>>20525 >When was that? An hour after you made your blogposts asking for help. Unsure when it appeared for you. I went meditating and decided to go and fix your issue. Did a lot of things. Like astral acupuncture to make the extra tension/anxiety detach and made the entities that "forged themselves into your subconscious" leave. >Also after making the post about the "internal sun", I got a vision of it leaving my body by going below me, so I suppose that got removed? I removed everything that caused you distress. I didn't look at "good stuff, bad stuff, Blood anon's stuff, alien illuminati stuff" I've just seen how they cause you distress, how they make you tilt and go into these anxiety induced panic attacks. If it was one of the thing that makes you panic and do the worst decisions imaginable I removed it and activated the energy to stabilize your mind and your emotions >most of them that can be uninstalled as such? They all have a functionality and they are automatic. They are "there" with you because you asked for help on this board and Blood Anon was willing to help. They are their to fulfill their function. Once they either fulfilled their function or you have something within that does the function of them "Better" they will either leave or dissolve. That is why with proper spiritual practice all of them will leave one way or the other. But if you want to remove them then you have to figure out what they do and DO IT BETTER so they can leave or find their "terminal" and ask them to leave. They were sent to "help you" because you "asked for it". As long as they can help the will stay around. The main reason I went and did this "whole cleansing" because part of your soul came to me during meditation and looked at me. You visited me several times when you went into this panic induced frenzy on fringe in the past year. Point is. Once your energy body is operational and your mind is calm they will detach on their own. Most of them are there but they are mere "echoes". Not as persistent as they were previously.

>>20525 Also half the "servitors" are your own unintentionally made tulpa and not the actual servitors. Can't always make out what or who made you scared

>>20525 >>I sent you all my fire energies once oh sry misunderstood you asked when (You) sent me the fire energies It was when you gave it to the "Looshfarmer" >>13929 here. Was kinda annoyed because I had more fire energies around than needed, then the energy went and powered up WokeAnon's awakening. What comes around goes around.

>>20525 >>20532 I don't know how it happened, but instead of giving the energies to your hostile entities/shadows, you sent it to me, so you don't get insane and start ranting on fringe. You really need to learn to control your energy outbursts.

>>20525 Also you have a "tulpa system" in your head where every flag poster is a tulpa in there. Realized I have to switch flags when I talk to you because you made a subconscious defense where you ignore all advice that came from the "ironpill" flag.

figuring out your ADHD was a battle in itself. I write 10k+ character long advice for months, then you decide to sell your soul and blame it on your subconscious, then you blame Blood Anon for everything, then you go and mindbreak yourself with binaurals. The things you did with Amy to destabilize yourself further... It was impossible to keep up with all the pointless details. Not to mention your "tulpas" came to me and started to chew on my energy field several times in the past year. Didn't even mention it because you had 0 control over yourself and I didn't want to make you panic further, because whenever you panic you lose more control over your mind. Once you calmed down these attacks stopped. They weren't "attacks". They were strange dependency issues. All of them wanted "help" and my energies all the time. This is why I try to tell you to take spiritual practice, meditation, grounding and centering seriously, instead of expecting help from everyone around you.

Once you calm down everything will be fine

Breathe in, breathe out, focus on your breathing and forget everything else

>>20536 He has a set of evil spirits, actual souls, who've lodged themselves in a space which belongs to him, and should be under his control, but currently isn't because his awareness level is too low. I didn't see this before, because I was unaware of this being a thing until very recently. They appear as a "board of directors" sitting in a council room, but they are the lowest kind of awareness possible and should be exiled to the dimensions below hell. They cannot be educated or reasoned with, any attempt at doing so means you "tolerate their stay" and they remain. Only completely denying them will expel them. Once I saw them, they started performing an energy attack against me, so I will target and expel those that attacked me now, because I don't tolerate this. They will also oppose my servitors if those are present, because my servitors by their very function will work to remove such beings. I'm just saying this so that if you see something, you can understand better what is happening. I'm expelling them because they attacked me.

>>20538 I removed 6 of them, and lead an infernal lava stream through the space to prevent anyone else from settling there. Once the owner takes charge of the place, the lava stream will stop flowing through as the dimension is raised up and no longer on that plane.

