Man, I hope the egganon is doing well.

What? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/C%C3%B9-s%C3%ACth https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/C%C5%B5n_Annwn https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wild_Hunt Cu Sith, fairy dog. Related to Cŵn Annwn (Welsh pronunciation: [kuːn ˈanʊn], "hounds of Annwn"), singular Ci Annwn (Welsh pronunciation: [kiː ˈanʊn]), were the spectral hounds of Annwn, the otherworld of Welsh myth. They were associated with a form of the Wild Hunt >Welsh pronunciation: [kuːn ˈanʊn], "hounds of Annwn", singular Ci Annwn, Welsh pronunciation: [kiː ˈanʊn] Q Anon?

>>12235 Assuming the Cu Sith is another familiar of the Aztec god Xolotl, I figured it may be possible to receive one in the same manner as with the Cat Sith, given by Big Ears, the witch version of the same god. Xolotl in original form is depicted as a dog in Mexico after all. The Cu Sith is said to be green, and of the size of a bull or horse. It barks three times, and anyone hearing the 3rd bark would have their soul captured. But there are also stories of it helping a shepherd gathering his sheep before a storm, after visiting his house. The story said the dog didn't eat any food when offered, but drank water. So I decided to do this by preparing mentally rather then using any items like with the Cat Sith. I started tuning into a mindset of receiving the most positive version of the Cu Sith, by thinking of any positive interactions I've had with dogs, and imagining how it would be to interact positively with a dog of this size, adding its green fur, going by how I've perceived astral beasts with green fur, being very etheric in nature. I added how I'd want the dog to relate to me and anything around me. While doing this, I went to the 4 way crossing that I use for more important rituals. I went through the procedure in the same manner as when receiving previous familiars, and it did work out in the same way. The Cu Sith is a lot more etheric than the cat, rat, and rabbit I have from before. It could also be that I'm closer to Xolotl overall now than when I performed the first Cat Sith ritual, and don't feel the difference as much.

