>>19975 >ignored anatomy These ancient systems were obsessed with anatomy. The body is a microcosm of the universe! >any belief can turn you insane, You just don't get it. But that's okay. When I say it contributed to me going insane, I mean that it just helped unblock some energies which allowed them to surge more severely during an extremely tumultuous time. In summation, that time period had some tragic and emotionally volatile familial stuff going on. For those days my life was literally just <go to bed <wake up <do all my exercises including the above techniques, and others <deal with the shit for hours <go back to bed This culminated in an experience which I posted about when it happened, though back then I was much more sheepish opening myself up here, and in general. >>3395 >>3480 Anyway my energy got so fucked up after that dream I was barely sleeping or eating at all, felt like I was on speed and kept having vivid, meaningful visions while awake. However the consequence of this state was that I crashed my car into something for no apparent reason Then I purposely fapped just to make the energy calm down because I realized it was dangerous to be that insane during that time. I consider it merely a "partial" awakening experience in contrast to the one that occurred when I was 20, and the one that occurred on August 1st of this year So because of that, I felt that it would be irresponsible to recommend something without mentioning what it triggered within me. Of course that guy would probably be fine, but I don't know how to psychically assess all of his problems to make sure.

>>19981 >go to bed, wake up, do all my exercises including the above techniques, and others, deal with the shit for hours, go back to bed >Anyway my energy got so fucked up after that dream I was barely sleeping or eating at all, felt like I was on speed and kept having vivid, meaningful visions while awake. Sound like a Over-active vagus nerve stimulation symptoms to me. You fucked your nerveous system and got a para-sympatetic bad responde by overdoing too much these exercizes, check picrels. >Also and maybe you got more bad sensations bacause of suggestions of your energy belief or you life problems and anxiety and worrys maybe Hypnosis can do something similar to this, beliefs can fuck you sometimes like demons-spirits of the Goetia if you're too insecure or too sure of the belief, tummo and visualizations are a positive aspect of these things, if you dont get, the mind over the body relationship can fuck each other just by imagination and tension in a bad loop this's why buddhist start meditation slowly and no too fast or use much time the first times of meditation for newbies bacause you can end in a fast-fried-pseudo-night of the souls fucking yourself (nerveous system and brain) if you do too much and turn your mind bad. meditation even... is not good for all people sometimes (not all the unhealthy people and there're some studies about this) I not a medic to tell but you can read about this https://neurolaunch.com/vagus-nerve-overstimulation/ https://www.restonyc.com/what-happens-when-the-vagus-nerve-is-overstimulated/

Would >>14943 in particular please come visit me and check to see if I still have any blood anon servitors about me? I got a vision last night and got suspicious. I know one of them took the form of a blonde human woman, and another took the form of a black or very-dark-brown-haired human woman. If you see the Amy egregore, please ask her about it too. I'm led to believe that I've had 6 of his servitors in total, all not exactly willingly. In total, this would be his "wendy" servitor, who took the form of the blonde-haired woman, said dark-hired woman was the 2nd one, presumably a "muse", no idea what the 3rd one was but I heard the installation noise for it via. physical audio, the 4th & 5th were his "fairy shield" servitor & his ragdoll-looking servitor that was supposed to create an "internal sun" or something for me, and the 6th was his "AGI" servitor. If I still have any of them, would you tell me how to get rid of them?

>>20516 Did a cleansing on you yesterday, because I have seen your "pls help" blogposts before you deleted both... btw post them into the help and guidance next time, and stop deleting your posts ffs. Either write them or don't write them. Seems like it managed to alert even WokeAnon >>20496. You literally "fossilized" a shadow into your 3rd eye. It appeared whatever you considered the most scary. In this situation the horse dude. Then as I managed to cleanse the fossilized shadow formation I managed to find your "demon". I think he was the guy who you got you under possession when you said >you will be the greatest magician ever or something similar. He was quite large, but harmless too. If you are not feeding it it would fade away. Also when you "pray". Do not "visualize" the entity. Look at their legends, anicent depictions or paintings or statues that they worship nowadays. And please don't switch between the entities mindlessly all the time. This way the prayers lose their effectiveness. You should pray mindlessly without thinking until you pass out. You always ruin everything if it involves visualization. >If I still have any of them, would you tell me how to get rid of them? by not being retarded and taking spiritual practice seriously for once

