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Emotional Support Homunculus (or, the Life of Ergh) Anonymous 04/17/2025 (Thu) 20:51:23 Id: 3510ac No. 1407
I had posted a cringe first draft of this right before The Fall. Since then, it grew way bigger than I expected. Behold, a gothic rom-com monstergirl waifu. >TFW No Emotional Support Homunculus :'( We start with an incredibly lonely alchemist dabbling in homunculi, his motivations sadder than he’d like to admit. The principles have been well-trod; easy to grow, hard to sculpt, harder to keep alive. Those of a grim persuasion prefer undead minions, those of an ethical bent use golems and other constructs. Neither make for good company. Initial results...aren't great. A meat-puppet: Pluripotent cells grown over bone, tubing, and metal. Hairless and pale, all-black eyes, crouches like a spider, eats bugs, drools, blinks out of sequence. Also, it falls apart over the course of seven days and has to be rendered down and re-spawned (no kidneys/liver/glands). Not the "companion" he was aiming for, but it had the manner of a dog that speaks. “Like it here. Like you. Like being.” ___________ After a few more iterations, he's got something. Trying to give it some willowy grace, it comes out lanky but soft, soft enough it needs clothes to not distract him. To the degree that such things have gender, it's female. It stands up most of the time, though it's posture leaves something to be desired. It still drools and eats rats it catches in the dungeon (teeth are human, but the jaws open too far, purple tongue too long). A bit needy, as well. "We want to be good for master. Is Ergh good?” “Ergh” was a gurgle from it hawking up protoplasm, but the name stuck. It fetches, it carries, it asks questions and seems to understand the answers, the contours of its face are not-unpleasing. Also, it devours books, his modest library occupying it every moment it's not at his heels. Textbooks. Treatises. Travelogues. Trite bodice-rippers. He puts a second chair by the fire, the big, musty one that sat too long in the under-under-basement. It still degenerates over the course of a week; by day 6, unstable and delirious, day 7, it's leaking goo and in obvious discomfort. >“Everything blurry. You, face. Book, words. Us, inside.” He renders it down and doesn't spawn a fresh one for a while. But damn is it lonely in a dungeon lab beneath an abandoned manor in a haunted forest in a cursed kingdom. Reading of an evening becomes unbearable, as he looks to the chair by the fire where Ergh isn't. He comes up with a procedure that'll turn the one-week lifespan into maybe a month, extracting and filtering the humors, topping it up with fresh vitae-matter. Still has to get melted down and re-grown eventually, though. Some memories carry over between renderings, as he isolates brain fluid and uses it in the next iteration. ____________ It drools less, it's posture improves. One night, it finds a book of woodcuts, ladies posing in expensive dresses, faces lovingly detailed. Ergh looks from the pages to its reflection in a beaker. The alchemist watches. “No lines over eyes” >I tried giving you eyebrows once, but you wound up with fingernails growing out of your eyesockets. Silly of me, I always over-think. He retrieves a small wooden box, a cosmetic kit, left behind from an ill-fated tryst with a witch. “What is?” >Box of eyebrows. Ergh's box now “Gift sweet, you sweet. Means you care.” It draws, wipes the black marks off, draws again. "Is Ergh pretty now, Master?" He takes in it’s face, the round forehead, button nose, delicate chin. It blinks one eye, then the other. >Ergh already pretty. It inhales and gives him the lightest slap on the shoulder, smile radiant. “Liar. Face works better with box. Look.” it waggles elegant black lines. “What say?” >Skeptical? “Nooo” >Suggestive? “Cloooose” >...Saucy? A grin, a nod, a bitten lower lip. She turns back to the mirror, now applying something from a tube around her mouth. >Also, not liar. “Are” >Isn't “Is” She looks at him again, runs the tip of a purple tongue lightly around her mouth. “Red on lips tastes good. We try not to eat.” __________ The next time it, she, starts falling apart, he can't handle it. Tries everything keeps her alive for a few extra days. They're not good ones. She reaches out to him, running her fingers shakily over the back of his head, and he holds her other hand in both of his. "Don't mind going, so long as we come back. Hurts us we hurt you." Her voice is wet. Everything is.
