>>270 It has been snowing here a lot for last few days. Everything is covered in snow, the cold gets to your bones and heating is weak this year. Politically, right wing parties are demonstrating every week against the government. I have to make some important career choices soon for the coming 2 years. I am exhausted from family duties, from sending money to relatives to making phone calls to relatively who never did anything for me or my parents. Another topic that I find myself thinking about, if I had to start dating again, it would be tough and sad. I cannot stand social media and it seems to be important these days. But also the social norms and ways of interaction seem so different. I really don't want to be in position of you guys , who have to put yourself out there in order to find someone.

>>270 Everything feels hopeless, I think I am sliding into clinical depression. I have no money, no savings, no central heating, and a very unfit body. All these factors make for a very uncomfortable existence. I'm trying to stay positive and find some work, but the future looks bleak. I've started to retreat into a shell and I am becoming very inept at social interactions, almost as if I am a shy 13yo. I'm coping by reading and drinking a lot. all I can afford to eat is goyslop and I have no stamina or will to go to the gym. All I have is my repertoire of knowledge.

>>272 If you don't mind, please go into more details of your situation. Why do you have no central heating ? How can you afford to drink in such a time ?

>>274 I live in a shitty 1 bedroom apartment that makes hostel rooms look like paradise. It has no proper facilities, and even my bath water fucking smells because who knows where it comes from, and I've stopped bathing due to it. Central heating is a luxurious thought. I drink very cheap alcohol along with fast food.

>>275 Thats rough man. I am in a single room apartment myself for a short while now. Do you have a built in kitchen ? If so, make yourself some cheap meals, the heating helps with heat as well. How bad is the cold there ? Avoid cheap alcohol in general. If need be , force yourself to do pushups/situps when you are feeling down. Exercise actually helps you get too deep into depression. How did you get into this situation ?

>>275 Just a general presumptuous comment, but being alone in a situation like yours, while it may not seem good (and it is not ideal), if you can use this time to work on something, it can be really good both for your character and for you long term. The time spent developing oneself really pays off long term compared to normies who go to parties and socialize.

>>270 Before Indiachan.io turned to shit, I wanted to a thread on learning skills. Lot of people blame privilege for lack of success, but really, the ability to learn and manage new situations fast is what makes some people wildly more successful than others. I do find it important for India to have some semblance of chan culture, where free discussions can take place. Its just tragic that when given a platform, we shit all over it, like uncles in Watsapp groups.

My neighbours appartment lost electricity today and she cannot call anyone until Monday. So she asked me for help. Seeing that I was prepared with a camping gas stove, torch, power bank etc, she was weirded out. The fact that I am prepared for a situation that she isn't, she should be thankful. Instead she finds it weird that I am not a useless normie like her.

For a religion that talks about the importance of experience, I don't see Hindu's investing in experiences, they instead read books and listen to YouTube, but not many visit their own holy sites or seem out gurus irl.

>>276 No kitchen, I don't know how to cook anyways. I will try exercising as much as I can, but I'm very unfit and start panting after walking a simple flight of stairs. The cold is alright, not too harsh thankfully. >>278 I'm working on myself, by gaining some technical knowledge and trying to apply for jobs. >>292 I would like that thread as well. I have a few things to contribute from my experience.

>>270 Woke up with a crippling headache today. Couldn't get sleep last night due to countless mosquitoes that ate me alive. I think I've contracted a stomach bug, I feel like puking all the time. Wasted my sunday afternoon sleeping, and I still feel groggy.I haven't felt this weak in an year. I seriously want to end it all right now.

>>326 Learning how to cook is very useful anon. Worst case get a water heater, bunch of eggs and ramen. Keep bananas and cereal in your room. Eating out bruns through your cashflow. Regarding mosquitoes, get a mosquito cream and/or cotton sheets. Is your financial situation bad ? How hard is it to find another place in your town/city ? As for the thread, yeah, ill start one. Though contributions will be slow. Atleast coming week, I will be drowning in work.

>>270 One of the things that really really bother me is absolute lack of precision in thought. People talk to each other using words, without using the same meaning, they talk in general vauge terms without really defining the meanings. I think few anons had really good ideas on Indiachan, but where they lacked was they relied in 19th century European terminology to define their ideas, which honestly deserve new vocabulary.

Health wise, I am not well. There is more and more this feeling that I am running out of time and my health will not keep up. I manage to get a lot done every week, but I also feel like a candle whose wax is running out and soon only the wick will be left burning. I've come far enough in life already. No regrets there. I have some personal obligations. But my biggest regret is not doing for the society in which I was born. Everything good about me is because I was born in Bharat and my roots were because I was raised in very Bharatiya circumstances. When I see Indians disconnected from Bharat, I find it sad. They are alien to their mother tounges and the concepts and legends of the land. They consume American media and European educations, while living in a land that is alien to them.

>>342 I don't want any anon to think this is me feeling bad or low. Not at all. I see my life as a list of to do list and I always have. Along the way I had my small moments of joy and those are enough. My regrets so far are just not doing enough as much as I could.

>>343 Had few hours to myself last night, was probably the best few hours in a very long time. I've always wanted to live alone but circumstances wouldn't allow it. Had leftovers so just ate that. Though I'd rather have cooked my own meal in peace but maybe that's good another day. If you get the things you want easily it might feel lackluster. So more the build-up better the reward. Also my cat gave birth to 3 kittens this morning, 1 was found dead away from the nest. The relatives who had stayed at our place are leaving today too. It's going to feel a little melancholic although I wasn't even keen on their visit. Today feels very warm in a good way. Things will go back to usual but the time it gets dark.

>>270 Today was a slightly better day, I went out and tried to have some social interactions, ended up referring to a man as a woman mid-conversation and scrambled out awkwardly, but other than that, it was not too bad. Some kind anon bought a very rare music album for me, I had been trying to get my hands on it since diwali. I ate slightly better food with a friend today, and didn't drink at all.

>>344 I usually write in this thread before I am about to go to sleep only. Living alone was my dream, I moved away from my family, being with them I couldn't be the kind of person I wanted to be. So I took decisions to do that always. Family is comfy when visits are few hours long. Outside that, I hate explaining myself to family, both distant and close. >>357 Good to hear anon. Good food and good company is super underrated as a part of life. Do expand on your situation when you feel like it and avoid cheap alcohol on all costs.

>>271 Germanon, hopefully your relationship works out, but make sure you don't get complacent. If your relationship went south, you would be alright. You have a good career and are solid. >>275 Bhai, what? Give more details >>270 Feeling alright with life now. Roommate is fucking annoying. I've lived with E Euros my whole life and every exposure irritates me more and more. Managed to get a study room to myself later in the evening and just read with Paysage D'Hiver in my headphones. Genuinely one the best experiences I've had in a long while. Late night reading, especially once you push through the feeling of wanting to quit, is the best. I feel like I'm starting to get the imagination I had as a child back. School is going alright. I can't tell if I'm smart or everyone else is stupid. The work load is insanely easy which just fuels my own laziness. Keep putting work off until the last minute, each time expecting to get punished and having it never happen. My ex keeps coming up in my head. It was a mistake to come back to the dorm we fell in love in, but oh well. It really stings since we were such a cute couple. When I first got here people kept asking how we were doing and I had to tell them there's no we anymore. Other women keep cropping up. Tired of all the drama. Three girls were of interest to me, two have bfs and the third was the frenchie I freaked out over on InCh. I really want to do something with my life. I have the material for maybe 4 academic articles right now, which hopefully I can get published before applying to a PhD program. I have the makings of a long post as well - not sure if I'll make my own website, or post it here and on InCh. Also have a buisness idea aswell, hopefully can get started on that ASAP.

>>366 I also hate how blackpilled I am now. Physically I look different, with massive bags under my eyes, but my personality has morphed. niggeras have really fucked me up and I have a lot of issues with women now. Also - regarding the drama with women. Other women have come onto me (none of which I was interested in) Two are really bad. I can post the screenshot from one of them which will be worth some keks, but the other has a bf but keeps making really inappropriate insinuations. I have no idea if she is in to me or just crazy. I deliberately ignore her but she keeps pestering me.

