>>37187 Although, anything I invest in the system can be arbitrarily seized by the regime... alas la~

>>37188 I will probably not have sex this spring of my 36th virgin year. If I haven't found a 'wife' by the time I'm 40 I'll either start paying for sex and/or go newhalfu and/or find a husband (ideally also a newhalfu) and adopt girls, this I swear to my Mother-Wife Goddess Divine la~

>>37189 My mother (the best of my 'family') is a delusional frigid bitch (always has been), and I will no longer go out of my way to show her any affection. For the very last time, I'm done. I cannot continually be humiliated by rejection, and an almost complete lack of empathy. I'm done. Now, she wants me to find 'friends' and a wife, after making doing that impossible for much of my life. Well guess what, I'm done with humans. Yes I would prefer to have beautiful humans that love me... however, I would prefer to avoid all those who do not or are unlikely to qualify. Mom says I should go to a permaculture event/course somewhere in North America to meet people, well sure, sounds great but if you can't afford land what is the point? Also these event will always cost money. Basically, my mother has NEVER given a fuck about who I really am, she has always tried to force me into a box and ignored my real needs, and so I'm done giving a fuck about her. From now on, I think about my happiness only... and yes I need to find a wife, a home, and a land of my own where I can freely sing and preach my religion of beauty... and where I will be loved for doing so la~

>>37190 So, I'm done justifying myself to her let alone the rest of my ex-'family' or anyone else for that matter. If my mother wants to put me in a box and push me away, good for her, I no long care. My desires are my desires and I will make no apology for them la~

>>37191 I need somewhere I can actually GROW, somewhere not OPPRESSIVE & SUFFOCATING (I fucking hate having to constantly self-censor) and where even my mother doesn't give a fuck about my lifetime of suffering caused by both her action (restrictions) and inaction (lack of support). FOR THE LAST TIME, FUCK HER, AND EVEN MORE FUCK THE REST OF MY FAKE 'FAMILY'... K, now that that is out of the way for good (I accept them all as my enemies or slightly positive at best i.e. MOM) lets try to find some actually cool people who provide me with some emotional (and other) support for once in my cursed life. I'm even open to receiving thigh 'sex', giving buttjobs, blowjobs, and swallowing semen, butt you have to be beautiful or fuck off baby la~

>>37192 GOOD NIGHT LA~

What do you do for work, la~?

>>37194 https://9animetv.to/watch/rock-is-a-ladys-modesty-19570?ep=136820 >NICE lA~

>>37195 What do you do? Only polite to answer your own question first la~

>>37197 https://9animetv.to/watch/please-put-them-on-takamine-san-uncensored-19640?ep=136823 >Ah~ the childhood friend angle... I had a few of those... in fact, I was closest to girls in grade 6 before puberty really set in, yet the reality is that they just disappeared as soon as we were no longer in the same class la~

>>37197 Realistically, I think my only likely way to gain wealth is through investing and/or gambling. I'm too fucking old (36!) and fucked up to start a new career now, and I'm not going 'back to school' ever again la~

>>37199 Good night la~

>>37202 Ahn~ la~

>>37205 I stayed up past 3AM because I'M FUCKED LA~

>>37206 OKAY, I'm angsty since I never seem to win, and by that I mean, fulfill any of my longer term desires la~

>>37207 As for human relationships not governed by formal contracts, there is one thing to keep in mind at all times la~

>>37208 That is, that s/he doesn't love you if s/he hasn't had sex or (in case you are the same-sex) made love to you... or if s/he no longer wishes to do so. The only exception to this rule is if s/he is incapable of doing so la~.

>>37209 Of course, it is possible to have (psuedo)sex without love, however, you cannot have love without (psuedo)sex la~

>>37210 You might ask, what about the parent-child or sibling relationship? Well (ignoring adoption and IVF) they are also relationships generated by sex, just one step removed, and genetic similarity (and therefore investment, especially in the parent-child relationship) tends towards more inherent affection, butt that doesn't mean love, it means 'like'. By default, we like our close relatives more. Of course everything is a spectrum, a scale. Just because by default we like someone more doesn't mean we won't end up hating them due to their actions (or less commonly, inactions). SO, I rest my case. We can like others (even to an extreme degree) without having (psuedo)sex butt we cannot love them. You might say this is just semantics, well, so be it, butt words matter la~

>>37211 How to make someone love you? 1) Have power (over them and (psuedo)sex with them) la~ 2) Remove their pain-fear while ensuring your someone is aware that you are the one who has blessed them la~ 3) Grant them pleasure-hope while ensuring your someone is aware that you are the one who has blessed them la~

>>37212 Sounds simple eh? Well, if your someone is a guy, maybe so, but if your someone is a gal? Hell no... that is, unless you can legally take her as slave and get away with it... 'Allah' is right about gals in that if you can make a gal your slave, she will love you if you do any degree of 1), 2), and 3) la~

>>37213 Deport all non-Whites to Africa, they can have their 'diversity' there la~

>>37214 https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/state-global-fertility >The world will comprise of muslim nigaz if 'we' remain on this trajectory la~

>>37215 https://www.zerohedge.com/covid-19/man-who-created-covid-19-faucis-us-lab >The actually serious bioweapon was/is the vax and the vaxpass, the Jewish bankers are not going to intentionally release something that might harm them as well la~

>>37216 https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/war-between-us-and-canada-it-now-real-possibility >COOL LA~

>>37217 https://www.zerohedge.com/political/squatter-syndrome-how-inefficiencies-our-legal-system-are-making-mockery-our-immigration >Again, deport all non-White males or cease to exist White man, this is a biological imperative like, la~

>>37218 https://www.zerohedge.com/sponsored-post/dr-mccullough-reveals-cancer-fighting-drug-big-pharma-doesnt-want-you-know-about >HOT LA~

>>37219 Bimbo SXO~ yet virgin android teases 12 year old robot otaku MC la~

>>37220 I was 'reading' this one VN where the pretty yakuza boss (inherited from daddy) girl who pretends to be smart set herself up for gang rape... well I guess it wasn't rape since she intentionally gambled away her virginity to try and save some old man's community garden from redevelopment by a rival yakuza. Truly bizarre, at least have MC get actually raped and not just be a stupid girl who gambled (on a rigged game) her virginity alone in hostile territory (after deceiving her friends and allies). I can't self-insert as such a stupid girl (if not she must have wanted to be gangbanged by ugly old men), and I can only deduce that she deserves getting gangbanged and turned into a communal sex slave for the rival yakuza, after all she gambled her body la~

>>37221 I stopped 'reading' it there la~

>>37222 I need to pee la~

>>37223 https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.aniplex.magia.exedra.en >I still remember the last app disappearing my Goddess Madoka and frens la~

>>37224 https://store.steampowered.com/app/2987800/Madoka_Magica_Magia_Exedra/ >Not out yet for PC la~