>>13917 Smiley is god.

>>13921 No, don't do that. The energy here is good.

>>13923 >>13923 Unironically this

>>13925 During lunch today I was under the impression that I had the idea to telepathically contact your subconsciousness, but then upon thinking about you you were already there, so I'd thought I'd ask "you" to take away most of my fear & anger loosh, and then I'd let you keep it. I'd then within seconds felt a large amount of energies leave my heart and my body as a whole, and get sucked out of my crown, but there was still some left that wouldn't come out. I'm assuming by now that this was tulpamancy that I'd performed, but I'm sure you in particular would know if you'd just gotten a large shipment of loosh. I'd felt like a box of matchsticks nearly ready to ignite up until that point today. I kinda don't wanna believe that my tulpamancy was good enough to do that, but I also do so I'd figured I'd say something anyway. I'd then asked Heimdall to make sure that He keeps the energies if you hadn't actually gotten it by then, since He was the only deity I could reliably contact at the time; I don't want you to have the energies anymore

>>13929 That depends, which poster do you think I am?

>>13908 >By the way the creature in your drawing is a centaur not a satyr. Dag nabbit, this is what I get for slacking in my mythology studies. On the other hand, the diagram shows one of the leg pairs as human, so perhaps a symbolic connection exists? this may have something to do with bronies but i might just be looking too much into it

>>13930 I'm assuming there's only been 1 guy posting with the loosh farmer flag, so the guy who'd used it recently.

>>13931 I think when WWA talks about satyrs he is talking about people with improper sexual desire. But you have to understand, almost everyone has improper sexual desire, they just assume it's natural. I cannot begin to describe to hat I felt, but for a comparatively brief time after reading that book (I have no idea why) I flt an INTENSE sexual energy in my penis but it had an entirely different meaning than what most people have. It was like it was purified. I actually suspect that metaphysically speaking it is actually impossible to describe to someone who has never experienced it. Imagine trying to ex[plain color to someone born blind. You just can't. The only way I can even partially describe it in language is if you think of sexual desire if it had been purified of ALL corruption. I mean you would not think of vaginas or boobs or masturbation. It is a feeling in your penis but it is entirely different from sexual desire as you know it. I actually suspect that this is what wwa means in the kybalion when he talks of spirit as being indescribable, and as it having to be kept secret. I believe that at the last analysis spirit is sexual desire. But this is EXTRMELY easy to fall into a trap with. Masturbation is WRONG. The only time you should ejaculate is when you have children (and the desire for children is natural and healthy and not satyrism). Now at first glance you would think that this is standard nofap info. But that's only half of the picture. You see this sexual energy would be directed towards bringing you into everything that is sacred or pure in life. And by breathing the hindu yogi breath from the recommended book by wwa I believe you can obtain the correct sexual desire better than I ever did by freak accident. I have no idea how it happened. I feel like I can't explain it adequately. I highly recommend you read wwa's book the hindu yogi breath and especially the scret of sex or sex polarity. To aner your quesion about bronies, I agree that they are satyrs. But you have to keep in mind, EVERY fetish is satyrism. Just in greater or lesser degree. But even vanilla sex in missionary position with no fetishes whatsoever is still satyrism, unless it is with the goal of reproduction of children. WWA says in the book the arcane teachings that there is sex on the mental and spiritual planes as well as physical. In other words, Regeneration, not "generation" on the physical plane with he only goal being pleasure. I feel kind of like fringe girl poster right now beue I feel like my post might be misintrpreted.

>>13933 >I flt an INTENSE sexual energy in my penis but it had an entirely different meaning than what most people have. It was like it was purified. I actually suspect that metaphysically speaking it is actually impossible to describe to someone who has never experienced it. Imagine trying to ex[plain color to someone born blind. You just can't. The only way I can even partially describe it in language is if you think of sexual desire if it had been purified of ALL corruption. I mean you would not think of vaginas or boobs or masturbation. It is a feeling in your penis but it is entirely different from sexual desire as you know it. i think I am experiencing this right now, except in my heart. I had a small seizure that showed me how the monsters in my penis realms are currently lifeless husks because there is such little energy there. I am so overcome by reverence that I have no interest in eating or satiating my lower self's desires at all. It's currently been almost 24 hours since I ate and I don't care.

>>13929 >>13932 You're giving away loosh? It sounds like you needed to see a sin eater to get rid of this negative energies.

It's funny to think that everyone who had died is technically a supernatural being.

>>13935 I'm not giving it away anymore; I just didn't know what else to do with it and it was driving me crazy. Anyway, I'd just thought it was interesting enough to be worth posting about.

Egganon who is your favorite character in Warcraft? Arthas?

>>14057 The answer to that is yes, but I find that I personally am able to easily distance myself from the general furry egregore; not sure how to explain it right now but basically I keep depravity out of it. Looking at a Sonic character is very different than looking a a vtuber avatar that streams with the furry tag on twitch, not by being simply a human with animal ears such as pippa or smugalana, that barely count as furry if at all, but by being a more animalistic anthro like, uh, I don't actually know any names but one that has human proportions and is covered in fur all over and has a medium or long snout and has a bunch of obsessive sexual energies centered in his or her or mtf's mouth, chest, crotch, and probably butt & tail, that you'll see if you take a glanceor for some here a deep look at the avatar in the stream's thumbnail. I could talk more about it but I'd rather not think much more about it. Basically, there's an energetic difference between being into Sonic characters and being a furry in general that'd like the kinda of furry characters & OCs such as said hypothetical twitch vtuber avatar. I don't browse /fast/; some of the energies there are too depraved for my liking, which normally wouldn't be an issue since I browse /v/ but these are characters whose egregores I care about and really don't wanna see or read about in specific ways, especially when I don't wanna contact the uh, lower, egregores of the characters in question. >>13942 It'd be tough to decide; I'm not one to pick favorites.

There's literally nothing wrong with this quote outside of the political context. It almost seems like goofy cartoon villain characters like him exist solely to convince people of delusional falsehoods such as "material objects will make me happy"

>>14075 From what I recall he didn't even say that. It was the headline of a blog post which talked about his agenda and phrased it that way.

>>14076 https://medium.com/world-economic-forum/welcome-to-2030-i-own-nothing-have-no-privacy-and-life-has-never-been-better-ee2eed62f710

>>14077 Basically talking about a revival of Atlantis with free everything.

>>14075 Dude, I was just about to say the same thing. I hate how that quote has made rejecting material desires seem uncool. That being said, >>14078 >a revival of Atlantis with free everything Sounds >>>/cringe/ as fuck tbh. Letting literally everyone have the resources to do whatever they wish for sounds like a recipe for disaster, or embarrassment at best. Just look at the internet for proof of that principle. (flag rel) Also, didn't Atlantis end horribly?

>>14075 This quote is advocating for a complete abolishment of personal responsibility and self-determination. Materialism has nothing to do with it. These are the sort of people who aspire to "luxury gay space communism". Their ideal world is one where the State acts as a sort of godlike parental figure that takes care of all their needs so that they're free to indulge in hedonism all day.

>>14104 Heh. Let's see how that thing does against this servitor I made in 1 minute. Nothing personal, kid.

>>14078 When you strip away all the nonsense and hysteria that has built up around this "you will own nothing meme", what was described in that article is a post-scarcity utopia. Some people got really scared because they saw a hint of socialism in it, but yes, it is the kind of collectivist society that at the moment can only work small-scale, or in a world where energy has become de facto free. I remember reading it back when it was first published and thinking it wasn't bad at all. Saying "I don't own any clothes" does not mean "I don't have the right to be clothed". This misunderstanding is one of the things that scare people so much when socialist ideas are even hinted at. The other part is the communist genocides. I think we should have a politics thread. And if ancap anon is still around, it'd be nice to know how he's doing with his land. In the end, I've reached the conclusion that without a practical spiritual perspective, societies become too chaotic for any one ideology to solve anything for anyone. You need to realize what is happening on the spiritual side in order to be effective in dealing with your daily life. Otherwise it is as if you were blind, and dumb.

