Ufology thread >>21069 if you want to share your research or discuss your findings. Multiple posters had alien encounters so far and they might be able to give you a better feedback if you share your encounters. As montalk details, there is a great confusion and ignorance regarding aliens, and cross referencing personal encounters and other types of information can greatly help when it comes dealing with the extraterrestrial.
I think I might've fucked up my etheric body somehow and I'd like to fix it asap. What's a good way to do this?
>>27991 Pray to Parvati
>>27991 Why do you think you fucked up your etheric body? Did you botch a spell or moved energy the wrong way?
>>27991 Energy work >>1098
>>27996 I AP'd once and ended up accidentally sprouting wings in the mirror (in my mind then I thought AP was more or less an enhanced LD), and now I'm feeling shit on my IRL back. Granted, all this could just be paranoid paradolia, but I wouldn't like to take that chance. >Did you botch a spell or moved energy the wrong way? Not necessarily, although I might've gone out of bounds in the NEW spine bounces a few times though. >>27994 No offense, but I'm not exactly comfortable with directly contacting deities at the moment. >>27999 CHECKED
>>28000 Growing wings sounds like a good thing though? It's not like someone shot you in a dream and you started getting physical manifestations of the injury. That happened to me once.
>>28001 I understand that, but growing "demon" wings seems like a bad omen for me. Regardless of whether that's a good thing or not, I don't think I can handle the repercussions of HAVING FUCKING WINGS while I'm still trying to master basic skills like AP. Also I've felt horribly sick for the last month, so I'd prefer to fix myself and get this over with.
>>28002 Demon wings are actually just dragon wings. It sounds like some part of your lizard brain is trying to manifest. If you give it an alternate path of manifestation, the wings will be able to integrate into your body again if that's what's for the best. >Regardless of whether that's a good thing or not, I don't think I can handle the repercussions of HAVING FUCKING WINGS while I'm still trying to master basic skills like AP. Why not? AP is a movement skill and wings are organs that facilitate movement. >Also I've felt horribly sick for the last month Sick how?
>>28005 >Sick how? Mostly frequent migraines coupled with intestinal pains. What's bothered me the most though is the constant stress making sleep and physical relaxation near impossible. Not sure if this is relevant in any way, but you asked.
>>28000 >>28002 >>28005 >>28010 Wings sprouting is an AP symptom. If you try astral projecting too much then you are sending energies into your astral body. Which makes it "grow out" of the physical body. Those "wings" are your "hands" trying to come out of your body. You can think of it as angel wings to soothe your mind, but they are normal when your focus is having an astral body. >Mostly frequent migraines coupled with intestinal pains. What's bothered me the most though is the constant stress making sleep and physical relaxation near impossible. Not sure if this is relevant in any way, but you asked. It is extremely relevant. Sleep is an important aspect of life. Your body goes to sleep so it can start it's maintenance while your soul spends time on dreamland. Wanting to AP is about trying to eject the astral body from the physical flesh. If you cannot relax properly, have zero awareness how your own internal energy work operates then your body will have hard time regulating itself. Because you gave your body a command that instead resting it should eject your soul/astral body so you can face the horrors of the astral plane. Migraines and intestinal pains also happen when you start powering up your energy body for the first time, but if you weren't able to get rid of the residual negative energy then the subtle body is trying to "digest it" which usually results in symptoms like this. You either need to learn to meditate and learn the basics of energy work, or if you don't have the necessary mental focus for that then you should spend time in nature or do some joyful comfort activity. Something that helps you forget everyday stress, but not too mentally taxing. Doing some physical activity outside is better. Physical activity makes your energy move around and nature has better energies which should help calming down your spirit. Try to find activities where you feel "present" instead dragging your body around like it's a zombie. When you focus on something which involves moving your entire body the astral body syncs back into the physical body better. And don't worry about the wings. I too had them in my neophyte years so did have multiple people who regularly astral projected. It's usually sign that your middle dantian is being energetically stimulated. It's normal.
>>28013 How does he knows the wings are "demon" wings and won't have feathers?
>>28013 Thanks, that was extremely helpful to know. >>28014 I believe that was the impression I got at the time, but my memories are a bit fuzzy so I could've been wrong.
