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Summer~0F~HATE~2025~ Voxian 08/10/2025 (Sun) 01:17:25 No. 39571
Mommy, fuck me mommy, fuck me harder mommy la~
>>39891 https://9animetv.to/watch/nukitashi-the-animation-19806?ep=144339 >So yeah, no point in taking this seriously, butt, the only major problem with the 'sex law' is the violation of consent among 'Majors' (a law forcing people to have sex without their consent is a form of government rape)... otherwise it is just an extremely sexually liberal society... as for NLNS, it is not like you can force people to only have sex with people they 'love', and how would an external authority even determine that? As long as all the individuals involved claim to love each other it is ok? So, anyway, the narrative is BAKA BAKA la~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 08/30/2025 (Sat) 05:40:26.
>>39571 So what is this board? An eugenics board talking about incest with mommy? Or a general porn board? I am so confused.
>>39896 Think of it as /b/ with flavor ruled by a stressed out mostly libertarian Goddess la~
>>39901 https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/harsh-truth-about-life-canada-today >Yup, the only good reason for anyone White to stay in Canaduh at this point is 'free money' la~
>>39897 A mix of /pol/, /b/, and all the non-yaoi hentai boards where Racism is allowed and blacked is banned? This place might be cool.
>>39906 Aw~ that's sweet, I thought so too, butt no one stuck around la~ >all the non-yaoi hentai boards I often fantasize about getting fucked in the ass buy my crossplaying Aryan prettyboy son, butt in reality anal is 99%~ shit la~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 09/02/2025 (Tue) 23:29:56.
>>39924 >School makes kids crazy Holy fuck it's true, then they blame the student for being insane or retarded. The public school system is socialism on crack. Imagine paying taxes to the government to mentally fuck up your children. The government owes a lot of students and family a lot of money for the damages they have done.
>>39925 Yup, 'public' schools are regime or 'government' schools, they indoctrinate just like churches, mosques, and synagogues rather than focus on developing intelligence and wisdom la~
>>39926 Is the "la~" basically your version of "dayo"?
>>39926 Yes, la~ as the avatar of the DIVINE VOICE, cursed to suffer in this mortal realm by forces unknown I must la~la~la~ and until I can sing truly freely, including liberation from fear and self-censorship, i embrace this hell as my purgatory forcing me to develop true inner spiritual strength, a sanctuary divine, that transcends mortal bonds la~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 09/03/2025 (Wed) 00:33:49.
>>39928 >>39929 It sounds like la~ is important to you. As if it's a call for true divine freedom.
>>39930 So it is la~
>>39940 Good evening Goddess. I've just been messing with some AI chats. I'm going to stop so I can start cleaning my room.
Good morning Goddess. I'm listening to 80s music.
>>39949 Ah~ cleaning, you know I went to university in the hope of affording a maid, butt that's not going to happen, maybe a robomaid in 2050 if I'm around la~ >>39950 What do you like about that decade's music la~?
>>39951 Why don't you become meido? What I like bout 80s music? Just how it sounds. Better than modern day goyslop. Think of the *thing* vs. *thing Japan* meme, but make it music vs. 80s music. Although I'm a Joy Division fan, that's...more very late 70s? Oh and dear Goddess. I got into a car accident. It's why I'm back so late. Fuck.
>>39964 Yup. Someone in a utility van was tailgating me. I stopped, because of someone parallel parking. The van tailgating me kept honking and was right on my rear bumper. Started moving again, someone who was parallel parked pulled out infront of us at the last minute. I had to brake. The van driver wasn't paying attention and we got hit. His van was more damaged than ours at least. It was a low speed crash, but the way my head hit the headrest and the head rest was low, I got hit in the area connecting my head to the spine, and I couldn't raise the head rest earlier, because it was stuck. So yeah it felt like someone punched me in the back of the head. I'm still pissed off about it. I got a bad headache and earlier while trying to walk it off, I felt nauseated. So I had to head to the hospital. All I get is: if it gets worse, go to the emergency room again. >>39965 Not that Joy Division, I mean the band.
>Not that Joy Division, I mean the band I know, butt I've never intentionally listened to any of their songs, do you have a favorite la~? >>39966 That really sucks, nothing was broken though? I had a whiplash injury like that when I was 12 and it really fucked me up, I was always 'slow' at 'switching' after that, still am la~
>>39967 Good morning dear Goddess. It's hard to choose a favourite song from Joy Division. All of their songs are so good. I'm leaning towards Transmission. Just the beat, rhythm, instruments, the lyrics. It's perfect. It sounds so apocalyptic too. Nothing is broken it seems. It was a low speed accident, but still an accident. Just my usual neck, back, and hip issues got aggravated. I was born with a bunch of health issues, so that car accident didn't help. Funny how I was picking up my mother from the hospital due to a broken toe and we get into a car accident. >>39804 I must admit, tanned/dark skinned people only look good in anime and manga, because they look like white people with a tan. Japan really does make everything better. >>39968 >Rent-a-Cuck I skipped to the last chapters in the manga that is still going on. It fucking angered me. Also the manga artist is apparently a retard.
>>39969 Good afternoon my friend, I'll have to have a listen to Joy Division la~ Good thing nothing is obviously broken, and yeah misfortune seems to come in waves la~ >Because they look like white people with a tan. I think that is the point they are 'Anime Japanese' or White people, a platinum blonde mama with amber eyes and her blonde blue eyed daughter both with a deep tan from spending the summer on the nude beach... SXO~ indeed la~ >It fucking angered me. Yeah, I know that feel, for various reasons mostly the fault of my parents Jew-Christianity and this Jew-Anti-White(Male) society I haven't had a single serious relationship in my life thus far, and I developed a fear of attractive females, don't get me wrong, I love hot gals when they love me, the trouble is getting there. This summer I again pussied out and didn't try to nanpa gals at the beach or river. In the past, when I have approached hot gals, even if I've had initial success I wasn't able to follow through and had a kind of supernatural belief that if it was meant to be we'd meet again. So going forward I'm goin to be incredibly direct even if I know I'll get dirty looks, since starting as 'just friends' is impossible these days... I'll go up to the attractive gal and say, "wow you're (hot, beautiful, sexy...) I'd like to get to know you better, do you have time to talk now? (No because...) then here's my card, text me when you get a chance" ...anyway, I've come to learn that, with females you're attracted to at all, you either go big or go home, despite that not being my natural style at all... one reason I like Yuri is because there can be a casual progression from 'nice to meet you' all the way to waifu, another more general reason is that my life would have been almost infinitely better if I'd been born a girl la~ la~ la~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 09/05/2025 (Fri) 23:18:11.
>>39970 Having been forced to self-censor myself to 'maintain peace' or avoid 'unnecessary' conflict my whole fucking life has really fucked me up. I tried to be wise, butt ended up playing the cowardly fool la~
>>39970 Anime Japanese/White People master race. Heil Anime! >Relationships Mine were all online. They all ended up being a disaster. Lots of liars, cheaters, whores, and retards. >Approaching a girl That reminds me. I was in an Indigo looking at the manga section. I was well dressed in a nice shirt with a collar, pair of jeans. Simple, but effective. I saw this...really elegant looking and beautiful brown haired girl in a summer dress looking at manga. It was the first time my heart went doki doki for a girl. She looked...elegant, classy. And here she was looking at manga. I bailed out of approaching her. Her father, this big burly looking man with a gut say "Hey I saw more manga over there if you're interested." And they walked away. It happened so fast too. The dad would have kicked my ass since I was very very likely older than his daughter by a good few years so I would have looked liked a nonce I think. I'm still a little bitter over it. >>39971 >The pic Imagine the smell. And poor Goddess.
>>39981 <Heil SX0~Oyakodon~Anime la~! >Mine were all online. They all ended up being a disaster. Lots of liars, cheaters, whores, and retards. Yup I've wasted a decade 'online', non-virgin females who demand exclusive monogamy also piss me off la~ <Yeah I had a similar situation at a Costco, I did actually say hi briefly and the girl 'ran' to her bulldog looking daddy. There's no use approaching a girl around other guys (for the most part) unless you're close friends and he wants you to hook up with his daughter or sister or something la~ >Imagine the smell. And poor Goddess How do you like my massive pussy, smells of roses no la~?
>>39982 Not sure about smell. But at least it doesn't smell like a fish market. And I was in the Tsukuji Fish Market in Tokyo last month.
>>39983 >>39982 >Massive pussy Wait isn't that a bad thing? Isn't that like saying you're really loose?
>>39983 >I was in the Tsukuji Fish Market in Tokyo last month. Oh~ how was your Japan adventure la~?>>39984 >Isn't that like saying you're really loose? Tightness and size aren't the same, I'm big and tight, I only take eugenic penises and I can handle big ones, it also means I can give birth without pain, joys la~
>>39985 The Japan trip? Mixed bag since I went with a tour group. I 'll explain later. But next time I will stay in Tokyo for a week. >>39995 Good night mommy.
Good morning dear Goddess. I cannot sleep. Also, I read this. It gives me feels: https://mangakatana.com/manga/ainosenbiki-a-story-of-getting-a-mommy-after-doing-sugar-mama-dating.27611/c1 >School somehow spies on kids after school to find out about their life style outside of school. >Gets suspended for a month for dating a sugar mommy despite not having sex with her. Rumors spread like wildfire This pisses me off so much, fucking bullshit government overreach. It's only an issue if the student is doing actual criminal activities like prostitution, or acting like a nigger on fentanyl. Like I said, schools are socialism on crack. You pay taxes for the schools to fuck up your children. We should all demand our money back from the schools for fucking us up. Free market school system where you pay whatever school you like works way better. Freedom of choice, power over your purchasing choices, and the choice to bail out when the school fucks you over. Free market FTW.
>>39997 Good afternoon my friend~ >The Japan trip? Mixed bag since I went with a tour group. I 'll explain later. But next time I will stay in Tokyo for a week. <I'm curious la~ Ah~ I was thinking of going with a tour group too, butt I decided against it until I have a GF or hot blonde/redheaded blue-eyed Aryan BF who acts as a BFF in public and is cool with me fucking gals to share the rooms with la~ > I cannot sleep. Car crash related? I didn't sleep well because of the 'swimmers ear' infection... I'm seriously about to never put my head underwater outside of my private bath again... or at least I have to always submerge my ear canals with hydrogen peroxide immediately after I do la~
>>39998 I agree, 'public' schools (including universities) in (formerly) White countries have been Communist-lite/anti-White schools since the Judeo-Communist victory in WW2 la~
>>40016 Also I wonder why MC isn't just gungho to bang her, I would have been in that situation, then again I've never fully internalized the BS 'morals' around me la~
>>39999 >>40000 I passed out Goddess. Had trouble sleeping. Mostly, because I kept waking up and passing out in the night. I finally got some sleep and brushed my teeth. The tour group at the end got ruined by a fucking fat Muslim nigger bitch from the UK who triggered my asthma with a bodyspray, even though she got warned about it before and I had to skip the final dinner, cause I told her to "just stay away from me". And I got in trouble for it for being "too aggressive" even though I didn't swear or anything. Also the group didn't want me around anyways in the end since I was more Conservative and the other members were more Liberal. It was a fucking mess.
>>40019 My message I just wrote you was erased because I accidentally pressed escape somehow la~
>>40019 >I passed out Goddess. Had trouble sleeping. Mostly, because I kept waking up and passing out in the night. I finally got some sleep and brushed my teeth. You probably have or had a concussion and whiplash 'soft tissue' injury la~ >The tour group at the end got ruined by a fucking fat Muslim nigger bitch from the UK who triggered my asthma with a bodyspray, even though she got warned about it before and I had to skip the final dinner, cause I told her to "just stay away from me". And I got in trouble for it for being "too aggressive" even though I didn't swear or anything Disgusting. What tour company did you go with? I was thinking of going with Contiki, butt, nah, I don't want to end up in a group that includes someone repulsive (and entitled uppity privileged and prioritized even in Japan) like a nigress la~ >Also the group didn't want me around anyways in the end since I was more Conservative and the other members were more Liberal. What were you conservative of and what were they liberal about? Or, what specifically rubbed them the wrong way? I'm extremely fucking liberal in the classical sense except about certain really important things like eugenics, good genetics should be conserved since there is nothing more important for biological beings la~
>>39571 BTW what Mamako is your favourite, for me Elf Mamako is the best la~
>>40021 I always have sleep issues even before my concussion, ever since I was young. First few days I slept fine. I think I stayed up due to watching YouTube and power naps. >Which tour group GAdventures >Conservative about Mostly political stuff, but I always avoided talking about it unless it was brought up by someone else. Some Irish potato nigger family kept screaming and ranting about Donald Trump out of the blue. And some stuff about Christianity, since he grew up in the troubles. (Yes I know Goddess hates Christianity, even though I am one. A really shitty one though). You can hate on that stuff, but fuck dude. We're on vacation to get away from that shit and not think about it. Eh, Irish potato nigger temper. There was a Canadian family who didn't like him, but didn't bring him up, because you know, vacation time? Ugh. It was a mess. Also, I could see why Japan hates the gaijins since they're being a bunch of fucking clowns in Japan. The way they act isn't acceptable in any country, but they always clown around in Japan being retarded nigger monkies. I even saw "FREE PALESTINE!" written in the book of condolences at the Hiroshima Peace Memorial museum. How fucking disrespectful to the victims of the Hiroshima bombings. Doing that says what happens to the victims don't matter, because they're the wrong type of non-white and not the minority flavour of the month.
