>>15695 I am going to go do some kali chants. I have been avoiding them for a while. Is this alone enough to transmute these negative energies?

>>15720 It helps. Depends how intensely and passionately you do them. Do them in a way they feel right.

>>15721 Maybe I can try to work my way up to meditation, kali chants, and lbrp. And slowly increase the frequency. Even though I am going to try to give up obsession with spree killers I am still going to be really interested in hitler and nazi propaganda.

>>15728 If you're doing the hindu route you can try what I did and play bhagavad gita chanting while sleeping (or any sanskrit you prefer).

>>15728 >I am still going to be really interested in hitler and nazi propaganda. That is normal. Especially on fringe. >Maybe I can try to work my way up to meditation, kali chants, and lbrp That is a good plan. A word of advice. Be a magician first and a nazi fanboy second. This mentality will help you on the long run. The nazis had a very disorganized magical understanding. You can look into the Thule society and other types of Nazi mysticism pre-war and post-war too. They are all over the place, but mainly irrelevant. Many were closed down because Hitler suspected they are masons in disguise. They were ineffective and untrustworthy. That is why Hitler discarded them. Many occultist circles wanted to connect with or go against Hitler during that time. The whole history of occult societies in the past century is a mess. Try to gravitate towards magical understanding and try to detach from psychotic delusions as much as possible. The reason why I am saying this because psychotic delusions were the downfall of the Nazi occultists during the 3rd Reich. Hess flew into Britain only to get captured because of a dream one of his occultist friend had. This made Hitler so mad he rounded up and jailed idiotic occultists and soothsayers for stirring shit up and ruining his plans with their delusions. There is nothing wrong with being proud of your race and having ideologies where you want your people prosper. But watch out because the "nazi propaganda" went into all directions. The 2 world wars were chaotic times. There weren't really "good guys" there, and no one can be called smart and wise in that whole fiasco either. The greatest obstacle of true magic power is psychotic delusions. Delusion is one of the veils which leads ashtray those who are doing magic mindlessly and for the wrong reasons. No need to forsake Hitler and the nazi ideologies. There are some interesting ideas there. Just watch out which parts of those ideologies you internalize. Western magic, vajrayana, hinduism and volk/folkmagic/nordic paganism were the pillars that tried to make up the magic that occultists around Nazi Germany had back then. Reading about them is quite educational. But don't lose yourself too much in those topics. Those who deal with nazi mysticism rarely know what they are talking about or they are extremely incoherent. There were too many forces clashing there. Especially in the shadows. Just watch out because glowniggers and ONA & co. cults like to drag hapless nazis into their schemes on the internet. Just don't fall victim to those influences. They can ruin you hard if you fall for their tricks. TL;DR.: Keep up the good work. What you wrote in the post is a quite nice roadmap for yourself. Getting into the Bhagavad gita isn't a bad idea either. You like audio books after all. Here the link https://inv.nadeko.net/playlist?list=PLX0Ub3o9M5sKqFKSRmYL6HUfs3YerzdTx

>>15739 I just meditated for 1 minute and did 20 chants of Om Krim Kalikaye Namah. The temptation to listen to Abyssic Hate or Minenwerfer while playing school shooting video gams is overwhelming. I've never done drugs besides the jewpills so I wouldn't know but my hatred and obsession almost feels like a genuine addiction to methamphetamine. Like I have a withdrawl and emotional and physical dependence on hatred and thoughts of spree killers. It's to the point where even hearing a catchy pop song on the radio reminds me of Adam Lanza because it reminds me of I Don't Like Mondays and that was one of Adam Lanza's favorite songs. I mean any pop song if it is catchy reminds me of school shooters no mate the topic. And the basic act of cooking a sandwich reminds me of Anders Behring Breivik because he used bombs and bombs remind me of chemistry which reminds me of cooking (because cooking is chemistry). I almost feel like my hatred is like physically coursing in my blood as if it wee meth.

>>15752 This sounds like some reptilian mind control telepathy stuff, or having nanobots from vaccines + the meds to further make you receptive. I don't want to make you worse but I have to spell this out at least. I just can't believe this obsession originates within a person, it's something inserted from outside. I will try to shut down any "chip" or whatever could be in your brain and we'll see if it helps, because what you describe is very bad.

>>15752 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dJv_nJCXzzI Try this, its made by an x anon. I normally wouldn't recommend being healed by anyone because of karmic implications. But this sounds pretty dire.

>>15754 Actually, what the...? I saw (may be symbolic) a chip on the left side of your brain and some black cubic nanobots in your blood, turned off both. Then installed a small black crystal which creates a thin basic "firewall" for your brain, I don't remember where I got the idea from or if I even made this myself, I think it's Lyran feline related. I've had this like 4 years myself and it gives some protection. Then I leaned back and was thinking about something else, when I suddenly saw a vision of your image and a white ghost-thing suddenly flew upwards out from your head, screaming. I guess you really were possessed. I've never seen this before.

