>>5619 Do you realize that you just doxxed yourself by posting your astrological chart?

>>5618 I clash with shame through numerous intrusive thoughtforms, I still fight to maintain the integrity of my entire being, chakras and all through the binding and releasing of shame from various distorting and misreading my intentions and gaslighting, shaming, ridiculing, doubting, and emasculating me and my spirit, from my old spiritual teacher that had me in a bind that I learnt to work with and ultimately through, to the embodiment of lucifer/satan, the antichrist named christian directly poisoning my vulnerable, wide open heart chakra with a hate so blinding over a neurolinguistic sigil that parasitically compromised "I HATE THE ANTICHRIST" driving me to become full of and exude sheer hate and become wrathful, to some furry with a long lineage of druids who got raped by his satanist uncle when he was five and has horrific luck throughout his life projecting his traumatic failure at overzealously fighting evil by bringing an entire realm to damnation, alongst all other diehard christian dogmatists bringing subjugation, mockery, insult, deception, self-righteous judgement, trauma-based coercion through fear, doubt and ridicule. all the way to beefing with secular dogmatists and science worshippers whom have had a bad rap with the silver tongue of pied pipers, oligarchs, megachurch pastors, and servants of saturn whom they sacrificed Jesus to, rewrote His word and distorted it into a means of subjugation and slavery (black nobility/jesuits/freemasons also included) Fuck, and to attempt manifesting 4/pol/ and 4/x/ autists and schizos winning their war against the three letter agencies of America and unifying them in romance with anti-government leftist bsky/reddit furry artists, writers, creatives, etc. on the opposite end of the political spectrum against the said tyrannical minority raping and pillaging the earth, currying favor with principalities and satan for power and glory. >>5620 Shame there wasn't an option to delete the file only.

>>5618 This is his draconic chart, I've been constrained/resorted to begging God's help against him. It matters not which specific face nor interpretation of God, for all are intertwined and these endlessly convoluted semantics only serve as complications and obstacles to reach Him.

>>5615 >I am in the middle of spiritual warfare and I am immensely grateful for any forgiveness or assistance on your end. Sure have this image. The advice remains the same. Stay away from 4chan. Spend time with people who you like to be around. Sleep properly and hydrate. Try to do something new and meaningful with your life. Be it physical activity or reading books. It doesn't matter what it is just find some new meaning in it that makes you forget your previous thoughts. And try to meditate without drugs. Your energies barely make any sense to me currently. I have no idea what you are doing in your life at all. They are cleaner but absolutely disorganized. I cannot make much of it. >>5623 Draconic charts are a meme. They supposedly represent their past life or something. You cannot do much with it at all.

>>5630 >Your energies barely make any sense to me currently. I have no idea what you are doing in your life at all. They are cleaner but absolutely disorganized. I cannot make much of it. That's because that anti-abrahamic faggot named christian got into me through my crown chakra straight through my throat chakra to my heart chakra as I felt myself powerless to resist him, and I have only my former spiritual teacher turned freemason to blame.

>>5640 In addition—because whatever faceless irritating demon forces my attention away from what I ought be doing—I am fighting him, or whatever remains of him within me and I could use your assistance in identifying and uprooting them. >Stay away from 4chan. Spend time with people who you like to be around. Sleep properly and hydrate. Try to do something new and meaningful with your life. Be it physical activity or reading books. It doesn't matter what it is just find some new meaning in it that makes you forget your previous thoughts. And try to meditate without drugs. I'm trying to drawfag over here, but "satan" namefagging as christ alongside all these damned intrusive thoughtforms based upon the (varying degrees of trauma from sudden onset of guilt, shame, and in some cases impending sense of doom) memory of every petulant, narcissistic, malignant cunt whom has ever nitpicked, whineed, and/or judged me from their paranoid, imbecilic, overly sensitive mindset (read: my mother, stepsister, aunts, various toxic female american public school teachers who hated my gun autism, etc.) In typing this, I acknowledge my own sensitivity, hyperactivity, and other malignant traits imprinted onto me by them. I don't nor do I want to continue holding shit against cunts who bullied me in highschool while I believed I'd get worse punishment for retaliating, even if they fucking deserve so. It is the flaws of mainstream christianity - especially how my family instilled such values through fear, assuming shit, and trauma - that lead me to sirlulzingtonesquire who made it all click for me.

