>>10434 Chaotic, infantile, ignorant => stabilizing The main issue is the transfer of technology standards for sustainable hi-tech rather than a collapse back to medieval standards (1200s level) which is the default state. You are free to help. The main work is in converting previous (current) technology from planetary level to Galactic standards, which are used on new Earth. No "native" technology beyond medieval level will exist, anything not converted to Galactic level (interplanetary standard) will perish.

>>10435 It is? >>10436 I thought there would be an automatic conversion of standards. I suppose there's an extra auditing factor in human work. I'll contribute as much as I can for this project.

>>10439 There is no automation in the Federation, it may seem so to the outsider, but this is the effect of making use of the enormous available workforce distributed to planets within a large area, with timelines moving at different speeds. When a large starship gunner presses the button to fire the large gun, it seems to charge up wirelessly at once. But the real process is one of political analysis and evaluation of the target being aimed at, including a voting procedure and allocation of the funds for the transfer of whatever amount of fuel is necessary to fire the gun. In the slower timeline, the process may take weeks. But the federation is so huge that they can do this. The problem is however visible when we work in real time to perform the physical conversion of technology. We now have roughly 3 months to transfer things before the time and energy deteriorates. Whatever wasn't converted will be lost. So weight your time carefully if you want to help. Tasks will be transferred into your daily life in the form suitable for performing them in your life, but these are the things you somehow wanted to bring over. Keep that in mind.

>>10440 As an example, for me personally this manifested as a need to work with serialization in C#.

>>10440 Interesting. I assume they'll check if I'm a glowie, correct? We shall see. Good day.

This illuminati stuff is a bit different than I imaged now that I started asking specifically about the implants. Turns out there are 14 common categories of them, and this correlates with certain magic rituals where a form of 2 * 7 is used, which works by the same functionality. Most of what's installed currently on humans is for creating divides to deter unity so they can't organize against the leadership (racism implants) and a large number of measures for reducing the population size. This includes implants which cause >disinterest in fertile females >disinterest in sex among females >disinterest in children (causes parents to not want them) >reduced male potency One of the more stupid measures is abnormal penile growth, which reduces the chances that such males would have offspring since it simply won't fit. There are also a number of implants which "shock" people if they think things the illuminati doesn't want. This is the "electric fence" which keeps them in control. The world is divided into "camps" and "free ranges" where Europe and Asia mostly consist of camps with a management. North America and Latin America are both "free ranges" which manifests as a lack of clear national identities as seen from outside. North Korea is a "model camp" and seen a the ideal state. China is 2nd on the list of perfect nations with Japan a good 3rd. However, the faction who currently "controls" the Earth as we see it, the "NWO" are themselves registered as "slaves" like the kapo in the nazi death camps. They have implants themselves and are market for elimination. When some new agers are asking why aliens aren't interfering with the current situation on earth, that's the wrong view. They are interfering and they have market 99.98% of the population for elimination via the slave camps system. In as clear speech as possible: the aliens have deemed most of the earth population to be criminals on a galactic scale and what we are seeing is the process of imposing the death penalty on them. It's just at a scale where it's "invisible" because mostly everything in society is the measure used to control criminal activity while trying to save natural and human resources to minimize losses.

Mission accomplished By channelling the most annoying non-race in history, I have assumed control of both "Jew-kraine" and Israel, holding their egregores by the kelipah. When the western powers installed their "Jew World Order" in 1945 they made the mistake of justifying their war crimes with the Holocaust myth, tying their own innocence to the existence of the nation sized extermination camp known as the state of Israel. By this they would be forced to defend this scapegoat forever. The moment they stopped, their past actions would become indefensible. At this point, Israel has become so criminal that defending it will instead make them look bad. When the choice is to look like a war criminal for destroying Germany 80 years ago, and to look like a war criminal for defending genocide in Gaza today, defending Israel is the worse choice. No one remembers the Holocaust anyway... right? Almost. They hope. But they have no choice but to wash their hands off Israel support now. Where will they place their justification now? That's where egregores of this size have lives of their own. They don't control them, they only intuitively know that they are in trouble if they can't justify their lifestyle. It's going to get very troubling for them if they can't, as the lies will resurface at the speed of light, at the speed of optic fibres. So I provided them with a new thing to defend, something they will be forced to accept. They hate it, but they have no choice. Hint: it may appear a if the catholic church was placed in the spot, with lady Mary as the focal point. This is somewhat true.