>>15752 Shadow issues are trying to drag you back into your poor hapless mundane self. That is normal. Especially when the route for spirituality is opening for you. You told us you are obsessing over these topics since your teens when you found endchan. Half your life was wasted on these topics. It will take time to wash them out completely. You either relapse and stay the same deranged fuck. Or you chant and learn to let go. There are 2 ways here. You either find new habits or even addictions that give you some breathing room. Or fall back into your previous mundane self, but try to find ways that lead out of that dark hazardous hatred. Or you go full force in the spiritual direction and overwhelm anything that tries to change your mind and conviction. But very few people have the dedication for that. I did it this way, but know most people cannot do it this way >>15757 >a white ghost-thing suddenly flew upwards out from your head, screaming. I guess you really were possessed. You made it detach. Nice. Wonder how many of these remain in him. Sensitive types on meds usually house negative spirits. Because they are too numb to feel them. These chants will drive them away. But he will need to say them for several hundred times a day. Rosaries and prayer beads were used for thousand of years for a reason. You can't even count the prayers consciously anymore. That is how many prayers are necessary to make these evil forces depart in some cases.

>>15758 >say them for several hundred times a day I usually say them 4 times...

>>15759 I'm trying some more advanced operations now that this actually had an effect. Won't elaborate to avoid confusion, will only be communication with the subconscious. Given how serious the situation is I'm not asking for permission.

>>15759 >I usually say them 4 times... Yes, but both of us know how to connect to the frequencies. I wasn't talking about you. I was talking about how the average populace used these chants during history. If he did your entire spiritual regiment for 30+ years like you did then he wouldn't have this much trouble with these chants. And most importantly. Conviction is the key to banish these evil spirits. If they know you will stop saying them once they make you bored or frustrated then they will sabotage you. IF THEY KNOW YOU WILL SAY THEM 200 TIMES WITH THE FORCE OF A THOUSAND SUNS THEN THEY WILL FLEE. Conviction is the key. Once the evil spirits know you are willing to get rid of them they play the game differently. >>15761 I didn't do anything specific on him because he is a loose cannon. And I am dealing with too many loose cannons already. He has too many minor issues that were blown out of proportion, because he had no way of handling his bottled up energies

>>15762 You were right, there's an entire hive of these ghost fuckers. Very persistent too. Most people wouldn't resist these. Now that they can't enter him they're trying to attack me, feels like a wet weight on the left top of my head when they're trying to get in (which they have zero chance at doing, since they were driven out by a mere small crystal I consider a trinket). But they're very energetically resilient and obsessive, I get a feel these are summoned by some deep state agent for this very purpose: to create mass shooters for the purpose of imposing gun control laws. I don't get why they are so obsessed with this one issue. I can't imagine China or Russia doing something like this shit just to ban guns, which they already mostly have with no protests. Funny detail here is that a woman dressed as the female Ronald McDonald appeared and seemed to interpret the ghosts as turkeys who were gathered to be slaughtered, so she started cutting their throats with a knife. I think it's one of the Amazonian natives I saw one time before who interprets modern things from an ancient jungle perspective, where pic related is a ritual dress.

>>15763 Idk what the fuck is going on here anymore. Now some agents with weird looking knives appeared and tried to attack. The amazonians just grabbed their arms and took the knives away from them and started castrating them.

Okay I just did 1 minute more of meditation. And I did the lbrp for the first time in weeks

>>15764 Something like this.

Not sure if this is the right place to mention this but when I was still in school there were more than one indigopilled wizard teachers who made my life hell and would covertly bully me both through mundane psychology expert means (because they were expert psychologists) and also magical means. They always did it in a way where they would have plausible deniability though and I never told anyone really because I knew they would never believe me. The only person who believed me was my occultist therapist who worked at the school. But I never did understand whether she was working for me or against me. For example. There were numerous times where she would initially say “I’m not going to see you again” but then change her mind; and in one of those times where she thought I would never see her again, I said “I kind of have new psychic feelings that you’re secretly plotting against me” (she knew I had psychic powers when off my meds and possibly had the ability to disguise her mental currents of her betraying me) and her response was “that’s an interesting phenomenon” in a suggestive tone. But she eventually changed her mind and wanted to be my therapist again (this is years ago before I was arrested) and when I asked her about her comment she played it off. And she would do this frequently where she would be really understanding of my issues and she was a master psychologist so she really made me feel good when she would understand how I felt but later on would be aloof. But then again idk because I was really rude to her in the extreme when I thought she was Jewish because of my delusions so it could have just been that maybe? Like it was just rudeness in response to my rudeness? She even said so at one point. But anyways. A wizard teacher at the school I know for a fact was indigopilled and would antagonize me through covert mundane psychology means one time what he did to me was the day before school I felt a strong desire to open my door knob over and over again in a way kind of hard to describe, and then the next day when I get to school, he goes up to me, opens the door knob in the EXACT way, and then says “aaaaah” again in a suggestive tone, implying that he mind controlled me, but then never brought it up again, possibly to gas light. There were other teachers who would covertly sabotage me but I never learned just how deep it went and one of them I suspect wasn’t a wizard at all (then again wizards always hide their beliefs in public, at least the initiates and adepts do) would go out of her way to antagonize me purely mundanely with psychology and in a way I couldn’t tell anyone about because I didn’t know what to say. She would act nice some time and then would show her true colors which I guess is love bombing or something or hot and cold in psychology idk.