>>367 Nice filter P1 A1 J1 E1 E1 T1 A1 S1 fucked with my head

>>270 Stuck with lot of paperwork. Health insurance paperwork for bills, some tax confusion etc. Mostly small tasks, but after working all day daily it drains me to just do more paperwork. Germany is hell in this regard.

>>366 Im sorted with regards to relationship. My woman is a keeper for sure. Write down your ideas. Use some kind of oersonal knowledge management system. As for girls, there is no way around the pain. Best is to approach dating and companionship like a skill. Ill post about that in the other thread. For now use this website

>>377 well, that sucks. I hate paperwork, it's useless time waste and a privacy nightmare. >>367 well, I have no experience with women but hope you find peace soon. >>366 sounds comfy. good luck with school >>270 turns out the stomach bug was accompanied by a common cold, I stayed away from the internet for the past 2 days. I'm feeling alright now, the body's physical state has a huge impact on one's mental state. I'll look for a job this week, I'm trying out social interactions, reading and not drinking at all.

>>420 Speaking from lot of experience, great alcohol in limited quantities is great, cheap alcohol is bad for your body, brain and wallet. Seems you have a long way to go in regaining control of your life anon. Keep us posted. Stomach bugs can drain your energy long term.

>>420 Stay safe yaar. You have us cheering for you. >>421 Bhai, what are the health issues you keep mentioning? >>270 Read in the private study rooms again for an hour, and walked back to my dorm in a mild snow storm. My wool coat kept me cozy. Very kino.

If I can get through today (3 meetings, 1 presentation and two important submissions for a proposal) then I will be sorted for a while and make posts on the weekend. >>430 Bad genetics V Working 12 hours a day since I left school V Side effects from meds + Pfizer V Adult with the heart of a 90 year old

>>270 Overwork from last days and the absolute shit cold outside got to me. Woke up with body pain and headache. Going to pop some tablets and grab lunch with gf and another friend. You guys should really invest in eating and going out with either friends or interesting people.

>>367 How are you doing now ? >>357 How are you doing now ?

>>465 What tablets are you using yaro? Nice on going out. You mentioned the importance of a friend group back on InCh. Haven't been able to make one. My gen and newer ones are completely fucked. Are the people you hang out with also based or do you keep your power level in check? >>466 I'm alright. Living in a dorm and the person I'm stuck with is fucking annoying. Insomnia fucked with me hard this weekend - took sleeping pills and melatonin, slept at 5am and woke up at 1pm, so not ideal. Sorry about the cold yar. Also was >Adult with the heart of a 90 year old Hyperbole? Is there anything you can do?

>>488 Standard painkillers/fever meds. Nothing strong. Never took sleeping pills or anything, but I did invest in good noise blocking when I was living with people in a dorm. > Are the people you hang out with based ? Yes. It would be tough to describe them. 2 senior scientists 2 musicians 1 athlete and yoga expert I don't meet people outside that. I am very private IRL and I don't speak much outside of close friends. We meet once every 1-2 weeks for group meals or do small events together. Outside of that, I do keep in touch with Indian friends a lot. Between that, home tasks, work and eating/sleeping, no time for anything else.

> Sorry about the cold yar. Also was Canadian cold is anyday worst. Much worst. Idk which part you are in, but I hope it is dry cold and not wet. > Hyperbole? Is there anything you can do? No hyperbole. I need Rest.to work less, eat well. Exercise more etc. Stopped drinking, doing many of the steps. Getting regularly 6+ hours of sleep now.

>>493 Advice for meeting friends like that? I've never met anyone based in my life. I have one friend who is sorta like that, but not really. >>494 -10 here right now. Pretty chilly but a few years ago it was absolutely brutal, -30 often. Drinking is usually a net negative. I'm lucky I never enjoyed drinking or smoking so it's never been an issue for me. Also, I've been meaning to ask, what is your opinion on the advancements of AI? I'm on the fence now. I don't think a singularity is possible in the sense it's been conceived, but I think the idea of AI invalidating a lot of human experience is possible and it makes me quite saw. When I read a book I take comfort in knowing some made it with a purpose and was expressing their thoughts. Now it's just a faceless algorithm. Also, do you have any career advice for someone in academia? I think the whole field is about to get fucked (politics and automation) and I have no idea what to do anymore.

>>523 Lots to answer anon. > Advice for meeting friends like that? If you are good at something and if its known, you attract like minded people. Can be something as simple as being a good runner/musician or an original thinker. Work on yourself, you will attract good people. This regardless of the blackpill. A lot of based people are fugly, short, bald etc but attract lot of good people and things in life due to their exceptional nature. > -10 here right now. Pretty chilly but a few years ago it was absolutely brutal, -30 often I have only expirienced Calgary and Edminton and the cold was different kind of brutal. It was dry but if you didn't take care it would get to your bones. > I've been meaning to ask, what is your opinion on the advancements of AI? Those who learn to work with it have a good future, those who don't will earn less or eventually be replaced for the worst. India and Indians in particular will be really screwed, although I see resistance, it is weak. The main question is, is it cheaper for AI to do ones job or not ? Depending on that answer, a lot will change. > Now it's just a faceless algorithm. AI can regurjitate only what has been fed to it, it can create new combinations. But it also has a counter effect. The value of analogue and non digital , of what has not been digitized or fed to AI's will increase a lot, as will real originality, but it will be domain of the elites, while the masses will get low level lew effort resources. This will be the case for few decades. As populations fall, quality of life will increase, Independence will decrease as we depend more and more on AI. This should honestly be a dedicated thread, a very important topic. > Also, do you have any career advice for someone in academia? I think the whole field is about to get fucked (politics and automation) and I have no idea what to do anymore. Well, I can give some possible scenario's 1. Structured and predictable topic with a position in University You earn well, you work a lot so less time for PhD , your topic and its end result is predictable, therefore so is your career, but depending on your alignment with political goals, you will get social acceptance and "success" but your research will only add to existing narratives. i.e. no academic indepdence 2. Independent PhD with Scholarship and/or job You fund your own PhD with no garuntee of job or acceptance upon finishing it, therefore your work has to be exceptionally good, you will be working a lot therefore little to no time for parties, social life etc. You will have to prove yourself every step of the way. Not easy, but gives you independence, working on the side means you have experience i.e. a backup in case academia does not work out. There are more side effects of working in academia. Imagine you are at a family dinner. Your sisters husband Santosh Kumar is bragging about a promotion he got, marketing for some randumb IT company. Everyone gives social approval. Your work is too complex to explain to them and they are not interested in something that requires too much thinking. So while others have gamified goals and upgrades in life, yours is just chipping away at a mountain, with predictable salary and relatively same lifestyle. So think about these carefully. These are massive topics, with lot of detail needed for each.

Do you guys or your parents pay for or support other relatives or cousins who are losers ? Why are we as Indians socialist at a family level ? Russian and chinese govts provide benefits, not families.

>>547 There's a NEET uncle in my family who's a bewda and asks money from eveyone including neighbours and family members. His wife works and makes good money but never gives him any because he'd spend it all to drink. He still gets money to drink from all the `asking` and is always drunk out of his mind and says funny shit and he's harmless even when drunk. Doesn't drive either so nothing to worry. His life is pretty comfy desu.

>>270 A friends daughter committed suicide because they took away her phone. They got married because parents said so. They had a kid because parents said so. They go an IT job because easiest choice after engineering. They both had no understanding of the social or economic situation they were in. They repeated the same old govt and GAE propaganda that everyone does because it is easy. The daughter was the same, she got nothing from parents but performance. In return she drank the dominant narratives wholesale and live more in Internet than IRL. There was no life. Because there was no life. Everything was on autopilot. The suicide is just a consequence of the Industrial life. Movie recommendation - Virgin suicides

>>550 I am paying for a relatives life right now, while I work my ass off. He cries to other relatives and because I am earning well, I am expected to give him money. My father did the same for his brothers and they had/have comfy lives. Feels like just feeding rats.

