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Rosicrucian re-initiation process Anonymous 07/11/2025 (Fri) 17:58:45 No. 12870
I will note any changes I experience in this thread as a means of keeping a log for myself and for anyone else to benefit from. I felt after xmas that I was really done with my incarnation in the form I had. I also saw the astral "bottle" of my life receiving "thank you" notes from everyone I had interacted with, as well as some premonitioned events from past dreams playing out. One of them being a concrete scene about seeing a storage filled with packages of liver paste, which seemed to indicate it was "my life's share" of this food. An odd way of showing how long a life is, but it did the job as a symbolic thing. After xmas I bought a package of liver paste, and saw the "tail end" of a stream of such packages from the store, which matched the dream, and told me "this is the end of this timeline". This resulted in a concrete change of habit, which came naturally. I stopped buying this product because I suddenly grew tired of it. I also realized my timeline was getting wonky and it seemed like I had to re-do it from 2 years back for it to work. I'm already since the second half of last year interacting with the world through complex dimensional set-ups meant to bridge the distance after I was separated from common time by the end of July ´24, so this was just another thing to deal with. I had to move my now-externalized past physical self into a line of events where I wasn't even present in 1st person view, relying on the fact that no one online really knows who I am, and anyone closer to me isn't really there, but are NPCs which I arrange for various friendly spirits to use. So the physical me with my name in "official time" isn't where "this persona" is. Complex to describe, but works by the loopholes I described. During the year, I found that some timelines weren't connected to physical Earth or even the Galaxy, but came from afar, and had some few individuals in them, some of whom I had to connect with by syncing into their time. They were people who'd just keep living like this because some of them are "monster" races and some are "toxic mushroom" races which are so harmful to others that maintenance deities gave them completely separate timelines and physical dimensions to stay in - those are the "secret societies" which not even the most hardcore conspiracy theorist can uncover - because if they accessed the dimension these people live in, which looks identical with reality outside - they would die instantly. This may appear as being killed by a secret agent, but that's just a manifestation of the fact that they came into contact with an alien species which is so toxic that even staying in the same time as them is lethal to most other humans. It wasn't for me at this point, and I realized there were some random people I had to reconnect with by allowing my time to keep moving until there was an intersection where I'd find them, and they'd come into my timeline by merging with it. I was also aware of my DNA make up being 3 fold. As was explained to me by greys and Illivryn, through the baptism ritual when I entered this body, which was a predetermined event, it was just difficult anyway, my body was changed by external force into being 100% full blood "demon" and the "matrix control system" registered me as such, which means they won't try to control me in the same way as other people. But I still retained the traits of the "mushroom", pleiadan and "daughter of Eve" DNA. Had this not been done, I would not have been able to enter, because I need 100% of something. The original body was something like 36% demon, 8% pleiadan, 2% daughter of Eve (grey engineered DNA) and the major part "white toxic mushroom" mixed with some degenerative "white mushroom" which came from the demon side of the family. That part still caused weaknesses like allergies because it simply lacked useful genes, but it was nowhere near the level of the 90% degeneratives.
>>12870 I realized after the past few days, where after a session with Trivia - witch of crossroads, where I focused on her necromancy, I naturally came into contact with an 1800s ancestor, and realized aside from the amazing context being shown to me, seeing the same physical setting 100 years ago, that they were very strongly Rosicrucian in energy, and also of one of the secluded "toxic mushroom" races almost 100%. The mixing took place later, had this not been, my family would not have been part of general society, but would have remained as member of some secluded sect. Looking now (by divination), although I don't know of any actual support for this from heritage research, it seems this bloodline exists only along the western coast of Europe, UK and Norway. Part of it is also extremely toxic in a very bad way, and seem to have had hand in causing the fall of the German Empire, the bad outcome of WW2 and a huge deal of the bad things happening today. Although they don't personally take part in the horrifying rituals of the modern elites, they have by the toxic influence of their presence provoked lesser evil beings into behaving this way. It's another case of someone thinking themselves evil masterminds, then realizing someone is holding a dagger to their back and a vial of poison ready to drip in their wine, and they are never safe. So they act out and think they somehow can escape by becoming more evil, but no matter what, this menace never disappears. This is the negative effect of Rosicrucians. It causes evil beings to become increasingly reckless.