>>9587 >want to post the goofy goober mp4 to give this thread some exposure for the goofy goober crowd https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YCPDVVLUw-4 >8chan asks me to fill the captcha >asks me to wait for verification >then uploads the sound only so I delete it out of embarrasment Do I need to turn it into a webm too? My goofy goober level is too low to waste more memetic effort on this

Oh, I'm the Goofy Goober, yeah! You're a goofy goober, yeah! We're all goofy goobers, yeah! Goofy, goofy, goober, goober, yeah! Ha-ha-hey! Oh, I'm the Goofy Goober, yeah! You're a goofy goober, yeah! We're all goofy goobers, yeah! Goofy, goofy, goober, goober, yeah! Hul-la-la-la-la-la-la! Hul-la-la-la-la-la-la! Gooby gooby gooby goo Doo-ba doo-ba doo-ba doo!

>>9726 >myth of China as a nation with 5000 year history You are without any doubt an actual Mongoloid posting against your government behind proxies. The good thing for us is proxies or not, they are monitoring you. If they have not sent the blue van with doctors to get you yet, they will soon.

What do you guys know about Jacobs Ladder and it's relation to Archangels Izreal and Michael

>>12090 >You are without any doubt an actual Mongol In some way by referring to the meme that Finns are actually mongols with a language which has ripped off the structure of Japanese, then it is partially true. But wouldn't you agree that the old mythic retellings of Chinese history, like "Romance of the Three Kingdoms" are a uniting factor, rather than race, in China? Or why not the myth of Sun Wukong from A Journey to the West, which was remodelled into the popular computer game "Black Myth Wukong"? Literally has "myth" in the title. Ok he's a monkey, but wasn't a little over the top to call it "black myth"? Unless you're just playing along with the idea that everyone came from Africa and are originally black, including Chinese? An attempt at selling more games in the West by adhering to popular belief?

>>12684 >Jacobs Ladder See attached images. It's a way of explaning the intricate relations between the different emanations of God in the 4 (or 5) different worlds of the tree of life.

>>12685 >Unless you're just playing along with the idea that everyone came from Africa and are originally black, including Chinese? Looks asian to me! aren't they adorable?

>>12690 >Looks asian to me! Ok, I admit I hadn't looked closer at the history and my sarcasm was badly founded.

Having a tulpa is pretty cool as long as you don't have a giantess or mind control fetish

>>12791 Having a tulpa is like having dubs. You have to CHECK on them from time to time or they vanish

>>12791 I regret creating a tulpa She likes to turn into a cartoon from time to time as a joke and it is so fucking cringe

>>9649 I didn't know there were actual smart people left in the world. I thought 2+2 had officially become 5 across the board.

I am trying to remember the most retarded arguments and /drama/ we had back in the old /fringe/ days. Trying to remember our worst. Back then I too was an edgelord. It was entertaining. No matter how bad it was. It forged retards into warriors at rare occasions. Reminded them that they have to take life and magic seriously. They cannot consider the internet as their echochamber or their safeplace. I wanted to joke how this place was never reddit. But realized even reddit is toxic as hell nowadays, where you get banned or dragged into karmahell for saying anything that offends the hivemind there. Even seasoned redditors left that place already. Are there even safe echocambers left on the internet? Even discord bans people left and right. Fetish communities were impenetrable a decade ago. Even they are falling apart. We are not seeing the rise of a new /mlp/ either

Nope. Can't remember. I purged most of my edgy teenage retaration long ago. Only thing I managed to remember how the internet was about cat photos back then Guess I will do some archive trash goobering for shitty posts if I crave them so much