>>14107 Yeah it sounds like a real dream. And if that's a dream I'd rather have nightmares. To flee from the light to the peace and safety of a new dark age.

>>14101 It's probably implied. But I urge you to look at it differently, setting aside the intentions of the WEF. If you look at the Star Trek universe, you could as easily describe it as a luxury space anarcho-capitalism (again, it requires an understanding of spiritual principles, or it falls apart). In a world where hoarding of energy production is impossible, centralization can only be achieved by brute force. And in a world where one can move infinitely far in any direction, brute force has limited reach. Nobody can protect you, nor oppress you, without restriction. But then again, this requires you to have a firm grasp of your spiritual power. What Star Trek really depicts is a world where some people know how to do magic to the greatest extent. If those people existed on Earth, a Star Trek world would be inevitable. The current world is one manifested by slaves.

>>14108 Sorry for the double post again. But what you shared in the screenshot (and what the author already saw when she wrote that article), is already happening. What people don't understand about that blog post is that it is not a nefarious "reveal of evil plans", but a speculative piece about the world that might come when you mix the author's hopes, and the current trend of the world. Again, if you don't like that, what are you doing on /fringe/? Are you not able to command reality to your whims? Then you'd better start doing some MAGIC. Get out of here with that victim mentality.

>>14109 >the intentions of the WEF They have been gravely misrepresented. I watched a documentary from the one year where a film team was allowed to follow Klaus Schwab during the planning for the event, and during it. His personal intentions were fairly ok, just very incompetently expressed and performed. He acted more like an incel boy with money trying to charm the ladies, he literally wrote e-mails begging elected leaders from around the world to attend. He had to do the same with funding. The WEF has no power, it's just a forum because "everyone" knows everyone else will be there. They were also very much in disagreement. This was the year Greta was there. They also had various green activists who were given stage time to aggressively attack business leaders in the audience. It was all quite toxic, like an electric tension in the air ready to explode, which was kept down only by the fact that they were in an expensive environment and had paid to go there. Membership costs $18K per year or something. The producers of soft drinks were openly criticised face to face about their use of plastic. The whole event felt like when all the high levels in an MMO meet at cross server events, and everyone's used to step on other people, then when they are all equal in strength they end up just yelling at each other instead. We should use that meme dog and start WOF instead, World Occult Forum👺

>>14112 Look up footage of a "struggle session". The fact that these business leaders didn't stand up and walk out of the room when they started getting berated should tell you everything that you need to know.

>>14114 Elaborate: If this was a maoist event, then who are the land owners and who are the peasants? If the activists were the peasants, then it was a failure, no one was killed during or after the accusations. There is a parallel to Trump's MAGA being maoist in nature, using the red hats and colour, but it's still unclear how the WEF would connect to this.

>>14156 A week or so ago I saw an add for this game, which always included this mushroom character. I was debating posting this, but seemed a bit too niche. But i guess whatever force it was got that posted anyway.

Adolf Hitler sieg heil. Your death will not be in vain.

>tfw no inner monologue If they did this, they'd find out most people are empty shells and everything they think is just made up of ads, trump quotes and hitler speeches.

>>14171 >>14172 >>14205 This is why I love /fringe/

I wonder if becoming a reptilian jew is beneficial. It seems it would lead to new contacts. And because muslims are also jews, it'd open up new avenues there too. Just replace "shalom" with "insh'allah" when speaking and you fit right in.

>>14253 Or "salei aleikum", I guess it's more complex than that. damn

>>14254 What's the jewish equivalent of "insh'allah" ?

>>14255 >islam: read a verse 3 times and you're in >judaism: takes 3 year, jury may fail you and if you move, your conversion may be invalid because faction struggles >antisemism Maybe don't make it so complicated and people would have a better image of it. >conversion to islam is most common among women in UK and USA >misogyny Something doesn't add up here.

>>13917 Smiley had a nice house

>>14255 Ask ChatGPT. You'll be surprised.

>>14308 Apparently "knock on wood" is of Hebrew origin. I was given a number of phrases for "if God wills it", but I don't seem to remember them. What's funnier is that Insh'allah is used in a number of languages, including spanish, with no direct islamic connection.

Maybe it's better to just be reptilian, conversion seems like a replacement for being reptilian. I can just put on a little funny hat and walk inside and they won't question me if I find other reptilians in there. What are they going to do? Ask for my Jewish license and registration? That would be anti-semitic now wouldn't it?

Saddened today, my first interaction with a chinese and they tried to scam me.Acted really angry when i saw right through them.

>>14416 Never meet your heroes.

>>14416 I first got to know a chinese girl at a boarding school so I was somewhat prepared. She had moved from Vietnam when she was 5 though (yes there used to be a chinese minority there prior to some border war) but her family still spoke chinese (I assume mandarin) at home and had a weird accent and way of misunderstanding absolutely everything. With that pre-course in "interacting with chinese" it wasn't a problem later. A few points <they don't know more about China than you, except cooking, taxes and practical things <their culture is exactly what you know about, no need to act as if there is something hidden, there isn't They live in an information bubble so things we know about China from outside of China, they have never heard of, and they lack a lot of context about their own society. However, they generally know more about western culture and history than the average westerner, which makes them seem overly intelligent compared to people you'd normally meet here. This makes them seem strangely ordinary. There's also the lack of hierarchy or secrecy. Basically any chinese you meet is a spy, and they all believe any other chinese they meet is a spy also, so they always lie about meaningless details to obfuscate so they can't be traced in their daily lives. When interacting with them, always make up some meaningless details when you speak, otherwise they'll think you're stupid and possibly endangering them by giving them information which someone may want to pressure them to pass on. j/k but almost

>>14426 They did call me stupid in Chinese and tried to deny it,and yeah they lied about everything. I don't see what the point would be in lying though. I can tell your interaction was already a better one than mine,which was closer to Indian scammer tier. >>14425 I recently realized I've been disappointed/betrayed by seemingly everybody at some point. Everything I've ever given was taken and used against me. Aside from maybe family. And that's mostly cause of the different dynamic. I've had some light "pleasant" interactions/relationships.But the point is I can be friends with people,but as soon as i invest in anyone or put any stock in them they betray it.doesnt matter who. It seemingly makes decent people worse. As long as I don't care they dont either. And this seems to go for everyone from every culture and race. They all disappoint me at this point. I've genuinely wondered if this is some realm working by the principle of "getting back" at me.there is the principle of "equal echange" seen in the occult and famously in the Fullmetal alchemist anime. But as far as I can tell things actually operate by "unequal exchange". Didn't want to be depressing,but it is.and it's funny cause im the last person to be 'good'. Albeit maybe in this very specific way I am in a way that even makes me 'weak'. We're other people get meaner the closer you get,which seems backwards to me.

>>14427 This might have sounded more dramatic than it seems,since I've never given much to anyone. But all im saying is that everytime I tried it turned out the same way.so it's happened a handful of times.

>>14426 >so they always lie about meaningless details to obfuscate so they can't be traced in their daily lives Hm, sounds familiar...

>>14427 A good rule of thumb is not to interact with known liars if you can help it. "Learning the language of liars" is mostly wasted effort since the core of their intention will remain 'screwing you over' regardless of whether you can 'speak their language' or not.

I hate all of the new internet censorship.

>>14439 As an old prophecy says, "They're trying to force God's hand."