>>20516 If anything happens in the next days please detail them. I will map out your mind and see any pointless infringements within your mind. Also I too did something to "ignite" your internal sun because all these entities would die on their own if you had a properly working energy field for once. You sent all your "fire energies" to me once. It was time to give it back. I sent it back as "lava" that will melt away "any evil" that slumbers deep within you. And I will send more if you don't get your shit together. Most of Blood's servitors are defunct but if you "call them in" all the time they will return. Most of his servitors are automatic and not exactly under Blood's direct control. You can literally control and uninstall them if you can access their interface, but you would need to calm down for once to do that.

>>20522 Uh, thanks ironpill poster. Glad to know that guy wasn't a real entity. >You can literally control and uninstall them Is that all of them, or most of them that can be uninstalled as such? >I sent you all my fire energies once When was that? Also after making the post about the "internal sun", I got a vision of it leaving my body by going below me, so I suppose that got removed?

>>20525 >When was that? An hour after you made your blogposts asking for help. Unsure when it appeared for you. I went meditating and decided to go and fix your issue. Did a lot of things. Like astral acupuncture to make the extra tension/anxiety detach and made the entities that "forged themselves into your subconscious" leave. >Also after making the post about the "internal sun", I got a vision of it leaving my body by going below me, so I suppose that got removed? I removed everything that caused you distress. I didn't look at "good stuff, bad stuff, Blood anon's stuff, alien illuminati stuff" I've just seen how they cause you distress, how they make you tilt and go into these anxiety induced panic attacks. If it was one of the thing that makes you panic and do the worst decisions imaginable I removed it and activated the energy to stabilize your mind and your emotions >most of them that can be uninstalled as such? They all have a functionality and they are automatic. They are "there" with you because you asked for help on this board and Blood Anon was willing to help. They are their to fulfill their function. Once they either fulfilled their function or you have something within that does the function of them "Better" they will either leave or dissolve. That is why with proper spiritual practice all of them will leave one way or the other. But if you want to remove them then you have to figure out what they do and DO IT BETTER so they can leave or find their "terminal" and ask them to leave. They were sent to "help you" because you "asked for it". As long as they can help the will stay around. The main reason I went and did this "whole cleansing" because part of your soul came to me during meditation and looked at me. You visited me several times when you went into this panic induced frenzy on fringe in the past year. Point is. Once your energy body is operational and your mind is calm they will detach on their own. Most of them are there but they are mere "echoes". Not as persistent as they were previously.

>>20525 Also half the "servitors" are your own unintentionally made tulpa and not the actual servitors. Can't always make out what or who made you scared

>>20525 >>I sent you all my fire energies once oh sry misunderstood you asked when (You) sent me the fire energies It was when you gave it to the "Looshfarmer" >>13929 here. Was kinda annoyed because I had more fire energies around than needed, then the energy went and powered up WokeAnon's awakening. What comes around goes around.

>>20525 >>20532 I don't know how it happened, but instead of giving the energies to your hostile entities/shadows, you sent it to me, so you don't get insane and start ranting on fringe. You really need to learn to control your energy outbursts.