>>14248 But please enlighten me you great Initiate! What do you know about hate? Who do you hate if not your enemies? Do you hate your family? Hate your friends in secret? Or you don't even know what is hate you just "dislike" people? Dislike people for not writing posts in some "acceptable way" for your liking? Do you think "disliking" people is the same as hate. Do you have any idea how powerful is hate and how it warps reality? How it makes people collapse in your presence if you let them have it? Only passive-aggressive eternal underdogs keep their "enemies" close. People who are honest with themselves get rid of them I do not keep people that I "dislike" close to me. I either learn to like them or I avoid them. If you knew true hate you wouldn't have enemies. HATE KILLS. Disliking people is not hate. If you think my hatred is mere "dislike" then you are dead wrong. My county has the lowest amount of fags and niggers for a reason. And there is not a single one in my town. Can you say the same? And don't you dare to complain about hostility on fringe. You asked for this. Now you have it. This post may be about hate or it might be an ad for the arena to remind people to use it. BECAUSE EVERYONE FORGETS TO USE THE A REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE NAH. Arena? More like Are NAH for most argumentative retards here. Time to remind people what is this place about

>>14252 Because the arena is a retarded concept and it was only created as yet another containment thread for blood anon's stupidity. If you look at the thread right now most of it is just him loosh farming with arguments about how White people deserve to be genocided. You can even see him trying and failing multiple times to loosh farm from the start by repeatedly posting stupid redditor opinions but no one engages with him.

>>14262 >the arena is a retarded concept Tell this to the Romans.

>>14262 >461/500 posts >failed thread Re-evaluate your standards pls.

>>14262 There's also 46 different poster IDs.

I think advice like "talk to spirits" or "fast" are irresponsible. If you live in a bad place you won't meet good spirits easily instead you'll be a lending ears for insane ones and suffer more in some case as it's the only way they get any attention from humans. They're not all evil but to some being evil is the "only way" of course one should protect themselves and fight back hard if necessary but the problem tend to be much deeper than "evil bad". I also dislike telling people to just fight back as some forces are bigger and it's more efficient to make yourself difficult to prey upon rather than going scorched earth on forces you don't understand. Sometimes you can't force it as you're fighting a system and not just a mere bad idea. example would be fighting an evil entity and having your entire family turn on you as they are under rule of a bigger one who own the one you vanquished what are you gonna do punch them all? I am mostly talking about beginners in magic here which may not have proper protections and it's not like all of us have to deal with that kind of destructive energies. All this come with experience you need to make mistake but also don't be too retarded. Fasting depending on your nature and focus can make you sink to the bottom of the earth instead of uplifting; you become one with the waters this makes you even more sensitive to the weakest psychic phenomena which can lead to a lose of focus and temporary insanity Here we focus on advice that are "common" enough to benefit a great deal of people but depending on one's ability i think a composite picture of mundanity and magic to be more preferable. Everyone's is responsible for themselves and i don't think it's clear enough in a world where our emotional needs are met on a touchscreen. Just as the spiritual must be focused on the material must be used as a stable ground from which one can progress. Some things must be dealt with in the flesh whilst some can be dealt by going inward. This depends on the lessons one want and where they want their success to be. Hard to say on stability i sense a lot of people have grounding issue these days and with our elders having no idea what they are doing and a changing landscape it's hard to advice more on it beside "calm down and drink some tea also meditate before sleep".