>>559 These songs feel apt https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bINcxA29QEE https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B5DAd0uodX8

>>559 Happened in my family a bit, but my grandparents cut those people out. >>529 Thanks for thoughtful reply. A lot to reflect on. For some reason lost my shit today and started stalking my ex. Hadn't done it in a while but started trying to find her number using tinder reverse search tools etc. Fuck me. Really need to stop spiraling into paranoia like a psycho. Slept like shit. Got to bed at 5 am. >>547 Chinese govt benefits are pretty shit and I don't think Russia is very good either. Scandinavian countries have a good social system but I don't think delegating power and responsibility to government is ever wise.

>>270 Haven't slept for 3 days, got kicked out of my apartment, no job, I'm literally eating out of trash. I've never felt so miserable in my life, literally crying as I'm posting this. This will probably be my last post here, I'm losing the will to survive now, I'll contemplate on ending the suffering this weekend. This world is a very brutal place

>>568 What the fuck happened anon ? Tell us. >>562 Mastruabate till your dick is raw anon. Then go for a run till you collapse. What did you ex do to you ?

>>569 First for everything and I thought we would get married. >>568 Bhai, wtf. Don't you have family yaro?

>>575 >>575 Go into details anon. Why did you both breakup ?

>>576 8 months long distance. I was being pretty controlling in retrospect but in the last month or so I saw she was putting less and less effort. She started doing somethings that were hard dealbreakers for me and we ended up having a really grueling video call and she said she didn't care if I slept with other people, and that she hadn't been in love the last three months. She had a friend group that was feeding her bullshit and Indian doctors (psychologist and gynac) that were telling her she shouldn't be sexually active etc. etc. The breakup basically came out of nowhere. It was mutual at the time but became evident she wanted it whereas I was willing to work through it. We were extremely close, or at least I thought we were. Lived together for months in Canada, spent basically 24/7 together, named our future children, planned our whole lives. I still remember the stuff she said to me and it really hurts. Stings too because she kept messaging me asking how I was until I told her to stop in December last year. I honestly think she was just confused and was pushed to break up by her friends and doctors. When we were living together there were basically no issues.

>>579 When you are in long distance, at some point you start loving the idea of that person you have in your head more than what that person is actually like. Her friends coaxing her to believe differently about you probably made her think it's all real.

>>579 Did you guys date in person before that ? Loss of love is terrible anon. It takes a lot to bring two people together. >>580 With Internet being a huge part of our lives, it is more common than rare now for two people to be in love with the idea of each other and not the reality of the person.

>>568 I really hope you are doing better or found some refuge.

>>580 >>581 Thanks guys. 8 months long distance, but 2.5 years altogether. Yeah, I was in love with who I wanted her to be. It's bittersweet because she got me into Indian history and culture, of which I was almost completely ignorant of before. She was also probably around a 9/10 by Indian standards and we were extremely close. Basically had our own pidgin language together. Oh well. The nostalgia has left me now, you guys really helped. Unrelated, but how did you learn German yaro? Post-grad is looking like France or Germany right now.

>>588 I think he's gone now. Hope he ends up alright.

Hello anons, I hope everyone is doing well. I feel like I'm getting too deep into the internet rabbithole of chan-culture and projecting some of the worst aspects of it irl. It makes my blood boil to see any kind of women/muslim upliftment schemes, and I think I'm turning into the stereotypical misogynstic incel, and I really do not want to. How do I undo the red/black pill and become a more positive persona irl? Any help would be appreciated

>>603 Stop browsing chans and make real friends. Germanon suggested having a dedicated half hour to look at chans (something to that effect) and then closing them and doing other things. I fell into the rabbit hole a few times and ended up in very serious trouble. Certain ideologies are more toxic to those that practice them than those that are supposedly targeted.

>>603 First of all completely stop visiting inch.io and only visit chans about your hobbies/interests, not because using imageboards is cool et. al. Mindlessly browsing imageboards is just as bad (or even worse) as doomsctolling on social media. As >>604 and germanon says, only visit chans for a few minutes; read, reply and leave. I only have around 10 boards that I visit and since they're very slow it's easy for me to balance it out with other activities.

>>597 My advice is get a job between your post grad. Earn some money. Use it to develop yourself. >>603 Stop browsing InCh. Get out and talk to real people. Read books. Get lot of fresh air and exercise. > How do I undo the red/black pill and become a more positive persona irl Redpillers/blackpillers make their own reality, they have an opinion then look for confirmation everywhere. It is pointless to generalize dating. People and their actions vary a lot, so relying on averages when the variations are so high is a bad idea. More importantly, one must work on himself or herself in order to be their best versions. Only then should they consider dating. > But mah teenage love and romance It is bullshit. You are not a real person until you are living independently. I would even go as far as to say earning your own money. > It makes my blood boil to see any kind of women/muslim upliftment schemes As it should. >>608 I got the dedicated image board apps. They are superb. I use browser only for this website. Hope it gets support for clover as well. If you are the DutchVPN anon from InCh, then post your poll stuff here, its wasted on teenagers on InCh, you have good sources and interesting news.

>>603 Drop by in the concepts thread, I will be posting something useful for this.

>>609 I think you're right Germanon. Maybe I'll be able to travel and teach English, perhaps write a few articles, before starting post-grad. The world seems to be going to shit now, and I'm pretty nervous about the job market. > It makes my blood boil to see any kind of women/muslim upliftment schemes I agree with only half of that statement. If it's economic help (easing the transition from feudal economic relations to capitalist ones) then I'm for it. There's a limited argument in favor of some state intervention to help families get on their feet. Pinochet to the first twoish presidents in Chile illustrate that to some degree. I'll try and get a long post going, I can't make promises as it's difficult now, but I'd really like to. This is kind of a general goal I'm posting here for some limited accountability - try to read more and get disciplined.

>>625 > I agree with only half of that statement. If it's economic help (easing the transition from feudal economic relations to capitalist ones) then I'm for it Most benefit programs in India are complete bullshit. They never provide equal opportunity, only election gibs. > The world seems to be going to shit now YEP, earn money, buy gold and guns. Spend money on meeting interesting people and having good meals.

>>609 >If you are the DutchVPN anon from InCh, then post your poll stuff here If you're talking about /ent/ then almost all the work is being done by samantha poster. I'm only in the replies. >you have good sources and interesting news Not sure if you're talking about me, I rarely hold meaningful discussions there.

Some thoughts regarding modernity. If you look at history, you will see it's mostly a power struggle between big, influential institutions and smaller groups trying to negotiate with each other. As time has moved on governments control of citizens have become more stronger. In pre-modern era, at least in Indian context (i.e. in non-abrahamic world), smaller groups were happy with securing their rights in their spatial domain (they made local claims). But with the advent of modernity all kind of local diversity and differences were erased out in the name of "equality", and everyone are given same rights. But differences still persist (because historical indifference and inequality) and elites use those social differences to create coalition and get hold of power (thus universalizing the claims). Also notice how it requires a centralized strong state to implement "modernity". Thus smaller groups become more disadvantaged as they securing local rights isn't enough anymore. -end- Any critique is welcome

>>630 Yeah, I meant in theory vs the implementation in India. They're all for votes.

Talking to a zoomie here, I think I should post some important life experiences here as it might help some of you. Most of these posts are made in between tasks.

>>634 Another way to put modernity --- Since not everyone is equally attractive, men who are taller than average , their legs should be cut off till they meet the average. Women with breasts bigger than average with get the fat surgically removed.. Those shorter will have to wear heels to fit the height. Those with small breasts will get augmentation surgery. Those with lower attractiveness will get facial surgery. Those above attractive will be surgically made ugly. Dating will be done via reservation, determined by social points of how well one follows government directives. --- This is what Global American Empires version of modernity is.

>>638 If you read the different laws as they were drafted, then you see what we practice, it is a real shame what we do and it is very unfair. In my opinion, most supreme court judges should be stoned and hanged in public view, their laws have done more harm to the nation than Gandhi and Nehru combined.

