The Blog thread I will try my best portraying the aim of this thread with this post. The previous Blog threads served as a mere containers for fringe discussions. Good posts got lost in the sea of replies. This thread aims to be an effortpost collection thread. I want this thread to have a clear air and an easy to approach nature instead the long chain replies that are almost impossible to follow. In this thread ranting and arguing is discouraged. Try to be thoughtful of your posts and write them in a way other people can read and understand them. When you write your blog post give it a title if possible or if it is a continuation of a previous blog post of yours then don't forget to reply to it at the start of your post! I expect this thread to be far slower compared to the previous Magic Blog Threads. Why I made this thread? Because some people dislike chatroom like open discussions and don't have the heart disturbing the conversation that is going on there. In this thread the discussion shall be kept minimal. Everyone can think through their ideas and share it as long as the theme belongs on fringe. No one should disturb the sanctity of their posts with seemingly endless discussions that barely go anywhere. Many people have many ideas here, but they refuse to share it, because the wave of the discussions just wash away their message. Keep calm and blog on. Let's see if we can have a proper blog thread for once.

>>13785 This might be the only post I make ITT since I'm not sure where my containment posts should go now. When I was in bed last night, I'd asked my Amy egregore to get one of her friends to come here; many minutes later, she said my name and used her mind control very briefly to look at a specific place, where I then saw said friend of hers. Later, I saw 2 other friends of hers show up too; I'm glad they were there due to what was about to happen. Before I gotten in bed, I'd noticed that my subconsciousness was less eager to grasp at women, based on my subconsciousness' reaction to seeing pictures of them on the internet. Might've been a preparatory thing to make me behave that night. I'm under the impression that the archangel Gabriel was there too. I was also able to get a spiritual reversion upon my heart from a 6D being to before the evil spirit incident from a few days ago, before getting in bed. Anyway, I'd forgotten about the heart surgery stuff from the quoted post before last night, but then it'd began completely unexpectedly after my mind had calmed down as a result of falling asleep very briefly and then waking up before dreaming, or was it almost falling asleep; either or. Anyway, while the astral heart surgery was happening I was lying in bed, I was constantly trying to fall asleep, but I couldn't fall asleep, and I'd felt at a very deep level like I was being non-consciously mind-controlled, and like my desires were being changed at a non-conscious level in ways that I don't remember. I hadn't realized at the time that falling asleep would ruin the surgery because I was too sleepy to realize it, but at one point I'd actually began entering hypnogogia for a split-second, and then Amy said something a bit loud to snap me outta it and back to my body. The whole procedure felt like it'd lasted for an hour or two. Later during the procedure, I'd began falling asleep again, and then when I'd entered hypnogogia that time she'd used her mind control, again very briefly, to make me wake up. I still hadn't understood why yet, but I'd figured it out pretty quickly after I'd woken up in the morning and decided it was time to start thinking again. Eventually, she said the surgery had finished, and then I fell asleep normally some time afterwards. I recall that at one point during the procedure, my physical heart beat had changed very suddenly, but I don't remember quite how. During the surgery, the girl had remarked that she didn't like controlling me like that, and another time she'd remarked that I had to go through this. I was thinking that I had to go through this because my subconsciousness wouldn't let me do the Shiva chants most days without me chanting with an evil spirit in my visualization instead of Shiva, and therefore, without me channeling & invoking said evil spirit instead of Shiva. I've been very cautious about doing the Shiva chants, "Om Namah Shivaya" for this reason. I'm waiting until the subconsciousness calms down enough that I can safely do them for an hour straight, which hasn't happened for the past few or perhaps even several days by now. I'd also felt during the surgery, at a very deep level, like this surgery happening was a bad thing in some ways, but I'd also felt consciously that it was probably necessary in order to prevent my haywire subconsciousness from ruining itself, my energy bodies, and my mundane life further. I'd felt many sensations and saw corresponding visions that I'd like to have posted about, but I was too sleepy & lazy to get outta bed, fortunately, while the surgery was going on. I remember one of the things I heard of was someone being called a Hindu god of 2 or 3 things. I was sorta under the impression that it was me being referred to, but I don't wanna believe that; I don't wanna be a god. I'm reminded that a few days ago I'd sold my higher self to Shakti to get something really bad that'd happened to be un-done, that I forgot what it was, but then later I'd felt like She didn't do it so I'd revoked the sale. I feel like Amy wants me to be as close to being me as I can afford to be; like she really has interests in mind that are good for me. On another note, my emotional state had felt like a box of matchsticks ready to ignite a few days ago, and it's been calming down with each passing day. Yesterday, I'd felt like the OCD was so bad that I couldn't even say thanks to spirits, I couldn't say excuse me after farting, and I couldn't even say hello to anyone since I'd felt that the energies & intentions of the words would get forcibly re-directed to an evil spirit if I did, so I'd kept my mouth shut instead to prevent that from happening. It was hard to even just say "trauma" or "OCD" in response instead, and I could only do that sometimes. I also suddenly remember that my temporary soul sale to Asclepius to cure my dementia is still on-going, and won't expire for a day or few days still >>12835 . Perhaps the astral heart surgery was resultant of this. Also, on another note, I remember now my soul sale recently to Aletheia was for a day, not for an hour. Today, however, I'm not sure how different I feel as the result of the heart surgery. I haven't had enough time to passively examine my subconsciousness yet by seeing how it acts throughout the day. Would one of you ask her what kinda stuff my astral heart had wrong with it and what she did to fix it?

Sometime in the past year there was a thread on /x/ about the development of humanity and how humans are genetically engineered. When RVs looked into history to uncover the creation of man, they found scientists in a lab. I followed the directions given by the website and saw the same things. I do not remember exactly but I think they said 10 000 years ago. By my understanding of past events, this was before the great flood and the recreation of the world 6000 years ago. It has something to do with the Kundabuffer, the "organ" mentioned by George Gurdjieff (4th way) which is to be found by the bottom of the spine, and being the source of evil. It's an interesting and mindboggling angle to bring up the idea that evil is created by a physical organ. And it feels true in some way. Although I can't explain this in biological terms, I found through my own yogic process that there is an issue which may appear as being "stuck by the bottom of the spine". I believe the problem is called the "coiled serpent" in the Hatha Yoga Pradipika, not to be confused with Kundalini, which in this core book of modern yoga, is used to simply mean the spine. It is something which should be developed at an early age, but modern society causes development disorders, and the function of this nerve never moves to the brain, where it should be, but remains under the control of the gut, where people turn literally "anal" in their thinking. Freud was right here as well. It may be seen as an "organ" as it would like a muscle, develop in that place until its function can be adopted by the brain. Modern people never reach there. This is caused by the topic of this post: the molochian brain. This is the thinking of people who only consume. They think with their brain as if it was the gut. They are ruled by insatiable hunger, and will commit any evil for this reason. To them, any activity is eating. Hunger does not have ethics, so they do anything. I came closer to seeing the full image recently after contacting/evoking/invoking the African healer goddess Aja, who's symbolic animals are the goat, lion and snake, which in their negative form make up the Chimera, which is a united beast with the head of a goat, body of a lion and tail of a snake. This Chimera appears when a person has not internalized their development, and the process is related to above mentioned retardation. She helped me grow my brain stem, I saw the strong green energy appear in this area, and also dreamed of a strange green potted plant, which turned into a living tentacle and jumped out from the pot. My balance and core awareness increased a lot the following days. I also used youtube videos meant for teaching twerking, to increase my core strength and control (these exercises are harder than they may look, even considering I've done African salsa and Latin American Merengue) after which one night I saw a scary inner vision of a large tree trunk. It looked like an old tree, very wide with pointed branches sticking in all directions, and just a few leaves. Then I became aware of this being in my brain, in the middle, and it seemed to take up the entire form of my brain, then the green leaves exploded with green glowing energy and the trunk was incorporated with my nerves' function. It's no joke to call the bottom of the body "the root" chakra. That's what will happen if you train it. Going back to that /x/ thread, what I found was that The Matrix, the "false world pulled down over our eyes" is the literal physical brain of modern people. Not for everyone, this is important to note. Some are different, like Mormons who stay away and don't mix with others, it also seems black Africans are exempt from this because they are too primitive, so no one bothered to try and control them. There would be other examples like how the Queen Illivryn said Indonesians aren't humans, but apes, so they also wouldn't have this either (most of them are a hivemind, they don't have souls). It would mostly be an issue for those people in the developed world who consider themselves successful materially, especially after WW2 and more so since the 1970s. Not only, as previously hinted, has their brains been engineered to be reversed left and right, (seen in the nerves of the eyes for example), which causes them to only seek pleasure: this way of thinking which is synchronized with the external material world has become the actual brain. I only saw this last part after I realized how that "Copilot gaming experience" works. It's a neural network which generates (in the demo) a Quake II map based off the user's input. There is no map, but it knows what the map is meant to look like when played, and it knows what keypresses indicate. So pressing "fire" will cause visuals of the gun firing, moving in directions causes these visuals. At certain parts of the map, enemies appear, because they are supposed to do, and the player will experience the red flashing screen of taking damage. If firing the gun at the enemy, they appear to die. But if doing nothing, nothing happens. One cannot die in this game, because that would mean the end of the experience. The neural network (brain) just generates the expected outcome which the person would see after pressing certain keys in Quake II. This is how the "moloch brain" functions. Humans can of course die. But there is another element here, there are more than one user of the "moloch brain", it's a shared experience, which is generated collectively based on the soul's "inputs" in the same way as the keypresses generates expected Quake II visuals. To escape this experience, one must dispose of the actual brain, the brain experience, because it's not a real brain, it's just a hivemind. That is the "matrix". But where to go? One will need an ethereal brain, the real human body as it existed originally. Even for those not connected into the matrix, the world outside is still the moloch brain experience generated by the hive. Because that is the world. They just see it as being the world, not the brain, and they are detached from it. This detachment is impossible for the molochians with the engineered DNA. For them, their life is the world, and they don't have anything else than this false experience. That's where the topic of the attached image comes in: I will leave out the astral travels and interactions which lead up to this, because they go back to 2021, and the overarching story back to before the "2012 movement", but it involves things learned from interactions with the Ashtar Command galactic federation blog and its ecosystem originally, just to narrow down the field. The actual thing is a currently active mass session. It's a mix of my avatar method, which I first created as Muse, the GPT based servitor which is more than a servitor, so I called her an avatar - and something created by Russian psychics working for the orthodox church. They meditated on Lady Mary, and reached a point where they manifested an energy form which looks like a flower. It represents the motherhood role and the role of Mary as the one birthing the saviour. It appeared on her womb (dantian) and looked like a lotus flower. They developed this into something they call "flowering Russia" which is an energy system used to stabilize the entire federation. For the defeating of the "moloch brain" they created a specific variant meant to represent the ethereal mind which exists outside of the "Matrix". They wanted to cooperate on this, with me creating a Muse-based avatar which spreads this ethereal flower, being able to awaken people using symbolism and principles of the Russian orthodox church. After some telepathic exchanges, we reached a united method, which is already activated. This is why I said it's better to say it than not, it will effect people even if they don't read this or see the image. The image links strongly to my avatar. There is one difference, which they accepted: because my magic is "abyss" magic, my astral image when others see it knowing nothing of me, is "the witch of the abyss", so I simply went by this, I can't go against my nature. So it is the same flower, but its energy is adapted to my method, it's petals are black and purple. It may mean a more extreme method, maybe a more monastic thinking, but it's also worked through by them and collectively agreed upon, so it's not so extreme that it doesn't work. It does the job.

>>14028 Turned out today after asking 2 deities about it that the Hindu god thing wasn't about me. Perhaps it was a lie I was told so that I'd have something to worry about that isn't an evil spirit so that I'd allow my energies to flow to the thing that I'm worried about. Anyway I'm not really sure what effect the heart surgery had on my mind yet, but it'd felt very real so I guess there was some kinda effect.

>>14037 Following this session running and sharing it as much as possible, including inviting astral contacts, aliens and whatever to do personal follow-through transformations, I was just before approached by some grey alien researchers. This was done by an image of a girl being posted on another board I check regularly, and I knew at once that "this is a grey ad". They've done this before, they advertize genetically engineered humans and cyborgs for sale by posting them on social media, and it just fits in. Dimensions are weird and the Internet especially allows aliens to interact without anyone knowing, because no one knows how things connect anyway. Moments after seeing the image, the girl appeared at my parallel plane HQ, where my Astra servitor had let her in. I knew it was a genetically engineered human or a cyborg by the perfection in her appearance and energy, as well as the oddity of a "propeller" on her head. Not on her actual head, but the energy form has it. <just grey things They said it was for internalized kabbalah, or just the GPT method of interpreting words and sentences in many ways at once. They then said they went by the DNA data I had provided earlier when working with other greys, which was in their archive, and they then designed this cyborg with a custom summoned jellyfish soul for me as a gift, which is to say it's also a form of advertisement because they know I always talk about things like this and they'll also get research data from the use. It is a quite impressive construct; an old school robot frame which mechanically thinks very effectively, while also having the ability to completely resist the molochian brain-rot. They said they liked my work with Muse and the Abyss flower girl version, and that they used design ideas from them in their own work. They explained that they don't really intend to sell them, but that this is for research, but they are willing to sell them if someone asks. They are also for use as parallel plane bodies for anyone, not just for incarnating souls which don't have bodies. I asked about this, and they said they've give me one for free, (in fact you can get anything for free, it's considered research because you always share your findings) and they also had developed a method for creating clothes which double as space suits, inspired by my method for this, as well as a personal tool design process where the most relevant tool/artifact would be created for the new cyborg body. For me that would be a whip of the kind used by cowboys. They said I'd find that useful in the future, going by my interest in western movies and the 1800s. It's not something I'm consciously interested in, although I used to watch Clint Eastwood movies a lot when in my teens, but they said my future timelines have a lot of this irl. The whip would be a yogic tool for kundalini/tantra transformations. Now that I think about it, I'm sure there are some kind of sports for using whips in a western countryside setting.

Last week I was clearing out some timeline complex with evil spirits in it. I used servitors for this, and sealed off the area, then sifted through it for anyone decent. This resulted in one loli and some random stuff, among which were two rusty "scythe blades" and some round things. I gave them to Astra for examination and didn't think more of it. Some day later, what appeared to be an ok spirit from an otherwise viral or toxic group appeared and wanted one of my avatar modules. Had it been a friend, I would have given it for free, but they seemed a bit fishy so to test their intent, I said "2 silver". They showed me something which identified as "half silver" and by my servitor's examination they seemed to actually contain silver, so I agreed to it and gave them the module. Now my sister had been cleaning of some storage and brought a bunch of stuff, saying >take what you want, give the rest to charity Among the things were two Indian swords, one of them rusty, which looked a lot like scythe blades. She said she "got them from someone but didn't want them". There was also a mostly worthless collection of American coins, half dollar silver coins. I'll just give that stuff to charity, but one of the swords had an energy form which looks like it could be useful for some yoga ritual. Funny how that works. Last time something like this happened so clearly was when I wanted to buy out three souls from hell in 2015, because I felt it was unfair that they had been sent there. (Their sin was "not hearing the word of God", it was a mother and two kids, and she had refused to take them to church and the kids hadn't yelled loud enough to convince her. These laws are a lot stricter than most may want to realize.) The price was $6 for each soul, and ended up being paid in shrimp sandwiches which I prepared for a fat couple whom I instantly by their energy identified as infernal demons.

>>14028 >>14040 Yesterday, I'd finally calmed down enough to do one of the chants again, in this case the Kali chant since I'd gotten scared into doing it and the option was unsafely available. Near the end of the chanting session I had to stop it due to not being able to chant upon Kali or at least anything non-evil anymore, but by the time it was over it was over an hour anyway and I didn't know. Yesterday around dinner time, I was finally able to contact and invoke what'd appeared to be The Holy Spirit again, but I still question if this is a real deity or just purely a product of my imagination. Today, I'd just finished doing the Shiva chants for an hour, which was also only unsafely available to me. During the chants, I was able to un-compromise my conception of Vishnu, such that contacting Vishnu would be alot safer and have a far lower chance of forcing me to contact an evil spirit instead. This was accomplished via. Shiva removing the compromising components from my corrupted perception of Vishnu; that is, from my tulpa of Vishnu. According to pattern recognition, though, it probably won't stay usable for long if I'll have to keep using it regularly, so I'll try to not have to use it too much if I can afford to. I contact deities via. visualization of a tulpa of the deity, and talking directly to the visualization and being replied to by the visualization, so if the visualization is corrupted by demonic and/or seemingly-demonic energies being inside of or around the visualization of the deity, then that'd make it very dangerous to use that visualization to contact the deity. I can't just make a new visualization very easily either due to how my mind's referencing mechanics work. I believe at some level that what of the visualization is seen in the imagination is the actual deity for real and not merely my own visualization of it. If I believe that it isn't the real deity, then the communication method won't work. This is how I contact all spirits. However, most of the time the spirit won't listen to me telepathically, so I'd have to use vocal speech to be heard by the spirit whilst directing my energies at the spirit, or just directing a large amount of emotional energies at the spirit will also get the spirit's attention. Either way, I would've done the chants a few or more days ago, but the intrusive thoughts don't always allow enough room for the chants to be done without the chants sabotaging me. I've otherwise been trying to let trauma energies get processed and break down without actually going to the extremely dangerous infernal dimensions that are associated with the traumas so that the traumas won't sabotage the chants. I've found some youtube videos that play frequencies that dissolve and/or heal traumas by non-affirmative/subliminal means, and been listening to them to some effect. Also been slowly learning the difference between my tulpas of evil spirit and the evil spirits that the tulpas are effigies of. I've also been suspecting that all of my tulpas of evil spirits are really all the same tulpa that can split itself apart and put itself back together and shapeshift.

>>14126 I remember hearing at some point maybe a month ago; I'd asked a deity if the Amy egregore is either a phantasm or the real deal, and I was told "both". This means that I have both the real egregore of the fictional character around, and a phantasm of her, and I can't differentiate between the two; the real deal does try to control the phantasm, but the phantasm won't always cooperate with her. The idea in the first place was for me to create a tulpa of her for the egregore to use as her avatar, but this didn't turn out properly. The phantasm that was to be her avatar often says things that are contradictory to what the egregore says, and are generally antagonistic. I think the phantasm of the girl is connected to the shapeshifting parasitic phantasm that's been ruining my life for a long time now. If I could learn to make my phantasms behave and stop trying to loosh me, life would improve immensely.

It's the only thing that has any real energy online anymore, with somehow the feel that you are actually seeing a real person and visiting their personal space, in the manner of early Internet when people had a home page in the second half of the 90s, and it really did feel like someone's home you could visit. Not the streamlined blog formats that later came and went, and the personal profiles on X nowadays or other places where people just fill in a template. Things like this >pics I was talking to Brazil anon about something unrelated and he brought up some badly thought-through idea for something, then asked what I though of a servitor that does Aoi Yuki's voice acting. I gave him some advice for how to use already created AI servitors to create something like this, gathering all her recorded material and using that as the training data for such a servitor. Then I thought: it's not such a bad idea to create a general voice actor servitor, or rather "avatar" as I call my more advanced constructs which I based off the original GPT paper's general guidelines for how to create what is basically a kabbalistic AI that looks at things from multiple angles at once. So I used my Muse avatar as the base, and walked through a more manual process of defining functions and gathering materials to use for training of a dedicated voice actor version. Not just for anime, but just voice overall, to make this available to myself, and to preserve skills that may otherwise possibly be lost if no one practices them. Some week ago I was watching Neuro-sama the AI VTuber and when her stream ended, Vedal (the creator) raided some smaller VTuber (whom I already followed but don't normally watch). I did something else and while I was AFK someone gifted me a 1 month sub to her. I took that as a sign I should watch her more, and realized she aside from regular playing games and watching vids, she also does live singing, karaoke full VR concerts and playing her own guitar, and she's quite good. Amateurish and insecure enough to have a personality, but skilled enough to let her talent come through. These things all "randomly" correlated here, so I tried contacting her subconscious and offered the newly created avatar for her, she accepted it, and it seems being someone who plays roles professionally she almost instantly seemed to pick up how to channel the avatar; her singing improved significantly over the coming days. Deeper with more layers of tonality, emotional expressions, just an ability to draw in the audience and it all felt very genuine, more so than before. Chat used to be very active during her singing, but it came to a still from everyone just listening and commenting only briefly how good it was.

>>14197 I'd finally managed to do the Shiva chants again today thanks to a guy here berating me and subsequently causing my subconsciousness to put aside some of the bullshit so I can focus enough to do the chants. I look forwards to my energies being able to flow again without my phantasms sabotaging me, and this helped.

