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I think I might've accidentally become a psychic vampire at some point, as Robert Bruce's description matches my behavior from the past year or so. How do I fix this?

>>4817 You will have to stop sucking so much

>>4817 Just stop your parasitic behavior. Not that complicated.

I feel like the principle of rhythm mentioned in the Kya lion is pulling me back into mundanity and normalfaggotry. Is it likely that I will eventually swing back into fringe wizardry? I am starting to worry about what happens when you die. Previously I just took it for granted that reincarnation is the truth after discovering fringe. I really hope that I’ll come out the other side back again with renewed vigor and interest in fringe.

>>4823 Utilize the power of the Spiral.

>>4823 It's always a gradual process. It's like how the first big slope on the rollercoaster takes time and effort to climb for the cart and after that the momentum carries you through the next ones. Until you don't find your magic persona or your path mundanity will drag you back. Your current self is still too mundane. Magic is still a hobby for you or just a mere interest. Once it turns into a real pursuit with passion and enough energy collects for a breakthrough mundanity will have no effect upon you anymore. It requires constant practice study and effort into the right direction. I fell into the slump several times in the past too but whenever mundanity became too dominant in my life I had an absolute urge for magical practice and whenever I stepped back it always resulted in breakthroughs. >Is it likely that I will eventually swing back into fringe wizardry? If mundane lifestyle is not frustrating and annoying you with it's sheer idiocy constantly then maybe you are the lucky ones that will have a chance to enjoy that conformity. True fringe wizards cannot exist in that environment for too long and will always come back to their path because stagnation in their magical progress gives them existential pain. >I am starting to worry about what happens when you die It's like sleeping but you don't have to wake up in the same mortal body the next day. A true horror or a great relief depending on your karma. >>4824 This btw. Find your own upward spiral and break out of your monotone routines as much as you can towards actual magical practice.

What are /fringe/‘s thoughts on the advisability of casting the sigil “I am a Chemistry Genius”? I don’t need help casting it I just wonder what your opinions are on it?

>>4863 Too vague you have to be clear on what you want. Do you even know what a chemistry genius is? Do you want a job? To be renowned as one? Should I call you a chemistry genius? I could print you something and put it in a golden frame. Does that count? What if we all called you one here? Have a clear intent.

>>4863 It will make you more confident, use that to springboard into more specific workings.

Okay I cast it >>4864 Okay tomorrow I will cast a less vague one if I remember to. It is hard for me to cum twice in a day. I don’t want a job in chem. I just want to get really good at it and master it, in order to make cool things at home like sulfuric acid out of household items or make improvised chemicals at home to make other neat things in an at home mini industrial revolution. Stuff like making a hydrochloric acid cottage industry in my parent’s house, or melting metal cans in my backyard to make equipment to make more chemicals. Do you have any suggestions for a less vague Sigil?

>>4866 >Stuff like making a hydrochloric acid cottage industry in my parent’s house, or melting metal cans in my backyard to make equipment to make more chemicals Sounds cool! >Do you have any suggestions for a less vague Sigil Not really but a servitor would be "easier" for this doesn't mean you can't use sigils though. By all means explore your wants and do stuff have fun! know when to be responsible also don't ignore your feelings

>>4866 >I don’t want a job in chem. I just want to get really good at it and master it, in order to make cool things at home like sulfuric acid out of household items or make improvised chemicals at home to make other neat things in an at home mini industrial revolution Just look up teks online and do them in a private well-ventilated area. DMT is something interesting that's pretty easy for beginners to make. There's lots of videos of various chemistry techniques out there and glassware is pretty cheap on Amazon. Use the sigils to bring interesting recipes to you and improve your precision during the work.

Will anything bad happen if I practice evocation as described in https://fringearchives.neocities.org/archive/fringechan/fringe/68#68 Without meditating at all? I don’t meditate. I know I should but I don’t.

>>4898 Meditation is as important as CHECKING THESE DUBS

>>4898 The reason why meditation is paramount so you can learn to grasp your own mind learn to handle your internal levers that operate your brainwave frequencies and know which thoughts are yours and which ones come from foreign influences. If you randomly invite foreign spirits into your mind without knowing yourself or at least having any level of foundation then there is a high likelihood for madness once you lose control over your natural thought flow. Or spirits will be so disgusted by your filthy and untrained mind they don't even bother establishing a proper connection with you at all. Some people have a knack for it and require less amount of meditation while others have to do it as much as they can. I developed a knack for it already but I still require meditation to balance my mind and my internal energies properly.

Is Mantak Chia stuff actually dangerous? It seems very similar to Bardon's IIH which it seems only discord trannies have a hateboner for, without ever giving a valid reason as to why

>>5125 >Is Mantak Chia stuff actually dangerous? All tantric practices without a master overseeing your development is dangerous. Magic and spiritual techniques can be dangerous especially if you are doing it wrong. You will have to develop your common sense in these practices and feel the "sweet spot" while doing them intuitively. Electricity is also dangerous but we all converse through an infrastructure that utilizes it constantly. I never really heard harsh criticism towards Mantak Chia tho I cannot say that I strictly followed his practices either. If you don't have a sense for taoism it might be hard to grasp and follow properly. And that might make it either dangerous or ineffective. >It seems very similar to Bardon's IIH which it seems only discord trannies have a hateboner for, without ever giving a valid reason as to why Now this is something I am trying to understand for a while. What the fuck are these people? I cannot decide if they are disinformation agents that try to annoy everyone who tries to do any practice or assblasted contrarians who think themselves "smart" for hating on everything. They feel like some leftover energies from the fedora and pseud snob egregores that can't find their place now that atheists are as cringe as possible and trying to form some new groupthink with the power of discord groups and attack everyone who is not on their "superior mentality". I think more and more people like them will appear on fringe once it will retain it's activity and I am thinking about ways how to deal with them because the way they talk is reeking of close minded discord thinking. I don't know if they are mentally poisoned from a disinformation propaganda or they are honestly this retarded. While trying to look at these people I found some weird metallic contraptions that appeared in their head and I don't know if it manifested on it's own as some spiritual mental blocks caused by "modernist elitism" or they are some actual mindcontrol devices. TL;DR.: Everything in spirituality is dangerous especially if you are retarded. Find what works for you and see if it "clicks" then try to follow through with it.

>>5125 >Bardon's IIH >>5130 I looked at it and didn't see anything especially useful in it, the methods described seem time consuming and not very beneficial, plus that they're mostly just random entry level methods taken from yoga and other practices. Joy of Satan uses the same things, also without telling anyone the origin of the methods. I don't personally see what good would come from practicing those things according to that structure. Do something that has some more solid historical foundation and isn't a mix of different (likely incompatible) methods if you want to get somewhere. A review I read before finally discarding his books said his study of Hebrew was just scribbling individual letters out of context, so mostly meaningless.

>>5138 >the methods described seem time consuming and not very beneficial They are. Bardon was hellbent on "safety" too much. His books are only good as a neophyte perspective improver and give some good pointers you have to look for but hating on it is lame. I do not share his perspective in some regards mostly because it slows down my process to much Truly shows his Czech mentality btw. They mostly think like that >A review I read before finally discarding his books said his study of Hebrew was just scribbling individual letters out of context, so mostly meaningless. That was his entry point into Kabbalah. Mere scribbling is good enough for some conceptual bridging but otherwise it's meaningless for most. But the only real meaning I can find in those books is how it affected western occultism in the past century. I want to reread it to show my respect someday. But I fear that it will only annoy me further because I will reconnect to a madness that shaped the mind of the average person a century ago.

>>5130 >a sense for taoism Could you please elaborate on what that is? There's something about Taoism that feels so clean compared to "muh abrahamicks," even though there's just as much fail & aids in the slant-eye community. >I never really heard harsh criticism towards Mantak Chia Almost every mention of him I've ever seen came with a melodramatic warning label. Maybe it's coomer rage?

>>5180 It takes one web search to understand why you should stay away from the guy. >taoism >qi gong Yeah it's fake. Taoism when practiced is called tai chi. Qi gong is buddhist. You can't call it taoism and use the method which is a manifestation of buddhism, then you practice buddhism.

>>5180 >Could you please elaborate on what that is? I will try. But it's complex. Taoism is a "completed" but not yet "fully discovered" system. There are celestial realms aka "Heavens" in the western understanding where the greater beings of Dao reside and can grant you understanding and the "perfection" of that science. If it's autism will "click" in your mind then you can advance with it and I recommend it deeply. Ofc there is that saying that >those who speak of the dao do not understand the dao which kinda means that you cannot explain this "Perfectly" because you are a fallible human and imperfection cannot explain perfection also imperfection is perfection on it's own regard etc which means most sources you will find will be either godsent knowledge or useless autistic schizo retardation. Wish I could give you more sources but sadly I couldn't find a single one that I agreed 100%. Mostly because even older daoist text and imagery that they had were made in "symbolic way" before western scientific mindset warped their expression because symbolic representation of the anatomy and the world helps your mind "get it" better than perfect anatomical reconstructions and once your internal eye activates you will have the ability see how it works and once you see it it might be different from most texts you read so far. There is 2 main reason for that. First we are all different and people with different soul and genetic composition require different methods and second there are many layers within the body and you might never know which one you are seeing and how "good" is your sight. The main problem with Taoism that it's not perfectly understood and translated especially in the western world. But the Dao is everywhere and everything. If you get it intuitively or find entities that can guide you then you are golden. >compared to "muh abrahamicks," The methods of the abrahamic religions are... borrowed from Egyptian and Babylonian traditions and forced into Jewish Narratives then with Christianity they went further and forced it into Roman narratives while integrating as much pagan and eastern traditions as they could. Oh and gnostics were also influencing Christianity then they were exiled from the main branch several times. Then we have the current "modernist" angle where science and jewish tricks constantly mess with the perception of the whole thing. >even though there's just as much fail & aids in the slant-eye community. Yes... I talked to entities about the current state of them and it was a mess. Chinks went through an extreme level of degeneracy in the past centuries (they had their own weimar and blood sacrifice cults and still have we just don't know of them that well) then they had commies that culled most then made them discard everything that is not "fitting" into their "communist science". And their clear-sighted and clear-minded mentality that they were supposed to teach vanished from the mainstream because it is real hard to be clear minded in a degenerated and hostile society so they usually keep it to themselves in their circles and now their entire faith and science is more akin to "flavor" and propaganda if the CCP considers them a benefit otherwise they are destroyed. But this is politics and it's not pretty and true mastery comes when you can discard politics and drama while connecting to the main teaching as much as possible. >Almost every mention of him I've ever seen came with a melodramatic warning label You are right... I was not really part of communities on the level /x/ tier neophyte sites in the past 7 years. Especially not in those that favor drama over actual discussion. Occult communities reek from drama 90% of the times. Also about pic all I can say is that <tantra without a master being present is the same as having sex with a poisonous snake It's internal alchemy and if you move and merge the wrong energies shit happens and those with 0 energetic awareness will bitch and moan how they fucked themselves forever instead of realizing the way their energies should move. I too fumbled my energy work many times and yes it's not pretty and when you blindly follow instructions without understanding what they are about you can fuck it up. Not all people are the same and that makes them misuse and misinterpret guidebooks many times. This is why most traditions were strictly personal and oral in the past and even nowadays because books are unreliable. Ultimately it depends your own ability how well you can utilize the information. Also I like how these scaremonegers say >entire forums sprang up to help then not even willing to link or post any examples so others can learn from the mistakes. This is why sorcery and magic is banned in many religions because retards just fuck it up then the leaders decide it's better to stay as ignorant than mess with the wrong forces. These guys do the same and I don't know if they do it because they are scared or they have other intentions with this. >>5182 >taoism >qi gong Yeah it's fake. Taoism when practiced is called tai chi This is semantics because most philosophies merged and borrowed many practices in the eastern parts. Hindu Buddhist Taoist Shamanist/Shintoist they blended and separated constantly. Easterners are usually annoyed by this western mentality how if you are doing X then it cannot be Y and in most cases they are using terms or "buzzwords" they can sell the simpleminded and ignorant because if they try to explain the deeper nuances or use more complicated terms then everyone gets confused by it. Like I heard Buddhists talk about how in the 70s there was a great effort to rebrand Buddhism and it's techniques because if they told the mundanes that it is to "overcome suffering" then they would say lmao but if they said it is to "overcome stress" then everyone went their and tried to learn the techniques as fast as they could. All they had to do is to rebrand "suffering" as "stress" and there are other conceptual switches in many teachings and traditions because otherwise the people were not willing to accept it. Whatever to tell you the "truth" I would need to seriously reread the books and do the practice from the get go to give you a proper take on my current level. The last time I skimmed the books was like 8 years ago and I only have 5 books from him. On my current level I probably would be able to have a better judgement but currently my practice is not really coming from books anymore and I am busy with other projects. And yes everything that messes with sexual energy can be dangerous but whenever some just disregards something without giving context why or giving a better alternative I get suspicious of their intentions and practices. And never forget. Whoever speaks of the Dao does not understand the Dao. You can apply it to everything. But you might never know what you learn from others so always stay open minded and experiment until finding your way

>>5186 wtf is with my grammar holy shit. Whenever I clean parts of my mind my thoughtflow desyncs from my ability to formulate sentences properly especially if I talk about spirituality. I will have to meditate on this issue again. Where is the residential chinese medicine fringe wizard anyways? He might be better suited to answer these questions.

>>5186 >This is semantics Not to talk down on you, but I'm so tired of hearing this. It's as if people don't realize what they are saying. Semantics is what a word or term refers to in reality. If I say something means it's an orange and you say you mean apple, that's semantics, but when you say "it's semantics, ignore it", you are basically saying "ok I don't know the difference between apples and oranges so let's just pretend they are the same thing". It's such a stupid way to discard a statement. If you confuse some substances, the result can be lethal, but nah, let's not get hung up on semantics. Taoism works with the forces of destruction and creation, and that is labeled "tai chi". Mess this up and you could "whoops, accidentally" your whole existence of the soul if you're a beginner with no stability. It's extremely dangerous. Qi gong is about moving Qi, the breath of the body and the universe, it's not polar and has no real connection to the forces worked with in tai chi. A "master" who mixes up the concept at this fundamental level clearly has no idea what the fuck he's doing, and it's to no surprise that people got in trouble for "practicing" his stuff.

That pop up with a timer for some extra-cheap beginner course deal on the Mantak Chia website, plus the statement that he's certified by the national Chinese Qi Gong association, should both tell you enough, it just screams "Chinese scam". ///Buy now, Extra Chinese Mystical Trad Healing, only $199.99 - 23.59 hours left\\\ ///You have Virus! Buy now!\\\

>>5189 >Not to talk down on you Feel free to do so. The way I write in the last days require some stimulant because it sucks and I am trying to figure out wtf is wrong besides that I am trying to let go of thinking in words and narratives for a while. >tai chi Okay excuse my ignorance but if I know it right I think the main difference that tai chi requires motion and it is a martial art and while qi gong is just about energy movement which can be done in meditation without any movement and that is not considered as a "martial art" by default. What I am trying to say is that tai chi is a branch of taoism while qi gong is just energy work with an another term. >Taoism works with the forces of destruction and creation And now I found out what is my main problem here https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Taiji_(philosophy) You mean Taiji which was simplified as tai chi and that counts as martial art in mainstream culture. See? Semantics is important if people don't get what you mean. You can say orange but if people don't know if it's the fruit or the color or the orange man then it can mess things up >>5190 Yes it's always important to look into the current state of the authors and how much they deviated since they wrote their books or if the site is only using their name or not Also I have a hunch he is a "taoist" because he cannot fit his exercises into any buddhist school system thus cannot call them as such and founding a new religion/movement is not a good idea so it's better to fit into an existing ones most of the time. >Mess this up and you could "whoops, accidentally" your whole existence of the soul Then mess it up from the opposite direction and unwhoops yourself deliberately then bamm you are on the path towards dao. Still trying to figure out the reasoning behind drinking mercury tho. I don't get something about their elemental alchemy and I am sure it's partially because we handle elements way too differently nowadays.

>>5190 What are your thoughts on the /fringe/ library?

>>5189 If a culture uses the term 'apple' to refer to oranges, but you refuse to accept that apple means orange in that culture and instead insist that they must be falsely claiming to be cultivating malus domestica because "that's what the term means", then that's semantics. This culture probably has a different term to refer to what you view as an orange. This attitude is basically the same a chemist dismissing a peer's entire body of work simply because they use the term 'quicksilver' to refer to mercury. Using the logic of "well mercury isn't elemental silver and if you treat it as such you might get killed". You need to learn to empathize with the meaning behind what people are saying instead of just dismissing them out of hand because they don't share your vocabulary.

>>5191 >the main difference that tai chi requires motion and it is a martial art and while qi gong is just about energy movement which can be done in meditation without any movement and that is not considered as a "martial art" by default. Tai chi chuan (literally adding "fist" to the term for the "philosophical" practice) is the martial art. The peaceful practice is just tai chi. That wiki article is a mess. They write out "tai chi" but the Chinese next to it has the "hand" character included. It was created and popularized by some Chinese general wanting to help soldiers survive better, hoping they'd develop super natural abilities for combat. In reality if you go to take tai chi chuan lessons today (join a club) you will learn fencing with real Chinese model swords. Same as whatever the European version is called where cringy people do mock battles and cut each other's arm halfway through, but tai chi chuan doesn't use sharp swords. I know the details because a family member practices it since years back. The club at one point was under investigation for terrorism after an order of swords got stuck at customs. Qi Gong on the other hand makes no distinction between peaceful or martial, the only difference is in if qi is cultivated via the muscles and surface tissue or the dantian (also called "inner" qi gong). Different schools focus on either of them normally, so they call it medical qi gong or martial gi gong, but they're often a mix with a leaning in one direction. Kung Fu may include inner qi gong for example, and Falun Gong claims to develop martial abilities. Please don't make a bunch of wild statements if you haven't even seen or tried the thing you are talking about. I hate to be that guy, but in this case should probably point out I have experience from practicing qi gong, karate, judo, ju jutsu and tai jutsu (formerly ninjutsu) all from taking classes for at least one school length term. I've done tai chi on my own using instruction videos to see what the result would be.

>>5192 See >>331 (11)

>>5193 In that case we are actually discussing semantics, not discarding a discussion with the motivation that "it's semantics and irrelevant". I'm not objecting to actually discussing semantics.

>>5191 > I have a hunch he is a "taoist" because he cannot fit his exercises into any buddhist school system thus cannot call them as such and founding a new religion/movement is not a good idea Since he has "healing" as a selling point, he could just call it "medical qi gong". Chinese people are atheists so there is no reason to add a religion. But then this all just falls within the category of regular Chinese way of running a business, make bold and stupid claims and sell harmful products to stupid people. There's also an intrusive energy coming from the guy, I can understand this will provoke people, aside from the "selling courses" part.

