Feesh

Ike no.....

why pleaae why

he is doing fine physically at least so far in EN no one seems to have known. his mama knew jesus christ

Forgot to link the last thread, my bad. But I hope it's understandable, I'm not really in a mood to make threads but I feel like other anons aren't either, so I decided to step in. If meidos or BO can, hope they'll edit it in

>Ike's vod got nuked Is there gonna be a final stream at least?

>>101917 >>101920 Day-and-date announcement of + graduation is a first (i think?). Kinda wild ngl

Well this is pretty wild to see

What the fuck. I am so sorry quilldren.

https://x.com/Ver_Vermillion/status/1917408063771803867 damn....

i wanted ike to yap about music with zeal...

https://x.com/Ver_Vermillion/status/1917408543143264256 ver, please

I hate how he handled this, for fuck's sake... At least let people say goodbye or leave your beautiful legacy behind for others to see.... Fuck man

>>101982 ver you dumbass doofus (affectionate)

>>101975 No, Yugo was the same. Livers are the ones that set the date of their graduations (Fuuchan outright told that he put 505 on purpose). If the date is set up like this, it's because Ike wanted so. >>101951 Probably just like in case with Yugo, livers knew about the graduation, but didn't know about the date or when the notice will roll out...

>>101984 Probably just like Yugo, he was too menhera to stream at this point. At least we got a letter this time, and not just nothing

Seems a bit sudden no? No graduation stream either, all this after Nijifes. I dunno. Just seems weird to me. Not saying anycolor did anything, or terminated him or whatever, I just don't understand why Ike's doing this, a graduation stream is the least he could do, even if it was a quickie. Hell a simple message or something, no warning for his vods either, shits just gone.

>>101980 >>101982 Fuck you Ver, I chuckled a bit though

>>101990 He wrote a letter.

>>101991 Stupid baka

>>101990 you glow

>losing ike and his brother in the same week someone fucking check on jimmy

i just hope he's okay that's all

>>102000 They asked Kuro if Ike was ok physically and said yes so at least you don't have to worry he tried to do something dumb

Yes Elira please play chapter 4...

>>102002 i think this is off topic but thanks anyway anon

>I’ve made the difficult decision to step away from the online space for good If he really did mean this and he wasn’t just saying it, I wish he would have just done one last stream or even a recorded a goodbye video.

>>102004 Ehhh he replied to the graduation announcement and someone asked him if ike was ok so he was literally talking about him

Aww cmon unnamed mentions sentence that in Ike graduation letter. BO, we already talk about this. Please told your mod to read the past thread where we reach the conclusion, to be specific there where Kunai praise Aia.

>>102005 i think i would kill myself if my oshi was like this.

>>101990 He straight up said that he has mental health issues, that's it. Same was with Yugo. We really don't know what's going on because Ike was extremly secretive about his personal life and besides his stories from high school, he never told about his friends, relatives or what he's doing off-stream. Seems like he had a huge mental breakdown off-stream and decided to gradaute because of it. At least all the livers sending positive messages reassures that he's in a good health condition at the moment.

>>101986 Oh right Yugo's was as well. Blue menhera music men...

Getting the last word with one last message blaming himself before deleting it all and not giving fans any chance to reassure him is so sad but so very him, unfortunately. Stupid menhera blue boys... this has been such a rough month to be a vtuber fan. My condolences, quilldren

>>102000 Livers are saying that he's ok at least

>>102012 >>102014 we need to save seible…

hugs

it's all empty words

>>102005 >>102009 Yeah, he has a whole fucking fanbase that looks up to him and loves him this is so unfair and unprofessional, I get that he's very emotionally disturbed but fuck man, since you are an icon your fans deserve to be able to grieve and slowly come to terms with someone they've been with for years now, put up a face this is the least you can do for them fuck, he has done so much good but on a whim decided to delete everything

>>102023 you dont know shit about him, stop talking

freo is having his memba vocaloid listening party in a bit. i hate the coincidence of it all

I think I like Ms. Amare

>>102018 Sei-chan's not a music man he's safe (hopefully)

Just heard the news, be strong and don't quill yourself

>>102030 So we need to stop seible from ever getting good at singing. I see

i am sorry about the news quilds...

he doesn't even have the words for this situation... https://x.com/Fulgur_Ovid/status/1917414616155426863

Did Ike seriously just tell one person of this? And not even a co-worker?

I think Aia just found out

he found the words https://x.com/Fulgur_Ovid/status/1917416973304053893

So uh...Luxnoc full lobby Repo collab next week?

>>102050 Too soon

Quildren are gonna get the archive nuked you idiots

>>102054 This is why you back up an archive. Especially something as unreliable as ragtag

>>102054 Oh god twitterfags you retards...better get to archiving ragtag whoever wants to do it, if there's more than one person i suggest splitting the work

Buds

Ike you dumbass. At least give us some breathing room. You've done really well and no-one blames you for stepping away, but you didn't need to outright graduate in the process. Sad to see the dudes I liked from the start go away just like that, y'know? At least let people know that you'd do alright on your own for a while.

>>102057 i have all of ike's streams backed up including his membership streams right now they're just on one of my hard drives so i'll need to back them up somewhere

>>102059 WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING THE WORLD IS TURNING UPSIDE DOWN

>>102064 Mourning what coudlve been. I really wanted to see them collab…

>>102059 RIDING WITH MA SISTERRRR

>>102067 Pathetic Korean man

I know it's hard and I'm myself shaken by it, him not being around and not being able to collab with my oshi anymore does hurt, but I don't want quildren to hurt themselves because of it. I know everything that I'll write here will feel like empty words and I know that you feel huge pain, but just take care of yourself too, ok? Ike wouldn't want you to kill yourself after all. I don't know if he'll comeback to his PL or not, but please, take care of yourself. Find other oshi, or find other hobby besides vtubing. I had oshis graduate, even one that I used to call kamioshi. It hurts but after some time, it stopped. He gave you great memories and achieved a lot. He got one of the best 3D debuts ever and had a 3D concert. It's more than majority of vtubers can dream of. Even if he's gone, his memories won't. Take your time and hope you guys will feel better. If you need to step down and take a huge break from watching Niji or vtubers in general, please do so. From my own experience, it does help.

