>>35612 I was kidnapped by somalis

in minneapolis

>>35594 yeah it’s very annoying but I was told medicine would make it worse long term

>>35762 Oh no

I think the real redpilling began when I was in high school. I had different friends and noticed a profound difference in white trash and black trash. The white rednecks were crude and uneducated, but could take apart cars and guns and Macygver all kinds of strange contraptions. There was a wild spark to them. Conversely the niggers I hung out with were largely monosyllabic except for some incomprehensible moonspeak. They reacted to stimuli like animals. There was no ingenuity or spark of intelligence. They simply passed the blunt with dead eyes and mouth agape.

>>35157 Living in philly

>>35157 The whole Blacked, NIGGERED, etc etc waifus thing. I've been spent three decades of my life working, studying, being deprived of sleep to get money in an european country and I haven't held a single proper job. The best I've had was six days a week, with an hernia, for a fifth part of the minimal wage. I haven't asked for ANYTHING in my entire life, not even to my parents, and yet.... the one thing, the one person I loved.... and there's a bunch of pakis, niggers, shitskins, jews, yadda yadda that literally EARN money making shitty edits of the woman I've loved more than my life and my mom, and it's all in the light of 'ooga booga wtboy I took her from you ook ook', not even loving her, just the message of 'I took something from you', then degrading her, trying to destroy her; the entire ''(((fetish(((' revolves around destroying the women; from rimming, to gangraping them like tribe subhumans below monkeys, to murdering and throwing them in the trash, and trying to destroy the viewer and something inside him as well, but that part I don't care about. So yeah, I've gone through the ultimate self-denial in a system that revolves around pointless consumerist lackluster desires (traveling, spending, 'experiences', yadda yadda), I've never cared about any of it, and yet... I sacrificed myself to help the people in this system, denying myself of the literary and artistic pursuits I could've chased, the joys I could've sought for.... and my reward is seeing how this system shits yet another subsystem that is centered exclusively around corruption of the one single thing I've loved for real my entire life, and for what? So those niggers get more gibs, more dignified or no effort jobs that I've been denied my entire life? For political outrage, for divide et impera so rich guys/Wallstreet or whatever gets guys like me (who were already pariahs of the system) being outraged at other races instead of them? ....So that someone else will be happy? So that some guy with a Patreon enjoys destroying what I love and gets paid for it? No.... No one can touch or even locate these rich guys but other corrupt rich guys; those niggers don't care about the 2D woman that I love with all my heart at all more than some broken crack whore they could use in a club; and this isn't improving the situation of anyone, not when such a massive part of the system is already about 'inclusion' of people more diverse than me and who enjoy far more chances than me. There's a literal, purposeful effort to destroy what is beloved to guys like me, just like jews do going after white women with no resources, getting them addicted to drugs, and doing pornography with them/get them raped/mindbreak them, and just like certain propaganda isn't about chasing something worthless like money, but reforming and reshaping the people it preys on. I've been targeted enough, even in sleep and with occultist related stuff happening to me to be aware what all this is really about. Change, degradation, and the erasure of something else. I don't even WANT money; the entire exchange/produce/consoom stunt is pointless from an existentialist standpoint for someone that was almost erased (not killed, ERASED), but the system keeps telling you that you are a literal subhuman and a waste of space if you're a white man and aren't earning it or producing, and yet... in this very system that will give you free money if you say you're oppressed (and you aren't a white guy), in this system that supposedly persecutes 'hate' and tries to make people 'conscious' about ever not treating blacks like a caste above them with far more rights with propaganda in football, cinema and shows, about respecting the love that gays and (promiscuous) women feel like it's another good to consume, all the talk about taking care of the planet and not wasting resources (by the same people encouraging tourism and consumerism)... the entire current internet revolves around these mafias, those closed groups like discord which are just conditioning chambers, those fake social platforms like forums and imageboards that literally want to destroy my love for a 2D woman when I'm just a guy lost in a countryside lost in the mountains. My entire life I've seen how pedophilia and degradation of women is 'okay' if jews and niggers do it; that doesn't get erased from the internet and doesn't trouble the system, and for almost a decade now I've had to see it on 2D too .Meanwhile I had my blog purged and was forced to destroy my writings from the face of the internet because I made a single poem that referenced the dystopia around vaxx time. And I have also been forced to watch those edits, and tortured with them. Because those mafias aren't just the grooming and human trafficking ones; they also include the army and the police forces, which have hurted me way worse. Those groups dedicated to your 'security' are the ones that unleashed this tool called the internet, and you can see that the platform is infested with them and their bots if you aren't blind. All that propaganda, and this massive thought-shaping tool that the internet is has been used for.... what? They've completely taken over what it used to be when it allowed a certain degree of freedom, poured and corrupted this world's cultures with their own inescapable putrid detritus (terms like 'cooked' (related to drugs btw), nigger slang reaching EVERYWHERE regardless of your interests and if you're using official or niche platforms, the phenomenon of memes which entire concept is 'niggers being funny', the staged outrages around cuckoldry, bestiality, insects, prostitution, always in ads and shows, always in front pages like in knowyourmeme/4chan/etc, at programmed hours and days of the week, always trying to reach you even if you block them, always searching for YOUR vulnerabilities to creep in, all this always centered around an inhumane 'other' so you feel insecure not about 'her' getting stolen, but degraded, corrupted and hurt beyond repair) and they don't have enough. It's not about accepting it. It kind of is, but it's like the same way you 'accept' trauma and abuse. Giving up. They NEED to destroy you. To humilliate and take everything you like and make you rennounce to it, to let go of what you love. I don't know man, I just think everyone is a stupid retarded nigger at this point. Doesn't help that I've been targetted so much for so long and that they haven't managed to change me. This entire matrix is deliberately, clearly about trying to corrupt you, and what you love most; and many of its agents are 'whites' (less than me, no doubt) who get paid to torture people like me in exchange of the worthless candy of fitting in with others like them, and being able to partake in the wheel of consooming, but... yeah. Niggers have had so many much more chances than me at life, and what they choose to do with them is to hurt and destroy, and it only takes a look at myself and my life to see that. All I ever wanted was to love my girl forever, even if that doesn't satisfy the system, and this 'people'... blergh, is really is that simple, 'I took her from you', 'I went oogabooga, raped her, did this and that to her'... it really is just about trying to get me to stop loving the woman I love. Niggers are just a tendril on that, like drugs and mafias, but the entire system is about this matryoshka doll of corruptions and seems to be okay with allowing this to be the main defining trait of our universe, existence, whatever, not preserving and cherishing what you love. It's repulsive