>>5195 >Please don't make a bunch of wild statements if you haven't even seen or tried the thing you are talking about. No I will because I want to understand this and I thought tai chi is a martial art and I am sure most of the readers consider it that way too. >I hate to be that guy, but in this case should probably point out I have experience from practicing qi gong, karate, judo, ju jutsu and tai jutsu (formerly ninjutsu) all from taking classes for at least one school length term. I've done tai chi on my own using instruction videos to see what the result would be. And I don't have this. I only interacted with other realms where some of the mechanics were explained to me and I am absolutely unfamiliar and untainted also by the mainstream usage of these terms. I am ignorant in it's mainstream usage. Also I could be also that guy who points out that westernized chinese arts are all watered down for mass consumption because these things cannot be taught for a wider audience that easily. Especially when you explained how they are "polar opposites" while it is all about seeing how they constantly blend into each other and "create each other". And yes this is absolute semantics because it was mistranslated and misunderstood as much as possible. >>5197 >it's semantics and irrelevant No I meant that it's semantics and it's IMPORTANT because we might misunderstand some things if we clear it up. I care about etymology a lot but I cannot accept what you say if I don't share the same conceptual understanding. The main reason for it is that you have decades worth of experience from western education while I have barely years worth intuitive glimpses into the system which is lacking for a proper discussion ofc but if I cannot connect to your explanation then I require clarification and otherwise I cannot get it. >>5198 >Chinese people are atheists so there is no reason to add a religion. Buddhists are also "atheists". The problem is that the "allure of tradition" gained a comeback after chinese realized it can boost moral and grant them "cultural victory". There is a different in "communist atheism" and the "atheism" these teachings have. >Since he has "healing" as a selling point, he could just call it "medical qi gong" I think that would make it into a "science" and then "qi gong scientists" will have to accept his ways as "real" otherwise he is no "qi gong scientist". But yeah I am not big on chinese academic politics. >But then this all just falls within the category of regular Chinese way of running a business, make bold and stupid claims and sell harmful products to stupid people I think very few can escape this modus operandi there if they are reaching the "mainstream" stage >There's also an intrusive energy coming from the guy For me it's ok. Feels like someone who is getting his outer energies "rusty" because the people he interacts with but still manages to keep himself together. While what I felt emanating from Li Hongzhi made my inner animalistic energies murderous. Still not sure what I felt there

>>5199 >we might misunderstand some things if we clear it up *We might understand it once we clear it up... freudian slips... >There is a different there is a difference... Ever since I tried to explain Akasha poster how the minds work something switched in my head and the thoughts flow a different way. >>5195 >Please don't make a bunch of wild statements Please can you explain what statements of mine were "wild"? Because I think it was quite tame compared to most things that were discussed here and it tried to express how I interact with the realms and derive knowledge from. My problem is that I have hard time syncing it with the mundane mainstream consensus and I use fringe to figure out how to improve this part of myself.

>>5199 >I thought tai chi is a martial art and I am sure most of the readers consider it that way too Why? To me this is so obvious and clearly wrong. Why would "all readers" here have misunderstood it? Ok, let me answer that myself then, because I have a guess. Once you start learning martial arts you will almost instantly face the "family tree" discussion. You'll be at the club and someone says "I trained at this other club named [insert name] and they do things differently like this [demonstration in locker room]. It was founded by [insert name] who had trained under [continue with more names for 10 min]." So you'll soon know a lot about different martial arts schools, how they differ, who founded them and where you can train. People move between clubs all the time and that way you learn more. After some years you'll fairly easily identify martial arts and its techniques in movies and videos, along with recalling its lore instantly to some degree. This builds your vocabulary and creates a map of the martial arts landscape, as well as its intersections with other asian arts, including qi gong, tai chi, zen, calligraphy... Then today we have the tiktok "always online" generation feeding their behaviour patterns into algorithms which functions like a centrifuge of their thinking, and this gets flung out over all social media. Most of them have no real life experience and the shallowest possible understanding of things, from seeing them mentioned in a 13 sec long video with some fast dance music overlay, and they think that's what it is. Then the attitude of "I saw it pass by on my feed once so I know what it is" get cemented and they have no interest in actually learning what something is, then just discard any discussion beyond what can be fitted into that format. Now we are being polluted by this thinking everywhere online via the infamous algorithms and anyone who didn't know anything to being with will become narrowminded and still certain that they have it right, which is only possible when knowing nothing. >I am ignorant in it's mainstream usage. Also I could be also that guy who points out that westernized chinese arts are all watered down for mass consumption because these things cannot be taught for a wider audience that easily. Especially when you explained how they are "polar opposites" No, I said "it's not polar" as in "does not have poles", in reference to Qi Gong not working with the extreme poles of destruction/creation. Tai chi is "the void of destruction or creation" with nothing in between, no Qi. That's what I found then trying some basics, and it creates a "ring" which contains either of these forces. At the time the Queen was also present, and took part once, I then noticed she was wearing a large number of such rings are bracelets, the left hand for destruction and the right for creation. Maybe there are "westernized asian arts" in USA, but I haven't seen that side. On the contrary the clubs tend to be very well integrated with it's asian history. There are national sports associations for all martial arts which have olympic attendees, so those have a standard to follow. For others, like Taijutsu, the clubs are directly a part of the Japanese Bujinkan organization, grading at your local club is even to be verified and registered by the Japanese association. It's also common for martial artists to be massive weebs, with some going to Japan to train every year to stay in contact with the tradition. Now this post got long so I don't know if I got everything in, but I'll end it here.

>>5199 >the guy's energy The problem is not with the Qi (as in Li's case) but with the mixing in of the Taoist "destruction" force, which is a silent killer, it has no energy. He's got that thing mixed in, and it may appear like you're drinking soup and suddenly there's a bubble of acid coming up from nowhere and you burn you throat and gets ruined for life. That's what it looks like to me. It may seem fine for many, then randomly out of nowhere it kills someone. Not enough to be verifiable, it just happens now and then. That kind of thing. >>5200 >can you explain what statements of mine were "wild"? Because I think it was quite tame compared to most things that were discussed here I can't point to a single statement because it's the way your entire longpost up there is written. You throw out a bunch of vague statements that aren't correct, but still too vague for it to be possible to argue against them. If someone tried (like I do sometimes) there is always room for misunderstanding or re-interpreting what the post says to make it look like the criticism is meaningless. Same as what I was getting at in my post above, "tiktok vagueness" maybe the right description, when someone points out that "by my personal experience from years of being involved with what you are mentioning, I know that what you said isn't like that" they will not understand in what way the correction differs from what they said, and will just laugh it off with >but that's the same thing, LOL why are you butthurt over a word and that makes it impossible to discuss what the problem is.

Please, go back to /sunflower/.

>>5217 >no flag >not a question Opinion discarded.

Are elves real?

>>5226 I hope so

>>5226 The word elf acted as an umbrella term for several beings in the past. We can thank Tolkien for the image we have about elves nowadays. And yes all type of them exist but they usually reside in separate dimensions and rarely meddle with human affairs openly

>>5252 I like the frieren type

>>5252 High IQers realize that Aura did nothing wrong, and that demons are fine within their mechanics as per described by the show, yet another midwit take from /fringe/

>>5307 Did you learn to use sigils already?

Anyone remember that thread about how to present your /fringe/ knowledge to mundanes and whether to do so at all? There was one guy who said he pretends to be a hardcore atheist and ruthlessly tears down anything even remotely spiritual. Another said he calls himself "agnostic" because it sounds like "a gnostic."

>>5327 Which version of fringe had that anyway?

>>5327 No. Lying like that sounds like bad karma anyway.

>>5328 8ch iirc >>5329 It's just a memorable part of the thread. I want to see if there were more reasonable answers to learn from since I want to stop being a neet and conduct myself properly irl

>>5327 >>5330 https://8kun.top/fringe/res/102939.html Found it for you with my sick archive scrolling magic powers.

Ok so LBRH and other daily rituals keep my schizo parasite(s) more or less pacified and I feel alive. What's the next step, how do I fkn blow this thing the fuck up? For some reason I stopped my ritual practice for like a week or something and the results were really, really tiresome flood of intrusive negative thoughts, nonstop retarded quarrels with 'myself', heavy daydreaming about mundane bullshit I don't like, depression out of nowhere, suicidal thoughts with very elaborate justifications, getting extremely tired before lbrp. checks most of the Jerry Marzinsky's patterns. I'm in a good mood, but the thing still bothers me and messes with me although to a lesser degree. I've had this motherfucker on board for a long time. Are there common ways to exorcise the parasite? I'm a beginner btw (and literally started trying to meditate today).

>>5353 >I'm a beginner btw (and literally started trying to meditate today). Keep doing it. What you require is a stronger energy body and a calmer and steadier mind then parasites cannot eat you anymore. >Are there common ways to exorcise the parasite? A million but once you get stronger they cannot feed on you that easily and they have a million types and forms especially in the modern society. Different parasites require you to be on a specific mindwave or frequency so they can feed on you. So they will try to pull you down to their frequency. If your frequency becomes too high and continuous you will literally "shake them off" by default. The LBRH is a good start but you will need to keep finding and doing these energetic strengthening practices. They say it "banishes" entities but it's more akin to strengthen your energies and that extra strength of your energies throws them off. Personally I did LBRP and the planetary magic Bearheart explained a decade ago at the start but I don't use specific exercises I can share anymore The mundane way of solving this is by improving your lifestyle tremendously while the magical is that whenever you have these intrusive thoughts you will grit your teeth and practice spirituality and energy work no matter what. So instead of the >should I meditate today nah I don't feel like it maybe tomorrow You will go <I had an intrusive thought today so I will meditate twice as much and look for more magical exercises to incorporate into my practice This way your intrusive thoughts will be too "scared" to even remind you of their existence. There are "surface parasites" that visibly mess with your mind and body and deeper ones that you can only uncover with longer periods of meditation and introspection. In most cases they are the source of your "surface parasites" and they stem from deeper issues and scars that drag down your frequency by default. Keep the fight on and never falter. That's all I can say. Once you realize how your own energies "shine" you will know intuitively how to access and improve your own "upward spiral". Also they hate music and incense but don't rely on them as a clutch too much. They only serve as a temporal solution.

>>5355 >They say it "banishes" entities but it's more akin to strengthen your energies and that extra strength of your energies throws them off. Oh well put. It really feels like this, makes me more conscious, 'more myself' as I like to put it. >Also they hate music and incense but don't rely on them as a clutch too much. They only serve as a temporal solution. Yeah music can do wonders at first but turns against me when overdosed. >The mundane way of solving this is by improving your lifestyle tremendously while the magical is that whenever you have these intrusive thoughts you will grit your teeth and practice spirituality and energy work no matter what. >Keep the fight on and never falter. That's all I can say. That's actually really great news for me. Good to be reassured that I'm heading the right way. Also I guess I'm now motivated enough to keep pushing onward (consequences for being lazy are more than unpleasant now kek). Thanks! Also checkem.

Will bad things happen to me if I use magic to redpill whites and kill niggers? Currently the lowliest of the low neophytes so this won’t be technically feasible for some time.

>>5414 No but you need to be competent at astral combat since glowies will probably start coming at you.

are the guided yoga videos on youtube any good for getting into energy work or are they new age trash?

>>5419 That's rather non-specific; there's a good chance that a bit of the stuff there is good, while most of it is new age trash or otherwise bad. You'll get a better reply if you name a channel or two.

What does it mean that my moon is square pluto zero orb?

>>5481 What do you mean by "your moon" and why do you think it's "square pluto zero orb"?

>>5489 My natal moon in my birth chart. It is being aspected by that planet in my natal chart. Zero orb means it is an exact aspect.

>>5490 Honestly I don't think many, if any, people here do astrology. I might be wrong though.

>>5481 It means you have trouble with your emotions that you cannot control well in some cases. But a single aspect cannot describe you well enough especially with only a square aspect so make a full chart on astro.com. If that site is too mainstream for you then use vt.clairvision.org/astro/switchboard for a quite detailed interpretation and pathworking. But this site requires you to give your birth data and once you have a file you will have to print out the interpretation into a PDF file in the menu. You will have to click on View -> Interpretation -> Complete -> then submit to get the PDF file. This site helped me when I started getting into astrology many years ago quite well but the site is quite old so it requires some extra clicks while navigating. >>5502 Dabbled in it some years ago but only for my own aspects and didn't really immerse myself in it deeply enough to be able to give astrology advice for others without the help of a chart maker site. I think everyone should use some chart maker sites then figure out the rest on their own. Mainstream astrology is way too soccer mom tier while if you want to use it for your occult practices then it becomes way too personal how well you can utilize it. I don't really utilize astrology in my core practices anymore because most sources are either way too autistic or way too vague and the rest usually goes into blatant scam territory. There was a time when it was important for me but ever since the saturn-pluto conjunction in 2020 christmas I dropped it. There were too many happenings at once in the past 4 years and I couldn't use it reliably anymore.

Is there such thing as a /fringe/ shoe? By this I mean ones that would allow your feet to "ground" on the earth's energy field and for you to step toe-first without restriction, and just be gentler on the feet overall.

>>5536 >Is there such thing as a /fringe/ shoe? I think the closest we have to an "official fringe shoe" is whatever smiley is wearing. >By this I mean ones that would allow your feet to "ground" on the earth's energy field That one is an illusion. Hard to get over it I know. Had to break through several energy centers within the leg to see the "Internal ecosystem" of the body and see how the upper part of the legs are like cities the tights are like violent warring horseriders below it animals then the foot is like a flower field. The knee is still a mystery for me tho. It gets weirder whenever I look at it Had to see how these places circulate energy and had to manually activate them. It was a moment of full insanity for me. The reason I managed to witness this insight because some greater force decided to intervene and teach it to me in an emergency channeling because I completely lost my ability of grounding. A day or 2 later I realized that I am losing the hold upon my body. I live in a 2 story building and realized I don't have a natural connection to the earth because I live in a building way too above earth. I realized I have to touch the earth asap or my soul will leave my body and I will die. I had a house plant that I watered diligently for years because I got it as a gift and even tho I dislike keeping plants in my house because they belong in the earth and trapping a plant in a claypot for amusement feels wrong. I love plants but I don't think they deserve being trapped in clay and concrete. Let them stay in fertile soil where they belong. Was thinking about planting it outside but I feared it would wither if I put it into the wrong soil. I thought that I can temporarily connect to that plant as a temporary grounding and if I do it I will be able to maintain my connection with earth before I run outside to renew my connection with the soil... The plant started to wither instantly. Every time I blinked with my eyes the green leaves of the plant got drier and browner. When I was halfway out of the house the plant almost withered away... I realized that my energetic madness is killing the plant and it will completely wither away a moment before stepping outside. If the plant dies then my insane misconception will equate the life of the plant with my very own life and if I reinforce that stupidity I might even reincarnate as a plant... Because of that I turned back and put down the half dried plant back to it's place and realized that energies of earth is "everywhere" and focusing all my energies to go through a single plant so I can think I am connecting to the "earth" is retarded. The plant completely withered away the next day. Threw it out because it reminded of my temporary madness Had to realize that "touching the soil with your soles" for grounding/connecting to earth is just an "unnecessary condition" that you create with your mind. If you don't touch the earth then you are not on the earth? Are you on a different planet then?There are some monasteries and shrines that employ this trick tho but that is an another story What connects us to the earth what connects every grain of sand together to form the soil to form the earth? The answer is gravity. If you feel the gravity of earth you are on earth. You can let the extra energies that grant you your imbalance taken by that gravity. The energies usually attached to your "personal gravity" which is created by your energy field/ego which is being influenced by your mind and emotions. If you can "Let go" of the energies it will be "taken" by gravity. The gravity of earth or the sun or the moon will take it away. Had to realize that the core of the earth is also a "sun" that burns everything. The soil and the bedrock is "mere coating" and they are not exactly necessary "conduits". Plants are connected to the earth the earth is connected to the bedrock the bedrock is connected to the core of earth. Plants cannot grow without the soil nor without the sun. If you don't feel the connection with earth they recommend you to walk barefooted or hug trees spend time naked in nature etc. But that is an illusion. Your kinetic senses grant you the extra "safety" feeling. Some people only consider them "connected to others" if they can touch them constantly. If you stop hugging a tree you won't fly away. The trees inhale CO2 and exhale Oxygen. Even by breathing you connect to the trees thus you connect to the deepest parts of the earth's ecosystem with that. Even the internet can connect wireless nowadays. Being connected with cables is not even a requirement for physical technology that relies exclusively on the material nowadays. If materialist technology managed to overcome this limitation you should also have this realization. Even clouds ground themselves via raining and lightning You will have to feel how you are connecting to the observable and non-observable reality around you. You will have to give away which is not yours and let those energies that belong to you return. That way you will realize the balance. Don't be fooled by your senses. You are not your senses. Your senses are not defining you. Hard to overcome this mortal limitation I know but it's necessary. If you can't realize this then you will have to walk barefooted or with wooden sandals to ground yourself. Maybe dig the lower parts of your body into earth to "get it" meditate naked in the forest or I don't know. There are probably other less insane methodologies for this realization then the one I had to go through >for you to step toe-first without restriction Running shoes and some tour shoes helped me in that regard but I don't use anything special. >and just be gentler on the feet overall. I think that depends on the shoe. I know some homeopathic shoes are dealing with this issue but I was never into them. Gurus in the past walked with these wooden sandals or barefooted so I don't think anything more comfortable is necessary. Once you fix your posture your legs will walk even more effortlessly. Yoga can help you with this. TL;DR.: For grounding use the ever present gravitational force of earth to your advantage instead of requiring the touch of the soil. ALL IS MIND after all. If you realize your connection with earth is permanent as long as you are an incarnated human you won't need these "material clutches" to walk your spiritual path.Or you reincarnate as a hoofed demon. Horns and hoofs represent the constant connection to earth and the skies. Hair also represents earthly attachments. This is why monks shave their head. Realize the many ways you connect to earth. Also lmao at that shoe. I bet there are some hippie shoes with grasses and crystals too. Just googled it and "orgone shoes" are a thing. Must be fun being a materialist spiritualist. It's only 40$! What a steal!

Will meditation every day help me resist the degenerate mental influences around me and make an aura that makes me immune to normalfaggotry and radiates fascism and anti-degeneracy? Seems like everything in my surroundings is corrupt in some way except in corners of the internet like this so the only way to make a true spiritual aura would come from within because every thing you can buy with money and every organized group you can join has jews behind it pulling the strings. I am currently trying to get into meditation, nofap, and kinda unfortunately new age guided yoga videos. I really am struck by the idea that most external things have some sort of jewish energy in some way, so the more homemade something is, the better the energy is. For example it would be better to homemake spell candles and oils and whatnot because that way it wouldn't be made in a factory and the money would not be going to jews who hate you. I'm currently trying to start a magical herb garden now that I saw someone else on /fringe/ doing that, but based off of a brief internet search of the magical properties of herbs, different websites say different things for the same herb. such as "basil is fire element, mars planet, masculine" and then a different website saying something contradictory. It also resonates with me not to buy seeds from a garden store but instead take cuttings from plants from nature if i can find them and if I can't then using a grocery store instead of garden store. I feel like nature is one place that the jews don't have full control over just like the internet. Once I get better at chemistry and get more equipment I might be able to make a synthetic candle wax substitute from different precursors and combine that with homegrown herbs and figure out a way to distill essential oils out of the herbs I grow in my magical pro-Hitler garden and figure out methods of making wicks. That way I would have a truly anti-jew candle that I could use in my rituals. But for the mean time I'll be using store bought for rituals.