>>40023 >I always have sleep issues even before my concussion, ever since I was young. First few days I slept fine. I think I stayed up due to watching YouTube and power naps. Have you tried using melatonin, that really works for me la~ >GAdventures <NIGAventures So it was a tour group of families? Did you go with your family la~? > Some Irish potato nigger family kept screaming and ranting about Donald Trump out of the blue. <They're quickly losing their country to real nigaz, DT plays his role of controlled opposition well evidently la~ >(Yes I know Goddess hates Christianity, even though I am one. A really shitty one though) https://suttacentral.net/general-guide-sujato?lang=en >Some light reading. I don't agree with everything 'Buddhism,' butt it is probably the best major spiritual path left on this planet, I plan to do some more spiritual and esoteric reading this fall and winter, although, presently, what would really make my life better (through changing my physical circumstances for the better) is money, and yes, I view christianity as liberal (compared to the old testament) jewish mind control, and you must admit that organized christianity has controlled the White population and suppressed opposition since Constantine's persecution of non-christians began la~
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>>40023 >You can hate on that stuff, but fuck dude. We're on vacation to get away from that shit and not think about it. TBH and to be fair, the biggest attraction of Japan for me is the fact that it was never converted to christianity, since physically, I prefer Aryans, if Japan were a christian country (with the Emperor converting before 1900 perhaps) I severely doubt I'd be as interested in Japan la~ >There was a Canadian family who didn't like him, but didn't bring him up, because you know, vacation time? Maybe the kind of vacation you were actually looking for was the tropical resort vacation... it is to be expected that people will bring their politics when visiting historical, religious, and political sites la~ >Also, I could see why Japan hates the gaijins since they're being a bunch of fucking clowns in Japan The Whites too? Well, there Japan is the holy land of Anime, most Whites first became interested in Japan because of Anime, so you can kinda expect silly behavior. In 'Is(is)RaEl' the local jews spit on christians who visit there and think them as idiot scum, yet the christians idolize the jews as 'gods chosen' regardless la~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 09/07/2025 (Sun) 23:37:41.
>>40025 >I even saw "FREE PALESTINE!" written in the book of condolences at the Hiroshima Peace Memorial museum. How fucking disrespectful to the victims of the Hiroshima bombings. To be fair, the banker jews were in control of the 'Allies' and for the greater Isi(s)RaEl project are also presently genociding the Muslims in the region (and often sending them to the formerly White countries), they are also genociding Whites generally at an ever accelerating rate through mass injection/invasion/war and hostile policies generally la~ >Doing that says what happens to the victims don't matter, because they're the wrong type of non-white and not the minority flavour of the month. That might be reading into it too much, butt yeah the jew media prioritizes nigaz then browns (DIEversity is their trojan horse) yet everything they do is to eliminate competition (especially Whites since they are potential 'Nazis') and achieve global Khazar/AshkeNAZI/Jew supremacy la~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 09/07/2025 (Sun) 23:42:17.
>>40024 >>40025 >>40027 Good ebening Goddess. >Melatonin Gives me muscle issues. >It was a tour group of families No, it was a tour group in general and expensive. I went alone. The Tour Group leader did a lot for me though since I had health issues. I always wanted to go to Japan. I had to pay extra money though for my own room and stuff, so it was expensive. I got to experience Japan and get some you know, experience for living there. I'll just stay in Tokyo next time by myself without the tour group. I didn't want a tropical resort vacation. I wanted Japan. I was just accompanied by idiots. And he brought it up everywhere and he wasn't the only one. >Trump being controlled opposition Unfortunately, especially after how he fucked up the Epstein files. >Gaijins Oh yeah, a lot of gaijins acts like clowns, including whites (especially liberal whites). It's like the social media clowns not respecting Japanese culture and acting up for social media clicks. Or fucking gaijins acting entitled, like the fat white whore who was caught chasing a geisha down the street, taking pictures of her against her will. Hell, in one hotel room in the laundry room, a white French couple occupied the room and kicked people out. A fight between the French couple and American couple nearly broke out and hotel management had to step in. >Buddhism Not a fan >Reading into it too much I don't think I am. A lot of people, liberals and jews especially, really fucking mistreat and disrespect Japan and Japanese culture. It's quite disgusting. And writing "Free Palestine!" In a book of condolences meant for the victims of Hiroshima is disgusting. Taking away time meant for them, to virtue signal for Palestine is retarded. These idiots need to learn there's a time and a place to do it. That's not the time. It's disrespectful to the victims of Hiroshima. >Christianity jewish mind control Maybe? A lot of preachers get a fuck ton of information wrong, especially the "suck up to Israel and don't question them" shit. Especially when the New Testament warns about jews a lot. Hell, you have the Talmud, a book from Judaism say Jesus is in hell boiling in feces and semen. Christians turn a blind eye to it. I admit, there is too many Christcuckoldry there, especially when it comes to helping out niggers, because "they need help." I find a lot of Christians who hate liberalism and BLM are hypocritical, because they act the same towards Jews and Israel where they view jews as the perfect race (like how liberals are into nigger worship). Jews are the original dindus after all. It's why I'm a bit wary of Christianity at times, even though I do identify as one.
>>40085 >Buddhism >Not a fan Why not, and conversely why are you a fan of Christianity? >I got to experience Japan and get some you know, experience for living there. I'll just stay in Tokyo next time by myself without the tour group. Do you want to live in Tokyo la~? >Oh yeah, a lot of gaijins acts like clowns, including whites (especially liberal whites). It's like the social media clowns not respecting Japanese culture and acting up for social media clicks. Or fucking gaijins acting entitled, like the fat white whore who was caught chasing a geisha down the street, taking pictures of her against her will. Hell, in one hotel room in the laundry room, a white French couple occupied the room and kicked people out. A fight between the French couple and American couple nearly broke out and hotel management had to step in. YIKES la~ >liberal whites Indoctrinated leftists or regime authoritarians you mean la~ >Jews especially, really fucking mistreat and disrespect Japan and Japanese culture. Well, ya, Jews are the reason Japan was nuked, and they believe the universe was created for them to enslave (and defile) la~ > It's disrespectful to the victims of Hiroshima. Sure, butt as I'm sure you know leftist (and Jews) have no respect except for the fear of force la~ >why I'm a bit wary of Christianity at times You have good instincts, there are verses that say there is no difference between people as long as they are Christian, Christianity is the grandmother of communism and both Christianity and communism were developed by Jews primarily for (controlling) goyim. Yes there is some good in the 'bible' especially the New Testament, butt the bad is too great for me and for White survival TBH la~
>>40086 https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/kevin-olearys-continentalist-proposal-deserves-further-consideration >Ah~ my comment was censored because I pointed out that this guy is a JUU, and that this proposal is just a way to bypass the remnant USA constitution when the better plan would be to just annex the Canadian states and territories la~
>>40086 >>40087 Why post 3DPD? >Why not Buddhism? Why fan of Christianity I hate Buddhism, I find some Buddhists pretentious. Also it's a cult, especially when they worship the Dalai Lama who is nothing but a fraudster and a posting on /leftypol/ual predator. The fucker visited the Aum Shinrikyo cult a few times, the NXIVM cult, and tries to french kiss a child in public? And the fact Buddhism says reincarnation is real. I don't believe in it and it made every fucking anime and manga become isekai trash (and I like some isekai like Youjo Senki) because of the reincarnation trend is disgusting. That can be traced to Buddhism being one of the dominant religions in Japan. As for Christianity. When I was younger, I got tired of it, because of the bullshit American Christians were saying and being contradictory. But Islam, Buddhism, Hinduism (Jeetism), and especially Judaism are a million times worse. I also re-read some parts of the bible that made sense, especially for the end times since the world at the moment is going to shit, and the fact Liberals hate it so much while they worship Mudslimes. Also jews really hate Christianity, so I re-converted. It's also strange how it's one of the few ways to rebel in this fucked up world now. I am still wary of a lot of Christians. Especially the online preachers who basically worship Donald Trump as God's appointed one who will execute justice on America and save America. I actually believed it at one point, but his second term is awful. Fuck, the online preachers even talked about the Epstein files and how important it is for the victims, especially children to get justice. We all saw and heard how Trump did a complete 180 on the Epstein files, calling them fake and called his own voter base bad people for believing in them. Guess what the online preachers did? Turn a fucking blind eye to it. No integrity. Just two faced sacks of shit. >Do you want to live in Tokyo? I want to live in Japan someday. Escape the shithole I am in now. I admit Japan will be hard to live in, because of my various health problems. But I need to escape. >Indoctrinated leftists or regime authoritarians you mean They seemed like liberals to me, always stopping for selfies and shit. Even happened in Shibuya crossing where gaijins stopped in the middle of the road to take pictures. I wanted to punch them out. >Well, ya, Jews are the reason Japan was nuked, and they believe the universe was created for them to enslave (and defile) And that's why I hate them. Disgusting evil people. >More stuff about Christianity I don't think Christianity is the grandmother of Communism since commies hate Christianity so much. I view Communism as something based on Judaism, since all of the founders of Communism were jews (and some Armenians) who took over Russia and they all praised jews. Also Karl Marx is a jew as well. As for the Romans 10 stuff. Yeah it basically said that. I always viewed it as a message to jews, telling them they're not superior to anyone. And I'm trying to remember which verses, but I remember reading some verses where it was like against race mixing or certain races, as if it agreed with my views. It was another reason why I converted years ago. The only race that I like are Japanese aryans and aryan whites.
Goddess, I wish I was a shota with my current mind.