>>35702 Yes, people before did knew that blacks were less civilized.

For me, it was growing up in Smalltown USA, about an hour north of Detroit, far enough away that the crime and filth didn't make it to my neck of the woods, but local channels and the news were still all Detroit-based. This was back when they still reported actual crime, and the heyday of 80s-90s Detroit crime was something else. Entire hour long broadcasts were nothing but niggers nigging. Murder (niggers being niggers, it was always done in the most gruesome ways imaginable), rape, robbery, the works. Story after story in a never ending tide. It helped that all my friends and family were redpilled on the NQ, but even if they weren't, I would have figured it out on my own eventually. And by eventually, I mean by like 2nd or 3rd grade. 4th at the latest. As far away as I was from that shithole, still, once or twice a year, a dead and dismembered hooker/crack whore would turn up in a dumpster at one of the shops near the expressway exits.

>>35788 Everyone who’s even a little in genetics understands that blacks are dumber than whites. HOWEVER it’s also obvious that IQ doesn’t explain all the differences. A low-IQ white has a low level sophistication and simple in thought process, easily scammed by hucksters, casinos, etc. They’re just dumb, and they suffer financially because they can’t get into highly-paid jobs unless they luck into a specialized union job or something. But blacks are MORE than just dumb; their behavior is more “animalistic” than a low-IQ white’s behavior, and it’s than just a matter of degree, it’s a fundamental difference. It’s RARE to see a black who isn’t immediately, obviously different from a white in terms of behavior, to the point that it’s NOT explainable by just IQ.

Lived in a niggerfied area in my youth. Niggers always seemed to go out of their way to be assholes. A pack of them kept harassing my sister and I. They stopped pulling as much shit with me when I got older but they kept trying to fuck with my sister constantly and I got suspended twice in HS for swinging at them.