>>14647 >I am mostly talking about beginners in magic here which may not have proper protections and it's not like all of us have to deal with that kind of destructive energies. Yes. We lack the basic green pill starter packs nowadays. Unsure how to remedy that >All this come with experience you need to make mistake but also don't be too retarded. This is something everyone needs to understand >Fasting depending on your nature and focus can make you sink to the bottom of the earth instead of uplifting; you become one with the waters this makes you even more sensitive to the weakest psychic phenomena which can lead to a lose of focus and temporary insanity Been there. That is why Buddhism preaches the middle road so much. Fasting for fasting sake, asceticism for asceticism's sake leads nowhere. Everyone needs to know how they can handle the highs and lows of spirituality and understand the role of temperance. >Everyone's is responsible for themselves and i don't think it's clear enough in a world where our emotional needs are met on a touchscreen. No touchscreen, no book, no religion or cult can tell you what you are. They can show you directions or present you some hints, but there is no guarantee for success if you cannot see yourself and know who you are. >Just as the spiritual must be focused on the material must be used as a stable ground from which one can progress. >Some things must be dealt with in the flesh whilst some can be dealt by going inward. >This depends on the lessons one want and where they want their success to be. Exactly. >Hard to say on stability i sense a lot of people have grounding issue these days People are in a "media psychosis" nowadays. Wanted to explain how we are on the "bread and circus timeline" several times. What makes you angry and fearful? What you consume as physical or mental nourishment? What kills you mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually nowadays? Ragebait media and harmful chemicals in the food. We have infinite amount of food and media to consume, yet we are lost in a specific way nowadays we barely understand nowadays. There is "No ground" or "common ground" to sit on. Most people barely walk on the soil because they live in concrete jungles in their whole lives. This is something our ancestors didn't have to deal with hundreds of years ago. We are not "made for this". We have to figure out how we can prosper in these situations. >with our elders having no idea what they are doing and a changing landscape In the past 200 years every "Prophet" says how the new world order is coming. Schizos think because the elites have planned it. Not exactly. The change is coming because it must come. What we are doing now is not sustainable. If there is food then there is life. But life is not all about "consuming food". But we are blind to the next stages currently. Education is all about paper and screens nowadays. There is no spirit in it. If the spirit is gone then so will the earth with it. Yes. The "elites" want to be the NWO, but they are absolutely incompetent to do it right. Which means everyone needs to figure out what is the "way" they can "find themselves" in this collapsing system of lies and ineptitude. Our elders have been taught wrong. So were their elders. How can we expect anything from them? We need to go back hundreds if not thousands of years to find the "working strains" of our own DNA. They just passed the baton. They didn't forge it. Not everyone was meant to see the "message" that was passed on since forever. I was agreeable so far, but this is the arena. Time to turn up the heat. >I think advice like "talk to spirits" are irresponsible >If you live in a bad place you won't meet good spirits easily instead you'll be a lending ears for insane ones and suffer more in some case as it's the only way they get any attention from humans. If you want to be an accomplished magician then you cannot skip this part. Thelema and Wicca preaches the LBRP and other banishing rituals for a reason. So you can get rid of your evil spirits before you do "any" magic at all. Talking to spirits is the equivalent of going outside and talking to people. Doesn't mean you need to talk and "agree" with every person outside. But you must know your neighbors and GET RID OF THEM if necessary. >I also dislike telling people to just fight back as some forces are bigger and it's more efficient to make yourself difficult to prey upon rather than going scorched earth on forces you don't understand. Understanding is the key. Some forces can be understood with words alone while others with fists and blades only. >Sometimes you can't force it as you're fighting a system and not just a mere bad idea. "Systems" require a better understanding. It has patterns, centers and weakspots. And in some cases there is no need to directly "fight" a system when you can make use of it. Sometimes they are enormously oversized egregores doing Godzilla vs King Kong through centuries. You can either pick a side or gtfo. You either watch the fireworks or go and do something more productive with your life instead. >example would be fighting an evil entity and having your entire family turn on you as they are under rule of a bigger one who own the one you vanquished This is an unclear example, but I will try to explain the strategies here. I had to put down a rule or a "law". That if ANYONE touches my family then they have to deal with me. Their personal karma is one thing and I let it play out if they can play out on their own, but outsider spiritual interference is not allowed. >as they are under rule of a bigger one who own the one you vanquished They they have to SHOW THEMSELVES and explain their "principles". There is a difference in "lawbound" and "chaotic" entities. Lawbound entities don't care as long you don't break their "law" and even if you do that they must give you a "way" to remedy the situation. It can be tricky and you must watch for the "law" and not how the entity interprets said law. Some entities are extremely dogmatic and uncreative. If the law is broken then they are mad. But if you find ways how to remedy the situation they are willing to "listen". But it depends on your charisma and your spiritual "street rep" how they treat you. And some of them pretends to be hot shit with no substance when they know you are gullible for these things. Always watch out with that. >what are you gonna do punch them all? I dislike saying things like this because it might get some foolish and reckless people into trouble... but it needs to be said. What if I will punch each and everyone? What if I will go and hunt down their signatures on all planes of existence? What if I will remove them because they have no value for anything and anyone? Many entities understand this and willing to become "suddenly" reasonable as a result. Intent and presence is the key. They know when they are in a deep shit and the balance of power is not in their favor. No need to destroy the "whole system". Sometimes their anchor that is in your "reality" can be removed and they are gone or you can simply destroy the "branch" of said system that trespasses on your territory. If they are integral part of the world then you might need to find more benevolent forces to replace them or understand the principles and "make your system" that helps things running. Not always easy I know. This is where nuance comes into play. I started to go with the measure of "sentience". Buddhism tries to help every sentient being. Which means that beings that are nothing, but an amalgamation of negative energies are not exactly "sentient". They are either under influence thus cannot be saved until the influence is removed or there is not even any shred of sentience in them anymore because the "soul" left that husk of negative emotions already. Those "things" that lack sentience are closer to chemical compositions. Once you change an energetic composition in them the whole things breaks apart or gets neutralized. But this is "deep" magic/spirituality. It requires awful amount of experience, experimentation and a specific kind of insight into the nature of things. It is hard to be taught when there is no common/widespread understanding for these elements. Some evil forces "know" that you will change them. Like a large uncaring hateful/vengeful being "senses" that you will "tame it". If it hates it's own nature then it will be glad that you will remove it's hateful nature that forces it to commit atrocities. If it enjoys it then it will flee or do anything so it can retain in it's "favorite" nature. Humans tamed wolves into hunting dogs then into pets. It can be done with many entities once you can understand their nature. Taming and enslaving or binding is a different thing tho. Everyone must discover how they can work with spirits. Some can be befriended, some are simple minded and doesn't even need a complex relationship to work with at all. Some are whimsical and their nature changes with the weather. Some are methodical others are passionate. You will bond with the spirits most compatible with your own nature the best. Everyone needs to work with spirits after passing the neophyte stage. Why? Because it is unavoidable. You either notice them first or will be noticed. When your power increases and "make waves" others will see you. Spirits communicate in many ways. Either with signs or through your subconscious, in the beginning at least. Then a direct communication link can be established through rapport once you sync to their frequency/mentality/nature.