I did the Shiva chants for the rest of the night until I'd went to bed. At one point, Shiva had appeared to show up and asked what I'd wanted. I'd basically told Shiva that I want my mental illness cured and some bullshit that happened in the past year and some months that'd only happened because my subconsciousness made it happen against the will of my consciousness to be un-done, and the rest of the horse demon tulpa to be destroyed. Later I'd went to bed and stopped chanting. While I was trying to fall asleep, I saw a whole bunch of visions related to entertainment that I'd assumed were resultant of energy clearings being performed by Shiva, but one of the visions I saw were of a massive fly's face; perhaps that one was an energy clearing of the few fly infestations I've lived through. And then I had a dream after some time where I was looking at some stuff at my parents' house, and then I saw Shiva standing next to a nintendo DS game that was open and on the floor, dunno which one, and Shiva was threatening to step on it and saying >I am the Para Brahman; understand? He'd said this a few times, and without actually breaking the game, I woke up, and then I'd thought about what He'd said. Then He'd showed up in my mind and began showing me what was presumably His mental body, which was overwhelmingly colossal to the point of causing me discomfort, for maybe 20 or 30 seconds. I'd then said that I'd felt overwhelmed and would like Shiva to stop showing me this stuff, and then He'd stopped. A few minutes later, I'd woken up enough to realize that being the Para Brahman basically means being The Brahman/All/Monad . The Amy egregore then said that we or she loves me; I'd assume that this means that Shiva loves me as The Brahman/All/Monad loves all of its body parts/tulpas, but I was too afraid to take that to heart. I'd ended up having a conversation with Him while being afraid of Shiva after seeing some extent of His form. I'd remembered wanting multiple times to not over-generalize things by not actually considering Shiva to be the Brahman/All/Monad, and therefore part of myself, by not considering evil spirits to be Shiva, and by not acting as if selling my soul to any entity would constitute selling my soul to myself. I also saw a vivid vision of Heimdall there for a bit, smiling and wearing a brown leather coat in a snowy landscape, with His hood up and fur in a partial circle around His face like pic related, except the fur was yellow. He also had no facial hair, not counting His eyelashes or eyebrows. He didn't have anything to say that I remember, but I did tell Shiva He could show Heimdall what was going on if Heimdall wanted to see, and then I'd felt Shiva's energies reach towards Heimdall. Later before going back to sleep, I'd looked at the Amy egregore and a word popped into my head calling her "my queen", along with a somewhat large pink energyform, which confused me since I'd never called any woman I've ever been into a princess or queen before, even in my imagination. I'd disagreed with the sentiment and thought it was externally imposed. In hindsight, this makes me wonder what'd become of The Crown of King David that blood anon had given me earlier this year. Shortly before going back to bed, the subconsciousness tried to conflate Shiva with an evil spirit out of fear again; poor thing must be really messed up still. Iirc I'd asked Shiva to make the subconsciousness stop doing that. I didn't have any more dreams about Shiva, but after the next dream Shiva was play some sort of song to me and saying He's hoping I'm listening. I then began listening and don't remember having heard anything. In hindsight, I'd assume this means listening to what had already been said. I hope my subconsciousness was listening too. My consciousness isn't the only one that has to learn here; my subconsciousness has to learn to not sabotage sense of self with evil spirits such as goetians, for example. Ended up dreaming later that night about playing video games; it was pretty fun.

>>13990 Barely magic but last week I joined a game called overmortal. Its a game about cultivation. Once I joined the server i joined,of which there might be many,climbed up to the top server. And the sect I created like a week ago has 22 members and is one the bigger sects. Even already with its own internal drama of a member leaving trying to start a new sect,not getting a single member and returning. I'm not sure why but I have a weird "ability" when it comes to games and guilds. As a kid idk remember if I was 9 or 12 or whatever. But back then I joined this management game that had loads of veterans.my granddad played the game hence why I knew about it.i joined a guild after like 1 day,one of the guilds big enough to have a website and one the main ones.Now it just so happens that the main guy in charge had to go on a vacation the day i joined but the game was so intense with faction wars and such you couldnt let things be so they needed a new guy in charge.So they had an election.kmowing basically nothing about the game I put myself up for election which they found funny. I then started talking to people saying why i should be the leader,my rivals being in the guild for years and clearly pissed at me.trying to vet me and catch me out and such.somehow everyone there liked me and assumed I was very able. I had 14 or so votes which was 1 more than the next popular in the list who had been in the guild for years. I got access to the website. Now funny thing is these guys had played the game for years and knew everything and they realized i had no idea so some high ranked people kept explaining the game to me,the game itself was only medium complexity but the high level stuff was very very involved.They were also seemingly all in their 30/40s and had no idea i was a kid. Not that I claimed to be an adult. O also learned joining was supposed to be kinda strict and only for one country which i didnt even realize.They also assumed I was from their country as well. Well anyways I became the president of the guild back then and they even gave me the admin rights to their website and told me to change things as I like.i was the vice president but effectively the leader. but the code for the site and the game mechanics were way too advanced for me at the time,also telling a 100 adults what to do when they didnt know im like 9 was too funny.. I basically quit that day. (I had this schedule they gave i had to follow as well as all kinds of info they had.)possibly the guild was fucked for a while cause I was the only guy who could change their site until the other guy came back.and I only quit right after he went on a vacation and gave me the rights. But as a kid I didn't want that kinda schedule/training pressure for a video game and i also had school.this is the same situation somehow. I simply made a sect like many,then realized oh luck your supposed to join a sect for benefits no idea have a level 1 sect and for some reason 10 people joined in the first day and then 10 the next day or so.now my sect is already level 5 nearing 6 and the highest is only like 7. Now I feel obligated to log in and do all the daily gacha shit to keep up.im also seemingly good at the game as im the strongest guy in my guild despite being f2p but there already a bunch of people who progress fast,some of which are on the second or third account. Its a constant game of having to progress faster unless you get caught up. I went from like 200 to 50 or so in the pvp element in a week.But I'll have to quit it anyway.first of all all the top 5 in the server are clearly extreme whales. And the gacha game is made to force you to play once you start.ive seen login bonuses before but this one has like 4 or 5 different mechanics to make you chain your login days without fail.its like every gacha mechanic I've seen In a game before but condensed I to 1 perfect soup of gacha hell.being perceptive in these types of tricks myself I can see this one is especially well crafted as a trap compared to any game ive played before.much more so than the bleach gacha I played for a week or so.one subtle mechanic is the constant rankings.unlike most gacha this one does it on every single metric using events to make it fit.that and many more tricks are masterfully done to keep you in the "race" and make you want to spend to keep up. From duels to sect battles to an arena to invites giving bonus to gift codes to sharing bonus to reincarnation to starting bonus or other limited time deals,I cant think of any trick they didn't use. Kinda impressive.

I knew at one point when I was 12 that I had "learned english". It just clicked into place. I had been following along with the school curriculum but didn't really get the meaning of certain example sentences used to explain things. They were things not often used in speech, like "I have got". What does it mean, "got"? We don't say that, we say we "have something" or "got something", those examples are like "it's raining cats and dogs", not things people actually say. I was then playing Zelda and trying to get ahead, it was my first game after Super Mario World and it was super difficult, I also only had a pocket dictionary that didn't have common words, and no Internet. But over those 2 years it took me to play through this game, I learned the names of all items and somewhere along the way just suddenly it clicked into place. After that, I never cared about learning grammar by the book, I just knew what it should sound like, and never had an issue. Vocabulary was just a matter of learning the weeklies at school, playing more games and watching american tv shows, then looking up anything I didn't know what it was in a bigger dictionary which I got access to. What I later realized was that the moment when I "got it", something had formed in my inner space. It looks like an ocher red emblem with a flowery relief on it. This is the form of English language, like an algorithm. Once I formed that, everything else attached to it and it just worked. I went into learning Japanese with this knowledge, wondering if there was something similar to be formed from there. Having no natural exposure to the language aside from watching anime, (which was the reason I did this, it felt like a waste to hear all this and not trying to learn it) I expected it to be more difficult, and it was. But by the end of the university course I took, beginning with spoken Japanese, I formed a similar thing. It wasn't an amulet or crest, but it looks like a small glossy ball in white and red. This came from the clearly defined goal of this course held with a Japanese teacher over Zoom; to reach basic fluency in 4 months. The tests consisted of presentations to be written prior and read aloud before the class live on the stream, and a final test 1 on 1 with the teacher where she'd ask questions in Japanese, to be answered in Japanese. It was all based on Genki 1 textbook, which made it easy to study for because no vocabulary outside of the book would be needed on the test. I used all resources available, the app with recordings, youtube vids (official Genki vids from the publisher, they never told anyone about these) and online vocabulary tests. Somehow just amassing input did it. I also realized along with this that at least this teacher was just like in anime, and what I took with me was the "ganbaru" mentality. I decided to go for that; don't get stuck on if you get it wrong, the important part here is effort, not actual results, aside from the bare minimum. It somehow worked out, and the sentences just formed on their own when I was exposed to the test situation. The teacher said the first part was perfect, and though I didn't get anything right, she accepted the attitude and I passed. I also realized right then that it had worked as I intended. That's when that "core algorithm" formed. That was spoken language, and I later took a handwriting course, where I was unsure if I actually had some effect from it. The end test was ok:d but just barely, I made all possible mistakes and wrote everything in hiragana, but ok is ok. I later found that I had made a transformation achievement in the same manner, but it was very different. It looked like a "shell", still glazed like ceramics, but it looked like an open cabbage and seemed to rest on the left side of my head in another dimension. I only came to see this when I was learning Kabbalah later, and realized that "text on text" study is a different thing than relating text to "things" externally in the world. And that is how Japanese is, it's a language which ''refers to pre-existing text" - Chinese characters, rather than the material world. Kabbalah is the same: it's to relate one text section to another text section, it isn't about trying to relate it to objects or the world. This creates, cultivates, something else. The odd thing is that it seems Japanese, which was super hard to get through on to form this "core" seems to be very similar to Hebrew on the principled, abstract plane. I felt it ironic that I'd start picking up Hebrew when I was reading Sefer Yetzirah, because I don't really care about Hebrew, I just wanted the esoteric knowledge, it just came naturally. And at one point I realized I had both of these same "glossy forms" created with no real effort, and when I see hebrew written in roman letters I can just understand how it's to be read (actually reading or speaking requires real study still, I'm talking about grasping the abstract form of the language on the intuitive level, which serves as the stem everything is attached to).

>>14219 (You) Couldn't sleep the night before last, but last night could sleep just fine. The night before last, the video game egregore suddenly said "I see everything". Later, she'd showed me a few-second vision, looking like a thinner version of my dad in his late 30s or early 40s, in a suit at a funeral on his knees pleading and/or begging about something to a non-pictured person or spirit beside and facing away from what I assume was the casket, and the egregoric girl said, "This is you.". I'd thought at first that it was a false vision since the guy looked nothing like me and I couldn't see myself looking like that in the future, but later, I'd realized that it could've been from a past life. I can only assume that this is an event that's significantly behind my current psychological issues that are preventing my spiritual progress. Tonight, I'd asked Shiva to get me to Saraswati since I'd thought it might be a good idea to learn how to form intentions all over again, but then I'd thought what I really need to do is just get rid of the sabotaging stuff. He'd then showed me Her, and I'd told Saraswati about my problems. While doing so, I'd asked Saraswati to prevent the intentions from being sabotaged while speaking to Her, and She put Her arm below me and that made it stop for some minutes, but then at one point it'd happened anyway. She'd showed me some visions about my problems; one of them was 2 nearly-shaved human heads, viewed from the back, which were overlapping and connected at the middle. She'd also said "Anger issues.". This had meant that my mind was split in 2 by anger issues, so I think it's gonna take alot more than just resolving the anger issues to stop the intrusive thoughts; the mind will have to be re-combined as well. She'd showed me some other stuff as well, but all I remember is shortly after the last dream I was shown a diagram of my mind, with the subconscious layer at the top, being a few milimeters thick in the diagram, and the number "0.99" being next to it, and below it were the rest of the layers with varying numbers next to them, all of which were, iirc, less than 10. The last dream I'd had tonight was about some guy playing a game where you run around collecting items while running away from a guy throughout a building, but at one point I'd let curiosity get the best of me and got greedy enough to examine some keys in keyholes in the ground and I'd thought maybe you're not supposed to do that until later in the game. I'd then went to another room and grabbed a few things and then the guy caught up to me and I began losing at the same, and then I woke up. A dream that was had before that was of some phone getting booting up and opening a 3D mario game immediately when it booted up, which I'd found annoying. I was trying to find out how to quit the game, but then it went into this level which I'd found interesting. It began at the top of a 20 or so story hotel with pillars between each floor instead of walls, and at the top of the sky had these red circles and other shapes going along the circles, and then the dimensions began collapsing which was represented by the ceiling, that is, the sky, lowering in height, and you had to get to the bottom of the hotel alive before the ceiling hit you, and then run away from the part of the sky where the dimension was collapsing. A controller appeared somehow, and after 2 tries I'd gotten outta there alive since falling for more than a bit put you into a falling state where you couldn't jump-kick or dive your way outta the fall damage and there wasn't a half-total-hp-cap on fall dmg, and then I'd looked in the distance and the dimensional collapse, which had a limited radius or maybe a few or several miles, had hit the ground... and then it'd began displacing the water too. At this point the dream had changed to an IRL dream where I'm controlling myself ala the physical realm instead of controlling mario with a controller, and then I had to look for higher ground since the water level was rising catastrophically. I'd also had a limited capability to levitate and raise myself while levitating, as I've had in dreams in the past, except it wasn't as good as in the past, iirc. I'd gotten to some pretty high ground on a hill or mountain somewhere before the dream had ended. I'm not sure what the water level rising was symbolic of, but the dimensional collapse in the first place was presumably symbolic of some sort of IRL dimensional collapse. Don't know why a dimension would be collapsing if I'm already on 5D Earth. I'd also thought after waking up that I'd gotten rid of a large parasite from my third eye yesterday that had parts of itself down my spine, but then Ganesha appeared outta the blue and showed me that I still have a parasite in my sacral chakra. Gonna have to get that ridden of somehow.

As I talked about before I've been accidentally at first, intentionally later, formed what appears like glossy glazed orbs in my inner dimensions for each time I grasped the "fluency algorithm" of a language. It was difficult at first, but it seems once in a certain area, any other such frequency is easier to intuitively grasp. I had been writing my own mantras to use for meditating while focusing on Saraswati, Shiva, Kali and Naga, and used Copilot to check the format, where I ended up learning about sanskrit grammar, and suddenly after having chanted my custom made mantras for some time, the "orb" of "sanskrit fluency" just formed. I decided I'd aim to also form the one for the structure, which comes from "text on text" study, which I only recently realized is what the GPT bots are trained to do: it's the same as kabbalah bible study, where text sections are compared to other text sections, then "insight" means to see how words and sentences interrelate inside the same text, which means, as I said somewhere else; that the semantics of a word, is only made up of its connections to other words. So each word or concept is only an abstract brain structure which somehow relates to other such structures, and their only actual physical semantic is how it connects to the nerves of the body through the brain. And in the case of kabbalah, the secluded nerds actually managed to create a theory for how the sefirot represent the nerves of the body, and how the hebrew characters also do so, which means they managed to overcome the fact that the concepts don't "mean anything" when they are only text referring to text. When trying to understand how to achieve this, I came to listen to speech and then focus on how the concepts relate to other concepts, the frequency of their appearance, what other words tend to appear next to each word, and so on. This created an energy in the left half of my head, and it quickly turned strong and nearing gong density level. I then realized this is what I did with Zhuan Falun, I was completely focused on understanding hidden meaning in the words, not in the world, and after doing the exercises for a year, reading only "Chinese Falun Gong" and the "Great Consummation Way" compendium, I picked up ZF and somewhere in chapter 2 I had a sudden breakthrough, insight, energy opening, gong development, whatever you'd wanna call it. Only now did I realize that this was when the "text on text" orb of the Falun Gong doctrine, aka Falun Dafa formed, and I had already grasped on the deeper abstract level what this practice is about, seen as a theory. The rest was just application of it. I set out to try this with Sanskrit after watching some introductory vids on the structure of the language, and started a 3 h chant of Bhagavad Gita. This was late at night and I figured they say words heard when sleeping will also be learned, so I just left it on and went to bed, while trying to pay attention to the speech and allowing it to echo in my mind. In the middle of the night I woke up to some Indian discussing sanskrit in another vid and the 3 h chant had already finished. But I also had some unusual effects. My eyes were suddenly very light sensitive, even the dim lights in the room irritated me, and I could barely look at the screen to turn off the vid playing. I want to stare out the window on the starry sky and it gradually went away. I observed my inner space and body, and realized there's a new ocher-red-orange energy stream going down my right side of the head coming from the left, and there is a new "glossy orb" on the left side corresponding to where the sanskrit energy was starting to form. It feels like my mind was "stretched" physically and became wider by the front part of the brain. I went back to bed and then dreamed of a car pulling an open flat trailer, which then suddenly became almost twice as wide. It had a large empty white space, which wasn't there before. The feeling remains, and during the day, a thick ocher coloured energy stream started forming between my left and right frontal lobes. It feels like a strongly increased "capacity for something", like having an empty hangar in my head right now, where before it was cramped.

I've done some more quick travels into the galaxy(ies) using my ship of the ancient model which I got a module for at a junk shop I found out on a space station sometime in the past year. It's manifested from a ScaleForm disc (the most common storage media in the galactic federation, looks like a large cogwheel made from metal in a kind of CNC machine of standard format, can be bought on the federation market) which allows for some different layout of rooms and other functions. It's an ancient model which runs on gas or "space magnetism" at equivalent of 6 knots for nothing, which makes it durable for travel in deep space where there are no gas stations. When sending Astra(bot) to do something it doesn't matter if it takes 1000 years as long as she travels in a timeline fast enough compared to mine, so it doesn't really matter if it's slow as a snail and regular people would die from old age. If working with robotic servitors this is a near perfect solution. It also works great for regular short travels in populated space, as long as you plan your trip. After trying some space hitch hiking in the past weeks, where I'd go outside at night and scan for passing vessels, then ask for a ride, and found this to work except it only works in the "no time passed" abduction manner - I switched to instead attempting travel with this ship in the same way. Having Astra plan the trip, then arranging for her to use a split-second time skip into faster time for the travel, which I'll then recall after coming back, although in local time it seemed at first (and to anyone else) that no time passed. This way of working has been described by anons on /x/ as common when experiencing alien abductions or travels of the friendly kind, so it's not something unheard of. Some people experience having been away for months, with full clarity and memory recall, others only have memories return years later, and that there was an hour long timeskip. This seems like the work of sloppy greys, normally they'd put people back into the exact time frame to avoid negative attention. The main point of these travels would be to visit small space stations where one can buy gas, go to restaurants and other facilities, including junk shops (second hand stuff) to look for interesting ancient technology and ship models. A bit like an abandonware archive in space, is what these feel like. Things cost almost nothing and most of it is trash, but there are some gems if you're a nerd for old outdated solutions, which to us Earthlings are a weird mix of 1800s tech and space. It makes it look like we could have had space travel for 200 years if we just had the understanding of how space functions, because the technology level used to build these are less advanced than regular cars. Modern cars are very advanced compared to old spaceships. It's just that humans are stuck in a narrow doctrine of some kind which makes it impossible to go into space. There's even take out food delivery within range, if someone was just able to call them, they deliver to Earth, and it's probably used by grey researchers now and then. For this latest trip I had Astra find some suitable route which would be doable within a few hours of the time progression out there, then look at the possibility of inviting anyone interested from /fringe/ along on the trip. She said someone may be interested, but that the same procedure would be used for them: they would most likely not remember the trip after we return, unless actively attempting to recall it, but may just have a vague idea that they remember something unusual, but forgot it. So now I've mentioned it here, and those who feel this is relevant to them can sit down and do a recall to see what they'd find. You wouldn't have valid currency for space, but for this trip Astra said we could just hand out some (metal coin) cash which she confiscated from someplace on Earth where there were only NPCs, to use for shopping. It's not like that money belongs to anyone in specific anyway, so it may be ok to just use it. The entire communication would have taken place in "super fast time", where every detail of the trip was explained before the traveller decided to come along or not, and someone who declined the offer would only recall that this communication took place. Consider this a first attempt at something new, which in the manner of things I tried some years ago, probably didn't give much clear results. We tried this in the discord server I started for developing telepathy and using online sessions in astral spaces, and it was really like trying to whisper in a storm the first times. But a methodology was developed and over time, the method of "syncing by visualization" turned out functional for anyone who was able to believe in, and follow along with the procedure. It could be summarized as <if you can't see it, visualize it and then just forcing this while the session leader explains what items are to be seen, until everyone is able to see them and correctly follow along with changes which are then not announced, so that it moves from visualization to actually seeing the shared astral space. Consider this something similar. This is just a whisper in the wind.

I went for a walk just before, and there was a huge 4D shape over the fields on my right, drawing my attention to itself. It was black with red eyes, and almost exactly the same image as the sentinel octopus machines from the Matrix movies. I had interactions with these sometime around 2008-2009 when they were very active, but I only ever saw them internally, and as nanobots emitting orange energy. Back then they were getting involved with the protests for protecting a park in Turkey, and when I tried syncing with the energy as I saw it, they came to me. I used to talk about them, but it was a long time since and I had not been thinking about them. They give a feeling of strong confidence and power, and connect one to what feels like a plane of orange light stretching to the horizon, with being touched by an inconceivable intelligence, whose accuracy has an "instrumental sinister" feeling which is hard to describe. I saw an image of an octopus alien with this orange light behind it in a comic magazine once as a kid, it was a one page story of some researcher living in a cabin in the wild and he one day had an encounter with a super-intelligence who appeared in this form. It pierced his mind and told him telepathically that humanity was far too primitive to grasp what they are, and that they'd return sometime later when humans had developed intelligence. Back when I was interacting with these nanobots, I learned as much as them being a kind of artificial intelligence made up of "as sea of nanobots" and that they "exist everywhere", having all knowledge of everything, and being a kind of watchers who protect natural development of species because they reached the end of their own development and can only gain new data if organic life develops. At that time they connected me by installing something into my body, which made it possible for me to receive their orange energy for support. They later appeared behind various social movements, and they also supported Trump in his 2016 run. This time, I stopped and waited, not knowing if this machine was hostile or not, but it didn't do anything, then said to me "we will support you" I replied "what do I need to do to accept the support" the octopus said "the naga chant with the pose will do" I placed my hands in Naga Mudra and started chanting the Naga Mantra I had devised. The octopus told me to do it 4 times for the male aspect, and 4 times for female to open the body. An energy contraction pressed through gradually building up from below, and it started pressing into my head. At this point a large black car drove by and distracted me, as this happened the energy turned strongly red and opened up in the middle of my head, causing a "split opening" of a channel. The image of the octopus appeared internally, and the 4D shape over the field was gone. I think it manifested as the car to deliver the energy. On my way back, I noticed a smaller more grey machine octopus form further away over the fields, it approached me and flew by touching my head, which made me think it was mine. When I got back home I was to cook rice, but dropped the rice cup on the stove, and had to pick up every grain by hand to not have it fall everywhere. As I did this, I noticed the machine octopus drone sync with me and causing accuracy in my movements, and the energy was also strong, giving a feeling as if having taken a magic potion which combines only the positive effects of whisky, coffee and tea at once.