>>15771 That thing with the door knob sounds like a test to see how well they could influence you. You're lucky you got arrested and didn't actually go through with any violence for real. Were you by any chance in GATE also?

>>15772 I was not in gate. I was in a non public school for people with emotional difficulties. Not sure if that counts.

>>15774 Do you think it's possible that the emotions associated with your obsession with spree killers may be entirely foreign in origin and being artificially "beamed" into you? I have long suspected that this is the technique that these people use to groom and deploy school shooters.

>>15775 It is certainly a possibility. I lack the psychic powers to be able to tell for myself though.

>>15695 >These Anons predicted a trend a week before it happened. Ofc they didn't say prophecies or anything. They were just thinking about similar themes. There are 2 other synchs that probably no one else is aware of. A while ago thoranon (under a different flag) asked how to create a sigil that would grant him prowess in the practice of chemistry. That was right after I got inspired by seeing stuff online about Walter Russel and other esoteric correspondences with the names, atomic numbers, etc. of the periodical table. I had been seriously looking into how to to study and become a chemist. Now I couldn't care less about studying chemistry lmao The 2nd one is when he posted >>14369 like a day or two after I spent a long time visualizing and processing the logistics of how to set up a life for myself pretty much exactly like he described. this one I'm more willing to "own" because it's directly related to the necessity of unfucking my life and escaping mundane personal problems, but there's no denying the timing and how specific it was

>>15823 Maybe we have some kind of astral bond or something?

Let this snake into your house at your own peril. >>15836

>>15823 It's resonance. People on similar spiritual frequencies usually belong in the same "region" of the collective conscious. If you develop, you might be able to help Thor Anon far more meaningfully than I can. Hard to explain, but you are similar in many ways. It might be not apparent, but that is why you dream about his issues many times. >Now I couldn't care less about studying chemistry lmao With the right mindset you can figure out a good nutrient intake plan and a way you can boost your internal alchemy... or you will kill your kidneys or other weird imbalances if you do it like a retard... I can't really recommend chemistry. It's always good to have some basic awareness how it works, but you will have to have a "feel" for the right foods and for the right lifestyle. That is when real alchemy starts within you. When your body knows what it needs. Not because of gluttony or other misaligned desires born from ads and other type of chemical addiction, but because the body is finally willing to communicate with you and tell what it needs, instead crying in pain due misaligned cravings all the time. It's different how it works for everyone. I eat differently when I can engross myself deeply with the spiritual and when I have to deal with mundane hubris. I really need my meat, my carbohydrates, my sugar and my caffeine when I am dealing with mundane retardation overtime. I might appear patient here. But there are types of retardation that I need my "food qi" to slow down my spiritual tendencies. I can't even blame them for being this retarded in some cases either, because this is how the system "raised them up". When I lose my marbles for a moment they appear ill and feel that something off. They voice it too. I usually give a mundane explanation and how it will pass soon then start focusing again. But holy shit. Hell is other people. As much as I want to cheer people up and give hope with my posts... because hope exist. You just need to notice the thin thread of opportunity when it presents itself... But some stuff are entangled in karma. And until you solve that karma... Special types of misery might torment you. I am not saying things are hopeless and predestined. But you will have to notice these karmic influences and find a way out. A way where you can work off your karma in a healthy way. I am not saying it will be easy. I am just saying it's doable. And the more spiritual insights you find the easier this "work" can become. As much as I want to give shortcuts and "lifehacks" here. There are not many. There is only the way... once you find it you have to walk it. How fast you can walk it depends on your preferred pace. >That was right after I got inspired by seeing stuff online about Walter Russel and other esoteric correspondences with the names, atomic numbers, etc. of the periodical table I just remembered something. There is a thing when your mind "syncs up" with higher knowledge. A new type of "chemistry" downloads into your brain (happens a lot when you work with the divine). Suddenly you notice new insights and connections between old stored knowledge that is within your head "for no reason". When this happens usually there is something akin to a "zip file" within the brain where the baseline knowledge is stored. If you meditate on it you might notice insights that are suddenly "obvious" and you wonder how you didn't notice it before. Can't say what you find. It's different for everyone. Depends how you mind handles connections between earthly and heavenly knowledge. >>15839 iirc WokeAnon talked about FG practices with Blood several times. They are not strangers to each other. I was expecting Blood to give him more Qi gong practice ideas to help with his health issues. Blood Anon is far more experienced with physical practices and spiritual diets compared to me. I thought he will be able to help WokeAnon in this regard.