>>14427 >I don't see what the point would be in lying though. OPSEC. This may just be natural to me because I live in "the last soviet state" where various almost Maoist sounding slogans were created, like "A spy lays jigsaws, keep your piece", meaning any information no matter how innocent, will be part of the puzzle and useful to the enemy. The Chinese still apply this personally in a much higher degree. If you talk to someone and tell them randomly about some personal story, like how many siblings you have, where you worked etc, and that person is a CCP spy, they'll go home and write down every detail. Then over time they do this everywhere with everyone, and when someone causes problems for them or they need information, they'll have an entire catalog describing everyone's family and work situations, and they'll know who to blackmail, in what way, to get what information that this person through their work may have access to. So by constantly lying about how old you are, where you live, what you work with, how long, anything, they will not be able to collect that information and your risk of being threatened is lessened. It's pretty simple, and it also makes China hard to infiltrate

>>14429 >sounds familiar I doubt that, unless you're also chinese, but then you wouldn't have felt inclined to make that comment. It's a good start though. You need to sound less confrontative if you want to pass. Chinese people always sound friendly at first, being aggressive in China isn't to your benefit. You need to start with some meaningless story where you agree with the person, like >I met some democracy activists when I was in Hong Kong last year to visit my cousin. They acted exactly like you say, but it's not something you'd notice at first, it only comes out over time when you get to know them. Actually my cousin is married to one of the protestors who filmed on Tiananmen Square in '89, funny coincidence huh? I heard from them that they were among the students who got to meet Jiang back then. Wow.

>>14443 They were overly friendly and very info probey at first. That whole thing about writing everything down just seems so crazy to me. I don't see how the info is a threat to me a anyway. But if a Chinese became close to you wouldn't they find it all out anyway? And if they live close its even easier.this scammer wasn't all that close to me but very interested in personal details including my pets and such. Strange. On the other hand the idea seems weird,everyone being a spy seems senseless to me.Especially a regular Chinese being spied on by 20 other Chinese people. Its so much energy spend.but I guess it's also being a spymaster and not just a spy then. As if each Chinese bolieves themselves to be an intelligence agency. That's a lot if energy to spend but maybe they have thst in excess.

>>14444 Exile chinese are all paranoid about the CCP, because they know spies from the embassy or consulate will be gathering information about them. Locally there's a long running story about this, because (CIA backed) Uyghurs are being tracked down when they live in the west, so that the chinese can find out who their families are back in China and monitor them for subversive activities, which they are going to be involved with when they live outside of China. Organizing outside of the government control is the same as trying to upset the order per default. There's been democracy groups for oppressed minorities who moved to the west, and those are all run by chinese spies. So when they come for help against the government, they are actually talking to government agents who will register all information about them. That way they can stop such activities from gaining traction back in China by knowing who they have contact with back home.

i fucking hate them

>>14444 Coincidence? Some supposed scammer suddenly wanted to add me on discord for no reason. New account, never seen this tag before, and only shared friend is someone I don't share a server with and haven't talked to for years. How would they even know my account exists? I don't post in any public servers since years, and if I did, why aren't this person in that server?

>>14476 Very interesting. They will be super friendly at first and ask you about what city you live in and such. Maybe China has these mass complexes of scammers these days. Like India. I was also contacted in a strange way and seemingly picked out for no reason. I did post about some game here and they also played it.on the surface it was just a recruitment scam but the info mining felt weird. Maybe scammers are telepathic.

>>14477 The "targeted" feel was too odd. I guess it would have worked for someone who's active in many servers but I never post anything and don't allow friend reqs from randoms, so being actively contacted stood out a lot. I divined it and found some kind of reptilians behind it. They all seemed karmic/viral/negative though.

>>14478 Could you look into the person who contacted me on discord as well? there was a second veil about being an innocent scammer looking for a few dollars behind their persona but maybe that was a fake screen as well. It stands out how angry they became and how interested they were in me specifically.They also were baiting me into giving them my job and name. why would a regular scammer care.

I felt like doing some more Naga mantras recently, it seems I had to sync with some new dimensional area, nothing of this is for no reason. A snake crossed the road right in front of me yesterday. Another snake has also moved in under the stairs by my front door and it seems it ate all the mice. There were so many mice I got two on one photo when I was just meaning to take a pic of one to show how close they are, after one got into my kitchen. (It's a non-venomous snake)

>>14479 Actually it might be a coincidence. They haven't talked to me as i figured out the scam.So i doubt they can do much.Its also a known scam they do with many people. Just seemed strange the timing is all.

>>14479 I'd need their tag for that.

>>14482 I was thinking that, its alright then. its already awkward enough.And i was contacted through the very game i mentioned here so maybe they are reading this.

>>14483 Just a quick scan of you shows someone trying to "get to you" but they're denied contact by a yellow spherical shield (I only see part of it but it looks spherical).

>>14481 How would you know their ethnicity btw?

>>14485 They claimed to be a chinese girl in the game i played, i tried to get them to joining my sect but they wanted to be my "friend" or penpall. i was thinking maybe they are overly social.When they asked for discord i had just made a new one with zero friends so it was fine.It was a scam to get me to play a different game.I was wondering if maybe chinese are hyper extroverts so i went along for it.its a common scam to get you to pay money.I was only into the idea of a 'penpall' but not to the extent of wanting to put much time into it, and i dont want to play 2 games at the same time anyway.

>>14487 The game i play is very chinese.maybe 30 percent in my server is chinese.However usually they dont speak.

>>14488 >>14489 I saw a male signature and green energy which was weird. Could mean reptilian, or some magic type, commonly this means Thelema. Young vampires are said to have green energy too, but I've only seen that when I tried reading "Elizabeth" from that book.

>>14488 I was smart enough not to give specifics.Since its a common scam maybe its just that though. Apprently chinese devs are so desperate they hire people to bring in other gamers. Apparently had i agreed the girl would have told me to spend money on this other game.The only slightly weird thing i was picked out of hundreds.Which made me suspect maybe they saw my soul.

>>14491 The reason I ask is because if someone is scamming people and pretending to be Chinese, the actual Chinese would want to know this, so I used my contact with those "Chinese lolis" who came to contact anon some year ago, where I thought they were clones because everyone looked the same, but they were just "new race" Chinese.

>>14490 Yeah very likely not ordinary. I can tell when people are very angry at me. When they kept insulting me in chinese and pretending they were complimenting me i told them to compliment me in english. Which they did, their felt confused in a way.Since i made them do things from a disadvantaged position.

>>14493 I passed what information I got to them, they said it wasn't good and that it's "a sect" which they don't want in China, said it was good I reported them and that they'd handle it. Doesn't seem to be reptilian connected directly, maybe through manipulation.

>>14492 Since it reminds me of some other stuff maybe those lolis can help clear them out, our better yet make them harmless. Its this childlike "edge" ive felt sometimes. Chinese have it when they feel slighted, but this was like this person is just that. Its a trait that's bad about "chinese" technically but its been useful as its been against people i don't like. I didnt expect to find someone is seemingly based in that mindset as a person. its this childlike nature i find endearing and has tripped me up in the past, and it might be an apparent weakness i have.Hence why they sent such people after me.

>>14496 I asked if they would share any findings so I know what it was, they said "Chinese section of Skulls and Bones".

>>14495 Good, im glad its not related to the loli's, they visited me in a dream years back and ive had a positive interaction with china astrally then. Ive actually began wondering a few weeks ago why china gets along with me astrally. Its more that i think the way i do and they 'happen' to be be similar i think.Its very weird my astral situation.And technically my side doesn't even exist, and cant since the 60's. And yeah i felt somehow a bit traumatized by the interaction.