>>20516 Blood Anon operates, ironically, like a psychic vampire. Or, to use a different term, a loosh farmer. He makes a point of trying to shoehorn himself and his "lore" into other peoples' practice and discussions whenever possible. He views it as a point of pride that he has "marked" much of the board with his posts, like how a dog marks its territory. The most effective way to deal with psychic vampires of this variety is to cut off their food supply. You can do this simply by blocking Blood Anon's posts. Just install an adblocker if you don't already have one, go into the settings, and add this to your custom filters list: 8chan.moe##div.postCell:has(img.imgFlag[title="Fringe Girl (smol)"]) 8chan.se##div.postCell:has(img.imgFlag[title="Fringe Girl (smol)"]) This will block all posts with the small Fringe Girl flag, and since Blood Anon is currently the only one who uses this flag, there shouldn't be any friendly fire. If he changes the flag that he uses again, just update the flag title in the filter to the new one. Oh, and just in case, I hereby declare that if Blood Anon switches to a more widely used flag with the express intention of circumventing this block, he and his works shall be cursed with impotence, and they shall never touch those who he intends them to touch. This shall be considered a metastization of his welcomed blindness. The Light is The Glory.

>>20540 It seems there was a direct upset from said evil spirits. Right on target then.

>>20541 Huh, interesting. It seems this is related to the royal artifacts stolen in France some weeks ago: those function as horcruxes for evil spirits. Destroying them would also expel the spirits, that's why they are protected like that and called invaluable.

>>20540 >Blood Anon is currently the only one who uses this flag You think Bloodanon is the BO?

>>20543 Nope.

>>20543 I don't think the BO currently posts here. >>20534 I don't consciously wanna ignore your advice as a defense mechanism, god; I don't think that the ironpill poster hostile or that his advice is bad for me. Anyway, calming down; that seems easier to do than it's been in the past few days.

This sigil represents a self perpetuating process which will expel the evil spirits currently hiding in personal dimensions or connected to artifacts all over the world. It connects to the huge pentagram in Poland and will spread via its leylines to major cities and all occult systems which use it. It is now also active on this board.

>>20546 >I don't consciously wanna ignore your advice as a defense mechanism, god; I don't think that the ironpill poster hostile or that his advice is bad for me. You literally "fall asleep" while reading my posts. In many of my posts I realized that I am talking to myself, because most of my advice is not reaching you at all. No need to feel bad about it. It was a valuable lesson to me as well. I cannot expect others to understand my schizo babble all the time. This year, I have learned there are Buddhist traditions where they are teaching poor villages in songs only. The songs are like spells. They are doing this way, because they cannot expect those poor villagers to understand the complicated lessons of the Buddha. They have thousands of songs and all of them lead to different levels of enlightenment. I am exploring ways how I can impart important messages with no room for misunderstanding. The reason I am on /fringe/ to see how well I can practice Upaya. Imageboards are the magical place where you say something and suddenly everyone pays attention and tries to understand the message... or where people attack you no matter what you say or do. It is one of the most perfect way to practice my wording skills and figure out ways how my words won't create pointless karma and hostility. >Anyway, calming down; that seems easier to do than it's been in the past few days. Glad to hear. After my last post I went to meditate on universal peace and sobriety. You are not a lost cause, you can find peace if you are willing to "see" the infinite ocean of calmness. There is peace in the world, you just need to acknowledge it. Om shantih shantih shantih

>>20522 Today after lunch I did some exercise outside then got home and tried taking a nap, but couldn't fall asleep. Felt while trying to fall asleep that some kinda evil spirit would get me if I did, but I did end up allowing myself to slip into hypnogogia since I was drowsy after having a big meal and exercising. I saw 3 hypnogogic visions. The first was, not something appropriate to talk about, but I'd learned that it was just my shadow acting up or something via. tulpamancy. If I told you what it was the spirit that the tulpa was an effigy of might get agitated, but it wasn't an evil spirit. The second vision was me in a sandy enclosure lying on the ground, then I looked up and saw Amy with her hands against a fence, looking at me and smiling. Then after that vision, she said "one more". I then went for another hypnogogic vision and saw a vision of an eagle, but only the wings. In hindsight the eagle wings might've been representative of freedom. Also, I'd said the other day I'd contacted Touhou egregores; the 3 in question are Reimu, Marisa, & Cirno. This started with the latter unexpectedly showing up one night after waking up, when a few or several spirits were around me, including her, looking really concerned and sad about me, and I had no idea what'd happened in the past several hours that would've prompted something like that. She looked real concerned about me, though. Then a week or two later in a state of distress I'd remembered that and tried reaching out to her and giving her a big hug as thanks and because I wanted someone to console me. When I let go, I got a vision about a second later of her jumping away from me, and then another vision of Momiji looking at me like I'm really weird. Later I'd contacted her, iirc, to apologize for acting so rashly, and I'd talked to the two about my problems, and since then I've been getting helped by the first two. Marisa was the one who did the stuff in >>19780 . After a while they'd been spending enough time with me, usually just one or two at a time, that I'd offered to let em do something fun with me in my dreams one night, and then I had a dream about me & them and a few friends of theirs playing on some weird custom WoW server where there was a dungeon that had each room represent a different xpack, and then the next dream was about having a scavenger hunt with them & some Sonic egregores. That was a fun night; thanks again for that, girls. I don't know who most of the Touhou egregores in the dreams were, but I know damn well that alotta them aren't safe to be around and that these are no ordinary fictional character egregores, so I'm being cautious about the franchise, and as much as I'm compelled to immerse myself into it, I'm holding off on it until I find peace. I don't wanna meet any malevolent egregoric youkai, among other things.