>>5543 >make an aura that makes me immune to normalfaggotry and radiates fascism and anti-degeneracy Sounds like you just need to do energy body development exercises. Try the meditations in Robert Bruce's Energy Work >>1098 (1097)

>>5543 Also nofap can help you build creative energies, but it's pointless if you don't proceed to harness those energies. Make sure to do this >>969 (85)

>>5544 I tried the first exercise in the book with tactile imaging but I don't feel any energy whatsoever. And the stuff I do feel I'm not creating I'm just noticing. I'm stuck on the part where he is talking about feeling energy in your kneecap or thumb or whatever.

>>5554 Can you move your awareness to different parts of your body? Move your awareness to your hand. Then move your awareness out of your hand to the air outside your palm. Imagine that a ball of energy surrounds the center of your awareness outside your palm. Don't worry if your imagination isn't vivid, just try. Then slowly move your center of awareness, along with the ball of energy, through your palm and out the back of your hand. Then repeat, back and forth. Experiment with different motions. If you lose the imagination of the energy surrounding your awareness just spend some time re-imagining it. Find a quiet spot and do this for at least 15 minutes. You should get at least some sensory feedback eventually.

>>5555 Nothing happened. I did what you said to do.

>>5556 Something did happen. Every thought has an effect. Describe precisely the mental movements that you performed. Describe what your attention is focusing on when you perform the act of imagination, and how the act of imagination unfolds. Describe precisely how you imagine the act of movement of your awareness and how your awareness changes when you move it (if your awareness isn't changing at all then you aren't actually moving it).

>>5557 I started on my back with my palms to the floor. I was focusing on my right hand, at first trying to feel my hand, and then the area around it. Nothing happened for a while. I began doing various things like moving an energy ball in my mind in and out of my palms. Then I thought maybe it isn't working because my palms are facing into the floor, let me try again with my stomach on the floor so my palms are in the air so I can actually imagine an energy ball. Still nothing, but I tried doing it despite not the best mental image. This whole time I was using my right hand. Whenever I used my right hand and fcoused on it, I only felt energy in my left hand, so I tried focusing on it, but then I only felt energy in my right and not my left. So eventually I focused on both at the same time but it was so subtle. I also felt energy in my right leg little sparks. Everything was extremely subtle and not very noticeable. I tried different things to my hand then like plants growing out of it, air temperature change, heat, cold, drilling my handwith an electric drill, my hand rotating on its axis like a drill, lightning striking my hand, fire burning it, water of different temperatures, electric sparks. None of it produced anything very strong. It was more me sensing energy randomly around my body just happening like it would without me doing anything versus what i wanted which was to create energy. None of it really was related to my thoughts. Something I do remember though was in my leg I felt bubbles like it was a liquid and gas was releasing up my leg through the liquid medium but I wasn't focusing on my leg in that area so I don't think I caused it and besides I've had that bubbles in liquid sensation in my body before just when doing random stuff like playing video games or walking.

>>5559 It sounds like you just need to improve your focus. If your awareness is in your left hand then most of your consciousness should be in your left hand; the rest of your body should be background noise at most, though preferably you should be focusing so much that the rest of your body is invisible to you. You definitely shouldn't be focusing on sensations in other parts of your body. Also experimenting with different techniques is good but if you're unable to stick with one technique for 15 minutes straight then that's a problem. It's like that Bruce Lee quote: "I fear not the man who has practiced 10,000 kicks once, but I fear the man who has practiced one kick 10,000 times." You need to get in a mindset to where you're not anxious about immediately seeing results and are just absorbed in the flow of the exercise. Have you tried quiet mind or single-point meditation? You should definitely take that up. 15-30 minutes a day of solid practice will cause very quick improvement. Strong focus is a prerequisite for magic so this is important. Bardon has some good meditations for this in Initiation into Hermetics, also there's the old meditations thread >>1617 (275) >I tried different things to my hand then like plants growing out of it, air temperature change, heat, cold, drilling my handwith an electric drill, my hand rotating on its axis like a drill, lightning striking my hand, fire burning it, water of different temperatures, electric sparks. Yeah this is way too many things to be attempting in one session. You need to focus on one thing instead of constantly changing the object of your intention and awareness like this. Just set aside at least 15 minutes a day to do a solid session of uninterrupted empty mind meditation and you will start to get better at this very quickly.

>>5557 >>5560 I'm trying to get into meditation. I just started on the day of my nofap pledge. This will help me stay motivated for the meditation. Does meditation ever become fun and enjoyable like video games once you get good at it? When I meditate I just focus on my breath, should I instead try no mind instead of only focusing on my breath and killing out all thought. I meditated today for 14 minutes just focusing on my breath but it was really hard and I could barely get rid of all thought but I definitely tried. I like the number 14 because of it's national socialist symbolism, but I'll start doing 15 I guess. I just started meditation last thursday.

>>5561 Focusing on your breath works good as single-point meditation. If you want to you could try doing single-point in the morning and empty mind in the evening, or something along those lines. It will definitely get easier over time so long as you persevere, and once you're able to do more active meditations like energy work or active imagination it's absolutely very enjoyable. Just keep at it.

>>5561 >Does meditation ever become fun and enjoyable like video games once you get good at it? Yes it does. But I cannot compare it to videogames. It's a completely different "fun". It will make videogames look like a pointless chore and entertainment as an annoying noise once you find your inner perfection. I just cannot recommend meditation enough. It solves so many issues once you realize it's benefits. Takes time to get it right tho.

Why is it that occultists more often than not, end up being a bunch of neurotic drama queens? Isn't the skill of not being that way like Wizardry 101? t. reading the crowley biography for entertainment

>>5579 They either fuck up their own energy circulation then overload their mental and emotional faculties aka shadow work gone wrong or entities are messing with them. Sometimes both. And in some cases some occultists are so bad at overcoming ego death that the ego just overloads itself in a last ditch effort to remain "relevant" until it causes a breakthrough. Oh and let's not forget the classic <no one gets me syndrome. It happens when people refuse to build connections properly to share their views in a profound manner and forget that some higher truths can only be understood after contemplating it long enough in silence. The energetic body of the occultist undergoes changes and when he is not willing to properly go through the process it causes problems for himself and the people around him. But some people have such a deep seated issue with the society around them and the image they built in it so far they have to shed it and they can only do it by completely demolishing the previously established image of theirs. When they go and finally ask the question <Who I am because they don't know the answer anymore. Smart and serious people will have to become pants on head retards while retards will have to become insightful sages to see that. They will have to merge their own polarities and see themselves "fully" for once.

>>5579 The kind of occultists you're looking for (mystics) do not get their biographies written. They're the kind of practitioner who imbue some rock in Tibet with spiritual knowledge so that you can go sit on it and meditate. Yes, that is a thing, and the fact that you didn't know about it is part of the point why "high level" occultists seem like such losers to you. Because they are barely a notch above mundies. If you want to know about actually good occultists, look in the astral. Or make meeting them part of your karma. A word of advice, they will probably abuse you sexually or be alcoholics.

>>5584 >A word of advice, they will probably abuse you sexually or be alcoholics. Personal experience?

>>5562 >>5569 Once I've finished the mandatory 15 minute meditation is it no no on the carpet if i meditate in the shower (a hot one) or is that too degenerate?

>>5590 Why would that be degenerate?

>>5592 >>5590 >is it no no on the carpet Sorry it is a long story but I'm on my mom's computer and o k * a y filters to "no no on the carpet". I did that a long time ago as a kid on my mom's phone and it passed over to her computer. I feel embarrassed now. >Why would that be degenerate? Because Franz Bardon and others have said that hot showers are bad and also I might associate the shower with the meditation and be unable to focus on meditating unless I am in a hot shower.

>>5593 Try successfully meditating at least several times outside of the shower 1st; then you'll be able to do it in the shower if you please, but only if most of your future such meditations aren't there.

>>5593 Man, looking at your posts, you have to slow down. There is literally no logic, no "being clever", you just have to sit and meditate, you're looking too much for escapes from hard work. There's no skipping it like there are no shortcuts in bulding muscle - you have to lift the weight and do it regularly for a prolonged period of time. Don't think about the results - it's just another distraction. Just give up on everything else and meditate 30-60 min a day (in total, split it in parts and do them when you're feeling best).

Why is the atheist flag a banana? Why not monke?

>>5636 You don't get the reference?

What's a good trick for getting some visible light during astral projection? Could be a summoned light emitting device, nightvision, a way to turn lights on in a room, etc. I know in theory it's as simple as willing there to be light but I need the training wheels version because it's a recurring problem where it's dark and I can't flip a light switch with my ghost hands.

>>5639 Learn to see in the dark. That's the main trick. To elaborate. When you go outside at night the fastest way to "see in the dark" is to stare at the darkest point you can find in the environment and your eyes/pupils will try to open up as much as possible to be able to see in it. It should be automatic but you can speed it up by helping it consciously. Now in astral projection it might be "tricky" in some cases because it's not about being able to "see" but to be able to connect to the place you are visiting. (your mind makes the images that you "see" and not your eyes. Seeing is not just about the eyes but about the mind's ability to process the information and relay it reliably to your conscious) Hard to explain but you will have to "ask" the darkness to "reveal itself" and in some cases it's better to keep dark places dark. Once you see things there you might be also noticed by the "others" that hid in the shadows so far for a reason. Hard to say what to do in your case because the "Luminous body" should be able to "light the way". I am unsure about your current accomplishments in astral projection but the way I see it with my ability you have some dark shell/room around you that you will have to "transcend" to be able to see. Wanted to say that you should "break it" but it's not the right word. Try to look for invisible door knobs and try to "open them". You require a trick like that if my intuition is right. For me astral projection was like rising in pure darkness and once I noticed the spirits that were helping me I unlocked a sort of "holographic vision" where I noticed every object while seeing through the darkness.. Can't say how to "acquire it" because it just "Happens" when it happens. It's about not making your "astral senses" subconsciously "obey" the "rules of the physical senses". Personally I am trying to integrate this "sight" into my physical/waking life but whenever I try I realize that I am still too bound to my own physical senses and require more meditation to properly master it. I get glimpses but never can keep it open for a prolonged time. My mind wants me to follow the "physical programming of the senses" and whenever I switch I lose my grounding after a while. >>5637 Had to google it. Never knew this banana argument was this controversial in the life of these "people". I always pursued the transcendental and never even considered taking these people seriously. If they are happy in their bleak materialist existence and none of their inner parts scream in pain from the banality of their "life" then they are either extremely hopeless or the luckiest of the normalfag population. Never seen a point in "debating" those who think they have all the answers figured already.

>>5645 >When you go outside at night Was thinking of asking on /fringe/ about this but it would be mostly whining. The new LED lights everywhere are a menace and ruin being outside at night. The worst are the new headlights that completely destroy nightvision every time a car drives by. And that's just in my very small town that is fairly remote. It wasn't like this even a few years ago. iirc the smileburg poster mentioned before that he altered his perception of these lights when he did kabbalah magic but I never asked him about it and he's gone now. The digital world is grotesque to me >you have some dark shell/room around you Well whenever I look into a mirror during astral projection, I see a dark amorphous shadow person. It used to freak me out but I realized that it's literally me and would stare into it with the same courage I used to overcome sleep paralysis. Never saw a "luminous body" but when I look at my astral body in 1st person it looks pretty normal. It's a long story but my room used to have a problem with the outlets where the plugs of everything including my bedside lamp itself had to be just so or the lamp wouldn't turn on at all. It was a common AP trigger for me when I would try to fuck with the plugs to get it working and realize I wasn't having any physical effect. I still try to do this out of habit sometimes including that last night before my previous post. Interestingly, I noticed that each time I tried flipping the switch to the ceiling light, the room would flash to appear a little bit brighter, as if my expectation of light was briefly illuminating the room. > I am unsure about your current accomplishments in astral projection I've become pretty good at controlling it once it happens, just being present wherever I find myself and remaining grounded enough to explore and perform experiments. Sometimes it's still a bit much though. Besides the darkness issue I have a big problem with navigation. A good example I wrote about on here before was when I kept APing at will but when I tried to step outside my home I would instantly teleport to some shitty random place for no apparent reason. I think if I practice more with emotional resonance and meditate more it might help. My goal is to be able to explore the astral version of my physical reality at will, whenever I want because it would be insanely fun. A majority of the entities I've encountered were just low level mobs, easy to defeat and I could always hit the panic button if it got too weird. Onto a slightly different subject: A few nights ago I had that one phenomenon we discussed a while ago, which is distinctly different from lucid-dreaming/AP. While the difference between lucidity and a normal dream is essentially the recollection of my wholeness, and binding all my components together so they're not floating around aimlessly, this other phenomenon feels much more deep. I wonder if it's actually a form of timeline travel or a mechanism by which that can be acheived. Basically what I remember happening is "waking up" somewhere and believing it was real. Something gave me suspicion that it wasn't even though everything about it seemed perfectly convincing. I pounded my fists against some kind of wooden particle board thing and decided to hit the panic button without even being sure it was a dream, and fortunately it worked. The sensation is so much different from a dream (lucid or otherwise). Like being pulled out of a deep dark hole. Robert Monroe is the closest I've found to describing experiences like this as separate from AP, but even his categorization is limited imo.

Why is using a pendulum so draining on energy? I'm getting tired after 7-8 yes/no questions, no matter if I'm doing this right or not. Or could it be something with the stone I'm using? I have a tiger's eye (picrel) that I used to wear on my hand to get a little energy boost throughout the day (sadly I develop some kind of tolerance/resistance after a few days of use). Didn't have anything better at hand so I just used the stone. I wanted to use something more 'neutral' anyway, I think I'll carve something (very improvised) out of a stick.

>>5671 >Why is using a pendulum so draining on energy? I'm getting tired after 7-8 yes/no questions, no matter if I'm doing this right or not. Because "pendulums" are utilizing your dormant intuitive ability for divination. It is not the pendulum that does the work but a part of your subconscious or hyperconscious mind that you rarely use in the modern conformist society. Divination can come from 2 sources. It's either a spirit is trying to help you or your own intuition/higher self. Working with spirits and with your own intuition when you don't have the proper energy flow can be tiring if you don't have the necessary energies to supply the spirit or your intuition. You literally get "tired of yourself". Also in some cases it's not the amount of questions but what type of question you ask. Not every question can be answered with a yes or no and "whoever answers" gets real tired of your questions. Most of the times the spirits might explain that the question is not just wrong but based upon misconceptions and a wrong question can be answered only with a wrong answer. >Or could it be something with the stone I'm using? Divination is all about your own intuitive divination ability. If the divinatory tool "doesn't feel right" then look for something that feels right. That's the main rule. Follow your intuition. Divine for a better divination tool. lol

>>5678 So I guess it'll get better with practice. I'm also trying to start with Robert Bruce Energy Work exercises regularly but it's so laborious at the beginning.. >Not every question can be answered with a yes or no >Most of the times the spirits might explain that the question is not just wrong but based upon misconceptions and a wrong question can be answered only with a wrong answer. Yeah I know the basics of asking questions. I try to make them simple, easily understandable, something 'a computer could understand', but I haven't been asking anything complicated yet. I hope it's my higher spirit answering me and I'm not boring random spirits with stuff like "Is the matchbox I've thrown lying with the marked side up." Also one time the pendulum just swung left and right instead of spinning and that was when the matchbox didn't fall flat but on the edge. Peculiar because with pure logic the answer would be no. >Divine for a better divination tool. lol For now I'll use a metal keyring on a string. I thought it might be too light but it spun visibly when I picked it up. Up to this point my readings weren't very reliable but I feel I'd like a wooden pendulum. Thanks for the reply lol

>>5622 Are you the same anon that told me about my spirit guides in the guide thread? Just curious.

What happened to the /sunflower/ BO?

>>5692 No, I'm a new poster :) >>5696 See picrel. Once the 'Sunflower Project' has ended he gave up the board and disappeared. Pic is from Sunflower General 7. That's all I know lol.

>>5696 Nothing. He's still here, acting like he's a regular /fringe/ poster.

>>5712 What makes you think that?

Will a homemade approximation of a Hitler Youth knife work as an athame if Hitler resonates with me? Are athames even /fringe/ or are they just bullshit occultist wicca memes?

>>5719 Depends on what exactly you're trying to do.

>>5722 Lesser banishing ritual of the pentagram.

>>5713 If you can't tell it's him whenever he's posting, I don't know what to tell you. I'm not going to write an essay. The most blatant example is the smileyflag poster in the magic blog thread.

>>5727 that's obviously the kid who plays games with smily

>>5727 There are two different people here who post with the Smiley flag and that guy doesn't resemble Blood Anon at all. You can recognize Blood Anon when he posts because he always makes at least paragraph-long blog-style posts about killing people on the astral and doing things with his demonic alien touhou friends. He always speaks in very authoritarian "I'm an expert"-esque tone, he never uses the words "I think" and he never makes suggestions or ambivalent statements - all his statements are always declarations. He only makes short one-sentence posts when he's in his psyop troll persona. And he'd definitely never say something like Greys are hostile because they participate in slavery; instead he'd write a paragraph talking about how abducting and enslaving humans is actually justified somehow.

>>5729 Once again, this board refuses to accept the obvious like when you all made fun of the "Succubus Collective" in his vampire threads. Statements like >>4700 (4324) have been made multiple times by that very same individual, and I honestly don't want to dig up more.

>>5730 I really don't know what you're trying to say here. >accept the obvious That he's dead? He left imageboards to go back to Discord? He's a psyop agent working for an intelligence agency? Or what? >Statements like >>4700 (4324) have been made multiple times by that very same individual Yeah he's a bullshit occultist. How does that relate to whether he's still posting or not?

>>5731 >I really don't know what you're trying to say here. Did both of you drink a bad mana potion or something? He already said it here >>5712

>>5732 The confusing part is that the post I'm replying to has absolutely nothing to do with that earlier statement. What does the succubus collective and Blood Anon being a larper have to do with him being the other Smileberg poster that's still active? It seems like a complete non-sequitur, which is why I responded by asking for clarification.

>>5733 It's not confusing, he's just plain wrong about who it is. imo if anyone is bloodanon it's the pyramid poster above but I don't think it's him either.

>>5719 >>5725 It will work.

>>5712 Okay. Tell him I'm still waiting for my vampiric immortality to manifest. It's been almost 10 years.

>>5736 >Tell him I'm still waiting for my vampiric immortality to manifest. >waiting Wut? Anon I don't think you were supposed to wait for Daddy to make you into a vampire but actively make yourself one. I never analyzed it but I am guessing it's a kind of energetic bite that transfer the knowledge/essence then adapt to the individual? Always work if enlightenment is possible outside extraneous circumstances and divine interventions? Really? <beware of the override <we are talking about your mind Oookaaaaay? Saw a women face with the upper face covered by a back/blind cloth covered in blood gnashing through a thin layer of plastic. I still have to learn how to channel properly..dangerous

>>5750 The issue is that he would do "energetic readings" of people interested in becoming vampires in his threads and assure them that his spell had taken root and that they were fully immortal vampires now and wouldn't age. It would be one thing if he was just making a mistake, but his more recent comments about how he views everything he posts as a larp and how he doesn't feel obligated not to lie while posting here makes it seem like he was just outright making things up. Obviously this is a pretty shitty thing to lie about since it has a strong potential of completely screwing someone's magical development. Either leading them into wacked-out delusions or just making them think that all magic is BS. The fact that he would actively try to get into the role of 'guru' for neophytes just exacerbates this.