Growing up, I was not a catch, the women who were used to make fun of me for social value and the women who weren't saw me as potential dating material. Somehow I was into JEE faggotry and I avoided dating. This was actually good decision, I avoided most of the bullshit that comes with teenager drama and romance. Once I lived away from my family, I came into my own, then I began dating. Luckily for me, I don't like women who complaint too much, feminazi types who have a problem with everything don't like toxic men like me. My hobbies (gaming, metal, outdoor stuff etc) repelled most such women and I was happy for that because I did not want the company of such women either. The little interactions I had with such creatures, would leave me bewildered and annoyed. In dating/mating, you have to be right once. Does not matter how women are in general. If you find that right one, it is enough. So I optimized my dating to find my kind of women, instead of focusing on the army of feminazi banshee's. I use that approach, instead of reddit faggotry.

>>645 Talking to zoomies, they get bothered by reddit tier women and their opinions. Both IRL and online. My issue is, a: Would you want to date such creatures ? b: If no, then why do you care how they see the world ? c: Why is it hard to understand that like all men are different, so are all women ?

>>643 No, you are describing communism, a specific manifestation of modernity. Modernity tries to standardize. So in modernity you can't have different standards of 'beauty', unlike in ancient era where societies were much more decentralized and could negotiate with the elites on a much more equal footing and could negotiate terms for their own society. In modernity you can't have different standards of 'beauty' and the notions of beauty espoused by the elites becomes standard, and those who fails those 'standards' become ugly. Unlike older days he cannot change the standard just for his own society and he has to change the universal standard itself, which is much more difficult than making local changes.

>>650 No not at all. A lot of the activists who push modernity, explicitly state that a communist utopia is their end goal. > Modernity tries to standardize The other type of modernity is the Industrial society. > In modernity you can't have different standards of 'beauty' and the notions of beauty This is because uniform standards means uniform measurements. The reason modernity uses European ideals as standard is because industrial revolution was born here. When something can be measured against standards, it can be digitized, monitored, measured, manipulated etc. This when done at a local level with local awareness has advantages. When done uniformly, it either fails to read the situation/subject (as is the case of the machine when dealing with India or Indian ideas) or it applies misfitting ideals and manipulates the subject into subjugation (see modern China). --- I have mixed feelings. We cannot beat the Industrial complex without making one of our own. Therefore we have to standardize at some level. It can be state wise or district wise or even village wise. BUT, we have to use the machines to our advantage without losing the diversity of ideas and ideals that define us. This is the real challenge. Sadly I see very little to no discussion of it.

>>650 >>652 To fight the machine, we must invent our own, based on our values. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4A_tSyJBsRQ Song somewhat related.

>>650 The difference of ideals is very important difference. Current dominant view of modernity is based on Christian doctrine. One of "progress" that leads to Utopia. Sounds like a pursuit of heaven doesn't it ? What is progress ? One defined by American ideals but always vauge enough that anything can be added to it. But meaningful action will always follow American way of doing things. Diversity Equality and Inclusion - This refers to uniform ideology, diversity of skin color and race. You work for the levithan and you are accepted, else you are to be crushed. This idea is not new. Others before us recognized it too. But the execution of standardization is beautiful and scary. See Indian youngsters discussing LGBTQ, an Indian chakka is cheeee, but an Instagram faggot is approval worthy. Protecting cows is sanghi, protecting cats is Insta worthy. Wearing Skirts is progress, wearing salwar is aunty like. Aesthetics and confidence are strong weapons in this war. I always underestimated the importance of aesthetics and only now I am understanding them.

>>653 "Baptized in vitriolic acid A final touch, a smoothing of features Completion of the greatest art To cast the godly creatures Humans, once astray, made divine Stripped of congenital flaws We're incandescent revelations in a world of darkened forms"

>>643 The dawn of AI is an ill-omen for the future. If you thought our rights were rapidly being destroyed now, I guarantee you the amount of social control AI will allow, backed with a massive bureaucracy, will just increase. I thought Canada was unique, insulated with am admittedly good inheritance, the British Westminster system with an emphasis on accountability and the strength of systems, backed by a culture that lauds hard work and honesty, I've seen corruption begin to take hold. The tools of government are now being turned against the people, willfully subverted, and supposedly independent news media have become glorified organs of the state. There is no legitimate protest anymore, no political party willing to roll the clock back to a stage of the system that was working, nor can they put the genie back in the bottle even if they tried. Blatant corruption and ideology that seems to cross the aisle is the future for my country. Moldbug said it well - people compare the fall of the US (and I'm including Canada in that as we are largely inseparable) to something like Brazil or Africa, but the truth is that it will become a Chile or Argentina. Not fully immersed in the bog of corruption, violence, and incompetence, but not capable of wading out of it past hip depth.

>>656 The age of retirement in Germany is now 67, so people can keep providing money into the fund. You cannot opt out of it, your money has to go in it. An old man, a neighbour of mine, left for Argentina. His pension was not enough to fund a comfortable life here any-more. The younger generations have no concept of german culture, they live in americanized versions of everything. Atleast in east, the youth is still more connected to Germany.

>>656 well, tbf the current soycel media algorithms are also based on AI

>>658 Nah. As you saw with twitter files, simple algorithms with lot of human intervention.

>>657 How to combat lethargy? Feel like my life is going nowhere.

>>666 Nice digits anon. It is a very general question. You could be lethargic beause Dehydrated Lack of Vit B or D etc. You could be lethargic because Emotional or physical depression Burnout (your body eats up your Vit B reserves) etc Based on what you said about your ex, you could be going through emotional burnout. Are you done with your degree ?

Many of you are very smart. Esp compared to IRL Indians I meet these days, including IIT'ians who are absolute idiots and not at all well rounded at all.

What a tiring week. Just non stop tasks. Reading, music and walks help a lot. I am practising Yog nidra as well. Now I have a proposal to present tomorrow. Had some good moments this week. Ate out with gf on the weekend. Now back to the grind.

>>673 Indeed, although I'd like to point out that clearing JEE is not a good metric to judge a person. My best friend,who studied for 12 hours a day for 3 years, ended up getting a rank in the top 25, but he is not someone who you would classify as "intelligent" if you met him irl, he had no hobbies other than cramming for exams and didn't even know how to operate a computer but went for a cs degree. Even I got a top 500 rank in JEE without too much effort, all you need is consistent practice and some cramming capabilities. Granted that the competition was not much back then, but the point still stands. I always felt jealous towards people who did well in olympiads though, since they're significantly tougher and are a much better teller of the abilities of a person, I could never clear the Indian TST for IMO despite being a good JEE ranker

>>270 I am getting the offers I want, from the company I wanted to work for now. WTF. When I was looking for the same post in same company, then they told me that it wouldn't be open for few years. Given how small and niche the field is, this is pure bullshit to fuck with me. >>676 Fully agree with you. I met a "power couple" , both husband wife JEE grads. Surviving on grants and scholarships right now. Offered maggi for dinner. House had no food. Living like dogs living on scraps. 0 cultural knowledge of Germany and India. their work is also unoriginal at best. But they market themselves as gods intellectual gift to mankind.

>>691 Getting depressed with the advent of AI. Intelligence capital is no longer relevant. It's been actively selected against since the dawn of the welfare state and post-industrial society, but AI just speeds up the inevitable irrelevance of intelligence. We will soon be surrounded by bug men incapable of both hard work and original thought, violent men and promiscuous women. Families will be outdated, and any sort of higher calling will be either impossible to pursue or such an incredibly rare phenomena among people that it might as well not occur at all.

>>696 Most of intellgencia is absolute fraud and useless and would be better off being replaced by AI for sure. I see it as a benefit not burden. AI is only going to replace the jobs that require very little technical skill and most people earn doing nothing. For example, a lot of academics is absolute word salat bullshit that does not add any value whatsoever, but these insects get funding for political and other reasons. By all means, take away their jobs and throw them in the streets. 93% of any population is useless at thinking jobs , of these the ones who have office jobs are essentially white collar peons and add no value (including my current job). The remaining 7% are supposed to actually understand and contribute to the collective pool of knowledge. If running a computer with expensive data models, lot of video cars and electricity is cheaper than humans doing the same, then so be it. They are better off using the hands and creating something physical. There is nothing wrong with non top tier jobs. I do one myself. On the other hand, tasks requiring complex and original thinking, AI has not been able to touch those at all yet. Maybe a general intelligence be a bigger threat, because it would have access to all of human knowledge all at once. The people who would absolutely win - people who use AI to supplement their knowledge and take decisions. But this requires lot of expertise and is still prone to errors. So I see more merit in the Moldbug/TedK method, which is to transcend the circus of modernity and live outside its bounds and making/managing your own infra and betting on the world crashing down.