[Expand Post]He goes half a year before he remakes her, this time with a liver. With that, and proper care, she lasts months. The degenerations hurt more, but happen less. They touch now, lightly but often. Hands to hands, palms to wrists, a knee against a knee. He takes deliveries of fresh books, she asks for volumes on cooking, plays (bawdy farces, mostly), and dry histories of accounting practices. “Fun to watch numbers dance, on page, in head.” __________ Ergh luxuriates in a cauldron by the kitchen hearth, humming a tune this her has never heard, cleaning off the protoplasm from her latest re-birth. A purple tongue sticks out between her teeth as she rummages around in the warm, fragrant water. The alchemist enters, holding fresh linens, averting his gaze in awkward politeness. Her black eyes follow him. Her tongue retracts. The rummaging pauses, then becomes slower, more…specific. A sponge floats to the surface, abandoned. >Enjoying yourself? He’s still looking away, arranging the linens on a stool. Her eyes roll back, the blackness now opaque. “...Yes…” her answer floats into a soft sigh. >Wouldn’t think you’d want to spend more time in a…vat The sounds he’s hearing make him pause, but they stop as he turns to the cauldron. Ergh looks back at him innocently. One eye blinks, then the other. “Warmer than between.” She raises a leg from the water, suds dripping from a long, narrow foot that extends towards him. “Humors clot in small bits sometimes. Rub?” >Why does this feel like a trick? “...Because is?” __________ The other scholars and practitioners are amused when he visits the Symposium on Forbidden Arts with her as a plus-one. A man with a cloak made of screaming faces sits next to them, talking around a mouthful of sweetbreads. >Your work really is impressive, it can use a knife and fork, it even looks hurt that I'm talking about it like it can't hear, excellent stuff. We all have our pets and slaves, but you've really gone above and beyond. Your obvious attachment to it is a bit unseemly, though. "Master, we should go. These people are bad. Not friends." >evil chortling intensifies Underneath the table, his hand takes hers, gently. A severe woman with a veil covering her lack of eyes she doesn’t need speaks of patronage in a patronizing tone. >If you can culture compounds of such quality, I know a sorcerer who’s always looking for medical serums. Henchmen need a health plan, and excruciated prisoners need to survive excruciation. Apparently his keep bleeding out too soon. The pair look to eachother while a thumb caresses a palm, unseen. Ergh shrugs, her frown lopsided. “Means more books? We know they not free.” __________ Ergh checks her eyebrows again in an alembic, adjusts her robe to barely cover her narrow shoulders. She’s done what she can with it; extrapolating from the woodcuts of elaborate gowns. It falls open scandalously as she bends down, one elbow on the table, chin in her palm, as she watches him work. “Clever fingers. Good for titrations.” A smile leaks into her voice >Good thing too, it’s tedious work, I’d hate to have to start over. Could you pass me the- His eyes drift laterally, then bulge. A bead of liquid falls from a dropper, making a curl of green smoke rise as it eats a small divot from the wood of the table. He turns his head to find their noses almost touching. She lets the moment stretch. He doesn't look away. Finally. “We want you.” >Uh….ah…I…you mean…abed? “Here, Floor. Now.” >Uh, what about rug? By the fire? “We compromise.”
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They awake to a thunderous noise from above. Ergh bolts out of the bedroom on all fours, leaving the alchemist disheveled, thrashing about in tangled sheets that cling to his sticky flesh. He clutches the muscles above his hips as they burn from unaccustomed use. Pulling on clothes, he finds her peering through the heavy door to the first basement floor. “The smokepowder and metal balls trap.” The air is a mix of sulfur, grit, and a growing charnel odor of exposed innards. >Godsdamned adventurers. Are any of them still alive? “One was. Then guts fell out. Why they come?” >Duke Revulsio wanted gas canisters that could be built into ballista bolts. Like a proud idiot, I put my maker’s mark on them, wound up a side-quest for everyone trying to take down the bastard. There’s a certain kind of hero that follows every paper trail, no matter how inane. “Ergh move bodies? Take stuff, put rest in vat?” >They’ll keep. Breakfast first. “Ergh make fritters!” she scampers away, on two legs this time __________ It’s a cozy evening before the fire. The alchemist yawns and stretches. >I feel like turning in. Ergh, would you like to be abed? Ergh squats in an armchair, holding a book at arm’s length as her eyes track across it ravenously. “...We learn about Salt-Peter. Peter is useful person.” >You…don’t…want to be…abed? He’s nonplussed. “Oh, that. Ergh play with Master later.” She judges the remaining thickness of the book. “Tomorrow. Peter has many uses” >Oh…good, actually. I’m a bit sore. “If we want a break, we wake you up.” __________ Ergh crawls on the bed towards the alchemist, expression sultry, black eyes gleaming, black robe hanging open "How does master want us? Above? Below? ...Behind?" >What does Ergh want? (A pause, then her tongue invades his mouth, wetly, as she pushes him down onto the bed) "Want your tongue. To start." __________ Another re-gifting. It's become