>>12871 This resulted in the conclusion which was brewing since a few months back; if I'm done being "demon" so much that I can't even be in 1st person view anymore, but have to rely on various constructs to stay physical, then maybe I need to go "full mushroom" with the other half of my DNA turned 100%. I didn't like the idea, because I saw it as possibly only weak and degenerative. I wasn't consciously aware of the Rosicrucian nature of this side of my physical body's make up, despite this magic being effortless for me, when it's supposed to be very dangerous and hard to use. It was only after I made the connection, and managed to subdue a remaining egregore of this sect who kept disturbing my environment, that I reached the conclusion that I need to actually do this. I've reset myself back to the point in time when I was first baptised, and I need to redo it, but this time in Rosicrucian direction. It would constitute a physical change of the body at cell level, where "demon" as the dominant DNA changes to "Rosicrucian toxic mushroom", turning me 100% in this direction instead. What I know of this type of magic is highly intuitive and based on mostly on just adapting kabbalah into the energy form I found when reworking magic from Creepy Hollows, who do sell Rosicrucian spells. This later lead to some interactions with actual practitioners over telepathy, where a few were helpful, but most of them were very hostile so I mostly stayed away from them if possible. I did include Rosicrucian fire as the main offensive spell in my Raid servitor which I've used on most major astral/other-dimensional battles since. With a few adaptations for specific tasks separated into their own servitors, the original Raid with the chaotic Rosicrucian fire still works very effectively 3 years later, where many other spells turned ineffective outside of their original context. It's so far on par with the Geburah fire invented by FighterSword in 2018 during the early kabbalah discussions in /x/ related discord servers. But given that Rosicrucianism is a form of kabbalah, it's perhaps not strange. With its long history, whatever is produced based on its principles is likely to work. The only thing I had problems with was the shields placed around American glowie HQs, where the fire didn't work, but I later realized it's because the shields structurally are build like pine cones, which is the form of the 3rd eye, the pineal gland. So it was like using "fire of God" against a shield produced by the "eye of God", it wasn't that it didn't work, the trick was to target the negative aspects which are inevitably included when someone is building a shield meant to protect evil, using a form which is meant to draw power from God. It was just a matter of tuning the fire.
>>12874 Getting to the main event here, it's the smallest portion of the story. I did some research, used a more thorough cleansing method, and after some intense discomfort it worked out. I used salted water which I sprinkled clockwise around the room, then poured outside, went by a process I found via Copilot where incense is used to create a spiralling motion around the body from the feet upwards, going counter clockwise for driving energy out, as a further intense body cleanse, then had some green tea to get into the right mindset, after which I read a bible passage about removing old gods. I then faced a figurine of Lady Mary and assumed a face forward/down pose with arms out in the manner of a yoga pose combined with a prayer pose, and held there, allowing the energy of the pre-work to do the job, while focusing on breathing. The process turned rather unpleasant as the energy pressed through my body, but I could tell it was working. It made it hard to breath for a while and I felt like I was suffocating, then it came through, I sat up facing forward, and the breakthrough of the transformation caused an audiobly restricted "bang". I knew it had worked because my energy perception of myself changed in that moment, as well as my perception of the world around me. I wasn't considering that I may lose my abilities in as so far they were related to my physical body, but it seems I can still read energy, it just looks different. There's a red and yellow layer over everything around me, and my mind and body feels softer and warmer.
>>12876 Welcome to being a mushroom. It will be interesting, in a few days. To see, if you think in a different way.By subtracting that difference i might be able to grasp demon thinking better,the reverse way. By knowing what it isn't like and how it differs from being mushroom. Also this principle you explain about people becoming more reckless is like me. I don't experience it as someone standing in my back. But more like attacking in self defense, but eventually more and more people get dragged in. So i become more savage and reckless indefinitely. Based on my power output this would eventually take things very far.