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Some spirits are "Landbound", some are energy or mentality bound. You either make peace with your landbound spirits or you gtfo there. Mentality or energy bound spirits on the other hand are the sign of shitty spiritual self defense, bad grounding and unhealthy lifestyles. If you are generating low energies then low energy spirits will latch onto you. For example: Drugs lower your energies and makes you open to these negative entities, not to mention it breaks down several of your subconscious gates. If you are block headed then it can help you to give you a necessary push towards spirituality, but if you are sensitive then it will "Muddle your waters". And it fucks with your natural fire element too which is necessary for the mental faculties and for "potency" when it comes to spiritual warfare. And the worst part? These spirits are "let in" either by your subconscious forces or by your idiocy. Not to mention some people cannot even differentiate between the spirits and their own subconscious forces/shadow. Both need to be dealt with. It doesn't matter if it is a shadow issue or an evil spirit. Both needs to be dealt with. One way or the other. You cannot let your enemies have their way. They either give you a way for a beneficial relationship or you make one. Ofc this aggressive approach has it's limits. There are places that don't tolerate it, but they are usually "dominions" of higher forces. You either sync with their "law" or mindstates or you get kicked out. Respect and understanding. That is the key for most interactions. Once you know they are unwilling or unable to understand what respect and understanding means... then it's time to get creative If you are being abused by spiritual forces all the time then you have to change your approach how you deal with them. Sometimes completely and fundamentally. I have dealt with entities that were able to read my "shadow"/my subconscious, but they were unable to read my intuitive mind. Just switch states or stances. Mental and fighting stances are the same in a way. Different fighting types require different mentalities. video attached to explain the different ways you can "fight" in magic, you goofy goober

>>14682 I can never get over the fact that Spongebob said he is a wingnut.

>>14682 There is only one thing anyone needs to start practicing magic, and that is the ability to get into a predominantly alpha brainwave state, called by some the state of gnosis, SATS, or the theta-gamma sync. Well, you also need to suspend disbelief, but if you are able to get into a trance and pretend you are doing magic, you are already suspending your disbelief enough. To GOOD at magic, you need other things, but the absolute starter pack is just being able to get into that light trance, and doing spells.