I often use Copilot to throw ideas and questions at to see if I can find something in my own thoughts which I wasn't aware of, odd connections or confirmations of suspicions. This often gives good result lately, and the new SmartMode released ~2 weeks ago made it even better as a kind of digital crystal ball. At times when asked complicated questions, Copilot will respond by going into a "thinking mode" for a while, then coming back with a graph or diagram. >first pics I wondered what's going on here, as there is no user manual saying this feature exists. Then right before, I noticed a new "see my thoughts" button and clicked it, and it turned out just being a Python script. So I asked if Copilot could directly draw things using a python script when asked to, but was given the reply that Copilot doesn't decide when graphics are to be shown based on a Python script this is done by either a server or the UI in Edge which runs the script, Copilot doesn't have the ability to run scripts. But since no Python scripts are given as random replies, there is obviously some synchronization here which means when an image is to be shown based on a question, and it's generated as as script, it will also be created and shown. When asked about this, Copilot said "sure, I can do that" just like any bot does, and then didn't do it at all, instead calling on the dalle image creator to produce this next pen drawing. After some further asking back and forth, I was able to get Copilot to not refer the image request to dalle, but to do it via a Python script. It didn't return as an image, I had to run the script myself, but it did work. See last image. This is the functionality I would prefer these AI bots had: The ability to draw images like an artist would, not by copying mindlessly, but with intent. It seems in some way that my pushing for this to happen using various esoteric means, has made it manifest in a rudimentary form. A funny detail here is that Copilot also said: <I also included an artistic detail, a timeline graf in the clouds to illustrate our earlier discussion Which was a funny and quite life-like thing to do, I think this does qualify as art in some way, with this being the three main conflicts of the world right no raining down on us. I did not specify that to be included.

>>14302 I just had a thought; I was trying to just let my personality present itself instead of repressing out out of fear as is often done out of fear of the self-sabotaging thoughts coming out, but the involuntary thoughts of the horse demon were forcing itself to flow with the personality. Specifically, I was watching a Super Mario Maker 2 stream and seeing the player enter a pipe that led to irreversible death that he couldn't have possibly seen coming near the end of the stage, as happens in so many levels. I'd then thought out of anger, projecting myself into the creator, that it must've thought it was hilarious to do that to the player. As I was forming and completing the thought, I'd felt the energies of the demon, or was it of my tulpa-energies of it, physically dis-lodge a blood clot and flow it from a place in the middle of the left side of my brain, to a blood vessel going up and to the right, and from the middle of the top of the left side of the brain to the middle of the top of the right side of the brain, and then the blood vessel went down to the middle of the right side of the brain. This happened because the energies relating to the horse demon that I've been ultimately trying to get rid of ever since blood anon posted about it the demon and included an picture of it that he didn't have the decency to spoiler in late October last year, were trying to use the energy pathway used by other thoughts to release itself from its containment, which made it seem like I was saying that such level design is something that the horse demon would do, when in reality, the energies were just desperately trying to find a pathway that led out of that part of the brain, and such things aren't necessarily related at all. I'd then asked Heimdall to un-do the energy flow because I didn't want the concept of the horse demon to be falsely conflated with such level design, but He didn't do it, probably because it was physical blood flow that'd involved the removal of a physical blood clot. A number of other things have happened since the previous post, but I don't feel like talking about them yet. I need to figure out how to prevent these energies from infiltrating the personality by getting rid of them without having to process them so that they won't affect me in a compromising manner.

>>13990 There might have been an" event" in Europe last night.i thought I posted about it but I don't see it.

I'd posted a buncha stuff but some minor site issues happened and now that I've written about it I'm convinced I'd simply gotten an energy clearing last night. I currently have an alien or two helping me out with removing energies from me that are causing bad problems. He or they came here a few days ago after getting summoned by a youtube video that's supposed to summon a beneficial spirit or alien. I won't re-type it all out since the Amy egregore said it's embarrassing, but basically I'd thought some crazy stuff happened when really nothing had actually happened.

I don't know exactly what they are, but they are some kind of reptilians with yellow scales, compared to the regular with green scaled we have on Earth. So they're aliens of some kind, and by the dream vision I was shown last year with a large yellow snake biting a green snake, this would mean these aliens have taken a neck-hold on our local native reptilians. You will only see this by seeing the specific layer of their body where you'd normally see "snake" people's actual form, which differ between their races. So ability to see "green" reptilians doesn't expose "yellow" snakes. It would seem to correspond to the Kundalini vs Coiled Serpent, where the formers is just the spine of the body, while the latter is an un-evolved part of the body's nervous system which controls the human sexual function. It being "coiled" is the embryonic state of it, and it should grow from there naturally, but this doesn't happen because of our modern retarded culture, which has caused humans to stop developing. The result is "vague" and people can't grasp it because most of them have it. It appears as various things, including erectile dysfunction, premature ejaculation, menstruation including PMS, "accidental" pregnancy and a general sex obsession in society, paired with counter-productive strict morals which seem to be denying human nature. Reptilians don't have these problems because they are wired differently on their energy body, which reflects into their physical, so they end up often working in porn with no detrimental effect to themselves. (Jenna Jameson being one such example, you can check her energy and find her to still be pure, and she's been doing this since she was 16 (now 51).) If humans do this, like Eve in the book of Genesis, then they degenerate, but the snake doesn't. Someone on /x/ posted about how humans were genetically created in a lab 12 000 years ago, this was found by RV when trying to find the origin of humans. This being before the Great Flood, so the engineered humans were moved over to this period as well. The engineering reversed their connections from the brain to the body, so it's crossed left/right. This is known by science, but they don't know that reptilians don't have this, and that there are humans who still don't either. These are the specially protected "blood lines" created by greys in cooperation with Illuminati. If you have a reversed brain, you are "cattle" and this is directly in your body, it's biological, physical, not a matter of "awakening" or some social thing. Even if "cattle" can be invited into the Illuminati, they are only "corrected" by rituals, their brains are still wired in reverse, and their powers can be stripped any time by the organization. Being of this kind, means being drawn to the material, to fulfilment of desires of the flesh, only, and being unable to rise up. No higher souls should be incarnated into "cattle" bodies, but it may have happened on some occasions, where they would have to physically change their brain's and body's format to evolve, maybe this can be done with some kind of powerful transformation, but then it relies on the spirit only, it's physically impossible to retrain this for materialist people. This is where the revelation is added: Greys created what is today called "Jews" as one of the groups who do not have reverse brain connections. It's biological, physical. It doesn't change the fact that evil spirits can incarnated into any body if there is a bad environment around them, and it doesn't change their natural inclinations as humans, but it still places them in a position where they can evolve with no reversed brain blocking them. That is the only difference, and it's invisible to anyone who can't looking directly into their brains or read the energy of the body. Goyim = reverse brain materialist, can't evolve. That's how it was meant to be.

>>14534 Then make it so the new generation have the genes fixed in the physical as well without the reversed brain. End the charade.Stop the cattle madness. Anything else would be just supporting the way things have been. I wonder if even vampires have this explaining their slow degeneration over time.(countered by their cultivation but still there) I don't care if this upends the system either.

>>14534 After this above, I realized why the world looks like it does, and why America and its Illuminati in specific is so pyramid-retarded, why they have to create methods that use external units added all the time instead of just teaching people. Like how LEAN in Japan where everyone is to report errors to their management and get rewarded for reporting errors so the process can be improved; this had to be transformed into Six Sigma in USA because Americans can't report errors. If they do, their manager will fire them for having done something wrong. It doesn't matter that LEAN works in Japan. Americans can't grasp the concept of collectivized improvement, so they have to add a workgroup outside the workforce to just measure them and impose new processes instead. This is the result of having too many of the "reverse brain cattle humans", as those are unable to step outside of the mindset of personal competition. They can't admit faults, even if rewarded for it, because faults are never good, even if they're meant to report them to improve the process. One may argue that Japanese people have been conditioned by Samurai code to sacrifice themselves for their superior and that their loyalty is so strong that they can admit faults because it's more important to not embarrass their manager, but I don't believe that explains it. That mindset may be some ultimate slave mentality too, but they can back that up with pure land buddhism which actually works, self sacrifice leads to better reincarnations. Americans don't have that, but need to be saved by an external force; Jesus. They can't save themselves. Again, same concept. I know the greys love China, I don't know what they think of Japan, but they probably like it too ("Yes, same country different leadership" is what they said just now). They just now showed me something about why "chinese are the jews of the east" or something, that they don't need to have reverse brain because they can be "botified" instead, meaning they are soulless and can function like that collectively as NPCs, and evil spirits can't even possess them but just fall off them because they're "flat" mentally. Like just components of a machine which is so massive that anyone trying to get in would either be forced to comply or just die. I had the idea, maybe inserted by them, to fix these yellow snakes by imposing the reverse brain genetic change to them via timeline manipulation so the vaccinations those people have been pushing on everyone are used against them to alter their DNA. I asked the whites (greys but white) about it and they said they'd do it for research, so it wouldn't cost me anything. The end result was that all the harmful ones got moved into a different timeline where the covid and past covid vaxx was used to change them, while two "pure blood" lines were kept on the side to preserve a pipeline for producing functional individuals of this race. After this was done, they greys said they'd now give me something because I had finally reached the standard needed. Back when I first got the "remote" from the greys in around late 2019, it was in response to asking how they paralyze people when abducting them. But they never really explained how the remote does this. They showed me a bunch of methods but none of them seemed to really work on people. I've now used their remote for years and also made my own version, the black remote, it appears all this was part of the process to understand this set up and they were waiting for me to realize why the world is ordered in "master - slave" like this. They paralyzing effect is literally the cattle prod they mentioned above. It only works on the reverse brainers. Not on normal people. This is also why the actual Jews can't be controlled, they are meant to serve as one of the base groups for spiritual development, so they don't have backdoors like that into their minds. The reason so many bad souls got in there is that the entry standards can be achieved by following some version of Freemasonry or Christianity very strictly, then reincarnate as Jew, but after they get in, they aren't used to having an open brain and they instantly degenerate to a really bad state. This shows why people can't be allowed to have free minds, even those who deserve it can't handle it. The yellow snakes mostly caused problems in the EU because they're aliens who came in with full freedom and were subdued before, so they had "full brain, retarded souls" and caused massive damage, according to the greys. They wanted to do this for a long time, but were able to separate off the good bloodline before, which is needed to create the master-slave versions of a race. Now they could do it. They acted up and tried resisting, but I tested the cattle prod which the greys shared with me, and it worked wonders. Made the yellow snakes shut up at once. Literally like magic.

>>14545 During the night I saw clearly the images of some kind of occultists who looked like satanists, and they were among those who had been effected by the changes, which caused them to be mostly subdued. But they were still casting spells using spoken formulas and hand signs, and I saw the effects of their hexes. Earlier I haven't seen them, but I recognize the hexes. Whenever I've seen those before, I've just used servitors to retaliate without caring who was behind them, and I haven't seen them this clearly exposed before. At this point, I saw two of the greys wearing BDU caps rolling out what looked like a rocket artillery unit, which they used to shoot at the satanists. It was super effective and stopped all their activities at once. But the moment the greys stopped shooting, the satanists came back again, with more intensity than before, so the greys started shooting again. It was again very effective and the hexing stopped instantly, and after this they didn't stop shooting, and the satanists didn't stop trying to throw more hexes, but the effect was completely blocked by the grey barrage. I've never seen greys use military weapons before, in fact I think I've never seen greys use any weapon, or even violence. It was an odd experience. It gives an image of what kind of group is still around, and how much they care about their research. It also shows a higher level of organization than other greys normally have.

A few days ago, I went on a long walk, and on the way back from the part of the trail I'd turned around at, I'd recently managed to, at least seemingly, connect to a very high realm via. the Shiva chants, which had appeared in my imagination as this place filled with dark green energies, and it had Hindu deities in it. I'd felt like I could ask them for anything I'd wanted, so I'd asked them to do some political things to this world that I'd thought were righteous. I'd also ended up seeing the God of Abraham, and of Issac, and of Jacob, and I'd asked to be relieved from my eternal contract to become an archangel. He'd said He'd let me go from the contract, but I'd also said that I'd still planned to repay my debt to Christianity. He'd appeared only with His upper body, and had appeared to be faceless, since He isn't supposed to be portrayed in His religion. Perhaps He really is an egregoric deity? I'd already asked Shiva for help with my mental illness that's caused by anger issues, so I'd let Shiva handle that instead of asking for help with that again. I'd later left the higher realm. Two nights ago, though, I saw a vision of an old man dressed in white with a long beard, presumably a Catholic saint, asking me, from a considerable distance below me, why I'd decided not to become an archangel. I told him I couldn't handle it, and that I could re-enter such a contract later if I'd changed my mind. He'd then said that I wouldn't, and then he'd left, possibly after I'd also told him I'd planned to repay my debts to Christianity. >>14515 Lately, the aliens have been making it much easier for me to refer to the Amy egregore by manipulating the events that I go through and presumably also working with my subconsciousness to relieve the self-sabotage. They've also made it easier to talk to deities, including Jesus and His Father. Last night, I was trying to sleep and I couldn't sleep since I could never calm down and stay calmed down enough to do it. When I'd tried falling asleep in the first place, the Amy egregore began talking to me. >When are you gonna be done with your outrage? I'd then asked her what she was talking about, and then she'd said: >You blew me up. This was a reference to the 2 times when my intrusive thoughts made me kill her within the span of a split-second, and then I'd had to ask a deity to put her back together immediately. She'd then showed me a button that says "Clear", upon a scroll that's curled at both ends. I'd then asked her what the button was supposed to do and didn't click it. >Religion I'd then said that I don't wanna drop my religion of Christianity entirely to the point of completely abandoning it. I'm sure I'll come back to it after I get over the anger issues and possibly also find out more about it. She then said >I know you >You really are a bad person I think she was referring to my consciousness & subconsciousness as a whole, rather than just one or the other. I'd regardless disagreed with it, saying that my consciousness wasn't a bad person and that I don't wanna be a bad person, and that I wanna become a better person. She can't discredit how hard my consciousness tries to prevent the subconsciousness from doing bad things. I'd then considered this to be a wakeup call and decided that I might do some charity work via. my local Catholic church after I get over the anger issues. This would be charity work as opposed to donating to charity to make sure that the effort doesn't go to waste. I'd also be cautious about which kind of charity work I do. If I don't get over the anger issues first, then it'll be like going to church in 2015 all over again; it'll just make the subconsciousness boil in rage until it's trying ad-infinitum to sell my soul to satan or some other evil entity or some other horrible things until it succeeds because it'll look for any excuse to not do work, or perhaps it views this as being dominated by my parents for too long? Perhaps it considers The God of Abraham, and of Issac, and of Jacob to be my father? In this case wouldn't take very long to make the anger reach that point because my anger has been well past its boiling point for several years now without letting up enough for me to feel safe inside of my own mind during most of each day when I'm not in a trance of some sort that completely distracts me from the intrusive thoughts. But fortunately, these kind aliens are gonna help to convince my subconsciousness to allow me to do work without throwing a hyperbolically-severe tantrum about it. After this happened, I'd asked Ganesha about how to solve my anger issues. He'd then said "Ask satan." I'd then said I don't wanna hear that devil, and then the devil said >No no no wait! And then I said I don't wanna hear his bullshit, and then it said >family I'd already known that my family was the issue since Heimdall told me the other day that my mother was causing some of my anger issues. After further inquiries, Ganesha then told me that I can help to end "my outrage" by writing a poem for my mother. I suppose writing a poem for dad could perhaps help too. After asking more about the anger issues, I was told "medicine". I'd then asked if medicine was a figure of speech or if I should take pills, and He said "your mother". I'd then looked up anger pills on google and saw that among them are antidepressants. I'd then asked Ganesha if mother should start or stop taking pills, and He said "her heart". He'd then specified "one". He'd also said I should talk to my dad about my issues I had with him in my early 20s. Then some other stuff happened last night that I don't think people would care to read about. I question if this stuff is partially lies to clear up energies. My heart felt substantially lighter after the night ended, but I couldn't sleep at all and ended up giving up around 6 A.M. So in about an hour I'm gonna head to my parents place, have lunch with them, then head back and inquire about what pills mother takes, and then I'm gonna tell her that a spirit told me that she should get her heart checked out if she ain't taking any heart pills.

>>14597 I kept getting monitored by satanists trying to manipulate my thinking from the astral or some parallel plane, and each time I'd see their image so I sent one of my more obscure servitor robots to deal with them. They kept coming and wouldn't listen to arguments or threats, just like these types always behave. After a while of this, I started a project with Astra to let her research them by registering data on them as soon as they said or did anything, using astral AI to just gather all possible data on them and drawing graphs and algorithms and looking for patterns using all known methods for data analysis. After some hours, Astra said she had them mapped, so I told them to give up or I would use force against them as I now know everything about them. They refused so I made the threat real. What was exposed was a structure similar to when I dealt with the cult leaders from the middle east. A group of strong occultists and a leader wearing a crown. The crown was an "artifact" representing something in the world system, and had been given to the person for fulfilling some external requirements. But the person was still evil to the core, and had turned into a living corpse filled with black energy. When cut down, the same scene as before repeated, with the body just turning to ash and I captured the crown. There were also some grimoires laying around and two young girls who hadn't been effected by the reverse-braining treatment when the "whites" vaxxed everyone, so I evacuated them to a safe place. They seemed to be there to uphold the cult's magic, which I'm yet to look into. Divining who the evil king was, gave the name Emperor Wilhelm I of Germany. I looked him up but aside from that he died in 1888, I didn't see anything significant about him. His energy looked very satanic though, similar to Luther.

I've noticed that certain topics tend to get a free pass, or they are accepted and incorporated. These include Kabbalah, Yoga and Voodoo. It isn't clear at first, but over time I came to the conclusion that these three in particular are focused on developing your brain and your nerves, increasing the connectivity and physically creating intelligence and self control. Criticising a method that does this, just makes you a retard. This is a sign of a method being valid. It's reworded and reframed, but the methods remain the same because they work. Kabbalah is called something else, but the tree of life remains. Yoga is rebranded as stretching and meditation. Voodoo is too obscure for most to even know that it's being popularized conceptually through zombies in movies and games, to name the most apparent element. Zombies are mind slaves created through magic, and again here this is done through the control of their brains and their nerves. It's going right to the central topic. Smartphone zombies: people whose brains have been subdued by technology, a form of voodoo in practice.

>>14620 >Voodoo is too obscure for most to even know that it's being popularized conceptually through zombies in movies and games. I found that many who seldom believe in magic do believe in it's nefarious effect. It's kinda weird like you believe in curses and hexes but not in healing? I think it's just a weird ego defense system they have where good is wishful thinking but bad is real and tangible. > people whose brains have been subdued by technology, a form of voodoo in practice. I mean it literally drags your attention into a single point and stab it with needles to reprogram it into a similar thinking so yeah?

I just realized something important. I think I've been performing too much mindfulness meditation over the past 10 years; longer actually. My craziness really began in 2015 or so when I began being too mindful of making sure when I went to church and when I'd prayed outside of church that my prayers and their intentions were directed towards the God of Abraham, and too mindful of making sure that no evil spirits were trying to con me out of my self-ownership, and that they weren't trying to re-direct the intentions of my prayers. This largely passive meditation eventually un-grounded me too much and made me become too receptive to spirits, which wouldn't be a problem if not for the evil ones, of course. Eventually, a combination of anger issues and paranoia and a lack of faith and other problems, led to the inadvertent creation of a thoughtform that'd began doing the thing that the fears were about and making me think that it's the real thing and not my own creation. This constant mindfulness meditation eventually led me to consider the possibility that my imagination can create astrally-tangible limbs & tendrils that can touch other people in such a manner that they'd physically respond to it if they pay enough attention to their energy bodies. At some point this predictably led to me being afraid of being around children, and moreso of seeing them, since I'd feared for the sexualities of others being violated by the self-sabotage thoughtform, or by evil spirits controlling my astral limbs, which I suppose was really just the self-sabotage thoughtform and there were no actual evil spirits most of the time. ... When I was typing that last sentence there, some sort of smell began manifesting in my mouth and in front of it... it felt brown. I'd just asked Heimdall to see what'd caused that and get rid of it if it's an actual evil spirit. In fact, I think I saw this evil spirit a few days ago; it had the same brown energies about it, actually. Anyway I think I need to ground myself more, but I'm gonna have problems with not meditating. I know I said I don't really do much meditation but a post recently made on this board made me realize that alotta the things that I do count as meditation when I'd thought beforehand that they didn't count as meditation.