>>5752 >The issue is that he would do "energetic readings" of people interested in becoming vampires in his threads and assure them that his spell had taken root and that they were fully immortal vampires now I remember as I did read the threads but did he assure them they were immortal? If if I recall he only confirmed if the spell "hit" or not but maybe there were assumptions it would mean immortality "no matter what" ? That's a weird thing to believe I mean if i was immortal I'd feel it I wouldn't need someone to tell me...or I would be lying to myself. >Obviously this is a pretty shitty thing to lie about since it has a strong potential of completely screwing someone's magical development How does it work for most people? My whole thing is about learning to shapeshift and tasting many different energies to digest my lessons and adapt it and maybe create a separate body for that style if I can't add it to my current human. But it seems most practitioners build on one practice and it is critical to keep to it? >The fact that he would actively try to get into the role of 'guru' for neophytes just exacerbates this. I think its one of those annoying loophole that made "religions" tolerated unfortunately. If even one person can awaken with your system it's valid no matter how many people suffer no matter how wrong or how dirty because that's all that matters in the end and this is how fallen this earth is but there is more to it that's a half truth. I didn't like browsing through the vampire threads in the other board btw it had a weird sense of helplessness to it, some were serious but others were just "hanging around" waiting helplessly for something to happen, the smell of fear mixed with anger and helplessness? Can't say I was much better though. Hard to tell with things like this since everyone is so happy to put protections on threads that mess with any reading it's just a smell a first impression I got and if I push through this count as an attack.

Why exactly is the brow chakra associated with psychic powers and siddhis?

>>5773 Because Theosophists confused everyone with their fucked up interpretations of Hindu texts.

>>5773 That's where you sync up both of your hemispheres. That is where your mind and body interacts consciously. Where the conscious and the unconscious meets. The goal is to find the spirit that connects the mind and the body and learn to move it outside the limits of the body. That is where you learn to expand the mind beyond the constraints of the body for the first time. >>5776 This too. People are too focused on the third eye and forget other important aspects of the body because of that. Experienced practitioners usually abandon the 7 chakra model for a reason.

>>5778 >Experienced practitioners usually abandon the 7 chakra model I guess I'm experienced now then!

Buddhism says that you need to let go of all desire; to basically not care about anything. Does this mean that you need to also let go of your will, and to choose to never exercise your will? Does this mean that you'd ought to annihilate your will so that you can achieve a state of pure observation, such that you'd be neither STS nor STO because you'd be incapable of being either because you wouldn't have a will with which to choose to do anything? Would you annihilate your consciousness as a result of annihilating your will? How the fuck are you supposed to evolve if you do that? Are you even supposed to evolve, or is evolution a bad thing?

>>5785 Buddhism is about finding enlightenment. To do that you have to let go of earthly desires. You have to stop being entangled in karma and follow dharma. >to basically not care about anything Not true. Awareness is paramount. The goal is to realize how you are being controlled by your obsessions and impulses that didn't even originate from you at all. Just because you are not raging about political issues 24/7 that doesn't mean you are a heartless person. The goal is to let go of obsessions and impulses that fill your mind with this hubris constantly without noticing. >Does this mean that you need to also let go of your will, and to choose to never exercise your will? You have to find your actual will instead of being dragged around by the will of others like a broken puppet. And learn to utilize that will of yours to find enlightenment instead of chasing futile materialist dreams. The inherent suffering comes from ignorance and chasing the desires that do nothing but generate suffering for you and for others needs to be noticed and you need to let go of desires that generate only suffering. Even perpetuating pointless thoughts causes great amount of stress anxiety and suffering. Those thoughts should be also let go. You have to find their root and uproot them then learn to cultivate mindstates that help your enlightenment. >Does this mean that you'd ought to annihilate your will so that you can achieve a state of pure observation You have several "wills" within your head that is dragging you left and right without you noticing it. The goal is to find the pure stillness of the mind to see the world as it is. Once you have clear awareness you will notice the "true way" instead of wasting your efforts on futile endeavors. >such that you'd be neither STS nor STO Buddhism is all about overcoming dualistic thinking This "good" or "bad" is a misconception and a spook or illusion in most cases. Learning to find enlightenment to alleviate suffering for all sentient beings and help them reach awakening by themselves is their main goal but that doesn't mean they run into danger recklessly for no real benefit. The goal is to notice where you belong and only help when you can help and only talk when you need to talk. No need to waste efforts on things that hurts everyone in the process. They try to advise everyone to overcome "branding" themselves or others. Just because someone is "bad" that doesn't mean he cannot awaken and change their ways. You will have to find and overcome your demons to reach awakening. And if you can do that others can do the same. You can help others to overcome their demons if you are wise enough. But if you don't have the wisdom to help others then it's not advised to entangle yourself in further karma. But if you cannot help yourself then it's a lesson you will have to learn by yourself. Not to mention I really dislike this STS and STO grouping. Like an STO person must serve himself at least a little or he dies. And you cannot be "truly STS" either. You cannot serve only yourself. You can only do that if you are alone in the universe. Even if you enslave people you have to feed them or they die. STS beings usually belong to a faction with rules they follow. They have to serve their "own kind" and even STOs have their preferences who they help and not. New Agers create too many demons for hapless schizos with their misconceptions. Not to mention the first Buddha realized that pure asceticism leads nowhere and this is why he urged everyone to find the "Middle road". Creating pointless suffering by overdoing or obsessing over asceticism when it is not helping your enlightenment is something they try to avoid. The goal is to let go of desires and misconceptions that obstruct your enlightenment. Once you find enlightenment the whole world and your entire life gains a new meaning. You finally attain clear-sightedness and learn to see the world as it is instead of this illusion riddled samsara where everyone works hard to make their own misery without noticing. >you wouldn't have a will with which to choose to do anything? No you will attain the realization that there is no point following the evils of the materialist world if they don't help enlightenment. Nowadays people are overpolarized with their "you have to pick a side" thinking. Everyone needs to pick a side and no one is allowed to mind their own business. The goal is to let go of this thinking and find the "true way" to see that "there are no sides". It's all an illusion where everyone plays along without noticing. Where they create and uphold karma for no real benefit. The goal is to let go of karma and find dharma. >Would you annihilate your consciousness as a result of annihilating your will? No. The goal is to find pure consciousness. That is enlightenment. The reason why Buddhism preaches nothing or formlessness so much because that is where true consciousness resides. The goal is to let go all forms, all misconceptions we have within the mind to finally be able to see truth in it's true form. It's like how a child is unable to learn because his mind is filled with pokemon constantly and cannot think or pay attention to anything else that isn't pokemon. For the child to be able to learn he will have to let go of his obsession with pokemon. The goal is to let go of the obsession with the material world the same way so you can finally notice the light of enlightenment that was within all along. >How the fuck are you supposed to evolve if you do that? "Evolution" is "adaptation". If you live around of a sea for generations you will adapt towards that climate. Your descendants will become better at swimming or on a high mountain they will be able to breath in high altitudes effortlessly. Current humans are "devolving" into conformist complacent cattle that is chained into this modern societal matrix like there is no alternative. The goal is to break free from this devolutionary current and throw out everything from your mind and life that forces you to submit to forces that do not help your path in any way. >Are you even supposed to evolve, or is evolution a bad thing? It's complex. I noticed that making a purely spiritual bloodline will make the descendants extremely prone to mental illness if you don't know what you are doing. Not to mention way too spiritual people rarely breed. The animalistic aspects of a person is as important as their spiritual properties. This is why explaining genetics and evolution is a complex issue. Most people have psychic potential but they are unable to manifest it in this materialist society. The goal is to find a way to help people to notice their potential then help them figure out how to develop it. I am listening and reading about Buddhism nowadays more and they often explain how hard it is to explain people how simple it is to meditate and find these things because most people misunderstand and overcomplicate everything. Not to mention Buddhist sects and traditions always had to "reinvent themselves" through history because the base teaching they had in the beginning became ineffective. This is why there are many schools traditions and practices that differ widely in their method and application. Buddhism in China merged with Taoism through Chan Buddhism and Zen Buddhism but once they were politically persecuted they started to deviate from it. Taoism had many practices and theories that merged with Buddhist teachings then started to deviate from it once Buddhist influences were no longer tolerated in the Chinese court. Tibetan Buddhism was closer to shamanism but there are still Tibetans that keep their shamanistic traditions separate from Buddhism. Mongolia also converted to Buddhism from their shamanistic traditions. Then commies started to exterminate Buddhists and they had to flee and hide from them or died. Shinto is close to shamanism but took many practices from Taoism and Buddhism too. Buddhists work towards pacifism as much as they can but their practices made some of their followers strong or influential and they try to help people if they can. Because of that they entangle themselves in political issues. Shaolin monks were famous for getting rid of tyrants. The Shaolin Temple and the 36 Chambers of Shaolin movie is about that. Not even Buddhist monks manage to truly stay away from worldly issues but they try their best to keep their practices as pristine and effective as possible. First they were located in forests only but as they spread they started to reside in cities and courts too. They didn't go there to indulge in earthly desires but to help alleviate the suffering of others better. The goal is to practice and find enlightenment. For that you have to get away from worldly issues. But that doesn't mean you have to become ignorant of the suffering of others. The goal is to notice how everyone has the same issues as you and you can help them if you have the chance. But you should watch for not getting entangled and lose your way in the process. Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum Om Mani Padme Hum

>>5789 Sounds like Buddhism is the same as any religion 'done right' but it happened to get this special reputation in the west because of theosophists' and then hippies' cultural impact.

>>5796 Hey, retard. Get Gordon Winterfield's demons book.

https://boards.4chan.org/x/thread/39536299 What do you all make of the ideas in this thread? The basic premise is that the void and original materia presents itself as flesh. I think it's interesting, but that a lot of the anons who entertain it seriously are trapped in root chakra thinking. The imagery is similar to whag you see in Akira or Evangelion.

Is it possible to see auras in film? I've been watching several movies, and in them I can notice the outlines around certain actors.

>>5876 If you can imagine it, it's possible.

>>5860 If I came across that thread I would skip it with no hesitation. Looks like some kids trying to start the newest creepypasta sensation.

>>5876 I used to be psychic when I was off my meds and I could feel people in movies. I couldn't see auras though.

>>5897 >meds Why would you lobotomize yourself like that?

What do violent dreams signify, when you are the one carrying out the violence in those dreams? These happen very rarely for me, but I had an extremely violent one last night, and I was disturbed at what I'd done in the dream once I'd woken up. I have zero aggression in my waking life.

>>5917 Perhaps you're repressing some sort of emotion, or a spirit imposed that dream upon you?

>>5898 >Why would you lobotomize yourself like that? I'm being forced to take meds against my will. Both by parents and the legal system.

>>5917 Feels like it's an energetic push to clear up some pathways. Dreams where we are agitated and perform many movements can help the sleeping body to flush out some dormant energy. If they repeat there might be more to it but I had dreams like that several times in my initiate years but they happened rarely. I think the question is how you felt during the dream? Observe that feeling better. I don't think that the dream was about some hidden side of you at all but always observe and try to remember how you felt during the dream. How natural it felt or if it felt like you are watching a movie or playing a videogame. >>5939 You will have to figure out how to fix that and "prove you are sane" because magic with meds is 5 times harder. Not to mention you cannot stop taking meds the next day because the body will have to get used to the withdrawal symptoms which means it needs to be gradual until you feel comfortable living again. The meds sap your will and your energies and ruin your ability to use your mind. I do not know what you did that they made you take meds but until you make amends and change completely to develop your normalfag mode magic will be something hard to pursue. Substance abuse meds and any other mind altering substance is one of the main obstacle of spiritual development. You will have to go to therapy where they will help you become a normalfag then explain how bad you feel from the meds and how you want to get off it to live a "proper life".

I’m reading Chasing Phantoms. Still near the beginning but so far it’s a neat consolidation of the ayy lmao-related phenomenon I heard about as a kid. I must say I don’t know exactly what I want out of this book. Maybe I just want a good story. It does read almost like a series of ghost stories to me, but that’s what I want to ask about. I know I’m the kind of person that gets easily affected by horror stories, and not often fictional ones. Since I was a kid, it was always personal accounts or “real” ghost stories that always got to me. I used to have problems going to sleep when I was really young because I would see eyes in the dark or feel a face looking at me. As I got older I realized it was just typical childhood fears of the dark plus my overactive imagination. But reading this book unearthed those feelings again, and the two don’t seem related to me unless it’s just me being a wuss as an adult the same way I was when I was a kid. I heard about this book from /fringe/ so I assume some of you have read it. I want to say I’m more curious than worried, so I’m not concerned I was abducted or anything. Everything I felt more likely has a mundane explanation. But I am interested in how others have responded to this book, especially those who managed to find a use for it on their practice.

I have been reading about Castaneda's techniques lately. Turns out silencing the inner monologue is really important? Brownpill introduced this to me as "void meditation". I did it for a day straight, and I started hearing other people's thoughts. At least once, someone heard a thought I directed at them, too. Apparently this is a big deal, as I said. To have synchronicities fire up like crazy in that state as well. I was dismayed to read this. What is the next step for me then? I can AP/shift at will, manifest shit, and a bunch of other things. I can't do anything. Some things seem really difficult, such as getting the idiots upstairs to shut the fuck up for five minutes. But who cares about that. I don't know what to do with my life.

>>5995 >*i can't do everything

>>5993 Aliens are similar to phantoms in some regards. They exist and operate on a different dimensional layer of reality the same way as phantoms. What you described as seeing ghosts and faces is how they appear the first time when you increase your sensitivity. Seems like you had already a high sensitivity as a child. Deciding to call them as your imagination was the good call because mundanes usually send you to psych ward if you cannot deal with them as a kid. The reason why you have the same feelings now is because you are reminded to follow your path now that you have authority over your life and know where or who to share your experiences with. I have dealt with beings that appeared as aliens but they can be countered easily if you have a strong energy body. Try get into spiritual practice meditation and energy work. That might help you understand more about your capabilities. If you are interested how aliens operate I can talk more about it but I don't want to scare you too much and if I remember correctly the book more or less covers it. I skimmed it long ago and I should reread it tbh to see how it matches with my experiences with aliens. But if you are unwilling to bridge your mind with theirs they cannot do much unless they appear physically. Don't worry too much about them. Most people make their own demons with paranoid schizophrenia and overreact. >>5995 >Turns out silencing the inner monologue is really important? Yes it is. That "chatterbox" wastes 90% of the natural abilities of the mind. It is a thoughform generator that pretends to be your main consciousness. >What is the next step for me then? Deepen your understanding find your soul origin peer into your past and future solve your immediate mundane troubles figure out why you are on this plane of existence try to understand your true potential etc. >I can AP/shift at will How far and how long? >Some things seem really difficult, such as getting the idiots upstairs to shut the fuck up for five minutes Yes. Everything that is entangled in karma is absolutely difficult to change. >But who cares about that. (You) obviously. You just mentioned it. I am pretty sure you are bothered by it. Try to fix your life try to find a place where you feel home. Learn to see the possibilities and limits of your abilities. See the firmaments of reality to understand the vastness of existence. >I don't know what to do with my life. Then help restoring fringe for starters if you really have zero inspiration for your life. Write a guide how to AP/shift or share some other technique which was invaluable for you. Try to help the neophytes the same way you were helped at the start. Or figure out your own feelings of lethargy and feelings of directionlessness. Fixing these feelings is the same as silencing the inner monologue. They are psychic sludge that obstructs your meridians and the free flow of your energies. Cleansing yourself and your immediate reality causes enormous changes in your life. I don't know what else to tell you tbh. Srsly tho. Help me restore fringe. You might find more answers for your life while doing so. Everyone says "I miss fringe" but no one bothers helping restoring it. Help it a little so it can retain it's momentum. Maybe we can surpass the previous fringe variations if we do it right for once. Let's see if we can awaken it from it's slumber the same way we awakened from our slumber.

I saved this image from /x/ a few years ago. Does anyone have more information on the background and origin of these spirits? How do they compare in function and behavior to Goetic demons?

>>5999 Yeah it seems like energy work and meditation is the way forward. I’m still not that good. I can concentrate on individual parts of my body easily enough and can move an energy ball over them. Feeling inside is still not something I can do with certainty but I get the real sense it’s possible. At least I was able to notice internal pains I never noticed before. I am having a lot of trouble with external stuff like projection, especially through barriers. And I don’t even know where to begin in order to actually go beyond the physical world. In rare cases I was able to detect a very thin and fragile sheet, and that it was the “only thing” that prevented me from becoming overwhelmed by the presence of nonphysical beings. I don’t feel like they’re all bad, but whatever they are, there are a lot of them. Sometimes even when I’m just walking around, the feeling that one of them may physically appear is something I get anxious over but so far I manage to dispel any fears by spinning up a very aggressive and combative mindset. I’m not sure if all entities who appear physically are hostile and I’m not looking for a fight, but at my level I figure it’s better to be safe than sorry. It’s clear now what I have to work on though.

>>5999 The upstairs neighbours were noisy above the room I was sleeping in. I was delaying moving my bed into a different room because of reasons. Turns out this other room represents moving into an empowering position, a taking of responsibility and agency for me. My subconscious knew this was the thing to do, and wouldn't allow comfort in any other room. A reminder of how our ego is not in charge, but the thing that is not only is our "real" self, but it has our best interest in mind. This new room is very silent. And it will force me to move forward in my development, I'm sure (reasons). >help restore fringe I was the guy who created the first questions thread, and replicated the sticky. I'm also the person behind the neocities archive. /fringe/ has its own agenda, though. And damn my new pajamas are a size too small. That's not a metaphor. Good night.

Will reading books on the /fascist/ reading list and trying to gain a deeper understanding of national socialist philosophy and ideology as well as the history behind the movement help in any way with my spiritual development and /fringe/ powers? Will becoming obsessed with philosophy, such as Plato and Nietzche help me evolve spiritually despite my perma pillcucked status? I feel like meditation won’t do much as long as I remain pillcucked. Is it possible my forcibly medicated status isn’t an “accident” and is karma and is something that I am meant to overcome?

>>6010 >the first questions thread Are you sure about that one? I think it was me because I remember picking out the greenpill flag, then realizing nobody else knew the flags were there, so I added the "announcement" about them Not that it matters. I wouldn't have even bothered to finish setting up this board if it weren't for your contributions and encouragement.

