>>6099 doodh and jaljeera will neve give you an experience like this >>6113 and vidrel

>>6135 too sexy yaar

>>5762 just found out that my oneities from school was in a relatipnship when we were in 8th standard. the relationship ended abruptly and somehow she cant get over it. she has still kept the last flower he gave her. its officially over for me now. i wish i knew this thing 7 years ago, i wouldnt have invested so many of my emotions and time into trying to make things work. it was always a hopeless situation but im angry at myself for being hopefull and still trying everything i could to be with her. i just wish i knew these things a bit earlier so i would have never even tried and it wouldnt have been so painfull now. or maybe i knew but never wanted to accept the reality and kept lying to myself that everythings going to work out in the end and still kept trying. theres nothing more painful than realizing your whole world(or atleast the image of the world in your head) was flase and a lie all along. a lie which kept manipulating me into believing things that do not exist. its painfull to finally realize the feelings i have were and always will be one sided. i always seem to end up thinking about her. i dont want to do that. anyway heres to being forever alone because i cant for any meaningful relations with anyone, anymore. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_mtFoXGWcEo

>>6305 >relatipnship when we were in 8th standard Don't tell me the guy was much older than her too. Because that was exactly my case. She developed a weird dynamic with him. Where she "hated" him but still don't want him to leave her. She'd be all sad when she saw any car like his nearby, but also wished that it was his car. I didn't know about him until she "fully" stopped contacting with him. I'm pretty sure she was still talking to him. Recently (about 8+ years later), when she realised he got engaged to some other girl she was beyond destroyed. We had stopped being a thing by then so it wasn't that bad for me. I probably savoured it a little.

>>6306 >Don't tell me the guy was much older than her too. i have no idea who the guy is. i just got to know today. i believed that she rejected him. honestly i never got the impression that she would be the kind of girl who would get in a relation. she had posted a letter she wrote to him on her social media. fuck i am literally shattered into a thousand pieces after reading it. its been almost 10years since they both last spoke why would she still keep the fuxking flowers and keep writing these letters. never fall into love with a girl like this. it will ruin you. thyell keep you around like orbiters and literally suck all your emotions. i was blinded by love to not realize this. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MaIWSkVWFrE >She'd be all sad when she saw any car like his nearby, but also wished that it was his car thats actually insane. i suppose you two were in a relationship? god you did good breaking it because its just not worth dealing with the consequences. >she realised he got engaged to some other girl she was beyond destroyed where is she now? i hope shes not ruining somebody elses life by getting married. >We had stopped being a thing by then so it wasn't that bad for me good for you man. i hope it didnt hurt you knowing about her obsession with the other dude. fucking hell i literally cannot understand.

>>6306 >>6305 What the fuck? Pajeetas are actually insane and unhinged.

>>6308 >i have no idea who the guy is I'm willing to bet he's much older than her. >she had posted a letter she wrote to him Letter girls are extremely dangerous. Never seen a letter lover who wasn't emotionally deranged. Also what are you planning to do? Will you break up with her? >where is she now? Last I knew she wasn't married and I don't think she'll marry in the next few years. She has a new boyfriend who I'm not sure if she'll marry. He's mostly going to be her timepass until she finishes her masters. >>6318 It's a weird place. If you find a good woman she'll be a boring fuckmeat who you'll find hard loving, you won't have any problems between you but you'll just be labels with no sovl. And I do think it works for certain type of people. These toxic ones are actually fun, entertaining and fulfil all your romantic needs but with the cost of your entire sanity. It's fun while it lasts but once it's over IT'S OVER.

>>6324 shut the fuck up, kissless incel

being around people makes me feel even more lonely... they are nice but it all feels temporary and surface level im tired of seeing the same thing again and again; join a newly formed group, feel well adjusted at first but then everyone seems to form deeper and deeper friendships with each other, even the people who looked to be at odds at the start become close friends and you keep wondering what you could have done differently.

>>6824 You either get good at identifying and making true friends or give up and learn to live without friends