>>696 Anon. Some personal advice. Don't aim for a career. Earn enough to live and use time to read/study/do what you love.

>>699 These are interesting points - I think I need to take some time to collect my thoughts on how AI will impact the political and economic structure of society. I will say, GPT-4 beta testers have worried me quite a lot. I realize they are part of the hype job surrounding OpenAI, but it is still scary. >>700 Sadly, not really possible without a career in my country - everything is getting really expensive and wagecucking is the only way to make ends meet, at least right now. In the Summer I'll work odd jobs, but I would need close to half a mil to be able to live comfortably.

>>691 >>676 Making people into tools that can fill a specific niche is an effective way to divide and rule people. There's a reason aristocratic education focused on edifying the individual rather than making them specialists in one particular area.

>>702 Most Individuals today add no real value to the world. Yes, robots can be a threat to us. But if we are that predictable and hackable, then we need to evolve or perish. I see it as a different problem of dependencies. An AI reliant society will get dumber. Its use will have to be regulated. But also, we have to disconnect from the open internet, AI or no AI, the manipulation potential is huge when you are connected to the grid.

>>701 What I meant was, get a job that pays enough. Keep your expenses low and focus on working on your own thing.

>>726 Best places to unplug and live cheaply for a year? Thinking of busting my ass through PhD abroad and then laying low in a cheap country. SEA sounds good, either Laos or Cambodia.

A topic I find very tough to talk about, most youngsters don't realize what we Hindu's have lost. They are trying hard to make it in the world, deal with JEE etc. It is not their fault. Their parents will push them for this. Then demand more from them after they sacrifice their youth. Ofcourse they don't have time for bigger issues. When I talk to these kids, I don't even know where to begin because their basics are absolutely fucked from JEE fagging and grinding for boards. They ask me the typical InCh questions. I know what they want to hear and what they need to. I also know they won't listen. I also know they will be fucked and fucked deep. Just an example, I am an uncle, I look like an uncle. I am looksminimizing and I am the ugliest version of myself mostly. In 10 mins my girlfriend will be home and I will get some sex. At work, the blue eyed dane wants to sleep with me and bites her lip when I have lunch with her. Simply because after 30 women lose their social value, while men with talents and stable income and not terrible personality, easily get women. Meanwhile, my friends who took the beaten path , are busy having heart attacks and coming home to bad tinde ki sabzi. >>732 Bali is pretty for a vacation, but 1 year is long.

>>746 Once it's gone, it's gone forever. I'm sad the early Hindutva movement wasn't more successful pre-independence. We are entering an era of bugmen ruling bugmen. Evola and Nietzsche were right, only a small portion of people are worth anything and that will become more the case. The younger generation is terminally fucked, and I think the right will have to confront it's failure like the OG commies did in the 70s. I've been interested in a hypothetical book on the Hindu right in the style of Paul Gottfrieds books on the history of the American right, viewing Hindutva from far to the right with a mix of more esoteric civilization insights from Spengler and Evola, obviously drawing on the Gita. Good to hear your life is going well. Something is going on with my brain. Currently on anti-depresants right now and going to get off (although the dose is low enough to supposedly not have mood altering effects, and just for the sleep) I am operating at maybe 20% brain power and permanently exhausted. I hope it's just diet, sleep and exercise and not something more serious. I think I'll go to Laos for a year or so and pump out a few books in my area of study. If I'm published and reasonably well received I can die happy, right now I feel like a waste of oxygen. People are so dumb now, and I have to interact with them all the time. I'm not sure which is worse, Indians raised to be wagecucks like the JEE grinders or to become complete degenerates like so many people around me. Some instances - I have earned enough so that I have an emergency fund. I don't really work that often, and I feel like I spend above my means on occasions. Still, I save a decent amount. Women around me work constantly and have no money saved, they spend it as soon as they get it and are mired in both credit card and student debt. They're making enough to be paying it down but just don't, only paying the bare minimum on the interest. I overhear conversations and lose all hope in humanity. GTA has gotten really bad where people can neither reflect on the past or consider the future, they just exist in the moment like animals and are herded from one mundane talking point to the next. It's honestly unbearable at this point. It's affected me as well now. I've lost interest in most things again. Whereas before my brain would be in a constant state of discovery, eager to learn new things and develop myself, now I feel that curiosity maybe once a week and am constantly mired in some brain fog, like I'm thinking slower and more limited. I can perform basic functions, probably better than other people and still get good grades. I don't know if I'm just burnt out or if this is my life now. I can't say I'm depressed, but more so tired of a banal existence, with no end goal in sight. I think my desire to be with a woman is just delaying this miasma of existential boredom by however long the relationship lasts. The only positive is that I have stayed lean and workout semi-regularly. Joint problems prevent any serious gains, but I think it's caused by the medication and will go away once I'm off the shit. I'll try to do some long posts, the only thing that holds my interest to any degree. I have a few backed up - Mishima Nietzsche Bismarck Accelerationism The above mentioned Indian right, although this will take awhile The weird thing about the brainfog is that I can perform tasks normally, I wasn't especially slow in language learning and was actually faster than average, but it's like there is no deeper insight anymore. Like my thinking is no longer conscious.

>>750 I also think India might benefit from alot of the Indias espoused in the paleoconservative movement. Highly restricted immigration Strong cultural preservation Non-interventionist foreign policy I have one long post in the works not mentioned in the last post. I think it'll be quite good and the start of a series, I'll keep this board updated.

>>750 Expanding on the commie disenfranchisement - Export of capitalist class structure to the new third world leads to expansion of the bourgeoise and disappearance of the classic proletariat in the West, concessions in Western Capitalist countries like the welfare state co-opt genuine socialism and the economic left becomes inseparable from the social left, facilitated by technological developments. All this is accelerated by the mass funding of universities churning out intellectual dependent the system while also being critical of it. All this lead commie doomers in the 70s and 80s to despise leftism and eventually advocate something like fascism (Foucault, Deleuze, Pasolini, Amin all become some sort of reactionary)

>>270 Back to back meetings tomorrow and this week. Some related to political investments, others related to work and personal stuff. I am trying to start some new alliances, some for music, some for research and others for music, politics etc. >>752 It is a feature not a bug anon. It is how you manufacture demotivated populations. interesting academically. But for dharmic action , its pointless.

Falling sick from overworking again. 1. Met a bureaucrat, benefit of donating money and being active politically is that my questions get answered. 2. I am going to be working for free again. One project is political in Germany, another in for India. 3. I like you guys and what you post. Please please keep posting. I will do my best to reply. Keep up the quality and make this a place worth aspiring to for younger Indians who are smarter than Reddit and InCh tards. I will do my best as well. To post here. >>750 Anon, you should properly write. I can reply to you point by point, but I think it is worth for you to write. Focus on useful output of your feelings Get an online persona and write. Or record your voice and upload to Odysee or something.

>>790 Thanks anon. I think I will start up a proper blog, substack etc. at some point. I'm not sure if more frequent smaller posts appeal to me, or if writing one long post quarterly. Also, I struggle to read enough. Most of that is laziness on my part, but I'm genuinely trying to improve my reading. Once this semester ends I'll be able to dedicate 6ish hours a day to reading for pleasure, so hopefully I'll be able to get north of 40ish pages a minute (bear in mind I can read genre fiction etc. fairly rapidly, this is for harder stuff) How is life going Germanon? I think a lot of people have left or don't post often here anymore. I'm wondering if spliting InCh was worthwhile - there are far fewer posts, but they're higher quality. I miss the Kanglus and diasporafags from the old InCh. The Malaysian anon was pretty good, and I swear there was one from Singapore too.