Ive heard the kybalion isn't a hermetic text, and when reading the hermetica, ive notcied so many differences betweens the two works that it is ludicrous of the former to claim to be hermetic. Yet it was an interesting read nonetheless. Im beginning to doubt /fringe/'s reading list.. idk what to read anymore.

>>20657 Who cares?

>>20657 >implying we have a reading list

>>20522 Over the past few days, I've been noticing electrical sensations coursing short distances throughout my body. I've also noticed a few physical-audio-producing electrical pops outside of my body in my place of residence. I assume that this is the work of you and/or the deities you're working with?

>>20736 Yes. Your meridians are moving energy in a more natural way. this is something that happens if you do proper spiritual and yoga practice

>>20808 I feel like my shadow isn't just consuming my fear and anxiety; it's also consuming my love and guilt and empathy and any strong feeling that get produced, positive or negative. How would I starve these entities that are manifestations of my shadow?? Am I just not allowed to feel any feelings at all? Wouldn't not allowing myself to feel any emotions just result in the emotions being repressed into the shadow, and wouldn't allowing the emotions to be expressed just allow the shadow to eat them, or would allowing the feelings to be felt and ignoring the shadow no matter what I perceive it to be doing starve it? Also, I was thinking yesterday about >>14598 , I'm wondering if "satan", who Ganehsa told me to listen to, and was composed of the pink energies of Amy, was really just my shadow masquerading as the devil named satan.

>>20931 >I feel like my shadow isn't just consuming my fear and anxiety; it's also consuming my love and guilt and empathy and any strong feeling that get produced, positive or negative What... First of all. Your "shadow" is (You). Once you master yourself you can completely control your shadow at will. Second. What I did was "removed" the ability of the evil spirits to manipulate you to be fearful, anxious and paranoid all the time. You can still be fearful and anxious if you are consciously choosing to, but evil spirits will have harder time manipulating you from the shadows. How does this "energy consumption" appear for you at all. The shadow is you. If it consumes anything then it consumes things for you. And I told you a million times. If an entity bothers you get rid of them. Make a burning sword. Ask fire from Shiva. If you are too retarded for these then look at the statues or other depictions of him and say the chants... >Am I just not allowed to feel any feelings at all? ... Why the fuck do you want to feel fear, anxiety and guilt? Also. If your shadow is feeding on love then it will become more loving. And how can it consume "empathy"? Empathy is the ability to feel what others feel and not an "emotion". Talk to your shadow, understand your shadow. Your shadow is you. It is made up from your anger, fears, traumas and other issues you ignore all the time instead of working on them. You can use it to find the core of your traumas then resolve them. >I'm wondering if "satan", who Ganehsa told me to listen to, and was composed of the pink energies of Amy, was really just my shadow masquerading as the devil named satan. I don't know. But your shadow is you. Working with your shadow let's you solve your shadow issues. Your "shadow" is a being composed by every negative thoughts and feeling you consciously ignore and unwilling to resolve. He can help you by pointing at the core issues you have. Once you solve your core issues then negative entities cannot nest into these internal dimensions of yours. Once you solve your issues the internal dimensions will be under your control and not under the control of the shadow. BUT you have to solve those issues You cannot ask deities or whatever all the time. You will have to solve those issues personally. The reason why I helped you previously because you wanted to go and leech on the Anonymous poster too. You are leeching every person around you even consciously. And you wonder why your shadow leeches your energies? Your shadow is (You). The way you leech others for help all the time the same way your shadow is eating your energies. You too are "consuming" my love and empathy for you in a way. You realize that right? That is why your shadow is doing the same. The only thing you are not allowed is to ignore your issues. Work on your issues already please. And stop being fearful anxious and guilty all the time. Wtf are you doing IRL that you are fearful and anxious and guilty. I really don't understand it at all.