a ritual, like the refreshment of her humors >Now you can give yourself eyebrows. "How many times?" >What do you mean? "We've done this before, the gift, your sweetness. How many times?" >...at least six. "What are we to you?" >... He can’t answer. Her eyes look hurt. No, worse: Disappointed. “Why are we here?” >...Every time, I swear I won't bring you back again. Then I break my promise. I always miss you too much. “Your promise is selfish. We want to stay.” >It hurts me when you go. “We melt. Every time. Still want to stay.” She glares, arms crossed, half pouting, half hugging herself. “Ergh didn’t get to choose to be. Ergh gets to stay.” ________ “A-Ah! mmmmhgrrrrrrr.” Her piercing cry slips into a sigh, then settles into a low purr. “Thank you, Master.” She turns on her side, curling up in profound satisfaction. “Ergh done.” The alchemist wipes his mouth, enthusement receding to confusion. >But I haven’t- “Ergh. Done.” __________ "We found her. In storage, under the acid-trap room." >[ The alchemist doesn't look away from his work, but he winces. Shit ] Found who, my dear? "Me. An old me. Head cracked open and empty. Floating, in a big jar. What happened to her?" >I...I extracted your essence and kept the body for study. You had started decaying, “But wasn’t gone yet”
[Expand Post]>You said yes to it! If it would help you ‘stay’ next time, yes. “She said yes to be studied. Not to stay in jar forever.” >Things in jars get studied! I've learned so much since then, gotten so close to a working nephritic organ. Next time- "Put her in the ground. Or melt her. Please" >It's not you. "We know. She's an old meat puppet, a broken toy." >That's unkind to both of us, Ergh. You're the culmination of years of work, mine and yours.- "WE WANT HER TO REST." _________ Sometimes, Ergh collects all the linens, furs, and quilts she can find, and makes a piled nest of them before the fireplace. They spend most of the day there together. A long, slender arm reaches out from the pile, grabs a chunk of cheese from the platter nearby, then retracts. “Our favorite spot” >Why? “Not sure. Something nice happened here, we think. Like being close to it.” >Ah, the first time- “We had you. That’s it. She was lucky girl.” _________ Ergh creeps through the manor basement, left intentionally abandoned-looking to deter peddlers and missionaries. She pounces—long arms flashing out to snatch something small, squeaking, and full of humors. “Got. Sweet thing.” she whispers. Outside, three figures—scapegraces all—do their own creeping in the last light of evening. >Those goons in the spiked armor come round sometimes. Bringing or taking outlay. Must use this place as a cache. A young woman in a shawl and tall, well-worn riding boots heaves open the heavy cellar doors. Inside, Ergh’s jaws open too far, easily accommodating the entire front half of the rat. As the woman lifts her lantern, its beam catches something hunched among the broken wine racks. It wears a black wool dress, slit high enough for it to perch on its haunches. As the light falls over it, it turns to face her—skin the white of beachstone, blood smeared across chin and jaw, lips parted in a soft ‘o’. In its clasped hands, it holds a wet lump of grey fur. It smiles cautiously. The teeth are human, but stained red. “You want?” It proffers the other half of the rat. The woman takes in the scene for several long moments. The thing winces as it continues to proffer the rat, unsure how to proceed. Calmly, she sets down the lantern, closes the cellar doors, picks the lantern up again, and turns away. >This place is cursed. We’re leaving. “But Edith, we haven’t—” a young man a the frilly shirt objects Someone of indeterminate sex and indeterminate hairstyle eyes the cellar door in concern. Edith doesn't turn fully, just speaks in profile. >We’re leaving. Her tone brooks no argument. _________ >I worry you should hate me. “Don’t” >I’m not sure you can. Your nature- “Can. Did.” >Oh…when? “When you waited. Want to be with you. Need you to come back. Not fair that we need you for that. Would rather just be with you, not need you.” A colleague visits to collaborate on an order of Creeping Fire for the Screaming Despot of Urgesh. The other dark scholar watches Ergh leave the lab, her robe swishing, then speaks, both hands resting on his cane. >You made it for bedding, yes? "She's a servant and assistant and helpmeet. And friend. Her intellect is on par with a clever journeyman, and every iteration retains additional knowledge. She'll be mixing the sulfur compounds for the batch. >You're not fooling anyone, I saw its arse. Lifespan? "Maximum lifespan of an instance is over sixteen months now, with bi-weekly flushes and filtering. Used to be semi-weekly for three months. The nephritic organs I made could probably go in a human with some tweaking." >Ah yes, your old, worthy work. Hard to improve the human condition when you're burning them alive for the Urgeshi, but altruism doesn't pay tithes. Does it still eat rats? "The rat-eating remains an...endearing quirk." >And...the bedding? (a door creaks open) "We hear you" (Ergh enters the lab, pulling a handcart of carboys. She sashays over to the men, placing a narrow, long-fingered hand on her master possessively) "The bedding is vigorous." She smiles, eyebrows raised in feigned innocence. "Sometimes we scream. Again, tonight, Master? When the rude man leaves?" The alchemist’s face reddens, the other man beams, eyes