>>12881 Maybe you will get the way i talk better too.
>>12881 I feel like just by making these posts, it was demonstrated to me, even when writing this reply, that I think in a less extremist manner, and my vocabulary appears in my mind in a more fluid way. Maybe because most demon race people live in Russia or Africa (for the black variant) the way of perceiving language is closer to their language egregores overall, while Rosicrucians mostly speak british English so it's naturally integrated with the DNA, at least superficially. Those "up there" all speak and write in Hebrew, that goes for almost all mushroom races on the astral.
>>12883 While "true". I don't think im extreme the way you think. As in you read in this angry tone i don't have when writing. I'm definitely extreme in the sense i think very large scale and go very far,but its often a detached thing.Its more like i think very step by step. And eventually i reach a moment of "clarity". Since my sense of morality has always been very typical of me and not really what others tell me it ends up very absolute. As if i understand a full system and everyone is simple a part of it, but at different levels of awareness within it. Seen as such i'm not extreme at all, just the world is.I just keep readjusting what is needed/required to get anything done here.So the least extreme viewpoint needed is still extreme from a regular pov. Large systems kill millions billions daily, and nobody cares. Thats the level of overarching "extremeness" entities that even matter have. I just realized maybe you mean the mushroom part, nah i barely care. I don't even know what a mushroom is. And tbh it doesn't sound cool at all.Its one of those things where i wanted to acknowledge what you wrote and say something at least by finding something i care 0.1 percent about. Or if its the last part i wrote, then yeah you are actually right. Im extreme to the max in that case. Heh, i can be seen as "extreme" in so many ways it really is hard to say what you mean.
>>12883 oh wait you might have been talking about yourself. I genuinely wonder if there is some kind of spell causing this.
>>12885 >>12886 I was talking about myself now vs before re-initiation. As in the difference with being a "red had mushroom" vs being demon. I can see other things: from the demon view, Africa is strongly felt as a natural place with a strong romanticism over it. The continent with it's seasonal rain and mountains and forests and wilderness. People there should be free and live wildly. It's so natural from that view that not seeing this would be impossible. So I believe the Soviet involvement in the freedom struggle in Africa did come from a genuine sympathy with Africa, because they're the same race at the core. It comes from the connection with nature, where it's seen as wild and dangerous, but this is a good thing. Life means to "struggle in the wind" and anyone sheltered enough to avoid this, is simply rotting away. This makes modern welfare society and its laws evil in and of itself, and the spread of "European values" and modernity is also evil in and of itself. It cause people to slowly die unfulfilled, which is very sad and a vile attack on life itself. As a "red hat mushroom", one is nature oneself and there is less of this struggle, it's more like the struggle exists, but we are the mycelium under ground and reaching for the sunlight, so we're too low down and too stable to experience the wind. It causes a slow progress of growth in the safety of the Earth itself which also does not come from modernity, but because of its slowness is just less of a visible struggle.
>>12895 I don't notice most of this,but the idea that man is nature itself definitely makes sense to me. As the distinction was always weird to me. Its also why I see humans as animals in a sense,but not that that is a bad thing. Just a neutral statement to me. Maybe that explains part of it,I've always remained "simple" in a sense. Perhaps Romanticism needs a distance to exist between yourself and the subject. For example I never understood this naive view modern people had about native Americans either. I think it's that im already kinda "simple" and primitive in mindset so I already in essence have what many whites lack.might also explain why some boisterous white people get so famous. Since they display a similar attitude. There is this "wonder" white people have about Africans. I always saw this as a demeaning paternalistic feeling they had. But it seems to be what I causing whites to see Africans as "perfect" in a weird way.its caused by an internal imbalance in fact.they have a lack which they "seek". Maybe it creates the Disney view of native Americans. In reality white people want something they view that lifestyle of having. So they have to first Disnefy/modernize it to make it palatable to their modern morality and bring it up high and secondly demean them self in relation to it. Yet they don't do anything to change their lifestyle. Or maybe that's what hippies are. They cant actually see things as they are or live like it since they lack the understanding of nature,meaning the actual savage part of it so they create this fake understanding of nature and brcome this hippie type.They might be unable to like nature if they were able to see the savage part so they have to see nature and people living that lifestyle as "harmless children in harmony with nature" to compensate. Its a way of placing nature back into the "modern" view again.this might literally be a genetic incapability. This in turn might also explain the American dynamic. Where to me "rednecks" in the south actually lived far closer to nature than the green types. The rednecks hunt and such and have a certain understanding. You also see they treat other races more as equals. Which is seen as acting more racist. Yet on a baseline level they can relate with other races better since there is a respect and implied ability to defend themselves.I cant explain this part to you yet. Its a part of animal nature to group up,and everyone in earth does it.the closer to nature the more people tend to still act like this. Prison is another good example. Take all the protection from violence away and things become very tribal. Maybe me being mushroom means that despite being wasted I never completely lose that instinct like connection to baseline reality.