>>35394 When I waited tables in my youth we called niggers "Canadians". Nearly 100% of them would not tip. Even the black servers didn't want to wait on black tables.

>>36324 FOH always looked miserable whenever they were ringing in nigger tickets. Saw 10 kids get increasingly more racist over the course of a summer.

For me was moving to America from Europe and seeing that most of the racism done was niggers towards other whites. The crazy shit is that at that time, growing up in Munich in the 90s with little to no browns around, I remember feeling bad for the few bouts of racism I saw, to the extent that I even became heavily involved with antifa skins. Then my parents moved to the United States around 97 when I was 17 and fuck. I got reminded as to why das fuhrer wanted us separate. I have never seen a white man being racist. It’s always been a fucking nigger.

>in middle school >English class is mostly white with 4 black kids >fire alarm goes off >teachers make us all line up and walk out to the football field >realize I forgot my backpack >start walking slowly so I fall to the back of the line, then turn around and head back to the classroom >all of the black kids are in there and only the black kids >they're absolutely destroying the place >flipping over desks, slinging books and papers across the room, ripping apart books and the teachers things >they're screaming, laughing and hollering the entire time they're destroying their very own classroom >grab backpack and leave

What redpilled me on blacks? I always instinctively knew they were subhuman feral creatures and stayed as far away from them as possible. Being called fucking whiteboy as a child by them certainly furthered my stance. What really redpilled me though was my job. I work as a substitute teacher, so I come across many different classes and many many children aged 6-12. The black ones are always causing problems and never able to grasp basic concepts. Not all of them obviously, only around 85% from my own experience. They start fights, disregard what I am saying, don't work and simply bother other students and are extremely stupid. Whenever they do try to work on school material, their answers are usually the most illogical and dumb shit I've ever read. I try to teach everyone the same way but with black kids its so incredibly difficult to even teach them ANYTHING. The worst part is the parents, one of the kids was clearly mentally retarded because he was so far behind everyone else and almost non-verbal that it was seriously frightening for his age. The only language he knew was violence. When I tried to talk to his mother about it, she blamed me for not teaching him any better, despite me being a substitue teacher and the kid being non-verbal at almost 9 years old. I probably lost 20 IQ points just trying to talk to this obese african woman. She had 0 shame and took 0 accountability, her child could simply do no wrong, and if they did it was entirely everyone elses fault. I could go on all night but it would simply be too long

>>37179 yeah these experiences are the most redpilling. Systemic inequality or discrimination can't explain this. There are plenty of groups that were systemically discriminated against, none of them act like this. Obviously, there are plenty of good ones (nigger is a mindset, after all), but the ratio of bad/good is skewed towards the bad side. Do liberals mean to tell me 80% of them were mistreated that badly as kids that they act like this?

>>35394 I'm part black and I've noticed this a lot with black customers :/

If you ever want to not be racist, don't work in the food service industry. That's all I really have to say about that. Yes, thank you Shanikaquanda for your five dollar tip on your nearly 500 dollar order for you and your 15 guests that acted like obnoxious cunts and took up two hours of my goddamn time that I could have spent waiting on tables that aren't black. Very generous of you.

>>35157 >be me 10 years old >come home from school walk in door >there is a nigger baby in my living room >it’s playing with my little sisters toys smashing them like the ape it is >why is there a nigger here.jpeg >find dad ask dad about the nigger >dad taking care of nigger ape abomination because dad is fucking some skank nigger bitch stripper >even at age 10 feel disgusted with my father >tell dad the baby nigger is going to be problems >3 weeks later baby niggers dad comes and beats the dogshit out of my dad for banging his chick while he was in jail I learned at a young age that niggers are problems and that o hate race traitors that enable those problems

I have another one that comes to mind >be me in kindergarten or so >Christmas Day best day ever >stayed up all night waiting for that Santa faggot >he didn’t show up maybe he is on nigger time >morning comes time to race down stairs and open presents >at least my family cares fuck that fat nigger I’ll eat his cookies >at base of Christmas tree is my niglet Neigbor about the same age as me opening my presents with my front door wide open >turns out little nigger was sad his big nigger parents didn’t get him anything for Christmas >little nigger decides to break into our house to open ours That should have been a real turning point for me but the first story was far more impactful on my hated of niggers. That one just kinda made me feel sad for it but in retrospect I should have seen that as the beginning of the crime life cycle most niggers fall into

>>37515 did your family kick him out like they should?