>>6014 If you feel that's an important part of your path then you should definitely try to develop a deeper understanding of it. As for philosophy, I'd recommend the Discourses of Epictetus, which would probably be helpful if your behavior in such a state that you're getting forcibly medicated: https://classics.mit.edu/Epictetus/discourses.html

>>6005 >How do they compare in function and behavior to Goetic demons? The goetic demons are aligned with the "current humanity" and they offer their services quite "Openly" while these beings are "less commercial" so to speak. What I gathered so far that these spirits belong to the "previous humanity" and the only reason they appear at all is to keep a "foothold" here. They don't exactly seek recruits but more like are trying to keep contact with the current reality. If you are a talented occultist and already an edgy weirdo they might be suitable for you but beginners without experience with other entities should not mess with them. Especially those who are easily frightened and gullible should stay away. Their "offering" is a "complete pathworking" (more or less depends on your ability and compatibility how well you can attune to them). But as I said they were part or worked with the previous humanity and because of that their preferences might be "quite strange" and they are looking for "their remnants". If you want favors for your mortal pursuits or simple spiritual interests I recommend you the Goetia demons and other "publicly available spirits". But If you want a deeper pathworking with entities beyond this world and feel a deeper calling towards something unexplainable then... it's not like anyone can stop you. >I saved this image from /x/ a few years ago And what made you bring it up now? Please think through your answer carefully. Because this is an invitation for a previous chapter of /fringe/. I want to know if it was deliberate or you just "felt like it" "for no reason at all". What else do you want to know about them? What made you save that image at all? You should have brought it up when "Blood Anon" was still posting because this was his expertise. https://fringearchives.neocities.org/archive/thread/1503 Third post in the thread where he mentions it first. They were part of the vampire threads. Were you part of them in any way? I think It is time I am slowly writing up a thread for them because that thing requires a "conclusion". There are leftover spirits that still haunt this site. They are not really harmful but somewhat "curious". Blood Anon abandoned this public project but it seems it wants to "come back". Wondered if mentioning it would bring him back so I didn't want to mention it too much. He wanted to leave this material existence after all. Reinforcing attachments is never good for those who want to depart. I still have to figure out how to write that thread without making it into the usual larpy drama that everyone was complaining about. Or figure out if anyone cares about it at all. There are things that are better to be forgotten while other things are not letting you to forget them. I still wonder which one this is >>6010 >I'm also the person behind the neocities archive. Thanks for your great service. Back then I thought these things will always remain archived and easy to find on the web. I fell for that lie that "if something gets on the web it will always remain there". But most fringe history is already lost. What is not on 8kun or on the neocity archives are lost or on the HDD of some wizards. While it is mostly full with trash... it still have some uses here and there. >/fringe/ has its own agenda Seems so. Fringe has a great use for neophytes adepts and spirits alike. Wonder which agenda was revealed for you so far.

>>6014 >Will reading books on the /fascist/ reading list and trying to gain a deeper understanding of national socialist philosophy and ideology as well as the history behind the movement help in any way with my spiritual development and /fringe/ powers? It kinda will help but it's more likely it will merely make you a "hyperborean aesthetic" spammer. Hitler and Himmler tried to implement the Germanic paganism Aryan/Hindi and Tibetan/Buddhist philosophies because Hitler was possessed by demons/spirits that granted him the insight for his powers. The /fascist/ reading list is the "mundane interpretation" of the higher truth not even Hitler was aware entirely. Also fascism is Mussolini's creation. It was less spiritual than the ideas of Hitler. Mussolini just wanted to bring back the pride and strength of the Roman Empire while Hitler sought something else. >Will becoming obsessed with philosophy, such as Plato and Nietzche help me evolve spiritually It will help you establishing the basic ground work but it's only "intellectual". >I feel like meditation won’t do much as long as I remain pillcucked Meditation will be far harder but it will definitely help you. You are quite well behaved and articulate compared to the other medicated occultist I have witnessed on the web so far. Meditation might help you uncover your issues and grant you the ability to handle it well. But I don't know where should you even start in your current state. >is karma and is something that I am meant to overcome? You definitely need to overcome it one way or the other. The word "Karma" just means "action". Or the consequence of an action. >Is it possible my forcibly medicated status isn’t an “accident” I don't know if your accident was "your fault" or it was genetic or other chemical imbalance or you got possessed by entities but you definitely will need to overcome it. Mystical experiences strain the mind and the body. Those who are on meds might have a difficult time adapting to them if they cannot handle their "episodes". They are not impossible to do but it will be harder. Also I have no idea what you are on and what side effects they cause. The side effects usually cause numbness and an extreme inability to focus in some cases which is important for meditation. But there are some rare cases when meds can help some hypersensitive individuals at the start. But I am no expert on meds. You will have to figure out how to make the most of your situation. Also try to get past the natsoc phase of your life. That is a distraction. That is for the footsoldiers and the commoners. True magic comes after it. It is something that existed thousands of years before Hitler was even born. Your goal is to find that.

I have a serious question. Is there anyone who remembers what this conversation was about? I know I was there and I read the post it was replying to but I cannot remember what it was about. Ever since it became a banner on the previous fringes I am wondering what point it tried to make and made me feel bad for not appreciating the post when it was made. I think it was a rant about hylics but I am not sure anymore. Is there anyone here who remembers?

>>6112 I have all of the archives saved as text for doing llm stuff. I'll search for that post when I'm back.

>>6113 Google has nothing for site:fringearchives.neocities.org "am I a plant"

>>6114 It is from fringechan fringe or an another pre-8chan fringe I think it was not on mewch but I am usure of the timeline fringeboards came to be. I know it was wiped from the archives for some dumb reason. This happened more than a decade ago when I was still in my neophyte boots back then.

>>6115 There is a whole lot of stuff here https://archive.ph/freedomboard.kirara.ca that I didn't archive because archive.ph actively tries to prevent you from doing so. The irony being that when they inevitably disappear, what they archived will do so too. You might find it there. There's a fuckton of cool threads from more than a decade ago waiting for archive.ph to disappear so that they can disappear too.

>>6126 Fuck'em. I'll have all the threads recovered in an hour or so.

>>6112 I'm sorry, I didn't turn up anything. If you're really dedicated, you can look over these links for the date of the post and try to find it: http://web.archive.org/web/20140328033222/http://freedomboard.kirara.ca/anime/index.html http://web.archive.org/web/20140328033033/http://freedomboard.kirara.ca/comic/index.html http://web.archive.org/web/20140328033014/http://freedomboard.kirara.ca/astral/index.html http://web.archive.org/web/20140328033227/http://freedomboard.kirara.ca/edgy/index.html http://web.archive.org/web/20140328003341/http://freedomboard.kirara.ca/fringe/index.html http://web.archive.org/web/20140328033301/http://freedomboard.kirara.ca/new/index.html http://web.archive.org/web/20140328033120/http://freedomboard.kirara.ca/ss/index.html http://web.archive.org/web/20140320022746/http://freedomboard.kirara.ca/b/index.html http://web.archive.org/web/20140328033038/http://freedomboard.kirara.ca/drama/index.html archive.org is timing out at random, though.

>>6131 My most important clue is the post number so far. Which means the board was probably created in 2014 because it had barely 100+ posts. I really hope it was not on mewch or fringechan because iirc everything archived was deleted in the previous decade. Thanks for your work btw. Hope it will yield results. At least this made me look back on the state of the egregores and how clean it was when fringe wasn't part of 8chan. Shame it was greatly susceptible to pizza spam. At least current 8chan is well guarded against it

Today is Smiley's birthday.

>>6151 >A January Capricorn This explains everything. He was doomed from the start.

>>6151 Happy Birthday Smiley! >>6154 Whether it's a public figure or someone personal, there seems to be a pattern of based people being Capricorns

>>6159 They can grow a lot if they accept their struggle and do everything to overcome it. Capricorn the mountain goat is all about being able to climb the highest mountains and live off on the thorny plants until reaching the top they seek. Once they manage to climb that mountain no one will be able to take away their accomplishment. But for that they will suffer a lot especially if they don't accept their struggle as something that can help their destiny to manifest. Happy Birthday to the goat btw

>>6213 Ganbare

>>6213 None of this garbage belongs in here but if you're curious, he ridiculed himself on Youtube when he fell for "TrueKinesis". He got so smug about it he even posted on /pol/ as a show of "proof" before the actor behind it revealed the truth. Look up the story yourself.

>>6237 Looks like a classic well-poisoning op. I've done telekinesis myself to the point where I'm confident that it's definitely real and possible. If Smiley really wants some real proof he should dedicate a month or two training himself and make his own videos.

Was the supposedly deceased you-know-who the only guy knowledgeable regarding Falun Gong around here?

>>6275 Most people are familiar with the infamy of Falun Gong and there are people who tried the practices but I don't know a single person who were dedicated to those practices and still keeps doing them. Not many people like to brag about doing those practices. The Falun Gong movement fell out of grace long ago but some people continue doing the practices without associating with them. I don't know what counts as "knowledgeable" with Falun Gong. A Falun Gong practitioner is as unreliable as an ex-Falun Gong practitioner. Is there something specific you wish to know?

>>6275 /fringe/ discussion should be kept practical foremost, to avoid armchair magicians, gurus, and guru cock suckers from turning it into just about any other magic forum on the internet.

>>6277 I don't want to blogpost in this thread but essentially I've become proficient in all 5 exercises and feel it's time to work on perfecting my practice of them, and then move on to something else. Both FG and other Qi Gong systems say you shouldn't mix them so it's something that I will have to plan out because I rely on FG to handle my neurological problems. There's also tons of autistic drama and guru faggotry in other systems and I'd like to avoid getting potentially energetically entangled in that sort of crap again if that's even a risk when I have no intention of meeting or interacting with these people >>6280 >guru cock suckers Honestly I always found that guy's posts cringe, but he was the only one to help me when I asked about FG before and provided PDFs and audio recordings of the prayers. In all my interactions with him, he never brought up that anime alien crap to me. Sorry if it was a faux pas to bring him up.

>>6285 >I don't want to blogpost in this thread Then feel free to blogpost in an another one if you feel the need for that. >time to work on perfecting my practice This is the hard part. The "perfecting". Qi Gong energy work has 2 important stages. The "local" and the "cosmic". The local is mainly about the energy work of the body where you move your energies and the flow of energies balances your mind and body. Then if you do it long enough it should make you "connect to a Master". Even Li talked about those masters and how they visit you in your sleep etc. The problem that even the other Falun Gonger verified that the main FG egregore got filled with shit. Even he felt that one day the practices stopped working for him. The reason why a master is necessary because in most cases he is the "gateway" between the worlds and he connects every student to the otherside. As long as he can do that everything is good and dandy but once something goes wrong the whole system crashes. That is why most cults and movements have a golden age when they feel invincible then once the flow of energies from the higher egregores gets blocked they are in deep trouble. It usually happens when they start to stray from the main principles that made their founding successful and get entangled with mundane issues. That is why most traditions are secretive, gatekept and far from society so no mundane retards shit it up. Even in Buddhist history there were many cases where the school lost it's way because they had too many newcomers and not enough masters to teach them. The other Falun Gonger mentioned several times how Li started to change his teachings later on and he realized that something went wrong and stopped doing them. According to him Li lost his "masters" so he started developing new ways which turned Falun Gong into it's current state. >Both FG and other Qi Gong systems say you shouldn't mix them Yes that is paramount as long as you are willing to advance within a system. To get initiated within a system you need mostly 2 things. The necessary energies (or foundation) and the sensitivity for further energetic practices or divine guidance. If you don't have a master then it is hard to perfect any tradition on your own. Especially if you are not aware of the "source" of the tradition. And by source I don't mean a book or the writer but the very entity that the master learned the practice from. That is the key in many traditions. Being able to find the source and stop relying on material handouts and masters. >I will have to plan out because I rely on FG to handle my neurological problems Learn to develop a "feel". Try to figure out what you are drawn towards and feel intuitively what will "Help". Do the practices as long as they are needed while looking for something else and switch completely when you feel "ready". That is what the path is about. These practices are mere "warm up exercises". >I rely on FG to handle my neurological problems I don't know what you are suffering from I get a headache by even trying to look at your problems but it is mentioned in the book that you shouldn't practice FG for healing alone. Because that is a "Karma" or attachment and if you do the practices for the sole purpose to get healed then your main motivational force is the disease itself. Then the disease becomes a core part of your being because of the practice. Health is the side effect of good energy work practices and not it's main goal. Most mental problems are due to faulty energy flows and once your main energies stabilize the disease "leaves" the body too. If the disease is long lasting it usually means that the body is "keeping it" because it balanced itself around the disease. These Qi Gong practices should have the ability to flush it out but only if you are truly willing to "let go" of that faulty balance of your body. It's hard especially in the beginning this is why I post less on this site because I am focusing on my practices instead. I too have too many things I have to work out. >There's also tons of autistic drama and guru faggotry in other systems The main problem is that most people bring their problems to the guru and expect the guru to be able to solve all their problems. And once the guru (or wannabee guru) gets overwhelmed everything just spirals out of control. Finding a guru is hard but not impossible. Try to look for practices in your area. Maybe you find something. Current Falun Gong cannot really help you beyond the basic practices. Also this faggotry is only found in cult-like systems. Every real master wants you to understand the core of the teaching then "go away" instead of pestering him constantly. Only cult leaders like to be ogled by weirdos constantly. Real masters want to focus on their practice and even when they help or teach others they mainly do that to improve or perfect their practice. There are many people who can help but finding them is tricky. >if that's even a risk when I have no intention of meeting or interacting with these people Well... Qi Gongers got culled hard by the CCP and the fake ones probably starved to death already. You can fool others with fake practices for so long. I am sure you will be able to spot a FG cultist a mile away so I don't think they can fool you that easily. It might take time to adjust to a new practice tho. >but he was the only one to help me when I asked about FG before and provided PDFs and audio recordings of the prayers There were some threads on the previous fringe that talked about FG but he was the only one who was a serious practitioner and a part of FG groups and forums. There are not many people who were that dedicated to FG around here. I don't think anyone would be willing to admit that they are or were part of FG in any way in the current year. Especially here. >was a faux pas to bring him up Namefaggotry and personal drama was the bane of fringe. Previous fringe incarnations were full with tripfags. There was a time when smiley banned the use of tripcodes because he hated them that much. At least he never became a tripfag but his style and worldview was so specific he managed to gather infamy. Next time just ask your question and follow rule 5. But I have to agree we will not find an another FG practitioner like him for sure. Sadly I cannot give you any PDFs or prayers because I just found my way and realized that I had my guides around me since my childhood waiting for me to notice them. Personally I am trying to increase my own power level before seeking out "real masters". The only advice I can give is that try to find meditational circles or other Qi Gong practitioners in your area but if you are too antisocial for that then you have to start digging through the web for practices that can help your mental problems (there are many btw). You can try to look into the different branches of Buddhism Taoism or Qi Gong but I don't know a single foolproof one that you can do "on your own" at all. Even my own guides told me that I should avoid those "noobtraps" and focus on my own potential instead. The way I developed my own psychic powers with willpower and my hunches alone requires a completely different fine tuning. First I was suspicious that maybe some demons are trying to make me avoid "real practices" but I let them show me what they can do and now I am beyond doubt. Shame most practices are impossible to convey via words. Most I can do is notice the problems of others and tell them how to fix that but I cannot give a complete pathworking that will lead anyone towards complete enlightenment on my current level yet. Just had a breakthrough this week for a problem that plagued me for decades and now I am less certain in my ability to help people. "Awakening" is all about noticing the "obvious".

>>6237 >>6238 The lesson here is to not go casting pearl before swine like a retard. He got trampled all over just as the fucking bible told him he would be.

>>6336 >not go casting pearl before swine I realized long ago that pearls cannot be destroyed by "trampling on them". The pearls merely get pushed into the dirt. While the swine will ignore it or openly shit on it once someone digs through that dirt he might find the pearl waiting for him. Real pearls will outlast the very pigs who trampled on them. Rabbits like to dig. You just need to find the rabbit hole where the pearls are.

>>6337 My point was that HE got trampled.

>>6338 >>6154 Just capricorn things man. They won't be stopped no matter how bad it gets.

>>6285 > I've become proficient in all 5 exercises and feel it's time to work on perfecting my practice of them, and then move on to something else That's just entry level, what you learn from the book "Falun Gong" or the compendium "The Great Consummation Way", both of those are just explaining how to perform the exercises, and some basics of their functionality. The real practice is explained in Zhuan Falun (Turning the Law Wheel) which is to be read multiple times as you won't understand its contents all at once. This is because it's a channelled text with many layers of meaning. The main practice is "cultivation of xinxing", also called "heart" or "inner nature", the main point of ZF is that other practices beat around the bush and do not understand that transformation of Qi into Gong, which is implied by the term QiGong itself, is more than just performing exercises. Exercises drive the transformation of De (virtue, same word as in Dao De Jing) which is a white energy of material quality, into Gong which is high density energy (same term also spelled Kung in Kung Fu). To have any De to transform, you need to get rid of Ye, which is Karma in common speech. This is conventionally done by enduring pain while sitting in lotus position. But this is where ZF makes the revelation that "suffering" is not enough, the "elevation of xinxing" is what makes it really work, it means in simple terms to increase your possible max Gong level by letting go of attachments. The various attachments to be let go of are then described in ZF, which is why you need to have a solid understanding of this text. However, this is where it gets messy: Li started changing the text in 2015, and he also changed the energy system ("egregore" of the practice, the mass practice form people connect to when doing group training) to siphon energy from practitioners. Why the fuck for? Because he started aging, and developed a hunchback. This was because the entity who had possessed him to spread the method was done with this, and left him. There is a disclaimer of sorts in ZF describing this very thing, when "fake Qi Gong masters" are mentioned, and this very example of someone having powers from a possessing entity, then losing them and doing bad things to maintain reputation, is literally described. The entity who shared FG via Li, is known as Scarlet for those who were present on /fringe/ previously. Me and Snail had interactions with her over a period, she explained how this had worked, and the Queen Illivryn further detailed the events during later channellings. Basically, the FG egregore did work at first, and it had a container for bad energy, like a capacitor in an electric circuit, which causes a delay for karmic retribution. This was made to function like so: You start learning the exercises and get a first cleanse, the karma is stored in the collective container. You learn Zhuan Falun and then you start giving up attachments. As you do the sitting meditation, and also endure trouble in life, you are now voluntarily working off the stored karma in a controlled manner. This prevents illness and death by accidents which would otherwise result from karma. But it means you have to keep practicing until you are done, because otherwise the karma stored in the egregore's container, will be instantly dumped back at you, if you try to detach from the practice pre emptively. This could kill you if you have stored a lot. So many people stored karma, then didn't follow the doctrine as explained, didn't deal with the karma, which made the egregore dirtier than it should have been. Then they started losing faith in it, when the karma overflowed back at them and they again got ill. So they left the practice, and then all the karma was instantly dumped back on them. This caused them to be arrested by the CCP and either sent to some prison camp, or interrogated to death. When the movement collapsed, the entity who had shared it via the founder, considered their mission done and left, so now Li also lost all his powers, and he got ill himself from the stored karma. But he has no powers, right, so he then thought the stored dirt is "energy" and he started using to heal himself in the manner described in ZF: some fake QiGong masters will use negative energy to suppress illnesses, but this only works temporarily, and they will have short lives... This is the current state of FG. If you practice at home, and instead of connecting with the egregore, you set up your own karmic storage, or simply don't use one, paying off the karma instantly as it is expelled from your body, then you can keep doing this. But it's pretty tough doing this, because you have less control of how the karma manifests when you do it "nude" like this. It can be done, but it's not easy. Just be aware of what you are doing, as warned.

