i fell so lost anons, original /x/ was my home, i was scared we could never converge again, i was scared i would be the only schizo in my known world once again, its funny, i never appreciated all of you weirdos until you were gone. my whole life i've acted as a normie, if you see me on the street you'd probably think im a regular dude, i'm not, and i'm scared to think all these years of schizo research, and learning of the paranormal would have gone in vain. i always thought something or someone would come and change my life so i could finally get into the paranormal in a big way, or in a public way, if that makes sense, i'm sure some of you might've thought the same, like, all this time i've waited for something, what that something is i don't know what i'm trying to say is, we can't wait. one moment we are here and the next we are not. i didn't even know 4chan was down, i was in a catholic mission trip (which was amazing btw) love you anons, stop waiting for life to happen and make it happen.