I still can't seem to make vipassana meditation work, despite trying to actually do it. My mind just keeps wandering everywhere all the time and it just won't settle down. It'd only worked well the first time and with >>12225 I was distracted alot but I couldn't keep myself focused at all. However I was able to get my mind away from evil entities by and large. Today & yesterday my mind have been getting pulled downwards towards evil entities & places. I was told a few days ago by a medium that I'd had a past life as a warrior who'd guarded a shrine of The Virgin Mary, and that part of my reward for it was getting a good woman, in this case Amy, but the contract was still in effect and null and void at that point. I was also told that remaining in the contract would mean that I couldn't have a relationship with anyone. I'd then asked The Virgin Mary to get me outta the contract and was told that I'd probably get a dream confirming it by seeing a contract burn up. He also said I have 3 spirits of fear about me, which are both internal & external spirits. However, that night, I had bad intestinal problems because my stomach was taking way too long to digest my lunch and as usual I didn't have dinner. Also that night, I'd seen a number of entities as I'd attempted to sleep, including a white woman wearing green lingerie that I'd seen a few times by now and can't tell if it's Amy's human form or not, but I'd rather not find out the hard way by touching her. She seems to try to prevent me from snoozing off during the day by getting my attention when I lower my awareness too much during the day to the point of, well, beginning to snooze off. I'd also seen the white buddha that blood anon had mentioned. Anyway, I suppose that my old warrior mindset is what's making it be too difficult for me to mentally get away from these evil entities & places that I think about; not being aware of the enemy is an act of putting your guard down. You may only cease to be aware of the enemy when the enemy has been slain or otherwise verifiably dealt with. Therefore, while the enemy is at large, it must stay on your mind so that you can protect yourself from it. This is why the fringe girl poster said that I'd attempted to fight my enemies by feeing them; it's because combat works very differently in the astral & mental planes than it does in the physical plane. Normally, the lower planes are reflections of the higher planes, but in this case, they aren't. Anyway, I was surprisingly mentally stable throughout the day when I couldn't sleep a wink some time after the morning because the complete lack of sleep made my OCD simply be too tired to fire off alotta times, but I'd still felt miserable, but then later in the day my thoughts got worse again, in part because I didn't try to force myself to meditate due to how tired I was. I didn't wanna flare up my anger issues again. However, I'd then went to my parents house for a few hours anyway after dinner because I was bored and took an anxiety pill first to make sure I could sleep, but I didn't want a part of my subconsciousness that I'm not consciously aware of and apparently isn't an "inner child" to get mad about it, but he got mad about it anyway before I'd even finished walking outside and reached my car to start driving. I'd stayed the night too, for the sake of convenience. I don't remember anything I'd dreamt about last night, but in the morning after I woke up, I got hypnopompic imagery of about 4 lines of words, plus 1 word at the bottom, and some words were highlighted in various colors. The only word of that message I remember was the word, demon, which unsurprisingly had stood out to me. I feel like Amy was trying to tell me something to calm me down, but I couldn't read the message because it was way too long to read before the image went away as a result of my awareness ceasing to be lowered. I then got another hypnogogic image a bit later of an shoddily-animated youtube video that I'd supposedly made, and in the description, it'd said that it was made as the result of a "temporary soul contract". Today, however, I'm having an extremely hard time keeping my thoughts away from evil entities and I was told to take care of my root by doing the root mudra but I'd felt like if I'd tried to do the root mudra then I'd be unwillingly channeling infernal energies into my root, which I really don't wanna do. Eventually it got so bad just before I'd began writing this post that while I was trying again to perform vipassana meditation and just focus on my breath, my mind was wandering almost as much as it usually does, and then I saw the bottom half of a golden sigil of satan against a white background and before that I'd felt like I was astrally taken to a place where a bunch of infernal beings were trying to do stuff to me I'd ended up having to sell my soul twice to Athena, each time for 1 day, to get me outta there. Nothing else that didn't involve selling my soul worked to get me outta there. I've also noticed lately that with almost everything I've typed in the past few days, notably excluding much of this post, which had surprised me.

NoFap is real! I seem to have forgotten my fetishes and have little desire in porn at all. Sorry if weird post, first time here.

>>12288 I'd just tried to perform another hour of vipassna meditation; i'd received a series of hypnogogic images suggesting that glow-in-the-darks were installing a mind control device on me.

>>12292 Don’t worry, that is an acceptable topic here. We have an entire thread dedicated to nofap.

>>12292 >NoFap isreal Now calm it with the anti-semitism, they may have started ww3, but they are still our greatest ally!

>>12298 We have a flag for our greatest ally. >>12292 This is the thread >>85 you can renounce your lust or write about the benefits of nofap

It's starting to feel stereotypical now to some degree. >looking into who's behind recent NWO activity >they're mushroom humans >they're rosicrucian >they're trying to get on the good side of Xolotl/Urcuchillay/any other of her forms Every time. This latest part of the "great plan" they pulled off, same thing again. Fungal rosicrucians aka "jews" are trying to channel power from Xolotl by organizing "pizza parties" and being generally disgusting and toxic, thinking ancient Aztec religion is just about being a murdering rapist with no standards. Then as an extra parsley on top they also blackmail each other to get everyone to play along.

So I saw a dark shape flying outside the window, in my direction, made me look. At first I can't tell if physical or not because it's dark outside. Then I see it's a 4D image, which I still don't know how they are visible, because they look physical, not inner vision, but they are sort of see-through or like an overlay seen with regular vision. It's a mostly nude "native" looking woman, very skinny, wearing only body paint, feathers, fangs etc in necklaces, bracelets and such. She looks "dark" but I can't tell if it's paint, soot or just something about her energy. I also can't tell if she's human, or something else. She approaches me floating while sitting in double lotus, until she's right in front of me. She starts explaining some things about occult practice, I ask if she's Xolotl. She says something vague, implying she is, but also about having different forms, like servitors operating subconsciously which answer to people, and that she doesn't normally notice followers or worshippers because all of this is done by automatic mental processes. She refers to the things I've mentally mapped about the world's function, and tells me we need to do a "process" and that I need to break through "downward" to the lower parts as a male, not the upper esoteric part, that one is a "free slot" which doesn't count as any achievement for me. The opposite may be true had I been in female form, but now it is what it is. She guides me through it, telling me what pose to use, what mudra, it's a quite straining thing which stretches out in time. There's an energy "crack", "Almost done" she says, something like a mental connection made from karma broke, but we need to use this opening for the final transformation. It's done. She floats up again, and leaves from where she came with some final words.