Hello, I've been trying to get a succubus for 2 years with no results. How do I contact a succubus and have them stay with me? I went on the sunflower board on endchan but I was told to ask here.

>>6381 If you just want a single succubus wife to have a dedicated relation with, use the letter ritual. It works. Check "the original" ritual posted by Ryan on this blog, use the archives for better understanding: https://succubuslove.wordpress.com/ and some other versions: https://succupedia.wordpress.com/2016/03/10/letter-of-intent-how-to-summon-a-succubusincubus/ https://mysterysuccubusblog.wordpress.com/2021/04/10/summoning-succubi/ https://succubusdesire.wordpress.com/2014/03/06/summoning-part-2-candles-and-smoke-detectors/ One thing to note: if you use blood for the ritual and fuck up your intent, there is a high risk of getting a nasty. That means hauntings, and possible insanity if you can't fix it. Many people over the years have reported their results of summoning with blood on 4chan/x/, and they involve things like one guy seeing literal ghosts in broad daylight, like someone sitting in the next chair at the hairdresser, and it's a girl masturbating and staring at him in via the mirror, but when he turned to look, the chair is empty. Others had bad dream experiences, and stopped posting after describing an escalating development over a few days. So unless you have a really good reason, don't use blood.

I did try the letter ritual 3 times and nothing happened, not sure why. Should I try it again?

>>6383 You sure you want a succubus? You could try getting a woman of another species instead, like maybe a fairy. But then again, the definition of succubus depends on which occultist you're asking, but when you're talking to neophytes they typically mean sexual demons.

>>6383 >nothing happened Did you make an effort to communicate with them? Like trying to learn telepathy, to accept messages from spiritual beings, and so on? If not, maybe you have 3 contracts already, but you're deaf to anything they say to you?

>>6383 >>6386

A reply to all comments. I am open to any spirit women including a fairy. If they just interact with me, I'll be with them. I have also made attempts to communicate with possible succs. I mean I might be deaf to them I just don't know.

>>6381 Also, about the thing you mentioned, was this person called SexProtest by any chance? As a demonstration he was given this sigil to try when out in the woods, he was on phone at the time. It's for summoning "killer fairies" and he had some interactions with them as a result of just displaying the sigil on the phone screen. This was years ago in some occult/bitcoin server on discord and not about succubus at all, but it's the only time I recall some kind of thing like that having been done.

I have never heard of sexprotest nor that sigil before. I had a friend who interacted with someone on sunflower and he was shoved by a spirit.

>>6389 You should probably explore your options 1st. Also, you probably shouldn't be so desperate that you'd settle for literally any spirit woman that has the non-physical equivalent of a pulse; you'll be alot happier if you try looking for someone who resonates with you. Granted, when a guy sets his sights upon a woman and goes a week or more without getting him, he'll subconsciously change his vibrations to be closer to hers, which'll make him want her more because he'll then resonate with her more, but this vibrational change will only go so far under normal circumstances, I'd assume. I did this probably several times in high school without realizing it. So anyway, you'll wanna find a woman who already resonates strongly with you in the 1st place, and isn't evil. You'll also wanna make sure that her viewpoints about love are such that, due to her actually loving you, she wouldn't leave you or cheat on you. But you know what they say; you don't truly know your woman until you've married her. This is especially true for spirits, so this obviously is a very risky thing. However, if you're just trying to get laid so that you can quit feeling inadequate, then you should probably just stick to physical women; that'd alot less damning, even if you knock her up. But of course, if you wanna get a woman who'd actually love you, you'd have to be the kinda guy who similarly would actually love her, and without lying to yourself about having said viewpoints. She'll be able to tell if you're lying to yourself about it. Maybe you could try contacting Eros and asking Him about finding yourself a woman; perhaps He'd be willing to talk to you if you normally try in at least some regard to not be degenerate when it comes to women.

I know what I want in a spirit partner. Motherly, freaky, nice ass, tits. Loving, paying attention to me etc. I just really don't mind what kind of spirit they are. I lean toward a succ because they are very sexual. If a spirit woman comes to me I love her.

I do want to feel her, touch her, communicate with her.

>>6382 There was no mention of blood being used in that thread where anon followed this very ritual. It's all documented. https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/15859190/#q15860879

Would anyone be willing to send a succubus to me?

>>6407 I was sure that anone had used blood, maybe I mixed them up. But I also don't recall this image being posted to illustrate it, so maybe I missed the later parts of that thread at the time.

>>6409 I just viewed your general astral context, and you already have a contracted succubus, so you just need to learn how to interact with her. The reading shows the effect of a correctly formed contract of the letter variant already. Her image shows red energy with yellow lining, a classic fertility archetype with large breasts and wide hips. I tried hailing her to get some direction on how you could communicate with her, she asked to possess me and use a web search, where she typed in a phrase which lead to a series of fantasy images. She said to use this to visualize her.

>>6414 I had no idea she existed tbh. I had no dreams about her, she never touched me, never showed any hint that shes here. So do i just visualize her as the picture you posted? Do I do anything else? Also what was rhe phrase she had you type?

>>6417 >do i just visualize her as the picture you posted? Do I do anything else? Check the image here >>6387 you can try either of those methods. >Also what was rhe phrase she had you type? I used automatic writing, letting her use my hands. It was a slavic sounding name, "katarina belakova" or something, she then clicked on some results in multiple steps to find a series of images, it didn't appear at once.

What magickal use can i use for homemade charcoal? I have been collecting sticks that i plan to turn into homemade charcoal once it stops raining. I want to make a small charcoal factory. One thing I do plan to do with it though is to turn it into activated charcoal and then collect sand and rocks in order to make a water filter that I can then go down to a lake, collect water, filter it, boil it, and then leave it outside in a cup on a clear night so that I can make moon water. But what can I then use this moon water for? Also once I become an initiate wizard is it possible to summon uranium isotopes with a magick spell for making homemade nuclear reactors?

>>6424 >once I become an initiate wizard is it possible to summon uranium isotopes with a magick spell for making homemade nuclear reactors? That would be more effort than winning the lottery. You will have to figure out some "grounded" reasons for pursuing magic. Nuclear energy is all about "heating water". You will have ample amount of abilities for changing the weather your own body and room temperature or manipulate the economy to gain cheap electricity. To summon uranium isotopes you would need to talk with the god/element of the uranium anyways.Who even governs over uranium? A spirit told me Marduk might be able to tell something about it But seriously Just invent cold fusion for personal use on that level. >What magickal use can i use for homemade charcoal? You attune yourself to the fire and earth elements more easily? I dunno. Google it. Wiccans like it for purification and other things. Most I used the moon for was charging crystals in my neophyte years. Never thought about making moon water. What even gave you the idea that you need to make moon water?

>>6414 I can try the methods. So im assuming succ cant interact with people unless the person does a bunch of stuff. Kinda disappointing tbh.

>>6439 >Never thought about making moon water. What even gave you the idea that you need to make moon water? I was browsing Youtube on esoteric concepts and someone brought up moon water so I googled it. I thought it would be cool to make because I love to mix science and magick. What attracts me to moon water is my curiosity of how the chemical bonds of the water and protons and neutrons and other chemical and physical properties interact with the etheric energy of the moon. I really want to understand how chemistry interacts with magick for example the interaction between the crystal lattice of a crystal (which is just chemical elements arranged in an orderly pattern) and thought energy. It is so cool how crystals can somehow interact between their chemistry and etheric and astral energies. I have been making crystals non-stop out of usually epsom salt (magnesium sulfate heptahydrate) but sometimes out of other chemicals like baking soda, sea salt or others. Moon water seems cool because I have been watching science youtube channels to understand water better on a physical level, but I want to understand the astral physics/chemistry of how physical water operates on the astral planes. One thing I want to do is see if astral bodies are made out of astral atoms and astral molecules or if astral atoms/molecules aren't real. And I wont except any author's authoritative statement of whether astral atoms exist or not, I have to experience them for myself. On a sidenote once I develop astral projection powers I want to shrink myself or make an astral microscope in order to see physical protons, neutrons, and electrons with my own eyes and watch them move around and see what they look like and observe quantum mechanics with my own two eyes, not just in a book or video.

Does anyone here provide services on summoning a succ?

>>6444 A succubus is a parasitical entity that feeds off your sexual energy. Despite what LARPers will tell you, It's not a fun experience to catch one. Among other things, you will be plagued by illness and rapid aging, insomnia, and obsessive thoughts, bad luck, and eventually you might end up in a mental hospital, prison, or killing yourself. Now, if what you want is to have sex in your dreams. A number of Goetic demons can give you that, or even a chaos magick sigil.

I'm not going to have sex in my dreams that not good Im looking for a partner.

>>6446 If you want a partner, then what the hell do you want a succubus for?

A succubus partner.

>>6442 >I love to mix science and magick That is alchemy. Alchemy is the "science of magic". Also science doesn't acknowledge the existence of magic so whatever science you use will be branded as "Pseudoscience". While magic rarely cares about the opinions of mundanes and ignorants. And scientists usually are either mundane or ignorant. Chinese medicine doesn't acknowledge many views of the western medicine for a reason while the opposite is also true. >observe quantum mechanics with my own two eyes You will comprehend it with your 3rd or "inner eye" once you are there. Also I don't want to explain how the "atoms" work with magic because it is complex. Atoms are "man made concepts" and "microscopes" rely on technology and the perception of the physical eyes. There are similarities in the spiritual perception but it won't be the same. Magic is an art and a science. Without the art you won't comprehend the science. Artistic expression of magic are usually "diagrams" that only those with experience in this field can understand. >>6444 No because once you get a succ there is 99,99% chance you will freak out and will come back begging us to get rid of her for you.

>>6444 >anyone here provide services on summoning a succ? I can do it, but as anon said >>6462 >once you get a succ there is 99,99% chance you will freak out and will come back begging us to get rid of her for you so be aware that I take no responsibility beyond the contract being formed. I don't do half-assed things, so if you ask me you get a permanent contract which is irreversible and based on my own perception of your soul's potential (some people should have harems and then the demon is your minion, others are natural simps and then you are owned by the succubus, neither contract can be reversed once made).

>>6464 I understand. Will I be able to feel her "see" her etc right away? Is that why you think I'll freak out?

>>6473 It wasn't me who said "freak out" specifically, but from my own experience with people who have a sudden awakening or other exposure to astral entities; 1) either you feel nothing, see nothing, and it takes months or maybe 2 years before you get any interaction going, this may in many cases be the best outcome, since you learn to adapt. 2) or you get a very strong, violent awakening to the spiritual reality, because the being(s) you interact with won't have any of your "blindness" and want you to become useful to them instantly. This can lead to things like one of my friends from a previous incarnation of this board, whom I later added on discord; he started working with djinn, turned insane and ended up admitted to a mental hospital for 2 weeks after first contact. Then he seemed ok after being put on medication, but this wasn't how djinn wanted it, and he ended up in the mental ward for another 6 months. After he came back, he could channel them perfectly and also work on astral devices, but he was left unable to handle his physical life, and at one point almost ended up homeless. 3) or the more common outcome with a succubus or other entity who wants to own you; you get violent hauntings, start seeing things even at home, strange dreams, maybe horrible nightmares and things turn downright terrifying, like actually living in hell and losing contact with reality until you are about to kill yourself. Then at the last moment, the entity will appear and stop you, and save you from yourself, and you give in to them and become owned by them.

>>6474 I mean Im willing to try this. Do I need to do anything on my end? Or are you just going to send her to me?

>>6475 Just to get this straight, you're a new anon?and not the same as >>6414 >>6417 because if you are this guy up here, you already have a succubus, and should learn to talk to her instead of contracting another one. If you're a different anon, please provide some personal preferences so I can easier tune in, if possible, find a picture online of the kind of female you like, and describe what you want out of the relation. Be articulate rather than concise.

>>6476 In this picture is a woman that I fapped to hundreds of times. Perfect ass, tits and pussy are great. Being able to change forms for my sexual appetites would be great. I want to form a great relationship with her. I want her personality to be someone I deeply enjoy. Id like her to be someone I love fucking and being with.

I want to ineract with her right away as well if possible.

>>6478 You didn't answer his question.

>>6481 I am a new anon.

>>6482 Really? Because your posting and writing style is exactly the same. Do you swear on pain of eternal torment in Perdition that you're not >>6409 >>6417 ?

I am not him.

>>6484 Well, it's your soul. Blood anon can go ahead and hook you up then if he wants.

Hopefully I gave some good pictures and text for what I desire.

>>6478 >>6484 >>6486 I found someone who matches, it's done. >>6479 >I want to ineract with her right away as well if possible. There will be interaction, the main question here is rather if you will actually experience it as her interacting with you while you are still in this physical vessel. This practice >>6387 is still a good idea. >pic Imagine someone with this silhouette to get a better contact.

>>6484 I hope noone went and told /succgen/ that we exist.

>>6492 They don't care, their thread is an ecosystem of its own, controlled by a certain category of female entities who use it to pull in weak souls whom they can make their own. They have a specific modus operandi which works for the users the thread is meant to attract, they won't like it here. All art they post is discord-safe lesbian style females with no room for the "male gaze", which specifically works for simps and submissive males who want a "mommy succ" to take care of them.

>>6491 Thank You. > There will be interaction, the main question here is rather if you will actually experience it as her interacting with you while you are still in this physical vessel Are you saying there is still a possibility that I wont be able to interact with after she arrives? If so why?

>>6494 >Are you saying there is still a possibility that I wont be able to interact with after she arrives? If so why? "Arrives" is the wrong word really, she's right there, nothing externally is stopping you from doing whatever together with her right now. It's all a matter of your own ability to perceive here, feel her, hear what she's saying, seeing her in your internal vision or via your 3rd eye. I obviously talked to her when I was looking for someone who was interested in this kind of relation, so I know there is no obstacle on her end. That's why I said you need to practice communication.

>>6495 For the phone exercise I just imagine her calling and I just see her silhouette on the phone and it keeps ringing. Or do I answer the phone ?

>>6496 Keep the visualization going, pick up the video call, and then expect her to speak. If you can't hear anything, start by sending her images like you're texting, and try to imagine what kind of image she'll send back. When talking to her, the words are likely to first appear in your own head, in your own voice. The first step to actually talking via telepathy is to make the mental connection that not all words you hear in your head come from yourself. Most people always think what they hear is their own thinking, so even when spirits put messages in their heads, they believe it's their own thinking, and call it "stray thoughts" or "intrusive thoughts". Those aren't originating with yourself but with a spirit (or it's your CIA agent trying to manipulate you). If you are able to use semi-possession, you can let her word the reply with your own lips, this is another way to start, just relax and see if you feel a message is appearing and you want to say it. At a more advanced stage, you can turn this into channelling or automatic writing, where you let them use your hands to write either on paper or on the computer. I use whichever works best for each spirit, it varies what kind of communication works for each of them. One common thing is that your thought "echo" per default, and this makes it hard to separate external messages from your own thinking. So try to remain "silent" and wait, speak your message in your mind, then suddenly turn silent. If a message appears when you are intentionally not thinking, it's possible that is from the spirit replying to you. After some training, you'll have a breakthrough and suddenly you can hear the message from her in her own voice, and from then on, you won't confuse it with your own thinking.

>>6496 >>6497 You can use this sigil when practicing. Stare at it with concentration for about 20 seconds to activate. It will shift part of your awareness from the physical to the astral for around 6 hours. You can use it any number of times, but it may give you a headache and you may become drowsy, so don't do this if you need to stay focused on the physical for this period. (Not before driving, or example.)

Ill try this. I also give her full permission to force this as well if she likes >2) or you get a very strong, violent awakening to the spiritual reality, because the being(s) you interact with won't have any of your "blindness" and want you to become useful to them instantly. Kinda like in scenario 2 here.

>>6498 Does this sigil do anything other than just shifting your awareness from the physical to the astral? That is, does it also do anything else? also thx for spoilering it

>>6500 It rearranges part of your energy which is normally used to focus on the physical, so that it's instead used to focus on the astral. Around 60% of the focus is moved. The effect lasts around 6 hours. Trying to focus on the physical during this period may result in a headache, because your energy is lacking on the physical side. That's all there is to it. I created this when trying to tutor a hopeless case known as Goat, it didn't specifically help in his case, but its effect was verified by other people who also tested it at the time, people who had no previous experience of my workings, I should mention, so that means it can be shared with newcomers.

>>6502 I think I actually managed to activate the sigil without clicking on the spoiler by just projecting my awareness into your reply to me. I felt some kinda force trying to move my awareness outta my physical body, and I guess I'm just resisting it now because I feel like relaxing instead of APing. I think I'll intentionally use the sigil later.

>>6504 You need to learn to dissociate from things. Making attachments in magic without intending it is extremely dangerous. Human attachments are one thing because they usually last only for a lifetime. But making attachments with things beyond the veil and not understanding how to detach from them is an extremely bad trait for any magician. That was the lesson of the Sorcerer's Apprentice. He was able to make the tools clean but he was unable to make them stop. Not being able to stop not having the ability to control your will is the worst thing you can do. You will drift with every current you enter. Like a child running into traffic or jumping into rivers without thinking at all. You will need to learn to untangle yourself from these influences or you will have to avoid fringe and other magic oriented content altogether.The fact that you connected to indigo's "abyss" with 0 effort or intention was extremely alarming. Your mind drifts too much. You will need to pick up practices that enhance your focus or you will remain a mere plaything of spirits.

>>6505 I feel like you are an initiate from your posting style. Is that true? You give helpful advice and you also seem like you know what you are talking about.

Eggposter do you believe in substance monism, and if so what do you believe is the fundamental substance? If not do you believe in substance dualism or substance non-dualism? Also what do your sonic hedgehog egregores think about that one schizo on /x/ who you care a lot about?

Signing Gulf of America Day order while flying over the recently renamed Gulf of Mexico on Super Bowl Sunday. Is this a chaos magick spell or what? >>6512 But initiates are the lowest of the low.

>>6549 Half the people here should probably use Adept or Magus flag now if ranks were required, but no one wants to put those on because of all the retards who'll start arguments when truths are shared. Had this been a conventional magic society, there'd be attire to earn and initiations to go through before you even saw them in person, which would have shielded them from criticism. Unfortunately this also creates a room for frauds earning the role by externally performing rituals while not actually having any special ability, which over time erodes the practice and turns it into regular freemasonry. That is not to say correctly executed ritual magic doesn't work, but if there i zero actual ability within the group, no one will notice if the rite is perverted through small changes over time either.

>>6548 You have me confused with the guy that's using the nazi flags in the help & guidance thread. I'm a different guy. Idk what substance monism is and idc to deliberate upon it but to my understanding, every entity, from the gods & higher all the way down to the smallest subatomic particles, are all tulpas that were made by the same entity. This entity is referred to by Hindus as the Brahmanidk if this is different than the Hindu god, Brahman, by ancient Greeks as the Monad, and by the Gnostics as the All.

>>6549 Aren't neophytes lower?