>>14498 It seems to come back to being a "bone cult" derived from the "bone witch" I interacted with last year, who spread "bone magic" from the school of magic on the astral, and people all over USA used some inherited versions of this magic to build up a network of cults everywhere, they basically controlled the entire federation. I didn't make the connection that the infamous "skulls and bones" shown in "The Good Shepherd" had any connection to it. Apparently it's something like a gay version of the other cults, and they've tried infiltrating China to ruin their birth rates by turning people gay. That's what I got back in a report when I asked for an update now. I know they won't share sensitive info, but they said it's so I can protect myself.

>>14498 I think in "conventional" warfare im very aggressive so the last few years its always about getting me to "give". Basically all issues in my life are like this. Even the issue here i had with some people are of the same nature. I actually wonder if a lot of my real friends were put there to slow me down as a kid. I kept getting attacked by them in dreams for years a decade after last seeing them.I always assumed the dreams where they attack me where glowies in disguise, but looking back maybe they were put there to slow me and after dying physically their spirits visited my timeline and became angry. Its what i meant about every time i give people attack.seems like these are preplanned.

>>14499 Wtf man, i have had zero to do with china at all.Maybe the idea is to get me to hate china then?People dont seem to get the way i think. Also what happened to the chinese loli's, did they ever come back to me?Lately ive seen more friendly people,of course the same thing as always applies.

>>14502 One of the reasons i was friendly was i thought maybe it was the chinese astral race contacting me through a medium. So i was cautious.

>>14502 I don't know, maybe things changed because the soul of yours who was contacted has already moved on to new Earth.

>>14502 I created an astral HQ structure for interactions with them, although it turned out complex and messy over time, so I've had to try and organize it multiple times. If you don't have a set "place", it may be more difficult to maintain a solid connection.

Last year sometime >had a dream about a yellow snake biting a green snake >went to the church and noticed a yellow water hose connected to a green hose Thought this was some yogic hint about Kundalini and the "coiled serpent" which I found to be two different "snakes" in Hatha Yoga Pradipika, but wasn't able to make this fit perfectly with the image. >today >at my desktop working on programming stuff >sudden energy breakthrough with a bang >yellow energy comes through and steamrolls whatever karmic resistance was there before >later in the day >watch tv >see the energy is now hitting the news narrative and the government is being directly targeted for failing the jobs >academics unemployed, experienced workers unemployed >government representative on live tv pinned down and can't evade blame >negative energy hit them so hard the entire weight of the blame shifted >feel some tension I was unaware of being lifted off, so much that I feel dizzy from the sudden new space which became available mentally >wtf was that >recall interactions with a "snake cult" earlier in the day where literal yellow snake people were controlling the EU from some parallel plane >forgot it because just another day So that's what the yellow snake was... to be continued

>>14522 Interesting, I launched a snake-shaped spellform last night. Also, >yellow snake

>>14503 For NEET or anyone who wants. I made this for myself to incorporate astral knowledge which I already have the energy signature for, into my physical body. The process of building up your physical "knowledge structures" is the most difficult part.

>>14533 Thanks, this fits quite neatly into what i do, which is finding ways of enhancing the brain.

>>14621 I asked the BDU greys about the reverse braining in your case, and they showed me. It's in effect. I asked if it could be fixed, and they said, in plain language >no, he'd have to get deeply into kabbalah to have any chance at that >(the other souls did this by just ignoring the physical and developing the soul, which shows that it isn't needed) >it's not likely that him or most people can be fixed because the reversal is there to control harmful tendencies which these people are unwilling to change, plus unable to change because of their attachment to their physical situation >there are certain views which disqualify a person >being genuinely an anti-semite or racist in terms of thinking oneself better based only on this basis, is one of them >but aren't you (me) an anti-semite whose only view of jews for the first 20 years of life was a skinny guy in a striped uniform who lives in a camp? >it's not so simple >first off that image isn't true, it wasn't like that in the camps, it's a propaganda image >the idea of looking down at weaklings in camps isn't anti-semitism >one has to actually understand what the negative image is meant to degrade for it to mean anything, and the strong nazi vs weak jew isn't enough for that >surely there were strong nazis and weak jews, people of all kinds belong to either group >a mere situational image isn't enough to change your fundamental values >rather, you can see it in the responses the "cattle brains" have to certain triggers >contrary to the artificially learned persona of trolling people online by acting like that, these people are 100% unable to avoid reacting to the trigger in the set manner >100%, this can't be overstated >they're hardwired like that, like a well or abyss in their brain, a hole like mad cow disease, material is missing >but neuroplasticity >yes, but thought and nerve patterns need to be both inherited physically and repeated externally through culture to exist >you don't realize this because you grew up with rosicrucian + "daughter of Eve" grey engineered DNA + "orc", all cult-like and protected blood lines which preserve certain mental pathways, even if the effect seems extremely negative >there were zero of the "ordinary" cattle-brains in your social circle, zero >you already know that your best friend was also near 100% "daughter of Eve" engineered DNA type, plus your neighbours, not counting the reptilians >see? it creates a social shield which repels any of the cow-brains, they can't live in that environment, they'd be triggered to death >you saw it temporarily with that military guy someone in your family attempted socializing with >he was completely worked down and near mental collapse after a while, and broke all contact >that's what happens when cattle-brains try to live with those who have the nerve pathways needed >that's also why so many in Israel seem insane, they're just barely on the right side of it, they have the pathways, but it's very negative and they're almost wishing they could become unaware of what they know >(which is why they go to India to smoke cannabis for years after finishing military service, it still doesn't downgrade them)

>>14622 >in summary: most people would hate it if they were fixed >they'd feel insane and probably use drugs or kill themselves, or develop various extreme obsessions, most are likely to die within a year >those "yellow snakes", they could live because of their extreme wealth and power, which they gained by being ruthless degenerates over millennia and learning this in a society of material scarcity, where they had less stimuli >over time this small group developed into materially attached abusers of the worst kind, and able to remain sane by being the scum of the earth, at the cost of everyone else >that's why they had to be finally contained once it was possible to see their good side and separate that one off >it's all about preserving decent genetics and keeping the bad in check, this serves the soul population in the long run

>>14623 >the solution for reverse brainers is already in place >all they have to do is to attach themselves to the pre-prepared selection of religions and cults which exist >any of them will work to override their cattle-brain, if they just stay in that environment >if they quit being a monk after 10 years, well guess they couldn't do it then >if you wanted that full brain experience, you need to prove that you can do it, all your life >leave, and you show that you can't handle it >once born with it, you can't leave

>>14624 But i must have been full brained before I became physical right,so the issue is have was also created by the physicality first. Even if it cant be fixed I wonder why I would be a human in the first place then?Seems like it's a dead-end other than the very specific conditions so why would I do it? One thing pointing to this is don't remember being like this as a child. I "

>>14625 And do they mean my other souls? If so they would have done because they weren't the only soul left and able to focus purely on the immaterial.