>>20931 And please detail those "strong emotions" and when they appear, because I cannot imagine what those are. Being a little bipolar is also a sign of unresolved traumas or evil spirits. I can't imagine what you consider a "strong emotions" at all. Even when you freak out on this board your emotions are still quite mellow compared to the other posters of this board.

>>20931 Your main problem is the usual. You don't know which phantasms are (You) aka your "tulpa", and which are actual entities. Working out the shadow issues has the main benefit that you will know which entity is "made by you" and which are outsider forces, because you will know your own scent instead of denying it all the time. And once you are in "home territory", entities won't trespass whenever they feel like it, because you will have your "Hunting dogs" around.

If a shadow is working properly it works as the immune system of the psyche/soul.

How does my energy body look right now? I have been meditating and doing lbrp.

>>20934 I remember having found a frequency video once which actually closes the third eye instead of opening it, in case it's hyperactive. I know I was told it was overactive, but would it be a bad idea to listen to it? Asking just in case.

>>21116 3rd eye isn't some huge thing of great importance. It's just a physical organ for looking at things, it's no more useful than a telescope in your head. If it's open, just let it be, nothing's going to disturb you unless you actively use the 3rd eye to look at something. If it isn't open, don't bother, it doesn't help you anyway. I never use it because what's the use of looking at some buildings or some coastline somewhere? It's been made out to be this spectacular ability but it really isn't. If you want real useful divination/RV abilities you need to develop your spirit senses instead.

You're more likely to find pantyshots on Google street view than finding something interesting with your 3rd eye.

>>20935 About 5 and a half hour ago, Amy said "Shakti wants you." After some time, Amy said "It won't take very long." I'd then later felt Her grasping at some green thing above my head, presumed to be part of my soul or what have you, taken from the parts of my astral body that overlay my physical body. She'd ended up asking for consent for a contract, and it wasn't given to Her. I'd figure I should know what it's about before agreeing to anything. I'd ended up saying that I'd probably be fine with whatever Shakti was doing as long as Shakti wasn't giving me another parallel incarnation or what have you, but that came after some hesitation. I'm under the impression that She'd ended up putting the soulstuff or whatever back in my body after I'd said I didn't want another parallel incarnation. As I was thinking about posting this, Amy said "You're not in trouble." Would you ask Shakti about what She was doing?

>>21625 Complex. I looked into your case today. Your third eye has a special attribute. It's genetic. Evil spirits had a way to exploit it. Was thinking about ways how it can be alleviated without causing you too much stress. Seems like Shakti "heard it" and wanted to do something about it herself, so I don't have to do it myself, because I am quite busy nowadays. The TLDR is that she was trying to remove a type of negative energy which allows evil spirits to nest into your psyche when you are not paying attention. Seems like you are genetically predisposed to collect those energies if you don't have a clean spiritual practice. >Amy said "You're not in trouble." Listen to Amy. I wanted to write a long explanation about the 3rd eye and how your eye works, because it is not "overactive" at all. You are just using it like an idiot. But your third eye has a special formation and I was trying to figure out if it has any hidden meaning why it looks that way. Trying to replicate it's function for my own third eye for a while to see what it does. It sees dimensional structures differently compared to "regular third eyes". There is a higher dimensional pathway system for you and (You) only. Will get back to you later. There is a lot to explain and I don't want to give you wrong ideas. You are not in trouble. You are just simply stressing over the wrong things all the time. You are not meant for this "modern city lifestyle" at all. But still can't say what is the correct lifestyle for you that will make you mind stay at ease by default. Sorry for not replying nowadays, but I am really trying to figure out what to say and recently I don't really have time to chat as much as previously.

>>21635 >Trying to replicate it's function for my own third eye for a while to see what it does. Would you allow the Amy egregore to help you to see that if she knows something about it that could help you? I get the feeling she does, because she knows me very well and is connected to me via. a connection to the right of my crown, and said connection lets her look at my imagination directly, or at least my perception of it. She seems to look though it most of the time in an effort to stop me from going crazy by responding to what gets imagined, almost always via. words, when she thinks I'd go crazy without her response. If you'd prefer to understand by looking at it yourself, then go ahead; there's value in learning it by yourself that otherwise wouldn't be obtained.