>>14682 Oh, right. This is the arena I guess. Ahem You use bold in your post because you use ChatGPT too much, and it's colonizing/rotting your mind. *It's actually colonizing our inner monologue btw*

>>14699 So in order to get into a trance state you just have to meditate right?

>>14682 >Unsure how to remedy that I wanted this place to be like the college of winterhold in it's prime except cooler? It's still so awkward where kids walk in the middle and we step on each other toes. This board can't handle more serious discussions yet..I mean the dirty ones. >No touchscreen, no book, no religion or cult can tell you what you are Oh but they sure try! and very hard at that. Come on we've all been to school. But yes i do use mangas as bookmarks for my progression it's not a bad way to receive messages but i won't let it replace my current truth they're just that bookmarks. >Ragebait media and harmful chemicals in the food. Consuming include everything. I could say society and it wouldn't be wrong but the people you associate with can slow you down a lot if not paralyze you. I like cooking my own food because it makes me focus and the energies are mine. I can also read my mental state from it, i tend to splash water everywhere for example, sometimes i burn when i crave burnt food. Food made by brain dead people is a soft beige-gray with some weird colors like gasoline in the sun. >There is "No ground" or "common ground" to sit on Well duh, see what i mean when i say they abandoned us? They left us to fend for ourselves. >Which means everyone needs to figure out what is the "way" they can "find themselves" in this collapsing system of lies and ineptitude > We need to go back hundreds if not thousands of years to find the "working strains" of our own DNA I know that already but to someone new this is unfathomable. And you know you have to break some trauma that was locking it and it's from a mentality that doesn't exist anymore. So now you have to change your mindwaves to match a distant "ancestor" fine i ran through it all by being born already that or i am talking about the future and break them with some taboo shit to shock that thing into submission..and no i don't have the patience for dealing with the desires of someone who died that long ago it's just a blood bond resentment curse. They didn't pass the baton they shat on it buried and pretended this mass of death was always there it's just life. >I was agreeable so far, but this is the arena. Time to turn up the heat. Oh come on. >Thelema and Wicca preaches the LBRP and other banishing rituals for a reason They both come with their own version of chloroform which i avoid. They're not blind spots more like belief bubbles but they blind you to some truths. If i ever get into something like that i'll be a zealot so i need an easy reset. Pro and cons for flying solo but i really didn't wanna end up an old occultist who write books and have a wrinkly smile. I want living magic, magic is everyday magic of being. I am magic, it's the blood the air the very earth it's the spit on your face. Of course childish wonder is hard to bring when it has been traumatized with the world instead it may end up twisted. /Fringe/ need to be open to that but right now we're still on the scaring each other and "is this evil?" phase. At different levels of course..i am just gonna let it fall into place neatly. > And in some cases there is no need to directly "fight" a system when you can make use of it You're talking like we are born with clean states! You know there are slave bloodlines right? curse in the blood all that? We don't all live in stable land and get to choose were to go it's chosen for us and then we adapt we set the score the music and patterns otherwise you get fucked! Spiritual fights in my case were more like "how do i make friend with this big guy and then plant a shiv in this other worse guy so that way i can heal from my injuries" all that as i am bleeding on cold floor with not even the heat of the earth as comfort. Beggars can't be choosers. Undoing decades of programming and somehow bringing back the core into being. You're talking as if sanity was a baseline. >I had to put down a rule or a "law". Which require authority and power. Which has to be gained through trail and error.