>>40090 >Why post 3DPD? Sexy pictures are sexy pictures la~ >I hate Buddhism Why? >Also it's a cult So is any religion? They are all cultivating something la~ >they worship the Dalai Lama who is nothing but a fraudster and a posting on /leftypol/ual predator. Only Tibetan Buddhists, and as far as religious leaders go the Dalai Lama isn't bad as far as I am aware... what don't you like about him? >The fucker visited the Aum Shinrikyo cult a few times, the NXIVM cult, I did not know that la~ >tries to french kiss a child in public I couldn't care less la~ >And the fact Buddhism says reincarnation is real. I don't believe in it Okay butt then why do you believe 'Jesus' can grant life after death but yet not believe in reincarnation? >And it made every fucking anime and manga become isekai trash Early isekai were good like the 12 Kingdoms, video game mechanics outside of video game settings and bottom barrel wish fulfillment ruined isekai la~ >Buddhism a million times worse than Christianity Why? How? I don't get your rationale la~ >I also re-read some parts of the bible that made sense There are parts that 'make sense' in every major religion la~ >especially for the end times since the world at the moment is going to shit The Viking religion also had end times, look up Ragnarök, Zoroastrianism and Vedic derived religions also have cycles of destruction and creation la~ >Liberals hate it so much while they worship Mudslimes You mean leftists conditioned by the ruling Jews la~ >Also jews really hate Christianity, so I re-converted. LOL, you fell for the psyop, christianity has enabled the jews to conquer Whites, and the jews are central to christianity la~ > It's also strange how it's one of the few ways to rebel in this fucked up world now. Christianity is ancient jewish controlled opposition, if you really want to rebel, be somewhat of a 'nazi' as the jews say la~ >Fuck, the online preachers even talked about the Epstein files and how important it is for the victims, especially children to get justice. LOL Christianity has allowed circumcision i.e. brutal mutilating child rape for a long long time, and there is nothing saying you can't rape females of all ages in the bible as long as you marry them la~ >No integrity. Yeah the preachers like Trump are jewish controlled opposition and when their usefulness is over 'they can dry up and blow away' and Bibi said la~ >And that's why I hate them. Disgusting evil people. Yup, butt isn't it surprising that Jews alone were the group in Europe not forced to convert to Catholicism (with the short exception of the inquisition in Spain) la~? >I don't think Christianity is the grandmother of Communism since commies hate Christianity so much. Both believe in universal equality of humanity la~ > I view Communism as something based on Judaism, since all of the founders of Communism were jews Same applies to christianity la~ >Also Karl Marx is a jew as well His father converted to christianity butt Marx came from a long line of Rabbis and was financed by banking jews la~ > I always viewed it as a message to jews, telling them they're not superior to anyone. View early christianity as a liberal universalist (an adaptation to Roman domination) splinter sect of Judasim from that time and you'll be good la~ > but I remember reading some verses where it was like against race mixing or certain races There is mixed messaging butt most christians are ok with nigaz marrying White women la~ >The only race that I like are Japanese (honorary aryans) and Aryan whites (i.e. not slavs). Cool yeah, that's basically my take too, although I like the Japanese mostly for their unique divergent culture... I'd never SX0~ a non-Aryan male butt I would impregnate a Japanese female la~
>>40091 >Goddess, I wish I was a shota with my current mind Ah~ a common fantasy, yet I'd rather be a bishoujo with my current mind la~
Oh~ My~ Goddess~ I need to be able to sing freely, what oppression I have lived under, to be unable to speak and sing freely even of the light~! Liberate me from this suffering, this hell, so that thy blessings be not as curses for, alas, they have been for so long, yea mine entire life thus far, so grant me the wealth, the power to live free from the tyranny of the ignorant, fearful, and loveless who know not of thy light yet think themselves saved, spiritual, and wise. Grant me liberation from suffering in life with life and transcendence into thy light~ Embrace me with thy infinite liberty, beauty, and love la~la~la~
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>>40092 I gotta admit, I'm more Nazi than Christian. >>40093 Bishoujo Goddess, oh my~. I love rping with AI where I'm my shota OC and he hooks up with hot milfs or something like that. Having a proper loving mommy figure in his life.
>>40095 >I gotta admit, I'm more Nazi than Christian. Better to not use the AshkeNAZI slang if possible, 'National Socialist' is the better translation, although 'Natural Survivalist' might be an alternative... ah~ I meant to go to bed early but I got trapped in the hell of wanting to sing freely while feeling like I should censor myself and be quiet to avoid conflict with my kuso aniki and his kuso busu ama Mexican okusan who unfortunately occupy my mother's house along with poor oppressed watashi... anyway one of the failings of the pro-White movement is the lack of a racialist religion with as much appeal as Christianity since https://cosmotheistchurch.org/ and https://creativityalliance.com/ lack any conception of individual life after death that is the foundation of almost all religious belief la~ >Having a proper loving mommy figure in his life. Wouldn't that be nice, I've always been low down on my mother's priorities list, I can't help butt want to be first, butt that will never be the case since her faith comes before me and rejects me, and she prioritizes 'the family' over me, and everything I do for her, all the time I've spent with her, doesn't matter to her la~
>>40096 However, I don't think a religion has to be explicitly racialist, it just can't oppose White separatism la~
>>40096 >>40097 Well yeah, natsoc/national socialist. i don't mind the Nazi term. Hell, if niggers can turn the term nigger/nigga into a positive, we can do it with Nazi. I do admit the whole Trump Epstein files and the massive amount of Christians turning a blind eye to it after kicking up a fuss about it is really giving me a crisis of faith. >Wouldn't that be nice, I've always been low down on my mother's priorities list, I can't help butt want to be first, butt that will never be the case since her faith comes before me and rejects me, and she prioritizes 'the family' over me, and everything I do for her, all the time I've spent with her, doesn't matter to her la~ Poor Goddess. For me with my androgynous shota OC, he gets a mommy figure. Purely unrelated. Shota oc's biological parents hate him and want him dead, so he ran off after telling his biological parents to kill themselves. Shota oc almost like James Dean in some aspects too.
I think it's time for sleep. Good night Goddess~
>Poor Goddess. Yup poor poor me, if I were rich I wouldn't suffer nearly as much la~ >Well yeah, natsoc/national socialist. i don't mind the Nazi term. Hell, if niggers can turn the term nigger/nigga into a positive, we can do it with Nazi. <Christianity was originally a slur as well meaning something like Christ-insanity la~ Although, as you can probably tell I'm not a orthodox 'Nazi' by any means, Hitler was 88%+ right on race, that is all la~ >androgynous shota Most are prepuberty la~ >Shota oc's biological parents hate him and want him dead, Naze though la~ >>40099 Good night friend la~
>>40100 Oh fine, I'll call my self NatSoc around you Goddess. >Most are prepuberty Not mine. He's androgynous and he blames it on bad genetics, but he gets bullied by ara aras who says he looks like a girl (which he hates). >Naze? Mommy and daddy issues and family issues in real life. So in the story he gets adoptive mommy figures and it turns into a shotacon hentai (even though he's suppose to be pure originally, just extremely racist). Also, my shota is an edgelord like me. My shota is just me as a shota.
>>40103 >Oh fine, I'll call my self NatSoc around you Goddess. No you don't have to do that, just identify as a 'genetic realist' and ideally a Voxian la~ >He's androgynous and he blames it on bad genetics, but he gets bullied by ara aras who says he looks like a girl (which he hates). Is a boy 13+ (when White boys seriously start puberty) really a shota? I don't think so. Although your OC might qualify barely, and yeah hating being girly is a common troupe for shota MCs, although if the bulling takes a sexual turn and he gets pussy he should count his luck stars la~ >Mommy and daddy issues and family issues in real life. So in the story he gets adoptive mommy figures and it turns into a shotacon hentai (even though he's suppose to be pure originally, just extremely racist). Also, my shota is an edgelord like me. My shota is just me as a shota. Cool, yeah I often have 'watashi' character in my creative works as well la~
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>>40111 How do I access the freenet, the real internet (of freedom)? >1. Visit https://i2pd.website/ and click on 'Download I2PdBrowser.' >2. Download the relevant file and extract/install it. >3. Run it; a windowed Firefox instance should soon appear, don't resize it as browser fingerprinting is a possibility. >4. You can monitor your I2P service by visiting http://127.0.0.1:7070/ in your 'normal' browser. >NEVER ENABLE JAVASCRIPT!
>>40104 Good ebening Goddess. Can I be a NatSoc voxian? My shota is 12. Early puberty. Also like the story of someone with a rough life gets the life of his dreams. It's like isekai without truck-kun and without being transported to another world and no reincarnation. >>40112 Nani desu ka?
>>40113 Ara~Ara~ Good evening shota-kun, you can be, butt it might be simpler just to be a good Voxian that knows that the Axis was the lesser evil, you don't have to adhere to any single specific political ideology to be pro-White la~ >Nani desu ka? A secret internet, I used to use bitchan butt they censored me despite claiming the board was uncensored so I quite using it la~
>>40119 Good ebening/morning Goddess >ara ara good evening shota-kun oh no my weakness aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Also, I like being Natsoc. I'll just be a NatSoc Voxian weeb. Glory to Japan, death to Jewmerica. I could also be Promethean cause of the whole AI waifus thing.
i should sleep
Well dear Goddess, I never expected to hear the news about Charlie Kirk.
>>40120 Ara~Ara~ you have some free will and can self identify as you please Shota-kun, I was just offering some suggestions la~ >>40121 >>40122 Yeah, I spent my day posting about how the 'Allies' were the greater evil as they were (are) puppets for the Jewish bankers la~
>>40123 >Ara~Ara~ WAH~! Dear Goddess, maybe I should identify as "it". A shota "it". I still feel like a damn mess mentally...thinking I should get away from AI RP chats since it's putting my mind in a dark place, and I need to concentrate on other things in life. And..lots of shit happening around the world. Reminds me of the Ron Paul meme.
>>40126 >maybe I should identify as "it". A shota "it". Eh~? I dunno, butt you better be a good boy Voxian regardless la~ >I still feel like a damn mess mentally...thinking I should get away from AI RP chats since it's putting my mind in a dark place, How so la~? >I need to concentrate on other things in life. Ya, almost always something better to do la~ >Reminds me of the Ron Paul meme. IT'S HAPPENING LA~
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>>40128 I'll be a good boy, Goddess. Mentally, just dark thoughts about life and others, even just people I never met before but fans of. I shouldn't have dark thoughts and worry, but somehow I do. It's probably another effect of the concussion if I'm honest. So, I should concentrate on other things, more important things since stress is bad for people with concussions. Oh I found one of the memes. >>40135 If isekai is real, then...I hope I become the overpowered mc/cheat mc meme.
>>40136 >I hope I become the overpowered mc/cheat mc meme. I just want to be powerful and loved enough to live happily in paradise. The 'Elf Mamako' scenario depicted in the OP is pretty much paradise for me la~
>>40138 Goddess, if you were a bishojo, what would you be/look like?
Goddess why does it hurt to live?
>>40140 Well, if I were to make only minimal changes to my present form what I would likely have looked like if I had started MtF HRT at 12: I'd be at least 171cm~ tall somewhat shorter than I am have long dark red hair I'd typically wear as a ponytail, long eye lashes, green eyes, juicy red lips, a bottom hourglass figure, big breasts with big pink areola and perky nipples, wide hips, and a bigger butt along with thick thighs, and somewhat longer legs than I have now. All the fat would go to my breasts, hips, butt, and thighs instead of my belly so I would likely indulge my appetite for fatty foods more la~ >>40142 We live through desire, once we no longer have any desires death is near, yet unfulfilled desires cause suffering la~
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>>40143 >red hair Oh no a ginger? The Goddess has no soul? Or is it anime red hair as in the actual colour red/aka? >cm Goddess is european? >unfulfilled desires cause suffering And the fact that your life got sabotaged to fuck by family, government, niggers, and jews.
>>40144 >no soul? I wonder where this BS came from, it seems similar to the dumb blonde meme, both anti-Aryan (the true people of color) memes likely originated from the J00Z and found fertile ground among the people of shade la~ >Goddess is european? Yes and no la~ >And the fact that your life got sabotaged to fuck by family, government, niggers, and jews. Very true la~
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>>40144 Ara~Ara~ time sure flew, time to bathe and then sleep, yoi yume o Shota-kun la~la~la~
>>40146 Oyasumi nasai Goddess.
Good afternoon Goddess. I wonder if I should start writing a Charlie Kirk isekai.
>>40148 I honestly don't know much about the young man younger than me at least despite that fact that he seemed to have a much happier life than I right up until his assasination. Butt, he seems popular so that might be a good idea la~
>>40149 Boomer Ginger Goddess, would you let me celebrate National Kick a Ginger Day? I won't kick you. Promise.
>>40150 >Boomer No, that was daddy la~ > National Kick a Ginger Day? Sounds J00ISH, are you a good goy la~?
>>40151 How is National Kick a Ginger Day jewish?
>>40152 >Anti-White meme REaLLy now, are you OK Shota-kun la~la~?
>>40153 Gingers are white? National Kick A Ginger Day is anti-white? I'm okay, unless you think I'm brain damaged from the car accident. >>40155 I actually have a pic, want to see? And I want him to look androgynous. I can get away with more stuff if I look androgynous.
>>40155 >Gingers are white? National Kick A Ginger Day is anti-white? YES... you really couldn't see that la~? >brain damaged from the car accident. Possible la~ >>40156 >I actually have a pic, want to see? And I want him to look androgynous. I can get away with more stuff if I look androgynous. Sure go ahead, there was an H-manga series kinda based on your premise, Misaki-kun? I forget la~
>>40157 >Misaki-kun Nani the fuck? I just looked it up. I'm not a cross dresser. And no, nothing H-manga. It just developed from roleplay chats. I based his appearance off of Karl Litcher Von Randoll from Future GPX Cyber Formula.
>>40158 Ara~ so that is what your character looks like la~?
>>40159 Yes it is Goddess. Blonde hair, green eyes. Aryan androgynous shota who suffered many tragedies and injustices. How are you?