>>20525 Also you have a "tulpa system" in your head where every flag poster is a tulpa in there. Realized I have to switch flags when I talk to you because you made a subconscious defense where you ignore all advice that came from the "ironpill" flag.

figuring out your ADHD was a battle in itself. I write 10k+ character long advice for months, then you decide to sell your soul and blame it on your subconscious, then you blame Blood Anon for everything, then you go and mindbreak yourself with binaurals. The things you did with Amy to destabilize yourself further... It was impossible to keep up with all the pointless details. Not to mention your "tulpas" came to me and started to chew on my energy field several times in the past year. Didn't even mention it because you had 0 control over yourself and I didn't want to make you panic further, because whenever you panic you lose more control over your mind. Once you calmed down these attacks stopped. They weren't "attacks". They were strange dependency issues. All of them wanted "help" and my energies all the time. This is why I try to tell you to take spiritual practice, meditation, grounding and centering seriously, instead of expecting help from everyone around you.

Once you calm down everything will be fine

Breathe in, breathe out, focus on your breathing and forget everything else

>>20536 He has a set of evil spirits, actual souls, who've lodged themselves in a space which belongs to him, and should be under his control, but currently isn't because his awareness level is too low. I didn't see this before, because I was unaware of this being a thing until very recently. They appear as a "board of directors" sitting in a council room, but they are the lowest kind of awareness possible and should be exiled to the dimensions below hell. They cannot be educated or reasoned with, any attempt at doing so means you "tolerate their stay" and they remain. Only completely denying them will expel them. Once I saw them, they started performing an energy attack against me, so I will target and expel those that attacked me now, because I don't tolerate this. They will also oppose my servitors if those are present, because my servitors by their very function will work to remove such beings. I'm just saying this so that if you see something, you can understand better what is happening. I'm expelling them because they attacked me.

>>20538 I removed 6 of them, and lead an infernal lava stream through the space to prevent anyone else from settling there. Once the owner takes charge of the place, the lava stream will stop flowing through as the dimension is raised up and no longer on that plane.

>>20516 Blood Anon operates, ironically, like a psychic vampire. Or, to use a different term, a loosh farmer. He makes a point of trying to shoehorn himself and his "lore" into other peoples' practice and discussions whenever possible. He views it as a point of pride that he has "marked" much of the board with his posts, like how a dog marks its territory. The most effective way to deal with psychic vampires of this variety is to cut off their food supply. You can do this simply by blocking Blood Anon's posts. Just install an adblocker if you don't already have one, go into the settings, and add this to your custom filters list: 8chan.moe##div.postCell:has(img.imgFlag[title="Fringe Girl (smol)"]) 8chan.se##div.postCell:has(img.imgFlag[title="Fringe Girl (smol)"]) This will block all posts with the small Fringe Girl flag, and since Blood Anon is currently the only one who uses this flag, there shouldn't be any friendly fire. If he changes the flag that he uses again, just update the flag title in the filter to the new one. Oh, and just in case, I hereby declare that if Blood Anon switches to a more widely used flag with the express intention of circumventing this block, he and his works shall be cursed with impotence, and they shall never touch those who he intends them to touch. This shall be considered a metastization of his welcomed blindness. The Light is The Glory.

>>20540 It seems there was a direct upset from said evil spirits. Right on target then.

>>20541 Huh, interesting. It seems this is related to the royal artifacts stolen in France some weeks ago: those function as horcruxes for evil spirits. Destroying them would also expel the spirits, that's why they are protected like that and called invaluable.

>>20540 >Blood Anon is currently the only one who uses this flag You think Bloodanon is the BO?

>>20543 Nope.

>>20543 I don't think the BO currently posts here. >>20534 I don't consciously wanna ignore your advice as a defense mechanism, god; I don't think that the ironpill poster hostile or that his advice is bad for me. Anyway, calming down; that seems easier to do than it's been in the past few days.

This sigil represents a self perpetuating process which will expel the evil spirits currently hiding in personal dimensions or connected to artifacts all over the world. It connects to the huge pentagram in Poland and will spread via its leylines to major cities and all occult systems which use it. It is now also active on this board.