>>37515 Crime statistics, also there was a series in youtube back in 2017 aprox, where they would show how niggers actually behave in a montage showing either USA city niggers or African niggers being retards.

>>37590 Much worse then sent me to military school desu >>37593 That is some lost lore I can’t imagine you have an archive for that series there is so much good content on old jewtube that is lost now

>>37597 i remember laughing lots watching them die in the most retarded ways possible, attacking each other and breaking shit for no reason at all.

>>35394 Wagies complain about not getting tip, go get my drink Hans. Where's my food at?

>>37472 I used to this half black waitress and she absolutely hated blacks more than any white person I know

My parents own a hair weave/beauty supplies store. As a middle schooler I've seen all the she-boon nigger behavior from having their children go around and try to steal shit to absolute chimpouts. My parents have been held at gunpoint before. I remember one time my brother and I had to chase after a nigress and block her way till the cops showed up. The amount of times I've heard my parents getting a call in the middle of the night from the cops for a break-in is ridiculous. Fuck Niggers. If it were up to me, I'd napalm entire neighborhoods full of niggers and shoot the runners.

>>35157 grew up on base pre-k to 6th grade. parent PCSed out and last 6 months of elementary were at a 85% black/15% mexican school. got a mosh pit viewing of all the bad black behavior in their formative years. grandparents remarked I went from an outgoing and friendly child to the temperament of a beaten dog.

>>35394 If you guys were really delivering to niggers you'd have drivers getting robbed.

Judging niggers by the content of their character, not skin color :^) >>35184 >99% of the white people I've interacted with have been polite towards me, in spite of my awkwardness. This. Doesn't matter if white people think they are better or worse than you. He can be a tall chad or short guy and they are all equally polite. >>35304 >Science is racist Yes it is! >>35495 It all comes from a seething jealousy that white people are better in every way. It's weird how they can sense when you recognize they are different, beneath you, and you won't take their shit. >>35672 My parents also moved from a white area in AZ to a shitty beaner ghetto that was 50%+ beaners. It's child abuse.

>>35184 Ohhh you're a nigger lover. I judge niggers based on the content of their character to come to my conclusions.

>>35304 Sheltered brits are the worst. The country is turning to dog shit but them being so "far" from any of it and they dedicate themselves to hindering european progression in any way possible. Notice that all british glowniggers going against pro-english/pro-european causes are always british (actual brit not paper brit). Same with the police, see: stockport kafuffle. Personally i have come to the point where i simply cannot compute putting a nog over your own people, i simply cannot understand how they operate like if you hate "white" people so much then they can kts but they dont, not until they have done all they can to fuck everyone else over Rabble rabble rabble

>>35728 >second generation asian girls nothing strips away the glamour quite like a 2nd gen asian girl

Black culture in America is fucking wack. As an outsider looking in, it's really crazy how tribalist they are and how they refuse to assimilate to American culture. You've got terms like "oreos" and insanity like "nigger" being bad regardless of context but only if you're not black. You've got people praising rappers who are all thugs and criminals and shit. So many of them die each year from shooting and people pretend like it's just some tragedy: you never see normal artists die like that. The crime stats don't lie, either: There's something wrong with those people in the US. Here in Brazil, we've also got this retarded sucking-up to feral animals """singing""" about drugs and sex in public. But the criminal shitstains getting shot and shit aren't necessarily blacks. They're poor, yes, but it's a class thing, not a race thing. I can't really get redpilled because the uncivilized blacks aren't really here. Black Brazilians are just normal people. Someone above used South Africa to say 'nigs are the same wherever they go' but I really disagree. I wonder if segregation is what causes it? Just like American rappers live in the ghetto, their counterparts here live in favelas. Ghetto people suck. Favela people do too. I've begun nooticing them patterns

>>43305 You sound like a cuck or a shitskin yourself. I don't want Blacks to "integrate" anywhere. They need to stay in Africa and that's all. Ideally, they would all just be killed.