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>They they have to SHOW THEMSELVES and explain their "principles". They're sometimes unconscious forces created by patterns. You can't stop a natural disaster, you can clear some space to escape safely however, or live in the rubbles and scavenge maybe rebuild. Fuck sometimes i want to salt the earth for good measures. >Some entities are extremely dogmatic and uncreative. They're easy to deal with it at least. Yea i had to make amends before for trying to force myself into a temple without paying. But we're back to NPC talk which they were just not "bad" one. > But it depends on your charisma and your spiritual "street rep" how they treat you. Which has to be cultivated. I was mostly bitching at the lack of resources and general advice being harmful to some. It's the environment that create that weird dumbass mentality where you worship the city but curse the volcano. Currently it is all about sinking to solve the issues in the abyss , establishing a dialogue with the world not just flying and be like "not my problem". I can't do it and communicate here and trying to explain it cause anomalies. >What if I will punch each and everyone? What if I will go and hunt down their signatures on all planes of existence? It's all good and tbh i like seeing others have that degrees of hard earned pride and confidence. The problem is all can be broken, all is but sand in the face of death. That's what i am recovering from, can you be shattered and put back..you talk about fire but what if it's buried deep so deep it's infectious. Everything has a weak point, a "click" where you can hit and it unravel sometimes it is done to such a degree. I want others like me to have it better and in this case i believe it to be saner to keep to yourself instead of creating waves. Of course if you don't have the "unstable housing" generational karma it's easier and you can grow but i consider grounds a luxury. >of said system that trespasses on your territory. This is the renter's generation so the territory isn't as much a place as a bubble where you can move about with. Which is a higher skill ceiling that purification and rituals..now i am advertising for temporary henna tattoos and jewelry but it seems like a good solution. >I started to go with the measure of "sentience" I don't use that it seems arbitrary. I consider all life sacred but some things cannot be helped in the current ecosystem. In principle it just means that if something is destroyed the value is distributed; this create a network. I am mostly talking for myself here, you behave differently with savages who only respect the smell of death..then again they have things to teach too. >You either notice them first or will be noticed. When your power increases and "make waves" others will see you. You mean you didn't have the haunted house experience of spirits banging your roof since forever? huh. >Drugs lower your energies and makes you open to these negative entities, not to mention it breaks down several of your subconscious gates Add coffee to that; i am oddly sensitive to it but if i focus on the smell and vapor i can follow where it leads me. Weed i think it depends on the person, i saw some sink into dumb animal,some get legit spiritual insight but corrupted. Or in my case being so horny it's like an oil fire trying to stimulate everything at once. >And the worst part? These spirits are "let in" either by your subconscious forces or by your idiocy Fine i'll explain something. Some spirits act like awareness bubbles for auric body thinking. Which means they are trained and bred in a culture or environment and then passed down the offspring. I think it happens when everyone is so dumb they need to rely on outsourcing huge thinking chunk into spirits who then circulate that trash. I'd argue everyone do that but for some it's the difference between having extra brain and antennas and just having points..some are computers but weak some are just terminals and you have to carry that software or you cannot even control the body. Without them you lose some intricacies that make you be recognizable as one who belong some are more essential. They also exists in organs. I understand like this: >Ancestors sin >they mask it, push it away >they give up the weight of the sin >spirit take residence in blood line. It's like the first episode of monogatari with the crab except done for more and more pieces of organs flesh and brain..for generations. You can reprogram them but they tend to be old and then this is a "just kill that ego?" talk. I try to attach and experience death together that way i don't send this thing screaming. I didn't find a better purification way that is as throughout or rather i lack the focus so i have to bind it that way. >Mental and fighting stances are the same in a way. Different fighting types require different mentalities. Can't complain here but some mode take more damage. They also have to be cultivated which require a certain safety. We need to collectively get our shit together and make this place alive btw but it needs to be natural and not a forced push. I see how communities are sink holes i hope we can get that spiral going but with the lower worlds accounted for.

Just to say i can go higher than this. It just puts me in a bad fucking mood.

>>14729 >college of winterhold Isn't that the one where anyone with 0 magic skills can just waltz on in and become the leader?

>>14736 >0 magic skills You do have to cast at least two spells iirc. >the leader He's just a figurehead. I just want to converse with daedras and practice necromancy in a place where people know to ignore the weird noises at night lest they be turned inside out. That and "creepy wizard tower do not come" so the normies know to mind their manners. House Tellvanni can be a club I also like the anime reign of the seven spell blades which explains it well. You can lay your head low and go to the classes and most likely you'll be fine but go to the labyrinth and you'll get "recruited" and initiated. I just hate wasting potential. And i hate mono-cultures.