It's a shame seeing all these men longing for love and a family to raise, knowing that all women are cheating whores without exception. Even my own mother is an adultress who cheated on my Dad when I was in preschool or whatever. The cunt told me herself once I'd grown up. The best a man can hope for is a woman that cheats once and never again out of guilt - but they've gotta get that first bit of whoredom out of their system first.
There's even debate as to whether women can actually love at all - after all, they're not attracted to a man as a person, but rather to what he can provide them. This is why old marriages were arranged and transcational - men wanted children, and knew better than allowing women to pull their bullshit. The men of every good period of civilization knew better than to trust women to restrain themselves.
I've dated half a dozen women if not more - I've lost count - and I've "fallen in love" twice. Once with my middle school puppy love crush who I never dated but was friends with (I had her email and everything), and once with a foreigner who had to leave the country - and of course, based on Miss Foreigner's kissing skills, she'd been through miles of it already so it was a fling and nothing more. Every other person I've felt only lust for, or used them entirely for my ego, or liked but never intended to commit to because apparently my taste in women is 50/50 mentally ill (because every woman is also a fucking pill popper or tiger striper these days).
Honestly only the first time was pure love unadulterated by the knowledge of carnal desire, everything since has just been wanting to fulfill my lust or my ego in ways that would only destroy me or her. I want to have children, but it's an act forbidden, because doing it would destroy my short life, because of a clown world justice system of course. At any time a woman can feel done with the relationship, and take the kids with her - of course, you still need to pay for her shoe collecti- er, I mean the kids child support. Don't forget alimony! That's assuming it gets as far as children at all - I've had my girlfriends blow me, but I've never let them fuck me. I felt they didn't deserve it, and that I didn't want to create life with a person I wasn't willing to spend my life with.
Every woman I try to date, it just feels like a damn waste of my time and money - they're emotional and financial drains, literal parasites. Even the nice ones that do whatever you say, like this freaky band chick I dated, are awful. Those types are just annoying, even if seemingly obedient, because they can turn anytime and they're so freaky it's a turn-off. Not to mention the guilt factor of having taken a band-geek and turned her freak factor to 11 for my pleasure. I had that bitch walking around a water park with a bikini several sizes too big for her, so her nips were continuously visible. Nobody said anything despite several noticing, LMAO. Maybe they thought "ah, young love" and left it alone, eh? It's amazing how you can have a woman wrapped around your ring finger to the point of calling you "master", but it only makes you feel empty and guilt-ridden inside, knowing you don't actually give a fuck about her. Ironically, me not giving a fuck is what made her into me - all the girls I gave a fuck about I was never able to land, or did land and then found out they were mental patients (i.e. crippling depression, cutting themselves, unmedicated bipolar disorder etcetera). By the way, I broke up with the freak band geek after that whole master incident - I'd proven I could attain total control over a woman I don't care about, and it only disgusted me, horrified me even.
I stopped dating when a bitch I barely knew (as in, literally one non-sexual interaction with her, and none sexual) fucked me over in college, and I've only made a couple passes at women since while getting my shit together. One thing's for sure, I'm never letting a woman touch my cock again unless I can see myself in a rocking chair on a porch with her in my 80s. Even then, bitch better put a ring on my finger first, and she better know I ain't signing a damned government paper on principle and will honor kill her myself (honor beat her if she's lucky) when she tries to pull any bullshit on me. Having gotten my shit together the hard way now (financially anyway, spiritually I'm a chan poster for heaven's sake), I'm sticking to my guns on that for my sake and for hers.
A boy is supposed to grow up and be a man, but other men with firearms will throw you in prison or kill you if you act too manly and demand access to your children, or else. This dogshit system can't last, it won't last. History has shown that these periods come and go, and eventually women WILL be put back in their place either by the restored civilization or its conquerers. So, there's hope - maybe I'll live to see it.