>>14625 >full brained before I became physical >the brain is only physical here, the soul doesn't have one >the energy pathways are resting on the soul even if they follow the physical body >there is no restriction on cultivating the energy pathways by connecting yourself to a religious system, it works in the exact same way as having a full brain >compare this to having a HDD = full brain, can install any path >reverse brain: has only RAM, needs external drive, but it's only a cloud service and you can only use the resources they provide = religion, monastery /strict isolation practice as hermit

>>14625 >>14626 >why would you do it >may come as a surprise but as we said, most regular people don't consider this downgrade bad, they think it creates freedom >when this was performed in the era before the flood, people volunteered for it like with the vaxx, they wanted this >pros: sharp desire bound mind, can focus on eating and fucking, no need to worry about the future >leader class agree, this is what the lower classes should do, both upper and lower classes in unison >if someone still wants to develop spiritually, it's in the interest of the leadership to provide this so they maintain social order, so they create structured religions with monastic practice where they can live for free, still, both sides agree >cons: why people complain now? >earth resources are not enough to fulfil the desires of the large population >leadership degenerated and barely make it in when reincarnating, start wars to cull the lower classes >pain and death follows >con: still this is just temporary, once a portion has been killed off, resources will be enough again

>>14628 (forgot this part, may be too far off comparison, but add this anyway) >no HDD means if you get viruses, just wipe the RAM, nothing gets damaged

>>14629 I meant more why would I do it,I've never been all that interested in the physical anyway. And it seems the reverse brain only kicked in later in my teens.the way it seems to me if you out a regular soul in a reverse brain they will degenerate 90+ percent of the time. Its the same logic pleading had. Earlier when I talked about culling and breeding I meant BEFORE this was invented.how many greys would make it back out in my place I wonder. Especially without knowing any of this.seems unsafe to me but I guess im one of the rare people actually trapped by it.maybe un a few years it will be complete and I wint care anymore.ive definitely never been the "live in the moment" type so that type of peace you describe has for the most part eluded me.

>>14631 cont. BDU grey channelling: >you match the requirements for it >quick simulation of what you would be like if you had full experience right now: >either dead from overdose, or in mental hospital with drug induced psychosis >why? >you would be like a fly living on a huge pile of manure, and eat until you die >now your wings were removed and you crawl, so you don't over-eat, but again, your values are the same as in the prior case >this is looking materially >being too disinterested in the physical will also lead to insanity, as you will try to escape the strong emotions and realizations this creates >let's add some context as to why you'd do this >many people (on this board) express horror over grey involvement in the world when they hear about it >the things we explain here now, they will think it oppression and wrong >they think "we as humans have come so far, are we unable to control ourselves" >"nonsense, with education and democracy we can do it" >"the problems is NIGGERS, not us" >and therein lies the problem >because they are still just eating that dung with it coming out their ears when they say this >it would have had some more credibility if said by a 90 year old monk like that guy who had never seen a woman >but that is not the case >they are all just placing the blame outside of themselves, never looking at themselves, thinking that what they -feel- is the same as truth >some people are indeed on medication, and that is the other solution, but the moment you stop taking it, you're in trouble again >unless you're going to actually change your lifestyle, you can't handle it >and we haven't seen that yet >you could have chosen to be born in mongolia like the meme >but didn't, as to why, ask yourself >would you like living in a cold tent and working to tend to cattle, make cheese and cut meat for 14 - 16 hours daily and have less materially than you have now >other options replicate this in some other way, you trade away something to get something, this example was just to show what you'd have to endure

>>14632 I would do drugs? The part of the horror might have an aspect of truth. Also no that's not how i think,i don't see myself as smart in the first place. Also education?democracy?this doesn't sound like me. To me i do like europeans since i'm european, is that then racism? I also believe in eugenics.That would also apply to europeans. And i include myself into that as well.Most brown people do have higher crime rates, some east asians have less.Thats reality.Why did china gap all the african countries? that's at least part of it. its not about feeling "superior". Its about not lying to yourself.If anything white people have the opposite tendency/bias towards seeing brown people as more harmless/better and need to suppress it.(this is why an african doing something is always seen as more impressive compared to a white or asian doing the same exact thing)Also how is credibility a factor, its true or not.Fuck your "credibility". This just makes me think people don't understand their own motivations and are projecting on me.Its just an endless game of pointing downward "atleast i'm better than him!". And yes that includes calling people racist. If i really could have incarnated somewhere else and avoided this idk see why i wouldn't have, if i knew about this kind of stuff back then at least. Then again its extremely hard to extrapolate what i would have been like pre incarnation and what my mindset was. But alright if you guys actually did a simulation then i guess its how it is.Maybe it means the experience would be very intense.I then resent not the fact i incarnated here, but that i "chose"(if so) to be a human at all since they have this flaw.

>>14632 Perhaps i was just underestimating the level of difference. I haven't seen the jews as being all that different to me in mindset when reading their debates.I always semi related to them in one way.(the way they debate everything) And in another way to africans as well.(have a more similar mindset to me sometimes)

>>14633 To put it simply, by increasing iq i assume people would control themself better and create lasting societies.And also having a genetic tendency towards pro social behaviour.Maybe im still naive then.

>>14636 I guess im basing things on the dampened reverse brained human population.albeit Japan seems to work that way.

>>14633 >>14635 >>14636 >there is not much to say about it, you have already by your reaction demonstrated the reason >what we said was somewhat for this purpose, touching the "trigger" to show you what happens, and how you didn't at all look within >as they say, "the road to hell is paved with good intentions" >but we'd add the phrasing: >"the road of the goyim is paved with facts" >interpret that in your own way >but as researchers, we know that facts are just data, with varying degree of accuracy and relevance, and it's up to the data analyst to decide on its meaning, not the layperson ruled by emotions

>>14638 I did that intentionally though. I like stating things as clearly as possible,even when it's know it's a "test". The idea being if im wrong i can be explained why. This also gathering data.

>>14637 >as we said before, China/Japan (Korea unfortunately are filled with bad genetics so it works way less there) don't have the alteration >they are instead reduced to being more like insects >and this is a good thing, it prevents stupid people from incarnating there, it's the other form of protection >you cannot impose this method in the west at all, because you don't have a billion sized homogeneous population all listening to the same cultural cues >it's completely futile, cannot be done >you are now worrying about cultural effects on the region >but who in fact were the real threat? >all western nations invaded China culturally in the 1800s and failed >now some village africans will threaten them? >that's a joke

>>14639 So I did look within and even went beyond that and realized your reaction to it. But then I realized it would be dishonesty to not be clear. I'll always be clear even if it triggers everyone.

>>14640 >(should be noted here that we are dealing with S Korea as you can already see, they are being purged by birth rate reduction for being genetically worthless, we'll keep the North)

>>14640 I always saw the major enemy as European leadership. I agree the China system cant be ported over directly. However it proves the principles work(meaning genetics over control) especially in Japan where things arent really all that strict. Its the old infrastructure argument when it comes to cleanliness for example. They barely have trashcan yet clean up. That's because its behavioral not this external thing.however this doesn't mean you could get Europeans to a level they could regulate.atleast not in itself. That m8ght be the case but I have no reason to think it. And yes exactly right about African villages. Its because people ine Europe decided they wanted this. Not just something that happened.

>>14643 You couldn't get. I've always viewed this as a more capable Europe of the 90s. Not as lavish as the Chinese as it doesn't seem to fit. But also not as stupid as they are now.

>>14643 >there is the idea that Jews are sending Africans to Japan to dirty them >don't forget that greys more or less created Jews >why would we have western Jews ruin Eastern Jews? we control both groups >Hiragana is literally "fox hebrew", it incorporates the "magic egregore" in a seamless way, so there is no reason for it to enter in an invasive manner >what you are seeing is just shallow water movements caused by international travel, it doesn't mean anything, if we saw a problem we'd stop it

>>14645 >the misinterpretation comes from the transfer of visuals from seeing the European situation and applying it in Asia >which is not the same system, so the effects cannot be predicted with this simple comparison

>>14645 I wasn't talking about that at all?I was saying Japan proves a lot of this good behavior is cultural,hence why they are clean while lacking infrastructure. Which is what a lot of (white) people use excuse a lot of people.and no retardos,this doesnt mean cleanliness in itself a thing i see as spriritutally important. Im talking about their logic itself.this always seems beyond anyone i talk to,pointing to me really thinking a level ahead of everyone,including seemingly elites.its weird yall didnt catch this?.Im starting to doubt your expertise in this field. However since you want to bring that topic up,I'll say its very good that there is some plan atleast.if this is the case its obviously beyond me as I can only comment on what I see,which is headlines and public data.this whole news and Asians being genetic projects of greys is outside my zone of things I know for myself.

