>>91760 
>OBJECTIVELY sexual! 
You're an idiot.
>I don't want to loose my virginity to a MAN I'm not attracted to! 
Then why did you meet him for a tickle session you literal braindead moron? Let me break this down for you: to us, everyone with this fetish, tickling IS sexual. Period. No "objective" no "yeh but I'm ace and I hate sex!" no "it's a hobby" bullshit.
You fap to it. You fantasize to it. It makes your pee pee hard. It's. Sexual. It's as simple as that. You don't have to spill a load into the guy for it to be sexual, as long as your cock is hard from it, then that's all it takes for it to be sexual.
If you're attracted to this guy? If you're thinking about going to future sessions with others? Lay out some rules. Admit you're a virgin. Not every sexual act ends with you cumming in someone's ass or vice versa; hell there's lots of fags who absolutely hate anal so they suck instead. That's just called tastes. Get this idea of "I have to actually have the great sex for it to be sexual!" Out of your numbskull. That's retarded gender nonsense.
The fact that you're spilling this masochist fantasy on this board says either you're too retarded to bring this to your regular friend group or you're just rage baiting, but a rage bait would be way more obvious so I'll just assume you're from Eastern Europe where being gay carries a big societal stigma, helped in no small part by the nonsense gays in the West have been pulling the past decade.
Lay out your virginity to your chosen partners next time, no lies, no secrets. Be honest with them, sure have some boundaries and go at your own pace, but also don't chicken out of it being sexual so hard that you become some weirdo idiot saying a bunch of made up bullshit to justify your intense celibacy. Find a balance. Too much into virginity? And you're a freak making up genders to justify it. Too much outside of virginity? And you're a whore, or worse, get no enjoyment at all.