>>5640 >>5641 The way I see it you managed to reconnect with your shadow. You know about the holy spirit right? The shadow can and will turn into the holy spirit once you purify it. When you "curse" others you either utilize a cosmic principle and "taint them" with it (like voodoo dolls or specific curse sigils) or you literally send there your shadow to do the thing. Because the shadow is part of you it gets corrupted in the process. This is why making your shadow loaded with negative energies then send it to others and force that negativity upon them causes extreme amounts of harm for them and for yourself too. The goal should be always to purify yourself and those around you and not force them to integrate a "different view" which just spits on their whole faith and existential outlook. Your shadow only stays at the "target" when you constantly feed it with the necessary "attachment energies" which in your case is your hatred and constant butthurt. If your shadow is "out there" then you are incomplete. To complete yourself it will have to return and get purified with you. Purification happens quite easily if you are able to "let go" but if not it will just recirculate all the negative energies within your psyche too keep itself in "form". You will need to let go and meditate. If you cannot do that I am unsure what will help you besides getting away from the internet and your family as much as you can for a longer period of time. Currently you are mentioning every person that wronged you in your life so far. That is how shadow work happens. Every person you hated is a small part (a shadow tulpa) that animates your shadow. You will have to accept this part of yourself and slowly purify it. You will have to detach from this accursed past of yourself. Watch them lose their form and crumble. Imagine every person you hate or have negative views towards let them say their words then forgive them then let yourself to be forgiven. If you feel unable to do it within yourself then talk to the people you hate. I meant talk to your family and not your internet schizo friends. Don't force them to accept your views don't debate them either. Just talk to them. Try to find a common ground then see what can be said on that venue. I really recommend Buddhist chants for finding a purer mind. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mvBLSJWk6HE Like this one. You really need to flush your mind out. Don't fight yourself. The cliche quote is that "you are your worst enemy" but... you are not. You are the most misunderstood friend of yourself. Accept your own past failings then move past of it but don't idolize them either. You have a weird issue with that Currently you are projecting your perception of your enemies upon your shadow and animate it with your own "ill will" against yourself. You will have to realize that and let it find peace. Find peace within and it appears without. Liking how you changed your flag into the black sun btw. That sun is the harshest that purifies all negative energies and leaves only "true purity" behind. Accept yourself and accept others. Don't fight in vain for things that only cause harm for you. This is all I can say.

>>5646 >When you "curse" others you either utilize a cosmic principle and "taint them" with it (like voodoo dolls or specific curse sigils) or you literally send there your shadow to do the thing. That makes me think. Do you happen to know if it's possible to unify or merge your personal shadow with a greater cosmic principal?

>>5646 I remember the handful of times (no more than twice) I ganked it to some scantily clad ~15yo bitches out of some "taboo appeal" demons planted in my mind - despite my disgust and that shit has been in my P-OCD That shit was beyond unholy and I prayed to God to have it damned from my memory, and after some other mental breakdowns over whether or not twitter would consider me a pedo for having some 17yo post semi-lewd drawings or telling some 17yo I'd let them fuck me, I still hate and rebuke all that shit and I'm brute forcing my OCD to acknowledge those actions and send it up to God, because that was fucking degenerate for me to fall for that and I've a hard time forgiving myself for it. I just want a short, stacked girl my height, age bracket, with compatible interests, eccentricities, and weird autism into me, and I don't need more people making the same assumptions I've made of myself.

