OP again: I forgot to clarify: when I said "best", I meant either something like, deepest you ever went, or the longest amount of time where you just blanked out and had no recollection of what happened (successful amnesia).

>>372 just m0ch4, orgasmic resolution is incredible

Deepest (in every sense) experience with anal while listening https://www.pervertium.com/videos/11079/forced-sissygasm-brainscramble/ Deepest subspace trance experience https://www.pervertium.com/videos/8271/crazy-whore-now-in-1-hour-brainwashing/

Had a couple amazing benders, but each time I do it I feel closer to the edge of a precipice. A year ago or so, I did shrooms and weed at the same time. Up to that point, I already nearly exclusively smoke weed while dressing up. Doing both at the same time sent me into overdrive - I fucked myself in a mirror and had an out of body experience but also had the typical "oh fuck im on shrooms and panicking about the smallest of things" reaction that you get. Ever since then, when I smoke, I'm brought back to that moment where I did both at the same time. I get touch hallucinations - like when I put on my chestplate, I can feel the rubber ripping over my body on repeat. It's amazing but also really disconcerting. I get instantly turned into slut mode when smoking, where I get extreme pleasure from dressing and locking up. I don't think I've yet achieved a wet orgasm from this, but I don't need to - it's just that good. The best orgasmic high from this was waking up one morning at 4AM and feeling the urge. I plugged myself, smoked and dressed up, and listened to Shib / The Ritual, and had an out of body orgasmic experience. I came so hard that for at least a minute, I legitimately forgot who I was and lost control of my limbs. It was by far the most pleasure I've ever felt. There was another time that I smoked up, and slut-me instantly time locked myself into my electronic cage for 5 days. Of course, I used the override to get myself out afterwards, but there's just that feeling of "oh fuck, I'm in my slut clothes, I can't cum to get out of slut mode because I'm locked up. I'm stuck like this. how long will i be stuck like this? Is it going to be forever? A couple of days ago I did it again, except I locked myself up and put the keys out of reach before smoking, to make sure I at least have the ability to unlock when I'm no longer high. I had bought a bubble tea before, and set up water and exercise equipment so that I could do a workout routine while dressed up. It was amazing - my bubble tea and protein shake WERE straight cum. It wasn't imagined, it was my reality that I was chugging down 2 litres of cum, and then proceeding to dance to TikToks afterwards. I ordered some womb tattoos the other day, and I know that's going to take it to a new level - it'll be a symbol of my sissiness that I can't just remove when I'm no longer horny. I feel like a total fucking sissy hypno junkie and I both love it and am afraid of it. I should probably just get rid of all of my clothes and drugs, but it honestly feels too good to stop. I find myself wondering if humans have ever reached pleasure highs that I have with this - I can't imagine feeling any greater pleasure than when dressed up and high. sorry for the essay. None of this is a LARP or fantasy - it's all real. this is the consequence of mixing crossdressing / hypno / weed / shrooms.

>>407 wow that's elaborate. sounds like you're having reaaally good time. i wouldn't stop if i were you honestly. my interest in erotic hypnosis waned almost completely. i am visiting these boards out of habit. and back when i was into hypnosis, i didn't have 10% of the pleasure you had in a session, let alone "1 minute out-of-body orgasm." now that i "quit" hypnosis, i feel like i lost my sexual spark. i have little sexual interest, vanilla or "weird stuff." what you've experienced sounds amazing to me. if i were you, i wouldn't worry even a bit as long as my real life persona wasn't jeopardized. enjoy what you have, and be safe (when it comest drugs and whatnot) friend

>>407 What flavor bubble tea? Asking for...reasons...

>>425 hahaha it doesn't normally taste like cum, but I suppose I did get something a bit more cum-like. It was a mango slush with chunks of mango, grass jelly, cheese foam on top, and 50% sugar. The chunks really took it to another level.

>>407 damn, I'm jealous. can't wait to buy an outfit and do that whenever I want

>>574 tattoos came in - they're great

what about the best file that dropped you the deepest? a mlot of experience mentioning, but also curious what tists people got there with

>>635 Nikki - Because & Rapture series (with training) Kasha - Surrender Mona Blu - Stripdown Ellechemy - The Session after training her 101 & 201 files

Had another deep experience the other day, almost ruined my social life. Need to vent. The other day I got a haircut for the first time in ages, and at the moment I was kinda sad because long hair is just innately more fem. I didn't request a specific haircut, just told the hairdresser to give me something that he thought would look good. Keep in mind - I'm male presenting during all other aspects of my life besides kink. If you see me at a coffee shop, other coomer-brains would probably peg me as someone who would like to get pegged, but I'm otherwise not outed. So, I had noticed over time that the hallucinogenic effect >>407 I was getting from clothes was less present in previous sessions, so I decided to smoke more while taking an edible this time. It still didn't take me as deep as I had gone in previous sessions months ago, but I still went pretty deep. I of course started with shaving (which has elevated to a weekly routine) and doing a shallow clean before putting my HTV5 (knockoff) keys in a storage closet outside of my condo so that I couldn't unlock until I came down from the high - no escape via PNC alone. Once dressed up, I took some zinc pills - this is for more semen production, but mostly because I have somehow convinced weed-me that they're my 'girl mode pills', and that I can let loose after swallowing them. I get fully dressed up including my fake tits, skirt and thigh highs, heels, prostate massager, cage, choker, etc. An asian version of Skylar737, in goth mode. I'm not well versed in makeup yet, so I don't have any on but lipstick. At this point, I'm fully dressed up and ready to goon to hypno for the next ~3 hours. So, there's this girl I've been hung up over for what feels like ages, that I've recently managed to get back in touch with. We talk day to day, but nothing serious. At some point while gooning, she messages me. I can't mentally respond at this point, so I don't open the message, but otherwise my mind is completely unprepared for this. It's then that I have a realization - that I was dressed in a way that was exactly like I imagined her in my mind's eye, with the same colour of red lipstick, and the kicker - that my hairdresser had inadvertently given me her exact same haircut from her facebook profile. I realize that I have been inadvertently feminizing myself to BE HER. I have this realization and it hits me HARD. I look in my full body mirror and I can't shake this realization. My mind melts and I become her - her name overwriting my own in my mind. I have to see the visual comparison - I open messenger and I go to her profile, wanting to zoom in on her face - i tap and tap and tap to try for a larger picture, but it won't grow any larger. It is only after tapping on her face for a solid 10 seconds that I snap out of it and realize that the profile picture on messenger is literally half an inch away from the 'start a video call' button. christ - talk about dodging a fucking bullet. anyways then i proceeded to goon out to hypno for another 2 hours in what has become at least a weekly occurrence. Feels like I should start making and uploading my own porn.

>>705 Good. It's time to become a porn star.

...bump? Idk who is even still around here these days, where's the community now?

>>382 love these files... is there more? especially the 1 hour brainwashing seems to be intense.

>>1219 mostly on discord servers tbh. this is pretty dead imo

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