Saw bloodanon's post before it was deleted. Thanks for at least thinking of helping me, I guess. It confuses me that you deleted it. I thought >>15842 meant you realized my inner dimensions had already been cleansed, but now it looks like you were referring to something else. >>15843 >iirc WokeAnon talked about FG practices with Blood several times Yeah we've discussed many topics with one another Bloodanon has only ever been helpful and polite to me, and I don't consider him malevolent. Egg is obviously insane and his accusations can't be taken seriously. I think bloodanon freaks people out because he's weird and can be off-putting. Maybe it's because I view literally everything as some kind of secret message or puzzle that he doesn't bother me. This doesn't mean that I'm a follower or "simp" of his, and there are many things he posts about that I want nothing to do with. While the banter can be hilarious when observed from afar, this retarded drama is a perfect example of why I don't want hatred or conflict any more. It's so exhausting and meaningless >I was expecting Blood to give him more Qi gong practice ideas to help with his health issues >I thought he will be able to help WokeAnon in this regard. I wish he would do that too. It's probably the best way he could help me at my current level. At least he told me I have sciatica.

I think I am being possessed again. I had another school shooting dream last night.

>>16028 Have you tried playing the original FPS games made by CIA via id software: Wolfenstein, Doom and Quake, to return your violent tendencies to a setting where they are just a game, shooting monsters, and not connected to schools? Then you can try to de-radicalize yourself by playing gal gun, and after that just switch over to Visual Novels and you've reprogrammed yourself. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MsYvv8jLLy0 I don't know if this is a super bad idea or not, but I'm sure someone can give their input. I've used the method of moving mental states to places where they are harmless as a way to neutralize violent impulses and that has worked. Such as using the Fairbairn-Sykes knife combat training alone out in the woods visualising how I'm fighting armed soldiers out there, until the ideas are only connected to that setting and knives are only weapons when used like that. Reframe how you view places. Schools are for learning things, not for violence, so try to rewire your thinking here by feeding correct concepts into your brain. Try watching slice of life anime in school setting where things are just normal and nothing bad happens until all your references to schools are about normal things.

>>16033 >Wolfenstein, Doom and Quake Not sure that's good advice. The Columbine shooters are notorious for being obsessed with those games, especially Doom. Eric Harris made several maps for it. There's even a Doom wad that replicates the Columbine shooting quite elaborately. The Doom realm and Columbine realm have a huge overlap.

>>16213 I was thinking to de-radicalize by going backwards along the same path. I'm pretty sure there are much more realistic games today which would be what people obsessed with these things are playing, so this step to pixelised DOS games would be a first step to make it less realistic and moving away from reality. I was hoping someone else had some input here. I mean I never really liked DOOM but I played Duke Nukem 3D a lot over LAN with friends, and Quake II, and this just made me feel repulsed rather than liking it because the games aren't pleasant to look at.

I seem to be having a school shooting dream every night.

>>16215 >I was hoping someone else had some input here. I am thinking about it for a while... but unusre I am pretty sure he plays way too many shooters including COD, TF2 and the other classics. He definitely plays Hearts of Iron too by the posts he made so far. He is not stranger to genre shifts. By the looks of how much power video games hold over him... he must have 1000s of hours in these games. If he is under parental supervision while on the computer then he is obviously gaming and looking through SFW imageboards most of the day. Wondering for a while how to make these tendencies into something productive and spiritually positive for a while. Violent tendencies appear with mismanaged and pent up sexual energies too. Doing magic halfheartedly also causes an energetic imbalance. >>16264 Can you describe it? I cannot decide if your dream is a "videogame dream", actual shadow issue or you are cleaning out an internal dimension. I too had violent internal dimension cleaning dreams in the past. They are common. They mix with videogame logic from time to time.

The ghosts are possessing me again.

>>17118 >ghosts Does that refer to the intrusive thoughts/dreams or something more? Do you still do banishing rituals?

>>17753 ITT blood anon said I have ghosts that are compelling me to obsess over columbine and they are sent by the federal agents.