>>5646 >The goal should be always to purify yourself and those around you and not force them to integrate a "different view" which just spits on their whole faith and existential outlook. Which is what that self-proclaimed "scribe of God" who got raped by his satanist uncle at 5 tried with me, and he denied the inherent divinity human beings have as per their creation by God in His image and spark, attempted to subjugate me with fear, denounced lulzington as a false prophet because he took his ultimate message as rising up against the slavemasters of babylon and killing the pope, and after I confronted him beyond it he regaled an unverifiable tale on how he had caused an entire dimension/realm of existence to spontaneously cease, and apparently he reincarnated as this weird loser who believes he blasphemed the holy spirit and is assailed by satan so brutally that He appointed Archangel Michael as his guardian angel for it. I don't like how he equates his colossal fuckup to my intentions of uniting 4chan autists, nazis, and mystics/schizos with bsky furries, leftists, and mystics/schizos through love and opened third eyes to unite against child and drug trafficking rings and affluential, influential, powerful pedophiles around the world.

>>5649 >and I don't need more people making the same assumptions I've made of myself. Why not? Eventually you're going to have to free yourself from that egregore's yoke. Having mental breakdowns over what twitter people think doesn't mean that you need to comply more with their standards, it means you need to untangle yourself from their influence. Learn to distinguish true morality that comes from your own immortal perception of Truth, from false morality that's just a manifestation of fear and insecurity.

>>5646 I forgive and console it when it's crying in the closing months of 2021, and this is how it fucking repays me? Calling Christ the Antichrist and treating it like some memetic wunderwaffe and embodying dunning-kruger syndrome in its purest ability? Fuck giving into its blatant scheme of baiting me into wishing death upon him, I'll wish eternal life, humility, patience upon him the same way I had to do so myself for jorking it to "questionable age" shit I lied to myself about just for the sake of gaining oldfag edgelord clout. I resent that I ever did it, but I respect that I ever had the heart to directly acknowledge those few instances of sick fuckery just because temptation told me I could "get away with it" like some edgy /b/tard. Regardless of the immediate, overwhelming horror, disgust and shame knowing I couldn't open up to anybody about this and never wanting to fuck with that again tbh it's mostly the fact that it's a corruption of my actual taste for women my height, face neotenous as mine, curvaceous, etc. as with the lifelong phobia of being misinterpreted getting to my head through my heart and letting that external judgement influence my thoughts and behavior >>5652 Trauma based conditioning where I've been trained to exhalt other people's opinions, takes and beliefs over mine even if I couldn't understand them or thought they were fucking stupid, exacerbated by dumbfuck judeochristian pharisaical values meant to castrate and emasculate me and further compounded by american public education and the opinions of many a toxic cunt who stabbed me in the back because they couldn't directly confront me. That was part of the basis of my OCD, and learning to work with my shadow within allows for me to develop a far thicker skin. Sure, I don't hate my friends on steam/discord/telegram whom have been consumed by the egregore, but as you said about true morality vs artificial herd morality based upon fear, insecurity delivered through sanctimonious preaching and performative, condescending rhetoric, all serving neurotic control freak mindsets that I hate.

For most of the past 10 years, I’ve been suffering from an immense amount of intrusive thoughts that have tried to make me sell or give away my soul to some extremely-low-vibrating entity, usually satan. As such, I have PTSD about contracts and signatures and deals and pacts and agreements and other stuff. Now just earlier, I was trying to get over my fear of my spirit accidentally taping other spirits when I interact with them, and I realized that my inner child went like: >if I feel bad for the spirit does that mean I’m in love with the spirit? <no inner child that always isn’t the case >what if I was under the threat that I’d have to sell my soul to satan if I was wrong? then would you say that feeling bad for the spirit doesn’t always mean being in love with the spirit? <no inner child there are absolutely no exceptions to this, not even soul-selling exceptions I then immediately felt an energetic pant throughout my body, including a flash of white energy in my head, or was it my heart I forgot. Anyway, I then realized that while there aren’t any exceptions in my particular case, there can be exceptions in other cases. Did I just sell my soul to satan by accident? I guess I need to get over my fear of that too but that’s a pretty goddamn dangerous fear to face. Anyway I then asked Athena to guard my soul against being sold if I didn’t truly want it to happen, such that Her permission would be required in addition to what you would’ve called as of before this happened the permission of the guy posting this. I really fucking need to know if satan owns my soul all of a sudden; it’s kind of a big deal if I did. I intend for satan to permanently not own my soul in any way, shape, or form.