>>102063 she talked about this yesterday bud, she just mentioned she was curious since some people in en played it and it had good ratings and the new episode came out

>>102071 I know it's just funny with the timing and stuff

>>102059 Buds……

>>102071 Poor girl doesn't know what the game is about and just thought the art was cute.. At least the fanart is gonna be wild too

>>102060 Yeah..... Literally almost all guys that I used to watch are gone now.... Only Sonny left and he streams in the ass hours and I can't ever catch them live........ Riku Tazmania, please hire more bros....

>>102073 I liked Rundas9000's clips. I hope he does more at some point.

>>102059 >plays the incest game when Ike leaves solidarity

Girls 14 Elira Finana Rosemi Petra Enna Millie Reimu Aia Maria Scarle Meloco Kotoka Twisty Klara Boys 17 Vox Luca Shu Uki Sonny Alban Ver Doppio Wilson Zali Vanta Claude Ryoma Kaelix Zeal Seible Freo Almost even……

Didn't catch the Geoguessr yet, did da Wose mention Saints Row 2? seemed to like it that first stream, so surprised she hasn't tried to squeeze it in somewhere even considering stuff like migraines and home 3d setup grind

>>102078 ike and fuuchan were women so it actually became less even

>>102062 I don't suppose you'd be willing and able to set up a torrent?

>>102080 Don't even joke about it...not now

>>102078 Ren.... Aster....

>>102084 Sorry, I delete that post

>>102085 There's a high chance that Ren was menhera posting because of Ike specifically if I think about it

>>102079 I don't remember she mentioned it, but also I have the feeling she might dropped it, idk

>>102087 On his main Ren Zotto account, right?

>>102085 I knew I was forgetting people 14 girls 19 boys

>>102078 Bad timing but I do hope we'll get a girls wave soon. Having so few girls in the branch just doesn't feel rigtht

that was a good stream

>>102093 Hopefully that 3 waves for EN this year rrat is true...

>>102083 i dont want to share the members streams and they're all jumbled together rght now but i'll think about it

>>101974 anon, the channel has been nuked. he's gone-gone. he pulled a Yugo.

I don't even know what to say.

>>102095 Well considering that we had only 1 wave last year, Riku should finally pull the acceleration level back in action. Hope we'll get some girls in June already....

Well at least Elira is having fun with the bikers...

>>102096 Fair enough. If you decide to upload the non-member VODs please do let us know.

>>102098 blue is a cursed color

>>102073 holy pluck!!!!

>>102106 Why does Sonny look like a creep in every picture...

>>102106 Just fuck my shit up, I can still hear it fuck

>>102106 this went from heartwarming to heartbreaking at breakneck speed, even oto no haru hou e lasted longer...

>>102106 Oh..... We probably won't get an Overture blu ray now either...........

>>102110 the physical album for encounter........

>>102107 His latent ability

>>102110 I doubt it will affect that

>>102111 Boot it was such a banger and Meloco will never be able to sing it live now... Fuck my live....

>>102101 good lucking finding a group of girls actually interested in Nijisanji.

you guys are being dumb now

>>102116 we will never know and i didnt expect btb to be great so

>>102114 i'm sure she can still sing it live with someone else, the real question is whether she'd want to

>>102110 That'd be hardly the first blu-ray live release with a graduated member.

>>102120 someone who was close to ike preferably. it would be bittersweet if they ever got the chance

>>102122 I dont even have the heart to joke about ike is shu to say an alternative

We better get that blu-ray. I dont know how to access the archive and I want a copy of daytime.

>>102099 (me) ;-;

>>102124 this is really not the time

What’s with Aia and lesbians

Corroding heart hurts so much more https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONq6-lAvX2U

>>102123 i don't know if shu would have the heart to do it

>>102128 Anon idk how to tell you that Aia might be a lesbian

>>102129 it was quick but not so easy... 2025 was supposed to be a good year.

>>102128 Anon.....

i can't help but laugh at the gap in time between sonny retweeting the anycolor announcement and him retweeting ike's, what was he doing in that time

>>102116 We had 2 last year. Tons of girls have collabed with Niji in general recently. Stop being a retard. We never had a "no interest" issue, the issue with majority of graduated girls is that they were either grifting or were huge retards. LITERALLY just pull female BTB: scout some professionals, train them off-stream pre-debut and promote them with tons of shit. Hell, pull the singing up and make them do RP ASMR for the appeal. Majority of men are braindead retards that easily fall for flattery, just make them male appealing but without pandering to unicorns and schizophrenics like your usual small corpo saints do. Like look at Idios from JP, why EN can't pull something like that? Just fucking hire loyal professionals with some training and not some /lig/er shitter with big noombers or phase connect orbiters for fuck sake.

>>102135 I don't know how much it was but look up the average length of a TF2 match

>>102135 By being a creep of course. On serious reply maybe he think a moment whether he should retweet the letter too or not?

Aia dnd may 25 Ryoma Vanta Hana Rai Zeal

>>102139 Well that should be fun, good to see she managed to get Hana too!

>>102139 Wait Hana you mean Hana Macchia? Kino if it's true

>>102133 I'm bummed out but I'll try to focus on the good, there's cool things coming up like Xsoleil 3D

>>102141 Any other ex-id member name Hana?

>>102139 >Rai I thought you were talking about Inami, and I was really confused.

just realized we're down to two euros

>>102139 A bit far off but this is gonna be gold, her DND collabs always makes me laugh

If Noctyx is the suicidal wave then what is Luxiem?

>>102143 What if it's hanakana collab

>>102143 idk maybe it was some indie or small corpo, who knows. But I'm glad that they're actually puting ex-IDs together to interact more with EN. Probably Rai's initiative as he does collab more frequently with other ex-IDs >>102146 Well Ike was barely a Euro, he usually streamed in the afternoon. Although as a NEET I'll miss him out a lot.

>>102133 Didn't think that it will be a good year, but didn't imagine it would be this bad. I hope at least Twisty and Aster aren't gradauting....

>>102153 Now would be a great time to bring them both back.