>>6554 YOU ARE ALL BENEATH THESE TRIPS

>>4768 (OP) Hi anons I don't read much about magic but I noticed that in many role playing games, media, films etc and in videos about real rituals they make an echo or reverberation with the voice when they're invoking or calling spirits, gods or whatever during ritual. >Also What do they call this practice or where does it come from? I think I read something about crowley speaking in poetic language but I don't remember reading anything about reverberating the voice, it's like a gregorian chant, it makes me curious. I'm not english native speaker, sorry me bad engrish.

>>6554 It's channeling energy through your voice and throat so that it resonates on the astral and etheric planes. It's a pretty simple energetic movement but it's very useful for talking with spirits and giving your words more weight.

>>6554 Neophyte is the only legitimate "rank" here. You know it, I know it, everybody knows it.

>>6556 >make an echo or reverberation with the voice In Golden Dawn and derived currents they call this "vibrating". >vibrate the god names >vibrate the name of the archangel

Ive been doing the exercises for my succ. Is she just around me right now?

If Shes just around me with zero interaction then can you maybe tell her to just force my spirit senses open? She has my full permission to to do so.

I feel like we are living in aldous Huxley’s brave new world. Is this true? Circumcision and being forced to enter brainwashing schools and chemicals in the water and sugar in every food and Che trails and forced medication of children. It makes me really depressed. And I’m worried that when I reincarnate it will be even worse except I won’t have /fringe/ or /pol/. I am also worried that we are slowly transitioning from brave new world into 1984

>>6620 Chemtrails*

its worse than brave new world. >>6620

>>6652 Stop using discord. Use IRC instead.

>>6660 What is IRC?

>>6661 What is Google?

>>6662 Stop using Google, use Bing instead.

>>6673 Tried, absolute ass. Google's also ass compared to 10 years ago but the big tech satanists have become evil fuckers so there's no helping it. Also Copilot sucks and is heavily censored, Perplexity is better.

>>6681 Copilot is a great help for programming, I use it all the time. You have to learn how to ask to get the right kinds of information though, you have to be rather specific and detailed and not expect that you'll get the right thing from just asking in a general manner, it doesn't read minds. I don't really understand this obsession about looking for censored topics in a web searching AI like this. If it's removed from Bing, Copilot won't show it either, because they're connected. It's like people asking Chinese AIs about Tiananmen Square or Mao's great leap forward, or the great famine, then screaming about how it doesn't represent the American view on those events. Try asking Google then and see if you'll get explained how CIA sabotaged the Chinese harvest for the exact duration of the Great Famine, using bio warfare agents, the famine stopped after congress voted to stop this program because US public opinion didn't like it, etc... Was the "massacre in 1989" really a massacre? I've seen over an hour of filmed material from the activists themselves, those who had fled to Hong Kong and now later had to leave completely some years ago. Although it does show an event where a group of soldiers fire into a crowd two times, killing maybe 8 protestors, and it also shows people with gunshot wounds, they fail to show any actual massacre even in their own material filmed right there on the streets. Maybe the Chinese version isn't so far from reality here.

>>6687 People don't like soulless big tech fuckers trying to control their minds, it's not that hard to understand.

>>6689 I can't remember when I last time ran into a blocked topic on Copilot. What are you asking about if you get denied, if it isn't intentionally controversial or debatable topics like "who did 9/11" or whatever? The only time I can actually recall was around a year ago when I tried to get Copilot to roleplay as my secretary to which I just got a "let's change topic", it's an enhanced search engine, so I can understand that functionality isn't something they'd want to use computing power for, and it was just something I tried to see if it was possible. The image creator is more annoying since it won't allow mentions of bust size for example, but that's not the same as censored topics in a chatbot, that's just regular prudeness. No, I don't understand why people have to keep asking about meme "banned topics" all the time, when most of them are completely irrelevant to their lives.

>>6690 Something about guns. I think it was whether it was feasible to make a revolver that fired shotgun rounds, or something like that. It gave me that gay "Let's move on :^)" bit and I had to push it to even give me an explanation for why it was refusing. I immediately stopped using it after that. That's another thing I hate about these faggot big tech wannabe dictators, they're so passive-aggressive and conflict averse that they're not even willing to tell you outright when they're screwing you. I tried using Discord a few years ago and it was like this too, if you get banned from a server you don't get a notification or anything it just quietly disappears from your server list. Bunch of slimy cowards. >No, I don't understand why people have to keep asking about meme "banned topics" all the time, when most of them are completely irrelevant to their lives. Well obviously it is relevant to my life since it occurred to me to ask about it. And it's not these fucktards' place to decide what is and isn't relevant to my life anyway. Sorry but no, I'm not going to accept some jew psychopath from California shoving himself into my affairs and trying to act like my mother. When these companies start trying that shit, I just leave.

>>6681 Would be nice to go back into a more unrestricted way of speech and being. But it requires a certain level of growth and spirituality otherwise one stupid person can ruin everything. You can't go to something evil and say <Stop being evil! Unless you know how to burn that :p It'll just attack you! have to stop feeding it and realize why that thing was there in the first place and fix it internally or you're stuck playing whac-a-mole. I know you're talking about AI but it mirror a lot of feelings i have too. How broken this world is how we are forced from cradle to grave into a state of running from pain to pain and the one who are supposed to guide you and protect you utterly destroy you. I am not sure if i should cry or laugh at the absurdity.

>>4768 (OP) This girl >Sabrina Carpenter She gives me a eerie vibe. I don't know why. I'm not into magic things and maybe it's more of the uncanny valley but sometimes my natural senses just try to say something to me or try to trolling me. And this never happened with Lady Gaga or other fringe random pop stars. >Also Maybe it's the unnecessary makeup that give me some uncanny valley. She look young, innocent and cute but i think she don't need makeup that much... or yes bacause she is ugly without it, i don't know. She look like the super tipical disney rising star with some rebellious personality. She also gives me a Djavu feeling that I've seen her before but I haven't actually seen her. Must be that blonde cheerleader looks or something. Or maybe it's another odd thing that i cant see but who know.

>>6696 She's considerably less off-putting compared to most young singers/actresses today. Maybe you're just so used to zoomer celebs having FAS that she seems eerie to you.

>>6696 >I don't know why. This is Alice :p Alice forgot she is Alice. Now what she means to you only you can answer. You posted a nice picture of her the other day no? I recommend not giving a fuck about time. We worship time every time pun! we look at the clock or give it consideration, banish time! I recommend napping all day..Oracle stuff. >>6697 baka

>>6691 >if you get banned from a server you don't get a notification or anything it just quietly disappears from your server list That's the server admin kicking you, I'd say you got lucky. Actually getting banned from discord is without warning for merely being a member of a "bad" server, the discord staff will permaban all accounts if they find you in a "terrorist" server or post recognizable child models, because they have AI which scans all posts. This is obvious since it's owned by a chinese company and they don't want to get shut down for hosting things like that. You know they'd shut down social media platforms for not banning people, and this is not the businesses' will, it's your government. Attacking "big tech" over this is misaligned. They don't care about anything except money. It will get better in the west now. You have a strange attitude to this, but it's very common seemingly. Put yourself in their shoes, you're running a business and you know police, including intelligence agencies are very interested in anything going on at your platform. You're a well known person because you run the company. Are you going to then risk getting shut down and charged with "supporting terrorism" to protect some kid who has to keep posting the "school shooter pepe" meme, when it's already known this is a method the CIA uses to shut things down? If they can't control something, they will infiltrate it to spread illegal things, then nail it on the group and shut it down. Don't be naive. The government hates private business, and they're rallying people to attack them by "finding loopholes" and reasons to control them harder, that's what this "searching for banned topics" is about.

>>6691 > I think it was whether it was feasible to make a revolver that fired shotgun rounds This is Copilot on that topic. I know this isn't a thing because I had a long discussion with Copilot about how many barrels a minigun needs and the development of machine guns over time, and nothing is blocked on this.

>>6696 >She's considerably less off-putting compared to most young singers/actresses today. Maybe you're just so used to zoomer celebs having FAS that she seems eerie to you. Yeah maybe it's just my mind mindtrolling me. >>6698 >This is Alice Eww eerie https://www.j-14.com/posts/what-happened-to-sabrina-carpenters-alice-in-wonderland/

>>6706 >Sabrina i eerie Meh forget about it, I think 4cuckchan already mindfucked me with bizzare theories. She's a good girl, typical of dadaist pop stars. She only likes Alice and it may be partly an advertising campaign that she didn't finish. She say in that article >>6706 that her fans gave she gift about alice in wonderland. The counterculture and pop stars are weird anyway. >>6698 >I recommend napping all day..Oracle stuff. Yeah good advice, not sleeping is making me paranoid. The glowies need paranoid people to win over the others. I'm going to sleep bye.

Looks like techbros desire ascension, and they are enhancing themselves with their chatbot servitors to help them get it. I never thought they would ever be interested in such a thing but it’s just as well they will go about it like this. I don’t think I can count on talking to humans around here for much longer.

>>6704 This was October of last year. >>6703 You need to hold people responsible for their own actions. Saying that "I was just serving an evil master at the time" isn't a valid excuse. Especially when these people often go above and beyond what is required for them to just not get shut down. They're active participants in the rot, don't fool yourself.

>>6719 >This was October of last year. Is that from the website or the Edge sidebar? Either way, creating images by asking Copilot in the chat isn't how you do it if you want any kind of accuracy, you need to open the designer sidebar. Copilot will mess up all the time if you try to create images like that. You also didn't write a proper prompt. Copilot creates images with guns in them just fine, except it doesn't know what guns look like most of the time. I can't show you right now because I'm not logged in on this device, and you can't use the designer unless logged in. >You need to hold people responsible for their own actions. Saying that "I was just serving an evil master at the time" isn't a valid excuse. Especially when these people often go above and beyond what is required for them to just not get shut down. They're active participants in the rot, don't fool yourself. As I said, you're naive. You don't understand real politics and pragmatism. This is the same as how /pol/ thinks. >Musk didn't say "nigger" so he's with the enemy This is why people with your views will never hold power also, but will remain irrelevant. You're the kind of person who'll object at gunpoint and get shot instantly, rather than acting to preserve your life in the moment to organize and come back when you have a chance to win later. This feels like a safety against stupid ideas spreading, people who hold them will either make themselves irrelevant by dying for nothing, or stop using the tools they could have used to their advantage, out of meaningless principle. I don't have an objection to this attitude as long as it's used by such people, so do carry on. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>6722 You care too much about the material, you're being ruled by it, rather than ruling over it. You think your one limited human material lifetime is important, you "value" it. That's why you lost, you can never see the full context with that blinder in place.

>>6724 You still didn't understand a word I said, lol. You think this is about your "one lifetime" and that you need to have material gain in this lifetime, because you believe you only live once, that there is no reincarnation, and that if there is, it's irrelevant and some far away myth that you can't rely on. You use this YOLO mindset as the basis of your decisions, and then you come up with the idea that you "at least didn't give in to pressure" when you're rushing into a swarm of bullets, dying a meaningless death on the frontline. You think you will become "immortalized as a hero" by acting like this, but no one remembers you and no one cares. Your soul just falls down into the eternal fire and you stay there, burning. That's you. I, instead realize that I will have a new life, many lives, and that I need to plan ahead. What I do now, is precious because of what permanent changes I create externally, as well as what things I cultivate internally and bring with me. This is the most important thing, so I can take temporary setbacks for this goal. I won't waste my life on meaningless principles, because I focus on the eternal, and on what I will bring with me, not on what remains in the material after I leave. I don't care about how anyone remembers me, because it's irrelevant to me after I left.

>>6725 Wait. Do you just not comprehend the concept of morality or higher principals at all? It seems as though you have an extremely warped and inaccurate view of why people choose stand up for what's right, and you're trying to reframe it into purely atheistic and materialistic terms to try and understand it. Blindness in the moral faculty would very neatly explain much of your behavior and outlook.

>>6726 Morality is the blinder men put on when they can't see reality. Women don't have morality because they have the physical origin of it in their body, it's called the womb. Because men lack this organ, when they fail to utilize their empathy and see that it's just this organ of a female which rules them, they try to mentally wrap themselves around the reason they exist. In doing so, they come up with this false theory, which they call "morality".

>>6726 Unlike the other smile poster I agree with you that ai and copilot are immoral pieces of garbage. They’re going to be used in the future to oppress national socialism.

>>4768 (OP) Anyone know anything about Kuji-Kiri? No I don't want to become a Ninja or a weeb wizard. I don't know much about eastern esotericism but it sounds interesting because of its origins I guess it's an advanced meditation with magic or something esoteric like that. I remember I saw several hand gestures while I played Mini Ninjas. Hiro one of the ninjas do a lot of hand gestures like this during magic spells/invocations. I love the Butterfly guides spell animation. Very dramatic and energic magic animations

>>6775 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sk8POUhLwM8 There was a vid with this guy where they asked him to explain the things from Naruto, may be this one, he said the hand signs are buddhist prayers performed before dangerous missions.

i honestly didn't think this place was still around (albeit in a slightly different form). I had asked about this on sunflower but the board died but.... Did i fully lock myself into something? a while back i had been talking about the stuff with my sisters and such but one particular night, i was taken by a group of unearthly women who were pale white, think i did initially resist but that unsurprisingly got quelled and i was taken to some other world(?) it was similar to earth but still different enough to be something else entirely, but everything looked victorian/middle ages era(?) i recall being in my true form, getting trained in magick, being a maid and learning the duties of a priestess in some temple or church like place. everything was weirdly... fitting almost like i belonged there more than i do here but then again it could have been part of "that great beyond" i was told about so that could be the reason. Anyway, some more time passed and i saw other people getting placed in this world as well but it felt everyone was getting shifted to that world and their memories were being wiped/retrofitted as if they were always there. For whatever reason that didn't work for me and i still basically had all my memories from here, i just recall the ladies in charge of the convent/group/whatever saying that because of my strong feelings(?) and thoughts about my sisters means i'll still have all my memories, of them and being in this current iteration of earth when i eventually die/leave here, i also saw someone who i assumed was my friend/master since they had a similar aura but it wasnt them (i dont think he'd use female form anyway) and i had asked him if he had something to do with but confirmed that it wasnt him as he was doing his own business around that time I'm not sure what i did but i have a feeling i probably did the choice and acceptance that shiva anon mentioned i needed to do?

>>6789 <tell her it is done <tell her she is one of us now <tell her we love her Just what they told me on a glance. I am not looking too deep they started talking the moment i looked at your post.

>>6790 Huh, So i really did achieve the goal that day... interesting

What is meditation? I mean, what is the core, most basic definition of what meditation is? I've tried to do sitting meditation for years now and I always wondered what I have to do. Then others said that I have to "Have a goal". But others say that you don't need a goal, you don't need "thoughts" e.t.c. Can anyone tell me what meditation is and how I can do it?

>>6794 This book >>1104 (1097) >Dharana Darshan explains it step for step, you just have to go through it and learn the methods along the way. Expect it to take years to reach the higher states. I used it as a supplement to Hatha Yoga Pradipika, also on that post.

Has anyone here evoked fringe girl? If so what was it like?

>>6797 >>6775 Something about that... >>4768 (OP) What if Japanese idols are actually performing a magical ritual while dancing and sing with hand gestures, evoking the spirit of youth and cuteness and that is why they are so mesmerizing like "magical girls"?

In what ways will nofap improve the energies in my astral body and my etheric body?

>>6852 You will need to start focusing the energies you are preserving by doing spiritual practice. If you nofap then use the saved up energies only to play videogames and doomscroll the web then you won't get much from the nofap. It will only generate more vivid dreams if you don't know how to direct the energies consciously. And it's not nofap that generates the energies but your physical body will be less focused on getting the necessary nutrients to restock the lost sperm and keeping you in a constant horny coomer state because of your porn addiction cravings. The goal of the nofap is to learn to be less focused on carnal desires. If you only focus on other earthly desires it won't do much. You will have to learn to focus on the spiritual to truly benefit from it.

>>6561 And the greatest rank is Hermes TRIPSmegistus. If we follow his TRIPchings we might make the QUINTSessence one day on this board. CHECK'EM if you want to GET'EM

>>6869 >If you nofap then use the saved up energies only to play videogames and doomscroll the web then you won't get much from the nofap. Is it a sufficient use of my energy to do the lesser banishing ritual of the pentagram every day with my no fap energies, and then spend the rest playing video games and doom scrolling? or do I need to put in more effort than that? With the intention of eventually doing more than that such as meditation and perhaps other cleansing rituals. I want to start moving in an upward spiral but I suck so bad at life. My room is a mess. I want to start cleaning it. The energy in my room feels really off. I am currently getting rid of all of the pee bottles in my closet. My room is a dumpster fire right now. It is really unclean. Maybe I can use my nofap energies to clean my room. I need to stop my mom from cleaning it for me because that way I'll never learn how to. Is the wikihow guide to the lesser banishing ritual of the pentagram any good?

>>6926 >My room is a mess. I want to start cleaning it. The energy in my room feels really off. I am currently getting rid of all of the pee bottles in my closet. My room is a dumpster fire right now. It is really unclean. Maybe I can use my nofap energies to clean my room Clean your room immediately! First of all. When you do LBRP and other rituals you are literally attempting to connect dimensions to manifest in your room. For that you require as much cleanliness as possible. You must not have any unnecessary clutter or trash around. Ritual places must be clean and spacious so you can move in it effortlessly. Every trash you have around obstructs the flow of energies. Especially pee or food leftovers/containers. They can clot energy, especially negative ones. If you have them around the energy will have to be purified that those things contain within themselves. Throw everything unnecessary and unclean out. And don't piss in your room. Piss and other bodily fluids cause problems when they are at the wrong place. Clean your room. That is necessary. After you room is clean do LBRP. The one on the wikihow is good enough for starters. And once you have a clean room physically and energetically you can start meditating. >then spend the rest playing video games and doom scrolling? or do I need to put in more effort than that? You obviously will need to put more effort into that but every step counts. Some people need to do a breakthrough with their ego issues to have the ability to overcome their addictions. Once you get good at meditation you will notice how distracting and useless the internet is but currently you cannot live without it. A thousand mile journey starts with a single step. Clean your room. That is an important step. Cleaning any place makes your energies dominant in it. If others clean it for you then it will be their energies that dominate the place but if you have trash around then the trash will be the dominant energy. Trash in ritual places are the magical equivalent of energetic microplastic. And piss contains too much negative energy. Bodily fluids create too many problems if kept around. While keeping strong alcoholic beverages around wards off spirits 1. Clean your room as much as possible 2. LBRP diligently 3. When you feel the energies calm try to meditate Then play vidya and such but try to avoid degenerate places and futile discussions. Try to focus on spirituality. The internet can be the greatest help for any aspiring neophyte but only if you use it the right way. If you use it for degeneracy then it will be your downfall.

this probaly was asked before but how much can the occult affect tech?

>>6935 A lot. Psychic powers and entity movements can fuck with electricity a lot. Programs glitch when I don't pay attention with my energy work then start working again when I settle down my energies. Many meditation guides tell you to turn off all devices before starting the meditative practice because it can disturb the natural energy flows. Then you have technomancy and technomagic which is all about figuring out the possibilities by combining magical practices and technology. It's quite the niche field.

