they keep pulling me into the sky. In the childhood dreams they usually use a sudden strong wind or storm and pull me up, so i have to clench my eyes to wakemyself up. i stopped having them, but i had a sky dream recently in 2024, except i thought it was real life, which never happens for me, since i read my grandfathers books and can somewhat maneouver, so this one was at night, with the same moonlight as when i went asleepp and i must stress that this NEVER happens in my dreams this seamless transition, like an illusion. and my father was there, but the light was wrong on his face and i couldnt tell if he was real. when i got dragged up there was no breeze, it was calm. i attempted to wake up in the usual way, but this time I DID NOT FULLY KNOW I WAS DREAMING, so i only half woke up, and i could only feel my arms levitating. its all suspect, it all connects all these recent happenings among others,

guess who is also called chaos? yep thats right, azathoth from Lovecraft. probably nyalethotep? idk

some faggot new age silicon valley chaos magician is having a nice litlle faggot giggle to himself right now i bet.

i dont know what i was thinking. its clear that they are all evil anti human forces especially shondo. i just dont know what to do or where to go now. they LITERALLY want to defeat good and steal the light of this world (see: black sun)

listening to a path through ice whilst Bearheart yells at me about planetary high magic which i probably wont even bother remembering but also maybe will idk yet. will update after i turn the tab down.

is it just me or do the creature's eyes look like venus copper?

its probably not her at all and i am just confusing the simulated character in my head as the real person, but if they arent responsible for these conspiracies, could they have still programmed their meme in order to live inside me like that? like the mold lady in resident evil.

Looking at perfection, hearing the music, and knowing that it is merely a shadow cast by the world of forms, that I will never witness it truly... I am filled with emotions that I can not fully register. I was never good with feelings anyway, but this makes me feel alive at least, idk. you are all filthy scum i think, the voice actors too. its all fake and gay, and i just want something but i dont even know what.

deliberately engineered meme weapon assaulting my senses https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Memetics

too tired https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7HW438YCIw0

everyone says they can fix her, but can she fix me?....

Gawr Gura is just mad that i exposed her embarrassing fuck up attempt to rule the world, she is also mad that she couldnt silence me like in the alternate dream world. suck it, bitch, i won, you lost, now you stay rebounding heh

>>242388 "the idea of a corporation is the exact same as that of an egregore"

>>19266 (OP) <62 posts Mental illness

This thread is suppressed everywhere else for a reason.

>>261957 its called having thoughts, you simps wouldnt get it though.

>>261972 yo wtf is this gay shit in my conspiracy thread? rrats OUT!

>>228161 Cute and funny 😭

>>273806 lol i was just thinking of mason and then i started thinking about numbers.

this is her account, right? cant keep getting away with it, this blatant conspiracy.

caffeine withdrawals giving me giga headaches, but that just means the blood is flowing more and i will be able to connect more dots in this vtuber industry

you can run the numbers on my gets as well, some of them were on tor and i got some interesting ones (refer to "fed123" and "88" and consecutive 22gets). anyway, does anyone know of the latest official media thing? like a mv or animation? i saw meme of the evil possessed demon dog chicks i will have to find and watch it.

anyone reading this seriously should consider cern and quantum mechanics. trust me, apply all the naming conventions, lore, designs etc of hololive to this foundation.

i would do more indie/niche vtubers but they are so low value that most go under the radar of elites and other groups.

>>19266 (OP) i have had two theories involving hololive… first of all, was sana murdered? whatever happened to her seems to indicate that she died and two, didn’t anyone think it was strange when shiori talked about doing freemason initiation rituals? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tC8z5dBx2p0&pp=ygUQI3BkcmV2ZXJzZnJlZXNpYQ%3D%3D

Shadows, bones, stars and yes even checkerboards and archetypal symbols that go back to before any conspiracy (real or imagined) you care to associate them with. These are universal concepts. Sometimes these are even done deliberately (like Mumei being an owl is a deliberate parallel to Minerva that every non-retarded normie is supposed to put together - there's nothing esoteric about it). All your connections your making are real, they just don't have the associations you think they do. I wonder what you think a vtuber character would look like without them. I daresay you would struggle to concieve of one. If I can give one piece of advise, take your head of conspiracy books and just study basic art or architecture etc. Many of the symbols you're noticing are very surface level universal-adopted aspects of basic artistic language and have no deeper associates than that. Of course a character meant to be a representative of chaos has a dive in her room, for example. I know I'm wasting my time, but I gotta try. This type the type of schizo that can ruin a guys life.

>>519245 >first of all, was sana murdered? whatever happened to her seems to indicate that she died Tsukumo Sana? Her reincarnation streamed 2 months ago https://www.youtube.com/live/HTm8eWdqtY0, and her twitter is still active.

>>529249 lol mods deleted my reply, thats cute. >Shadows, bones, stars and yes even checkerboards and archetypal symbols that go back to before any conspiracy so does the fucking wheel, whats your point? >there is nothing ESOTERIC about being a parallel to an ancient goddess that literally no normalfaggot knows anything about >all your connections your making are real you're >they just dont have the associations you think they do ESL. so, the connections are real, but they aren't... bullying aside, what association are you talking about? what do you want me to stop looking for? >if i can give one piece of advise advice* and no, you can not. >go to college like me and read the same regulated books i did so that you can spew out the same words, maybe then i will accept you fucking kek. >surface level universal-adopted aspects of basic artistic language incoherent midwit word salad trying to put on an image. double bind as well. >chaos has a dive in her room dice*. didn't read about Pythagoreanism in those college art books, fuckwit? no metaphysics? are you more into, like, modern abstract art, or, like, hentai? >for example. I know I'm wasting my time, but I gotta try your desperation just comes off as suspicious. maybe you are dumb, or maybe this was bait meant to pis off an apparent schizo. >This type the type of schizo that can ruin a guys life. cuz im soooooo scared and take your esl warnings soooooo serious.

>>575187 keep in mind that the majority of this thread is just pointing out stuff i thought was weird or interesting, and then this queer came and started running his mouth. i think its the same faggot i embarrassed last time itt. i havent made any crazy schizophrenic narratives, the closest is probably linking the checkerboards to freemasonry. mr artist over here mad that i am looking at "surface level universal-adopted aspects of basic artistic language". i will copy n paste this as well in case you fuckers delete it again.

https://holoearth.com/en/alt/ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Naometria

>>529249 >guys the freemasons are just using literal chess boards as their floors which is just surface level universal-adopted aspects of basic artistic language, i read it out of a college art book stop looking into the free masons

>any normie will look at mumei and find some normie interpretation no flippin way.... what about bohemian grove btw?

>>578947 >>529249