>>6824 I had a really good friend once. Truth is I loved her. She never had similar feelings for me. She would've never had them anyway. But we still were very very good friends. One night something very weird happened. I did not say her goodnight and she didn't either. We just stopped talking after that. It was just like that out of nowhere. I didn't talked to her and she didn't talk to me either. The time I spent with her was the first time I had ever experienced genuine human connection and it will probably be the last as well. Whether they were selfish or not I don't know and don't care. Maybe she got angry when I abruptly cut her call when she was trying to help me. I don't know man. I really loved her. More than myself. Maybe I didn't text her because subconsciously I knew that whatever I have right now won't last forever and i could sense its end is near. I was selfish. I had never experienced these feelings before and I'll never experience them again. Its been so many years but there hasn't been a single day when I have not thought about her and missed her. I vividly remember everything about her. Her voice, smile, her texts, everything. I wish I could spend rest of my life with her. She certaunly doesn't want to tho lol. Sometimes I wonder if she thinks about me as well. Probably not. Anyway she's doing good in her life, so I guess everything turned out to be really great for her :) at least she doesn't have a depressed cynical rock holding her back. Put some effort into people and a lot of them will certainly reciprocate. You could probably experience something beautiful in your life as well. Anyway I'm just a NEET hikki now, it rots your brain away. Go out and form human connections now!! There is no easy way other than forcing yourself to do things. You'll be surprised how many good and trustworthy people are out there. Don't care about being awkward, retarded or not knowing people. Communication is very important in human relations. Remember it always takes two people to make friendships/relations work. And sometimes you'll have to compromise on a few things to make your friendships work. Nobody will know you if you don't let anyone to know you. And of course stay away from scumbags they'll drain you out. And don't be afraid of walking away or taking a stand for yourself.

>>6324 Over

>>5770 >>5774 >>5779 >>5780 >>5785 >> >>6827 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lTEkQ9Uyjiw

>>6837 Battiya bhujado to neend nahi aati hai

spend 2 years living a lie spend 7 years contemplating your naivety born for mediocrity https://yewtu.be/embed/CvjRlYpXS5U?t=44

>>5762 I am bald at my mid 20s

>>6870 You know the drill https://youtu.be/jOTeBVtlnXU?t=50s

>>6849 Go into details >>6870 Better than micropenis

>>6872 >Go into details I can't. Sorry. I forgot what I was sad about lol.

If silent hill gave you a pizza, will you eat it?

>>6900 basado, ghum bhool jaao

>>6910 >ghum jao

>>6907 idk who silent hill is but I would not eat any kind of pizza not for free not even if you paid me

>>6917 kuru kuru kuru kuru yaara

man sometimes I regret the passing of time? not wasting time, just the passing of time, >oh X happened 6 years ago? >shieet I'm so sad.

This world is too brutal. So much hurt and so much pain. I wish for everyone, every animal, tree, eprson and machine to be free of worries of all kinds. Thats what im asking for once i find all 7 dragon balls >>7372 To be fair, past 6 years really passed way too quick. Atleast they did feel very quick kek.

>>7398 mujhe duniya ka sabse aaramdayak atimulayam chaddha chahiye woh bhi mang lena pls

>>7399 Anone~.. You dont need to waste your wush for that

>>7400 Buruma jee

>>7406 Tera rasta dekh raha hun Sigadi pe dil sek raha hun Aa pardesi more bulma Oh bulma, oh bulma

I fucking hate Indians I hope you all die

>>7417 Keep seething.

>>7417 Kek why?

Frick frick frick I dont want to forget this. I had a good dream after such a long time. In my dream, i had a lost(dead) love. I spent all my time searching for ways to meet with her spirit. During my travels, I was in a small town which was haunted by two spirits. However, the spirits bothered no one. Instead people used to come to a specific spot where two scythes were kept and would use those scythes to summon the spirit. For some reason i knew both of those spirits and they wanted to hurt me. I however was very experienced in dealing with spirits and i had a flashback where some body told me how to avoid getting hurt by spirits. They listed 3 techniques, one of which was to just hop to the right when a spirit is charging at you kek. I dont remember anything that happened inbetween. Just before i woke up, it was evening time in my dream. The sky had anime evening like colors, pure orange and pink and slight blue. i was near the spot where people used to summon the spirits and the son of the spirit of one of the person who died summoned it. They talked and after the son left, the spirit started talking to me and we started arguining and then the spirit became angry and tried to hurt me by throwing and swinging its scythe. I grabbed one of thw scythe it tried to throw. People started coming outa their house beecause the spot was in middle of the city. I however knew that tge spirit cant hurt me and calmly walked away. i was dodging the spirits attack and i was very smug about it and kept reminding it that it cannot hurt me and told it to go away, to no avail. As i was walking up a slightly elevated road, an absolute banger of a house song started playing. It was fast and it had lyrics sung in a spirit girl voice. My heart started racing and i start to remember my lost(dead) love while dodging the spirits attack. I remeberd how much i love her. I want to hold her in my arms as close as possible to my heart. I want to talk to her and caress her hair. And i want to kiss her on lips. I couldnt take this and woke up suddenly to a complete quiet and humming fan noise. My heart was still racing and i had tears filling my eyes. This was such a good dream. I wish i have them more often. I still forgot everything but premise and ending.