>>5660 >accidentally taping other spirits Meant raping. Btw, when this happens my spiritual muscle movements happen on their own as if something is overriding my control of them. I can still exert some control when this happens but it’s a competition to see who has more control over the muscles and I typically lose that competition. >energetic pant throughout my body Meant an energetic pang.

Hi there! So if I understand correctly this is one of those "Question Containment Threads" all the kids are into these days. About me: longtime spirit-keeper, incompetent occultist, etc. Middle-aged mid-Atlantic American male. I have noticed a recent pattern in my dreams and am trying to make sense of what it means. I have recently begun having dreams relating to "Alaska." In the dream Alaska there's a small town with a road lined with closely spaced buildings on either side, but the road quickly leads to empty land with side paths to mountains and small houses or hunting shacks. Often the dreams will stay with me in a normal place, when I suddenly realize I need to go North to get back to Alaska. As a normal American I tend to have banal impressions of Alaska, like gold and Salmon come from there, as well as lots of gorgeous mountains. I've never made a detailed inquiry into the place, never traveled there, no real interest in winter sports, etc. Last night I dreamt I was at a house in Alaska I thought was empty, when suddenly a large group of people arrived there. Included in the group are at least a few Afghans (or perhaps Kurds) and that had babies with them. I like babies, but the Afghans politely asked I snot touch them (no problem of course, I wouldn't want some unexpected weirdo grabbing a hypothetical child of mine either.) I was annoyed because I thought I was the only person at the house and suggested to the arriving group that I would try to get an Airbnb in the morning. Later in the dream I realized some young women traveling with the party were trying to reach for me under the sheets while we were sleeping, but I wrapped the sheets tightly to avoid any hanky panky. So my question is this , what does it mean? I don't usually have repeated dreamscapes. One possiblity is that I'm active in the astral and that this "Alaska" is part of the astral I live and work in while I'm asleep. It could just be a past-life memory that's being slowly recovered. It might be random neurological firing, or perhaps a psychological manifestation of my needs for escape and adventure. For the purpose of investigating the meaning, I permitted energy reading and remote viewing as needed. I appreciate any insight the assembled fringe wizards can provide.