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>>28016 Your welcome, I am adding some extra tidbits of info that I remembered from my neophyte years because they could help you further. Etheric body and astral body is quite a "blanket term". What you need to know that you have an energy body which operates beyond the physical. Every metaphysical study and tradition sees it differently and it's quite easy to get lost in the details, but it becomes obvious once your energetic sight opens and you can see it. Humans have an energy field aka aura. The aura has "Layers" depending which energies of yours are dominant. The auric field of a mundane person wildly differs from a spiritual person's aura. The auric field changes depending on your mood and practice also. See pic related to get the gist of it. In your case what is currently "happening" is that you are trying to "expand" your "Astral Body" which is according to this image is layer 4. Don't take this image too seriously, but look at it to get a basic idea how your energy field could look like. Every person has all their auric layer active by default, but their activity and how dominant is their energy changes as they get older and develop spiritually further. The color and appearance of your auric field depends which dominant energies you are trying to use. In the beginning your astral body rests in your physical body because you wish to live on the physical plane since your physical birth. Being able to leave your physical body is supposed to be quite infrequent especially if you don't have a spiritually well developed background. You are only "supposed" to leave your physical body behind when you die if you are a mundane. Because of this your astral body is not developed for "travel" yet. Those people who have OBE out of nowhere usually have something going on for them. They are either under too much stress, close to death or some divine intervention causes it. While some people had such an active spiritual background in their previous lives that they cannot help themselves but go for a stroll whenever they are asleep. I heard too many stories relating to the development of the astral body. It can happen in many ways Those people who do diligent spiritual practice will develop a quite potent and energetically active astral/spiritual body that they can use to acquire further teachings from their etheric masters. While those who don't have any spiritual or religious affiliations will have to "break out" of their physical shell. Which means the appearance of the first manifestations of the astral body might look quite horrendous and unstable at the start. There are reasons for the first manifestation of this growth process which are usually governed either by your own subconscious limitations or by other more complex laws of the energetic anatomy of the human body and soul, but I will not get into complex theory for now. What you need to know that the appearance changes depending on your psyche. They can appear as wings, hands, tentacles, mouths, claws or even as robotic arms too. Practicing visualization, mindfulness meditation, one pointed meditation and void meditation can help to achieve a higher mental control over your emotional or mental states. What you need to watch out for is to make sure you don't let your fears and feelings overtake you whenever you think you "fucked something up". This process you are going through will be like puberty. It's like being first in the class to have random erections and no one knows what is happening. It is a natural process, if you do actual practices be it yoga or anything that involves energy work like Tai Chi then this process can become smoother. Otherwise it's trial and error. Never push yourself too hard and don't let yourself overtaken by fears and negative energies when these things manifest either. And if the physical symptoms last too long or become unbearable you can visit a doctor too. It's not always the doctor or the medication that helps, but the mere fact that you let your mind fall back into it's stable mundane foundation. Once you calm down the the energetic activity of your psyche/energy body will settle down the same way. Just don't let panic overtake you especially if you experiment with different spiritual techniques. In the old fringe days everyone was bragging how they grew wings, so it wasn't anything strange for me. Some people grow tails, horns and halos too. They are the result of the energy field activating and "growing outside" your physical body. The tails, wings and horns change shape later on if you take spiritual practice seriously and don't get fooled by appearances, but some people get spooked by it or start larping as demons or whatever. I am so glad the otherkin communities died down. They are rare as emo girls nowadays The horns can appear as flowers and the wings can appear as branches too if your mind is closely attuned to nature and ancient symbolism. >>28014 >How does he knows the wings are "demon" wings and won't have feathers? This is usually a subconscious thing. First of all, humans are mammals, the only mammals that have wings are bats and flying squirrels. Which means if you have a mammalian energy field then your wings will be batlike which is "demonlike" in popular culture. Angels are not birds. Those "feathers" are a subconscious interpretation. They are bright and colorful energies that carry their body around. If you look up "biblically accurate" angel depictions then you will see they don't look like Renaissance era depictions of the angels. Those feathers are not the same feathers as the ones birds have. >>28016 >I believe that was the impression I got at the time, but my memories are a bit fuzzy so I could've been wrong. Don't worry about it. The subconscious tries to interpret these first manifestations and you will remember as the closest thing your mind was able to grab onto. This is merely spiritual puberty and these things happen and change as you develop further or completely go away if you completely fall back into your mundane lifestyle. Once you can move your wings or astral hands at will you might be able to start a slight breeze as you move it, it can make heat or other physical sensations too if you touch other parts of your body with it. Experiment with it and don't panic when something goes wrong.
Is Phil Hine a good author on magick or just a meh one?
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>>27934 Gather 2025 Wooden Snakes, find a Horse Stable in the North Direction, set the 2025 Snakes on Fire, and cook 2026 grams of horse meat on the pyre the moment the Lunar New Year starts. Making a slight mistake in the measurements might desync the timelines so watch out. Or read a book and meditate like the rest of the board. Some ancient Chinese rituals were far more insane than the one I brought up as an example. You can google "Lunar New Year Rituals" if you really want to spice up your daily life. Breaking out your daily routines can be beneficial for your well being.
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>>28020 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Phil_Hine He is your average Anglo chaos magician.
Whatever happened to tipp and alpam? Are they still around?
>>28020 >>28056 >Fill Heinie
>>28062 Alpam disappeared when fringechan went down. Tipp was still active in his discord after fringebay went down. But everyone from that time who had a name (like me) probably moved on.


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