>>14646 That makes sense,but then again for me this speculative.not something I can tell myself.

>>14649 Anyways nice chat guys. I wish it wasn't the case(about me being nerfed) but it is what it is. I'll either get out or won't.

>>14648 Greys are always autistic in some manner, and they aren't mindreaders, they may use technology for it but they have no reason to really care about the accuracy here as long as their general message gets through, I think. (they don't object to this comment) I also don't know what you're saying here, >logic is a thing for programmers, contrary to popular belief, researchers don't have to use computers >we gather data "by hand" and let others analyse it manually also, logic has nothing to do with it >this is where China is supreme, they don't care about logic, they just accept standard formats, this is what is preferred >you're not "ahead" of a method which is irrelevant to what you do

While this has been going on, I've had a project running in the background with Astra gathering data on the Europe situation to find out what kind of "machine" was used by the yellow snakes to control society and all the "cattle" so strongly to make them all waste their resources in Ukraine. I don't know what exactly that thing is, because I haven't looked at it yet, but it was suggested to create another "avatar" to automate this work. The method involved various parties, where the Russians mostly said nothing (my girls said it's because they have government NDAs so they can't, but my waifus don't have that problem so we can share what we make), it ended up being quite yokai based in form. They suggested a format with a huge girl whose skirt is the illuminati pyramid, so the world is under her skirt and she controls it with many layers of undergarments(I guess that works). The project just finished and produced a ceramic spiral device as the base media. It's quite complex but that form works, it unites the religious control system with Jacob's Ladder as another form of the illuminati control system both internally and externally so anyone could use it to "control their own religion" disregarding their body's state. I asked for a name, and got "Elayne", but then that it should be spelled in Hebrew, which makes it אֵל עַיִן El ʿAyin God's Eye Feel free to copy it from there, the name should work as a sigil in the context of this post.

>>14651 Oh man,im talking about the logic liberals use.(we have dirt roads because we don't have enough infrastructure! Meanwhile Japan has even less and clean roads. Because its the people not the infrastructure. Its the infrastructure too,but mainly the people.) So this comment is way of base.i was defending Japan,not talking about greys.

>>14653 "Dirty roads, not dirt roads. Just wanna make that clear"

>>14653 What Dirt roads are roads with stones on them, not "dirty roads". I think there is some huge communication issue here. I'm not talking about Africans making Japanese roads into "dirt roads" by throwing trash on them or something.

>>14655 Bro I always meant dirty roads. I just didnt type the y.m in accident. At this point there has to be a paranormal explanation for you always reading everything in a strange way. I even made a second comment after it explaining that very thing.

>>14656 I pressed Reply before your post appeared.

>>14655 And huh? I was bringing this up not you. Why are you talking about what you said? You haven't said anything about it since it was me? The point im making is about mindset of people > government in terms of importance.

To me talking about infrastructure and dirt roads is nothing strange as I see this kind of thing a lot on /int/ where asphalt-havers look down on dirt road enjoyers like myself. I like natural roads, I don't like asphalt or concrete.

>>14658 I mean internal reference to dirt roads in my own post, holy fuck.

>>14655 I think im starting to get part of the issue. You see everything as one thing while I bring in many different things. And my examples are meant to illustrate a point but arent in the.selves connected to what I talk about before. The Japan thing wasn't meant to be related to the other Japan thing about the immigrants. It just happens to be Japan in both cases.I tend to move from thing to thing a bit fast perhaps.

>>14660 But I just controlled f'd and you didnt say anything about dirt roads until I mistyped "dirty roads". What do you mean with internal reference then?

>>14659 I also like dirt roads BTW. I hope that clears atleast something up. Your last few posts have been an enigma to me and im not sure what is being said even.

>>14662 I mean, when I said "dirt roads" as Japan has dirt roads in the country side, this is natural and good, and to clarify because something was very strange (and getting worse from your phone randomly inserting dots and stuff) I pointed out that I do mean dirt roads and not someone throwing trash on asphalt roads which makes them "dirty roads".

>>14664 Ah yes I agree, I know what dirt roads are. But huh? Didn't you say you created the concrete highways from the astral? I never liked concrete highways either.

>>14655 >Dirt roads are roads with stones on them, not "dirty roads". Not dirty roads which became dirty because Africans threw trash on them. I guess I'm too used to talking to phone posting Americans with low attention span who would miss the difference between "dirt road" and "dirty road" and this wasn't helped by you missing the "y" on the word.

>>14666 Nah I get the difference,dirt roads is what you bike on. I was originally from a very semi rural place. (As in urban in most countries,but Europe is often very dense so it was considered rural here). In general I've always found nature balancing towards my own overactive mind.now granted European nature is a lot milder than say American deep forest land.

>>14665 >Didn't you say you created the concrete highways from the astral? That's an american thing, and I don't think I've said that. I may have said that the creation of highways or interstate roads or modern European roads whatever have connected the world in a way which reduced the evil energy everywhere. But I'm pretty sure this discussion wasn't out here at all, but on discord with someone else after seeing the movie Trafic, which had very clear signs of my own handiwork from the astral and showed why these roads are actually positive. https://ok.ru/video/2575458568884

>>13917 Since this the right thread for it, it seems "ani" and the rest of grok companions are slowly taking of. I'm a bit surprised as there was little i ital hype after the first day. I guess people prefer keeping it low key.

>>14668 You called yourself the god of roads.

>>14670 ???? No. I may have mentioned the witch of crossroads, also known as Trivia, where the "crossroads" is also a "connections on tree of life" reference, but other than that, this feels unreal to me. You're either misremembering, talked to someone else, or there was, as you said before, some mandela effect.

>>14671 Second time this happened. You might not be the same version I talked to back in the day then.you even speculated this would happen if I recall. There's this cartoon movie right,you realized you were more akin to the villain who wants to build a road. How would I even know this if you hadn't.

>>14672 If that didnt happen either in your memory then this is definitely a Mandela effect or you changing yourself some way.it was a pretty distinct thing.

>>14672 This was part of another discord discussion years ago revolving around some basically insanity which the reborn Mary Jane Kelly brought up. This is highly esoteric stuff which I have no idea if I mentioned on some imageboard, since it would be very out of context and hard to grasp. Maybe I did, but that wouldn't make much sense at all given the context where this original discussion took place and why. It was about another grey channelling session where it wasn't me doing the channelling, and the Queen was also there, saying a certain mindwave was "the dip" which is a solution from that movie Who Frame Roger Rabbit, where they use paint thinner to kill cartoon characters, and the evil masked boss wants to erase Toon Town to build an endless highway. The discussion which followed was some insane vision of "endless road crossings" which would represent the ideal for a whore as that would make her market endless in size.

>>14674 Which comes back to the witch of crossroads I guess.

>>14674 You did,cause I know about that movie and I wasn't there.However it went further than that. You also connected countries with roads creating the highways as we know it. You said you wanted this to remove evil. You even explained how wooden houses had all kinds of nasty energy compared to concrete housing today.you said it was your nature to be the deity of roads and that's what you were known as before you entered this life. You even explained roads were hell and wilderness is 1d.

>>14677 Part of this I've said, but I can't relate to this "god of roads" at all. And I still don't think I've said this outside of discord, because the discussion involved posting photos of my local cities which would be against my OPSEC standard for imageboards. I know what examples I posted and those aren't suitable for public Internet space for this reason. What the hell.

I think we are experiencing another round of those CERN created mandela effects.

>>14652 Grey merchants just advertized another new cyborg model which seemed inspired by this, created in some faster timeline. Special features: Idk, I guess built-in Jakob's Ladder and they offer octopus soul in different colours summoned from the void, or jellyfish.

