>>39922 It isn't so much a problem for me because I consider HDG to almost be a horror setting. Having to tiptoe a line of supposed "normalcy" and "healthy behavior" or else risk losing personhood is something ripped straight from my deepest nightmares, being someone who falls into the bizarre niche of highly sociable and extroverted and borderline autistic. If I learned the affini were coming tomorrow I'd slit my wrists in the shower and pray God forgives me for being weak when we meet. It's all fantasy anyways, I just think it's fun to follow through with the deeper implications of how settings and fictional societies work. I find it hard to stop myself doing it anyways.

>>39978 I dont want to be a person, which is why HDG draws me... but i dont want to be a retarded toddler flort or participate in a system that allows them to exist. Im extroverted and sociable which is exactly why the concept is so disgusting to me. Maybe i lack the tism tho allow me to look past how gross CGL is as a kink concept.

Christ nigger just take a break already instead of spreading negativity for no reason. Twitter tier 'muh pedoshit' retardation. 'Oh yea of i was offerd Infinitiv happiness for free i'd just become am hero right away' hurrr

>>40016 Bitch, fuck you and your pedojack bullshit. You literally have someone in kink thread saying they want to be an actual fucking 4 year old. Maybe I shouldn't be surprised tranny coded fiction turned into this. Are you actually fucking blind or have you rotted your whole fucking brain out jacking it to fiction about retards with the mental capacity of children getting fucked? "Muh infinite happiness" bitch please I can do drugs without some creepy ass free decided id look better in diapers or some shit.

>>40016 >'Oh yea of i was offerd Infinitiv happiness for free i'd just become am hero right away' But it isn't free, there's a catch, uncertainty. You have to ask if the joy is real or just a chemical forgery? What is joy without pain and sorrow, and how does it hold if you fear if you'll even still be yourself tomorrow?

>>40031 roleplay and reality are different but it's not surprising a chud with his brainstem pre-removed would come in here and start ranting about how much he hates trannies out of nowhere. fuck off back to your hole

>>40038 >You have to ask if the joy is real or just a chemical forgery You totally don't have to ask that though. It's sooooo easy to keep going through life happy without questioning anything at all! >>40074 Don't engage with trolls

ummm i'm really sorry i didn't mean to make people feel uncomfortable. if it helps, i don't literally want to be 4. it's not an actual return to childhood but rather an idealized, imaginary, roleplay form of it. i get how it's really weird though. it seems like a lot of people are really uncomfortable with that kind of stuff lately, maybe it's time i tune it down for the thread and just write about it privately. i don't want to make anyone leave just because of something i like, that'd be awful. like this should probably just be a place for anyone who wants to talk about hdg, it's probably a bit unfair how much i spam cgl stuff now that i think about it. you can like the setting however you want you don't need to think of it all as a cgl thing. the florets can just be stupid and happy, it's really just personal interpretation. i feel bad that i maybe ruined it for you after talking about this kind of stuff

>>40090 Please don't tone it down, aura. Your posts are my favorite part of the thread, and it makes me happy to see someone else here who likes the same things I do.

>>40090 Aura, anon is clearly either having a mental episode or js outright trolling. Loathe as I am to admit it, HDG is CGL coded as fuck and its just kinda part of the setting that you either appreciate or at least learn to live with. I think the fact that anon started trying to do the weird tranny = pedo comparison revealed their entire motive, so you really literally shouldn't pay them any mind. Nona, fuck off. Let people enjoy shit, goddamn.

>>40090 You pretty much single handedly turned this into a CGL thread. I wish the whole breastfeeding bullshit never even fucking started. Fucking gross. Fuck. >>40106 Fuck yooouuu Psycho-Sama why did you have to follow us?

>>39989 I personally avoid that stuff, but I'm not too bothered by the more common coloring books and stuff. It doesn't bother me so much. My flavour is something else you'd find unpalatable so I won't get into it. No, I don't think true baby age regression is common. There's not much fun to be had with babies, as you've gathered >>40090 You've done nothing wrong that I can see >>40116 You only just noticed her? Seems you're the one who followed the rest of us then

>>40128 My preference is slaves, servants, and dehumanization. HDG gets really close to that while also being fluffy. But fuck if I cant go five steps in this fandom without tripping over grown ass fucking kids wishing they never grew up. Creepy Peter Pan ass bullshit.