>>803 holy shit my brain is melting 40 pages an hour

>>803 >I think a lot of people have left or don't post often here anymore. I lurk here, and don't post since I rarely have anything meaningful/interesting to contribute, so I stay mum until I have something good to say. I do enjoy reading the posts though > I'm wondering if spliting InCh was worthwhile - there are far fewer posts, but they're higher quality. I miss the Kanglus and diasporafags from the old InCh. The Malaysian anon was pretty good, and I swear there was one from Singapore too. it's a 2 edged sword, but I think getting a nice and comfy place with higher quality discussion is important, but we also need some activity. I'll start shilling this board on other websites, hopefully we'll get a few good visitors

>>803 For short posts, forums like this one are good. Blogs are good for long condensed and organized thought. In reading, I read books over and over, instead of trying to learn too much and too wide. For work, I have to read a lot so my capacity for further learning is limited. > How is life ? I am back to back breaking amounts of work. - Writing policy draft for GOI for a future bill. - Writing music for different projects - Work Hoping to take two 2-3 days off in March, visit a new city, get some sleep and meals outside. > I think a lot of people have left or don't post often here anymore. I'm wondering if spliting InCh was worthwhile - there are far fewer posts, but they're higher quality. I miss the Kanglus and diasporafags from the old InCh. The Malaysian anon was pretty good, and I swear there was one from Singapore too. I think Kanglu posts here. I also think Malaysian anon was one of his persona's. The desi Linux guy posts here too and makes good posts. Board owner is cool as well. So is deathcore anon. I got censored on InCh 2-3 times, did not break any rules, good posts that took 20 mins to write got removed. Whatever the politics of it be (or not) I don't really care tbh. The general crowd there sucks. Meaningful replies and threads get buried under randi posts etc. InCh is really a waste of my time. IRL, I wouldn't talk to the people who are posting on InCh. Puranavid had good takes and posts. But rest of the good posters come here. Most importantly, this is not meant to be a replacement for life. I post stuff here that I cannot talk to my gf about. But there is a lot I talk to her about and few others. I don't have too much social time though. Work Meet friends once in 2 weeks GF Done. Imageboards fill this itch for free form thinking for me. Which is pretty good. >>805 Slow and meaningful > Lot of posts with 0 quality. Post away anon. Don't judge your opinions.

The girls you decide to stay away from are more important than the ones you get together with (viva negativa is a topic for the concepts thread, but my brain hurts right now so quick and useless post). This one girl used to larp as a Hindu trad grill. She wore sari's, pretended to be into books, pretended to be a hindu etc. But in her actions and her judgements, she was an agent of GAE, judged the world with marxist lenses etc. Whatever man she manages to convince to allow herself in their life, she will make him deeply unhappy and drain them and their families.

In ear monitors are great, but wearing them all day produces lot of ear wax. My eyes burn from too much work and fever. Morning I will be better and work again. This pace is tiring, but not working also feels like I am wasting myself away.

>>822 The bill draft sounds interesting. Are you free to discuss anything specific? Yeah, had a few ideas that might be worth blogging about, not sure if they will turn into anything. >>823 Very common. Randis in college, shy brides before wedding. I think it's still a minority, but I expect this more and more. next generation of Indians are either redpilled or complete cucks, no in between. >>824 Eat raw garlic and onions anon. You'll smell but very good for health. Involved in a minor crash. Nothing serious but very humbling.

>>834 Unfortunately I cannot say much. All I can say is I did help with the data protection bill's first draft, which then got raped and assaulted by babu's. Still, I took my chance and it had small but useful effects. Doing the same again. Not taking a chance would be bad. > not sure if they will turn into anything. People make movies like pathan and spend crores on it. > Very common. Randis in college, shy brides before wedding. I think it's still a minority, but I expect this more and more. next generation of Indians are either redpilled or complete cucks, no in between. My issue isn't really her sexual behaviour, but that she is a deeply fake human being, who will go on to spoil the lives of many men. She put a fake rape case here already. Couldn't do anything against me, since I refused to answer her texts or meet her anywhere in private, especially my home or office. > Involved in a minor crash. Nothing serious but very humbling. What happened ?

Ofcourse, Indianchan.io has lot of posts attacking nufags and reddtifags, this I support. But most other posts are just unhelpful and utterly useless. Equivalent of the "तेरी माँ रंडी" responses IRL to any and every request.

>>836 >My issue isn't really her sexual behavior, but that she is a deeply fake human being, who will go on to spoil the lives of many men. My belief is that all promiscuous people are already deeply fake. Basing ones identity around the fulfilment of pleasure is the acceptance of a non-identity. Have heard literally zero stories of women or men turning their lives around once in a committed relationship. They are bug people living like bugs. >What happened ? Nothing serious, back window completely destroyed but no one was hurt. An inconvenience mainly, and also humbling. Had a friend who was severely injured in a car accident maybe four years ago, and it's stuck with me. >>837 calling out redditfags is essentially the same as being a reddit fag, it ruins the thread and distracts the conversation My sleep is totally fucked. I will try to have a Carlyle discussion thread soonish.

https://youtu.be/3oxhfS3HjUM Hope to see such roads in India. Not just the road quality, but the quality of traffic. People buying motorcycles and cars for 10-20 km commute is not only bad for them, but useless consumption of petrol is bad for the economy and for the local climate as well.

>>843 > My belief is that all promiscuous people are already deeply fake. Basing ones identity around the fulfilment of pleasure is the acceptance of a non-identity. Have heard literally zero stories of women or men turning their lives around once in a committed relationship. They are bug people living like bugs. While I am not promiscuous by any means, I am hypersexual, i.e. I need lot of sex. A lot of Indian women were not ok with this. Luckily I found someone who like me has a strong sex drive. I can understand women who have a heavy sex drive therefore, cannot find one mate who can satisfy them so they need more partners to make up for it. It is a real problem. One shouldn't settle for a partner who isn't compatible with such needs. There are the serial monogamists who are addicted to the initial high of new love. Once that fades away, they find something wrong with their partner and move on to someone new. Then there are the real promiscuous types, who need attention from multiple people to satisfy their desire for it. The issue here is , they often lie to multiple people to maintain this. I don't have an issue with either type , as long as they are honest about what they need and what they are doing. My issue is mainly with people who are deeply dishonest. Life is too small to waste both your own time and someone elses. > calling out redditfags is essentially the same as being a reddit fag, it ruins the thread and distracts the conversation My sleep is totally fucked. I will try to have a Carlyle discussion thread soonish. Fair enough. Looking forward to your thread. I want to make one on city planning and soviet city planning myself, but I still haven't done my part for the caste thread.

>>843 >Nothing serious, back window completely destroyed but no one was hurt. An inconvenience mainly, and also humbling. I can relate, I had one last year, it was pretty helpful psychologically. I am taking sometime off again. Sick again. not sure what it is though.

>>270 My gf met a tamilian (she doesn't know what TN is or that they hate inthi) and he tried to talk to her in heavily accented English that she did not understand, so she asked him in Inthi what he means and he got triggered and tried telling her that he doesn't understand Hindi. 10 mins of pure entertainment for me.

>>847 >>848 >>849 HAPPENING!!!! There is a push in Canada against Hindutva - it is a clearly organized INTERNATIONAL effort against India. I think it is an attempt to split the world into East-West again - India, Iran, Russia and China vs the West Also funny story about the Tamil. They're nice but regional identity will annihilate India. Something I'm sad about, is I went through reddit amassing a fap folder and accidentally stumbled on Indian cuck shit. It was really dumb - I went through a generic sub, found a girl that look Indian, went on her profile and found the subs she was posting in. Makes me physically ill yaro. Nietzsche, Carlyle and Evola. I will try to have threads on all of them. I have no hope for nation states. Everything rests and comes from the quality of the individual, the individual is the only source of change in the world. I'm sad that there is no way to grow as a person anymore, or at least it is so limited.

>>852 I think this is unique, but the amount of mental havoc this shit wreaks on me is so immense. Sometimes I see something so disturbing I ruminate on it for weeks. Defiling the sanctity of marriage makes my blood boil. These subs are also full of katuas as well. I have to be very careful about what I say sadly. All I will comment is that the two nation theory is fundamentally correct, but there should have been no compromise from Hindus. I think Hinduism needs a major reform, something like a centralization. It's not possible to defend it or expand with it being hacked apart piecemeal.