Report of visiting today's fair The weather was just cool enough to not be annoyingly hot, with some slight rain during the night, but not anything actually falling down today. As I know since after Covid, most people are NPCs now, I've invited my infernal demon friends to visit by handing out the "pink armour" to them so they can come into 3D by possessing existing NPCs. First time I did this it was kind of meh, because the timeline was depleted and although it's a fun practice to come into 3D for a stroll, I don't know how much they really got out of it. It's been better with some more high end events where I did the same, simply because it'd be a waste to have things play out with only NPCs. Last year it was somewhat better, some Goetian also visited and showed off hand-crafted knives. This year there was further adaptation of the event where there was an increase of the number of food stands selling things to eat on the spot, as well as carnival rides and horse-riding. This is more suitable for temporary visitors looking for an experience. Infernals who're coming in only for the day can't bring items they bought with them home, obviously. Food works though, when consumed on the spot. I didn't do much there except visiting the veteran car exhibition and looking at what people were there. Also seeing if there'd be any change in the natural "rapport" with strangers. Earlier I'd meet people (before Covid and everyone being zombified NPCs) who'd recognize me from my professional role and at least give a nod at events like this, but that stopped as their souls were removed. People I knew at some times didn't even seem to recognize me anymore. I expected this to be a timeline connection event, where some residing in parallel or isolated lines would join up, so I kept Astra on the look-out to register any presence of actually incarnated people. After I left, the result was 7 people having been joined into my timeline. I also noticed random connections with strangers where a friendly sync happened naturally, seemingly derived from Rosicrucian egregoral energy. The people this involved seemed to be hivemind controlled NPCs, including a teen girl and a group of German tourists who strongly recognized my presence with what constitutes as much of a greeting as is possible without actually talking to each other. It stood out from the mass of people passing by both by the red energy connecting from them, as well as the fact that even the infernals I've invited won't act out of character by maintaining eye contact with strangers for any length of time in public. This part was similar to the times I used my secondary incarnation as Earth reptilian a few times to pass by some timelines which were under their control. It means I shapeshifted to act as myself, but to other reptilians I'd look like a shapeshifter who took over. Either way, the "rapport with strangers" is very strong among reptilians, this may be the strongest community feel I've experienced for the days I used this, with complete strangers even initiating small talk or being helpful in public. I've never experienced this outside of when wearing reptilian body. There was a hint of what with the Rosicrucian egregore, but it's apparently more rare than reptilians, so not likely that such a community experience would be common. With an event of this size resulting in only a handful of such connections, it says something about the rarity of "red hats" in society.
