Laura's wholesome videos actually made me feel anxious. I had already accepted that I was a freak so I enjoyed her naughty stuff. But watching her have fun with her friends, play in the kitchen, generally acting like a pure chiId in contrast to her usual scandalous persona... Made me realize that this might be more than just a filthy fetish and that I might actually love girIs for more than just their bodies? That I could actually fall in Iove with one? I don't know why but I actually find that aspect of myself more disturbing than just being a sick pervert. Did anyone else feel like this too? Did you get more disturbed by the fact that you actually loved IittIe girIs than by the fact that you found them fuckabIe? And how long did it take you to get over it? I see many here are confident in their attractions so I'd like to be too.