>>5663 >So if I understand correctly this is one of those "Question Containment Threads" all the kids are into these days. Yes this is the annoy the adepts with your personal requests thread. The main question thread is for things that can be simply answered within a single post while in this thread the participants might require some extra psychic work. The success of the thread depends on how many adepts are too bored or yearn to practice their skills and how annoyingly hard is to fulfill some requests. If the request is too complicated it might take some days and extra begging before someone bothers to look into it. >incompetent occultist Only thing that matters is that you practice whenever you can. Majority of fringe users can be called "incompetent occultists" without insulting anyone here. Only thing that matters is that you practice and try to develop as much as you can. Not even I would call myself competent in my current state. >I have recently begun having dreams relating to "Alaska." Was it said clearly that "It's certainly Alaska" or it is mostly "Alaska-like". The reason why I ask is because Alaska was the state most of North-America was after the settlers came but urbanization was still not the norm yet. >mid-Atlantic American It can be very well your personal location's past or a pocket dimension relating to it. >when I suddenly realize I need to go North to get back to Alaska. I think you should meditate and try to feel the "pull" towards that "need of Alaska" and see what happens. What images or feelings manifest and try to divine a more concrete location. The location is not necessarily physical. Go into a trance and ask "why should I go to Alaska" "who wants me to go Alaska" "What does Alaska mean to me" etc. Maybe don't use the word "Alaska" just picture the image you got from your dreams and try to feel the pull. >So my question is this , what does it mean? I don't usually have repeated dreamscapes. The USA's leyline system is a mess. Hard to say what you are connecting with this amount of information. >One possiblity is that I'm active in the astral and that this "Alaska" is part of the astral I live and work in while I'm asleep There are several snowy and mountainous locations like this and mountains have important symbolic meaning too like hardships growth change or can be a sort of "spiritual calling" towards a quieter cleaner and solitary lifestyle. >perhaps a psychological manifestation of my needs for escape and adventure. It definitely is but there might be more to it. There is one thing I ought to ask >longtime spirit-keeper What kind of spirits you are "keeping" consciously. I can detect like 3 around you but there are more at the edges. How many of these are you aware of? I ask because the spirit of the "Alaska" location might try to call you or a spirit relates to that location and tries to "sync you" to it so you can have a better connection and it can grant you it's insight. There are cases when spirits can only manifest their "true form" when they retain their "Origin energies" or their "element". There are many mountain spirits that came down to play with humans in several legends too. You might need to visit that place with a spirit you have. Are those house spirits or guides or what are these even? They feel like dusty old furniture. I can't make much of it sorry. I am not really in my top form in the past weeks so I can grant you only these minor insights. >I permitted energy reading and remote viewing as needed I only took a glance. Your place feels old and I might have synced to the wrong layer because feels like it's some old ceiling of sorts. I'm not really in the state to make a proper reading now. My best bet is that it relates to some of your spirits you have around or one that tries to reveal itself but your perception is not ready for that yet.

>>5660 >>5662 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mvBLSJWk6HE You too shall listen to this until the Om mani padme hum overtakes the baseline thought patterns of yours. You know when it becomes a song that is "stuck in your head" and nothing else remains. If you still have intrusive thoughts while listening to it then say the chant with the song. The mantra is about guarding your heart and soul in the eternal paradise in one interpretation but it's extremely complex what it does. Look it up if you are interested. Listen to it whenever you can. While listening to it I can smell a clean incense like fiery qi in my nostrils. It has an extremely good cleansing effect. You will need it

>>5669 I have a very large number of friends in my astral family, but most of them won't be visible normally to anyone but me. You probably saw representatives of my security team or energy management. So if you saw creatures probably asian dragons or a manticore; if humanoid a security elf, guardian angel or even a guardian troll. Also I would be unsurprised if my cat checks on me during the day. Last night I clearly remember thinking Is in Alaska, and other nights I've been perplexed because I keep working how I got to Alaska without passing through Canada first. In the dream logic I orient to North and started walking, then it's like I'm flying but on the ground. Then I arrive to the town with the buildings lining the street. I'm naturally drawn to high places, I love the view. Energy wise, I work for a very large legal enterprise. It's more than 150 years old, and I was writing during my lunch break so you may have hit the firm's egregor. Dusty trending towards archaic would not be a bad way of describing us. And we are situated in, for the US, an older city. Which agrees with my sensibility quite a bit.

>>5650 I should have changed threads when I veered into blogposting. Got to get used to cross-thread replying