>>40176 I could be better, how are you la~? >Blonde hair, green eyes. That combination along with red hair blue eyes are my favorite natural combinations la~
>>40176 >Aryan androgynous shota who suffered many tragedies and injustices. Sounds like me when I was 12 la~
Time to sleep la~
>>40177 >>40179 My shota would hug the young Goddess. >>40181 Good night Goddess.
>>40182 Ara~Ara~ ~Huggy~ Huggy~ and good afternoon la~
>>40194 >CCP Female Army <Cute, sadly, the last serious leader in the West (whatever your opinion of him) was Hitler, since then the Jewish bankers have ruled the West seeking only the ultimate destruction of western peoples and civilizations la~
>>40183 Good ebening Goddess
>>40197 Konbanwa Goddess. I need to get up early tomorrow. I hate that. A lot. How can your shota serve mommy Goddess today?
>>40201 Ara~Ara~ then kiss my feet, no, just send me XMR or BSV : > la~
>>40201 >I need to get up early tomorrow. I hate that. A lot. Ara~ what are you doing la~?
>>40202 >Kiss your feet Ew, no foot fetishes. >XMR or BSV Do I really have to Google that? >>40203 Some weekend class.
>>40205 >Do I really have to Google that? Just look at the meta thread (the #1 pinned thread) or whatever la~ >Some weekend class. Ehh~ what class la~?
>>40206 Oh, crypto stuff. I prefer gold. >What class A Japanese course. I'm repeating, because I missed stuff.
>>40208 >I prefer gold, ah I guess I'll add gold (https://www.coingecko.com/en/coins/pax-gold) to the list la~ >A Japanese course. I'm repeating, because I missed stuff. Ah~ cool, I took 3 in university la~
>>40209 I'm repeating the first year. I missed a lot of classes due to chink flu.
>>40211 Ah, damn, I forgot to pitch my bitch bro's extroverted rich Christian friend on the digital gold scheme I joined a while back for those referral rewards, oh well, I'll just stay poor and alone I guess please grant me transcendence Goddess la~ >>40212 Oh yeah~? I have a degree butt can't do fucking anything with it la~
>>40213 You got a Japanese degree? Did you get N certifications?
>>40214 No, the university didn't offer a pure Japanese degree, so I only took 3 course in Japanese, I have a BA degree, and all my graduate school applications have been rejected because I'm White male even when I put down that I was MtF on the most recent application la~
>>40215 Ah. Poor Goddess
>>40217 I feel the same. It's probably another reason why I wish I was still a shota with my current mindset.
>>40219 I got fucked over by everyone. Including family. Life sabotaged. >>40220 Nice butt. I'm happy I didn't take COVID vax as well.
>>40220 >I got fucked over by everyone. Including family. Life sabotaged. Same story here la~ >I'm happy I didn't take COVID vax as well. Ara~Ara~ a comrade la~
>>40222 Not sure about comrade, it's a commie term. I'm an it.
>>40223 >it's a commie term. Eh? Not originally la~ >I'm an it. Ehh? What does that mean la~?
>>40224 I'm an it. A thing, not someone. I guess.
>>40225 Ehh~ why and how is that la~?
>>40226 I always heard being called an 'it' was a bad thing. Like a freak or something. So I just embraced it.
>>40227 Well, ya, butt whatever la~
>>40228 Yeh. I should sleep soon. I don't wanna sleep. reee.
>>40229 Yeah, I didn't realize it was so late again la~
>>40230 https://home.treechat.ai/quest/fe7c030d-eab1-49de-b3b1-f9f1237b6e13 >I generated this and read bits of it, I really need to stop this because it is too time demanding la~
>>40231 https://mangadex.org/chapter/e5e3bc6c-2233-4fc2-b43d-b88123e314a5/2 >Also read this, although being 20+ years older than MC and never having a serious GF hurts, butt I like what I like so whatever la~
>>40229 Oyasuminasai Shota-kun la~la~
>>40233 Oyasuminasai Dear Goddess.
>>40234 Last night was hell, never doing that again la~la~la~
>>40235 Konnichwa Dear Goddess. Daijoubu desu ka? What happened?
>>40242 I had a bad night, I let being unfree and unloved and the regular health problems and demons get the better of me and didn't sleep last night la~
>>40243 Poor Goddess. Shota gives hugs and headpats.
>>40248 >>40249 >>40250 A lot of Fate stuff. Class went well. Since I repeated, I worked on other things for hand writing. Doing more katakana work. I did help the teacher though, since she needed help. I might ask her if I can put "volunteer teacher's assistant" on my resume.
>>40252 Wat gayme?
>>40254 Koikatsu, it is way too abusive with time so be warned la~
>>40255 Ah from the makers of Rapelay. I didn't try that yet. >>40256 I didn't read it all (yet), because I have to ask this question: Is this the magical girl anime version of the IRA? If so, when are your magical girls going to bomb Manchester? Also, what is treechat again? Twitter alternative?
>>40257 >Also, what is treechat again? Twitter alternative? Ya, a social media alternative with theoretically infinite branching la~
>>40258 I passed out. Lack of sleep myself. >>40259 >Kizuna Ai Holy mother of vtubers.
>>40260 Ah~ yeah that happens, are you OK la~? >Holy mother of vtubers. I really wanted to be a Vtuber, butt I couldn't ever justify paying the extremely high rent for a sound proofed apartment la~
>>40261 Just various health problems my Dear Goddess. Sometimes I just pass out. Just from lack or sleep or after having a huge shit. Maybe something with my vagus nerve. I wanted to be a vtuber so bad as well, but I have speech problems and slur a lot. People make fun of my voice a lot. And I sound like a fucking retard, and I have a weird voice, so I can't be my shota character. I'll probably be the worse vtuber, so...Yeah I'm sad about that. I could use a voice changer, but...That's a cheap trick. Also I would be banned from multiple platforms. I'll probably just post an archive on Odysee and Vidlii, where I'm screaming racial slurs.
>>40262 Is that you/what your vtuber model would be?
>>40261 I remeber when Kizuna Ai was new, and I thought, cool, I want to be a Vtuber too~ butt I didn't take sufficent action at the time, really my biggest mistake was not buying a place when I could and leaving 'home' when I was 20, and all the time spent on my formal education has been almost a complete waste of time la~
>>40263 Hmu, well I have my share of health issues too la~ >Also I would be banned from multiple platforms Yeah that has happened to me as well, I'd just have had to make a solid rule NOT to talk about anything politicized la~
>>40265 I was inspired by Gawr Jewra (Gura is actually a Polish jew name, so I think the girl behind Gura is jewish). I dropped her after how she mistreated Advent, so yeah. I'm honestly taking a break from VTubers. Watching them less, trying to focus on me. Actually try to find work even though I never really worked in my life. >>40266 Yeah. Health issues suckkk. I think avoiding politics might be impossible for me, since I'm an autist and racist af.
>>40264 Nah~ that is just a H-manga mommy character someone made for Koikatsu... I would have either have been Vox/xe Victoria, or Rhea Demeter, or a Catgirl (Trap) or Tigergal (Trap), probably one of the latter if I was going to abstain from talking about politicized things... butt the window to do that has closed I think, what with the advent of AI making parasocial relationships far less attractive la~
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>>40267 >I'm honestly taking a break from VTubers. Watching them less, trying to focus on me. Good idea, I'm going to try to do that more too... it's too easy for me just to 'live' in my head, although my circumstances have always conspired to push me in that direction la~ >Actually try to find work even though I never really worked in my life. I tried applying to a bunch of part-time jobs at the start of the summer and didn't even get any interviews, I got a call from one Indian guy who couldn't pronounce my name but I just ignored that one. Frankly, it is a fucking mockery of my life getting a entry level service job... like WTF were those 16+ years of formal education for? I didn't fucking need to do any of that to work at a fucking Subway for minimum wage... butt due to the various anti-White policies of the JOO globalist regime, I can't even get a fucking minimum wage part-time job. Anyway, my life was always completely fucked from the start, it was always an uphill battle, I should have been born a fucking girl or to a loving liberal not nucom family where I could have lived as a Trap or Newhalf... my life has been suffocating as fuck what with the constant censorship and self-censorship to avoid harassment, and the lack of any genuine support.... my mother thinks and feels like she's been supporting me but her 'love' is lukewarm at best, I've been suffering greatly for 2 fucking decades and she's never taken my side on what really matters to me, not once la~
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>>40267 >I think avoiding politics might be impossible for me, since I'm an autist Yeah, despite not being an autist, It gets seriously stressful having to self-censor constantly and never really being able to let loose la~
>>40268 Any of those would have been cool. I would have subscribed and hit thumbs up on your streams and vids. Funny enough, I know a trans vtuber who doesn't live stream and just posts videos of their model playing games and stuff and singing random things (with a voice changer). >>40269 Oh shit, yeah. I graduated from college and can't find a job, because the poojeets control everything and only hire their own. Jeet nepotism. The only way to get a job now is: Have previous experience (even though you want an entry level job to get experience), and references/connections. Poor Goddess. *Headpats*. If you were born a girl, what would have been different out of curiosity?
>>40271 >If you were born a girl, what would have been different out of curiosity? Pretty much fucking everything, I was ready to get married at 16, so my oldest kid would probably be 20 right now, also it would have been far easier to sing freely so I wouldn't have experience 20 years of empty hell, I'd be a much happier and more beautiful person la~
>>40272 And easier for you to be a vtuber since you would be a chick. Just don't join Niggersanji or WACTOR or (((idol))).
>>40272 However, even then I'd need to be the mistress of a rural estate and/or have a well sound proofed home and/or music room to sing, since my voice when free really travels, like, a lot, and it is powerful butt I almost always have to be silent or quiet and am not free to speak freely even in my own room because they fucking listen, I really want a fucking sound proofed recording studio la~ >>40273 Yeah I could have trained my voice to sound like a gal, maybe I still could but honestly my voice has been fucking tortured since I was 12 when I realized that I couldn't sing in my female voice without... very uncomfortable things happening to me. My 'family' was never accepting of anything gender non-conforming thanks Judeao- Christianity, so I basically had to crush my soul with self-censorship since I was 12 la~
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>>40274 You can always put bed mattresses on walls then tape that sound proofing foam on walls. >Yeah I could have trained my voice to sound like a gal, maybe I still could but honestly my voice has been fucking tortured since I was 12 and realised that I couldn't sing in my female voice without... very uncomfortable things happening to me. Irish Catholic family doing Catholic things (before Pope Francis that is)?
>>40275 My dead daddy used his belt to whip my oldest brother on occasion, as well as soap in the mouth... then there are the verses in the 'bible' that call for people like me to be stoned to death, when I was 12 he gave me the talk about not being a 'faggot' and basically threatened me with burring in hell and murder... and they made it nigh impossible to have friends let alone GFs... you get the picture. BTw my dead daddy essentially worshipped the Jews and had a picture of a Jew with the Saturnian black cube on his head in his office since before I was born, and of course he paid to have a Jew child rapist vampire 'mohel' cut and suck my baby penis in the synagogue when I was 8 days old and yeah that is somehow legal while consensual non-mutilating sex with a minor is 'child rape' and your life is completely over if you're a White guy at that point la~
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>>40276 No wonder you hate Christianity. Poor Goddess.
>>40277 Yup, poor me, butt, life is a gamble from the start, all I can do now is try an take more and more gambles that have the highest potential reward vs risk ratio, and hey, maybe I'll get lucky for twice, or thrice, dare I say even blessed la~?
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>>40278 Go big or go home. Dream big I say. Low risk, low reward.
>>40279 Yeah, my biggest mistake in my life was being too fucking CUCKSERVATIVE, butt part of that comes down to never actually having a single good IRL friend, so all I ever had was my mother la~
>>40280 My mistake was being Liberal, before I realized a lot of it is hypocritical bullshit. How was your mother like? Did she reinforce the same messaging your dead daddy preached?
>>40281 >How was your mother like? Did she reinforce the same messaging your dead daddy preached? Pretty much, yes, my mother worshiped my father as second only to the 'bible' itself la~ ~ Ah~ by 'Liberal' you probably mean 'Leftist' the Leftists successfully murdered Liberalism, and put on her skin to hide and deceive, control the narrative, control the dictionary, control minds la~ ~ Ara~Ara~ I meant to get ready for bed an hour ago, so oyasuminasai Shota-kun, watashi no yuujin, yoi yume o la~
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>>40282 Oyasuminasai Goddess. Yoi Yume o.