>>102153 overture, nijienchanted and btb really had me thinking nijien was healing

the "appreciate your oshis while you can" phrase that often goes around during these times is going to make so paranoid

>>102157 Also archive your oshis while you can because goddamn

>>102153 Im not enough of an optimist to think whatever is going on with those two will end up with both of them staying

Oh fuck, Bariloaf is asleep right now... I wonder how she'll react, considering that she herself is a huge menhera...

>>102163 i have a feeling she knew based on her last tweet. also, this might be bordering to offtopic anon

>>102165 I mean, we still talk about Ike, so it is on topic. Indies reacting to his graduation can be discussed

i don't think the rest of luxiem knew either since luca had a stream schedule for now... shit, vox is gonna wake up to the announcement in a few hours

>>102170 it's really crazy to me if he really didn't tell anyone and only his manager knew...

>>102170 >>102172 Judging by reactions of few livers that replied, it seems they knew but nobody knew when it will happen.

shu has posted a statement on his community tab, he didn't know. he'll also be removing stuff with ike in it on his channel so GET TO ARCHVING NOW

>>102174 Doppio's reaction makes me think some didn't know.

>>102170 i really just hope he’s not taking this too hard… his bday is coming up as well :’(

>>102174 i don't think anyone knew >>102178 i hope everyone still shows up to support him, they need it now more than ever.

>>102179 Damn, man truly didn't want to egosa on accident and spiral again...i'd say people should probably archive collabs with Vox and Luca too just in case but we don't know the full reach of this...

>>102176 >>102179 This sucks so much, does Ike know that this will only make people more curious for gods sake just leave them up

>>102176 Wait huh? Why? It's fucking weird, even terminated livers didn't get deleted from other people's channels. Is it Shu just being a menhera? >>102177 Well it does make sense. So far everybody who's replying under the graduation post are people that collabed or hanged out with Ike personally. The rest may actually didn't know

>>102179 So... He only told Kuro?

>>102179 just wanna take the time to commend shu for how professional this sounds. i might not agree with his decision to take down stuff with ike in it but i respect it. >>102186 have you actually read what shu wrote?

>>102186 That’s not true, Zaion got vods deleted from at least Kyo and Finana

>>102186 Feels like it might just be just for respect for Ike’s wishes. Ike said he is stepping away from the online space for good and Shu posting that is making me really believe him.

>>102190 there's no feels like, he spelled his reasoning out word for word. READ PEOPLE READ

>>102159 This, this is the most important thing I've said it for years but if everyone archived even just only their oshi's content, then we'd have a lot more backups of everything. Even if you don't have a lot of space, a 480p archive is better than no archive.

>>102187 Where was it implied that he knew about him graduating? He could have just known that Ike wasnt doing well mentally

>>102191 I did. Sorry just a habit of mine when typing

luca is live https://youtu.be/pjO1VE_EA3g

>>102196 He didn't know either.

>>102196 Damn.. Be strong Luca....

>>102198 yeah, i'm watching. this entire situation sucks... nobody knew but i feel like maybe they saw it coming, just didn't expect it to happen this way or so soon.

>>102189 That's because retards were harrasing both Kyo and Finana under those particular VODs. She was on other people's channels and other collabs that were never nuked, not to mention Selen who was never nuked from anywhere. >>102179 So it's Shu being menhera, got it. Don't know how the fuck he interpreted Ike leaving online space as a call to delete everything with him from his channel, but whatever.

Luca's food got lost...

>>102205 My sides, this guy.. >yeah it was so sudden one of my wavemates is graduating >anyways i'm sad my food disappeared it was supposed to cheer me up

>>102203 you call it menhera. normal people call it being considerate

>>102201 Judging by reactions people did see it coming. Like majority of livers that responded aren't shocked from the graduation itself, just surprised that he left like this.

>>102203 I assume its his way of honoring his wish to vanish from the net. Or maybe he's upset he left the way he did. Hard to say.

>>102207 Considered of what? Ike isn't a 2 year old baby, he can handle a VOD of himself being out there. Feels like Shu is just doing this for himself if anything, having those VODs probably hurts now

>>102179 he already took the ike u smell emote out of his emotes too. i want to kill myself

>>102203 eh i don't see what's menhera about that, either way who are we to judge what shu decides to do on his own channel. he also said some, not all, so he must have his own reasoning behind it.

>>102213 Fair enough. Even if he's feeling menhera, it is understandable. It must hurt for him too

>>102210 is he not allowed to do what he wants for himself on his own channel...? have some empathy, the guy just got blindsided by his colleague of three years leaving abruptly without a goodbye. he also always restore those vods if he changes his mind in the future.

>>102215 I didn't say that he is not allowed to do this, I just think it's dumb. But he must feel like shit now, so I get why he's doing this

Elira the silver fox...

i don't think elira knows. please don't open twitter on stream before you end..

luca's stolen food... finana's jollibee's...

I won't lie, him being absent for this long even after overture made me vaguely aware of the possibility. I just didn't think he'd leave like this... Maybe he'll come back someday, but I wish he just took a hiatus then. At least with Fuuchan, we know where he's going and that it just wasn't aligned with Nijisanji. Losing a liver in this way is painful. God

>>102223 Oh.... I actually shocked that nobody disturbed her, because I know there're usually 2 or 3 absolute retards that would immediately post IKE IS GRADUATING in chat. Kind of proud that famelira are nice like this. >>102226 Well, not the first time, Yugo left in the same way. Still hurts though, just like the first time

>>102223 i was scared she'd find out when she left to pee

aww shit. yeah vox doesn't know yet. fuck man. >>102226 i'm glad they have the right to decide how they leave but i wish they wouldn't choose this one. i have a feeling if fuuchan knew he would've pushed back his date a bit.

>>102225 He's not even getting a refund kek..

>>102229 >aww shit. yeah vox doesn't know yet. fuck man. And people should take this as an opportunity to archive the horror collabs with Ike probably...

>>102227 noctyx had fuuchan to help the fanbase pick up the pieces after yugo...