>>5672 >I have a very large number of friends in my astral family It felt that way tbh. But I had to confirm it first because some people freak out if I say they have more spirits around them than the amount they are aware so far. >So if you saw creatures probably asian dragons or a manticore Yes. That was the first thing I noticed. Some spirit with a tail like thing with the face of a dragon/asian demon/oni Then you had a peculiar darkness around that place and I thought maybe I should "break it" to get a clearer view then a darkness enveloped me and asked me "nicely" to not do that because it wouldn't help. You see these dark dusty places either signify a level of "dormancy" or the perfect "work condition" for some spirits that prefer to stay "out of the view". > I'm naturally drawn to high places, I love the view. Most spiritual people are drawn to places like that. I too am drawn to those places but they are not necessary for my path currently so I am not really touring them physically nowadays. >Energy wise, I work for a very large legal enterprise >It's more than 150 years old, and I was writing during my lunch break so you may have hit the firm's egregor Yes I was thinking that I have just fallen into some glowie trap because of the "vibe" but the shadow was real nice while explaining how demolishing that place wouldn't be good for anyone which made me acknowledge the sincerity of this request. Hostile agents try to appear as "hot shits" when challenged instead of properly explaining the situation when no harm was done yet Also I have to tell you that posting "during lunch break" is not very "helpful" because when you post you will "imprint" your mundane energy/thought processes and to "read through that" I would need to literally hunt your signature down when you are finally home or figure out your specific mindset that you have during dreaming hours. Not to mention you described your dreams "quite plainly" and not with enough emotion. Was wondering if this is some "made up story" but if you are in a legal enterprise the "energetic dryness" of your post makes sense. If you want advice for your "home situation" like spirits or dreams please post your request from your home. Personally I don't touch fringe during my work hours at all to keep this place "sacred" and to not to mix up my mundane and spiritual thought processes. I must ask something important tho. Why didn't you ask your spirits about Alaska and about the dreams? Personally I talk out most of my dreams or other visions with my spirits and if necessary the spirits can guide me back to the "place" the dream was at or at least give me their insights from their spirit perspective. Also "north" has spiritual significance especially energetically. The cardinal directions are "living beings" in some cases and they can give you gifts and wisdom. Wanted to say you should visit Alaska to see if something is there but some weird feeling just overtook me... "Alaska" might be secondary. You will need to find some realization "here" or in a closer direction. Maybe there is some leyline there waiting for you to activate it that draws into Alaska? Currently my mind is being flooded with some information that tries to draw a connection between Alaska-Abyss? K googled it >The name "Alaska" derives from the Aleut word Alaxsxaq (also spelled Alyeska), meaning "mainland" (literally, "the object toward which the action of the sea is directed") I think I will talk about the USA leylines here a little. The leylines are a fucking mess there. Mostly indians and other aboriginal groups had a spiritual connection with the land and only they "utilized it" properly. While talking with some native-American spirits from the NA region some years ago they told me that the aboriginals were "owned by the land" and not like how today's people "own the land". It is complex but the spirits and the energies "guided their instincts" so they always knew where to go to hunt and find their prosperity. The concept of "land ownership" came with the settlers when they started to "buy the land from the natives". Ofc the USA has many "modern" New Age like groups or the less modern Free Masons Rosicrucians etc who somewhat "utilize" the leylines but they kinda suck at it and because of that most places are covered with dirt and industrial waste like "negative karma". If you have a high amount of spirits and a spirit ecosystem you should be able to utilize and "reactivate" these leylines. You see these spirits are "closer" to the energies of these leylines and in some cases you just have to go to a place and put some objects here and there or perform a movement with a spirit and it reactivates with "synchronicity" between the layers. I too danced with many spirits of the forest and in other places to reconnect with some energies. TLDR.: Try to talk with your spirits about this issue and if they cannot say anything ask them to point you into a direction where a spirit "might know something". I think you are having some "dimensional breakthrough" around you and you just have to connect to an another layer or something similar. Oh and one more question. What motivated you to post on fringe during your work hours? >>5673 Don't worry about it too much but yes more people should utilize the cross-thread function of this site.