>>39440 >shaky bodycam footage of an affini slowly approaching a feralist in the maintenance space under the ship's drive core, curled up in the fetal position and crying >asmr-quality recording of the floret-to-be crying as the 'finni snakes a vine loaded with As and Es through the metal grate >goonerfinni squeezes her tablet so tightly as the plunger depresses and the chemicals enter the floret's bloodstream that the screen cracks

>>40140 Kink fiction =/= reality oml

Mistress will take away the bad thoughts dont worry

>>40192 But I like my bad thoughts, they keep me company :[

>>40196 If you like them they are per definition notbad thought

>>40172 If you check her fabricator records, she goes through a shameful amount of tablets.

I wanna be snatched of the street and drugged and brainwashed please

>>33049 Damn i sure sent the thread into a shitspiral with this huh Sorry about that friends

I wanted to crosspost this neat art from the libpol thread, cause i dont think ive seen it before and some of you probabbly arent over there

>Time to burn these alien tree hippies with my SUPER DEATH PISS >PSSSSSIIIIUUMMMMMMMM

>>40691 I exhaled air from my nose in amusement

>>40225 Im pretty sure being unreasonably attached to the notion that I'm a horrible person whom everyone should run far away from does not make them good thoughts. I just cant understand the world without a lens of suffering (due to traumatic upbringing) and need to lean on those a lot to make things make sense. Need a plampt. Or a therapist. Or an absolutely brain breaking amount of drugs. Or all three at once. >>40658 I think its the same anon that keeps "quitting" the thread and coming back, based on the "psycho-sama" comment. I dont think theyre genuinely a troll, just someone who is sorting through some mental health issues. Dont blame yourself. >>33049 Ive actually been thinking about this a LOT lately. Way waaaay back when we were still on /tttt/, I initially had a bit of a breakdown about the idea of someone caring about me - especially someone more confident than me... I didn't like the idea cuz i wasnt suppose to but people responding with nice and caring messages made me feel nice and it was confusing. Staying here has kinda been an exploration of that. It took me an embarrassingly long time to realize the entire setting is CGL coded and so I became uncomfortable with it again because I really dont like CGL, but... is it just cuz im supposed to? Why do the same aspects of the setting ick me when reframed from a caretaker or even owner role to a more parental one? I mean, the obvious answer is that I was literally tortured by my mother and conditioned/brainwashed into being a soldier while most kids starting from when most kids were coloring inside the lines... so, obviously, my reference point for "childhood" and "parent-child relationships" is not only sour, put panic inducing. (But I know as a mother twice over that childhood can be a joyous thing. My kids are very happy and well off) And yet with the parent angle sanded off, HDG was highly appealing to me. Its made me start to think about lot about what the core appeal of CGL is. Ive chosen over time to separate CGL from mommy kink (the part that grosses me out) and examine it and... Im still... figuring it all out, I dunno. Words are hard.

>>40942 *especially someone more *competent* than me Gosh, my new phone's autocorrect is worse than the last. I swear its AI driven with the stupid shit it suggests. And yet it doesnt seem to try to correct simple spelling errors anymore...

>>40822 I'm glad my insane revolutionary ramblings against a hypothetical alien drug love-state amuses you, anon

>>40942 >[...] does not make them good thoughts Aw man, now you made it real. I was just messing. Im sorry. Do i maintain im right though, taleast in a way. You describe these thoughts and your attachment to them as negative and irrational - so, can you realy say you *like* them? Cause, it realy sounds like you dont. Thats what makes it an *irrational* attachment, yes? You *cant* like bad thought, cause if you liked them then they wouldnt be bad. Does that make sense? Am i being a douce and/or an idiot? I dont know how to help you with that, im afraid, im neither a giant plant nor a therapist. I hope you get a handle on it eventualy.

>>41251 Ahhh feck, sorry, misread the convo. Trying to dial back my random vents, haha. Thank you tho. Theyre my brainworms and they all have names. :[

Mistress please to attach collar to neck :)

Guess whats back fags, pack yer bags! https://boards.4chan.org/trash/thread/74513278 That the pre-exodus thread, btw, they just loaded a backup or something i guess

Yeah, nah, it's cool here.

“Little solace comes to those who grieve when thoughts keep drifting as walls keep shifting and this great blue world of ours seems a house of leaves moments before the wind.”

House of Leaves is a wild book.

>>45523 Thats an understatement. @@

Is that the tranny loving fandom by trannies for trannies?