>>73763 (OP)
I am a total outsider who has never watched a single stream. However, I have read the 3 docs and skimmed her drama stream. 1st thing I noticed that she was a raging alcoholic. This is not good. Especially since she has a tendency to blame her alcoholism before blaming her actual actions. This is dodging accountability. I noticed that she dodges it again by blaming the age difference. Weirdly enough in the 3rd doc she owns up somewhat in DMs. Unfortunately, she was bringing these two points up as a defense in front of her audience. Making a narrative on having excuses around her age and drinking problems.
6 different dudes surprised me, though. Really pathetic that bird was the only one who was bankrolling her. Even so, her lying, alcoholism, and ageism crops up again when speaking to them all. Again, she tries her best to avoid accountability with it all by not going over the discussions with them after their gooning seesions. Not going over any of the love bombing sessions. I mean, there's some things in there that definitely isn't addressed to the "average fan", but to the groomer.
Her past life is honestly a deal breaker. Really glad I didn't start watching her. Browses r9k and soc to bag a channer bf while she's out studying. Actively goes on stream to deny it all. I really don't know why some just can't be truthful. There are vtubers who say they have a bf.
Not every part of vtubing is unicorn shit. No need to pigeonhole yourself into it. If this is something you truly want to do there are people who will watch and support you regardless of your situation.
I say that, but I don't think she even can walk the walk. with the kind of crowd she is pulling. After all, she did say incels don't exist. Why even do the fed chud posting stuff if you won't go all the way? You're mixed with pakistani for christ's sake. You are not apart of the team. Niggas are not gonna accept you like that. They'll fuck you like your college bf and be done with you.
By the by, the groomers are still gay. Honestly, they fucking ruin communities with their circlejerking, vagueposting, and vindictive bullshit. secret discord servers where they brag where they can, sneakily getting off on a high. Even if we want to respect dudes for shooting their shot, they are corrupt at heart. Worst part is, some of these motherfuckers are repeat offenders. These niggas just have no self control, no discipline. This shit literally happened a week ago with neppie. It annoys me to no end because streamers go ahead and play into their garbage. You want to talk to these fucks? They all want to fuck you. They want to make you exclusive so you don't stream anymore. that's the (il)logical end goal for groomers.
Fuck, I remember when the Beatani threads started going to shit because of the inner circle. Why must history repeat itself?