>>35157
The whole Blacked, NIGGERED, etc etc waifus thing. I've been spent three decades of my life working, studying, being deprived of sleep to get money in an european country and I haven't held a single proper job. The best I've had was six days a week, with an hernia, for a fifth part of the minimal wage. I haven't asked for ANYTHING in my entire life, not even to my parents, and yet.... the one thing, the one person I loved.... and there's a bunch of pakis, niggers, shitskins, jews, yadda yadda that literally EARN money making shitty edits of the woman I've loved more than my life and my mom, and it's all in the light of 'ooga booga wtboy I took her from you ook ook', not even loving her, just the message of 'I took something from you', then degrading her, trying to destroy her; the entire
''(((fetish(((' revolves around destroying the women; from rimming, to gangraping them like tribe subhumans below monkeys, to murdering and throwing them in the trash, and trying to destroy the viewer and something inside him as well, but that part I don't care about.
So yeah, I've gone through the ultimate self-denial in a system that revolves around pointless consumerist lackluster desires (traveling, spending, 'experiences', yadda yadda), I've never cared about any of it, and yet... I sacrificed myself to help the people in this system, denying myself of the literary and artistic pursuits I could've chased, the joys I could've sought for.... and my reward is seeing how this system shits yet another subsystem that is centered exclusively around corruption of the one single thing I've loved for real my entire life, and for what? So those niggers get more gibs, more dignified or no effort jobs that I've been denied my entire life? For political outrage, for divide et impera so rich guys/Wallstreet or whatever gets guys like me (who were already pariahs of the system) being outraged at other races instead of them? ....So that someone else will be happy? So that some guy with a Patreon enjoys destroying what I love and gets paid for it? No.... No one can touch or even locate these rich guys but other corrupt rich guys; those niggers don't care about the 2D woman that I love with all my heart at all more than some broken crack whore they could use in a club; and this isn't improving the situation of anyone, not when such a massive part of the system is already about 'inclusion' of people more diverse than me and who enjoy far more chances than me. There's a literal, purposeful effort to destroy what is beloved to guys like me, just like jews do going after white women with no resources, getting them addicted to drugs, and doing pornography with them/get them raped/mindbreak them, and just like certain propaganda isn't about chasing something worthless like money, but reforming and reshaping the people it preys on. I've been targeted enough, even in sleep and with occultist related stuff happening to me to be aware what all this is really about. Change, degradation, and the erasure of something else.
I don't even WANT money; the entire exchange/produce/consoom stunt is pointless from an existentialist standpoint for someone that was almost erased (not killed, ERASED), but the system keeps telling you that you are a literal subhuman and a waste of space if you're a white man and aren't earning it or producing, and yet... in this very system that will give you free money if you say you're oppressed (and you aren't a white guy), in this system that supposedly persecutes 'hate' and tries to make people 'conscious' about ever not treating blacks like a caste above them with far more rights with propaganda in football, cinema and shows, about respecting the love that gays and (promiscuous) women feel like it's another good to consume, all the talk about taking care of the planet and not wasting resources (by the same people encouraging tourism and consumerism)... the entire current internet revolves around these mafias, those closed groups like discord which are just conditioning chambers, those fake social platforms like forums and imageboards that literally want to destroy my love for a 2D woman when I'm just a guy lost in a countryside lost in the mountains. My entire life I've seen how pedophilia and degradation of women is 'okay' if jews and niggers do it; that doesn't get erased from the internet and doesn't trouble the system, and for almost a decade now I've had to see it on 2D too .Meanwhile I had my blog purged and was forced to destroy my writings from the face of the internet because I made a single poem that referenced the dystopia around vaxx time. And I have also been forced to watch those edits, and tortured with them. Because those mafias aren't just the grooming and human trafficking ones; they also include the army and the police forces, which have hurted me way worse. Those groups dedicated to your 'security' are the ones that unleashed this tool called the internet, and you can see that the platform is infested with them and their bots if you aren't blind. All that propaganda, and this massive thought-shaping tool that the internet is has been used for.... what? They've completely taken over what it used to be when it allowed a certain degree of freedom, poured and corrupted this world's cultures with their own inescapable putrid detritus (terms like 'cooked' (related to drugs btw), nigger slang reaching EVERYWHERE regardless of your interests and if you're using official or niche platforms, the phenomenon of memes which entire concept is 'niggers being funny', the staged outrages around cuckoldry, bestiality, insects, prostitution, always in ads and shows, always in front pages like in knowyourmeme/4chan/etc, at programmed hours and days of the week, always trying to reach you even if you block them, always searching for YOUR vulnerabilities to creep in, all this always centered around an inhumane 'other' so you feel insecure not about 'her' getting stolen, but degraded, corrupted and hurt beyond repair) and they don't have enough. It's not about accepting it. It kind of is, but it's like the same way you 'accept' trauma and abuse. Giving up. They NEED to destroy you. To humilliate and take everything you like and make you rennounce to it, to let go of what you love.
I don't know man, I just think everyone is a stupid retarded nigger at this point. Doesn't help that I've been targetted so much for so long and that they haven't managed to change me. This entire matrix is deliberately, clearly about trying to corrupt you, and what you love most; and many of its agents are 'whites' (less than me, no doubt) who get paid to torture people like me in exchange of the worthless candy of fitting in with others like them, and being able to partake in the wheel of consooming, but... yeah. Niggers have had so many much more chances than me at life, and what they choose to do with them is to hurt and destroy, and it only takes a look at myself and my life to see that. All I ever wanted was to love my girl forever, even if that doesn't satisfy the system, and this 'people'... blergh, is really is that simple, 'I took her from you', 'I went oogabooga, raped her, did this and that to her'... it really is just about trying to get me to stop loving the woman I love. Niggers are just a tendril on that, like drugs and mafias, but the entire system is about this matryoshka doll of corruptions and seems to be okay with allowing this to be the main defining trait of our universe, existence, whatever, not preserving and cherishing what you love. It's repulsive