>>20546 >I don't consciously wanna ignore your advice as a defense mechanism, god; I don't think that the ironpill poster hostile or that his advice is bad for me. You literally "fall asleep" while reading my posts. In many of my posts I realized that I am talking to myself, because most of my advice is not reaching you at all. No need to feel bad about it. It was a valuable lesson to me as well. I cannot expect others to understand my schizo babble all the time. This year, I have learned there are Buddhist traditions where they are teaching poor villages in songs only. The songs are like spells. They are doing this way, because they cannot expect those poor villagers to understand the complicated lessons of the Buddha. They have thousands of songs and all of them lead to different levels of enlightenment. I am exploring ways how I can impart important messages with no room for misunderstanding. The reason I am on /fringe/ to see how well I can practice Upaya. Imageboards are the magical place where you say something and suddenly everyone pays attention and tries to understand the message... or where people attack you no matter what you say or do. It is one of the most perfect way to practice my wording skills and figure out ways how my words won't create pointless karma and hostility. >Anyway, calming down; that seems easier to do than it's been in the past few days. Glad to hear. After my last post I went to meditate on universal peace and sobriety. You are not a lost cause, you can find peace if you are willing to "see" the infinite ocean of calmness. There is peace in the world, you just need to acknowledge it. Om shantih shantih shantih

>>20522 Today after lunch I did some exercise outside then got home and tried taking a nap, but couldn't fall asleep. Felt while trying to fall asleep that some kinda evil spirit would get me if I did, but I did end up allowing myself to slip into hypnogogia since I was drowsy after having a big meal and exercising. I saw 3 hypnogogic visions. The first was, not something appropriate to talk about, but I'd learned that it was just my shadow acting up or something via. tulpamancy. If I told you what it was the spirit that the tulpa was an effigy of might get agitated, but it wasn't an evil spirit. The second vision was me in a sandy enclosure lying on the ground, then I looked up and saw Amy with her hands against a fence, looking at me and smiling. Then after that vision, she said "one more". I then went for another hypnogogic vision and saw a vision of an eagle, but only the wings. In hindsight the eagle wings might've been representative of freedom. Also, I'd said the other day I'd contacted Touhou egregores; the 3 in question are Reimu, Marisa, & Cirno. This started with the latter unexpectedly showing up one night after waking up, when a few or several spirits were around me, including her, looking really concerned and sad about me, and I had no idea what'd happened in the past several hours that would've prompted something like that. She looked real concerned about me, though. Then a week or two later in a state of distress I'd remembered that and tried reaching out to her and giving her a big hug as thanks and because I wanted someone to console me. When I let go, I got a vision about a second later of her jumping away from me, and then another vision of Momiji looking at me like I'm really weird. Later I'd contacted her, iirc, to apologize for acting so rashly, and I'd talked to the two about my problems, and since then I've been getting helped by the first two. Marisa was the one who did the stuff in >>19780 . After a while they'd been spending enough time with me, usually just one or two at a time, that I'd offered to let em do something fun with me in my dreams one night, and then I had a dream about me & them and a few friends of theirs playing on some weird custom WoW server where there was a dungeon that had each room represent a different xpack, and then the next dream was about having a scavenger hunt with them & some Sonic egregores. That was a fun night; thanks again for that, girls. I don't know who most of the Touhou egregores in the dreams were, but I know damn well that alotta them aren't safe to be around and that these are no ordinary fictional character egregores, so I'm being cautious about the franchise, and as much as I'm compelled to immerse myself into it, I'm holding off on it until I find peace. I don't wanna meet any malevolent egregoric youkai, among other things.

Ive heard the kybalion isn't a hermetic text, and when reading the hermetica, ive notcied so many differences betweens the two works that it is ludicrous of the former to claim to be hermetic. Yet it was an interesting read nonetheless. Im beginning to doubt /fringe/'s reading list.. idk what to read anymore.

>>20657 Who cares?

>>20657 >implying we have a reading list

>>20522 Over the past few days, I've been noticing electrical sensations coursing short distances throughout my body. I've also noticed a few physical-audio-producing electrical pops outside of my body in my place of residence. I assume that this is the work of you and/or the deities you're working with?