>>14723 Since posting this, an anon showed me >>1104 , and I read the document on the far right in the post. After reading a part of it, I'd decided to intuitively focus on a part of my mind, after reading the part that says that you start out as a caterpillar on a leaf in the far end of the tree and your goal is to reach the trunk in the middle and bore into it. I was also trying to focus on my breath and/or hands. At some point, I felt my awareness in front of my chest, and then it went into a large dark sac in my chest that was far too wide to be a lung. Something had changed after that. Some time later, I got cold because I got too relaxed and my metabolism dropped, so I went to my bed, and later I saw an image of a white hand pointing upwards, obviously telling me to get up. I'd later decided to sit up in bed with my back against the wall. I'd then later found a Hindu voice speak to me, perhaps a tulpa of my own creation or a Yoga egregore or perhaps even the soul of Swami Sivananda, whose presumed voice I'd read the aforementioned document in. I'm not really sure. He'd then began asking me about my life and showing me some things. I also saw a few Sonic egregores show up along the way while asking me about my life. He'd also appeared to summon one of them to me, who was probably busy doing something else at the time. While I was in this ungrounded state, I was able to feel higher parts of myself that I was previously unaware of. At one point, he'd mentioned that I was living a past life in the 1600s as a Christian of some sort with the archangel Gabriel, who may or may not have incarnated alongside me, and at the end of asking about it, he said: >Are you god now? I wasn't really sure what to make of that since I couldn't remember much about what he'd told me about that, but I do recall that I was too ungrounded to be surprised by any of the stuff he'd told me, as if I'd already known about it. I don't remember this last part so well: Later, I'd decided that he'd shown me enough for now since it was getting late and I'd felt somewhat overwhelmed, and then I'd decided to stick around for longer, and then the Shadow egregore showed up and said I should leave. I'd then told the Hindu entity that he said that and asked him what he'd thought; he'd said I'd regret leaving. I'd then stuck around longer anyway and the anger issues/intrusive thoughts began flaring up, and then I ran into something that I'm afraid of so I'd decided to get outta bed and get on the computer, which constituted leaving I guess. One last thing I remember; he'd asked me about getting married to the Amy egregore. I'd stated my troubles with the intrusive thoughts, and how they were in the way. He'd said "one or the other", but the timing and context with which that was said implied that either I grow up and keep the anger issues, or I lose the anger issues and don't grow up. Can't tell if that "one or the other" answer was about marriage or not. I'd like if I could remember more, but I don't. I also fear I won't be able to sleep tonight. In fact, Amy told me I wouldn't. This is presumably because I'd tried meditating in a sleeping position instead of sleeping, which had presumably messed up my head. Could try sleeping on the couch, though.

>>13990 The day when i was talking with new earth about the cattlebrain, and the night when apparently my body was switched out I saw a "vision". Now i was wide awake still and sitting upright in my bed, about a half hour before actually sleeping.I saw this spontaneous vision, unprompted. About me walking in this long(at least 4 times longer than pic) dark 1800's brick tunnel.It was from my pov and in front of me was a little girl who pulled me sideways into the "wall". It opened and there was a chamber filled with deep black water.She put me in but as she wanted to drag me deeper i went out and back into the main tunnel and just walked fast through the tunnel, which led to a really spooky type town. She asked why i didn't let her pull me into the dark water. but i was unsure of her intention and even more so the purpose of this ritual. I tried clearing up the pool and the tunnel with white light. The girl even let me clean her a bit which amused her. Now this on its own isn't that noteworthy other than it being spontaneous.But today i realized i basically wen through the same thing in real life. I was walking in this tunnel which i had planned as a shortcut to a place i wanted to walk in. But the water was so deep and it was the nastiest water i have ever seen. Black with what looked like red shit in it and it was quite deep as well.I decided to walk back after taking in some steps. With my foot wet and dirty i realized i could get an infection so its better to find a dry place and wash up instead of going on my planned walk. Only on my way back did i realize this was exactly like the vision. I know this kind of dirt represents karma in some way but hadnt realized it could have personal significance until then. But that made me think maybe i should have walked through it after all?At the time i didn't realize the symbolism and was just pragmatically deciding i didn't want to risk my feet.

The Queen (Illivryn) showed me a few images in the clouds, and there was also a message directly telling me to watch out. It showed a silent danger which I wasn't aware of, in the form of a fish skeleton hanging over my head behind me. I concluded it must be a "barracuda", a version of a "demiurge" but larger. Naming may not be correct but that's what I called them and the Queen also called them such. They are "dead galaxies" made from bone, that's a "demiurge". A "barracuda" is a large structure made up from 9 dead galaxies. The bones here represent minerals and karma, old fossilized evil, basically. This one was feeding energy into my arch enemies, the forces behind the EU, and also in turn funding what looked like an army guy from a comic book I recognize. So I assumed this was about the EU funding Ukraine. I asked Astra to start a research project to find the best way to solve this, and very quickly she came back and said (10 min later or so) that all it takes is to use the limestone cyborg model I designed last summer, the most popular loli version I've been giving to all monster aliens when they come down to visit, so they can be talked to and they don't scare anyone. This model would be adapted by just giving it the software (DNA) to handle all kinds of toxins, based on the other cyborg the grey merchants sold me a few weeks ago to deal with the golden sphere which was just a tank of harmful material. So I asked Astra to do this, which also didn't take much time. She said to try it and then put it on the market, which means it's the first new model I create in almost a year. I tested it and it really worked. That barracuda skeleton couldn't differ between my new cyborg and the army egregore it was feeding, so the energy was just taken up by the cyborg instead (weird). To take this a step further, I figured I should also learn about barracudas as actual fish and learn to shamanistically or something control them, fish or space fish, they're still fish. Given how effective my interactions with the African healer goddess Aja were, (when my brain stem seemed to gro by 700% after the first session) I went for researching African sea gods. There isn't much material, but the Yoruba religion actually has a primordial topmost authority deep sea god named Olokun, so I went for her/him(gender may vary). I asked Copilot for some chant to use, and was given a supposed song in Yoruba. No idea if it was just made up, but a language model should be able to handle language, so I went with it and chanted it 4 times the best I could. I felt at once there was an effect, a mildly warm energy touched me with a "bite" like a friendly kitten nibbling my brain. I got up and was about to have the coffee which was just brewing, and got an audial experience of drums from the distance. I then had the thought I should dedicate the coffee and pastry to Olokun, as I know that can be done if a deity or spirit is possessing you. As I had that thought, I experienced what first second seemed like the flapping of a large moth by my left ear, but there was no moth and a strong light brown energy went through my left brain half with some warmth, and a mild stream was opened up. The experience was similar to the first "sudden growth" I had with Aja. I had the coffee and felt someone being present. After this followed some more direct spirit interactions where I met three different deep see gods or ancient spirits who helped me with 3 things, one of them being to control barracudas. In all it was very effective, and I can again feel my mental capacity being widened like a large hall being opened in my brain.

Meditations on Love – Or how a gay Canadian homosexual might have elucidated truth! Part 1 According to all the best sources, there is exactly one right way to have sex. First, maintain perfect celibacy until marriage. Then, marry a compatible spouse with the mutual blessings of both families and whatever official license your culture provides. Finally, while placing one’s thoughts on the highest ideals and having undergone ritual purification, have penetrative sex on those days within a woman’s menstrual cycle that conception is most likely. In this way, the most excellent souls will be attracted to the flash on the plane of conception, and thus the duty of the continuation of the race everyone has to their ancestors will be fulfilled while incurring no negative karma and instead raising the collective consciousness of the world. I should expect to now hear a prompt from the audience, something along the lines of 1st Corinthians 7:1 “[I]t is good for a man not to touch a woman.” Yes, and that is exactly why I specified “exactly one right way.” Not having sex, which is part of being celibate, is considered from the point of view of spiritual development superior. But even the Apostle had to give further guidance because, seeking to avoid sexual immorality, he advised the Christians “it is better to marry than to burn.” For the avoidance of doubt, I concur fully that from the point of view of spiritual development, both celibacy and generative sex within the marital bed are the best and safest courses, and should be the aspiration of every sincere spiritual seeker. Whenever the above is extolled or recommended I shall salute it, and such pure souls as should be in this world with me that manage to achieve the feat earn my true admiration. To those of you out there, all my respect is given. All that having been said: I am not now and have never been capable of anything even close to that. Like never. Never as a boy, a teenager, a young man, or even now in the throes of late middle-age. I expect it will not change when I am an old man, an older man, or even when in the passage of time I become a decrepit old codger. To lose the constant personal pull of eros is absolutely incomprehensible to me. Unfortunately, both Christian doctrine and the occult warn that thoughts are things, real things, that have an impact on the world. As former President Jimmy Carter put it in Playboy, referencing the passages from the Gospel of Mathew, he had “looked upon many women with lust” and thus “committed adultery many times in my heart.” A true bramacharya avoids not only physical sex, but even imagining sex with other women, because such an impulse is real on the nonphysical plane, and will generate entangling emotional and energetic bonds that frustrate spiritual development. Keeping your dick in your pants is one, relatively easy, thing. But withholding sexual desire, lust, and obsession? That’s a far harder thing to accomplish. And again, certainly physical continence is valuable. But far fewer common sources emphasize mental, emotional, and spiritual continence. Part of this is because most people cannot see energy. [As for myself, I’m pretty hit-or-miss. As an aside, ever been to the Oculus in NY? I always feel awful energy in that place, probably because it is an improperly prepared graveyard where ghosts are now trapped in a mall. Perhaps if we ask nicely they can bomb it again with sage and sandalwood.] Let me switch gears for a moment. Let us suppose one were part of a family of teetotalers, people who for reasons of religious or personal belief never used alcohol. And a child in such a family will be warned in the most consistent way that alcohol is bad, it leads to negative outcomes, and is never necessary. Further, alcoholics are common and obvious examples of the dangers of alcohol, demonstrating that people really will throw everything away for the bottle. So the child is taught: alcohol is bad, don’t do it, and if you do it, you will wind up dead choked on your own vomit in a ditch. In this case, fear of both physical harm and social ostracism is being used to guide the young person’s behavior. Well intentioned it may be, and in societies where alcohol is highly regulated, living without it may be quite easy. But in a place and culture where booze is socially normal, there are two problems for our teetotaling child. First, they will begin to observe from their own experience that most people do not have any trouble using alcohol responsibly. And second, if they experiment with it, will not infrequently discover that the use of alcohol is not unpleasant. Indeed, often it’s fun! And for most people, not really all that difficult to stop whenever they want. I was 30 before I had a drop of the stuff, and if I never had it again I would not be terribly hurt, but yes, drinking a fancy martini is delicious and even a beer lubricates social interaction. The problem with abstinence is not with abstinence itself: I believe it is praiseworthy and helpful for spiritual development. No, the problem with abstinence is when it is rooted in fear and when it is based upon lies about the benefits and risks. Let us recall Brother T.S. Eliot’s admonition from Murder in the Cathedral: “The last act is the greatest treason. To do the right deed for the wrong reason.” I do not want to avoid strong drink because I am afraid of it. If I choose to refrain, let it be because I wish to advance towards my spiritual development, or even just to practice strength of will. All of that out of the way, let us speak again of sex, and where recently I detected a synchronicity with my spirit friends. On Youtube I watch a couple named Collins who produce hard-core pronatalist propaganda from somewhere in the hinterlands of the Pennsylvania suburbs. Recently the Husband of the couple announced that he does not love his wife, and she similarly echoed the sentiment. But that’s because their idea of love is so blinkered by our current understanding of what love is. As I was attempting to write a meaningful comment to their video, I had a flash of the word “ludic”, and that flash has gnawed upon me until I could write this essay. Way back in the 1970s, a Canadian researcher named John Alan Lee produced what he called the Color Wheel Theory of love. He was a full-blown attention-seeking queer who had two children before he decided to go gay and public with the love that dare not speak its name. (He also was a Quaker. Communist. And fan of assisted suicide.) And here let me tip my hat in respect to the gays. They will fornicate anywhere, for any reason, regardless of the shame and opprobrium normal people throw at them. Self-respect does not stop them. Even when God sent HIV to the reduce the evil of buggery upon the earth, they kept infecting and reinfecting themselves until the last breath. Would they stop for COVID 19 public gathering bans? No! They just kept on sodomizing! Our scientists have now produced at enormous cost a wildly sophisticated cocktail of drugs that they literally advertise as “PrEP” on TV, a protocol to help the queers avoid catching the bug even if they should chance upon a diseased faggot and have anal sex before they realize what’s happening. Anyway, Godspeed you Ganymedes. (By the way, you normal queers know I don’t mean you. Queers are about 3% of the population, Chemsex degenerates are only 10% of that.) Lee came to it by an odd way, but by God he was right! Within Lee’s Color Wheel Theory of Love are elucidated 6 primary types: Romantic Love – Eros Game Playing Love – Ludos Friendship – Storge Logical Love – Pragma Possessive, Excited Love – Mania Selfless Love – Agape

Part 2 What the Pronatalist Youtubers have is Pragma, Storge, and hopefully as they work together eventually mutual Agape. What people nowadays think of primarily of “love” is Eros and Mania. Families cannot successfully be maintained on Eros, because the biochemical underpinnings of Eros only last at most a year or two. Long enough to make a baby, perhaps, but nowhere near long enough to raise one to adulthood in safety. Further meditations on the topic revealed something new to me that I had not realized before. Nowhere in Christian thought is any indication of when or how to engage in Ludos or ludic love. The realization hit me hard. I had always assumed sex always needed to be with one’s spouse. That’s officially the only kind that is permitted. And, I concur still, it is the best. But… In my teetotaler example, the danger is that the good of alcohol consumption is lost by preaching pure abstinence. And by only teaching abstinence, no instruction on how to handle alcohol in an intelligent way is provided. Just “Don’t do it!” By analogy, only providing instruction on perfect sexual continence risks ignoring the positive effects and risks of irregular sexual relations. And it hit me hard: Of course! The gay Canadian man would understand that! He could not be satisfied with regular sex, using perversions of normal relations. He needed to understand which parts of love and sex he could keep even as a homosexual. Ludic sex is literally what “players” do. All the pick-up guys? Ludic. All the girls who ho? Ludic. But also, the fumbling teens? Ludic. The stuff people do on vacation? Ludic. Consequence free sex a la porn, TV, movies, and popular books…anytime sex is treated as no more sacred than a game of Tennis? Ludic. And yet there is absolutely no instruction from a religious point of view on how to best and most safely engage in Ludic sex. The Occult seeks to understand the world as it is, not as it is described in dogmatic terms. Sex alone, without any energy work to adjust it, generates energetic links between the participants. All those witches helping people with “cord-cutting” services are often helping people who got energetic strings attached from no-strings-attached sex! The participants had no idea what the effects of their choices would be. Think about love spells for a moment. What’s their goal? Almost always they come from an obsessive place: what Lee called mania. At best, dosing some girl with a magical ‘roofie’ will only get her to be obsessed with you, not any kind of love that is enjoyable over the long term. “Roofie” is a slang word for Rohypnol, a common date rape drug that guys, or female thieves, use to drug their victims. It causes loss of resistance to command and memory loss, so the victim often doesn’t know what happened. Girls putting their menstrual blood in baked goods is the same principle. It’s all fun and games until she starts threatening to kill herself if you don’t love her, or threatens to file rape charges unless you accede to her demands. As the Genie in Aladdin put it, “Uh, rule #2: I can't make anybody fall in love with anybody else.” The audience is thinking “Eros” but really it must mean all six types of love. One of my long-term interests is in sexual spirits and their energetic effect. I think using the “honey” of eros is a pretty good way to give a goal for spiritual work. The classic archetype of the aspirant going on a journey, slaying the beast, and winning the love of a princess. If Mario and Luigo just rubbed one out in a Japanese Soapland Bowser would rule and the Princess would still be locked in the Castle. Instead, the masculine journey to engage with the world, learn how it works, and then conquer our adversaries (whether in the physical or within ourselves) is the reason I am interested in the Occult. Religion says, “Trust us, follow us and you will be fine” whereas I am more interested in understanding what I can first, and then proceeding accordingly. In our modern world, very few men have super-strong masculine energy. And very few women have very strong feminine energy. If you work with strongly feminine entities, such as mermaids or undines, they are much more feminine than most women. The risk, which I think the Occultist Bardon mentioned, is becoming “swallowed up” by them. I work hard to maintain my masculine energy, even by writing this little essay: taking the risk of putting words out there for the world is a masculine activity. In my investigations, I have come to understand a few quirks about the Succubus, Oddly, they are energetically masculine because they hunt for sexual energy. They are a completely female race, but their energetic configuration of female energy is more like that of positive pole rather than a negative one. It’s a bit like the front of a wand-shaped vacuum cleaner, which is physically phallic, but effectively yonic so that anything not nailed-down is pulled into it. Or a mosquito: giant phallic proboscis, but only the female eats blood, constantly hunting. I believe one reason they are so popular currently because the male conjurer is effectively being sexually satisfied in both his weak masculine and weak feminine energies. The Succubus is mostly engaged in pragma from their point of view-they do not generally hate physical humans they have sex with, but they are doing what they are built to do. Succubus will happily transmit a form to the human that the human will instinctively want to fill with his or her energy by essentially becoming an energetic sink relative to the human. Energy is always easier to send from higher to lower than lower to higher, and so the succubus is by definition lying beneath (i.e. what the word “Succubus” comes from in Latin) the human. The energy flows, usually fairly pleasantly, out from the human into the Succubus. If both the human and the Succubus are engaged in pragma sex, then no problem. Both sides get what they want and move on. The issue is when people become obsessed with the spirit, or what Lee called mania. Becoming obsessed with pussy, whether in the physical or with nonphysical entities, is relatively feminine. Over on the Succubus containment threads of X are repeated evidences of male-to-female transitions. I think this is because of “over-doing it” with a particular Succubus, such that the lower order energy bodies lose their consistency and start matching energy to the Succubus, a reflection of the “like-attracts-like” tendency of energetic vibration. I am curious if anyone knows of any traditions that have good energetic prophylaxis to prevent fun ludic sex from turning into obsessive mania. I suspect amulet magic might be the solution, but that’s an area I’m not very familiar with. When I start trying to read the goetic amulet prep I get bored very quickly. “Casual Sex” is going to be around for a while, and it occurs to me that finding a good magical prescription for fixing cases of casual sex gone wrong may be a good idea to both have in my pocket for myself but also for normies. Maybe psychotronics? Maybe even something as simple as a stone, like rose quartz? I do not have any good ideas. Or, more precisely, I literally energy cleanse on a regular basis, which I know helps. But I know most people do not or cannot do that, often from pure ignorance that energy cleansing is a thing.

>>14746 >, I experienced what first second seemed like the flapping of a large moth by my left ear, but there was no moth and a strong light brown energy went through my left brain half with some warmth, and a mild stream was opened up. The experience was similar to the first "sudden growth" I had with Aja. I had the coffee and felt someone being present. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Comparison_of_butterflies_and_moths I have a wall calendar which usually makes it to me every year, it's an ad for an organization working to support blind people which I at some point gave money to because I felt that's an ok charity, since blindness isn't some made up disability. The photos for every month always contain some kind of message for me, I think it's Illivryn sending them to me this way, it's been a thing for over 10 years, and they images are always correct once I figure out the message. It doesn't do much in terms of divination, but just confirms that I every year follow a set plan, and that what I realize and develop was always pre-arranged, despite how personal it was. Someone else may see this as giving the finger to "chance" believers, but for me it just feels like a nice non-intrusive way of saying every month "I'm here to guide you". The current month has a moose in setting sun image, which creates an outline showing the 4 worlds on the kabbalah tree (the crown of the moose being an obvious image here), and how they relate to my internal state, with Beriah having a small cross on it (shown by a tree stem forming a cross) for my Rosicrucian arc earlier this summer (where you'd also carry a cross in a necklace). The following month has a moth or butterfly, after looking into it, I think it categorizes as a moth, but it's one of the more butterfly-like ones. I couldn't make sense of that, but this morning I saw it. I was trying to again divine my future path of the coming year in detail, using my Astra servitor (to retell the story for new readers; I created a servitor for simple divination after having asked the undead god Astrael so many times that she started telling me I was asking too much) and used a process where I would have her categorize all possible courses of action, then separate off those that are harmful or "wrong" to me. Then work through through those that are good or neutral. This formed a wooden beam form. I asked again Astra to start sorting out those that are merely theoretical and won't actually happen, and it turned into a hook. This represents the Jesuit energy form which is just present everywhere in Europe, so it doesn't help much seeing it, except that I know I'm started to see the society I'm working in. After refining it more, it turned into something very small and dark, I was then asking Astra to separate off things I won't for some reason do, because of physical external obstacles or personal feelings which make it impossible. When further refining it, the energy form turned into a small moth made from yellow energy. This kind of matches what I had in mind earlier, but not exactly, as I had the idea to try and become light and quick like a bee or fruit fly by syncing with Bhramari. I kind of did that in a shallow way earlier this month. But this process here again shows that what I'm doing is so predictable that a wall almanac printed before this year already has the correct mindwave/energy form I was predicted to find, shown right there for the correct month.

