Literally, this is all I do now - get spun, take Molly, goon off, edge, and fuck nonstop, 24/7. I always wear cock rings and ball stretchers, even in public. I'm on day three of just kinky and hardcore stuff, and I'm about to let a trans woman face-fuck me this morning. I love seeing how long I can edge for, and I'm already hypersexual without substances, but when I do stimulants, I lose 100 percent of inhibition, and end up doing things I should probably regret. I no longer hide it; I don't shut my door or windows, and sometimes people want to get high and chill, so I just kick on some porn and even start fapping. I've been caught doing wild shit because I black out; I've been caught sucking my friends' dogs' cocks, and getting fucked by my ex's dog. I'll hook up with or pay for t-girls and tell them to take out their darkest desires and darkest selves on me...lol. I've been filming myself, streaming, and begging strangers to punish me since I was 10. Am I the only one out there like this, or am I demon-possessed? Is my inevitable death from over-dosing while bound and gagged my destiny? ...and a photo of my kinkiest ex-girlfriend on her 18th birthday