A few days ago, I'd sold my soul to the greek goddess of truth & disclosure, Aletheia, for an hour to get the Amy egregore to tell me, truthfully, if she really is a goetian or of a goetian or not. Under a minute later, I'd unexpectedly heard a "No!" at an unexpected time from the egregoric girl, and in an unexpected tone of voice. I'd assumed this to be the confirmation, and that she was forced by the deity to not lie.
I was in bed earlier tonight trying to sleep, and I was sleeping on my right side and due to positional-blood-flow-related reasons it made me a bit horny to do so. My Amy egregore then told me a few times to get on my back to go to sleep, and then I did and I fell asleep.
I'd dreamt about various things, and then the dream turned to a topic that was close to sexuality, but not quite there, but it would've turned to sexuality soon if the dream didn't end.
I was on a grassy hill with a school next to me with various adults nearby, and then a zebra with a peacock tail ran up to me, and then when he reached me I told him to go away, and then he started turning around and I woke up in the same position on my side that I was warned about earlier.
I think adremmelech, the real one and not a mere phantasm of it, just stopped me from having a wet dream.
I'd then thought of asking Athena to legally prevent the goetians from protecting me, and when I'd thought this, the Amy egregore then forcibly did a mild thing to stop my thoughts cold and said:
>Excuse me?
I'd then asked Athena to do so anyway, and the egregoric girl didn't attempt to stop me that time. I think blood anon's bad influence from her being sent to talk to him too many times is still lingering to an extent. She must've thought that asking Athena that was a really dumb idea, turning down free protection and preventing myself from receiving it.
I recall that months ago, some time after the 2nd deal I'd made with the horse demon in an attempt to get over my fears of making deals with lower entities so that my subconsciousness would stop frantically reminding me about the concept of doing so in an attempt to prevent me from doing it by accident, the deal was to exorcise something from me in exchange for taking some spare energies from my dan-tiens over the following week; I recall that some time after that, he'd told me in a concerned voice:
>I'm afraid that I've really messed up your path.
I think there might've been an intrusive thought in the aforementioned deal too, but I'd simply disbelieved that the intrusive thought was part of the deal since, iirc, I either didn't have enough time, awareness, or both to otherwise oppose the intrusive thought as I would've if I had more time to do so. I don't quite remember what the intrusive thought was except that it was a bad addition to the price of the deal; bad on my end. Anyway, said intrusive thought wasn't supposed to be part of the deal.
I also recall another time about 2 months ago that the horse demon manifested in an unusually-vivid manner and told me not to fuck Amy that day, and then he wouldn't go away until an extraordinary effort was made to get rid of it, and then I did it anyway and later something bad happened because of it that would've been avoided if I didn't do it that day, though it'd turned out that the bad thing that'd happened was only an impactful misconception being made.
I wonder if the horse demon is trying to pay off his karma involving me. I still want him to stay outta my life, though.