>>20736 Yes. Your meridians are moving energy in a more natural way. this is something that happens if you do proper spiritual and yoga practice

>>20808 I feel like my shadow isn't just consuming my fear and anxiety; it's also consuming my love and guilt and empathy and any strong feeling that get produced, positive or negative. How would I starve these entities that are manifestations of my shadow?? Am I just not allowed to feel any feelings at all? Wouldn't not allowing myself to feel any emotions just result in the emotions being repressed into the shadow, and wouldn't allowing the emotions to be expressed just allow the shadow to eat them, or would allowing the feelings to be felt and ignoring the shadow no matter what I perceive it to be doing starve it? Also, I was thinking yesterday about >>14598 , I'm wondering if "satan", who Ganehsa told me to listen to, and was composed of the pink energies of Amy, was really just my shadow masquerading as the devil named satan.

>>20931 >I feel like my shadow isn't just consuming my fear and anxiety; it's also consuming my love and guilt and empathy and any strong feeling that get produced, positive or negative What... First of all. Your "shadow" is (You). Once you master yourself you can completely control your shadow at will. Second. What I did was "removed" the ability of the evil spirits to manipulate you to be fearful, anxious and paranoid all the time. You can still be fearful and anxious if you are consciously choosing to, but evil spirits will have harder time manipulating you from the shadows. How does this "energy consumption" appear for you at all. The shadow is you. If it consumes anything then it consumes things for you. And I told you a million times. If an entity bothers you get rid of them. Make a burning sword. Ask fire from Shiva. If you are too retarded for these then look at the statues or other depictions of him and say the chants... >Am I just not allowed to feel any feelings at all? ... Why the fuck do you want to feel fear, anxiety and guilt? Also. If your shadow is feeding on love then it will become more loving. And how can it consume "empathy"? Empathy is the ability to feel what others feel and not an "emotion". Talk to your shadow, understand your shadow. Your shadow is you. It is made up from your anger, fears, traumas and other issues you ignore all the time instead of working on them. You can use it to find the core of your traumas then resolve them. >I'm wondering if "satan", who Ganehsa told me to listen to, and was composed of the pink energies of Amy, was really just my shadow masquerading as the devil named satan. I don't know. But your shadow is you. Working with your shadow let's you solve your shadow issues. Your "shadow" is a being composed by every negative thoughts and feeling you consciously ignore and unwilling to resolve. He can help you by pointing at the core issues you have. Once you solve your core issues then negative entities cannot nest into these internal dimensions of yours. Once you solve your issues the internal dimensions will be under your control and not under the control of the shadow. BUT you have to solve those issues You cannot ask deities or whatever all the time. You will have to solve those issues personally. The reason why I helped you previously because you wanted to go and leech on the Anonymous poster too. You are leeching every person around you even consciously. And you wonder why your shadow leeches your energies? Your shadow is (You). The way you leech others for help all the time the same way your shadow is eating your energies. You too are "consuming" my love and empathy for you in a way. You realize that right? That is why your shadow is doing the same. The only thing you are not allowed is to ignore your issues. Work on your issues already please. And stop being fearful anxious and guilty all the time. Wtf are you doing IRL that you are fearful and anxious and guilty. I really don't understand it at all.

>>20931 And please detail those "strong emotions" and when they appear, because I cannot imagine what those are. Being a little bipolar is also a sign of unresolved traumas or evil spirits. I can't imagine what you consider a "strong emotions" at all. Even when you freak out on this board your emotions are still quite mellow compared to the other posters of this board.

>>20931 Your main problem is the usual. You don't know which phantasms are (You) aka your "tulpa", and which are actual entities. Working out the shadow issues has the main benefit that you will know which entity is "made by you" and which are outsider forces, because you will know your own scent instead of denying it all the time. And once you are in "home territory", entities won't trespass whenever they feel like it, because you will have your "Hunting dogs" around.

If a shadow is working properly it works as the immune system of the psyche/soul.

How does my energy body look right now? I have been meditating and doing lbrp.