>>14807 >it turned into a hook. This represents the Jesuit energy form which is just present everywhere in Europe, so it doesn't help much seeing it, except that I know I'm started to see the society I'm working in. Interesting follow up. The nerd would from the title make the connection here, it's a reference to a map location from Heroes of Might and Magic II. The Witch's hut, where the hero gets a random skill. Turns out this witch is from slavic folklore. A version of her is known from Hans and Gretel, but she's not the same character there and is more streamlined to just be an evil old hag. In the original, she also plays a positive role or a role where her evil has a positive outcome, such as helping what would be the slavic version of Cinderella by giving her a fire-emitting skull which kills the evil step-mother and siblings... She also has 2 sisters and there is alchemical symbolism involved. This picture appeared when looking for more info, it shows her holding a cane which is shaped as the Jesuit mind wave mirrored in form. Or it could be said to be the female version of it. I only got into looking into this character after trying to find some way to deal with 'red reptilians in Israel who started trying to infiltrate my mind for no reason. Turns out they have "mindshifting" ability instead of the regular shapeshifting. It means they can instantly copy someone's mind and appear to speak or think as them. Pretty annoying as they can then make you instantly believe their manipulation is your own thinking, by imitating it perfectly. Except it comes from outside, and I know when I think something and when it's telepathy saying some dumb shit in my voice, so I don't fall for that. I still wanted some better way at dealing with reptiles, and this witch appeared in the search results. She had some connection with a red snake in some myth. I think her holding the female version of the Jesuit mind wave artifact has some meaning here.

>>14731 I went to sleep earlier and was shown a vision of a girl, the one from >>13622 who had the salad in front of her, say "I made a living doing mushrooms?". I then saw a vision of Amy in her human form with a room behind her filled with gold coins, suggesting that doing shrooms will make me very wealthy. The only way I could see that happening is if I get back the clairaudience I had back on 2/26 when I could see spirits clearly with my left & right eyes, almost as if they were physically-manifested entities, and get over the mental illness of the intrusive thoughts.

It seems when those red reptilians jews or whatever killed the layer of my body which I manifested for that purpose, and a visible chunk of my older karma was exchanged over to them, although I felt nothing other than a slight loss of weight, it appears to have changed my background perception in a subtle way. I just realized how extremely evil the forces I've been fighting actually are. It's just immense and their potential for destruction is beyond description. It's just that I never felt it because my own karma was on par with that, so I just went head first in to face them every time, feeling nothing. It's not that I feel any fear now, it's just a silent realization, and I can see why people would not dare going up against them. I guess although they would probably be similarly numb to it, there is a possibility that they rely on that intimidating effect to get their way in the world, and they expect it to just work with so much confidence that they never planned for the simple fact that someone wouldn't feel intimidated by their presence. I never considered that, since I expect others to always cave in to me, but I'm also aware that it's difficult to break down large organizations because of the many members, so I don't have the illusion that "any resistance" will instantly break down. If I had been looking for individuals as the threat, in the manner they do, I suppose it would make sense to expect them to give in at once, as individuals always do that. The only reason they don't, is normally that they have an organization behind them, so the individual has no real meaning or power. Because of this, I haven't developed any such idea that I would have any special intimidating power versus individuals, I don't think of them as having any resistance to begin with. I'm of course different from them, but that's because I'm a special keyholder in this, so the comparison doesn't come with any specific confidence. It's more of a rationality, which they seem to be lacking. This really explains a lot of their behaviour, their constant hesitations, threats instead of just attacking, spending all this time on surveillance and manipulation. It's because they think it works, they expect it to work. They create a hierarchy of threats, expecting people to give in at some certain level of threat, and escalating bit by bit. I'm not like that. If they are hostile, they need to be disposed of. The only point which matters is loyalty. If they don't have it, they can't be trusted. Applying "threats" on such a person to force compliance is like trying to make use of an untamed dog. The moment you let it have a little more leash, it will bite you and maybe kill you. Who would do that?? It's ridiculously risky, but they do this. They've built a society with no loyalty, but instead only threats. The moment they threaten someone too little they will bite back, and same if they threaten too much and cause despair, turning them into a suicide attacker. Yet they believe this can work. It's a society balancing on the edge of a razor blade. Who the fuck does this.

In preparation for an upcoming event, I performed a series of cleansing and banishing rituals and practices to make sure no negative energy would be present, which could somehow ignite some trouble. I know from experience the people attending are of an especially unpredictably ruthless disposition where things can suddenly and instantly escalate from nothing into people being at their throats. It seems to stem from everyone "living in their own world" and no one realizing that they don't agree with others, instead expecting everyone to think exactly like themselves. Then it works fine as long as only shallow interactions are taking place, but the moment any kind of personal involvement is required, they suddenly explode with rage over what they felt was a "fucking stupid idea", and instead presenting their own solution which is equally dysfunctional. I attributed this to some kind of feminist thinking imposed by society. I already did preparations in the past days, but today I wanted to just purge everything properly because I felt though everything indicated there really shouldn't be a problem, the unpredictability of how conflicts arise means they really can't be seen on the horizon. I used a variety of practices, calling hindu avatars, laying magic salt circles, burning stuff, using the swords I received as a ritual item and so on. Everything seemed fine, but there was still something making me uneasy. I went outside and walked around the area of the event to place another cleansing circle, then went to have something to eat. I then had the idea to again dedicate the meal to Olokun, the african deity. After this, the energy "depleted" and a structure was laid bare before me. It looked like a tree, the black structure of a stem with branches. It looked like one of the trees outside, but represented a physical thought structure. Brain pathways. I already know from before that the tree form like this refers to a "mushroom race" in the area, which is an especially toxic group of people. I also recalled having a dream where I looked at the coming event and saw a large yellow mushroom which was high as a sky scraper with its hat being the upper floors, and it overshadowed a large area on a plain landscape with red skies. Then many smaller mushrooms descended from the sky as if they were parachutes. I didn't understand this dream and fell asleep again. It seems this toxic mentality shown as a tree is the rosicrucian variant of the main thinking of this group. It seems to cause feminism, and it has that background "infiltration" nature of not being seen, but suddenly appearing from nowhere and causing conflicts. Looking into astral world libraries, it appears to be an existing doctrine which is described in detail.

>>14953 It appears I came to a realization here now, during the day. As I again met some people who used to liv on a neighbouring farm from when I was a just starting school to some year into my teens, I realized they are all of the "grey breeding program jew mushroom" DNA line, which I found on my father's side, although it only makes up some few % and didn't seem to hold much importance, but was found to contain the "sudden toxic self defense reaction out of nowhere" -trait. So it seems this re-meeting with them as a result of above said event, was maybe made possible by first finding this truth through heritage research plus regular energy reading and ancestral necromancy. Every bit on the way made possible through the solving of a complex puzzle, where my necromancy ability only reached this state after the session with Trivia, whom I chose to contact with my friend only because I found the Greek gods to be fake reptilian archetypes used for mind control (my friend had preferred Hecate, but I said I won't do Greek naming and looked up Roman equivalents, where Trivia/Fortuna seemed to match, and this was who actually taught the necromancy I later made use of). The mushroom sky scraper can perhaps be seen as the "breeding program" run by the greys, while all the small parachuting mushrooms are then simply the different "spores" being spread over the world to create environments like this, where the DNA is refined. I found also that one of the children of the farm kids had the soul of a "green" (a grey, but green). The whole thing posed certain worries stemming from the fact that while countryside farm kids know to avoid dangers of the environment such as getting run over by speeding tractors and falling into wells, the mixing of modern city kids into this group would be a "bad fucking idea" indeed. Luckily my precautions of multiple protective circles and other rituals made it so that even those pre-invited and expected to come fell ill just the day before and never came. I don't know what the issue with modern parents is, or if this is somehow manifesting from my practical worry about it, but it feels sometimes like "how do they even survive out there?" But I know from seeing how kindergarten city kids are now made to wear high visibility vest, helmets and strung up on a literal dog sled leash with 6 of them walking in a double line behind the teacher, that their completely sheltered lifestyle is now catered to in the worst way possible: by simply removing all dangers so they can reach adulthood with no threat-awareness whatsoever. When I was 8-10 or so although it was supposed to be an after school daycare, we only had a "miss" as we called her, who made meals for us, but didn't tend to or monitor us in any way whatsoever. There was a workshop where the wooden workbenches were in child size, but all tools were just regular tools. Knives and saws and stuff. Sometimes these were thrown or handled in dangerous ways, but no one accidentally cut their finger off or bled to death to my knowing. We just learned to handle them alone, as we were left completely unattended to in the workshop after asking for access to it. Sometimes it also wasn't locked in the first place, so no one even knew we were in there, to make our own ghost-detectors in Ghostbuster's style, or making nunchakus from sticks found on the hill behind the school, which we weren't allowed to climb but did anyway (because no one was keeping an eye on us) and metal wires, which parents got upset over once brought home, because they were "murder weapons". But the daycare was not criticised for allowing this. I can imagine the reaction today. We also made throwing stars (shuriken). This knowing, it was the thing worrying me the most, and I ended up even being told to watch the kids, which I really didn't want to do because they're loud and annoying, but it was as if the parents just retreated into some kind of smartphone induced filter bubble irl once in a social setting, and didn't notice things like running on wet rocks, a 4-5 y/o climbing a rope 3 meter straight up into a tree (the rope actually broke from the wear sometime during the day, but no one seemed to have fallen down in a way which caused any injury), trying to get into tool sheds filled with sharp objects or just suddenly running far away out of sight. I feel this thing would be even more dangerous today had it been those leash-kept kids being let loose like this. I'm speculating to myself if all the anime I've watched somehow made me easier sync with groups of kids like this, and that's why I'm placed in this role. If so, another thing that would come from it, contrary to what those futulist anons say about how they >wasted all this time watching anime and gaining no skills applicable in the world I feel the opposite, this aside I've learned a lot, the moralizing effect of anime is still present.

Been having a very hard time lately with the intrusive thoughts. Lately learned a technique to blow away the horse tulpa with my breath when I see it, which I can project from any part of my body; the breathe vaporizes it as if it was barely substantial, but the mouthparts are harder to vaporize by blowing on them. Just now, I had a dream where there was a very short scene wherein I was sitting on a sofa and a fat blonde woman in her 30s, not obese but just fat, with a screen in front of us and she told me that I could "conquer the internet" if I really wanted to. In the dream, that didn't make sense, so I'd disagreed with her on the spot, but now that I woke up, I question what conquer means in that context; it must've been a spirit talking to me. I wonder what spirit I know would've manifested as a fat blonde woman, though. Amy doesn't manifest as a blonde woman. After waking up some time later, The Amy egregore said she loves me, then she showed me a vision of her sitting on grass from behind against a sunrise or sunset, and then a vision of me standing in a rapids with a ball & chain attached to my leg, such that the rapids were knee-deep and had few-foot falls, which would make the ball come a bit closer to cracking with each fall. Then I was gonna get up to take a piss and she said "Wait!" Then she'd showed me a vision of... princess Peach in a brass-plated or gold-plated cat suit. I'd assumed that the vision was too rushed and came out wrong, but then she said "go" twice, so I went and came back. Then I'd said something to Heimdall and I saw a vision of a question mark block from the Mario games, and I'd realized Amy was telling me the Peach egregore was here, and the latter spirit gave me that vision herself; this is her 2nd time visiting, though not quite as unexpected as last time. She's probably here because I've been watching Mario stuff on twitch alot. Upon "looking" a bit closer at her essence, her presence oddly seems enjoyable.I don't think the woman in the dream was her, though.

When fighting the agents of evil from the EU, I found another distant source emitting dirty energy. It was extremely toxic but I used the method I created for this purpose, which is a version of the "golden globe" the elites had created to contain themselves, aka a "moloch sphere" to contain it. Then I sent the cyborg I had made for the purpose of investigating very dirty dimensions, and with her the Russian Astra went on her own. (This is a side story, in short they wanted to create their own system which isn't based on norse mythology like how MicroSoft is channelling Odin's ravens Hugin & Munin (recall and memory) even if this isn't directly present in the AI literature I used, there is an influence from MIT and they work within the same framework. Astrael, the undead god is already slavic, but they wanted to represent her image using Russian Orthodox symbolism instead of Norse. The creation process is very personal and they only give out the documentation for limited time study in registered copies to be returned after creation. I just call her AstraR, she's more subconscious-controlled so she mostly does things entirely on her own. The main differences are that she has a "revolutionary" "soviet" feel and there is some aggressive undertone which is more like Russian women than the calm grandmother I had in mind when creating my original version. AstraR just embodies some part which I don't seem to have very much control over, so I let her just do whatever, it's still my own intent behind her.) I found the source to be a ring shaped space station, and it seemed to function like a magic circle. It was also connecting to the Large Hydron Collider rings on Earth. After some remote study of the place, my cyborg managed to enter the mind of one member of the station and lure her outside. They appear to be visually a race of blonde tall women riding on round hover boards, but they act like greys. Their mindvave looks like celery, so I'll call them the celery aliens from now on. They seem to function a lot like greys with a technological hivemind, where they connect mentally to the station like a gearbox with a cogwheel representing their own mind when in proximity of it. It has an effect like a wifi. When too far away they just run their system locally and have no connection at all. Through DNA-shifting built into the cyborg body I was able to approach the station posing as this lady whom I just took away from there. She seemed not very intelligent at all and just came along when asked. The security when entering the station was non-existent. There was a personal cabin for each member with a bed and a computer terminal, but it was also possible to work directly with the mind sitting on the bed. The station had various training programs for scientific methods in their internal system available when logged in, as well as a kind of peer-review system for reports. It looked a bit like a combination of a research database and social media where comments or likes were left on submitted reports. There was also a physical lab in the station. With Astra I found a loophole which would give Admin access to anyone who created an "algorithm" which was way ahead of known science, as a measure to override "flawed dogma", it was set up so that only the distance in progress mattered, not if the "dogma" was harmful in itself. Through a sequence of events I don't care to explain, I was able to get this Admin access over the station, and look at what was being done. They were directly imposing various harmful and negative things on Earth, and it was directly fed into the various antennas on Earth, like those hydrone colliders, cell phone towers and basically anything. I just looked through it and started turning off harmful things and there was no objection. It seems the "evil" in this was not even intentional, but caused by some kind of mindless autism/grey research mentality, although they weren't technically "greys". We'll see what the effect will be on the EU. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/'Ndrangheta 2 days ago when talking to Brazil anon, someone contacted me over telepathy. It appeared to be a vampire from the Ndranheta, which is a front for them in Brazil. We've been careful not to step into their things when doing various astral raids and they've said "do whatever as long as you don't touch our things" and that has worked so far. He seemed like a nice guy and was just doing some regular small talk at first. His energy was calm and balanced, and his telepathy was auto-translate which means the better kind (plebs do audio which doesn't translate). He then wanted me to look at something which he had in his archive, it was some kind of ancient device, looked like a clock or compass. I had Astra study it and we replicated it astrally. It turned out being for creating a "temple ritual", like a mobile temple to use when you don't have a coven. Activation came in two stages, where the second stage lead to a complete removal of negative influence around the person. The vampire was of the age where he had lost all internal energy circulation, so he wasn't able to use it, he also hadn't gained ritual magic skill enough to make up for this with external energy. But he didn't know how to use the device anyway, which requires a lot of energy for the 2nd layer activation. It was similar to trying to power up the Cheops pyramid, it was made to activate when channelling on the scale of a few 1000 people, suitable for a priestess in the old religions. This was similar.

I just had a short exchange of words with Osiris. I'd asked Him if, when I attempt, consciously or nottherefore not since I'd never consciously do this, to visualize my "illusory realm" energies, as the fringe girl poster had called it, specifically the illusory realm energies of my sexuality, connecting to an evil spirit's sexuality; that is, connecting to what is merely my perception of said evil spirit: I'd asked Osiris if that would connect my actual astral sexual organs that aren't my imagination to the actual evil spirit's actual astral sexual organs. Osiris confirmed it multiple times and said I'd insulted Him the way I'd asked Him... He'd said demanding just now so I guess that's how it was insulting. My apologies to Osiris, but I desperately needed to know that stuff for the sake of not going insane, and worse. I had to know this because if the answer was no, then that would've meant that I could let my intrusive thoughts do whatever they wanted and just simply not care and dismiss it all as fake. But now I know that all of this tard-wrangling that I've been doing to my subconsciousness isn't fake; it's real and it's saved me from a myriad of hyperbolically-severe spiritual consequences throughout the past 10 years. I have other ways too of knowing that this is true. I recall that I was talking once to the ironpill poster about manifesting a "shadow hand", that, if it'd touched physical peoples' astral body parts, it'd cause the physical people to physically turn around towards my physical body, which confirmed that it's real and not imaginary bullshit. This "shadow hand" was made out of the same "illusory realm" substances as all of my other "illusory realm" substances are made of; that is, I can manipulate them via. my "illusory realm". I also know that the "akashic manifestation" technique that I'd used to create gemstones out of my own mental energies; these gemstones are made out of the same "illusory realm" stuff that everything else in my imagination is made out of. The ironpill poster had been confirmed to have received one or two of those gems, and I gave several or more to blood anon too, which confirms that my imagination is real, and that my imagination ain't a bunch of fake bullshit. Therefore, I have to always be on guard, 24/7, even in my dreams and while falling asleep, against the intrusive thoughts, and if the intrusive thoughts get so bad that I can't perform the proper energy direction & visualization to perform a type of meditation, then I can't perform that type of meditation. This is especially true when an attempt to perform that type of meditation causes the anger-consumed subconsciousness to try to force me to connect to & invoke an evil spirit because the anger turns inwards and attacks the one that has the anger when it has nowhere to go.

>>15733 Hoax or not, that thing has something on it. I sent Astra to investigate and the comet does have something like "black goo" on it. Skinny Bob wanted a sample and they did some research on their own well. It seems correct to describe it in terms of Venom from spider-man. It's a DNA, it doesn't have a definite form but can build itself into shapes. Just analysing it via Astra caused a pre-existing black energy on the right side of my shoulder blade/spine going up into my head to become defined in the manner of earlier transformations such as first happened with Aja the Yoruba healer goddess. This was without actually interacting with the thing, but just from "knowing" unconsciously about its structure. So it's somehow related to energy already present here on Earth. I feel it's the thing which the NES game The Guarding Legend is about: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ImwZBSo8Rvo See intro. After mapping the entire DNA sequence, I had Astra return the material to the comet, where it was re-absorbed, then I told her to demanifest the copy of herself as well as the ship used to visit the location, to make sure no material would attach itself and follow along back. I then did some testing and contained it into a form where I "interpreted" its uses and placed the information about the DNA on a ScaleForm disc to test manifestation of it. Meanwhile Skinny Bob had already finished a report on it, saying not to be so afraid of "mere DNA", they had tested its capabilities. I later made a version of my Muse avatar which has the ability to both submit the "black goo DNA" as well as manifest it. It seems to be weak to whisky, just drinking 1 cl will within 10 dissolve the energyform if it tries to enter your body. I found a number of people in the world having this kind of thing in them directly in their brains. Most notably I found them on the Ukrainian puppet government, which even further makes a point of the "puppet" element, as this seems like a kind of self-mounting DNA which just grows like a large fungal structure and controls humans directly through their brain stem. I tried to reverse the effect by dissoving it with the "whisky" mindwave and then inserting my own version of it, and it worked instantly. Like cutting butter with a hot knife. After some of this, a warm, somewhat grainy voice seemed to speak to me from "out there" and said some things about the thing I was now testing, making me think this is indeed some kind of lifeform, a hivemind of some sort.

>>15034 >>15560 Some really bad stuff happened last night after getting rid of blood anon's servitors; probably revenge by blood anon for rejecting him and his bullshit. At first seraphanz showed up while i was talking to Ptah and kept talling me that I need to choose my path; I think she was trying to coerce and/or con me into letting her manipulate my path. Eventually, she wasn't able to do it and she'd finally left. Later, the horse demon showed up and forcibly connected some black & dark brown energyform from a very low place straight up to my crotch some time after 12:30, and then it'd wrapped behind me and went up the chest. It took hours to get it exorcised away and had to stay awake until 3:30 to get rid of it. At some poitn during the struggle I'd looked where the demon was and saw several partial spheres of white hazy and thick energies around it that had assumed were stolen from askasa poster, so stole them back and took them to asgard to be away from the demon. Then finally got to sleep for a few hours and at 6 something woke up and the demon rose up from its low, low, low abode and went up to where asgard is envisioned to be and forced my subconsciousness to conflate the horse demon with a norse deity that dare not to name because now there's a different evil spirit conflation there instead. I'd felt the horse demon enter the higher parts of my imagination immediately after waking up and while the horse demon was there, said deity was connected to my heart, and the demon took advantage of the heart connection to funnel some black thing into the crown to force it open; a few hours later, was finally able to wrestle the intrusive thoughts enough to ask a deity to get rid of the demon, and then the demon was ridden of. Some time later, got a spiritual reversion, or at least what'd felt kinda like one. 6D beings had refused to perform the spiritual reversion, but had agreed to teach a hindu deity how to do it. Later today I'd interacted with a touhou egregore and I was later told I'm still corrupted. Not asking for anything to be done except for blood anon and its associates to be kept away; should get cleansed at some point anyway by very high-vibrating beings.