>>852 Canadian Hindu community is waking up as well. Which makes me happy. These attacks against us are good, they wake up the normies. > Also funny story about the Tamil. They're nice but regional identity will annihilate India. Dravidian separatism is a missionary movement. Most Dravidian cucks cannot speak Tamil well. > Something I'm sad about, is I went through reddit amassing a fap folder and accidentally stumbled on Indian cuck shit. It was really dumb - I went through a generic sub, found a girl that look Indian, went on her profile and found the subs she was posting in. Would you talk to such people IRL ? Ill expand on this in another post. > the individual is the only source of change in the world. Change begins at individual level yes, but it is effective only at higher levels. Esp against the masses. > Sometimes I see something so disturbing I ruminate on it for weeks. Defiling the sanctity of marriage makes my blood boil. AS it should. Ones sexual needs do not demand sacrifice of vows and of that which is sacred. That which disturbs your soul, you must not suffer. > All I will comment is that the two nation theory is fundamentally correct, but there should have been no compromise from Hindus Gita itself demands no tolerance of that what is dharmic. By allowing such intolerant people on our lands, we are being adharmic. > I think Hinduism needs a major reform, something like a centralization. It's not possible to defend it or expand with it being hacked apart piecemeal. Yeah. There are lot of hard questions to answer, they keep me busy.

A lot of people on InCh are people I wouldn't talk to IRL. There is no sense into going into the reason. It can be many things. 1. Incompatible values 2. Lack of mutual respect 3. Existential enemies etc. Not all redditors or instagrammers are bad, but these platforms are designed to encourage degeneracy. Why would china ban tiktok (the kind that exists outside China) but pour trillions into it outside of China ? Same applies to Reddit, Insta etc. From such people, nothing good can come. You can fight them on their platforms but never win against them. If anything, they will attack you where it hurts but you cannot attack them back, because they hold nothing sacred. In fact the platform exists to study you, use the data points against you then. I don't oppose redditors and instachuths because mah edgy internet. I do because I reject them and their platform. One anon on InCh commented about lack of IT awareness in right wing, while I think his comment was worded too vaguely, he understood the issue. There needs to be a very strong Libertarian IT movement amongst imageboard users, promoting self hosting, owning your own IT infra and not relying on big tech.

>>853 >It's not possible to defend it or expand with it being hacked apart piecemeal. Before playing attack or defence, we have to define and educate our own. I am working on it myself, but my time is already too divided.

>>270 Lot of good posts. But im still sick. will take time

>>887 Feel better. Is it the same sick as last time?

>>888 Its the same. I need to find a solution but my doctor is fucking stupid here. German medical system really sucks.

Random thoughts Taking the vaxx and covid was such a bad idea regarding my health. I've had many life threatening accidents, none that did anything like this. I hope US anon is ok, his life seemed bad. I hope the Indian anon not finding purpose found something oris able to move forward.

Necessary as scholarly research is, it is as important to condense it into bite sized bits and narratives, then feed it to the masses, make songs and videos and movies, to take back control of our own concepts and history.

>>270 been admitted to the hospital for the past 2 days. Felt close to dying a couple of times. I don't know how much time I have, awaiting my ultrasound results in the waiting room now. Haven't eaten even though I want to

>>922 ah fuck ! I got discharged myself. I will have to focus on my health now in a big way else I will be the living dead. What happened anon ?

>>924 It turned out to be a couple of kidney stones lol, 4mm each Doesn't require surgery, thankfully. I will have to start hydrating myself a lot more

>>927 Oh shiT ! Take care anon. That is going to hurt a lot to remove them. The pain is really otherworld'ly. I am lucky to not have this issue, but many close friends did

>>927 4mm stones don't require surgery? How do they even disappear then? I have no knowledge about kidney stones.

>>931 Nah, they can get flushed out with constant exercise and intaking lots of water, since they're pretty small. They'll get out through the urinary tract. >>930 Thanks anon. The pain gets really bad, I have to take painkillers. One of the stones is exhibiting hydronephrosis, which is slightly concerning. I get massive boults of pain while taking shits. I'm trying to avoid painkillers but still have to get an injection if it gets too bad. What were you admitted for? Hope it's not serious

>>932 Wtf yaar 4mm is almost half a cm. I cant imagine something that huge gaping my peehole. Thank god I drink a lot of water everyday.

Still sick but going back to work. Tired of resting.

>>932 Buy a 2 litre water bottle and drink it fully at least once per day.

Asked a girl out, she gave me a fake number. Really sad right now guys.

>>1043 Thats really cheap. What happened ? To be fair you shouldnt ask girls out unless they are visibly already into you

>>1045 Yeah, that's the thing. I thought she was giving out signs, I literally think I was maybe a week late or she is just autistic. What's weird too is that she is desi and I usually do well with desi girls. Literally second time in a row yaro. I'm really burnt out. This academic year has been so bad, like one of the worst years in my life. Feel like my degree is completely worthless now with all the AI tech and cutbacks. Think I'm just gonna spend the next year doing Uni from home. How are you doing Germanon?

>>1052 I visited another city for an interview. As a side visit, I visited one of the sites where nazi's did experiments on prisoners. Truly sick shit. I am still in depression and shock. Violence is one thing and Brits, French , Belgians are quiet good at orgainized violnce. But German violence is industrial in nature, without remorse, machine line in its purpose.

Do you guys ask girls weird questions ? Just to fuck with them or see their reaction ? For example 1. Would you agree to cannibalism if it meant solving world hunger ? 2. How you would rate your chances as a female against males from different backgrounds ? 3. Would you beat up another female if it meant you would achieve all your dreams ?

>>1052 > Feel like my degree is completely worthless now with all the AI tech and cutbacks. Think I'm just gonna spend the next year doing Uni from home. Uni from home is a very bad idea. Most of my students who did it, failed and got depressed. Go into details about your feelings. > About the grill Was she interesting ?

>>1064 Uni is already online the only difference would be I'm at home instead of bum fuck rural Ontario. >girl Nope. Next time I see her I'm going to call her out, I'm not really going to let rude shit like that fly. It's weird too cause earlier she was clearly giving the signs.

>>1079 Depending on a degree is always a bad career plan. What skills do you have that you can sell ??

>>1092 I'm reasonably smart. Yeah, I realize relying on a degree isn't great but I have a few business plans. Also, the girl was a total hoe and it hurts my soul.

>>1096 Business is one thing, but do develop good skills. I am somewhat not scared about AI anymore. You could even say I am long term whitepilled now. That would have to be its own thread eventually. About girls, yeah, don't invest too much. See it scientifically. Filtering criteria Testing Results Then give them a chance.

Finally got few hours off after ages. - My digital stuff needs overhaul, I need a new keyboard big time. No more Microsoft hardware. They hardware is great, but after sales support is beyond terrible. - Redid my journal for the coming months, this month will be insanely busy. Having it all in a calendar form, with thoughts and feelings really helps. - The answers are not in a hut in a forest. Uncle Ted was right about technological society. But even he needed to engage with t.

Id love to buy Vinyl's and play them. Id love to own physical books again Id love to make a studio for myself Id love a work bench and start making stuff again

The age of man is over. The pursuit of greatness is dead. And that is ok. Chase your own meaning

Italian ban on English is great. I might follow in my own life as well. Maybe some of your won't like it.

Anyone else shocked at how dickless the Western right has been for centuries? Arguably been losing constantly since 1789. Even the concert of Europe had to make Liberal concessions.

>>1121 Rhey cannot wven ibey the bible right. They believed their own subversion. Disgusting. I respect orthodox christians in the east way more.

I love noodles. Cheap desi chinese Korean ramen Noodle soup Maggi Had a great bowl that gf made me and now im in heaven. Will sleep satisfied.

>>1121 Seeing the decline of west has been cocnfusing and satisfying.

>>1124 I don't find it satisfying because the rot is no longer confined to it's own borders - they are exporting it. The worst thing the British did was implement the Westminster system in India.

>>1131 They have always done that Always. It is our burden to resist.

