Ozzymandias 2:
Popularising 2 week (((Check delta etc see if 2 weeks is still sufficient.))) quarantine
They kept me in a ward where someone, girl, was quarantining. Just a safe measure, common for anyone travelling interstate to quarantine for 2 weeks. Poor girl, stick in her room all the time. A man said she was crying, not knowing her a little it would ahve been out of place to give a hug.
They have to quarantine somewhere and safe measures are stricter in a hospital, it's a fair place rto put someone. I have a cold, it's not worrying, but i'm healthy enough I should survive if it gets me. Irony, pure irony. i'm on the border, it's secure, so the safest place in the world, nearly, from covid. And they put me somewhere where someone is quarantining, walking to her room, nurses were covered up, patients werent. Just a precaution, I wasn't concerned, a woman was terrified. The girl arrived near when I was to be released. I'll quarantine myself just in case, transmission...
I may have to inform the police of the situation. But that will entail I am drugged, I am at the moment, the apathy is extreme, but it allows me to sleep. There is no life in me, a lie, I can perceive and feel, it's alll good, there is just something wrong, I feel wrong. I may need to stop someone from ... too alate. Fuck. Instinct was right. Herioism is right usually/always. I should have gone and hugged the girl, they would have prevented me from leaving my room afterwards but I could yell to her to keep her company. After a month and a half of walls what's another 2 weeks. Nothing. I was a coward. Drugs are making me a coward. The thread isn't worth spit, it's typing I have done outside it, posting it a formality to save it in case old pc fails, and it may, hard drive fails, email kicked out etc, lost it all, and barred from anything good afterward, good for what was lost. An urge to share that so everyone has some good, me included.
Covid.
Just get artists making... combining to make great ness, all at once alike thouse going indoors, not a call, no psa to go indoors, just too much to miss out on, need to be indooors dsomehow. Money concerns keep them out. Global paid holiday wouldn't still work but could thin numbers for military forces to forcibky quarantine them, charge them with bullshit offences, unrelated, anything to quarantine and check them.
Thin the vidrus isn't good enough has to stop. Apathy is murder.
Thy flew me back on a commercilal plane, I should have kept the ticket, no idea when, thursday. It's wednesday 20 october 2021. I was unescorted throught the airport. I wasn't picked up from the airport, I waited 2-3 hours and walked, someone beeped, i accepted a lift, I told them to go to a service station, I walked the rest of the way and enjoyed it. Beautiful place, graffiti and broken glass near a security camera, and a place where it's hidden from most, a place where anything can happen near a place nothing can, beautiful smell and trees, I don't usualy smell. Shame about lush lands cut off from water by a bridge, life still struggles.
I don't know.. I just dont' know. I don't have a time limit, what a lie, but a short one of a week or so would be too disgusting. I wore a mask, everyone should be fine. Precautions are adequate. Relaxing them is insane, the first time i've used the word. A joke i was put in a mental institutoion wantint g something. Frst time too they appearded "crazy" could have been acting, they werent in for as long as me, I was the last of what I knew. A girl maybe cried and I higged her, different one, just in my head, but EVERY other time people were real, strange, nothing wrong with them, in mental institutions, this time saying they were king, jesus and the devil etc, a joke, a really bad joke. Usually just sensitive people, there idiots acting for an audience. Wasn't specialised for that, just out of the way, not in a city, strange to be taken there perhaps. Nobody involved aware of what tehy were doing maybe, as usual, everyone just doing their job, whatever they can do to buy whatever they think they need to. Holiday. Work for holidays instead of every day where they want to be. Saving to spend on saying they've been somewhere, sampling low quality things elsewhere, or expensive for a shorter stay, but all temporary, presentations, nor substancial that falls through your fingers struggling to hold it.
No investment. Just expenditure.