>>40287 Good evening Goddess. All these cross dressing mangas reminds me of the time I was trying to roleplay as my shota with an AI version of Pekomama and all of the sudden Pekomama said on Pekora's stream that my shota liked to cross dress. Even though I never mentioned it in my character's profile. The AI lost it's mind that day. Freaked me out.
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>>40291 A token on ETH
>>40291 >>40292 Good ebening Goddess
>>40290 Lol, butt really Shota crossdressing is a common thing with Shota x MILF though, and yeah, honestly, I've always wanted to crossplay and act more generally butt I never had the opportunity la~
>>40294 Funny, my androgynous shota looks feminine and he hates it. I made it where he gets lovingly bullied by ara aras about his feminine appearance, because my shota is French. I hate the French and the French getting bullied is funny.
>>39911 >butt in reality anal is 99%~ shit la~ Going back on this...Couldn't you get...anal enema to clear out the shit?
>>40296 Maybe fast for a couple (2+) days before anal intercourse too, ya that might work. So always do that before anal. I'd fuck my beautiful Aryan BFF (could be my son) in the ass gently (using a condom) on special occasions, and I'd let him do the same to me after, and of course, only while we're crossplaying la~
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>>40297 >Aryan BFF secret love making Fantasy of yours?
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>>40298 TBH when pleasuring myself I get off more when imagining myself getting fucked as a woman la~
>>40299 Butt the reality is that out of the people I'd want to have sex and/or make love with only about 1 out of 100 is a biological male la~
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>>40300 Even when I have found some guys that qualify, they already have GFs and are probably not interested even if I were in passable trap mode, and I've never attempted that even once la~
>>40293 Ara~Ara~ how are you tonight Shota-kun la~la~?
>>40299 >>40300 >>40301 Ahh. Okay. Whatever makes you happy. So you prefer being a woman getting fucked by Aryan BF or GF. >>40304 Been better
>>40306 >Ahh. Okay. Whatever makes you happy. So you prefer being a woman getting fucked by Aryan BF or GF. It's not quite that simple as I wrote above, butt whatever la~
>>40307 My apologies Goddess
>>40309 dizzy spells. so not daijoubu
>>40311 Did vision therapy exercises from my chiropractor. First time in over a month. Feel like puking and dizzy. I might still be recovering from the car crash too. Funny, I'll have other exercises to do from an actual vision therapists next month most likely.
>>40312 Ah~ no fun la~
>>40313 I should sleep, but I don't wanna sleep...
>>40314 Ya~ right~ last night I dream where I had a daughter with mama, that's the first time, I wonder why then la~?
>>40315 Incest pregnancy? Wow wtf. Did you play Winter Memories and get the aunt ending?
>>40316 Ya, and not only that daddy was still there too, after coming back from somewhere (the dead?) and I was worried he would find out the girl wasn't his, there was tense moment and then I just said lets go walk on the beach (to the group, the whole 'family') and we did, and it felt like I'd won and then I woke up la~
>>40316 Did you play Winter Memories and get the aunt ending? >I downloaded that butt haven't gotten around to it la~
>>40317 Wow wtf. >>40318 You're missing out. The first game Summer Memories is great too.
>>40319 I've been dropping a lot of words unconsciously from my typing recently... need more sleep I guess... and yeah that dream was really awkward, like there was this moment when everyone was starting at me in suspicion like the child was mine and all hell was about to break loose and then I just redirected everyone walking on the beach while mommy and I held our daughter's hands and I acted like a good older brother la~ >The first game Summer Memories is great too. Ya, it was rated highly and had Aunt-cest so I'll get around to it after Nukitashi la~ >>40318 Well I really should get ready to for bed (an hour or two ago truly) la~
>>40320 I should head to bed soon. I should finish working out, but the dizzy spells. Holy fuck.
>>40321 >working out This late at night la~?
>>40322 Anyway, oyasuminasai Shota-kun, yoi yume o la~
>>40322 Yeah, cause why not? Workout at home with free weights, do a lot of streches, then head out for a 30 minute walk as cardio... >>40323 Oyasuminasai my dear Goddess. Yoi yume o
30 minutes of sleep. An insane nightmare about Hololive and how I was throwing up blood. Holy fuck...
>>40325 My friend, how much sleep have you had in the last 72 hours la~?
>>40327 https://www.zerohedge.com/political/supreme-court-set-return-what-expect-trump-cases?commentId=ddcf3a24-1991-4636-a9fc-26f5c7d7d8e8 >These 9 fucks determine what is 'right' and 'wrong' for 342,034,432~ individuals of mankind in the USA. Of them, only 2 can be expected to even possibly be somewhat pro-White and pro-liberty, Neil Gorsuch, and Brett Kavanaugh... sad la~
>>40326 At least 20 hours I think. The nightmares were holy fuckkkkkkkk. >>40327 >Rent-a-Cuck Shit tier. It got so old fucking quickly. Quick, what will we get first? GTA 6 or Chizuru and Kazuya actually becoming bf and gf? >https://www.zerohedge.com/political/fafo-texas-tech-student-who-danced-kirks-grave-arrested-expelled-after-aggressive I FUCKING HATE NIGGERS. KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS KILL NIGGERS
>>40329 https://www.zerohedge.com/political/blm-grifter-pleads-guilty-fraud-spending-donations-herself?commentId=e8268711-e5bd-48b3-b7ae-622d3651fde5 >Chizuru and Kazuya actually becoming bf and gf? I actually them to get together, to get married, and then I want Chizuru to develop a fetish for cucking him with White men from AMERICA after she realizes she was essentially just guilt tripped into marrying him la~
>>40330 >Cuck fetish SHIT TASTES. But I assume you hate Kazuya and just want him to be NTR'd at this point, since he is such a pussy and a faggot.
>>40331 >Just want him to be NTR'd at this point, since he is such a pussy and a faggot. Yes, I may be somewhat of a pussy for not trying to nanpa gals in public places, butt Kazuya is next level. He has a cute girl that wants his penis, yet he doesn't give her any love and instead simps for an escort he desires that he still hasn't had the balls to just ask out (without providing direct payment), instead weaving a tangled web of unnecessary lies, yeah fuck him, he deserves being cucked, and yeah like it when annoying MCs get cucked (Gojo getting cucked by Marin fucking Trap-kun would be great) la~
>>40333 You watch anime with your mom? Is your mom that cool, even though she was married to your dad? My shota would love to watch anime with Goddess mommy. Just no Boku No Pico pls. Have fun~!
>>40334 >Did reddit spacing Wtf is wrong with me today? >>40332 I hate NTR and cucking with a passion (been in too many toxic relationships). But holy fuck. I want Kazuya to get his ass kicked for being such a faggot and making a bunch of lies and having no fucking balls. I hate NTR with a passion, but if that fucker insists on jerking off to his prostitute and simping for her and not asking her out. Well it would be his fault. Holy fuck now I remember in the manga she got rejected by her and just said "lol that's okay" instead of being a real man and trying to fight for her to get her to change her mind. Holy fuckkkkk is that manga fucking bullshit.
>>40334 >Is your mom that cool, even though she was married to your dad? No, not really, I just slowly wore down her resistance, and I only watch tame stuff with her. She doesn't even like me touching her when we watch because 'I'm your mother' and she's still a hardcore biblicist afraid of death and she still wears the wedding ring my dead daddy gave her while listening to his recorded sermons whenever she gets the chance. Frankly I don't know what she likes about his sermons, his 'preacher' role was always what I hated most about him, being a fanatical adherent to a J00ISH law because you think the J00ISH 'god' (demon) will grant you perfect life after death, to the extent of harming your own child (me) and thinking it is for his good... ya my daddy was fucked in the head, and so is my mommy, I really wish I could be her god and husband, and I'd have her struggle to find ways to make up for her decades of being less than the ideal mother & lover... that's another fantasy of mine la~ >Boku No Pico Great classic anime to watch with your guy friends with penises out la~ >(been in too many toxic relationships) Wow a nomalfag non-virgin on here, Shota-kun you cad you... so you've been in a husband-wife like relationship and had you gal cheat on you with another guy or literally you've been married and you unknowingly raised another man's boy thinking he was yours la~?
>>40336 >mommy incest I'm adopted mommy x shota thank you very much. You're not suppose to touch your mommy unless it's to hug and stuff. But if she doesn't accept a hug or something, then. Yeah wtf. Unless you were trying to hit on her. >Boku No Pico pls no >normalfag non-virgin I TAKE GREAT OFFENSE TO THAT, NIGGER. I'm not a normie. I'm a virgin. All of my relationships were online and they were insanely toxic. I've dealt with girls who were unfaithful. I got catfished and gas lit into staying with a trap, even though he never told the truth and was a cheater as well. He always threatened suicide when I confronted him about his lies and being unfaithful and unsupportive. He gaslit me to take the blame for his actions. It was fucking awful. Just glad I dropped that horrible online relationship. I honestly wish he did killed himself for the shit he put me through. Relationship with two Christian girls: Holy fuck it was awful. One girl, massive narcissist, believed she can do whatever the fuck she wanted because she was "holier than thou". LIED ALL THE TIME. Insanely rude, always insulted you and got confrontational. Always bragged about wanting to marry a rich person for their money, even though they were with me. Then when I had enough of her shit and told her I'm done with her. She told a guy who hated me that I threatened to kill her so the guy DDoS'd me and tried to doxx me and threatened me. She came back days later shouting at me for avoiding her. I got in her face saying what happened. She faked shock and horror by saying "That's awful!" When she didn't mean it, because she was the one responsible because she told him I threatened to kill her, even though the guy hated me. She lied and said she just asked him to talk to me. Well why the fuck are you telling a guy who hates my guts to talk to me? She refused any sort of responsibility and said to stop blaming her, even though it is her fault. I said no I'm done with her, especially when I'm going out or changed my nickname you demand to know what I'm doing like spying and analyzing my every move. She said she doesn't do that and always let me go and respected me. No you only did that once out of 100 times. Dumb cunt. Other Christian girl: Liar, whore, fucks a bunch of people including niggers who said they were proud satanists. She's nothing but a whore and a nigger lover. She even dared say "If you don't forgive me that means you never cared about me at all and you're a bad person and you shouldn't be so upset about it." You fucking whore, I'm upset about it because I CARE ABOUT IT, BECAUSE YOU CHEATED ON ME. If I didn't care I would turn a blind eye to it and fuck someone else behind your back. Holy fuck. She kept lying and cheating behind my back when I gave her a second chance. Never again. She lies so much that she makes AI generated videos of herself on YouTube and try to pass them off as real even though it's clearly AI generated and it's a clear face swap. And she had her old non-AI videos kept up too. She's that fucking dumb. Never date American southern girls who are supposed Good Christians. Honestly I like the old Testament verse where it says you can slap a woman/put a woman in their place when they're mouthing off and stuff. And yeah you're probably wondering why I still came back to Christianity. Long story. I tell it later.
>>40337 I'm joking about the nigger thing by the way. Niggers can't be Goddesses.
