>>3864 Mera ungli jal gaya aur muje type karne me dikkat ho rahi hai

>>3864 Mhuje toh neendh aara hai yaar itna sone ke baad bhi

Whatever it was it wore off, i am back to being miserable again >>3866 That's sad yaar aaram karo >>3867 That's sad yaar so jao aaj main bhi jaldi so raha hu

>>3864 >>3864 final papre tommorow. tonights the last nighf ill have to stay awake(until mext exams). ill be reading some mango in my comfy blanket by tommorow evening. (｡~﹏~｡)

>>3869 Wow yaar all the best padho likho aur bade aadmi bano

>>3872 wtf

>>3872 tanks٩(๑`^´๑)۶

>>3864 Funnily enough yesterday I was feeling very restless and nothing made me feel good. I'm very easy to please and find comfort in the smallest things, besides yesterday was objectively better than some of the days in recent weeks yet nothing was feeling good.

>>3890 It's like period mood swings but without the bleeding.

>>3864 Life has been treating me pretty good lately. Had some amazing few days but they came to an end. Before I'd already start missing it, I remined myself to face it and move on. I cannot dwell in what was good. I do not need to hope for what might be good. I just need to let life take me in its flow.

>>4186 Do not let this cute picture distract you from the fact that frogs are ugly filthy disgusting creatures

>>4186 > I just need to let life take me in its flow Be the flow yaara

>>4191 >Be the flow If only I was ganesh williams

how are you guys?

>>6699 I slept 12 hours. Idk how long it has been since I had such relaxed sleep. Feel rested.

>>4186 Happiness is scary. It means the sads are coming

>>6711 Sometimes i get painful headaches right when i wake up. Today i got the same feeling when i woke up but it was a false alarm. And it's been months since I last got a headache. I'd normally feel it's due soon but it feels like it won't return this time.

>>6699 going with the flow >haa thoda dard hua >par chalta hai :)

>>6713 I do get them esp in winters. Having hot water helps Or the usual brufane dosage

>>6713 >>6716 nigga one day i was sick with fever and cold. i woke up at around 6:30 am and got a very sharp headache ache. but it was only on the left side of my face. everything from my eyesocket, jaw, teeth, forehead was aching but only on the left side. i tried everything from doing a handstand, wrapping my head with a rope tighlty, putting wet hankerchief. literally nothing worked amd then i went to a dogtor. i thought i had a brain tumor or something.

>>6715 >thoda dard hua huh who hurt you?

>>6717 This reminds me of the time I got covid. I had just received an sms with negative result that morning. This was a few days after I got tested. But by now I was developing slight feverish symptoms. Went to sleep that night hoping it'll fix itself by morning. Woke up at around 4am to my body feeling very strange. It was like there were a lot of tiny unhinged particles firing inside me but nothing escaped the skin. I woke up weak and somehow made my way to the bathroom. Was taking a piss and noticed the entire room felt like it was lit by incandescent light. Went to the fridge to drink some water and the white light of the fridge looked yellowish too. Came back and slept under the blanket but i couldn't stay still in the same position for more than 2 seconds. It took a long time but I somehow fell asleep. Woke up fine, didn't show any more symptoms after that. Only thing was that I lost my sense of smell (and thereby taste) for about 20 days. Really made me appreciate the sense of smell more.

>>6722 I wake up and sleep this way so often, I have normalized living with the pain and it is not OK. My workplace colleagues have instructions from boss to just ignore me when I zone out.

>>6723 >I wake up and sleep this way so often Wtf it felt like death after just 1 time i couldn't imagine going through that again >I have normalized living with the pain Tbh if it was me i wouldn't tell anyone either. I'd just try to sleep it off.

>>6722 coof was fucking scary. i know a guy in his 40s being bedridden in icu for 4 fucking moths. by that time the infection had damaged his lungs so much thst there literally paper thin at some point. bear in mind he was still in icu. doctors told his family that hell need a lung transplant or some shit like that. by the time they were arranging he had a lung tear and puked blood and died. the scariest part of coof was how unforgiving it was to some people and how absolutelu brootal and painful it was to others. god bless nobody goes through that shit. also really showed how fucking corrupt the whole hospital and pharma industry is in india. literal 100-200 rs shots were selling for 5000-7000 rupees. supply and demand i guess.

>>6723 get checked nigga

>>6726 >how unforgiving it was sry i meant forgiving

>>6726 Doctors , lawyers and journalists are absolute scum. Overheard nurses talking about organ stealing in their hospital. Never went there again. And I don't get scared easily. >>6727 I did. Doesn't matter.

>>6730 good doctors are alright lawyers and journalists, however, are the bottom rung of society and form the dark triad with entertainers(influenzars and actors)

I am feeling so energetic rn I want to play football alas, I have no friends... Thinking of buying one and playing with myself... Playing football with myself I mean.

>>6841 Kicking football against a wall is endless fun

>>6841 How much will you pay for a friends. I might have a deal for you, considering fair price.

>>6843 > Yeh koi randikhana hai ?

>>6842 on my incel walk the other day (the same day I posted this) I saw a kid playing catch with himself. it didn't look as bad as i thought, maybe I will actually do this kek >>6843 I would rather sex a prosti

Spent yesterday with my cousin and he was playing music on a low quality chinese bluetooth speaker. Made me remember my radio days. Very nostalgic. Today morning felt fresh too.