>>102227 Anons were talking before about how if their oshi graduated, they wish it'd just be a swift announcement or something instead of a lot of waiting before the end. Kinda funny that we got both in such a short time span

>>102230 Oh fuck i fucking hate that, food delivery apps can be super scummy about that for no fucking reason, i once had to threaten to sue until they gave me a refund, they are the scum of the Earth

>>102233 I've already got full experience of both with Yugo and Nina. Both hurt really badly, just in different ways.

luca says they'll continue being luxiem and he won't be taking down any vods with ike

Ugh Luca you saying that is making me nervous…but I get why hes saying that

>>102235 I think he said that he's not gonna ask for one because he feels bad the delivery guy sent him a message that it's here but someone probably stole it or it was a bit to lighten the mood

Elira streamed the whole time naked...

they got a ping from slack at the exact moment the announcement was posted

>>102242 In underwear or like naked naked?

>>102244 It was a bit but she was implying completely naked

>Elira always has her socks on Is she one of those girls that don't take her socks during sex?

>>102247 Hot

>>102233 I haven't had a top oshi graduate yet but I feel the standard 2 week is way damn short. Imo for me I would like to see them announcing it on the day they actually make the decision and then for the next feel months we pretend everything is normal until the last couple of weeks where we get sappy for real.

luca........... pat pat... you're so strong for being live right now. >>102249 when the announcement dropped, i thought two weeks was too short. now? i don't know if i could've physically survived longer. it's like my entire life is on hold but not, and my chest physically hurt at all times the first few days. i cried so hard my arms went numb, i thought i was having a heart attack.

i refuse to believe this is happening this is not real hes coming back tomorrow like everythings ever happened this is all the april fools joke that he couldnt do i dont believe anything

he sounds mad

https://x.com/MariaMari0nette/status/1917443982080237645 NijisanjiID....

>>102249 Mysta literally did this and everybody was complaining back then that 1 month is "too long" and "he's just prolonging the suffering"

>>102254 Need hijab edit for maria

I'm so annoyed because Ike's self isolation and deprecation doesn't just hurt himself but his fans and coworkers who cared about him.

luca fucking around is unironically helping a bit >>102251 please take the day off work if you can, don't force yourself to go in

>>102249 Mysta had a longer graduation period and I felt that it sucked, personally. Two weeks feels short in the moment but the absolute emotional exhaustion of a month of last ____ streams was terrible. Better to have all of the months between the decision and the announcement just be streaming as normal without the coming graduation looming over them and then a week or two for the emotional goodbyes.

https://x.com/MariaMari0nette/status/1917445322122617198 maria....

>>102259 i cant go anyway i have 2 weeks off i dont know what am i going to do hes fucking gone hes fone forever what am i going to do now ike why did you do it i didnt even hear your voice

>>102253 In the anger stage

NO ELIRA DON'T RAID ME INTO A DMC REBOOT STREAM

>>102261 It so cursed while it's so cute

>>102255 >>102260 I just want a sense of normalcy before the 2 weeks where it feels like things are being spedrun. I think 2 months at least is a good buffer because it's still too far away to do those LAST XXX stream and they'll just stream like normal instead but what do I know lol.

>>102262 i'm so sorry... i wish you guys could've gotten a proper goodbye. it's going to hurt for a long time, but i need to believe that it's going to get better eventually. i wish i could give you a hug.

>>102267 i just cant believe this is real, i cant i never got to recommend him whoo i didnt get to send him a fan letter i didnt get to see him live at a concert

luca just noticed he didn't have his BGM on. he's also talking about to be hero X and he's been watching banana fish.

>>102268 You can still send him a fan letter until May 30th, you're still in time

https://x.com/alban_knox/status/1917410819895107790 Man..............

Everyone calm down, Luca got his ice cream

>>102270 if i will be physically able to

>>102268 i never got to meet wife at a M&G and show him the itabag i made... i kept thinking there'd always be a next time. but you still have the chance to send ike a fan letter, the deadline is may 30th, and you can recommend him whoo in it! writing mine felt very cathartic but it took me a week to get into the headspace to put anything i'd want wife to read onto paper. for now just let it all out...

>>102193 >Where was it implied that he knew about him graduating? The red faggot himself is implying that he knew on twitter

>>102274 if i can do that i will, i dont know what im going to do

https://x.com/buzz_g/status/1917441291052610039 this fucking hurts

>>102276 i don't expect you to, the pain is too fresh after all. i felt lost for days after and that's with my oshi streaming... i still feel lost and hurt every day. if you ever want to rewatch some of his vods to make you feel better, we have quite a few anons who have them or are working on archiving them, so there's no rush. i'm not the best at comforting people but i'll try and be a listening ear.

>>102273 no ifs. you will do it

>>102280 You want anon to crawl to M&G?

>>102278 he had the love of so many amazing vocaloP... i hope he can one day come to see the him others see.

>>102279 i dont know if i can even hear his voice now unless its live, but it will never be live anymore

>>102261 What did she mean by this?

luca is talking about preggers sauce.... >>102283 that's okay. i wish you had gotten to hear him live again.

>>102286 it really hurts, i was constantly clinging onto hope he will be back after 1st of may to talk to fuuchan

Im gonna say something and it's probably going to come off as ahitposty but it's sincere. Quilds I am so sorry and you guys deserved so much better than that. >deleted all his vods without warning or any time to download them post announcement >refused to do even a graduation stream or pre recording >didn't tell anyone in en about it >told MYSTA out of everyone else because fuck his coworkers ig I'm honestly disappointed and Angry at him

I will resuscitate Ike Eveland for the sole purpose of interacting with Zeal.

two more songs... freo i need you to keep me busy

>>102289 The fact that he didn't give his fans some time to even say good-bye sucks. So sudden. SO fast

>>102289 I’m not an Ike fan, but this is exactly how I felt when Kunai left, and the fact she started streaming regularly in her next life felt like a slap in the face. I felt betrayed as someone who considered themselves a fan, and have not watched her. I think how a vtuber exits matters. Mental health issues shouldn’t be an excuse for this disrespect towards the Quildren.

>>102289 Tbh I don't respect someone who didn't even respect anyone near him

>>102288 i was too, i was really hoping we'd see them interact one more time in nijien. mourning the what ifs is one of the most painful things...

>>102298 this is too sudden for me, i really cant accept this so easily, i dont know how ill be able to live without him

>>102303 This is not the time anon

>>102303 This reads like a shitpost, emabrassing

>>102299 you don't have to accept it any time soon, it's probably gonna take a long while before things feel okay. i get that feeling... i don't know how i'll move on either. but i guess it's something new we'll have to learn. doesn't have to be right away though. i hope ike gets the help he needs in the meantime.