>>12899 I think you have a point with the Disneyfication of the connection to nature, and what you see as a deification of Africans. Maybe this is something arranged by some maintenance deities to balance out for the sheltered and nature-denying behaviour of some modern groups of people. I've never quite seen this angle personally, but I can see it being a thing from the reasoning of it. I do know some hippies or "yoga ladies" have this attitude, but to me that's just, you know, people being silly about something I take for normal, like kids who just discovered something and have to make it into a trend to accept it. Like I take walks, and then people who never take walks would have to buy "walking equipment" and treat it as a sport to be able to do it, announcing on their social media how they are now "taking walks" and posting about their "walking progress" or something. I thought more about what the racism against blacks came from, since it doesn't fit into this natural feeling about Africa as a continent, and I think the way this formed was only through watching american tv shows like "Cops". So it was formatted conceptually as "disliking Americans" more than being about blacks, that's why it also separated from normality at the point when I realized that "this isn't normal". Which though I wasn't consciously aware of it, would become clear when dealing with actual Africans and the prejudice is about Afro-Americans being criminals. The concept doesn't fit, which further motivated me to get rid of it. I always found it incomprehensible when people would talk about Africa being "underdeveloped" as if there was something wrong with being natural. It's another thing that at split seconds made me wonder if people around me are complete retards, because I never saw "progress" in terms of "modernity" as something positive. To me it was always something caused by comic-book style villains building factories for profit and ruining life for both people living in its proximity as well as flooding the market with cheap trash and forcing regular people out of business, which further destroys culture. To talk down about Africa for not having this is just incomprehensible, especially as the people who did this weren't factory managers or evil capitalists themselves, so they had little to gain from defending this behaviour. It felt at most like they were "evil by proxy" based on some childish conception of this being "edgy cool" or something. The things you'd call "liberal" here, I do know about this, but the thing is the same here, all of that is irrelevant for me because it's the same thing about people being "kids who discovered reality and make it into big thing". Whenever someone starts talking about - mostly hypothetically because though I've experienced it, I don't notice this much - for example something about African culture or similarly about "you have to accept Jesus" or whatever. It feels the same. Some kid just reached level 5 and got their first skill and wants to talk about it by going door to door to talk about Jesus, and I'm level 50 and already saw all of that stuff and it's nothing to me. All I can say is "yeah" and there's no discussion. Happens every time Jehova's witnesses come by also. Like they have nothing to tell me and they think I should do bible study with them. But I don't see the point because I feel like I know the bible better than them already.
Another change which took place almost instantly after initiation A long standing issue has been recurring migraines, which I know are caused by a natural reflex powered by some energy which is meant to be in one place, but just doesn't proceed to that place because of something in my environment which prevents this "lock" from getting into position. Because I've identified it as a "lock" which should be active in the body, but society as a whole just doesn't want this development, and are collectively trying to avoid it forming. It's a kind of society-wide physical retardation or development disorder which is being further worsened by medication given to remove the pain without addressing the reason it's appearing. There's been a similar thing causing abdominal cramps which appeared first time during covid, directly in relation to a family member getting the vaxx. The following night, as a result of shedding (which is a real thing confirmed by doctors, but now they won't admit it), I had a sudden cramp in my stomach and it lasted for 6 hours. I was unable to even go to bed but just lay on the couch twisting back and forth not knowing what the hell to do. After this, this came back at random occasions, but lesser in severity. I didn't at first relate it to the migraine energy, but it had a similar effect, causing strong involuntary muscle contraction. These two issues were instantly solved at the fundamental level, after the imitation process described above >>12876 I had previously received some guidance from the left handed reaper on how to solve this. He said it's not an illness and there isn't any physical or mental problem and no parasites. It's just a spiralling reaction loop where pain leads to muscle tension, which causes stress and more pain and it gets worse and more energy is concentrated, until all physical energy is burned up which causes involuntary relaxation of the worn out muscles and the mental energy is wasted, which then ends the loop. This also causes some burn off of negative energy, which means it serves a purpose, but is ineffective. He showed me how to do a breathing process to break the cycle and then proceed directly to a yogic meditation to voluntarily burn the energy in an effective way, but breaking the cycle is very difficult, especially when it attaches to the abdomen where my muscles are rather developed. I ended up using a foamroller placed against the abs and rolling forcefully with fully body weight on the area, and this worked a few times, but not always. This time, with no real effort, the core issue of the energy system not having the "lock" in placement was just solved. It just slipped into place like a harness meant for easily carrying something, or a piece of clothing which suddenly just fits. The same thing happened with both the abs energy and the migraine causing temples energy. After this I went through the left handed reaper's breathing process and used foamroller on the abs and after some work, the tension was mostly gone. Some more energy of the negative kind has appeared from my environment since, but now it just "slips into position" and strengthens the correctly formed energy lock instead of causing pain. I can't explain exactly, but it has to do directly with the nose and the same function on the root chakra, which correlates with the "big nose" mega-system used by the NWO to lead the trash energy from their behaviour (aka karma) to the wormhold at NY and out into space, where it eventually just dissolves into "black goo" energy and falls back to Earth again, causing all kinds of negative things. (Talk about not understanding your own doctrine, it's literally the climate change effects they are telling everyone about, but it's not physical, and contrary to the nonsense they are spreading, this effect is real.)
