>>1042 
I  saw that now.
I just remembered that if there is something new on the general chat, it will not be at the top.
>hit me on personal level 
Well, I guess I can say the same thing. For some reason, it really scares me.
I should have warned you about this. I'm sorry for making you feel bad.
>if it could happen to other person. 
Oh, so it was that. Well, I guess I'm about to have the biggest change in my life.
If I can pass the University entrance exam this year, I'll go back to the big city and live alone.
Thankfully, my uncle and aunt are still there, which makes it less scary.
>Which make me think I'm getting older 
It's a little strange to realize that it's time to take responsibility for my life.
I can't delay things anymore; I need to put more effort into it.
I hope I can pass the exam in the first year. Ugh, it will be the worst year of my life.
There will be no summer break for me, I guess...
But I'll check here every day. (Actually, it has already become a part of my routine.)
I'm creating an entry folder; I'll be serious this time and won't delay anything.
(Probably, I'll be ridiculous, but please bear with me.
If I do something in the future that will bother you, I apologize in advance.)