>>2756 it's withdrawal. no more 4cuck to keep your escapism going. and this site is too dead to replace it

>>2756 everyone is so scattered no one to talk to very sad

>>2756 I've been feeling down about squandering what little potential I had and spending another year sat in my room. cuckchan being down is just the cherry on the cake.

>>2786 I think this is the case for me. With 4cuck around I could at least delude myself into thinking that by interacting there I was part of something big and ever-changing. Now I have nothing besides weaker, lower forms of escapism. It's more obvious than ever that my life is nothing.

>>2787 Plus everywhere is slow and dead, it's like most people just disappeared and don't really care.

uhhhh this really wasn't about 4chan being dead i just felt bad. i had days like this/made posts like this on 4chan r9k too. but you guys can just keep talking about 4chan if you want

>>2831 What is wrong cute anime poster? If you are NEET and suffering I wish I knew how to help. I have been where you may have been or know in my own way what it can be like. We can hurt so much, I used to drink non stop and I would post on 4chan r9k to keep myself distracted. I used to play games at first or watch shows and anime but felt like depressed or whatever and couldn't enjoy myself. Ok I don't want to blog post! but I used to be so sad and I hope peace can find you too. Life can really hurt. Just keep coping, it might get better or at least it may get so bad you try end it (I hope not), but this struggle is something you can overcome even if it seems like it gets the better of you. If you feel like a loser dont. It doesn't matter don't judge yourself nor others if you can help it. keep coping friend

Stop masturbating.

>>2756 iktf things on paper are going better than they have been haven't relapsed on drugs or cutting have a place to live and food to eat without having to work due to disability and living with my mother reading and learning and trying to apply myself to growing and i still feel broken and hurt and it feels like i never feel good or any relief it never feels worth it and i keep trying and trying to increase how much i feel joy or whatever but it's so desperately infrequent that i just don't want to keep going i should be happy that i have a goal and something to work towards bc that should give me meaning, but i just want to stop living most of the time and the hurt can come from out of nowhere even when things are good i'm tired of treading water at best desu, and i hate feeling in limbo on some things or even ruminating on things in the past to avoid things in the present, like stuff my dad may or may not have done to me when i was a little boy to avoid thinking about how he is today in terms of being uncomfortably inappropriate at times, or obsessing over an ex friend instead of moving on from him bc that would mean opening myself to the possibility of further rejection and loss i feel too weak for the harshness of life >>2836 i can't even masturbate in the first place lol some ppl just have actual depression

>>2820 agreed maybe there was not that many in the first place who knows