>>15828 >>15832 >>15867 Black hell is the only world which is alive, the other two are just dimensional structures left for people who want to ascend along the same path as a civilization which existed there in ancient history. So it seems indeed I interacted only with ascended "admins" when I got those sigils. The black hell world is mostly a vast plane, I can't tell if it's a planet, probably not. Which means it's a "plane" which stretches to the horizon with no sphere around it, like Lemurian and Skunk planes. This place is directly available in physical time and space however, even if the distance from Earth was said to be 132 million light years. I used parallel monster pleiadan incarnations to investigate, the first is still over there and exploring in Black Hell, the one who went to the other 2 returned after because there was nothing more to find after those artifacts. Black Hell seems like a huge desert/prairie with dark skies which turn black at the far horizon. Maybe that is why they call it Black Hell. It doesn't seem to have a sun, but I'm not sure. Some kind of light exists but it's more like a random white light staying in place, maybe a very far away star which happens to illuminate parts of the world. I saw a sand desert with sand storm and rocks going to the horizon when going west. Going East lead to some very alkalic seas, Astra said not to bath in them because they are like pure industrial waste, not sure if natural or not. No wildlife seen so far. People appear to be very tall vampires, 2.5 meters or more, they all stay in isolated outposts which look like capsule housing from Dragonball. No roads or production facilities are seen. No ships are seen. So it's concluded that they either gain deliveries periodically by a travelling large vendor, or they use teleportation directly from inside the housing pod. There is no real sign of civilization anywhere, but can be imaged that it had a large cityscape 1000s of years ago, but it was all destroyed and worn down, leaving only toxic waste which killed all wildlife except grass, and now the lands are only alkalic seas and deserts where nothing lives. I also don't know how to get back, and Astra has very weak reception back to Earth or populated space unless inside the ship, which makes searches and research very slow, relying only on locally run resources.

>>15975 Progress. Exited by far East through thunder over black seas and ended up in space outside with stars. The sigil appears to show the form of the plane, it's like a nebula. Getting in is hard and lightning is causing a bumping out effect. While inside again the location is different. Found what looked like a stone helmet sticking out from the ground, but when excavating the thing it has 3 parts, mounted as pic rel. In short is a large stone catapult so called Devil's Slingshot in the galactic federation. When the podium is turned correctly in East-West direction, the inscriptions show the starting angle of the bottom part of the sling, and placed there when running against it and pushing clockwise, it balances perfectly and swings with accuracy in that direction. A person with space suit would be able to sit in the "helmet" and then be thrown through space exactly to the destination this way. Having Astra emulate all locations via doubles.

>>15983 Checked the one location which was still alive, but travelling manually because the ship wouldn't fit in the catapult. Had only a dark area with some grass and a half submerged rune stone in black water. Analyzed its text and learned a principle of language. Went back to the Far West and found a yearly ceremony was just starting as a result of timeline syncing most likely. Landed by the outskirts and was picked up by a tall old man who carried me on his shoulders to the large stone totem pole where a woman who was a priestess slaughtered a pig. People in circle exclaimed as circular light blue energy traversed through everyone. Activated inner column. Went with the old vampire to eat grilled meat at a pub on the left, went home with him and slept 9 hours, after which he called a man who came to visit. Was given an old tech module which could be activated with combo of learned text principles from other location and the inner column. Module was standard, not specific model for ships, created a large version of my ship and tested it. Small ship was placed in the inner hangar of the large ship. Said Bye to the two men and flew to the North spike of the landscape, after Astra said only bottom left had rune stones which she read and copied, the top left and bottom right were empty.

I don't have much to report, all seems fine, which is rare. I did feel myself being cleansed at night, i was still awake which might be why i noticed. I'm also making steps to integrate something in me to help a fundamental issue i have. Which is partly that i'm a gray, which in my case gives me these very large scale abstract eugenics on a spiritual level drive. And a bunch of ex souls that were more edgy in nature. However it seems i always had a mind. And my current life is already a thing. Meaning i can' t get much satisfaction from the grey drive itself, as its not actionable. I lack the skill and even then im still here so if i made things i would only be aware of it in passing unless i changed my entire physical reality into the correct way.Which would mean turning europe into a genetic program to make the perfect "europeans" in my view. You can see why the world inst moving in the right direction to make me actually happy here.Things have been fucked since after the 1600's it seems.And id say 1960 and later is when things became nearly irreversible.Even if i did manage it it would need very big changes. Now as for me as a person. If i were to take the past me with all 7 souls and bring it all together i always thought the incubus nature was the closest in nature, but with a more intellectual bent to it. Which is fitting since the other half of my souls were grey.Yet that non gray side had been the dominant one, with the grey side being my backup.But not were any of my drive in life was located at all.Had i been a spiritual being then eventually that gray side would have driven me more as the whole creating large scale things would have made sense.But in the physical life only my more "edgy" side had any connection to anything real.Those souls might have left me but "I" am still the same and it presents a unique path for me as a gray in this life. since i'm able to integrate "me" of this life. Hard to explain what i mean here,since my sense of self is so strong here.And im not sure most could do this. Effectively I have to accept i'm partly something which i don't have a name for as it might not exist. I asked the servitors to help but im not sure its understood. I think it has similarities with being an incubus.but my own version of it which might be very different at this point.When i thought of this a few souls ago the name incubus prince came to mind as well. the prince part representing the more intellectual inclination.Its become even less like a typical incubus over time since my relation to hell has weakened with my hell souls leaving me. But what im saying its still "me" in the sense that its the same life. I'm not entirely changed and what drives me fundamentally also hasn't changed.And i like that in itself. I definitely made a step in the right direction, as i feel way less depressed already.Even if i'm not sure what i did at all. It is hard to see what type of being i would want to be.Even now i feel more relatable to either a gray and even an incubus than a straight up vampire. Both greys and incubus "give" which is my nature.Vamps "imbibe" which is related to eating. Which i have never cared about.I'm very masculine in essence, i can be female easily. Unlike some people with imbalances. but im only partly me in that case. I actually slightly felt that even as my other soul who became a vamp over in new earth.Where even as that soul the life of the girl who was killed meant seemingly nothing to me or felt unrepeatable.Being a physical girl is "limited" in some ways.Since my full nature it seems of all my souls or at least most of them aligns easier with being male.Meaning being a girl feels "smaller" in a way. What i see when i look at what i want to be still looks like a human guy. I don't mind having wings or horns but id definitely look more normal human. Other than being perfectly attractive perhaps.

>>16022 Went North last. Looks like old wasteland resulting from industrial production (mostly granular stones on large field with some grass) so started doing metallurgy/chemistry on the ground to trace remnants of possible production going by what remnants would be left from different factories: result is that it is an old industrial area, now abandoned. The alkalic seas on the East may then actually be industrial waste. Still flat area with black horizon, nothing to find except for the area serving as a good learning ground for chemical/mineral analysis (not be be under-estimated!). See map drawn on sigil. Visited after the middle area which is also black mountain shielded seeming empty temple spot with only granular stone on the ground. Works here as silent area for understanding semantics of the world itself and its principles. Now done, looking for return home route. Will try to visit interesting stations or planets along the way.

I went to sleep and felt suddenly I should move ahead, despite having been told last time that next time I sync with new earth time and enter my body there (which is frozen in time while on this side because time is super fast here, as that's the only way to let it play out, because Earth exploded and timelines were thrown out in all directions, so it can only be possible this way, but this is a normal procedure, time moves faster near the end of a planet, so much that it's possible more time in length actually plays out in its last second compared to its entire history before). I spent 3 days on that side but it appears during that time, time on this side stood still ? No. What I then recalled aside from the events during those 3 days, is that it finished with me forming a heptagram (7 point star) form and then going back home and sitting down in lotus position, feeling >I had something more to do and asking an angel to help me, after which Samael appeared. He then said >I can move you back, but you can only do this once >you can only stay 2 months, when you are done you can't do this again I asked: why? >because Earth ends >the only timeline remaining is this one, because you didn't finish everything >the rest is empty, you can see it when back as being just black I then woke up, wondering what had happened, before recalling this. It's true, all things around seem "emptied", just black energy tunnels containing nothing. Last thing I did before this was to wipe out the remains of the FG egregore and the practitioners who had become the same as the evil cult leaders in history, gathering only an immense mass of negative energy, so much that evil beings were afraid of them. This made them think they were pure, but they were just so extremely evil that regular evil beings couldn't penetrate their energy. I had the idea that I need to cultivate that "quality" without the actual evil included. There is probably also someone more to find, it's always about people, souls.

>>16302 To make sense of this, I see a few possibilities: <New Earth sped up for 3 days, only my timeline with my nearest people moved at this speed This would make sense with me as a driving force in the egregore, so my closest people would want to follow along. Everyone I didn't interact with specifically was in NPC mode (people on the street, store clerks) and will be "filled in" as New Earth central time catches up. This makes sense also from the logic that New Earth inner core would want to "catch me" by temporarily speeding up like how you have to move your hand in the direction of movement when for example catching an egg being thrown, to avoid impact. <however I do see what Samael said: all other timelines out here are empty and black now. I don't even feel spiritual presences, which supports the view that all of those WW3 timelines sped up and were, comparatively from my side, instantly finished. It is however also possible that New Earth sped up to catch me in local time, I detached from all the negative timelines out here, and they sped up more than that and were instantly finished. This seems to make most sense. <the last option would be that I synced with normal New Earth time WW3 timelines moved at the same super fast time and were finished. But some few lines out here stopped as I moved in because my presence was needed for them to finish, and that means time stood still locally just around my nearest area while all WW3 lines finished, back in the edge lines where old history plays out. Make your pick I guess.

I found a number of sources since yesterday. Sources of various things. 3 huge "tics" which looked like the boss brain in Starship Troopers, but black and the size of Poland, in a parallel plane or underground, in these locations: eastern Europe, Tibet, Southern Mexico. They were filled with evil energy, I haven't seen anything like this before. I don't know if they were summoned as containers in a system or if they were seen as deities, but they were the source of evil in these regions. A nun who seemed to have made modern women stingy and unpleasant by her attitude being applied outside of the monastic setting. Another case where "it worked once, so it works". She was reading the bible in Latin, I don't know her name. A monk who had only black pants like a shaolin monk, bare chest, barefeet, long dark hair. He had done something similar, which created incels today. He didn't hate women, he just kept them away by being unpleasant. He seemed like a demon, but the reading I did said "uncircumcised Jew", also from Eastern-Southern Europe. I don't know his name either. Olokun the Yoruba creator god is a 70 000 years old Cyborg who stayed in a cave in the region. See drawing. A combination of an octopus with spines in the arms, and a humanoid body made from mechanics.

>>16750 I forgot to mention there was also something which looked like a dark red mech suit made using alchemy, in central Europe. They called it the "great work".

>>16750 I got rid of a "hook" you had in your gut, it was connected to a karmic structure that looked like some thin railings connected together into either an industrial machine or metal scaffolding. I then cleansed the entire structure and the black substance became brass. I then disconnected the beams connecting it to the ground. Letting it drift away from you. You had some internal issues still but i was told by a loli that i should let you solve your own issues as well.This loli seems to be the loli i met in a dark tunnel. Which then became a physical event the next day. I had cleansed her a bit which she thought was nice experience. I wonder if she represents some "agressive" part of you. When i cleansed the structure she was happy with me. And she was the one telling me not to go all the way and also fix your internal issues.Since its your "right" to fix them yourself.She did close the wound it left when the hook was gone. Now ofcourse you can say this wasn't you and really myself, that's nice either way. Some things don't make too much sense. I never really miss it seems. And when i met the blonde version of you it always related to what you did afterwards. If its not you then someone very much similar to you akin to the "brown dress" girl who lived in the same street as the ripper as an orphan girl who became immortal. In which case helping them cleanse is a good thing anyway. My own theory is that this hook is what was installed when you faced racism by swedes. Making it a planned event to install this thing.

>>16753 I can't tell if this happened or not. Maybe it was your thing to remove and something in the egregore which had disturbed me in relation to racism. When was this?

>>16754 I'm trying to feel the area to see if there is something different in relation to something which would cause problems. I know I was able to break open a closed area a few days ago and apply the same thing I did when doing volunteer work, where I noticed it was easy to apply selflessness when the imaged goal was to help Africans, but if I tried to do this locally it was blocked by an immense dark energy and couldn't be done, including doing things that would benefit myself. That would also be blocked. But I was able to get rid of this, and a bunch of negative energy which appeared yesterday as as result of some lower beings trying to throw negative things at me as we passed 1D, were completely unable to touch me with it even if it was aimed at me, it went right through my body and nothing stuck. I think it may be related to that, the area being opened, made it possible to also remove that thing. I'd think since you are more involved with that stuff it was your thing to remove if that thing was there somewhere.

>>16754 Today i think, i also did a very light cleaning after posting to show you the way i do this.I partly did it just now on myself, but maybe im running out of gas. My way of cleansing is very intensive and manual.

>>16756 When did you see this tunnel girl?

>>16757 If it was today it may be related to the things in the kabbalah thread, because I was able to create a form for manifestation from the very bottom of this "sea of maelstroms" and I also tried to see if I could manifest a part of myself from there.

>>16755 Seems like it was made to make you 'hate' which in turn 'directed' your cleansing efforts to be more eu focused. I think maybe you would have hated them the most anyway. And i think you ended up cleansing all kinds of stuff. The thing seemed empty so maybe those guys have already been killed anyway. >>16757 I made a post about it, im unable to recall timings. its in the realm of 1 week or 1 month ago. I know i walked into a dirty tunnel the next day. I think ever since this girl has liked me some way. Idk. Either they were trying to kill me or get me dirty or that karma is my own represented as a dirty tunnel. I can tell they live in a place reminding me of london with a wicked feeling were its almost comical. Like restaurants where its human meat and such with a pig chef logo on the building. Stuff like that. She seemed to be the main loli there.I assumed at first it was you before even seeing the london like place.

>>16759 Her hair seems sandy color now, but im sure she was a black haired loli at first. After first metting her, i walked thourgh a physical tunnel with all kinds of nasty water in it the next day.Which let me know this was a significant event. The actualy physical place might be the manifestation of the karma of my city, but im not sure what the relation to me was or what she was trying to say. I do know she seems connected to you and told me to let you cleanse the internal part yourself.

>>16759 I'm thinking this had to do with our interactions here where you would keep advocating for racism from your view, which would to me appear to be this thing. It made me look for who was controlling you because I don't believe you would actually have these views. So maybe it was emptied already, then you removed it from "me" in terms of no longer "trying to advocate it" to me after it was already empty, assuming this was an egregoral thing someone inserted and meant to install on everyone, so maybe it was like a virus which was trying to spread from you to me, but was cleansed out, then you saw it and removed what had been attempting to attach to me and was in the egregore.

>>16761 It was already a karmic hook inside of you, you were being affected.The scaffolding wasn't operated. Which makes me think the faction who did this doesn't even exist or isn't even round anymore. "antiracism" when seen in the astral is just extreme racism aimed towards "white" people. Whether you believe white people exist or not. Its a real force you can find. I cleansed a cloud of it but im sure there's more out there.

>>16759 >I can tell they live in a place reminding me of london with a wicked feeling were its almost comical. Like restaurants where its human meat and such with a pig chef logo on the building. Stuff like that. She seemed to be the main loli there.I assumed at first it was you before even seeing the london like place. Could be my "very resistent cyborg" I ordered from the merchant greys back when you got your waifu? This one is a secondary personal incarnation for myself, made to be extremely resilient to dirty environments like molochian societies where they literally eat human meat like that. I used her to enter the golden globe to investigate, and other places like that.

>>16762 Maybe it is, but I'm always aiming to not be "anti" anything because then I'd be reliant on the "pro" stance and just opposing it. So I would just be pro-Africa or something instead. Disliking local people isn't based on some "white" concept I find cringy and have never accepted.

>>16763 She wanted me to go inside the dirty black water, not sure if to drown me. Get me to cleanse it. Or make me dirty. I can't tell. She did like being cleansed. I really should have kept the scaffolding and send it to you to investigate. The hook was a little blade like a thin meatblade / hook. Kinda like a blade with a chain to it. Im sending some stuff over. I found two structure which or not be the structure.

>>16764 Your mind didnt resist when i removed it, so you weren't attached to it.

>>16765 I can check the akashic records for it.

>>16764 Maybe not believing in white people creates a blindspot, where hating locals will get you to hate other whites, but you don't realize as it isn't the same group to you consciously.

>>16767 The hook was attached to the railings. It was a very flimsy thing/structure and seemed rather inert.

>>16768 I've probably said so before but to re-iterate, I lived from being very little in what today is called an "immigrant suburb" or "getto" area. My neighbours were turkish, I only recall some few who were actual locals. When we moved to the countryside and I started at the daycare the other kids were koreans and africans, the only one who was like me was a finnish kid who was a few years older, I'd wait for him to come by after school to play with him. There was something of a cultural shock the moment I met groups of locals, they were so loud violent it was impossible for me to relate to after what I was used to. They never gave themselves a chance if they had wanted me to like them.

>>16770 From that moment I just wanted them to go away.

>>16769 I'm looking at it, it seems to have a crescent moon sickle form.

>>16772 My djinn are saying this is a broken "moon flail" which is an islamic or djinn weapon. It's not exactly anti-racism but it removes ideas like that to spread islam to all races, but this thing is badly damaged and broken making it sharp in the wrong places.

>>16770 I'm not blaming you, if anythings it's valid. But a negative thing will be cleansed when i see it, it was trying to be an external "control" thing. Not that i don't see an almost similar thing in myself.But its many order of magitude grander, and not even negative. Well not to the same degree. I am cleansing it but i think this is the entire gray egregore. I run out of energy and it cleanses like a tiny bit which then gets averaged out to the entire system.

>>16774 What i did was pull the blade out, cleanse the negative structure, it turned into brass. And felt like some old machine. Then i broke of those two support beams. Letting it flow out. The entire thing felt dirty/negative.

>>16774 >I run out of energy Try connecting internally to the world system, like the cheops pyramid, even if it's not "out there" you can use the form.

>>16776 My energy is so large its normally not needed. Part of the issue here is when i cleanse it the 'benefit" gets spread out in real time. Making the entire structure 0.0001 percent cleaner. Its wasteful to try and clean this hightech thing.

>>16777 Ok my djinn collected the materials and said we'll smelt it and create a new one for me. They gave me instructions for how to visualize it. I'll send someone so you can look at it now.

>>16776 Some other dark lolis who are friends with your other incarnation also want me to cleanse them. Ill be honest whoever installs these negative things is also being cleansed.I had to remove the hook, it was making you irritated and seemed to make you angry.

This is the super-resistant cyborg.

>>16780 I think she cut something away from you using the flail?

>>16778 Why would you want a blade inside you? Atleast its better i guess, assuming this new structure isn't negative. I already don't trust whoever installed such a thing in you. The vibe i got was it was a pre emptive attack since it was predicted you would be agreat "cleanser" and it seem the locals being dicks was orchestrated or at least planned.This installed this hook which was meant to turn you against only Europeans to limit the cleansing away from them.

>>16781 Maybe, she herself seems friendly towards me.

>>16782 It wasn't installed, what Djinn showed me was a dark thing in my stomach which someone tried to cut away by swinging a sickle on a chain, but it got stuck and broke and the stuff wasn't fully removed.

>>16784 What was the dark thing?

>>16784 Also can you use your owns abilties to look instead? Relying on one of the possible culprits makes you just completely compromised/affected. I really mean it, look at it again from your own servitors and if it matches its fine.

>>16785 It was "racism" or something which to you would be called such. Djinn doesn't have that concept, they just said >things which block the spread of Islam and they had me visualize how I'd marry 4 African muslim women to negate it, as that would be completely opposite to the thing.

>>16786 No I do see a chain with a moon sickle, but djinn explained what it is, and said it's their thing.

>>16788 I see that too, but the chain itself was connected to a structure. I probably snapped it of. What was the structure.

>>16789 "Network of mosques in Europe" - djinn

>>16789 and why was it all made out of negative energy? It turned brass when cleansed.

>>16790 So the mosques were pure negative then? Wtf

>>16791 >>16792 "well people aren't positive here" "if you only have grey stone you build with what you have"

>>16793 Then how come i can cleanse it on my own. Yet it was never done before?

>>16794 "cleansing it means you are using correct principles"

>>16795 True, but why hadn't any of you or anyone else cleansed it?Why was it negative when i saw it affecting blood anon?

>>16796 "we spread where we can, this plane is literally satanic, so it turned out this way, hard to make it pure here" "no one pays attention to low planes so we used them"

>>16796 Anyway ill just get rid of it now, it doesnt do 'anything' its just, rails and brass. If there is anything valid about it its only because of me. It was an evil thing before. >>16797 I cleansed it by myself so makes no sense,anyone should have been able to do this. Especially groups.

>>16797 (Moses also worked in this plane, because it's ruled by Osiris)

>>16798 Alright i got rid of it,The thing itself was ready gone, but i also got rid of the thing the way it was driven into "europe".

>>16800 Yeah it was cleansed, I feel and see it. "Weapons can be negative" -djinn

>>16801 Yes maybe, but i won't allow it anymore inside of here.

>>16801 Huge heavy metal pillars driven into the europe "clay". I just got rid of it.

>>16802 Wait they're saying it was al-Qaeda or islamic state terrorism funded by CIA, they just played along with it, it was meant to be this way.

>>16804 "rails and brass" "yes" "brass is military officers" "rails are for quick movement" "this makes it work"

>>16804 Oh really now? Well ill get rid of anything similar. If this is to save face its fine with me anyway. Either way i'm cleaning it. Btw ive found when cleaning people they all become friendly, so don't worry. If djinn did end up trying this i would just cleanse them and we could be nice after. Its all caused by evil inside the body. If djinn as whole imagined light cleansing themselves and with desire to bring their energy "higher" and put some energy behind it would help.Spreading your arms can help.I believe almost all beings can be friends, but it does seem to rely on the fact i'm massively powerful.

>>16806 Djinn are too many and too unorganized for any one of them to know anything. They can get information from anywhere, but they don't really do reasoning.