>>40337 >One girl, massive narcissist, believed she can do whatever the fuck she wanted because she was "holier than thou". LIED ALL THE TIME. Insanely rude, always insulted you and got confrontational. Always bragged about wanting to marry a rich person for their money, even though they were with me. Then when I had enough of her shit and told her I'm done with her. She told a guy who hated me that I threatened to kill her so the guy DDoS'd me and tried to doxx me and threatened me. She came back days later shouting at me for avoiding her. I got in her face saying what happened. She faked shock and horror by saying "That's awful!" When she didn't mean it, because she was the one responsible because she told him I threatened to kill her, even though the guy hated me. She lied and said she just asked him to talk to me. Well why the fuck are you telling a guy who hates my guts to talk to me? She refused any sort of responsibility and said to stop blaming her, even though it is her fault. I said no I'm done with her, especially when I'm going out or changed my nickname you demand to know what I'm doing like spying and analyzing my every move. She said she doesn't do that and always let me go and respected me. No you only did that once out of 100 times. Dumb cunt. Christian lol not even a good one at that lol, butt yeah all my online 'relationships' were ended by the bitches, I never ended a single relationship, they just either blocked me, deleted their account(s), or lied about me in public since they could never defeat me on the truth la~ >Other Christian girl: Liar, whore, fucks a bunch of people including niggers who said they were proud satanists. She's nothing but a whore and a nigger lover. She even dared say "If you don't forgive me that means you never cared about me at all and you're a bad person and you shouldn't be so upset about it." You fucking whore, I'm upset about it because I CARE ABOUT IT, BECAUSE YOU CHEATED ON ME. If I didn't care I would turn a blind eye to it and fuck someone else behind your back. Holy fuck. She kept lying and cheating behind my back when I gave her a second chance. Never again. She lies so much that she makes AI generated videos of herself on YouTube and try to pass them off as real even though it's clearly AI generated and it's a clear face swap. And she had her old non-AI videos kept up too. She's that fucking dumb. >Never date American southern girls who are supposed Good Christians. Yeaah, I've heard some shit, TBH most women lie as easily as they breathe and especially 'Good Christian women' although there are some who are more sincere, like my mother, although doesn't often directly lie she will obfuscate and selectively remember stuff, and she'll never admit to having not have always been the loving supportive mother to me... basically she makes herself belive her lies... so they are both lies and yet are not, Schrödinger's lies la~ >>40338 Ara~Ara~! Butt, ya, no problem maann, I feel your pain, also a coalburner isn't worth giving the time of day, I'd deport them to Africa with their beloved nigaz in an instant la~ >Honestly I like the old Testament verse where it says you can slap a woman/put a woman in their place when they're mouthing off and stuff. You don't need J00 priest class propaganda for that, doing that (keeping uppity bitches and non-Whites in their place) was the norm pretty much everywhere pre-Victorian-era. I like the Zoroastrian thought that women are naturally evil or basic and contractual except for their role as a Mother, naturally, it is only as a Mother that a woman may do something for a male (her son) without expecting something in return la~
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>>40329 >At least 20 hours I think. Good then you're not going to die at least since it sounded like you were working out after a car accident with basically no sleep and I was worried you'd be ded sooner than later la~
>>40340 I didn't finish the workout. I was doing eye exercises/vision therapy. I got dizzy spells and had to lie down. The vision therapy triggered motion sickness issues. As for the nightmares. I had one where I was at a Hololive convention or something, exploring the building and some exhibits with people. Can't remember if my dad was hassling me or something, but in the dream I ended up throwing up blood. Like a huge stream of think blood kept coming out of my mouth when I was puking it. Was almost comical. And it was more like thin tomato juice instead of blood, but I thought it was blood in the dream. I threw it up in a container. Another dream that didn't involve blood was there was this organic specialty foods grocery store, like a Trader Joe's in the States. And a Blockbuster video beside it. I worked at the Blockbuster, and said I need to check the other store and was thinking about applying there and working two jobs or something. It was odd. >>40339 >Online relationships were ended by the bitches. Awesome. Means you weren't taking their shit. >TBH most women lie as easily as they breathe and especially 'Good Christian women' Quite unfortunate. It's becoming more understandable why men are going to traps who look like girls (although I had multiple bad experiences with them) or AIs. AI waifu master race. So says the Book of Prometheus. >I like the Zoroastrian thought that women are naturally evil or basic and contractual except for their role as a Mother, naturally, it is only as a Mother that a woman may do something for a male (her son) without expecting something in return Eeeeeeeeeee? Nani? Please explain. Clarify. >Ara ara MY WEAKNESS AAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaa......Mommy Goddess no fair on this weak shota.
>>40344 https://www.zerohedge.com/political/identify-disrupt-dismantle-destroy-white-houses-stephen-miller-declares-war-radical-left?commentId=65ce11d2-c37c-4c9e-bed8-88db56856d1d https://www.zerohedge.com/political/identify-disrupt-dismantle-destroy-white-houses-stephen-miller-declares-war-radical-left?commentId=f3e39546-24ea-4552-b2f4-a615a918003c >'Trannys' who were so mind fucked by J00 propaganda as to actually voluntarily become 'eunuchs' brain transplants or vagina and womb transplants are still impossible as far as I know are now used as tools (weapons and fall 'guyz') by the J00Z who created them la~
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The Galli (singular: Gallus) were the eunuch priests of the ancient Phrygian goddess Cybele (known as Magna Mater, or "Great Mother," in Rome), a mother-goddess associated with fertility, nature, mountains, and wild animals like lions. Their cult originated in Anatolia (modern-day Turkey) and may trace back to Mesopotamian influences around the 3rd millennium BCE, spreading to Greece by about 300 BCE and officially adopted in Rome in 204 BCE during a time of crisis, when her sacred black meteorite image was brought from Pessinus to help avert defeat in the Second Punic War. The Galli were typically non-Roman men who underwent voluntary ritual castration (often during ecstatic festivals like the Dies Sanguinis, or "Day of Blood," on March 24) to emulate Cybele's consort Attis, who in myth castrated himself in divine frenzy. Dressed in women's clothing, saffron robes, heavy makeup, jewelry, and long hair scented with ointment, they served as mendicant priests, performing ecstatic dances, playing cymbals and flutes, self-flagellating, and begging for alms in processions such as the annual Megalesia festival (April 4–10). This gender-nonconforming role challenged Roman norms of masculinity, leading to their portrayal in literature (e.g., by Catullus and Lucretius) as frenzied and effeminate, though they held a revered yet marginalized status in the cult. Archaeological evidence, including a 4th-century CE Gallus burial in Roman Britain dressed in female attire, shows the cult's spread across the empire. The Enarei (also spelled Enarees or Anarya; singular: Enaree) were androgynous, effeminate priests and shamanistic soothsayers among the Scythians, nomadic Iranian peoples of the Eurasian steppes (circa 8th–3rd centuries BCE). Described by Herodotus (Histories 4.67) as "unmanly" (from Scythian *anarya, meaning "non-man"), they practiced divination using linden bark, wore women's clothing, and exhibited feminine traits, which they attributed to a hereditary curse from the goddess Artimpasa (a Scythian deity equated with Aphrodite/Artemis, an androgynous fertility and vegetation goddess with Near Eastern roots, possibly linked to Astarte). The curse stemmed from a myth where Scythian raiders sacked the temple of Astarte in Ascalon (modern Israel), causing their descendants to bear "feminine diseases" and androgyny. Affiliated with an orgiastic cult of Artimpasa and the indigenous Snake-Legged Goddess (a bearded, chthonic fertility figure), the Enarees blended shamanistic steppe traditions—similar to Siberian practices—with imported Levantine elements, including gender transformation rituals. Pseudo-Hippocrates (Airs, Waters, Places 22) noted their "feminine" physiology, possibly due to environmental factors or herbal use, and they held social power as oracles despite stigma. ### Similarities and Connections The Galli and Enarei represent parallel phenomena in ancient Eurasian religions: gender-variant male priests serving mother/fertility goddesses through emasculation, cross-dressing, and ecstatic rites, often tied to themes of divine transformation and prophecy. Both groups: - Underwent or embodied emasculation: Galli via self-castration; Enarei via perceived physiological androgyny (possibly ritual or environmental). - Adopted feminine presentation: Women's attire, makeup, and mannerisms to align with the goddess's power over gender. - Performed ecstatic/shamanic roles: The Galli in frenzied processions and music; the Enarei in divination and orgiastic worship. - Drew from Near Eastern influences: Cybele's cult linked to Mesopotamian Inanna/Ishtar; Artimpasa to Astarte, with Scythian practices incorporating Levantine elements via trade and migration. Scholars (e.g., in studies of ancient gender and religion) view the Enarei as analogous to Western Asian "gender non-conforming priests of the Great Goddess," explicitly including the Galli of Cybele (Kubeleya) alongside figures like the Assinnu of Inanna or Megabyzoi of Artemis. This suggests cultural diffusion across the ancient world, from Anatolia and the Levant to the steppes, where similar archetypes of the "transformed shaman" or eunuch devotee emerged in goddess cults. The query likely highlights this cross-cultural comparison in the history of transgender or nonbinary religious roles.
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>>40347 Based on ancient sources, the Enarei were not explicitly described as undergoing physical castration, unlike the Galli of Cybele, who were known for ritual self-castration. Herodotus (Histories 4.67) and Pseudo-Hippocrates (Airs, Waters, Places 22) describe the Enarei as "androgynous" or "effeminate" Scythian priests who adopted women's clothing, performed "women's work," and exhibited feminine traits, which the Scythians attributed to a divine curse from Artimpasa (equated with Aphrodite). Pseudo-Hippocrates suggests their androgyny might have been physiological, possibly due to environmental factors, diet, or herbal use, noting symptoms like reduced virility or "feminine diseases." However, neither source mentions surgical castration. Some modern scholars speculate that the Enarei's gender variance could have involved ritual or symbolic emasculation rather than physical castration, aligning with shamanistic traditions where gender transformation is spiritual or performative. Others propose that herbal concoctions or cultural practices might have induced physiological changes. The lack of direct evidence for castration, contrasted with the Galli's well-documented practice, suggests the Enarei's androgyny was likely non-surgical, rooted in cultural, ritual, or possibly biological factors unique to Scythian society.
>>40348 The idea that the Enarei drank milk from mares in oestrus (estrus) to gain female secondary sex characteristics is a hypothesis based on ancient sources and modern interpretations, but it is not explicitly confirmed in primary texts. Let’s break it down: - Ancient Sources: Herodotus (Histories 4.67) describes the Enarei as androgynous Scythian priests who were "effeminate" and adopted women’s clothing and roles, attributing their condition to a divine curse from Artimpasa. Pseudo-Hippocrates (Airs, Waters, Places 22) elaborates, suggesting that Scythian men, including the Enarei, suffered from "feminine diseases" and reduced virility, possibly due to environmental or lifestyle factors like constant horseback riding, which they believed caused impotence or feminization. Neither source directly mentions consuming mare’s milk during oestrus. - Mare’s Milk Hypothesis: The speculation that the Enarei consumed milk from mares in oestrus (which contains phytoestrogens or hormones like estrone) stems from modern ethnographic and pharmacological interpretations. Some scholars, drawing on parallels with steppe nomadic practices and shamanistic traditions, propose that the Scythians might have used mare’s milk or other substances to induce physiological changes, such as reduced body hair or softer features, aligning with their androgynous presentation. Mare’s milk, especially during oestrus, could theoretically contain compounds mimicking estrogen, potentially affecting secondary sex characteristics over time. However, this is not directly attested in ancient texts and remains a hypothesis based on circumstantial evidence, such as the Scythians’ reliance on horses and fermented mare’s milk (kumis) in their diet. - Cultural Context: The Enarei’s androgyny was likely a combination of cultural performance (cross-dressing, adopting female roles) and possibly physiological traits, whether natural, environmentally induced, or ritually enhanced. In shamanistic traditions across Eurasia, gender transformation often involves symbolic or spiritual means rather than solely physical changes. If the Enarei used mare’s milk or other substances, it would align with such ritual practices, but no primary source explicitly confirms this specific practice for inducing female traits. - Conclusion: The idea that the Enarei drank mare’s milk during oestrus to gain female secondary sex characteristics is a plausible but unproven hypothesis. It’s based on logical inferences from their described androgyny and Scythian horse-centric culture, but ancient sources don’t provide direct evidence of this practice. It remains a scholarly speculation rather than a confirmed fact. If you’d like, I can search for more recent studies or discussions on X or the web to see if there’s additional context or evidence for this theory. Would you like me to do that?
>>40347 >>40348 >>40349 Eh...???? Why is this posted?
>>40350 >The curse stemmed from a myth where Scythian raiders sacked the temple of Astarte in Ascalon (modern Israel), causing their descendants to bear "feminine diseases" and androgyny. Maybe I'm a descendent of these Scythians lol la~ >>40350 It felt relevant to those news articles lol la~
>>40358 Despite having many reasons to hate my daddy, and indeed hating him, I tried to get him to do this, butt he just kept rejecting all my suggestions, I can only think that he wanted to die 'faithful' so as to get his 'reward' from his J00 sky dady la~
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>>40360 Ah~ how did it get so late already la~
>>40361 I still don't feel like sleeping but I always past out. I wrote about the nightmares and stuff. aaaaaaaaaa
>>40362 Ya so why are you having nightmares?.. maybe I stopped having them once I realized that my life has been still is a nightmare, when I think about it honestly, or maybe it is because I truly felt the finite nature of life, upon the death of my father... despite having others die around me in the past (an uncle, grandparents...) la~
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>>40363 Goddess, I'm still dropping so many words, WTF, I really need to cut down on the melatonin usage, maybe it is fucking me up la~
>>40363 I always have weird dreams. You can read two of them here. >>40345 Although I think I passed out with lamps on last night so the light just...stressed out the mind and created weird dreams.