>>1131 अंग्रेज़ी बोलना छोड़ दो, गोरों की आधी बकवास वैसे ही खत्म हो जाएगी। कौन रोकेगा हमे ? बदलाव की जरूरत हमें है। गोरों का सिर्फ विध्वंस हो सकता है

>>1135 Unironically I think congress was better at this point. The economy crept along at 2% growth per year but at least under Indira preserving Indian culture was a stated goal. BJP talks about Hinduism and then hobbles it everywhere while allowing transnational capitalists to suck India dry. Frontier Lundica said awhile ago that the only hope for India is some Bolshevik tier upending of the social system, and I'm starting to agree.

>>1138 इंदिरा जी ने काफी अच्छे काम किये पर अर्थव्यस्था को दशकों के लिए चोद दिया । पाकिस्तान के टुकड़े हुए पर हमें भी अपना सोना ब्रिटैन में रखाना पड़ा। हिंसुवादी सरकार होना अछि बात है । पर मुझे नही पसंद की हर बात हम सरकार से कराना चाहते हैं। हिन्दू समाज खुद लड़ना भूल गया है । शिव सेना या बकसाहेब जैसे शेर क्यों नही पैदा हो रहे हैं ? या वो भी सरकार करे ? मुल्ले नही देखते किसकी सरकार है । तो हम क्यों हर बात सरकार से करवाना चाहते हैं ?

>>1138 बिना अर्थव्यवस्था के कोई संस्कृती नही है ना ही कोई सुरक्षा । बिना अर्थव्यवस्था के सब के सब यशुवादी या कटमुल्ले बन जाएंगे ।

>>1146 I disagree. Economy is subservient to culture. Every developed country has become pozzed and every poor country is conservative - I'm convinced it is a 1:1 correlation.

>>1149 My semester is about to end in a week. I'll make the long post I promised for so long once exams are done.

>>1151 Take your time. Looking forward to your answer

>>1149 >Economy is subservient to culture Everything is subservient to elites. They set the terms of engagements (vis-a-vis a vertain situation) everyone else just react to it. Read this https://www1.udel.edu/htr/Psc105/Texts/power.html

>>270 I am a fucking fatfuck( 188cm and 120kg) and it has massive repurcussions on my self esteem and lifestyle in general. I take an excess of 5k kcals per day, with virtually no exercise, and am too ashamed to go out in public. I'll start a hydrocaloric, high calcium diet and try to increase the deficit. I'll also start 30mins of slow cycling and 30mins of intense swimming everyday. I hope I can keep the schedule tight and lose some of that fat.

>>1320 Fatloss is hard anon. Im struggling myself. You will find what works for you best but it is worth it. Being fit feels good

>>1320 >>1322 Go full military mode Start with rookie exercises like jumping jacks etc Then move to core HIIT exercise as soon as you get comfortable with sweat, speed and force Keep ORS - take after every exercise Some energy juice like honey and water or honey milk mix, milk with a little bit of jaggery, you can make yours You've to hammer your muscles till it burns anon > Fat loss is hard I don't agree with this unless you've some disease or hormonal imbalance You got to give 1-1-hour 2-session exercise every day, morning and noon Eat kishmish, badamm, kaju, and other such shit Consume protein, and calcium it's important for recovery, at least 4 times a week eat those If you religiously follow, trust me you'll lose weight faster and faster I mean really faster in like 20 days, not saying you’ll achieve your goals but it will start to show in drastic I've seen some of my gawar friends who went to the academy and returned after a month or two losing 30-40 kg straight believe me anon but it's you who have to be consistent with it. For 10 days do what I've told you'll lose kilos for sure. Of course, do enough of what your body is capable but push a little bit every day. If you do 25 pushups then go the extra 5 and then push more 5 here you can fail but if you look back, you'll have done 30 pushups crossing your threshold. What I am trying to say is if you set a target, don’t stop there instead push your mind to the next checkpoint. After a point, your mind and body start to panic that’s when you can take a rest

>>1320 >>1322 >>1323 and yeah, no need of calorie deficit eat as much as you want

>>1323 I do have a disease that limits my options of physical excretion quiet a bit. I used to be quiet fit and I miss it a lot. I cannot also eat what I want, so atleast my diet is strict now. I agree with your advice though. I used to do very basic situps, pushups and basic yoga, with that alone I was decently fit.

I want an indian guy to tickle me and hug andwatch movies and anime with me मैं चाहता हूं कि एक भारतीय लड़का मुझे गुदगुदी करे और गले मिले और मेरे साथ फिल्में और एनीमे देखें What does yaaro mean main chaahata hoon ki ek bhaarateey ladaka mujhe gudagudee kare aur gale mile aur mere saath philmen aur eneeme dekhen

>>1353 yaaro means friends.

>>270 going through some tough stuff right now yaros very difficult will update some time in the future

>>1374 I hope nothing too serious

>>1374 stay safe, mitr. give us an update when you can >>1320 slight update(after 8 days): started cycling and swimming for 30min each day, with 1 day reserved for HIIT(cycling only). I get very tired very quickly, and can only sustain upto 15sec of high intensity pedaling before going into recovery, and my muscles get fatigued very easily, it makes it hard for me to cover the length of the workout without completely stopping for 3-4min for recovery. Cycling uphill is a tough task. I can hardly swim 15m at a stretch, will learn proper breathing techniques by the end of the month and push it to 50m nonstop before June. I'm eating <2kcal/day for 6 days a week, and 3kcal on every sunday. my diet: 1. low cal protein shake(with homemade protein powder)+lots of fruits ~350kcal for breakfast 2. a low calorie sabzi(without oil, usually bhindi,tofu or boiled potatoes)+ 3 rotis(multigrain,without ghee) ~500kcal for lunch 3. the same protein shake with a different flavour+ light,low calorie snacks sometimes(bhelpuri or 3 slices of brown bread with peanut butter) ~450kcal for evening snacks 4. Fried rice/6idlis + sambhar/low cal sabzi+4 rotis ~550kcal for dinner I've already lost 1.5kg, but it's tough going. I developed a mild case of quadriceptic tendonitis on sunday, after a week. it still hurts a bit, and was probably caused due to overwork, since I had no rest days. hopefully I can keep it going. I'll try to post before and after photos(without the face, of course) once I make significant progress. should take around 6 months at this pace

I am thinking I will start a new thought dump/random thread, so this one can go into the backpages. >>1437 Being a fatfuck myself, I cannot comment on the exercises, but yeah, cycling uphill is hard. Having a calorie deficit is hard in the beginning. You might have dehydration regarding the muscles, it is a common problem. "a mild case of quadriceptic tendonitis" Take care since this can turn bad,.

>>1149 Everything in this fucking world is not free even security isn't free

>>270 Finally got exercise and out time. Spring is finally here. Been a working man for a while now. Still get dreams about parents forcing me to work on my baord exams (in my day boards had no relarion to enterance tests and i barely passed my board exams but did well in enterance)

been seeing a lot of indian male - black female couples lately, kinda strange

>>1614 Why though ? I don't give much thought to these generalizations though. Dating is such a personal thing that statistical generalities don't apply. Individual variations are much higher than differences between "races". In that sense, it always makes sense to expand ones dating scene, especially given the shit show that "educated" Indian women are.

Been up for two days straight trying to get off my sleeping pills. Very shitty.

>>1759 that is very dangerous. get away from that path ASAP, a healthy sleep schedule is a must.

>>1149 >Economy is subservient to culture if it were then it would not be a complex adaptive system, it would become predictable as with also the stock market. the truth is that marketing ie, propaganda is a powerful tool which can be used to subvert the current cannon of any country's culture. <iframe width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/8i_Zw1Itv40" title="YouTube video player" frameborder="0" allow="accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share" allowfullscreen></iframe> >Every developed country has become pozzed and every poor country is conservative you are wrong buddy, poor countries are conervative BECAUSE they are poor not the other way around. also there are many progressive and poor African societies were women have been holding political power and the men being ok with it, even in a shithole as India where you see more shit on the streets than actual streets, there is consideration and redemption of third gender.

>>1816 >>1149 here is a good video on how propaganda ie, marketing challenges society -->https://youtu.be/8i_Zw1Itv40 (sry the original post link does not work)