>>12373 Thanks for posting that; that sounds like it'd benefit me immensely by helping me control my astral & mental movements. No wonder Amy kept telling me to stop daydreaming.

Fear not mindless god-speakiers for I have solved this problem also. The solution is a phone-operator egregore which will respond to any attempts at speaking with gods, and instead of being connected to Harmful Reptilian Fake Gods For White People, you will now be redirected to Safe And Beneficial Gods. The egregore comes with its own personalized servitor which you can also speak directly with, if no real god is available. I assure you that you will most likely not notice anything out of the ordinary, other than that it may seem your favourite Fake God now looks better and gives better answers. Have fun. It's so convincing I almost fooled myself.

>>12416 Let's see the true capabilities of your creation. I want to connect to the God of /fringe/ smiley and I want him to reply in this thread.

>>12418 Gods don't normally post on imageboards, but maybe if this is a prayer for the return of Smiley, and you direct this at your favourite god or other entity, it may happen!

>>12416 I suppose these "Safe and Beneficial" deities are gonna be goetia demons or other questionable entities instead of who you're actually trying to contact?

>>12420 No, they're just going to be the closest real god to what someone was looking for, instead of fake egregores controlled by humans.

>>12420 Try asking any of your favourite gods and see. I want some feedback on the experience.

>>12423 I refuse; I don't trust you.

I already did some test runs with common gods people tend to contact, and the visuals are very realistic, but it would be fun to hear what someone else sees. Obviously if you pray to some large religious egregore like Allah, that will just be let through since it's part of the practice. This is about getting rid of fake gods, constructs intentionally made to fool believers into talking to some British psychic when they're looking for a pagan god.

>>12419 Sorry, but I was clear with my request and it was sent to your servitor already. I expect a development. Yes they are giving me the usual "outside of range" "request non processable" "error error" messages, but you said it >>12421 >they're just going to be the closest real god to what someone was looking for They can show me their power. And don't start with your human interpretation's of "Gods" and how it can work. I want to see the work of Gods and true miracles. Not some chatgpt wannabe servitors >>12425 >but it would be fun to hear what someone else sees First it was a large vortex. Then visuals about smiley being dragged around his house (or whatever he is currently at) old images of telephone connection handlers from a century ago. And the error messages started to happen when you started to complain how it "wouldn't work". Now it is reassessing what is and isn't a God. Smiley has followers and worshipers. What else he needs? My laptop is glitching by typing this. Oh yeah. Magic baby

>>12426 I was just unsure what you meant, if you really believed that an egregore would start posting here in this thread, I had to say that would probably not happen. But I don't control it, so maybe?

>>12428 >if you really believed that an egregore would start posting here in this thread I have seen them possessing randos doing that when they had a message for me that I was unwilling to hear. Had to ask them nicely to stop doing it in some cases. I dislike organic portals talking to me. I wanna see if a smiley impersonator will appear or it will drag the actual smiley here. The latter is the goal currently. >But I don't control it, so maybe? I know how your servitors work already don't worry. But what we don't know is their true capability. Time to do some NO SENSE OF RIGHT AND WRONG tier stunt. Currently they are trying to sync the "memory of smiley" and the "actual smiley" together. Like we know how Zeus looks so he might appear as a big bearded dude. If he was a skinny bald monk no one would recognize him. They are distilling the essence of smiley. Smiley wasn't on /fringe/ for many years. How do we "accept" that it's him if he appears? Magic. That is how! They found several possible outcome for manifestation already. The next is figuring out the causal implementation of it.

