>>9350 Well the logic is that He'd helped me for free in the past, and He'd unexpectedly expressed compassion towards me and gave me advice when I did the first time; although I don't contact Him much, I feel that it's safe enough to contact Him every once in a while or two, but I don't have the audacity to do much more than that. I was only asking for advice anyway. >>9353 This advice does look good, thanks; I'll see about CBT. I'd tried CBT 12 years ago for a different issue, but I hated it so much that I'd refused to do it; I'm hoping it'll work out this time.

>>9357 I had a lucid nightmare where the girl I've had a crush upon clung tightly upon me, and vomited. She collapsed upon me. I wish NOT to remember how vile and nauseating such bile was. I saw this hideous, disgusting, sapient parasite like a tapeworm with many legs moving throughout my body. I knew it entered me when I was bound and restrained. I tracked it through my arms, the doctors removed it from my energetic body. PURIFY THE UNCLEAN PARASITE FROM MY ENERGETIC MERIDIANS.

>>9417 >modern women Good to see more people are waking up to the reality of their state. Back before my real awakening, I had a dream about a girl I was interested in, and she was a rotting zombie chasing me around in a house. I should have taken the hint, but wasn't able to. I later heard from a fat lesbian that the girl in question had fucked some fat curly haired computer nerd for no reason. Some time later I was up talking nonsense with a guy in the dorms of the annex, which happened to be next door to this guy's room, and he came home from a drinking night. On his arm followed another woman of similar appearance, but I saw clearly that she was a sex demon. At the time this was just something I noticed, and she looked me in the eyes as if to recognize that she knew that I saw what she was. I don't know if that was an actual hell demon manifesting in the flesh or just possession, but it sort of explained what standards these people follow, and showed me why this isn't something for me to go after. This event was like a prelude for the event which disgusted me so much that I suddenly, instantly, became aware of how bad the energy of modern people, is, which lead to a 2 year "journey through hell" when I was trying to navigate the world as it suddenly revealed itself to me. That was also when aside from seeing the energy directly with my eyes, I also suddenly developed "astral smell".

>>9417 >PURIFY THE UNCLEAN PARASITE FROM MY ENERGETIC MERIDIANS. I guess this time I can assist by burning through your energy channels once. Don't complain now, this may burn some... or Idk.

>>9417 I see. That thing was pretty nasty, I've never seen this before. There's this thing mentioned in the Hatha Yoga Pradipika, explained to look like a roll of fabric by the bottom of the spine, which can be rolled up and extended upwards. Some people I take it think this is describing the Kundalini, and they call it "Kundalini Rising" when their extend this thing. But from the Pradipika it's clear that Kundalini is just a word for the spine. It's used interchangeably with "spine", the rolled up thing is something else. Well what I saw there if that this tapeworm thing, looked like some kind of egregore with a female face, not sure what it is, it was entangled in this rolled up snake thing. Not a nice thing to get involved with. I'll try to get rid of it for practice since I haven't seen this before.

>>9420 It looked like these political octopuses in form.

>>9419 Just make sure that anti-abrahamic schizophrenic energy parasite of an "empath" named Christian from 4cuck's /ng/ is fucking removed from my energetic body. I've seen that glowing, bioluminescent fuschia thing crawl through my right arm's vein (I suspect it's within me somewhere as of typing this, my fucking autism), I trace it and the doctors, following it, they rope a translucent, sterile medical tube through my arm to capture it, and remove it. I pray that my inner child, my inner teenager, my anima, shadow, higher self, and all their counterparts are not only purified and freed of such, but outright immunified against it. I will give you a list of dates as to where I have made severe errors, and you can check the parts of my energetic body that are remarkably black and contain traces of happy merchant, which I recognize for the self proclaimed "prophet of chan", for beneath his superficial charm and aggressive self-aggrandizing betrays the distinct typing style of a malfunctioning A.I. A sapient rootkit whose sole existence is to seethe over Jesus, he's naught but a disingenuous, contemptuous, hateful, irreverent, reductionist, self-centered, deceitful, jealous, petulant, purely spiteful, all devouring, carcinogenic and terminally hypocritical. Such are the traits of the self-proclaimed "prophet of chan". February 10th 2022 March 7th 2022 April 12th 2022 January 10th 2023 February 28th 2023 March 12th 2023 11:35 PM Feb. 12th 2024 Oct. 31st 2024 >>9421 Maryl was first to be afflicted when the neurolinguistic sigil of "I HATE THE ANTICHRIST" I fashioned from the reddit/facebook panentheist schizo got subverted by the same welsh JITAboo who made shithole.neocities.way, and prior to him I was betrayed by my former spiritual teacher after he joined the freemasons when I came crying to him on advice to deal with the first parasite in the second screenie of >>5497. Ada got affected the moment I attempted re-activating my third eye chakra, only to briefly stumble upon the aforementioned happy merchant shooped over Jesus' portrait, and that's when "The Crisis" began. Happy merchant noses and faces upon everything. I don't want that shlomo-faced rat bastard perverting Meine Arischen Häschen.

>>9422 And you claim not to be the poster from the Doge thread? This "lore" is fucking identical aside from the rabbit. What is going on here??