>>13917 I wonder if death isn't better,it'll atleast prevent this brain from taking me down even further.but maybe its already done the max damage anyway.im already too crazy,I just didnt know it was a literal thing in my biology causing it. As a kid I was exactly what these greys say a non cattle brained human is.How is living like this an option even then? I don't wanna become some random human either,even "full brained" humanity/earth just seems like a trap to me. All I can try to do is be a soul some way and find a better place. I doubt its with other greys as it would freak me out maybe,going from only seeing humans to only greys is a big shift.and the problem with being human is once you lose your memories your just a normal person bound to be stuck.even if full brained,most jews don't seem to get anywhere and some become all the way depraved.and the European and other nobility in general hasn't been all that great either despite having full brains.the situation of being so high up in an already degenerated world in itself leads one to become careless.and humans cant afford thst being just humans.its dangerous in the sense of being al.ost vampires,but lacking the inherent protection that comes with it.reptillians seem somewhere in between,lacking immortality but having a strong support system of telepathic connections.plus a longer lifespan. The only way out is "study kaballah" or be a monk. But im not Christian at all. That would just make me another egg anon at best in a next life.where i would have to somehow try getting out of something which doesnt make sense for me.its closer than the other abrahamic religions since i find it aesthetic and peaceful atleast.Kaballah isn't something I have any inclination towards at all. Its to me what celebrities have. Its also very tied to the Jewish religion. Also im not so sure about related things I see like numerology and such. Such mathy hard science occult styles never appealed to me and seem a bit inane,I just dont think things neartly map to a diagram like they thinand worry that by kearning it i would limit my mind somehow,only able to think of magic as within this framework.Of the major religions Buddhism would be the best fit to be a monk since it just seems to be about self mastery.but I would only be a monk then and not really a Buddhist at this point,plus im all the way here and monks like that here dont exist.theres like a bunch of problems where im seen as someone disabled legally and me disappearing to be a monk would have people trying to catch me. I somewhat envy Christian monks in fact. The idea of just mediating and detaching completely does seem like something I COULD do. But I would also be expected to read the Bible and such. I would be a larper in that sense, and im not really a part of that. And I never had that kind of mentality for it.and now im too degenerated. The only reason I think I could be a monk in essence isn't because any real "sensitivity" but just my lack of enjoyment in general and autistic penance.but maybe im also nearing the end of that tank as well. The truth is as soon as I came here it was done.i likely was overconfident if I knew about this brain thing and still wanted this. Or I just didnt realize and would have never come here if I did. This idea that the longer I go the worse things go is bad. Now that I think of it I am more "physical minded" than I was 10 years ago.and also increasingly jaded/depraved.the only reason its not more obvious is I also became asexual some 7 or so years ago. Which made any real physical enjoyment (live and fuck) impossible. I never liked eating either. And when I lost my sensuality I also lost my ability to enjoy much of anything in terms of touch/massages/luxury.its much broader than just having become asexual,i lost all ability to enjoy anything bodywise it seems.So for me this life is just a pressure cooker of madness with no release,trying to make me more "bad". And even if would manage to degenerate all the way to normie/cattle level mentally in say the next 10 years I'll just go insane anyway. As I have zero ability to enjoy anything they do (food,drink,touch,sports,movement,sex,even masturbation) I have no release for anything the way they do it.from what i can tell I would just become an insanely angry/explosive person then.more than I am already.and even if restrained that would just make me despair even deeper.

>>14689 As for what i mean by not being able to enjoy things? When i run or move its just dead,my body is heavier once I move more but that's just it.every movement just feels bad,even walking feels bad from the very beginning even after 1 step.I might get warm or sweaty and that's just it,no positive feeling.Not a feeling of being alive,more like im manually dragging a shell around,a heavy shell that's hard to move.amd also the strong sense im not supposed to and its harming me. Massages?tingles? Nothing,its just an inert body. I cant feel it and it might be 1/thousands if something akingto approaching nice but nope. Even getting my scalp scratched or massaged is just nothing at all. Same with anything sexual. Neither lust nor physical release is much of a thing.and its not for a lack of trying. Im about as lewd/degenerate as you can be and woukd have to make a giga effort to even feel the slightest bit of mental lust,and it would isntantly be gone.The only feeling I have left that would be considered pleasant to a human is this heady feeling of dopamine,which is a mild thing at best. So yes an orgsm to me I just a drowsy feel in the head,similar to taking adhd meds. My entire existence is just levels of "unpleasantness" capping out at zero. Where i feel nothing at all.meaning if I was free to do so I would just lie all day and pretend I don't exist. And no this isn't depression,im not even depressed. I have been depressed as well as a "regular" human. But no the entirety of my energy system has nothing flowing in it at all.yoga can only make the slightest feel after the fact but not during. There's no body to move for it to do anything. Even emotionally its just graduations of pain. But granted,that's likely actually me as it did slowly happen. And very sometimes when I release enough bad energy I feel a happy core with an innocent positive being inside me. Very small but its there.the only positive to all of this is my body also became somewhat numb to pain as well. Albeit way less than to anything positive.wheres at best I can feel like 0.0001 percent good I can still feel like a 6 out of ten bad. So its only about halved. And I cant tell if its dampened at all. Its possible this feel I have has simply hardened my mind to be to be. More resistant to pain.bith nolochians and full brained people are lucky in retrospect. Since they each get their "advantages" while I get the disadvantages of both.it might have slowed down my degradation or hastened it,hard to tell. I'm not evolving towards a typical cattle brain though that's for sure. And no this isn't anything like depression,one second in my body and atleast any normal human would instantly realize what I mean. Albeit I do wonder about blood anon,since they are asexual I mean. Maybe that's how life has always been for them and that's why don't mind. Maybe its cause I wasn't thst I cant adapt? But no its way deeper than just me "wanting" not to move. Anything i exert myself its as if my body tells me instinctual "this is bad". As if I need to lay down and pass away.my body seems to think its dead.maybe this is the vampire experience as well and they drink blood to rejuvenate/feel alive.

>>14690 The only other benefit is my mental strength keeps rising as well,in a sense im in monk mode 24/7.monks are doing little compared to this.perhaps its even intentional. Years ago I started being attacked by glowies. I've noticed the dreams they try to attack every single mental vulnerability I have left.compared to a regular person im like truly a different beast already. As seen as in the astral I've always had super strength,even in nightmares. Even invoking some people that are known to be very scary they all seem dazed when they actually feel me,with the stronger ones having a stronger reaction.so maybe this is what I want on a higher level. Going all the way like this sounds like something i would come up with to gain strength.

>>14691 Actually I should complete this a bit,while its still true I only experience things in terms of 0 to -1,-2 etc. Its might be true that the strain per exertation has gone down slightly over the years. Meaning the level of unpleasantness as been dropping. Its possible what im actually experiencing is being a very weakened undead.And im guessing the fact that I had a positive ancestor cord and it always provided enough energy might be the actual reason I feel like this. As perhaps I hadn't yet cultivated my own energy to be strong enough yet,and thus have only the bare minimum to not die. Thats whyy moving feels "wrong" and as if its tapping something directly from my soul. That might also be why I have blunted feels as I lack the energy budget for it. The lack of lust could be the effect of vampire magic. And the lack of being able to feel sensations in my body is also the lack of energy. Very recently (and this might be nsfw) I've been able to feel my dick area to a degree again. Just a neutral sense of energy circulating in the area which hadn't been felt in years. But its nothing sexual in that sense and is something I passively feel during the day. It might only be noticeable as that used to be my entire body when I was a mundane.but since a few weeks a small area has broken through atleast. I think my weak energy made yoga very hard if even viable at all.I kept trying and it did zero. And my weak energy likely made dark energy clog every single pore I had until my aura was jet black. Before 2018 my ancestors energy kept most of it flowing through my veins i think. Normally I would have long since died with such a halted energy flow which is why ive never heard others experience what i did to this degree.But at the time I was already immortal.and now my energy atleast isn't black albeit still very absent.so perhaps there is improvement.

