Pippa's sweetness displays itself in unexpected ways, such as in the collab she had with Mari a few days ago. How is it possible that such a little stream of scuff and breath can have such a wonderful effect on me? It is perhaps a testament to the strength and appeal of her femininity. Experiencing her breathing and foolishness nourished me and my desires. It's one of those little things that made her seem fully human, fully a girl. I experienced a strong desire and need to kiss her, to kiss every inch of her body and perhaps even her soul in the same way one might worship a simple rustic deity. Her simple favor to us refreshed and invigorated me, made me feel boyishly infatuated, and I am shy to even talk of it. My emotions swelled up in a beautiful mixture of gentle feelings and simple lust towards her. I am thankful for that stream, I really am. It made me feel appreciated, and I hope others have felt the same or similar. She truly is loyal and generous to a fault.
On a more general note she's been doing great during this whole time. While life throws her a curveball from time to time as a whole her personal growth and the way she turned her whole life around is a great success, and this makes me happy. She really managed to use vtubing to its fullest potential and as a tool to reach her goals and develop herself into a proper person. It's hard to say which of these is more important since they go hand in hand. Good girl.
In essence I'm very impressed by all the girls and Phase as a whole. Focusing on individuals I think our three Invaders fit in perfectly and all brought something new and necessary to the table. Clio's streams and content were something we simply didn't have for starters, so she covered a very specific niche that has both appeal and merit. Not everyone can do those, and overall her feel and presence added a kind of maturity that we didn't have. She seems to embody both the maturity of an adult with the subtle appeal of a modest woman. There's nothing displeasing about her in any way, I have a feeling I'd get along great with her IRL. Without comparing the vibe and content, to me she signifies that same feelings of friendliness, appreciation and slow-burn eroticism Shiina and Airi posses. Their appeal in that regard is different from the desire I feel towards Pippa, Uruka or Hime tan. Girls come in many flavors, ages and energies, and so I like them in different ways.
Speaking of energy Sleepy is as calming as I anticipated (based on that old Sleepa collab) and she's also very sweet, rather girly and seems to have more than enough character underneath it all. I like this girl. She's a wonderful presence and she puts a smile on my face. I cannot say a single bad thing about her, she's just this nice young girl with whom I'd love to spend time with and just enjoy her presence and yapping.
Mari is surprisingly girly and sweet, with (as one Anon said it a few days back) a pure soul. She strikes me as a disciplined, orderly mind. She's definitely goofy and a dragon, but I feel she's one of those people who fundamentally have their shit together and are full of inner certainty and strength. Being a girl this is neutral, it doesn't have echoes of masculinity, just order. She's the kind of girl you'd want by your side when trouble and disaster comes. I think she's also full of charm and humor, her presence is soothing and off kilter in the best way possible.
All three of these girls are amazing and they fit in perfectly. I swear getting them was a godtier winning move.
In other news, during the last year or so I've seen that Dizzy has learned a lot and improved a lot, getting a great feel for what she wants to do and more importantly how to do it. Her skill lies in the way she conducts herself and her streams, she developed a tangible and solid identity. Her submissiveness appeals to my more dominant side. She has that warm, engulfing feeling about her that oozes from every word. Pliable, inviting, warm and dark, with a hint of danger. Girls like these have a great ability to smother you with their love, in the same manner a creeping vine engulfs an oak or a pitcher plant invites in small insects. This too is good, for it gives her the appeal of a femme fatale and a wellspring of sensual oddities and drives. "Femme fatale" isn't an accurate term but I can't think of another that suits her type or know if it exists. All in all, her efforts and the time spent streaming have paid off. Good work Dizzy, just keep going - this is my general sentiment. She's doing fine.
Given recent events, I've become increasingly gloomy. Internet may be over and with it my involvement with it and vtubing, so I feel the need to show my appreciation a bit. I hope it all ends up just me dooming, but I feel terrible.