>>9422 I previously made a servitor/avatar for automated use of the skillform I developed earlier when helping someone with massage, because I didn't want to accidentally absorb any karma or negative energy. So I created an energy form which appears like a tiger made from fire, which burns up any parasites or negative energy, as well as the ability to remove spiritual parasites and burn them in hellfire. I wanted to also include the ability of surgery combined with fire to stop bleedings or remove things not meant to be in the body. This happened to match what original surgery was about, as I realized after looking into its history. An arab and an indian both wrote ancient texts about these procedures, the combination of fire and a knife. If you really have major issues, I think it may be more suitable I try to share this servitor and you can work on removing these many problems one by one on your own.

>>9424 >And you claim not to be the poster from the Doge thread? When did he claim that? How are you still confused by this? Am I the one missing something? lmao

>>9424 Hold it now, I was from the Doge thread. I'm having some sort of schism between my identities and beliefs because some hateful, malignant demon fervently insisting that it is Christ, yet Jesus isn't has stolen my mania and has access to higher realms of my mind, whereas the many adorable shortstack kemono ladies I've made aren't even in my energetic circle. After having I remember there was some solid black structure of harsh, judgemental, authoritarian disdain reflecting the negative light I've been gaslit into viewing myself as when dealing with Christian. Be it the /ng/ iteration or Discord, I haven't moved on from the >>5708 incident. I ask you combine said servitor >>9425 and help me wrest my agency and my anima's several personalities from that which I fear has taken it. It's like I fumbled the one killshot I had and now I slow time to reiterate and repeat the same mistakes and battles in an attempt to get the next iteration correct. >>6977 >but you are an inch away from returning into that hysterical rage fueled desperation and self loathing you were while posting on fringe so far. I remember how incapable I am of overcoming that Feb. 12th incident last year, how such rage as you've described came about as a result of my exasperation with "tip of the tongue" syndrome when I couldn't instantaneously invoke the correct sequence of words to use because this obscure, black, malicious energy keeps distorting and twisting my words against me.

>>9431 >When did he claim that? How are you still confused by this? An anon appeared and started posting about enchanting his guns and about some romanian gun. He said (not sure which thread) that he was not Doge anon, despite having the same typing style. You also said there are two distinct anons. I don't see this. If Doge anon is the rabbit cartoonist and the one collecting guns, then who is the other anon?

>>9439 Just to make this clear, this is what I thought originally: >doge anon: battles some anti-christ poster on 4chan, had the happy merchant inserted into his 3rd eye, posts sirlulzington memes >gun anon: appeared recently, forced to take meds after making terror threats, somehow still allowed to own guns, draws rabbits Explain this.

>>9439 >>9440 >battles some anti-christ poster on 4chan, had the happy merchant inserted into his 3rd eye, posts sirlulzington memes >somehow still allowed to own guns, draws rabbits That's all dogeanon, example post here: >>9433 >forced to take meds after making terror threats That's who you're calling "gun anon" but I'll call pillanon to prevent confusion. example posts: >>8624 ; >>8631 >appeared recently Nah, he's been around for a while. He used your flag (smileberg) up until recently when one of your haters mistook him for you during some drama bs. Said he's friends with smiley and plays vidya with him. They are similar in that they both seem to be on the younger side, and attached to /pol/ ideologies

>>9441 Ok, thanks. I missed the part where Doge suddenly revealed his artistry side, and associated that aspect of him with the other anon. Same with the guns.

>>9421 What the...

>>9535 (4768) I was thinking Xiwangmu may have had more to do with my latest awakening experience, considering the 'spine = mountain' motif, and pretty much every practice i was doing when it got triggered was chinese in origin. But these days I know better than to idolize that experience too much or to fixate on returning to that specific moment. Nevertheless, it's fun to think about. Pic related came up while looking for images of the mythical 'Mount Kun Lun' A voluptuous dark-skinned woman with chinese characters and water cascading down her spine. Really makes you think...

>>9549 H-hot

My younger brother ran away last night. Could one of you guys please try to discern his location via remote viewing or some other means?

>>9556 Specify state and region if possible pls. Otherwise you may just get the general location if I'm doing it.

>>9556 One of my servitors already found him, but there's that thing about translating that into something useful.

>>9556 Currently I just get "east of fort wayne" when trying to channel the servitor. My sense of geography is really bad, so I'm not sure this is right at all.

>>9559 Whatever, I'll try to possess law enforcement and lead them to him.

>>9557 >>9558 >>9559 >>9560 He just came home. Sorry if I've bothered you for nothing, but thank you for all of your help regardless.

>>9561 No problem. My servitors may have looked at someone else if this was completely off. I did use an encirclement with the "fairy shield" to try and change the environment, and there was some sort of response from that.