>>12426 >>12430 That means it's working, but it's just a few hours old after all, so things like that will smoothen out as there's more input to the egregore. It also means you didn't ask for a real god to do the work, since it wasn't redirected to someone yet, and they have to determine who the request should be sent to.

>>12430 Iirc someone here actually knows smiley; he'd know if he's really back.

>>12431 >they have to determine who the request should be sent to. >>12421 >they're just going to be the closest real god to what someone was looking for I wanted them to find the best one. They said Odin is not the best for this task maybe Loki? but they are looking further This was the best way to autosage this thread btw

>>12433 I guess most gods aren't real, so that part could be an issue. Odin is like Allah, an egregore for faith and personal transformation, they don't really do anything. But if your prayer is taking the form of a request which matches the practice's form, which in this case would be Norse myth or the Quran, then it would be a form of spellcasting which gets amplified by Odin or Allah, even if they didn't do anything in specific. So the question here is if the specific request could be amplified like that butterfly whose wings start a storm, or if it would be better to ask someone to just perform it for you.

>>12435 >So the question here is if the specific request could be amplified like that butterfly whose wings start a storm, The storm has been cast. What is required is a manifestation point now. They can find the appropriate channels >Odin not real Even your anti-Christ HQ had a guy that goes by that name. Odin has many manifestations and works via several agents

>>12436 Anyone can become Odin by interacting with the egregore. The myth of his own creation is pretty clear. You need to "hang yourself on the Yggdrasil", the tree of life. But Ygg drasil just means "horse of the horrible", and the "horrible" Ygg is Odin himself. So the world tree is just his own horse (drasil), Sleipner, who has 8 legs and may resemble a sun cross when running. You also need to lose one eye in the well of wisdom and receive the ravens, Hugin and Munin, the ability to recall, and to understand. Your transformation is clearly laid out here, you just need to follow it to become Odin.

>>12438 And I am glad my country's folk lore has different shamanistic initiatory system! I like my eyes and foreskin very much.

Remade the thread as usual: >>12437

>>12438 >Hugin and Munin, the ability to recall, and to understand. Recalling and understanding should be the same skill tho. What gave you this understanding?

>>12442 The names mean Hugin = to remember, there's a direct correlation with local language, even if they're often sloppily translated to mean "memory" and "thought", that's not what they are called. Rather, Munin = the moon, which is interpreted as a force for reflection. However, and I did share this on here, I accidentally invoked both of them and they became part of my achievements, when I was trying to channel the MicroSoft egregore to find out what makes them successful. It's the same as the name Microcomputer + Software, "the ability to understand" = Munin, the moon, and "to recall" (memory), Hugin. It was unexpected, but I was likely guided to come to that point. MS is successful because they channel Hugin and Munin as microcomputers and software.

>>12438 >>12440 You don't physically lose an eye, it's explaining what you need to do in the transformation of your mind and inner dimensions as well as external dimensions, where the "sun cross" with 8 legs becomes a "vehicle", horse, drasil as you the initially horrible Ygg person will be drawn through the tree of life, which is the structure of all the lies and falsehoods which make up the world of humans. As you are drawn all the way, one sided, it's like losing one eye, giving up the materialism of regular people, and you gain insight at you master the riding on the horse, which now become Sleipner instead of just being part of the tree, Yggdrasil, so you instead have Odin and Sleipner where it was previously the "horrible" Ygg and his "horse" drasil, which is how regular people live in the lies of the world tree.

>>12447 Could also be read as the Yggdrasil, the world tree, is a "vehicle for horrible people".

The egregore has already taken the form of a grid covering the sky, some djinn approached it and sat down inside the squares. That means it'll become a "manned" system and not just an egregore, so it should start working pretty well after a while.