twinkling with mirth. His cane taps the floor decisively. >I've come around. She's an absolute treasure. ________ "Want to stay with you. Sorry I can't." Clear, viscous humors leak from Ergh's eyes. They're leaking from everywhere. >I know. “Bring me back. No waiting like last time. You promised" >Not until I'm sure of the new organs. They're almost perfect, more tests- "No waiting. Waiting is worse than this. We miss you, between. We know when you wait. You change, go grey, get sad." >I can’t do this again. I lose you, every time. "We lose you when you wait.” __________ Ergh reads by the fire, the Alchemist in a chair next to her, his expression a bit distant, his grey hair going white. >Did you do the procedure today? You need fresh aqueous vitae every- "every waning moon. And white bile every third. I filtered last week, no cast-off tissues, just humors." >...I'm repeating myself, aren't I? "You care. It's sweet." She reaches out a hand to him, he takes it and kisses it. >Five years? "Seven" A weight visibly falls from his shoulders. >You don’t need me anymore, then. Her hand caresses his cheek “Best gift. Better than eyebrows.” She pauses. “Still want you.” __________ The colleague comes calling again, his cane no longer for vanity. >How is he, my dear? "He has good days" >Is this one of them? "Good enough. Just got worse, though." >Thank you, I get such perverse validation from being disliked by a woman of character. "Come in, pay your respects. This is the last time, yes?" >I think so. Traveling takes quite a bit from me, these days. …I envy him, you know. Not the embuggerance, of course, the- "Me. I know. Thank you." __________ >Why is it dark and dank down here? Am I in a prison? "This is home, Master. I'll light more lamps, bring in a brazier." >....Thank you...uh...Miss...um...damn. "Ergh. It's okay. We've done this before. Maybe you'd like some outside later? I'll ready the chair." __________
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>A pale woman came into town today with a body on a cart. Paid the priest in gold—full funeral. She’s…odd, but fancy. All in black, made up like high society. curious townsfolk gather in the churchyard as the coffin is covered in dirt. >The old man...he was your father? Husband? She ponders the question. "...Yes?" >(eyes bulge in horror) "Adoptive." >(The eyes bulge slightly less, sidelong glances are exchanged) "He was very kind to me." She says, in a tone of defensive finality. “I want him to rest.”. _______ The pale woman with the black eyes buys a storefront in old coinage, opens an apothecary. A suitor or two sniffs around, but something always scares them off. Years pass, someone in town takes delivery of a periodical on Natural Philosophy, opens it by mistake before sending it to the apothecary. It has the name on the grave in it, and hers, under "The Treatment and Regeneration of Nephritic Tissues." _______ The Plague comes through, again. The town weathers it better than most, but no one hears from some outlying farms all winter. The pale woman goes out to check in the spring, comes back with a filthy, feral child. It creeps on all fours, it bites, it snarls. Under the grime is a black-haired little girl. _______ The pale woman doesn't run the apothecary anymore, says her joints ache. She barely looks different than when she arrived in town years ago, maybe a few more lines on her face. Instead, a dark-haired woman mixes powders behind the counter, while a freckled man haggles, looking to her before making the final deal. _______ Two women stand by the grave in the churchyard, one dark-haired, one pale. >You still miss him? “He gave me all his love. Didn’t keep any for himself. The first thing I remember is being sad for him, wanting to give some back. Giving makes you feel real” _______ The pale woman rests by the fire, reading, her skin stretched thin like parchment. Small children play as they babble to eachother, repeating the half-understood gossip they overhear. A dark-haired little boy speaks with all the authority of a four-year-old, faint freckles on his face: >Grandma used to be a puppet, but she got better The pale woman smiles. She licks her finger with a purple tongue that's just a little too long, and turns the page.
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Pretty good anon. Is this an actual fetish like the third pic in the op implies? Lot of effort to put into it
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>>1413 > Is this an actual fetish like the third pic in the op implies? Lot of effort to put into it That's me being self-effacing. If you mean did I type it one-handed, no. If you mean do I have a weakness for the subject matter, then yes. So, fetish in the sense of "embarrassingly specific to my interests."

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I seem to have wound up in a fit of creative possession, possibly due to 4chan withdrawal. Attached in a PDF for easy reading, with thematically-appropriate images. I consider it an ode to Fragmentary Fiction, the lost /tg/ of old, and to the experience of having loved badly and only understood it years later. And to autistic women. This is the story finished for all intents and purposes. I could imagine removing or trimming down scenes, but not adding any more. Would love critique on what could do with cutting or what wound up redundant.
Truly Final version.


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