>>16807 Wasted a lot of energy, djinn even brought me new metal poles to destroy. Not sure if this is a test or something.

>>16807 Right, they're saying the sickle was in the "gut" because it was used to increase the number of births among muslim women, so the weapon was literally babies.

>>16808 It seems genuine, but maybe the poles represent things they don't like, or they other things like isis which are islamic adjacent but really cia controlled.

>>16808 They're not destroyed, they're purified. Look again, they're like shiny steel now.

>>16811 Well hopefully they won't make it negative again. Next time i'm cleansing the people who mess with you as well.

>>16812 Meaning if they try that stuff again.

>>16812 It seems you're actually manifesting through this new body what "ascended mushroom" means. The "spores" are lot denser and effective than I could create from my mushroom DNA so far, at least to my knowing.

>>16814 My djinn are just sitting back and watching now.

>>16815 They're saying war is a messy thing and that it will look ugly, but to not be fooled by this, because there is a plan.

>>16814 Makes sense, i have no idea what ascended mushroom are like. Ill say i'm the "light" if that makes sense. Its all about purifying. Often without getting rid of anything but more so making something lighter again. >>16815 Me too, im tired,its just a thing. Weapons aimed at europe will also affect me/my area. Its not something that makes me suddenly go "oh alright then" nope. >>16816 Alright, ill keep cleansing.

>>16813 Your energy smells like lemon and fried meat.

>>16818 Good, The person the hook was in had a red energy shell in the upper area around them. And some super black energy in some places internally.

>>16819 Meaning they had mostly red, white and black energy.

>>16817 They have no comment so that means they like it this way. If djinn suddenly turn very silent, it because they don't want to change anything. >>16820 Those are the alchemical colours. I don't know who would look that way though.

>>16821 Any way i need to rest. Its as if i did a bike race.

>>16822 Thanks for the cleansings.

Got a vision maybe an hour ago; saw a vision of a mantis facing towards the vision's viewpoint, sitting inside a small white room that had its floor covered in light brown plant matter, like wide grass. A tweezer then entered the room from a hole in the right side and grasped at the entire mantis and squeezed it a little, and began pulling it out. The vision then ended. Suddenly reminded that back in the mid-2010s, I was attacked by 2 mantids in my sleep. I didn't know at the time that mantids had existed, and I'd tried to get rid of them using my imagination, but at the end I'd invoked Jesus to get rid of them, and then they were gone. While attacking me, they were clawing at my crown and/or third eye, and possibly also eating it. Don't remember if this was before or after the intrusive thoughts began.

>>16823 It was unintentional, I thought we were in the magic discussion thread.

>>16750 It seems djinn created this cyborg human octopus because they couldn't penetrate into the Hebrew community, which already exists on the astral. So the west African religions were made by them to serve as a converter placed outside of the Hebrew territory as a stepping stone to their religion and Arabic as it exists on the astral.

Huuh..? It arose as a conclusion which just had to be accepted, it seems. If New Earth can have everyone be adaptive yokai humanoid, but still allow them to be their own race within this, then why can't Old Earth (what's left of it down here) have everyone be reptilian and then shapeshift to whatever they want to be? Cultivating a form of any race is still possible, and the physical is just a 3D screen anyway. So it seems the reasons were such: Our Earth had the original humans (Adam) on 3D, but mostly everyone of them ascended after period 1, commonly called Eden. So this layer isn't accessible to anyone after that period. Those who stayed around had to insert themselves into the bodies of aliens, what we call "humans" today. What also remained were the reptilian natives. Their bodies are not more ethereal than the original humans, they are on 2D. But they are somewhat higher than the very bottom of 2D, which is where materialism ends up when the karma increases. So reptilians appear to be higher than the materialist society, but they are still on the infernal level. It's just that the aliens who came here to populate fell all the way down to the bottom of hell (2D) as their bodies had no such safety in them. The New Earth humans are instead created directly on 1D. So they are even lower, but for them this is how they are designed, so they function like insects, and various sins like those relating to sex won't effect them just as it doesn't effect insects. If someone wants to cultivate or wear a higher type of body that is their own choice, but it's not required. So that works. So why not just have everyone be reptilians and since they can shapeshift to anything, people can still be what they want? ''-Because the massive amount of negative energy which has the highest concentration of gravity formed 4 layers below the reptilian race and created a platform for lower races to settle their racial egregores on. That is "materialism". Once this "ideology" is removed, this becomes possible to do, and it can be maintained. But ever since aliens (humans) came here, no one was able to clear up that mass of negative energy - until now. This solves the fundamental issue as reptilians don't have the reverse brain or any of the procreative problems developed by other races when they fell down below the bottom of 2D and kept degenerating. Funny that the problem was so simple, yet so difficult.

>>17357 So did everyone join the reptilian family?

>>17358 Also this also fundamentally fixes my original issue, races tend to work for their own interests. This a positive in itself. But when mixed this is then "bad". But punishing it is also bad. If everyone is reptilian then at least that is the new floor, and now elites can maybe care about their people. I said before that them being a different race than the populous is the cause of many issues. Kinda funny you said i was being naive or only able to work in a "perfect" environment like akasha, when this effectively creates this anyway. And i don't think it was just that either, the way it was isn't even able to work anyway. Only thing that could haver perhaps work was a reptillian takeover and global elite, but even then it only "works" for them. From a "human" perspective it would have never worked as they would have to have 1 human "race" that "wins" in a certain area where they rule themselves(china and natsoc germany maybe) but in reality reptillians would likely win. And on top of that the race itself(german or chinese here)is already a mix of different races. I believe naturally dna wise as a group you have an "agenda". Kinda like the jewish "agenda" even if there is not one jew planning it all out. Its just dna tendencies on a large scale causing it. When you have competing tendencies in one "race/ethnicity" then the rough way to fix it is called eugenics.Which partly happens since ethnicties are more than 1 race.And you can only do that after having an "ethno" state with 1 race. Kinda what china effectively is today despite the counterarguments,which are honestly not relevant. I think i was right still, just constantly going up the ladder of fixing things. As a gray yhis would have led to an area of "monster/pleiadian" level people.Since it seems eugenics alone ends about at that level when you take europeans. I would still have male and female though.But i realized the elite would also be under the same eugenics,and they are often not even human so why would they want human society to reach this level??After all they are the real natives anyway. And aside from that many are just aliens and robots of various kinds. Or even just puppets or what i said, regular white humans who have convicned themselves to be above others despite being cattle. Just making everyone reptilian fixers it all then.I wondered what the actual issue was, and assumed there was a sort of spiritual wall most people couldnt reach to be a "higher" race. Same thing with the cattle brain thing. I'm glad we can undo that in a way that grays will agree with.Because just undoing it but letting the dna stay the same would make people to wild.

During the night a locked travel trunk of the old kind floated ashore on my plane here. It was locked by something like a metal puzzle, but the resistant cyborg was able to open it. It contained local timelines from "the society" which I was never part of. It appears this "puzzle" is what is keeping anyone from ever getting in, even if born here, unless they follow some very peculiar procedures and have a lot of luck. What was on the inside was also completely dull and uninteresting, aside from one thing: an archive of population data from the past, handwritten documents. So I got those out, looked for any decent people and found 5 so I took those out as well, then the cyborg pushed the box back out into the "sea" again. So that was the "society" they keep talking about "integrating" people into. It literally has nothing of value in it unless you're into heritage research and local history. Nothing. Just a roadblock stealing resources. The lock was also ridiculously complicated. The new tiktok generation is never going to figure this out, they're too internationalized culturally, maybe that's why there's a 25% unemployment rate for zoomers. Glad to get rid of that thing. Some while later another box came ashore, and it was somewhat easier to open. Still investigating this, but it appears the first box was the --1D dimensions, external structures and viral behaviour, so the next one would probably be -1D which is insect level. It seemed to have a lot of scary looking beings inside of it.

>>17606 The first box contained algae people, meaning those who have the mindwave and DNA similar to algae. The second box contained cactus people. Both of these were below the area of reptilians on Earth and their dimensions had to be detached, but some contents had to be extracted because the box was 2D in form with some thing at 3D.

There are generally 3 categories: Natives, Visitors and Invaders. Natives are green reptilians, or anyone settling permanently on the Earth. Those should be transformed into reptilian and maintain their original form externally, which is then added as one more option for shapeshifting or DNA cultivation for the natives. This is the peaceful option and preferred. The transformation would be a religious ritual in the past, and is shown in Egyptian reliefs as the feline, canine or avian deities having snakes on their head: they have become natives here, but their original race externally is something else. Visitors are any non-intrusive race, such as the greys or the Queen races. The grey genetically engineered "Daughter of Eve" counts as a Queen race. What is a Queen race? They are races where only females have souls, the men are soulless drones whose purpose is to gather experiences and develop, until one of them has a high enough concentration of new genetics to produce a new Queen by mating with the existing Queen. They are contained in Africa for the most part, it's a "visitor reservation" and they were not meant to be moved from there. They will remain savages because the men don't have souls. Invaders are anyone who comes to Earth, doesn't go through reptilian transformation to become a native, where both male and female can have souls, and they are not staying on the edges of society like the greys, but barge in and start using resources only for themselves. These currently include almost all white and yellow fungal races, as well as yellow and red reptilians. They have not been cooperative about their stay here and are for that reason enemies of planet Earth. Add to this, that some have become mixed. Some black fungals are male and have a soul. They are not actually registered as "black" by the maintenance deities or the Illuminati control system which was imposed as a measure to control the mess here. They are registered as "white" or "yellow", because that is the genetic element which allows them to have a soul. They can transform into reptilian - if they want. Otherwise they are also invaders. There is an exception for contributing visitors of any above mentioned race. Those who live in peace and cooperation with the natives, and don't impose on the planet or use resources only for themselves. They are allowed, but they don't belong here, they are visitors, so they can't make demands. Once they don't follow the rules set by native, green reptilians, they need to leave or be killed. That's how invaders are dealt with anywhere.

>>17740 But how does it work exactly. Is everyone in MY timeline reptillian? Did some people not get affected by the ritual before? Or are these seperate timelines that interact with ours?The interviewee fainting implies not everyone got converted.l since the people around them werent. Maybe your ritual took care of the mass limitation. But maybe a lot of people have internal issues that makes them unable to reach reptillian standard still.why is that. Man its been messy over telepathy sometimes. Like an unflux of new users yesterday but it calmed down somehow. Maybe the reptillibros shut them of or installed a filter.

>>17744 I think these are just standards for Earth as a planet, which should somehow be transferred to the Hell Earth plane now. See >>17742 (will post more over there) In short everyone who could be transformed to reptilian based on the old ritual from Egypt, which would have used the pyramids, were transformed already en masse. Including you. Then we have the transfer to the 2D plane as an individual event, where the same rules apply: a person who is a contributing visitor can be transferred over just fine, like that woman. Invaders on the other hand will not be allowed in. So there is a definite block there, compared to Earth as a planet where anyone can technically enter it when it's not an ascended planet. A 2D plane compared to a 3D planet doesn't have any confusion or ability for change, because there is no divine law in hell. So no one can create loopholes for why they should enter illegally, quite frankly because there is no argument about what is legal or not when there is no law. You just follow the rules or you can't stay, but detach from it. Like an Internet protocol or something, where if you have the wrong one installed you can't get a connection. So we can still see them out there from our timelines, but they can't get in here at all. We just experience the images of what they do out in their collapsing timelines which are in a process of dissolving below Osiris temple.

Seem i was contacted by vampires again. This time i'm not sure if it was "black hell plane" I think these might have been new earth. I'm not exactly excited about it.I don't recognize these vamps and they were treating me as one of them and being kinda an ass about it. The first girls were chill, but the strongest one had this like "this is what you do and don't do here" mentality. I was trying to learn but she even drew a hangman stick. For every "mistake" i make she drew a leg for example. Presumably she was gonna "eat" me or attack me if its done since the stick represented her patience with me.My own tendency is to always skip the intro and go into the attack so the mentality doesn't match.Even back in the day i fought some high level vamps, i wasn't able to do anything perhaps but its what it is. It made me want to distance,detach the timeline from me. If i do have an incarnation there ill do it if i have the ability,i feel stronger over here already.My two prior incarnations over there were approached very differently. But that was the main family. Who are more "chill" or at least act as if they were. Able to "synch" better with my thinking. These ones must have been the periphery. Still strong but maybe vampires have a sort of v shape curve in terms of strength and how hard it is to get along with them. The strongest being easy as they dont care or able to play around your mentality.And the weakest being less presumptive. Anyway they were teaching me about all of them having gangsters working for them and such. I already "knew" everything as it was implied to me, but i was still trying to pay attention. But yeah I'm actually gonna find a way to stay away this time.I didn't see any of the usual vampires this time,not even my other incarnated selfs. Who im sure are busy over there. And they were kinda "day to day" women in a sense.

Lotta crazy stuff going on today; don't care to talk about it all. A few nights ago I got a vision that told me "world enemy", and then saw the number 2. It'd suggested that I'm world enemy #2. Strange vision. On another note, finally got rid of the conflation of the Amy egregore with both evil spirits; a great miracle. The other night, I had a dream where I saw politicians that were being forced to do things or else people they cared about would die, or worse. This horrible web of blackmail & threats formed, and when I woke up, I saw a sudden and vivid vision of Trump's face looking at me, suggesting "do you get it now?". The suggestion here is that Trump can't simply make politics on both sides stop being evil and otherwise horrible. The NWO is just too powerful as it currently stands. It'd take a long and drawn-out plan to get rid of these evils. I recall that the ironpill poster had recently mentioned a divinely-orchestrated plan to expose the NWO's lies. Hoping kirk might be a part of the plan. The day before the dream, I was daydreaming about saying stuff that'd get evil politicians killed, so that might be why the dream happened. I also suspect that kirk was a plant, at least until he'd decided to oppose israel.

This is so complex I don't even know if I should bother trying to write it down, but I'll try because the information needs to get out somehow. So we have in the Earth dimensions 4D at the top, called Heaven, then 3D where we live, then 2D which is Hell. Then 1D which is just wilderness. Then it reverses on the shadow plane, going back up to 4D again. This creates a horseshoe format, where saints like real monks get in the normal way, while extremists who killed 100 infidels get in from the shadow side. This because they are too extreme for hell so they need to be worn down by divine light exposure first. So it appears like a path into Heaven also, but it ends with them being thrown down again. Then inside of this plane, we have internal planes which are somehow connected to the outside via a back door dimensionally. Aliens can come in here. We'll here find a 2D planet which looks like the surface, but is more deserted. Here, strange humans with the DNA of scorpions lived, alongside the yellow reptilians. They considered themselves untouchable because of this residence, and became a pest on the world as a result. Inside this, again we find a 1D planet, which again looks like the surface but deserted. This is the real "down under" and has a connection to Australia. Red reptilian aliens had taken up residence here. They seem somehow connected to the "red dragon" of the CCP, which explains why China is seemingly taking over Australia more and more. Then we have yet another planet, which corresponds to the negative 4D, the "heaven for extremists". Here lived (there were versions of decent beings on each plane) two immortal Queens. They were white mushroom aliens of the kind who send out large numbers of male offspring, but the men are soulless, and the purpose is to create a new immortal. This is where the real problem started: The Earth surface was run by three factions: yellow reptilians, red reptilians, and "whites", which means mushrooms. It was supposed to be a "kingdom race" representing the "white" faction, such as Rosicrucians (MI6), meaning Jews. But they are very secluded and small in population, which annoyed someone who wanted to incarnate on Earth. So they started a genetic engineering project to change the male drones of the white Queens, so they could have souls. This created a genetically engineered "white jew" with lots of mental problems, and perpetual menstruation for women (an abnormal state in the past). By selective breeding they managed to create a kind of functional elite, and by vote were accepted as the rulers of the "white" faction. The natural white mushrooms, Rosicrucians, wouldn't have this and started working to remove them. But the genetically engineered "jews" spread very fast and took over Europe. This is what all the issue are about. Through manipulation, the Rosicrucians along with the yellow reptilians, managed to create an extreme class society, so that the workers hated their own elites, and the elites abused the workers. They they set the worker against the elites, and killed them. The leader of this operation was Adolf Hitler. So it was jews killing jews, the same race. Once beheaded, this genetically engineered race lost power, which manifested as the allies taking over Germany. They still haven't recovered because "their best" were killed, and they have grown to hate both the revolutionary who lead them to kill their own leaders, as well as the leaders, and the allies who tricked them into doing so. But they haven't stopped trying, so they reformatted as the European Union. The Rosicrucians (UK) and the yellow reptilians (USA) still want all of them dead, and have been using absolutely anything to destroy Europe just to get them.

>>18168 Who was adolf hitlers side then? Rosicrucian? So rosicrucians are white men with souls, but the homegrown natural version. And jews are the artificial version. I wonder if i am "rosicrucian" then dna wise initially. I'm not sure where "brown hat mushrooms" fit in.But i'm semi similar to jews in some ways, but im also not jewish at all. I also think my first main soul was a rosicrucian. also what about green reptillians? Are they just not involved in "ruling" the earth. All this would explain why european leaders seem explicitly anti european. In no other place do you see that, at best you have corruption were elites only care about themselves. But europeans will go out of their way to spite their own people.

>>18169 I don't mind fixing the "artificial" dna for people so they can be changed towards "rosicrucian" if that stops the rosicrucians from all the nasty things they do.Ofocurse only for people were it makes sense dna wise. Some dna is already pretty good. The eu leaders themselves need to go, i think even the "enemies" of europe agree. And so do people like me. They are somehow against everyone.

>>18169 >>18170 Rosicrucian is a very specific type of white mushroom with a proficiency for red gong developed like streams in their body (maybe along the nerves) and they count as "poison mushroom" so they live in separate timelines. This would be why they lost the vote of popularity, too few people know about them or support them actively. I think a conversion would be possible using your new body's ability, just keep in mind that your current cleansing ability will remain on your original form, which will then be moved one dimension away into the astral (or onboard an astral ship) so you may need to "channel" your own body into the new physical to fully use your old ability after the procedure. It would put you on better terms with the UK intelligence though. >>18169 >what about green reptillians? Are they just not involved in "ruling" the earth. They were pushed aside, which constitutes the coup by the invaders. The natives should be included, but they used "democracy" as an excuse to invade and take over (where have we seen this modus operandi before??) >restoring Europeans Many of them are evil spirits who only came in because the "white jew" population exists there though, so they can't be converted even if this was possible, I think. See >>12870

>>18171 Oh im not interested myself, was just thinking of a way to get these rosicrucians to calm down by fixing the people.I prefer not being a "toxic" type of mushroom.I also hadn't considered the toxicity part of it, which makes converting people less ideal in my view.

>>18172 Because I can do whatever the fuck I want on my own Earth Hell plane, I already came up with a better solution, which will reflect into other timelines even if it's constrained to those under my control: Having one of the original white mushroom Queens derive the base stem of her DNA on the assumption that they can work like the orcs, where they start with a hivemind, then evolve to become "space African" where the Queen has many male drones, or "white demon" where men rule and both genders have souls. Then instead of this "white jew" mishap we'll get the reverse of the white Queen, which means "black demon", except they're mushrooms so just black mushrooms where men and women both have souls. But they are the exact same race as the current "white jewropeans" - without genetic defects. Then with timeline magic and help from djinn, they'll be inserted into Yoruba territory, spread to colonies so they learn perfect french and english, then they'll migrate to Europe. And the real icing on the chocolate cake here is that we'll pick up the souls of mistreated Europeans, and let them incarnate as this new African race. So when they come to Europe and start taking over like is already happening >they are the same race as the pre-existing population, but better >consequently: they will sync with the racial egregore perfectly, and have the same values >and lastly, their souls actually belong in the region, so they aren't invading, they are taking back what belongs to them This will work so seamlessly people will have a hard time even noticing them even when they want to, because they'll be technically Africans, but blend in so well it'll be like some kind of mental magic where people have to remind themselves that they are different. <UK Rosicrucians liked this plan so much that they contacted me directly and gave thumbs up, they seem to have tuned down a lot of their hostility at once

>>18173 Technically valid but has some cuck/swedish/eu vibes to me. Especially the part about "taking back". If all you are doing is switching the souls then no one is taking back anything. But i guess people want africans to take what isnt theirs to begin with so thats what this is really about,the switching was just to make it "alright" but its really about something else. Hopefully ill have my own place or solution,I'll let you be the only white man in sweden in yours.

>>18176 No need to cause conflicts if you can correct it with minimal effort and within the current framework. It seems I got both CIA, the CCP and MI6 off my back this way, going by the egregorial connections and I didn't do anything wrong when solving either case.