Just spent like 30 mins on the roof walking because it was too hot inside felt nice not doing anything

>>3864 This is peak relaxation for me.

>>7076 This reminded me of the smell i had completely forgotten

>>7076 I like this a lot it feels nice I also like the smell of picrel it gives me a high I would wear navratna but it smells too strongly of camphor so I feel like people won't take me seriously :( >>7077 saste nashe yaara

>>7078 True, navratna smells so good but it's definitely not something I'd wear in public. Also crazy how I've never smelled navratna in public even though it's so popular. Maybe no one likes to have it on when they're outside.

>>7077 >>7078 >>7079 Navratna + sunlight == Smell amplification It also leaks under heat, causing it to flow on sides, red in color. The smell is truly a force of nature. I have never tried this oil, I will try it. Without hair oil, I couldn't get through school. All the brain using for exam fagging, used to dry my scalp. > Saste nashe Indeed. The best pleasures.

There was a powecut today so all street lights were off. Felt so good riding in complete darkness with barely any vehicles out. No blinding headlights either. Summer nights are beautiful.

>>7096 wtf where do you live? we had a powercut as well

>>7098 Was there a temple re-inauguration where you live

>>7096 >>7098 Light jati hai aur main scooty pe nikalta hoon to kutte mere peeche pad jaate gain. Padte to waise bhi hain. Par light jaane pe unki himmat bhad jaati hai.

>>7120 Aise time pe gaadi dheere chalao to kutte chup ho jate hai

>>7119 yes wtf >>7120 next time, mix their food with chocolate. nigga will die within hours. modern indian dogs are chinlet beta fags. i saw one getting chased by a chicken.

>>7128 > i saw one getting chased by a chicken Hahahahahhaha

god i wish i could go back in time atleast 150 years and live on a small island somewhere. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wH9u3gmLNJ4

>>7136 This is sad because i don't think there's any place in India where you can truly stay miles away from civilization. There's always gonna be people everywhere.

>>7120 Modern dogs aren't even territorial. They probably do it for the keks. Just slow down near a barking dog and you'll see it acting all silly >>7128 See you at bholenath pan stall

>>7137 Not at all. Plenty of villages, minor forests etc have been abandoned fully now. There are pickets of silence. Though only for few kms

>>7138 Will try this next time I am in India.

>>7137 i dont really want to get away from civilization desu. i would just like to go back to the "" simpler"" times, away from the awfully competetive, scamming, lying, rude and arrogant people nowadays. smh. this all is based on my belief that people were different back in the day(which probably is false) but atleast i wont have to experience the horrors of modern world(temperature, air, water, pollution, information) >>7140 just chuck a few stones at them.

>>7142 You cannot choose one and reject the other. Matsyaraj is a part and parcel of being 'India'. We are cheap labour and cheap resources for the world. Which means that only the immoral get rewarded. This might change in future. But if you live in a big city, people will not show you their honest side.

>>7142 The only solution is to design your life in a way, that you have pockets of silence and a small circle of people you trust in between the unwelcome experiences. This is how most people survive. Matsyaraj here means the strong eat the weak. Kautilya says that the duty of a king is to prevent this in a kingdom.

>>7143 >But if you live in a big city, people will not show you their honest side things arent really better in small villages too. people are just too divided and poor. if its not religion, its caste. if not caste, then its between families. if not that, then its between brothers. if they have money, bribe the police. if they have contacts, fearmonger with the help of a politician. dog eat dog. >>7146 >The only solution is to design your life in a way, that you have pockets of silence and a small circle of people you trust in between the unwelcome experiences. i have felt this way but i struggle forming any meaningful connections. anyway its getting tangetial now. i have come to accept that people (including me) are imherently "selfish" and theres nothing wrong with it. being selfish is a necessary trait for survival in wild and in human society.

>>7149 Societal wealth is a general differentiator. If you are surrounded by relatively rich people, then you will find overall better circumstances. Once people have the basics sorted, then it becomes easier. > Gaon Not every village is the same. Old villages that are doing well economically, due to traditional activities are more kino to live in than any other places in India (I am not a gaonfag or gandhian gaon supporter, but credit where it is due). Other villages are just sources of cheap labour and cheap agri products. Look at Punjab. People are unhappy and leaving in troves. > Lack of meaningful connections Don't try do it with words but through actions. Join some activity, you will bond with people better.

>>7151 How wealth is earned also matters. Village of artisans will be happier than village of onlyfan's whores. Similarly, village of Punjabi landlords will be sad compared to a village of army fags even though one is richer than the other.

>>7152 Because artisans support each other (in many cases) while only fans whores compete with each other. Same with landlords, they don't create any value so compete with each other. Army fags support each other because they have to and often their fates are tied together.

>>7096 Saw a JCB at night with headlights turned on for the very first time yesterday. It was so beautiful. How have I never wondered about it until now.

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Went to bank after a long time and the new cashier was soo cute. Skinny, wavy hair, glasses, acne scar on her cheeks, probably 26 and talked so sweetly. I had butterflies when she glued my passport sized photo on the form. No woman had made me feel that way in years. This happened in the afternoon and when I got back home I took a nap. Woke up and I'm already forgetting her face. I can't even remember her voice correctly. Entire evening felt like waking up after healing from a fever. Weather was weird too.