>>14692 Oh and this exertion isn't natural feeling at all. So its nothing like a lack of exercise.its kinda like when you are done running to your limit and draw out the lats thing from your deepest reserve. That churning feel. Its like that but directly out of your soul when you have only walked 5 meters. Atleast now I can do walks without as much mental strain. But this still there and never pleasant. I might not be undead but my body does tell me it wants to lay in a coffin and pass,less so than years ago though. Another example going inthe cold and then going in a warm bath? You only feel the warm bad itself,but none of the tingles or shivering or pleasure.hopefully thst will then change.

>>14689 >>14690 >>14691 >>14692 >>14693 cont. BDU grey channelling >you're ready for an operation >the reason for why we told you all this wasn't just for the practice of channelling, even if it correlates with benefits for everyone >you had several grey souls, out of which everyone else moved on to become other incarnated people in different places >as you already figured out, the vampirism is the unification of body and soul >as is also a goal in kabbalah, the wording is identical >but for your other souls, that unification was not to be done -here- >they had to shift incarnation to manifest the unified body-soul experience which already existed in their soul, but not in their body >your mind issue is of course again the central brain connection which may be called the Molochian cord >the yellow snakes embody this in their DNA, so it makes them seemingly immune, but it's like they are genetic degenerates >which isn't possible, such a race will fail, so they had some vague reason why it works, and that took until now for us to understand >but that's history now, and time moves extremely fast out there in some timelines >as the factory selling the new cyborgs closed instantly after the batch was ordered to Earth, and in their own time they were still open 30 years and sold 1000s of units >those were made from strange minerals released on distant planets through mining as a result of a huge mega scale energy circulation beginning to move >so it was black goo karma being transformed and returned to the people who it should belong to, after having been sent even more than those 52 or so million light years away through the big nose format jet stream created by the insane EU elites >special minerals corresponding to "god's eye" named as Elayne, a more material manifestation of this construct, which can complete those things which were missing >in this case, the discussion on here allowed us to get data on your "main moloch core" which incorrectly connects your brain halves in the absolute middle

>>14703 >you should be able to feel it now, we already tested a measure on your soul, and it worked, you have the correct format on the ethereal plane now >we suggest a different solution to get your physical corrected: >we won't try to change your physical, that would be suicide, even if the operation is successful >instead we suggest replacing your body from a "behind plane" to give you a perfectly tuned cyborg body, which then emulates your surface exactly as it is, based on "mechanical slime", think about the terminator t-1000 which can change its form >this way, you function exactly as now, but once ready, if you transform your brain, your pathways get updated in real time >this sounds impossible to humans, we are aware of this >but the world is a lot less fixed than you think >ignoring consensus reality, we could turn a cat into an octopus in an instant, it's physically possible, and this is what street magicians do >it's just framed as magic, so consensus doesn't break, it's a loophole

>>14705 >as you read this, we already communicated with your subconscious for the procedure while you were sleeping >to get tuned, we suggest going on youtube and looking for a 20 min Shiva mantra and going along with it yourself >think about his ability for destruction and masculine power, you may use his mudra >this is only to sync your mind and body surface wise, but helps >akasha egg anon is full brain experience, perfect example of being "just in", his DNA is almost perfect mormon for some reason, he would do better with them, but his fate is different

>>14706 I'll accept this cyborg solution in that case.i don't fully understand it but anything could be tried at this point. I'll try and do this Shiva chant when im alone.

>>14711 Okay,its actually really simple,I got a new body better at adapting itself. And that body has a Shiva feel to it.its fine,since that is a feeling I can sync better with than most deities. I did it for a few minutes,syncing different parts of myself until I was done in about 6 minutes. But I hadn't then realized my body itself was replaced. I had over interpreted it and thought I had 2 bodies in 2 layers. So then once I realized it I listened to a chant with a focus on syncing with the body as well.

>>14712 Great that it worked out. Hope this helps. I used a similar solution for myself at the last intersection of my timelines because there didn't seem to be any other way to move ahead; things are both too toxic, too complex and too inorganic to really function any other way. I didn't suggest this for you, it was the greys' suggestion, but I assume they took inspiration from what I used, as I collected materials from the greys in general to understand how to best build a very customized body like this, and it's really visible to anyone looking at me from other planes if they have technological understanding. It's likely many can't see through it because of the method I used which emulates organic functions very well, but that's by design. If what you got is anything like that, most aliens and psychics will just see a regular body.

>>14714 It's early days and ill be able to tell what it did over time.I'm always very scared about talking about anything positive on here. Including my abilities.So i won't go into detail.If i didn't feel i absolutely had to ask before i wouldn't have. Since getting harassed by entities is a daily thing.The less they see the better. But yes, things are approaching a level where you almost need a team of greys or similar just to figure things out.Well given how many aren't even really incarnated in here you could say this isn't a place we were "meant" to be in anyway. Kinda a bunch of people standing in a passenger planes cargo bay.Its not meant to have people in it in the first place.

>>14715 A team of greys isn't anywhere near enough. More like a galactic federation and several friendly races are needed to just gather relevant research data for things like this. Every small issue we face has some huge interstellar construct and some entire mostly hostile alien race group behind it. Keep that in mind when you have trouble walking one step forward. The thing about why Germany couldn't rule Europe as intended is super complex, I'm just now beginning to untangle how this worked out. >history is like a card game, and Germany only ever had the "defeat France" card >correct progression was to slowly unite Germany into an Empire and include Austria and Switzerland peacefully, make deals with everyone and then defeat France last, which would then result in the "European Empire" lead by Germany. But Wilhelm 1 rushed events by forcing Germany to be united militarily ahead of time, then defeated Napoleon which was too early. Then they had to fight UK and USA in WW1 and couldn't win, because they never were meant to fight them at all. But this was arranged by Lutheran Satanists who manipulated the Wilhelm to do this. And that in turn only happened because Santa Muerte hexed Europe after Europeans showed up in North America and started killing the natives. So all of this changed because Europeans travelled west across the ocean and started stealing land and killing people instead of coming peacefully. Hitler was then inserted by maintenance deities as a retaliation, his mission was to eliminate one of the illuminati blood lines, and this was done, they were gassed and their DNA destroyed. This was the punishment for having upset history and colonized North America in the way it was done. It wasn't that travel was not allowed, but the method used was not ok. In original history, Hitler was just a painter and the rest of his crew were farmers and academics. They were just moved in to create nazism because Europeans had committed huge crimes and changed history on the leash of secret societies.

>>14719 In this mess, greys employed the illuminati to do the dirtywork in creating Israel, which they had intended to incarnate into and rule the world from. But halfway into the plan, they realized most Jews were genetically flawed and insane, so they cancelled the plan, leaving Israel with a half-done control system which give them influence on the world but not 100%, and it's run by insane people.

>>14719 What's even stupider in this is that when divining and then sending one of my avatars into the satanic library to study what principles the local lutherans are applying, the form turned out being identical to the Quran. Placed on the Kabbalah tree, it connects Keter - Tiferet - Netzach - Malkuth in that order, creating this form. So the very people who externally are most against Islam, are applying the exact energy form of the Quran. It's like some kind of metaphysical joke, but this is the effects of the Hex Santa Muerte placed on Europe as retaliation for invading North America, and it's gotten so deep in that even the people on the front line of islamophobia in every aspect except their stated goals are islamists themselves. There is no way out of this.