Some clippers are also privating the clips just so you know...

>>102308 i guess we will need to learn how to deal with this, i dont know what im gonna do i miss ike

>>102309 So he'll really be gone and erased as if he never existed in the first place after all those years of raw emotions of being his fan? Never knowing what he was up to and no real closure from a big part of my life? this is so... i don't know what to feel besides disappointment and anger

>oshi graduates but never moves on and constantly "wink wink nudge nudge iykyk" references their time in niji until the end of time >oshi graduates and disappears from the internet completely i don't want either of these things to happen...

>>102311 >>102312 I'm not the best at this but when my kamioshi graduated i basically felt the same but then found some comfort in thinks i used to do before going into vtubing, getting along with my old hobbies and finding other communities where everyone was cheering for the same stuff...or even some hobbies you can do alone like cooking or doing some manual work (carpentry in my case) helped a ton with my mental

>>102294 He wrote it best himself: >Mental health [...] should never be used as a justification to avoid accountability. though I doubt any Quilldren (or Quild as I like to call them) would ever want to seriously consider him "accountable" for them or their well-being, so this is entirely moot. Kunai's a different case because of her turnabout; I know she also pleaded mental issues but that's only a circumstantial connection since she was obviously planning to return to streaming anyway.

>shu posts something in the youtube community tab and not on twitter >huh let me take a screenshot and repost it on twitter anyways twitterfags make me want to rip my hair out

Replaying this cover even if I'm sad and angry https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Jwl0hIMhFU

>>102311 i miss him too. i don't know what we could do. luca sounded so lost on stream too... >>102315 it's okay, i don't think anyone really becomes good at grieving, that would be too sad...

>kpop listening party aieeeeee noo

>>102289 i think we all knew what we were getting into, with the more frequent, unannounced, prolonged abscences. he was breaking. i'm glad he's free to recover, rather than pretend he's okay. he deserves to have some privacy, and not have his breakdown broadcast as some form of entertainment. if he made a real friend in mysta, then i'm happy. it made me sad when he was talking about isolating himself from nijien's discord way back, but this has been a long time coming. he gave us himself for three years. i hope he makes it out of whatever pit he's in one day. i can suspend my frustration when it matters, he has bigger fish to fry right now.

>>102318 my pick of poison https://youtu.be/jNKzhWOvN0E?t=8m52s

Luca is now explaining Fairy Tail

>>102293 >>102297 The thing is I feel like it's disrespectful to the fans and the people who supported you to just leave like that. You wanna graduate? Sure. By all means, this career isn't for everyone and it can be taxing. Deleting all of your content without so much as a warning is ridiculous and to me, selfish. >>102294 I felt hurt by kunai for sure but at least the writing for her was on the wall. She hadn't streamed in months, told people to cancel their membership and at least she left up her vods. Ike on the other hand deleted years of content because he could. Talks about how he will always think about and be grateful for his fans but at the same time leaves by giving them the biggest "fuck you" to the same people who have supported and cherished him. I'm sorry but I am a bit angry at that, I feel like that's such a dick move. Sure, there are ragtags and people have made archives just in case this happened but it's ridiculous to me the way he did this. I don't think I'll ever forgive him

>>102321 thanks for saying this. i feel the same way and i only hope he'll feel happier from now on. i also just wish he found some comfort with other members and not isolating himself, but alas.

>>102321 I can understand where you're coming from. I'm just a bit upset about it sorry

>>102326 gonna be frank with you, i don't think quilldren care right now. you only feel that way because you're on the outside looking in, which is your prerogative, but i don't think any of the shit you've been posting has made anyone feel any better. if your goal is to make already hurt people feel worse, then go ahead.

luca has not seen ave mujica. all i know about that anime is they're gonna have a collab with arknights. luca hasn't finished k-on...

>>102326 I disagree with the deletion of basically his legacy but in the end it's his choice, he's emotionally distraught and making brash decisions which sucks but if it helps him to move on so be it, we have archive autists for a reason god bless them so he won't be forgotten.

fruits basket was pretty mid in hindsight

>>102317 same thing happened to uki. some people seriously just cannot help themselves

>>102330 i can see both sides, it's not wrong to be angry. it's such a heartbreaking situation, i wish it could have been different. i think all ike wants is his privacy right now. it kinda hit me awhile back when he was talking about waking up (screaming? iirc) from nightmares about people recognizing him on the street. seeing his coworkers stalked first-hand probably traumatized him.

freo didn't mute his mic with his ending screen and he just did a cute sex noise

>>102339 I need to join Doremin Cafe

>>102340 enjoy his voca recs

What's done is done so it can't be helped, but at the very least, i wish he had told luxiem. Idk, maybe he actually told vox something, especially since they were together in japan, but if he didn't, idk how vox is gonna take this...

>>102344 based on what luca said, i don't think vox knows. maybe he just kept it to himself too.

>>102344 i'm afraid he will wake up to the news just like everyone else

>>102348 fucking hell

https://x.com/neru_sleep/status/1917468938117734502 THIS FUCKING HURTS SO MUCH

>>102351 god take me out already

>>102351 ike eveland wherever you are i hope you know your childhood heroes got to meet you and they fucking loved you

>>102351 >>102354 aghhhh anons you're making me cry

>>102356 jokes on me i made myself cry

now more than i ever i wish i had the super power to kill all of our livers' mental illnesses

>>102362 No more League streams...

>>102363 the funny mental illnesses get to stay

No...she didn't say sadge... https://x.com/MelocoKyoran/status/1917472765562741028

vox is gonna wake up wondering why this old tweet is suddenly circulating again https://x.com/Vox_Akuma/status/1685652439205031937

i still wish he had left his covers and songs up

>>102372 so do i, so do i...

>>102368 Mero...

i just remembered.. what about his scale figure...

>banned the tourist who broke her rules >took a few minutes to check if it was true >contacted her mod to come sit in chat >continued stream aia is a stronger woman than me by miles

>>102380 Everyday my respect for her grows 10 folds

vox woke up...

>>102385 Yeah.. Looks like he was half expecting it

>>102386 i don't know about that, he said he was shocked https://x.com/Vox_Akuma/status/1917484774421139789

>>102372 Can’t check, are the new god sees all and the maririn covers still up ?