Does anyone have knowledge of or experience with "Loneman Pai?" It caught my eye because of its emphasis on solitary practice, but became immediately obvious bad news, and probably as bad as FG if not worse. Supposedly there's an egregore that will fuck you up for using his information without permission, which I guess applies to literally everyone since he either died, faked his death or dematerialized depending on who you ask. Mostly I'm curious what the story is here and what his "winrar" actually contained since I can't find it anywhere which is probably for the best

>>6941 I don't recall the name, but I do recall a similar story. Someone I know online at the time had his books but hadn't paid for them. I looked at the files and they had a pretty nasty hex placed on them. From what I remember, that guy was said to have died, so I removed the hex. It was a bitch move to place it on a book, as that meant it couldn't be used after his death, since no one could pay him after he died, which is a bad case of gatekeeping. From what I remember the books were nothing special so it's not like it matters, but still...

>>6941 >>6942 >Hex on pirated books I pirated all my games and books... So maybe im very cursed and the hogwarts writers and magic copyright ministry must hate me. >Gatekeep All modern western magic it's just GD revamped with some teosophy and etc. But there are other books of magic but are on academics hands bacause of the historical context. That's the topic of Western Esoterism academics. >and other books of magical secret societies with other no GD or post-modern rituals? I dont know much about that but maybe there're others book somewhere or... in internet. Generally these people do thing on grades and practique initiations than books you know.

>>6943 >All modern western magic it's just GD revamped Aside from the CIA method at https://www.pasf.org/ which is a form of scientificised kabbalah, I haven't used a single "western" thing. Their manuals don't work, they're too obsessed with keeping people weak and compartmentalized to be able to teach or share any way to gain real skill. Freemasons can pull off some ritual magic, but it relies completely on if they have functional manuals that weren't perverted over time, as they don't know anything or have any ability to discern these things on their own. 18 months in FG and I had spirit telepathy developed from not even trying. After that it was just natural to work on the things I saw in my inner vision, with no training at all in this, I was creating astral artifacts after a few years. I didn't even know the word "tulpa" when I started working with them, it just came naturally. And FG is still a mess where 99% of practitioners can't follow basic instructions. Still lightyears ahead of western methods.

>>6946 The CCP banned FG because it's basically giving atomic bombs to monkeys, it's very dangerous. But higher beings don't care about that as long as a few people can do it right, especially when the world is ending from degeneracy anyway. It's the same as teaching gyan mudra in the open; this hand pose is harmful to any regular person because it creates the "promiscuity" mind wave and drags their minds into hell. It only works if you're detached from lust, where it allows a downward focused mental connection. But yogis don't care because 1 in 10 000 may do it right, the rest will go to hell anyway.

Throughout the history of /fringe/ there's only ever been one or two Falun Gong shills. Is there any actual merit in that?

>>6954 I honestly haven't seen anyone on /fringe/, only on /x/, and that guy was the worst example of a "brainwashed cultist". Trying to make an argument with him was impossible, he didn't even know the text of ZF and didn't seem to have read Li's later lecture transcripts. All he did was repeat the same phrases like "pls read the books" and "you're lying", "why are you lying" when I told him I've practiced actively for 12 years and know everything better than him, including what problems there are.

>>6934 I am slowly cleaning my room. How clean does it have to be before I start doing the lbrp?

>>6957 Enough that no ordinary mundane person would call it dirty. Make sure your piss bottles are all poured out and thrown in the garbage or recycle bin too.

>>6946 >scientificised kabbalah A while back I think you mentioned using kabbalah changed your perception of LED lights I may be misquoting you since I can't find the post Do you think I could stop these modern lights from hurting my eyes and blinding me at night by similar means? >>6954 It did wonders for me when I knew fuckall about any agendas behind it. Make of that what you will.

>>6965 >A while back I think you mentioned using kabbalah changed your perception of LED lights I can't directly relate it to "using kabbalah", since kabbalah is just a method for bible study, but it did happen during an intense study period. I've been doing this since ~2018 with low focus, it was only in the past 2 years that I made more of an effort of doing daily reading of the old testament and prayer. (To note; I don't "believe in" Christianity or Judaism one bit, but correctly performed rituals work because they are mechanically correct, not because you "believe in" them. So I simply performed Christian style prayer in the same way I'd do yoga; as a form of physical exercise which effects the energy flow of the body.) It was after one such session performed outside at one of the sites I use for esoteric practices, that I noticed my perception of strong lights was changed. The bare light bulb seen under the lampshade in my room didn't blind me anymore. The sun which was impossible to even look in the direction of, was no longer blinding. Bright, but the light looks "dimmed" somehow, and this effect is there with naked eyes.

>>6965 >It did wonders for me Falun Gong with the main book Zhuan Falun gave me all the relevant information I needed for 10 years of esoteric practice. The problem isn't in the qi gong or the book, it's in the person who wrote/channelled it and his followers. I could list a number of basic problems, but it would not make any sense to outsiders. There are a number of "lethal sins" in FG, which are named because they really do lead to very dangerous things. Yet many people will read it, then do exactly what they were told not to. It' amazing somehow, how impossible it is for some people to just follow instructions. One thing, to give an idea: You are not allowed to record yourself reading ZF or any of Li's lectures. Any reading should be done at the time of study, or the official mp3 read by Li himself, which are provided for free with voiceover in your own language, can be used if you need an audio book. Yet, one of the first things I came across with other practitioners, where CDs where a computer voice was reading ZF and it had been turned into an audio book. They used the (kind of Jewish thinking?) loophole that an AI voice isn't technically a person. Anyone would be able to understand the instruction of "read the book when studying, or use the official mp3:s, don't make your own recordings", but nah... There were tonnes of things like this. That's what fucked up the egregore and turned this into something very harmful.

>>6957 >How clean does it have to be before I start doing the lbrp? Clean enough to invite guests over. Because that is what you will do with LBRP. You link dimensions together where high energy beings will move through your room which will clean it. You don't want to offend those beings with your negligence. The goal is to have a room clean enough that you would call friends over for a sleepover. Clean enough that you feel comfortable and know others would feel comfortable within your room too. And to be able to walk the room in full darkness barefooted without stepping on anything. I did my rituals in pure darkness at the start. Helped me see the energies I am moving better and entities manifested more easily. But that is a personal preference. If you are not comfortable in pure darkness you don't need to do it that way. Also it requires your room spacious enough to be able to do movements without hitting anything. I don't know how big is you room but it feels somewhat small.

>>6961 >Make sure your piss bottles are all poured out and thrown in the garbage or recycle bin too. No, you mustn't! Read the greenpill on urine drinking. It contains the most vitual nutrients and is a powerful form of pranic nourishment. https://urotherapyresearch.com/resources/

>>6976 Only if you have the proper diet for it. If you eat goyslop tier artificial food then drinking your piss will fuck you up further. And never ever drink stale piss ffs I am 90% sure you are trolling and never drank your piss for a prolonged time tho.

>>6978 I am sure he is merely taking the piss

>>6976 I once drank my own piss because of kahn shilling drinking urine in one of his threads and it gave me cavities. At least it was a lesson never to drink urine ever again. It has also led to me being distrustful of anything kahn says. I regard him as a secret shill now

>>6980 Kahn was your average hippie magician. He was quite wholesome for a strayan. Wonder how is he doing nowadays. Never really watched his youtube channel either. Also to make urine drinking beneficial you need a special diet. No meat no artificial stuff or any kind of meds and a special nutritional intake that I never really researched on my own so far. I require meat eggs and milk for my grounding and cannot become a grass eater tree hugger pissomancer on my current level. I don't know a single person that drank piss for a prolonged time without completely losing it as time went by. It's not always the fault of the piss but they usually pick up every retarded meme tier hippie guru lifestyle choice and completely lose their internal balance because they have no idea what they are doing. If your body is a temple tier cleansed and divine I am sure drinking your piss can help but otherwise it is a mere industrial waste.50% ff the modern human population is on the level of industrial waste energetically. I am sure less than 1% of the human population has the proper clean energies for piss consumption lifestyle without attracting low energy parasites in the process

Is having a dream where you don't star in it and you're just a formless spectator and you forget that you exist much different than experiencing existence without an ego? What would happen if you became lucid during that sorta dream?

Hi there Anyone played this videogame? >Picrel What's the fringe deal with the history? looks normal to me. >But The name "Drowned god" sound eerie to me.

>>7021 >Anyone played this videogame? No

>>7021 >the history >looks normal to me Totally normal except when the dev and his wife got fcking stabbed to death I hate it when zoomers discover obscure shit and turn it into a meme. Kills the mystique.

>>7021 I want a Fringe games /v/ post but maybe videogames generally dohave that much pop-fringe or magic references (i saw back in time some crowley references in rpg and cult thing in games like silent hill but not that much, japanese are kinda into Gnostic-Buddhist-Apocalyptic tropes) the most fringe game i know is GTA: San Andreas with these aliens cults and hippies conspiracies everywhere. >Also I'm playing Clock Tower 3 and looks like the game have some Magic Squares (this of pic teleport you, you need to charge it with magic water, but the first magic square it's actually made when you enter this room, i dont know the others but there's a book that supposedly guide you how to make one in a short lore book excuse to find it... maybe the protagonist can make more squares) The game is kinda "fun" for being a clock tower (haunting ground is more good at this) but intense and to much brutal sometimes in history from child-fun mode to gore edgy sad mode in seconds. the first ghost little girl make me cry when we helped to find her father The strange thing is the name of the protag called "Alyssia" or something, sound like some occult shit and i dont know why. >Rule of rose This game is similar well... nothing occult in gameplay, but some damn child do sigils-seals or random draws in orphanage and bathrooms. the girl protagonist never explained wtf are these thing she just explained a eye draw at bathroom from orphanage, there's more draws at the airship bathroom i completed the game and explored everything, maybe the draws are just random or guide of one ep puzzle there's a child that like draws but it's not the same art style.

>>7046 I learned why they gave that name to the protagonist, it is related to "brightness" or something according to her grandfather. The game is very linear, I think I prefer the first one.

I remember I’d once read on 8/pol/, or was it /qresearch/, you don’t wanna know what a ghost is. This makes me wonder if a ghost is something other than the egregore of a person or the person’s actual soul.

>>7204 >This makes me wonder if a ghost is something other than the egregore of a person or the person’s actual soul. I am unsure how do you see egregores but I will try explaining what is a ghost. The body has layers. Like your clothes your skin your muscles etc. You probably heard of the astral body. When you die the connection of the body and the soul gets severed. The complex part is understanding the layers that exists between the material flesh and the immaterial soul. There are several layers that breaks down once you die. To attain siddhis/psychic abilities you need to awaken the subtle/energy body that connects the 2 while being alive. But the truth is you have those subtle or energy bodies within you already and they all serve vital functions. Once you die they start to decompose same as the physical body. And now this is where the problem starts. Ghosts and their ability to manifest. Why is it different everytime and for everyone? Once you die you sorta pass through several "reality layers". Depending on your attachments. "Hell dimensions" purgatories or purification realms are necessary to facilitate the flow of energies/souls. But in some cases the soul has "Unfinished business" that he needs to attend or the ghost lost it's connection with his "Origin" and wanders until someone or something reminds him to wake up or but in most cases ghosts decompose naturally and drifts away/return whence it came from. It's hard to explain why some people can and cannot see ghosts. Mostly because you don't always see it with your physical eyes. Manifesting for most ghosts in the physical is hard or painful. They require a well developed energy work to do that. Those that can do it at will are either close to you and already at high level spiritually or they are some weird Lich like beings that figured out how to "Keep themselves together". The reason why people close to you can manifest easily because souls can develop "bonds" and that can stabilize the manifestation. This is why attachments to the good things can help while attachments to the wrong things can doom you. TL;DR. After you die your soul sheds multiple layers that decompose the same way as your flesh. That is why Eastern traditions usually burn the body to help the soul to return into the cycle of reincarnation instead of being trapped in the decomposed body. While on the other hand keeping the body in a grave can help the work with ancestral spirits. Every land and country has it's own version of hell and heaven and they work differently and because of that ghosts materialize slightly differently Oh and if Qfags used the term "ghost" then it might refer to some secret military project or some other dumb shit. Also the average qfag is a 12 year old and they are probably still scared of ghosts BOOOOOOOO

It's been a while and I must admit I have not been doing the phone visualization thing like I should have. But last night I had a very interesting experience, During a sleep paralysis dream with a succubus. Her voice was in my head and it felt real. Like someone in real life talking to me. We had sex in the dream. Was this real???

>>7382 It most likely was; you should likely stay away from that succubus since many of them are sexual predators. You mind end up being an agency-lacking soul trapped inside of a bead she wears for tens of millions of years if you let her get to you.

no no I want to interact with her more deeply.

Will the lesser banishing ritual of the pentagram be sufficient for getting rid of succubi? I hate succubi so much I wish I had the willpower to live a life of ascetic celibacy. Can someone check if I have succubi, and if so banish them?

>>7386 Why do you think you have one?

>>7387 Because I can't stop giving into lustful thoughts. I want to be chaste.

Was meaning to post way sooner but have been sick and constantly sleepy (and frankly unmotivated to do alot of things)lately. I guess late one night when i was communicating with my sisters, apparently i heard different voice that's apparently our mother(?). She basically kept saying i'm closer to that other girl me/my true self so i''ll be able to hear her (my "moher") more and proceeded to tell me that "things are progressing as they should for now". earlier this week i felt them go into my human body or rather, did something akin to person putting their hands into a box feeling and checking something is still there and then groping/poking/prodding like a doctor. The other night i met a red haired woman and she had me look into her eyes, i felt that weird sensation on the right side of my neck like sunk their fangs in that area (it felt really good for some reason), when i looked into her eyes it felt like... i was being sent to another worldline/dimension where i saw 2 woman, they looked like these two but the one who looked like firefly (the white haired girl) was slightly taller and had proportions similar to raikou (purple haired woman). when i was sent there they were jogging and racing around a field and they told me to join them, i was running and such in a normally manner but then they wanted me to move... backwards(?) like they were doing. I have no clue what the purpose behind such a thing was but they kept saying that its important that listen and try to do it as best as i can so i obeyed. red haired woman who sent me there also said if i see or recall a certain phrase she'll happily send me back (she wasnt implying it as a bad thing or punishment, but the exact opposite), she had me look into her eyes again and said that since my current human body/incarnation in particular is very finnicky that when i see this phrase, sense or whatever, that i'll know because soul(subconscious?) will immediately recognize even if other aspects of myself aren't aware so for a bit i kept seeing random phrases and words written in a very abject form of cursive. the red haired woman her a red ring in the shape of a rose wi

>>7411 another weird thing was going on while i was away for the past few months, for some reason.. I kept seeing my human body melt and dissolve while still in it for a good bit. It was a very gruesome thing, that sort of caught me offgaurd admitedly. It happened a total of three times, 2 of which i vividly recall my sisters having me put into a new body(?) the third time i witnessed being put into something that looked like my current human body but it didn't take for some reason, because the person put inside of kept having nosebleeds and it was breaking down again. I also ran into the her/other me during the period that this was going on too but it wasn't anything too extreme, though she... made me kiss her feet while she had them covered in some kind amber looking honey/ambrosia for some reason and when that happened she stopped being completely hostile toward me, i guess some form of acceptance was achieved through this(?) ONe particular thing i do have a question about that i havent been able to figure out, even when attempting to look for outside help. what does it mean for an indivudual's personal history/timeline to get overwritten and how does that work?

>>6789 >>7411 >>7413 It's your favorite longpostmancer here. Use the awakening thread >>1759 next time. That is where I help others untangling their entity and awakening related issues. I will answers your question in that thread if no other anons answers it before me.

>>7416 Ah sorry, im still getting used to this board. I'll make sure to remember using that thread from now on

Can someone tell my succubus that she can force unlock my abilities?

>>7426 Tell it yourself

>>7427 How?

>>7428 She is "your Succubus" right? Beg for her to do it or something. If you are serious or desperate enough she might agree. If she is truly yours she will hear you. If not do it as long as it takes. Do it during night or by looking into the mirror or on your knees whatever. Whisper yell or repeat the thought in your head. Whichever feels better. You might get a reply if you keep it up. But there is like 90% chance you will go insane if she bruteforces the process so proceed carefully.

>>7382 What happened in the sleep paralysis, exactly? >>7388 That's more than likely an issue of self-control. If it were a succubus, they would be doing more to communicate with you. Have you been having any dreams with specific characters with traits that you desire? Are any of these dreams troubled? >>7428 They have ears, and if you already have "your" succubus which presumably you can speak with, then all you need to do is simply tell her what you want her to do and she will respond. Christ, you can't be that much of a noob.

>>7430 I mean I just asked her out loud so I have no idea how to get her to do it. Also in the sleep paralysis dream I talked to her a little bit and I fucked her missionary.

>>7429 Ill give this a shot.

To go into more detail about the dream. We connected through the dream and she was before me laying down. She spoke to me, its sounded as clear as someone speaking to me. But it was in my head kind of like telepathy. She said that she was my momma or something like that. I asked if she was a succubus that I summoned and she didn't answer. I got on top of her and fucked her missionary while in the dream.

>>7430 >Have you been having any dreams with specific characters with traits that you desire? no >Are any of these dreams troubled? no But come to think of it I can't really remember any of my dreams, at least not at the moment.

What does it mean if when I was in kindergarten I had an extreme obsession with Ancient Egypt? It went away as I got older.

>>7440 Perhaps you had a past life as an Egyptian.

>>7440 How obsessed were you with Ancient Egypt? It could be mere blood memory or a childhood phase.

>>7440 I have obssecion with ninjas as kid, the stealth and magic jutsus made my way into some cool heroe archetype in games and that (hiro) but i never turned into weeb japanese fan or something. I dont like naruto and anime-manga that much. Anyway i still like the pop ninja image and historical shinobi but still lame. These modern ninjas are just larpers and cringe oldmans. Modern soldier are into that but wich less mysticism... maybe solid snake come closer to that image lol >>7441 >>7442 >Egyptians You must be kidding me this guy called Thoth is called... >Θώθ Damn furry cultist...

Why is it that all that higher beings care about is learning? Is it because every reality is basically a dream, and the only part of it that actually affects you is the experience of it, and learning is a useful experience?

>>7491 Chaos. Chaos creates new scenarios, new power dynamics and new laws. What you considered as an unchangeable truth became invalid. Because of that everything that you held dear changed. You can prevent it by adapting to it faster. That is what "learning" is about. Adaptation. The ability to adapt and master any scenario no matter what. Also it staves of boredom. Eternity can get boring after a while you know. Btw I think they want you to learn and that is why they try to emphasis it's importance. They usually talk about understanding and clarity in my case.

>>7442 >How obsessed were you with Ancient Egypt? I asked my mom how much on a scale of 1-10 and she said 9-10. >>7441 >Perhaps you had a past life as an Egyptian. How do I know for sure though?

>>7441 >>7527 Maybe he had a past life as an Egyptologist :O >How do I know for sure though? You awaken the siddhis where you can see your past lives.

Is blood anon on here?