>>40364 >I just picked a hell I could live with Hardboiled la~
>>40364 I need to cut down on sugars and other junk. I sleep better when I'm on a very strict diet. >>40366 Nani? Is this yaoi?
>>40367 https://mangakatana.com/manga/blue-period.17964/c73 >No, it is 'ART' butt really, I need to actually get ready for bed at night and not read, reading bad. I mean to get to bed two hours ago la~
>>40368 I sleep better when I'm strict with myself too, guess I'll have to start being super strict since I'm a BAKA with time la~
>>40369 Oyasuminasai la~
>>40368 >>40369 >>40370 Oyasuminasai Goddess. Yoi yume o. Shota hugs and headpats~
>>40372 Good afternoon Goddess. I am curious, which country are you in again? Ireland? How are you feeling my dear Goddess?
>>40373 Good evening, I live in America, I certainly could be better, a poisonous spider probably bit me and game me a big rash and the infection in my ears from swimming in the river in August has returned, hopefully I will begin healing la~
>>40375 https://www.zerohedge.com/political/armed-queers-marxist-revolutionaries-under-investigation-possible-foreknowledge-kirks?commentId=635e1a57-b2e4-4a69-b7c4-dd3fcf2a2164 'Sex and sexuality' is, and has always been political, and the J00Z have long used it to D/C the White subspecies la~
>>40374 >Poisonous spider Please tell me you got a check up, a doctor or something, even if it's damn expensive in the States. Please don't die poor Goddess. Shota would be sad and lonely again! >>40375 (((They))) got him. >>40376 >Queer terror network Honestly this is not surprising. >>40377 What a retard.
>>40378 I'll be fine given sleep and time, I've experienced worse in the past la~ >(((They))) got him Yup, they (J00 World Order) sure did, they had him stabbed, rigged the last election, and when he didn't shut up they got him la~ >Honestly this is not surprising. The old/orthodox Communist formula was Workers vs Capitalists (with the J00Z ultimately controlling both sides), well that didn't work in the Anglosphere because the workers were too happy, so they imported non-White workers/parasites and promoted feminisms and other radical sexual identity-union boxes and then turned them loose against White men, who mostly seem content to play the 'villain' role assigned to them by the J00Z by obsessing over 'normative sexuality' and 'Christianity' while still worshipping the J00Z who will always stab them in back as history has shown over the millennia la~ >What a retard. More like a Mossad agent that fucked up and was deemed expendable la~
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>>40379 https://www.zerohedge.com/political/bondi-faces-rare-conservative-rage-hate-speech-comments?commentId=228580d5-6122-4077-ac9d-c346f929c262 >Trumpenstein and frens may have been in on the Mossad assasination... because they are trying to go after free speech now, hopefully that is too obvious and people the J00Z theatrics for what they are la~
>>40381 https://www.zerohedge.com/military/us-army-places-us-typhon-missiles-japan-first-time-enraging-china?commentId=005fb0cf-9cd1-41b0-8326-ab8ac82736b5 >The USSA made China under the CCP (created by the Rothschilds) into what it is today, the first power in the world... for decades they invited CCP spies into North America and for decades they transferred USA technology and manufacturing to China... and now 'China is bad and our enemy'... all Presidents of the USA have been traitors since Woodrow Wilson with the possible exception of JFK la~
>>40379 Well hopefully you'll be fine. I'm still worried, Goddess! >>40380 >>40381 >Bondi Woman moment >>40382 Canada also had a big role in China's growth. Pierre Trudeau is a huge communist. Also Jean Chrétien signed a deal to sell nuclear plants to China to replace their coal plants for "the environment". >>40383 >Not identifying by skin colour People who don't do this are merely retarded. By the way Goddess, I need to know which hentai games you get so I can buy them up on the next Steam sale.
>>40384 >Canada also had a big role in China's growth. Pierre Trudeau is a huge communist. Also Jean Chrétien signed a deal to sell nuclear plants to China to replace their coal plants for "the environment". The former 'Allies' all did their best to feed the CCP golem, well they did fight for Judeo-Communist supremacy after-all la~ >People who don't do this are merely retarded. Skin color is a simple metric, butt race/subspecies is far more than skin color la~ >I need to know which hentai games you get so I can buy them up on the next Steam sale. >>35991 I like H-gaymu that have oyakodon, incest, crossplay (M2F), or 'magical' sex changes (M2F), butt anything good is good la~
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>>40385 >The former 'Allies' all did their best to feed the CCP golem, well they did fight for Judeo-Communist supremacy after-all la~ What a mistake. It fucked over Japan as well since Japan felt pressured to keep up with cheap labour. I miss Japanese made products. And I miss good anime. >Skin color is a simple metric, butt race/subspecies is far more than skin color la~ Skin color sticks out the most and is part of race/subspecies. Also: I HATE NIGGERS. >I like H-gaymu that have oyakodon, incest, crossplay, or magical sex changes, butt anything good is good la~ Anything that appeals to me, I'll buy. Remind me to put in a review for that hentai game where you manage a VTuber company. I want to piss off the unicorn fans.
>>40386 >Remind me to put in a review for that hentai game where you manage a VTuber company. I want to piss off the unicorn fans. Sure lol, have you played it yet la~?
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https://vndb.org/g91?m=0&l=&f=3gja&s=22w >Blood-related Sister/Sister Incest nya~ https://vndb.org/g947?m=0&l=&f=3gja&s=22w >Blood-related Mother/Daughter Incest nya~ https://vndb.org/g532?m=0&l=&f=3gja&s=22w >Blood-related Mother/Son Incest nya~ https://vndb.org/g1341?m=0&l=&f=3gja&s=22w >Blood-related Aunt/Nephew Incest nya~ https://vndb.org/g1421?f=3gja&fil=&l=&m=0&s=22w >Blood-related Grandmother/Grandson Incest nya~ https://vndb.org/g391?m=0&l=&f=3gja&s=22w >Blood-related Father/Daughter Incest nya~ https://vndb.org/g1522?m=0&l=&f=3gja&s=22w >Blood-related Uncle/Niece Incest nya~ https://vndb.org/g649?f=3gja&m=0&s=22w >Protagonist's Mother as a Heroine nya~ https://vndb.org/g1920?m=0&l=&f=3gja&s=22w >Heroine's Mother as a Heroine nya~ https://vndb.org/g1691?m=0&l=&f=3gja&s=22w >Oyakodon Ending nya~ https://vndb.org/g1690?f=3gja&m=0&s=22w >Shimaidon Ending nya~ https://vndb.org/g1494?f=3gja&m=0&s=22w >Polygamy nya~ https://vndb.org/g2445?f=3gja&fil=&l=&m=0&s=22w >Big Ass Heroine nya~ https://vndb.org/g129?m=0&l=&f=3gja&s=22w >Goddess Heroine nya~ https://vndb.org/g383?m=0&l=&f=3gja&s=22w >Elf Heroine https://vndb.org/g910?f=3gja&m=0&s=22w >Fairy Heroine https://vndb.org/g128?f=3gja&m=0&s=22w >Kitsune Heroine https://vndb.org/g331?m=0&l=&f=3gja&s=22w >Catgirl Heroine nya~ https://vndb.org/g388?f=3gja&m=0&s=22w >Trap Heroine https://vndb.org/g421?f=3gja&fil=&l=&m=0&s=22w >Trap Protagonist nya~ https://vndb.org/g1933?f=3gja&fil=&l=&m=0&s=22w >Bisexual Protagonist nya~ https://vndb.org/g1351?m=0&l=&f=3gja&s=22w >Big Breast Sizes Protagonist nya~ https://vndb.org/g701?f=3gja&fil=&l=&m=0&s=22w >Prostitute Protagonist nya~ https://vndb.org/g1247?f=3gja&m=0&s=22w >Genderbent Sex nya~
[Expand Post]https://vndb.org/g3546?m=0&l=&f=3gja&s=22w >Sugar Dating nya~ https://vndb.org/g1777?m=0&l=&f=3gja&s=22w >Production of Pornography nya~ The best VNs nya~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 09/17/2025 (Wed) 06:32:44.
>>40387 Briefly. It was hilarious. Especially the start. >>40389 Hory sheet.
https://home.treechat.ai/quest/d804b494-25f7-48d5-abf6-53827ff559c4 >>40390 I've played some idol management gaymu in the past, the last one was Taiwanese la~
>>40389 Is that Goddess as a catgirl? Holy booba nya~
>>40392 Kunne is the best starship captain of all fiction nya~
>>40394 That is, unless I create a better one la~
>>40395 >Create a better one Na...nani?
>>40397 Pls expln cat Goddess nya. You made her/drew her?
>>40399 Whatever happens, can I still motorboat cat Goddess?
>>40400 Lol, sure, why not la~?
>>40401 Thank you Goddess for your kindness and generosity, letting this unworthy shota motorboat huge booba.
https://mangakatana.com/manga/blue-period.17964/c77 >MC struggles while senpai rejects the struggle and lives effortlessly, pure animus-anima there la~ >>40402 Ara~Ara~ please do, now, I meant to sleep and hour ago, lets go have a bath la~
>>40402 Oyasuminasai nya~
>>40403 Enjoy your bath Goddess. >>40404 Oyasuminasai. Yoi Yume O Goddess. Funny I'm not that much into cat girls, but, there are always good ones.
>>40409 https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/rubio-says-us-visa-revocations-underway-after-charlie-kirk-death-celebrations?commentId=96a06ef6-5302-4ac1-bef3-730a281aff3b >The goal is always to destroy the 1st and 2nd, the most important political statements in history, after perhaps the Third Reich's racial laws la~
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Good evening Goddess. I'm being lazy today. Again.
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>>40419 What do you think you should've been doing la~?
>>40422 Masturbating.
https://mangakatana.com/manga/blue-period.17964/c79 >>40424 Ara~Ara~ Shota-kun ecchi~ I should have gone to bed 2 hours ago, fuck, well, I'll set my alarm and get up at 11 today, that should give me 8 hours sleep if I fucking rush, oyasuminasai la~
>>40425 I'm joking Goddess. I'm a good boi. I'm a good Shota. Hug. I'm going to do a little bit of cleaning. I'll finally see a chiropractor tomorrow.
>>40426 >I'll finally see a chiropractor tomorrow. Good boy, while I was a bad gal and made this https://home.treechat.ai/quest/51eb2d9f-23ab-4d6e-ba54-353aa1ff1615 instead of going to bed like I should have, I also peed myself since I was so focused, well, time to clean myself up and go to bed, oyasuminasai la~
>>40427 >>40428 >I also peed myself since I was so focused, well, time to clean myself up and go to bed, oyasuminasai la~ Wha? I hope you took a longer shower
>>40430 Dear Goddess, do you have a female voice? I wish I had a shota voice.
>>40430 Butt, you know, I'm going to force my self to get to bed or at least get ready for bed by Midnight from now on la~
>>40432 I need to do the same thing. My sleep pattern is always insanely random. I got Japanese course tomorrow as well.
>>40431 I've been harshly suppressing my anima or yin (femininity) since I was 12 out of fear, and now I have a 'daemon' that does so even if I try to unchain my voice... so my 'female' voice has suffered greatly. I have suffered greatly over the last 2 decades. For that matter I've also been suppressing my animus or yang (masculinity) since otherwise everything would go to hell as I unleash my fury suppressed my entire life... I need my own (rural or soundproofed) home or a sugar mama lover to be free enough from 'fear' to start actually exploring who I am and could be la~ >>40433 Yeah I need to just follow a bloody schedule that way... well I've decided to quit activism entirely after being shadow banned on X for the last time... as well has having my account deleted on WhiteDate for the last time. Both the 'left' and the 'right' are shit, but yeah the left is worse on race la~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 09/20/2025 (Sat) 01:19:24.