>>102391 The ones not on his channel are up

>>102391 only person who's taken anything down is shu so far

https://x.com/EliraPendora/status/1917483758418080011 wiwa...

>>102395 https://x.com/3W1W4/status/1917490377830936884 overture will take even more of an emotional toll to rewatch now...

he is not dead stop talking like that

>>102398 Let people mourn schizo

>>102397 as if i didn't burst into tears at the end every time already

>>102401 the schizos are the ones that are saying he is dead, not me

What a year.......

i hate that this got a chuckle out of me https://x.com/ArchibaldA524/status/1917413609740607975

these scars will never go away, huh.

>>102414 Seems like it got deleted already, my bad

>>102415 next time you see something like that, just report it instead of responding

>>102417 Sigh... Ok mom....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pklegTI1qFY pain

>>102331 Sorry I didn't mean it that way. I'm just frustrated seeing him go like this. It hurts ya know. He wasn't my kamioshi but he was a valuable member of en and Im a bit upset that this is how he chose to go out.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N4dZgDTR2n4 Koto's participating in a LOL tournament. I know people aren't in mood right now, so I'll livepost it in the World thread. Would appreciate if you can watch it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZlvBYvoF8JQ Meloco's cooking something in like 15 minutes

>>102391 If one of my favorite Feesh covers gets taken down I will cry https://youtu.be/9BlZBNYTA04

>>102425 I think you could probably post it here. I'm not a mod but I think it'd be a good break from talking about something we can't change and despite it being a jp event, Koto is en still so

>>102429 Well if you don't mind.... It's a fully JP stream mind you, but as long as people feel alright with it, I'll post about it

k4sen is so funny

Koto seems in a good mood at least... Glad that she's having fun with friends, it always makes her feel better

First match is starting

Champ pics

>>102438 nvm Koto switched

I forgot about Maririn new expressions.. She's singing Candy https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9hMRNexqk5c

>>102442 Post the expressions pls

>>102430 I think it's good to live post Kotoka she's a funny girl

>>102442 She's so freaking cute it's not even fair

>>102443 Looks like it's her eyebrows

>>102445 She can go ó.ò and ò.ó

Am I going crazy making up this memory or did Ike delete his last "I love noctyx!" tweet. I swear I remember him saying that.

>>102450 Even if he tweeted this, he probably tweeted it long time ago. He hasn't tweeted anything since Overture

Puffy cheeks, tongue out and adjustable eyebrows 😭😭😭

Some chatter pointed it out, but Koto has actually fixed her alarm for her memberships after like a year, hope she won't miss them out now

>>102452 I swear it was his last one after the Noctyx concert and I thought I saw it earlier today. Is it just me that remembers this. Maybe my brain is cooked.

They got a dragon!

>>102454 Cute

pretty..

Holy nice jungling

THEY WON!

>>102461 >9 kills Qpi is cracked

I could hear genuine hapiness from Koto when they got this win... Man, it's nice to hear it. She's doing so good

>Some chatter was 3 minutes late due to DVR Good thing other ENs don't have it on, otherwise I feel like this would be a common occurrence

>>102465 >nazi Uh….

Second match is starting!

sonny's baobao..

Luxiem you fucking retarded zoomers should've tardwrangled yourselves into VtL while you had the chance FUCK

>>102470 Starto

melo raid enjoy your stay meloves

>>102289 I get what you mean and I won't blame anyone for being upset but I feel like most of us who've come to know him deeply can at least come to terms with his thought patterns. "I heckin' hate myself" memes aside he is so much sicker in the head than he lets on and he detests himself to his core, his impostor syndrome is so intense he can barely acknowledge it and it's the source of all of his behavior, positive or negative. He defaults to words like wanting to be "useful" to his friends in regards to mixing music for free and he deflects any positivity people attribute to him. It's fucking infuriating but it's a mindset rooted so deeply he could win a nobel prize and still not break out of it. No matter how many people love and support and admire him he cannot accept the affection and that compounds on top of his own self-loathing and makes him feel guilty for "betraying" fans' trust. He's said before that when he gets into slumps like this he will go several days without eating or cleaning or showering, he won't even reach out to his loved ones or open slack to reply to his manager. I have a feeling the latter is what weighed down on him until he broke. I could never picture him ever graduating normally in the near future unless there was an extenuating circumstance or new career prospect, it would inevitably be a result of his own inability to accept continuing to "burden" people with his shortcomings to the point of not wanting to give anyone the chance to validate him or give him attention before running away. With all that said, it is an objectively awful way to go out especially after such an incredible vtubing career and a random month of silence, I wouldn't fault anyone who's upset about it. I can guarantee no one is more pissed off about it than he is.

Holy intense match

TEAM WIPE LET'S FUCKING GOOO

THEY WON SECOND MATCH, THE TEAM GOES INTO FINALE!

For context, the whole premise of the tournament is 2 noob teams > 1 mid team > 1 pro team. Koto was in the noob team bracket and beat the mid team just now.

>>102450 Nope, your brain is probably thinking about this tweet.

Final match up. Unfortunately, that's all from me. I'll try to VODpost this and probably some other Koto stuff later when I'll have time

btw Klara is writing letters for Denauth for their anniversary. She said it's hard for her to put stuff into words without crying, so it's easier for her to just write it out

>Klara got the toasted mic back >Does this make me a comfy streamer chat? keke

>>102380 i was watching her last night when everything broke out. her continuing to stream and keeping up the mood regardless honestly just made me respect her so much more than I already did.

Klara... You're making me cry too goddammit...

Klara wrote in Japanese and people can't tell if it's hiragana, katakana or romanji.....

>No more japanese now No......

Ren guerilla.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_J1raRD-LdU

welp im crying again

>Klara is drawing vertically so her liver phone could capture her properly I understand the set up but this is so fucking scuffed.......

>>102503 She's writing on the walls...

Klara i have yet to understand why you still play through OBS preview

>Klara's second monitor, where YouTube studio and OBs are, is VERTICAL and not regular, this is why she has to play through OBS preview on her normal monitor Klara.......... This explains a lot.......

>>102506 If you wonder, this is how this set up looks like...

