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Yeah having a good character customization is something I would like to see more in games, sure it is more work to add that but the end result makes the game more personalized since then you get to play as a character you enjoy larping as, I haven't played much other games yet, I still need to finish my run of serious sam, palworld and playing strafe.
I am kinda too lazy playing other games since they play differently so I often just play doom instead. I did got just now my slump and managed to finish 2 guns at once this time, yeah the result is not the best but meh whatever I am not getting a prize for that. I am just too lazy adding more stuff since it doesn't look like more people would be interested in my stuff when I have added more content, maybe when I have regular update shedule things will be different but again I am not in the mood to work harder, I am not even getting paid a coffee cup for that, while others are paid thousand of dollars a month just for shitting out content. I noticed many doom players seems to be foreigners or from third world countries, they are so poor appearntly they cannot even afford delta touch which cost like what only 5 dollars. I got my delta touch for free since android ferret was kind to me, kinda ridiculous that a doom source port for android costs money I have no idea how the fuck this shit is legal despite. So yeah I am not the hardest worker when it comes to development.
I am fucking bummed out my stupid pschyatrist refuses to prescribe me ketamine or marijuana for my depression because he claims those 2 won't work due to my schizo illness which sounds like bullshit to me, he could at least try something different for fucking once so that in the off chance that my depression finally gets cured.
>Game jam
I wish if I were good at character modelling but I suck ass, so I will just rip off shit instead. I have some friends who can do much better modelling work than I do but they are unreliable as fuck, every time I ask them to do some simple request for me they keep forgetting to do it for me which is really annoying. So I would rather be a one man army and do all this shit on my own at least when I do shit on my own I am not held back by people who are even more lazy than I am at making shit.
So anyway, I will post progress of my ADD game jam once that thing starts at the agdg thread. I need to put some time aside and start doing character modelling practice at least, so that i can model my own 3D girls models, not that it will make much of a difference, I guess it will just make my modelling skills better once I get to it. I guess I could for the start making PS1 model style as every indie dev seems to be making these days now.