>>12926 >this caused time to stop right after initiation It seems I solved the first step. By working around the parts that were standing still, I managed to project a layer of myself towards the astral Rosicrucian church, which by its nature of being in 5D and non-physical isn't strictly effected by the speed of time outside of the location. I then also managed to pull the red hat mushroom lolis I picked up from intersecting timelines in to become active as well, because it was the plan all along to bring them to the original church up there for training with me when I went. After some activations where I went into the forest to a gate location where I can access the old viking age and aztec/inca network of portals to sync with distant locations, I managed to get around the blockages caused by being in too fast time, enough that I could project myself and them with a secondary layer up there to register for study. For me it's mostly about re-tracing magic I already learned before, so it's possible to do mostly on the subconscious. Anything I need to actually pay attention to will cause my awareness to be drawn to it. This happened at one significant ritual which involved solving a fundamental problem where everyone had to write down the solution in the form of which sefirot(s) to call on, on a slip of paper, read it without mentioning what was to be solved, then burn it in a ritual fire bowl inside the church. A priest upholding the magic circle would then assure that even if the words didn't match perfectly the solution would be channelled into the circle so that all studends could pass the initial test. This constituted the equivalent of Arhat achievement or basic Zen. After this it turned into personal study. The astral Rosicrucian church functions and looks a bit like a catholic church monastic setting. Most students pay for lectures, materials and for living in the dorms, but if your magic power is strong at the registration test procedure, you can get on a scholarship where you get everything for free. This functions as a way to advertize the church by showing off the best students with the best outfits and materials, which attracts more paying students, so it's in a way purely economical. The cloaks worn are made from a weave which channels the energy perfectly, and it transforms into a magic artifact during the study. There are also other materials involved, such as creating a cross from weaving thin roots using a certain magic pattern. This root-cross is then worn around the neck as a focal artifact for the energy produced and serves as a transformation aid, which turns into a power artifact with time. Magic pens made from wood are also used, which absorb energy and transform into magical pens as the student writes. All of these are perfectly transferrable to our physical in practice, where the "energy form" of physical items will be developed in exact same way as the transformation of astral artifacts created from astral materials.
Me and the 7 red hat lolis I brought to the astral church finished the process up to equivalent of Xolotl level, after performing a public ritual where we made use up collective form with all of us plus a priest and doing it with visitors in the main church up there, concentrating force on one person at a time, then allowing everyone in the church to benefit. The priest then did a standard rite for further transformation. It was very effective on the physical side as well, where I matched the procedure up there mostly in real time, doing a double spiral, first with incense, then the opposite direction with salted water in the room for preparing the environment, then used a bible verse for energy direction and goal, then allowing the breakthrough to pass by using a standard forward "submissive" yoga pose before the figure of Lady Mary. As long as the symbolism is in place, it works. Rich and vague processes may even have a higher chance of being functional because they allow a variety of forces to support if they see it as good. Rosicrucian processes are pretty simple, and rely more on personal understanding gained from study, than the execution of the process itself. I then chose an employment position at the astral church, now that my form there can move on auto, and the lolis did the same, with most of them becoming "sisters" which in this case is a general role with lots of freedom, because someone with a high level of transformation just knows things better. Plus that most people don't seem to want to actually live on the compound but are regular employees in some manner, living outside of the area and coming in to work. More strict in form gives more freedom of choice, basically. This solidifies my Rosicrucian form up there, so I can focus on the more concrete matters from now on.


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