>>102506 >>102507 I have a similar setup, it's comfy imo. Save space and the second screen can be used to watch streams/threads without moving your head far away.

>>102509 Well yeah, but it's not really a good set up for streaming....

>>102512 True, but it's her preferences I guess.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dX9r8KsjnkE Ver playing Repo with Shu uki and a bunch of randoms

Reimu moved her stream to later today.....

feesh may not wake up in time for yakuza

>>102517 she's just going to sleep now? wtf

>>102517 >>102519 It's 6 hours before the stream, it's enough time to have a decent sleep, idk how you can even oversleep it

It was a nice membies. Cried a bit, but it wasn't sad, just sentimental. Also, something I just wanted to share: Klara did say that Twisty works behind the scenes and has some plans for Denauth in the future. Hope it will make you feel better

ikes twitter is locked now

>>102487 Checked on Twitter really quickly, seems like Koto's team lost this match. Oh well, third place isn't that bad, they did great. Will try to watch the VOD tomorrow

>>102516 >Not a single tweet since the announcement Fuck, this isn't normal for Reimu.... They used to be friends even before Niji, hope she isn't taking it too badly....

It's about Ike, so mods, please don't delete this

>>102525 By the way, Koto didn't tweet this, but there's a watchalong of semi-finalist teams of the final matches right now. She probably didn't realise that they're still streaming lol.... Anyway, more Koto is here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jzZpWQI_M-Q https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vsDA2tyYPfM

Melo is talking about her nipples in membership

>>102522 Thanks for this.

>>102533 Nice Id imagine they're brown

>>102533 She's talking about how hard it is to hide her nipples in certain attires because they peek out

>Melo just found out Chaika can take off the shiny nipple censorship on member streams Haha Melo you should do the same....

>>102539 why don't you stop believing the guy who spout nonsense 24/7 and will say anything for 5 seconds of clout ?

>>102533 >Comfort membership stream >Talks about nipples Meloco.... >>102536 >Enna's nipples peak out >Meloco's nipples peak out They are... >>102535 Well speaking of, Scarle did share the hex code of her nipples and they are brown iirc

>>102542 No no, not peak, they peek, she probably meant that the areola is visible

>>102543 areola peek is peak eroticism, way better than full boob out

>>101974 >>101975 >>101978 >>101984 >>101990 Man, just what the fuck did I wake up to?

>>102543 Oh... What outfit does she even wear for this to happen? Bikini..?

>>102543 >>102546 I think she actually meant downblouse, which makes way more sense.....

>>102546 I'd have to go back in the VOD once the stream ends to confirm what she was talking about

>>102545 >flag Bro slept the whole day

>>102522 Thanks anon

>>102544 I think the same, for me the best lewds are the ones where you see what "you're not supposed to" like areola peeks from certain angles or flat girls with loose clothes showing everything when you see them from above. Them not knowing is 10/10

>>102548 Well if she meant that she had downblouses, it can be either areola or the nipple itself. But it makes me wonder how she figured out that it's visible.......

>>102552 I think Melo would be the kind of person to get excited by being humiliated in public

>>102553 It's not really humiliation, it's straight up exhibitionism if she's aware of it...

>>102551 Anon.. Downblouse is the word for what you're describing...

>>102549 LOL, I was watching koto's team practice last night

>>102557 Koto's team ended at like 3 - 4 AM... Did you sleep for 15 hours? You also overslept the actual tournament.....

Melo's wallpaper for this month is so cute

>>102560 >She called it lolimelo 😭😭😭

Vox verified that Ike is ok, so you can use his tweet to re-assure others.

Melo is looking at ecchi art of her on stream now

She wants to commission more ecchi art!

Oh fuck yes now that Melo mentioned it her ASMR streams are WAY more popular than i'd thought holy fuck

>>102565 Some ASMR VODs from few years ago have around half a million views I think

She really wants to walk the line between sexyness and getting banned... >>102566 Yeah she wants an ASMR stream to reach 1 million views and i searched and one of them is actually at 800k

Melo ate a whole bag of dicks...

>>102559 Yeah I overslept... I was pretty much wasted, I think I also slept during the stream.

>>102567 Somebody should tell her that Scarle and Noraneko wear nipple clamps on stream, so she can try this too

>>102570 Nade nade... The VOD is there + I linked a watchalong of the final match too

>Melo wants to try slime ASMR on memberships first GET YOUR MEMBERSHIP

They are still robbing people with Ao Oni? Holy fuck just let it die, the base game wasn't even good to begin with

>>102571 >Scarle and Noraneko sorry

I think Scarle went to a host club https://x.com/ScarleYonaguni/status/1917601153636000102

New Ao Oni.....

>>102572 Thank you anon

>>102578 Good art, give me old anime vibes

>>102578 I was saving this picture and remembered saw i had this one saved too in my folder...

May and June seems like it's gonna be SUPER eventful for XSoleil as per Melo's words

Pathetic man is sometimes big boy pants man

>>102583 Lets go, 3d debut, i hope meloco can invite the whole ENIGMA gang, Kotoka can invite her whole league and ark gang

>>102585 I hope both of them chose to have the most jiggle physics on her models because i think both of them would pick that option

>>102584 Here's the clip https://x.com/stxrclips/status/1917598159234093188

>>102583 After that, there's a possibility that Krisis will get a 3D debut, or they might switch to the KR and JP branches, since Ruri needs to have a 3D model before the concert.

>>102588 Not entirely needed tbh, there is a good number of cases of livers debuting their 3D models at concerts before their actual debut, hell AR Live is a good example of that

>>102589 Both situations are different. EN couldn't go to Japan for recording while JP can. I believe Ruri will have her 3D debut like Salome before the concert.

https://youtu.be/EwPIL7XJN8c Collab for you guy

>>102584 The one thing I wish would stop but it never does.

>>102590 Just saying it wouldn't be out of this realm to think they could just debut the model on the concert, there's also Shellyn, Gil and some other more in JP who showed up in 3D at concerts before a debut. In any case fantasy predictions about 3D queues is like predicting the exact results of football matches at this point, just enjoy it and know that EN livers will probably tell you if they are filming their 3D in a very "wink wink nudge nudge" way lol

>>102591 the thumbnail is so cute.... lambros chicks....

this made my eyes water immediately, oh maririn https://x.com/MariaMari0nette/status/1917610572826435777

>>102594 Gil is still in 2d in every 3d live....