>>5618 >>5669 >>5646 >>5630 Asking for help to protect and shield my heart and psychic autism from intrusive thoughtforms of toxic, thin-skinned morally scrupulous social bolsheviks behaving as self-appointed morality guardians, that conceited and borderline narcissistic art douche whom I've beefed with last year and erroneously attempted to invoke saturn to break his friendship over overzealous or predatory authority figures regardless of gender, etc. I'm trying to be a beacon of hope and love for profane friends on both sides of the political spectrum - both chud, trans, and all in between - regardless of platform, though I hate taking their disbelief and implied/felt energy that they see me as insane to heart. I'm manifesting God's love and knowledge—through sirlulzingtonesquire's memes—through their crown and third eye chakras down through their hearts and into root chakras. They need to learn to question their own dogma for the guidance and misguidance, regain the divine knowledge of the forbidden fruit, and learn to forgive themselves and others of their own wickedness and evil.

>>5680 You ask for help to shield yourself from these people then you proceed to spend the rest of your post indulging in your irrational attachment to them. This isn't an issue of "intrusive thoughtforms". You're clearly making a conscious decision to engage in congress with these people. You need to choose to let them go. No one else can make that decision for you.

>>5680 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9RvWPkvZ0jE Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum say the mantra out loud with the song Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Don't come back into this thread until chanting for at least 10 hours Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum I will turn this thread into a Buddhist practice general if you don't start improving Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Ever heard of the 8 trigrams and Chan Buddhism? Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum You didn't see real mememagic so far Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum

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Om Mani Padme Hum >>5681 >This isn't an issue of "intrusive thoughtforms". You're clearly making a conscious decision to engage in congress with these people. You need to choose to let them go. No one else can make that decision for you. This btw Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum

>>5681 >You're clearly making a conscious decision to engage in congress with these people. You need to choose to let them go. No one else can make that decision for you. I repent, they're straight up blockages who threaten to exhert and escalate karma from their wicked perspectives unto me to bring me down to their level because they abhor to see growth, liberation and freedom. I attempt to release them, yet I keep encountering them as I explore and liberate conscious mind and memory, and I know they hide within semantics, hairsplitting, and nuance. For fuck's sake, there's still memories of that satanic tiktok addict junkie plug bastard who attempted to control me through fear whose radioactive memories haven't been fully removed, along with many others. There are many such memories within that I need assistance and strength clearing, and due to pic related deluding me into believing that I and humanity weren't divine. I ask God to liberate my crown and third eye, and my heart is attacked. I ask Him to liberate my heart, and my crown and third eye get attacked. I can't do with this basic bitch dogmatic Christian interpretation I and other atheists/anti-theists attack, it's much too dry and strictly legalistic like the pharisees Jesus rebuked. I can't do with it. Yet conversely, I can't denounce nor assault it, for The Bible contains guidance and truth, as with misguidance and messages of hate said fedora bananafuckers love thumping and pointing out. >>5682 (impeccable timestamp) I'll be sure to chant this eventually, and perhaps I have but not put a name to nor recognized yet.

>>5670 A good "Om Mani Padme Hum" never hurts, thank you for the suggestion. >>5677 I was reading, probably about 18 months ago, Consorting with Spirits which indicated the author had detected a ley line in town. I've never known what to do with that knowledge, but I'll ask my family if that have any ideas. As for why didn't I just ask my Astral family already-one concern I have is that I'm just imagining things. I have a strong ego, so I'm always a little cautious that I'm simply hearing and seeing what I want (perhaps subconsciously) to see. So I wanted to see if an independent group of spiritualists could provide some insight. And getting into a full blown channeling state is hard for me, as I alluded to in being an "incompetent occultist." Even pendulum work, which I saw someone else complaining about on the board, that's a lot of energy to do right. As for why I write while at work-I do not have a lot of free time, so I have to use what I can get. I'm fortunate to have plenty of work, but it's more than a full time job. In fact, one of my recent esoteric "wins" was help in getting a significant promotion that both pays better and gives me more vacation time. So hopefully that will give me the opportunity in the future to whip out the incense and offering plates for a full-blown session. And I regularly read 4chan X during the day for fun, so it didn't occur to me to no look at it while at Queen work (though always on a private device, never on the work computer or network-no reason to put the IT guys in an awkward spot.) This message is being sent from my home, so the energy may come across differently, but I'm the same humble scrivener writing from a different location.