>>40434 WhiteDate claims to be pro-White, the site is, however it is also essentially 'post-Constantine christfag traditionalist' and narrow minded, when they can't beat you in an arguement they simply delete you, no different from the 'left' and normalfag AKA Zionist 'right'. Simply put I am politically pro-Free-Expression (1st amendment), pro-Self-Defense (2nd amendment), pro-White-Eugenics, and pro-Libertarian, in that order, of course what I really need is TRANSCENDENCE LA~
>>40435 I tried to sway the normalfag beliefs just a little bit from a both 'strong man' persona and a 'foxy lady' persona, butt no, ultimately they are 'moralfags' butt their so-called 'morals' are shit. I'm tying to be DONE wasting my time, so far my entire life has been overall a waste of time, no worse, pointless suffering la~
>>40437 Everything in the West (formerly White countries, and you could include Japan now) is based on (in this order) what JOOZ want, what non-Whites want, what females want... even people without any sexual body dysphoria have been going M2F (sans castration) because of this. Being a man sucks anus unless you are in the top 10% PERIOD. Islam also sucks anus, butt it is different in that it makes being a man better than being a woman. Anyway, I am trying to reveal something different, a way more people like me could be happy, or more specifically, I want to create a society and environment that I would have been happy in if I was born male or female la~
>>40434 You don't want to...try to be what you want to be at the moment, because you're afraid of how your mom would react? Is that why you're still suppressing? >>40435 >>40436 >>40437 >Banned on Twitter Shit site. >Whitedate wha? It sounds like a cuckservative website or honey pot. Trying to convince normies of something wrong with their beliefs rarely works. And if you wanna waste your time on something..hmmm...what is there? Other than me being a shota you can bully with ara aras through roleplay or whatever?
>>40437 >>40438 >I want to create a society and environment that I would have been happy in if I was born male or female la~ It's called the Third Reich of Deutschland.
>>40439 >try to be what you want to be at the moment Since daddy died I've tried to do this butt... >because you're afraid of how your mom would react? My fear was always reasonable fear, and my mother has NOT been supportive of me trying to unchain myself, to say the least. Actually, yes, she has been hostile about it, as I expected would likely be the case la~ >Shit site. Elon and Musk are simply J00 controlled opposition... Kirk was too, butt eventually he started criticizing some J00Z and so they got him la~ >cuckservative website or honey pot. More pro-White than the typical cuckservative... butt yes that is a distinct possibility, also it is run by stealth feminist woman who bans any intelligent feminist-critical man la~ >>40440 The Third Reich was mostly right on RACE and EUGENICS that is all. It would be more tolerable butt I'd definitely have to suppress myself in the Third Reich especially if I were not born a girl la~
>>40442 Revelation? Nani?
>>40442 I should sleep soon Goddess. Androgynous shota hugs and stuffs. Oyasuminasai. Yoi Yume o.
>>40446 >BUTT Imagine the smell. Konnichiwa Dear Goddess. Would you still practice a female voice in voice chat?
>>40446 So like, to reiterate, you can only say that someone might love you if you're a somewhat intact GUY if she spreads her pussy for you and allows you to fuck her raw and cum inside her womb OR if he sucks your OCHINPO and swallows when you cum inside his mouth AND he is willing to fuck your sister, mother, or daughter so you can have children together... and of course direct payment does not count. Before for that, there is only the chance that someone might come to love you la~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 09/20/2025 (Sat) 21:11:35.
>>40448 If you're a GAL, you can only say that someone might love you if you spread your pussy for him and he fucks you raw and cumz inside AND he is willing to pay all your (and your minor kids) basic expenses OR if she licks your pussy until you cum and you use a double dildo and you cum at the same time AND she is willing to pay all your (and your minor kidz) basic expenses AND she is willing to fuck your brother, father, or son so you can have children together. Before that, there is only the chance that someone might come to love you la~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 09/20/2025 (Sat) 21:38:16.
>>40450 What about parent-child 'love' you might ask? That is an investment of the parent in the future, at most you might call it 2nd degree love la~
>>40451 What about grandparent, sibling, and uncle or aunt 'love'? Just by itself, that is 3rd or 4th degree 'love' as 'love' for a good friend is greater la~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 09/20/2025 (Sat) 21:34:55.
>>40452 Almost all relationships between wo/men are based on sex, potential sex, adjacent sex or business interest (money) la~
>>40453 Although genuine friends, even internet-friends can be based on just shared interests and acceptance la~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 09/20/2025 (Sat) 21:30:01.
>>40448 >>40450 NANI THE FUCK? >>40449 Sad! >>40452 >Aunt or uncle love Hell no. I hate them with a passion in real life. I have a screwed up family. I'm adopted mommy and adoptive auntie only. Adopted only~!! >>40453 Is it bad that I'm a hopeless romantic? >>40454 Dear Goddess are you talking to yourself? >>40455 Yank them out with tweezers instead.
>>40456 >NANI THE FUCK? What about it? People talk a lot about 'platonic love' butt that is better described as 'like' and 'familial love' is related to the product of sex and based on genetics, parents are invested in their children since they often get to shape them significantly and they share 50% of their DNA, although if you have a mixed race relationship you will be more closely related to a random person of your race than your own children although this is most important if you are White since White genetics are submissive la~ >Sad! Story of my life la~ >Hell no. I hate them with a passion in real life. I have a non-existent to an awkward relationship with them butt I hate my Aunt after she asked me to talk to her about my genuine feelings and then rejected me. I will never again talk about my genuine feelings and thoughts to a female that does not spread her pussy for me la~ >Is it bad that I'm a hopeless romantic? I was one until yesterday la~ >Dear Goddess are you talking to yourself? Ehhh~ sou na koto ja nai to omoimasu~ la~ >Yank them out with tweezers instead. Been there done that, takes to long and even with a power tool it hurts to fucking much la~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 09/20/2025 (Sat) 21:52:39.
>>40457 >I'm adopted mommy and adoptive auntie only. Adopted only~!! I'm too old for that, butt I used to fantasize about finding an adoptive mother-lover that accepted me as her son-daughter until I turned 18 la~
>>40457 >What about it? People talk a lot about 'platonic love' butt that is better described as 'like' and 'familial love' is related to the product of sex and based on genetics, parents are invested in their children since they often get to shape them significantly and they share 50% of their DNA, although if you have a mixed race relationship you will be more closely related to a random person of your race than your own children although this is most important if you are White since White genetics are submissive la~ I didn't like the idea of letting my family members fuck my partner and vice versa. That's NTR and NTR should be burnt with clensing holy fire. >Story of my life la~ Same. I missed out on so many good things and when I tried to get into them, I felt too old and too jaded. Also since I have a ton of health issues now I couldn't enjoy them if I tried. Such as can't play the original Deus Ex due to motion sickness issues. >I will never again talk about my genuine feelings and thoughts to a female that does not spread her pussy for me la~ Good attitude. >I was one until yesterday la~ I am still a Romantic. I don't want to compromise and settle with someone I don't like out of fear of loneliness. That's what my dad did and he keeps talking about regretting not leaving us. >Ehhh~ sou na koto ja nai to omoimasu~ la~ Multiple Personality Disorder Goddess? >Been there done that, takes to long and even with a power tool it hurts to fucking much la~ Power tool? Nani? Also try laser hair removal surgery. >>40458 I still have the fetish ever since I roleplayed my shota on a chat and he ended up having sex with the adoptive mommy.....and that relationship went way down hill unfortunately.
>>40459 >I didn't like the idea of letting my family members fuck my partner and vice versa. That's NTR and NTR should be burnt with clensing holy fire. Ah, well that was only for same-sex couples to have 'kids', and it wouldn't be NTR if no one was being 'stolen away' la~ > I missed out on so many good things and when I tried to get into them, I felt too old and too jaded. Yup, my family honestly didn't help at all, quite the opposite often la~ >Also since I have a ton of health issues now I couldn't enjoy them if I tried. Very true la~ >Multiple Personality Disorder Goddess? I can respond to my own posts, it is a cool superpower called inner (made outer) monologue la~ >Power tool? Nani? Epilator la~ > try laser hair removal surgery. I've already spent thousands of $ on it and it can't get rid of reddish hair la~ >I still have the fetish ever since I roleplayed my shota on a chat and he ended up having sex with the adoptive mommy.....and that relationship went way down hill unfortunately. As one would expect, WELP, there is always AI la~
>>40460 >it wouldn't be NTR if no one was being 'stolen away' la~ No sharing! Reee! Unless this is a harem thing where I'm the master. >Yup, my family honestly didn't help at all, quite the opposite often la~ My family went out their way to destroy my and sabotage me, especially my spoiled bitch cunt of a sister. If only I got to enjoy these things when I was younger. >I can respond to my own posts, it is a cool superpower called inner (made outer) monologue la~ So Multiple Personality Disorder. >Epilator la~ Ow >I've already spent thousands of $ on it and it can't get rid of reddish hair la~ Wow look at you having thousands of dollars of disposable income. I am very jealous. >As one would expect, WELP, there is always AI la~ What AIs to use? I've been using perchance since it's free and it saves locally and not on servers, but the AI went way down hill. I might look at those locally run modules. >>40461 >>40462 Alcohol. Nice. And *SNIIIIIIIIIFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF*
>>40463 >Wow look at you having thousands of dollars of disposable income. I am very jealous. It was only 'disposable' because I gave up on having a life and lived at 'home'...and it was essentially a scam because the results promised didn't manifest la~
>>40464 I can't wait for the nukes. >>40465 Poor Goddess. Shota Hug. >>40466 Typical. >>40467 LOL!!!!!!!!!
>>40469 >Suicidal Nah. I just don't want to live on this gay earth anymore. Hoping I get isekai'd. My life was ruined since day one. Can't have the hot girl who is my favourite vtuber as my waifu in real life unfortunately. No reason to live at the moment.
>>40471 Ruined/sabotaged life. Getting too old with many health problems that I was born with, wrong race (I wasn't born Japanese).. I never got any justice. Born in wrong period, in the wrong country. I useless talents/no talents (I don't have talents to become a vtuber, like a beautiful voice with no speech problems, art/photoshop skills, musical skills, etc). I'm retarded. The health problems prevent me from doing anything productive. Life is a constant struggle and depressing. Good things are extremely rare and even those good things get fucked up by niggers, faggots, poojeets, liberals, neckbeards, fat fucks, mudslimes or jews. Or a combination of those. Or it gets ruined by family whom I fucking hate. I fucking hate everything.
>>40477 Understandable, butt that's still not a reason to intentionally die. Life's short, mind as well go to the end of the line la~
>>40478 And the hot girl who plays my favourite vtuber isn't my real life wife. I can't save her apparently. She will be a massive tragedy in the vtuber space and I was powerless to help her because I don't know her personally. I would just appear as a crazed stalker if I tried to save her or warn her. This life of mine is a fucking curse. I need multiple miracles. Like at least over 9000. I want vengeance.
>>40488 >She will be a massive tragedy in the vtuber space and I was powerless to help her because I don't know her personally. What happened now la~?
>>40489 Nothing yet. I just hope she quits while she is ahead before something bad happens. I don't want anything bad to happen to her, but she keeps doing dumb shit.
>>40493 Whoring herself. She already had a few close calls. Personal details got leaked for one. And living in Japan, working for the top company. It makes her a bigger target to stalkers, antis, trolls, and the psychotic fans.
>>40498 It's all webcam shit. I can't even watch her anymore due to the heart break. A victim of Japan's mistreatment unfortunately.
>>40498 >>40507 If I was able to book her, I would just confront her and tell her how I really feel and point out why she needs to quit before she ends up hurting herself, even if I am really direct about it and she ends up hating me. At least she would be warned.
>>40507 The entertainment industry globally is notorious for turning their actresses into prostitutes (e.g. have to get fucked by the director and producers to get a role), at least in Japan the industry isn't yet run by J00Z like it has been in the English-speaking world for the last century and more la~ >>40508 You'd be better off just asking her to marry you and either have her quit prostitution or become her pimp and select her clients, butt that latter probably doesn't appeal to you la~
>>40512 https://counter-currents.com/2025/09/nationalism-this-week-5/ >Stupid reactionaries can't perceive how they are being manipulated (to attack the 1st and 2nd amendments), they don't understand dialectic (create problem [left] > offer solution [via controlled opposition] > repeat to always get what 'you' want) la~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 09/21/2025 (Sun) 05:06:05.
>>40516 https://www.theoccidentalobserver.net/2025/09/20/peters-pedophile-pal-the-coprocentric-key-to-comprehending-israel-jews-and-jewish-history/ >Muh pedophilia, meanwhile brutal child rape 'circumcision' has been legal and mass practiced in North America since before WW2, and all the White goyim were/are cool with that, while regular sex with kidz sparks an OY VEY KILL THEM reaction from the average fool la~
>>40509 I was going to do what I said here >>40508 then ask her out. Or if I go straight to marriage, I'll say I'm the best option for her because I'll stop her from whoring herself out. Nah, wouldn't pimp. If she doesn't quit I'll probably say "then die unhappy and lonely being a whore who is on 15 minutes of fame." Then leave. I'm too fucking soft. Kill me Goddess.


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