Going through my folders and wishing Klara had more lewds...

>>102597 He has a 3D model, he showed it at NJU 2023 if i remember right

Uki left the repo collab early, but Lucien replaced him.

>>102600 yeah he's also in the hatoful collab which is starting any minute now

fuuchan talking about cloacas and eggs in chat while freo watches

>>102607 wife corrupted freo with the eggpuns...

wife has freo making egg puns now..

>>102608 he should've stuck around to corrupt him slowly

jesus vanta's intro jumpscared me

>chloe is short of cloaca vox isn't there as expected

Ah. No willy and vox…

oh shit wilson is missing too......

putting fuuchan next to freo sure is a choice kek

>>102618 i knew vox wouldn't be able to appear on stream for some time but wilson really got hit hard by the sudden news, he was more affected that i thought..

>>102623 i wonder if we'll still get lambros smash then...

they're laughing at zali for being french....... KEK FUUCHAN

Le boom

>>102596 Is she saying she won't graduate or....? I'm not sure I get it.....

>>102633 She won't do what Shu did.

>>102633 inkya impulse

somehow fuuchan hasn't been spoiled on hatoful, wow

vanta is the guy from the world god only knows...

>>102633 that's what i thought too but apparently there's been lots of comments everywhere of quilldren asking not to take covers or streams down. it's really sad

vanta KEK

I'm surprised Vanta didn't know

Frayo

chloe carol..............

cloa carol......

i really wish willy and vox were there but i get it

>can't relax with that red meat inside >oh, me too brother

benta really organized everything for this collab

willy saying jeepers...

KEK LMAO ZALI

KEK Zali is perfect

my fucking sides zali really is perfect for sakuya

freorin my beloved

Literally Freo

Literally him

>>102634 >>102639 Oh thanks I was confused.

vanta cooked hard...

benta has me covered. he tried to make sure freo gets as many lines as he can

wife is a half-breed...

LITERALLY FUUCHAN

this was supposed to be vox wasn't it KEK

>a 150 lines wtf vanta actually did math for this

Cute Vanta fanboying out

i see why fuuchan left touchstarved to vanta

of course zali voices the doctor that will drug you up

>he is so educated KEK

wow so…educated

This spicy shrimp ramen I'm having doesn't taste so spicy to me like it used to. Maybe it's time for me to finally try Buldak noodles so I can see why Ike likes them so much. Besides torturing himself I suppose.

okosan is too perfect for doppi i hate this

I love doppios voice acting

A FUCKING BIRD

KEK I REMEMBER THIS DUDE

the sound effect of his leaving my sides

>he was my oshi OF FUCKING COURSE KEK

>>102669 It’s all I ever dreamed of

Glad the boys are having fun at least :)

I just noticed there's a skull with swirly eyes on a medicine bottle in the background why the FUCK would that be in a doctor's office?!?!

fuuchan calling freo a brat...

>>102683 I blame Kae and Zeal💀💀💀

>>102683 rape correction needed

holy vanta really came prepared damn

i respect the amount of time he dedicated to this

>>102685 Udon't need to do that, anon

>>102688 i'm gonna shove udon up your android pussy if udon't cut it out

doppi...

>>102689 Nyehehe I love Fufuchan's old man puns

please vanta do the nageki route with freo PLEASE

something about wife's amused smile behind freo's serious face cracks me up

His little "yay" was so cute!

>>102693 Freo's hair is so FWUFFY WUSHUWUSHUWUSHUWUSHUWUSHU

OH DEAR GOD

SEX WITH SHOTA BIRB FUUCHAN

>>102693 they should have sex

vanta sniffing freo's neck

>>102698 wife patiently guiding freo during his first time while letting freo suckle on his nipples

DOKOPIO

Coo coo, coo coo...

Hearing Ver's goose laugh on my tablet and the boys laughing about birds on the tv is peak comfy time. I love boys.

i knew vox was supposed to be sakuya kek... man >>102700 oh...

>>102705 Was whatever project this was supposed to be apart of ever finished?

wife passing off the mantle to vanta and we got two boys down from the original touchstarve lineup...

fuuchan is handing touchstarved to vanta officially... my heart... >>102706 yeah this is part of his archivist lore from last year

>freo as mhin man

pio died...

okosan come back...

i hope vanta keeps scarle as the girl they added... without wife around who will drag her into collabs...

>>102708 Oh okay good. I'm glad that's finished.

fuuchan has been marinating those coos in his brain...

https://x.com/EliraPendora/status/1917639176742396135 wiwa resting today

Worth the wait

Kek, it's perfect

his voice is indeed beautiful

>>102714 I read that as Fuuchan has been mariringing

doppio KEK >>102719 he is a chinese woman after all

>>102720 F W N B C

freo would want to rule the world from the shadows!

This is the best BFE we've ever gotten from Uki Violeta.

>>102722 freo will now be corrupted

>>102722 freo will neuter black cocks...

Arcade rhythm game machine mention!!! I wish there was a Beatmania machine near me >>102725 Actually, can this be the new meaning of the acronym? Or is it too soon....

he's so sex

Sasuga omegaverse expert

wiwa in chat discovering what they named the MC...

pommers mentioned

>well welcome to my life kek doppi schizophrenia rabu

fuuchan saying freo has a tsundere accent >>102728 it can be whatever anons want it to be! i also like finana will never be crewmate

>>102734 No crewmate?

i wonder who was fuuchan supposed to be if vox was originally yuuya

vanta has DID...

the MC is a literal cave woman

*Ride on Shooting Star plays in the background*

Uki is so perfect for this kek

Fuuchan is trying to THINK

Ver is calling us gorillas....

>society does exist, it's just run by pigeons >... that's fair

You can fit it into me, Doppio Heh Heheh

>go back to your love chair kek

le NTR

KEK PIO

Freo's face KEKKKK

Thank you Doppio kek

i love how freo's eyes open up KEK

Collab ended but Ver is now pulling Pokemon cards....

this exact scene happened in touchstarved with ais KEK

Holy shit Fuuchan that was great Thank you

Uhh... Fuuchan?