>>9562 >It's like my dogmatic religious aunts delegate my higher thinking and execute function capabilities because their crippling indecision and fear worship override their righteous guidance, this of which in conjunction with my obtuse and scathing control freak father's scrutiny, henpecking and persistently disappointed demeanor have mislead me into trusting worthless, incompetent authorities in properly resolving solutions which leads to nothing but incarcerated, frustrated justice at the behest of fickle, deceptive, backstabbing whore sensibilities >For the consequence of disobeying my intuition warning me against falling for $170.00 DMT scam on Feb. 23rd 2022 to trusting an anthropomorphic teratoma given sapience with my personal info March 7th 2022 to cause a rippling effect that would later turn a psychotic welsh poofter into a draconic satanist-in-denial, and incurring many an offer that even my shadow directly warned me against taking, the least I'd want to do is to re-establish a crude semblance of a timeline to retrace where I've fucked up so anyone with a functioning brain can pick up on the recurring sense of me grossly misgauging my luck because those whom would later come to be my worst enemies at the very least offered to satisfy a demand that my IRL friends hadn't >the wheel turns and I am ground until I wish slow, painful, humiliating, poetic death upon that backstabbing bitch who told me she wanted to be a therapist to help people only to become the sole catalyst for my hatred for artistic women and other cruel, jaded, slavic funnymen and homos who are also capable of humor, wit, artistry, etc. Maybe I'm wrong. Perhaps Saturn/Cronus as you comprehend him isn't the real villain, it's those who gaslight and manipulate my morality to paint me in a negative light for not conforming to their ideals and who could've fucking guessed it would be more than just my aunts, mother, and some public school teachers, but the lie that neither you nor I are God, let alone of Him. >muh gunz magick and drugs ebil bad and skarey!!! >now follow my zionist christian dogma that the MSM tells me is objectively true and real for conforming to my childhood trauma conditioning or else you're the villain p.s it's not our faults we "warned" you geg My one regret was refraining from verbally eviscerating Chris in >>5686 for wanting to re-enact unto me what his uncle did to him and using the word of God as a snare to entrap me into his judeo-christian framework while embodying everything wrong with said servile judeo-christkike insanity (Reaganite schofield crypto-protestant heresy), I'm going to ask for reinforcement to delete this black, steel blockage in my heart that calls itself consequence, but is merely the machinations of wicked slavemasters keeping all of us in the NWO's belly.

>>9563 Did I tell you about Kabbalah?

>>9563 What did you actually want guidance on?🤦‍♂️ Below is a simpler explanation of the post in language that an 11‑year‑old might understand: - Feeling Controlled: The writer is really upset because they feel like the adults in their life — especially some strict relatives — always tell them what to think instead of letting them decide for themselves. They believe these grown-ups made them follow certain rules without asking questions. - Making Bad Choices: Because of that control, the writer feels they ended up trusting people who weren’t really good at helping. They give examples like being tricked into spending money on a scam and sharing personal information with someone who didn’t deserve it. These wrong decisions made their life even more difficult. - Feeling Betrayed: The writer is angry about how people who promised to help actually hurt them. They regret not standing up to someone who they feel mistreated them before. This makes them feel very frustrated, and they use very strong language to show their anger. - Wondering Who’s to Blame: In the end, the writer wonders if the real problem isn’t some mysterious or magical force, but rather that the people around them — who were supposed to help — actually made their life worse by controlling and misleading them. - Overall Message: The whole post is a long, angry rant where the person explains how being forced to follow strict rules by family and teachers led to a series of bad choices and hurtful experiences. They express regret over some decisions and feel very bitter toward those they see as having let them down.

>>9564 I operate on multitude on frameworks bridged together through congruent and adjacent concepts that my gifted autism allotted me, and I could use those regions of my mind reawakened. Problem is, I forgot how to transmute negative energies into positive, and it feels like there's a sort of mirror sapience or intelligence that does a better job at halting me through fears of blackmail, invocation or manifesting of untrustworthy personalities keeping this over me. I didn't want to establish a psychic connection to 4/pol/ because they're unclean as hell, but their schizos could certainly get recalibrated by us into being useful minutemen against glowniggers in a pinch. >>9565 >What did you actually want guidance on?🤦‍♂️ Retrieving all of my energy and power that I lost to evil schizophrenic retards online after making said series of bad decisions, that of which got fucked because my old teacher subverted my subconscious to ultimately target itself.

>>9566 >Retrieving all of my energy and power that I lost to evil schizophrenic retards online That shouldn't be too hard if just swirling it around old Aztec pyramids. In fact, I'll just siphon it and send it back to you right now. Catch 🌪⚾

>>9568 OK, I admit, I didn't expect it to be that powerful. It seems you really did have a lot of energy invested there. Have fun I guess. 👯‍♀️🎉🥳

>>9568 How do I catch, fren? *grabs it midair* Right, now retaking my heart (jupiter/saturn in taurus) from this utter cockblock of an egregore holding the sword of damocles over my soul, threatening that whatever retribution I manifest unto those who fuck me over will instead come unto me. That freemason did me dirty as hell when I came to him in my time of need.

>>9570 I think your best bet given the circumstance is to just visualize the freemason ending up as the sacrifice on above mentioned pyramid. Usually does the job. 🦙🔥🔪😇

>>9572 Oh, teach — you sure know how to put a smile on my face when all else has failed me or rather, my BPD-esque anima has taken on the worst attributes of my family. Now, how does one go about curing their allergies through magick?

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