>>5687 >>5682 I'll have my unconscious/subconscious voice chant it instead of twisting my words to "accidentally" praise satan as some cruel joke. Starting now, I fed it in and it's starting to synchronize.

>>5687 >Consorting with Spirits which indicated the author had detected a ley line in town. There's a fucking ley line right over my residence!

>>5689 They are everywhere. The only thing that matters if you can connect to it or not. They are like the roots and branches of the world tree keeping reality together. No one knows if reality or the tree that keeps it together came first. These leylines appear in many ways. They can appear even as alternate timelines or other subdimensions of reality. But not all of them have the same function. The term leyline usually refers to a magical energy source which is found in the ground. In my experience they can appear in the air or in the skies too.

>>5700 >In my experience they can appear in the air or in the skies too. Could this potentially mean that chemtrails act as negative ley lines that hinder magic or at least make it jewish?

>>5701 I wanted to say no it cannot do it but I am working with the weather spirits for a while to unfuck the damage weather control planes caused with their chemtrails in the past 50 years so... yes it can mess with the natural flow of energies. >at least make it jewish? I am staring at the screen for half an hour thinking how I should answer this. What is even jewish in this regard? Or what isn't jewish by /pol/ standards? I think I am not jewish enough to know what is and isn't jewish anymore.

Okay so, for quite some time now there's been an entity around me that looks like a typically-gray devil. However, I began suspecting at some point that this entity isn't actually a devil, but my shadow. This entity has scared me alot, and I've been hesitant to allow the entity to integrate itself into my being. The way Amy has reacted to it suggests that the entity is actually just my shadow. But just minutes ago, I gave the entity permission, provided that Athena would be okay with it, to fully and completely merge itself into every single aspect of my entire being, barring my higher self; it'd need permission from my higher self to merge itself with my higher self, of course. I then felt a dense grey substance enter my skull from the top, and then the entity merged itself into my soul. I need an adept to divine whether this entity is actually a fucking devil or it's just my jungian shadow disguising itself as a devil because I'm super afraid of devils. For all I know, Athena would've let an actual devil merge with my soul in order to teach me some sort of lesson about doing things myself; otherwise I wouldn't be asking /fringe/ to figure out if I just shot myself in the head with a golden gun or not.

>>5700 Teach me how to connect to the Ley Line over NJ, teach me how to purify my shadow into becoming the holy spirit, that the numerology, astrology, chaos magick, schizo trollface comics, book of judas, book of thomas, the drug-induced thaumaturgy, and all else I have used to reach him aren't damned, but forgiven and - dare I say - condoned through circumstances controlled and guided by God, even? P.S - as of typing this, I gathered the stones to fess up to another artist whom I've beefed with and he unironically accepted my apology. Always glad to know a higher power's got my back.

>>5703 You integrate your shadow by understanding it. Try talking to it. Analyze how it feels. Does it feel good or bad, toxic or nourishing? What parts of your mind or surrounds or past do you associate with this vibrational frequency? What effects does its energy have on your mind and body? Once you determine what the core meaning of this spirit is, it should be relatively straightforward to decide what to do with it. >because I'm super afraid of devils Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. You will face your fear. You will permit it to pass over you and through you. And when it has gone past you will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only you will remain.

>>5702 My definition of jewish energy is negative energy.

>>5706 D'aw, she's the embodiment of what I went over in the second half of >>5659 and my incessant need to perceive and judge myself through my cynical, critical, distant and unloving father's perspective. She's there to convince me love exists when there simply isn't any. Don't like my overbearing, coddling yet aloof, clueless and overly legalistic and logical dad side of my family, they're like redditors.

>>5702 I've learnt the ways of parable from reading sirlulzingtonesquire enough to familiarize myself with the lexicunnilinguistic semiotic and semantic based dialectics that pilpul was founded upon to properly understand and decipher how the jew articulates his will.