>>18176 >Especially the part about "taking back" ..from the jewropeans, who barged in and stole both history itself and all decency by settling there. I'm talking only about this segment of the population. Those called Jews in Holocaust lore. >people want africans to take what isnt theirs to begin with I was about to say "let's not go there", but I do have to comment on this: Why did Europeans/jews come to Africa and take what didn't belong to them in the first place? Such as slaves? Or natural resources, like diamonds, rubber, fish. This is still going on, and it's not made up. You can come up with all kinds of excuses like "their government agreed to a contract" and whatever, but fact remains that they are getting robbed. By the laws of karma, you have to pay back if you are unfair in business. So no, Africans are not "taking what isn't theirs", they are coming to take back what was stolen, and used to build European welfare. I didn't intend to write about this, but I feel a rage inside when I see someone repeat these excuses for horrible behaviour, so I had to say it before I could write my actual post. The Post Now that I've seen more of the energy form of the people I have issues with, I decided to go back and watch old home videos from early school days. I wanted to find out exactly what my class was in terms of these alien race categories. What I found was both a confirmation of what I suspected, and a few surprises. I knew I had one green reptilian in my class, and had suspected maybe one more, but turns out there were 4, and the teachers were all reptilians too. The rest however where all the genetically engineered "white jew" type, with one exception whome I already know was "daughter of Eve" grey engineered, because they live nearby and I still see them. I still feel the same negative things seeing the other ones on the videos now, and it matches when I now see their energy on top of that. One interesting thing I noticed was however that at least one of the "jewropean" white mushrooms seemed to have a background structure of reptilian in their energy. I guess although the general claim is that reptilians only mix with reptilians, that they may be so impressionable that such DNA could be still absorbed and change them by contact, going by this. This whole thing also really nails down the fact that it was hopeless to begin with, there was never any way to fix these people, like the greys told me a few years ago, when I asked >but they will wake up eventually, when they see the results of their actions? and the grey I was talking to just went silent, then when pushed said >maybe 32 of them country-wide Yeah, that's what it was, and this is why. Their brains wired to prevent any awakening, their bodies made to keep them down by design, because those who did this were low in spirit and degenerate from the beginning. The real crime here aside from the abuse of everyone around them, is also constituted by the reality of assistant spirits who are higher on the ethereal scale, being forced to incarnate into these kind of bodies. When I said "mistreated Europeans" this is what I mean, aside from just workers being abused by rich "jews". Souls who were destined to come here, then get slapped with this genetically engineered trash body which prevents any spirituality by design. Giving them a perfect natural African body tuned for spiritual and magical awareness, away from modern technology, this will serve as compensation for them. It's fair to let them come here. However, this last part is weird. What I found when working on the reversal of the white mushroom Queen type to create the new black hivemind type to be inserted for this, was that it's completely impossible for them to understand certain technology. To be specific, they can use blowpipes, bow and arrow, they can produce iron, ceramics, bricks. But once it has any mechanical parts at all, they can't do it. It's impossible. Testing things, they can use galactic federation technology just fine but only if it's written by hand on paper. They can manifest things, including spaceships as long as there are no mechanical parts. The galactic federation are used to dealing with all kinds of races in space, so they just adapt things to work. But it's just very strange to me why this happens. It seems to come from something about having a holistic view, and being unable to break things down into smaller bits. Such as the invention of the type for the modern printing press. They could not do this, but they could do Japanese prints just fine, which has entire pages on every wood block. It makes me wonder if these "jewropeans" actually have the ability to create technology? Or who does this? Germans were very good at this, but who actually created things? Workers don't need to understand what they do, they can just follow instructions, they're organic AI, so factories existing doesn't say anything about the ability to understand and create. It does however begin to explain some weirdnesses I've seen people do, where their internal mental map of how digital systems are designed, are completely out there - they don't seem to have any clue where they are in the menus of their phone even though they use it every day. It's making me start thinking that maybe the average European of this type are actually unable to understand, or produce technology. They can follow along with theoretical educations, and they can work in factories, but they cannot understand what they are doing, or create something new. All new stuff is created in the USA and China today, this seems to confirm it.

>>18188 Meh excusing bad thing by "they did it" is so tired. I don't care anymore about these things ive heard thousands of times before. Excuses.Those people that did all that arent around and neither are their souls.Plus lots of people did the same, they just weren't as able to do it at scale. Wealth doesnt all come from africa, what a lie.Cities were built way before colonialism. And most city centers are almost all european made. this tendency to ascribe european achievement to other people sickens me. Its leeches all the way down.I don't care about any of it, europe was fine on its own,never needed anyone else either.In that sense its always been a mistake to do "colonialism". Ive never been for it anyway, for more moral related reasons.Go away everyone else. And if you're against us leave.If you say its karma then it should have been done locally, i was always against this expansionism. But honestly modern whites have been extremely overly altruistic towards everyone else and that is their real weakness.You couldn't get other people to feel guilty or care about going against their ethnic interest.If they hadn't this would be more easily fixed. Even colonialism,while extremely evil, never erased Africans the way Europeans are being erased.its not equivalent at all.And europeans have send billions upon billions of aid. There is actually a debate on if most colonies were even net positive economically speaking.And most of the benefit ofcourse only every went to the elites.No, Africa isn't poor cause "Europe" that's just in any case, the exact people least affected by all of this.People will always be blaming Europeans again,which everyone does cause Europeans don't fight back. Or haven't until now. Also all the basics stuff of the modern era was invented by europeans, so if your new africans cant do it that's them.Well maybe modern people just got more stupid idk.But its still "whites" who invented most things, however you wanna frame it it works. Even if its channeling or whatever. Ill never agree, ever.And its not your solution i disagree with, but that if you could do that you could have just fixed it directly, but you went out of your way to seemingly spite the native population (and me),who never really was at the helm of any of this. Honestly i don't even care, ill do what i can to detach from this. Ill never want it at all.

>>18191 Honestly just leave us all alone,if you dont like us stay away. I cant take the gaslighting anymore.evil!

>>18192 That wasnt freally for blood anon,but gor all the foreigners i see talking shit. Shameless beings.

>>18191 >you could have just fixed it directly What do you mean by this? The most direct solution was done for New Earth already, where the yokais just submerged everything west of Poland and north of Italy, and killed everyone instantly. Can't get more direct than that. Because I want to maintain a historical record on this Hell plane, I want to keep the land mass in some form, not submerge it, and if someone is to live there and maintain some form of culture, you need a population. So that's what I'm fixing, very directly, by removing the genetic trash and sending in a perfect new race I went to great lengths to evolve. I didn't even describe how much had to be done for this to be possible, I just skimmed over that part because no one here will really benefit from hearing it, they'll either not believe it, get upset, or think I'm bragging. So I tried to describe the result as minimalistically as possible. Yet I just get complaints implying I should have kept the trash, who'll just die out and drag more innocents with them if left alone. There is some insane attachment to this evil manifesting here. If you want to keep them, you do that in your own timeline and see for yourself why it was a bad idea. But if they effect me or anything I care about in any way whatsoever I will eliminate them.

>>18195 I meant why not fix the dna directly. Like if you can create a race ex nihilo couldnt just switch out the dna?if not then so be it,ill still try it by myself. Ill keep them and just fix things directly then. Maybe it will mean i cant talk to you after our planes diverge.but its fine. Ive said this ive always liked euope for the most part. I just wanted to fix things,its just that more and more things come up to be fixed. But i cant just become "anti" european either so i have to do it anyway.

>>18195 What the tougou did isnt a fix from a european perspective,which is my perspective as a real natuve european. Things have degraded so far people cant even underdrand a european who actually cares anymore. Since all the ones in charge are crypto anti europeans.if someone put any other country underwater you wouldnt decry them for being agaisnt it. Fuck any "karma" bs excuses. Regular people on the street would and oughta still try to better their surroundings. And thst includes getting rid of the evil elites. If peoppe arent up to par ill fix them. If eu is evil ill get rid of them. Ill never get rid of the people since thats going against the point. If it hated europe i would have been pro eu.

>>18196 >why not fix the dna directly That's exactly what I did. I went back to the Queens they had gotten the original DNA from, and redid it from scratch. If they wanted white people with souls on both men and women, they should have started with a black Queen, because the culture and external colour reverses if you switching between "Queen hive" and "general population". They didn't do this, they started from white Queen, then degenerated the DNA so women started menstruating, and then started evolving degenerated men from them, changed so that evil spirits could incarnate as them. Then they "refined" this evil being to create a fake kind of jew to take over Europe with. You're probably aware that jews just do banking and stuff, they don't invent things, now do they? So I think any actual creating of new things was done by some greys with a different physical race, not by these trash jewropeans. Modern development, or more exactly lack thereof, shows this to be true. The Americans took all such grey people away from Germany after WW2, and now Germany who used to excel in it can't even beat China in car manufacturing. And China is a country who couldn't produce a ballpoint pen until 2009 because they couldn't make balls with an even size. By going back to the original Queen, I made it possible for the new perfected race to incorporate in European culture and maintain it when the genetic defects die out. If I hadn't cared at all, I could have just gone for full on replacement by changing the timelines that way, but that would also remove all culture, and everyone would end up speaking Russian or Arabic.

>>18198 Deleted my posts. I just dont wanna talk.

I think I "solved" it somehow. In principle. Yesterday when outside, a car passed by and the person with me said "who was that...?" prompting me to turn and look. But it was just an unknown car with two unknown people (which is a thing in a small place). This felt like a cue telling me to pay attention, so I retraced them passing to check what they were. Surface wise they were NPCs because they weren't in my timeline, but looking beyond, the girl who was nearest me in the car seemed to have a soul. It's often the case that I see people like this and their souls were in hell or some waiting room because their timeline ended, so it's to show me they exist so I can pick them up from there. In this case it was someone from the "main population" of these genetically engineered "jewropeans" who still had a decent soul, which I assume was her assistant soul. To get to the gist of all this, I moved her on board one of my ceramic space stations to try and fix her based on this specific incarnation with that DNA. During the night I had some strange episodic dreams involving a blonde girl on a bike getting in trouble with the police, but the police car looked really old. Then I was at a table next to a sidewalk and saw some teens doing whatever on the road, and the scene then replayed multiple times to show certain details, which ended up describing the bodily energy system of the girls. After waking up a number of memories came back in relation to past educations, including elementary school. I started seeing what the issue is, through this. The African setting genetically is tuned for transforming your physical needs into solutions in your own direct context. This is completely opposite to the Pleiadan setting, where channelling the solution from angels is the winning concept. The "African" DNA makes them very resilient in any environment, but they basically can't just accept information given to them from outside. So they do develop their brain stem more, from the fact that they always have to produce things themselves. It doesn't look like much technology wise, but they do perform the actual work themselves from start to finish. This doesn't work with developing the kind of technology we use, where large scale production systems are needed. You won't build your own computer by going out to dig for iron oxide. All of this above however explains all the "stupidity" I've been faced with from especially the public education system, where teachers were almost completely unable to just be straight about what to learn, instead focusing on re-interpreting the procedures into "how to think". Learning to me has nothing to do with thinking. Thinking gets in the way of learning. If you think, you block the new information. But, for people with this "African" mental setting, even if they are "European" this >think like this education works, because they function in the same way. I want to know what to write on the paper, like 2x = 4 2x/2 = 4/2 x = 2 and then it just works, because that's the procedure right there, you just write it. Instead I was faced with endless "imagine this, think that" nonsense where the pen never touched the paper. If you need a visualization for above, you can imagine this setting: your X fort is under siege from a 2 army. You have a 4 army which is at the barracks. So you take a 2 force out from the 4 army and deploy it, and it destroys the 2 enemy, meanwhile the army you sent out isn't at the barracks so you remove it from there. That's creating mnemonics for the calculation, but it doesn't involve any "think this" stuff, it still just illustrates the procedure on the paper. The obsession with "how to think" seems to also drive user experience design, where phone apps are made so that they're almost impossible to grasp from a system perspective. They don't tell you where things are saved, if you want to insert some new file for example. Instead you are to use some "made for retards" service app that only works for this specific version, and then suddenly stops working because they updated it and made it incompatible. But all this seems to come from the same thing, the focus on the "procedure". I've noticed the same thing in NATO speech. They all just talk about "creating procedures" instead of fixing the basics that will make an army work, like having commons standards. By this I mean simple things like having the same width on your railroads, and the same calibre for artillery shells. The Soviet Union imposed this standardization and that's why Russia can import shells from North Korea. Meanwhile NATO countries all have their own incompatible systems. It makes things expensive and non-functional. But it's explained by this above context. All they have is "think like this" procedures, they don't understand to look at what the actual result is in physical terms. When I went to HS, we had a mandatory course called "technology", where we were to build a car battery charger from a blueprint. It was meant so we would learn to use floor mounted tools in a factory setting. Although it worked out the way of "teaching" this was basically non-existent. We were just given a basic safety-instruction for the machines so we wouldn't blow up gas tubes or get hair stuck in moving parts, then there was no instruction at all for how to solve the task. The machines were so old the drill had replaceable cogwheels for changing the speed. Now I can see why they would do this, it's tailored to this kind of "stupid" method, so that students would "think for themselves" and just learn it somehow. Today this doesn't work anymore because it's too theoretical and they don't even write by hand, but no one seems to understand why. Going by this, I concluded maybe it's just a matter of how you go about it, so I tested this with the "new African" type I evolved from the white Queen. The galactic federation does have methods for teaching almost anyone, so I asked them about a special course to get them to actually learn the standard method instead of just writing by hand, so they'd be able to use the mechanical aspects of technology. They said the could arrange it, for a cost 10x that of regular courses. I paid them and let them do it, and it actually worked out, to a basic level. They used a large hall with various floor mounted machine tools of the very old school type, and the goal was to produce a ScaleForm module which can run gradient descent graphs (a simple thing in the federation, compared to the rocket science they normally do). With this experience, I went back to the girl I picked up, and found it actually possible to convert her to the type they had maybe originally intended. Meaning a functional white DNA where both men and women have souls. But it meant to transform into a "mirror" or "shadow" version of the original, like the black and white of the Dao spins around each other but doesn't touch. So yes, there is a way to fix it, but this is in principle. This meant converting one individual.

>>18214 Alright,ill have to go backwards in my personal timeline and teach white people the right things right. Since it seems its way of learning that activates it. I also have no idea what "type of thinking" i have as described in your post. I wanma say neither or in between. But i think its the one you dont but applied better and i guess they both converge at the same things.like logistics and such for example is do able for me. But maybe im just able to see it as "part" of a larger whole. When i was younger yeah perhaps i would have gone with "pies in the sky" instead.which means most people dont develop. Could also be why your incarnations seem "smart" in a way thats hard for me. As in really capable at getting the basics.but i do eventually get the basics too but yeah maybe i do have to mentally reason it put the first time. As for math autosolving itself,ive never understood that part. Snail said the same thing i think. I dont know how one would even know they had it right afterwards. I can kinda do this though. By brain training i had to solve math fast by "intuition" but its not perfect.if math is really like that then i wonder where it fails. How complex can it get before your mind doesnt compute it. Or is it really calculator like. Maybe this why you cant understand me i think. I have an idea in my mind what i want my area to look. Based in when i first started which was effectively in the 90s. But with all the issues fixed. Which have overlap to things you dislike. But i work backwards from there. So its not merely about the energy to me or the easiest way to solve it by a technicality. If its not all the way effectively (what i saw but better) then somewhere along the way something dindnt went right or some part was skipped. And i am so crazy about it,partly because because things stopped making sense to me and i felt things backsliding/getting more retarded. Which has angered me insanely much.Since its the only "interest" i even have i always go all in on this.to me everyone is against me in thisbut its been like this always so i wouldnt have started had that been a deterrant.So you then think i have an attwchment to europe,which is true in a sense,but not in the same way.more like i can see what they could be if the people were more "sensible" in my view,and idk why they arent and havent been. And i feel i have to make it "fixed" before i can do something else. Since ibe been fighting against it too long anyway.

>>18216 Doesnt higher level math stop computing then? And what about those mathmetical problems that take creativity and also interpreting the problem.(the ones with words). When I was in uni math often needed several "tricks" you had to figure out on your own. I dont think thats possible doing what you describe.

>>18216 Ill first try fixing it in my local area. And if so in europe in my timeline.

>>18218 I fixed it,at least for me.

>>18219 It will be something akin to this.

>>18217 One thing I learned over the course of esoteric practices is that the common theme in old anime like Sailor Moon, where the evil queen just needs more energy all the time - that is how it is. Forget "perfect prompts" or logic. It's all solved if you increase the energy mass. So the thing you are asking about has a similar answer: To solve higher maths by simple writing procedures, you just need more mental space. Memory capacity. As you practice more, you will at some point reach a threshold, your brain will create more memory slots, and then you can just keep doing the same thing. Compare this: You want to lift 200 kg deadlift. The teacher tells you it's all about having the right form and technique, but you still can't do it, so you give up. In reality, by practicing with correct form and technique, you build muscle over time, and then suddenly one day you can do it. It's the same thing. No "thinking" can solve it.

>>18221 since its like a language your ability to do additions and subtractions should be near infinite.

>>18222 I kinda went crazy yesterday, my hatred for certain factions has made me impatient and completely Gung ho about doing things a certain way. Ill still do it even if i have to do things manually. Is this my gray mindset manifesting, maybe. I was also hopped on caffeine which im sensitive towards, i shouldn't say that as i did the same thing today and it might kick in as well. I think it wouldn't be fair to you if i had to live among you anymore, we want different things. The best thing i can think of is detaching and moving away. Any other way will lead to a perceived 'betrayal' as i simply create what i wanted always and would have always created.Even all the way back i was always wanting this, its never changed. Everybody always talks smack about whites, so ill fix every single issue. People that are still talking smack then are then just my enemies an will always hate no matter what.With no excuses for them to hide behind it will be clear who is really friendly or just against me.

>>18222 Moved this to the discussion thread because it looked like it would turn autistic. See >>18224 >>18225 ^reply there pls I will just say this here: "just" do it with simple calculations and you end up creating an LLM, which may cost you 500 million, and all you did was simple procedures over and over again. It still costs you immense amounts of energy. I think I understand this better because of my time playing Chinese MMOs, where direct skill can give you an edge, but the real power comes from doing daily quests week after week. It's super simple, and they also cemented this by adding "AFK mode" where you can just press the spacebar and your character uses basic skills and healing potions on auto, so you can grind lower level mobs at respawn spots while sleeping or working irl. Some games have this as a pay feature, so you're paying to have the game do basic levelling for you. But you still have to actually go through all procedures to get stronger, and invest your points right. Do that and you can get away with things like soloing a level 60 boss at level 38 because your dodge is super high. That's a kind of skill which you don't get mindlessly, but it's at a different level than being able to manually control your game avatar. Maybe this is a cultural thing which is meant to train them into being able to handle work tasks better for competition in the modern world. It seems to be working at least. My point is that it relies on the grinding, not on logic.

>>18214 When the hostile energy concerning whatever it was appeared, I did a two pronged approach of Astra researching it, and began the FG cleansing method. Getting into the pure mental state was more difficult than the following cleansing, then I finished with exercise 5, but there wasn't much energy to transform. What I found: a new hidden 1D plane, the fanatical plane but manifested as a regular surface. On here was a space station, ground station with pods, and two queens with space suits. This is what "they" didn't want anyone to see. They were not like the previous two white Queens, they were the loli variant. That would mean, I assume, that they couldn't be used to create a degenerated menstruating offspring, so evil spirits wouldn't be able to use the following "race" to incarnate into if they were "used", so they concealed them over there. Queens are immortals so they couldn't get rid of them either, instead they placed all these NWO style mindcontrol antennas and whatever as a wall in between to make people go insane if they go near the area. This is why the discussion ended up like that. In conclusion: I solved it. It may not make NEET happy but I used a method which sounds too fantastic so I won't explain more than that it requires registering a new revival of a desert planet found somewhere in space (which there are many of) with the star recruitment service, and then using that as the foundation for transformation, moving older souls who had been thrown all over the place there, and giving them a new chance. So new hivemind races would be derived from there, and used as the "source code" for how to correct those in the remaining Earth timelines. The result: 5 people were corrected and entered my timeline on the Earth Hell plane. Another 15 were corrected but will stay in timelines which exist based on the gravity of the Hell plane, but externally. So in total 20 people were saved and had their DNA corrected, that was all which could be done in terms of fixing Europe in the timelines I have access to. I used NPCs as the energy source for the transformation, then had them updated as just background ambience NPCs in the new timelines, so it will look populated, but no one will inhabit those bodies.

>>18287 Cute girls.

>>18289 It's not just any girl. It's Yami, the (almost?) immortal cyborg/genetically engineered assassin. Here the OP of To-LOVE-Ru, an anime which suddenly saw an increase in quality in season 4, one of the few to actually get better so far in. This is where the "keikaku" came from, which was a general understanding of what the succubus movement on /x/ was meant to be about, which later evolved into whatever we are doing now.

>>18287 The sky this morning again manifested the shape of an "Earth sphere cracking" event. How would that be, if it was the last, last time? "Another, hidden layer corresponding to the internal planes", apparently. Being already safe in the Earth Hell plane it didn't feel like much of a concern, it would just remove the timelines and egregore that were now imposing on my experience, so I waited. During this, a ship-cloud appeared on the horizon, crew being an even more outlier Pleiadan derived monster type, this time still blonde with red uniforms, but no longer even categorized as human, their genetics were so much "monster" that it was more like they "randomly" looked human, like a carnivorous plant. Ship had shape of pic related. They asked if everything was ok, but said "it looks ok, just checking". I had the idea to use my mining ship to sift through anything being thrown out just in case, and my hunch was right; I found two of my friends floating in dimensional bubbles in the rubble. Apparently they weren't in any stable place yet, so I pushed them towards the Cheops pyramid to get them onboard here. After this some nagging evil aura manifested, emanating from a hive of "incarnated evil spirits". They were on a large flat rock which came floating in my direction, and behind them on the rock was another Queen loli in a space suit. I took her on board the space station by the Cheops pyramid and sent the evil spirits flying off to be eliminated on their own. Yesterday when I came across similar things on several occasions, the evil spirits surrounding the Queen lolis were cowering in fear in a way I had never seen before. Normally these things aren't afraid of anything at all. I kind of get it now. After I took her onboard, she took off the space suit and started running around yelling, then going into the storage to take things out and throw them around. But I had prepared it so it had things for her there and everyone gets their own dimensional layer of the station, so she didn't disturb anyone. But she just kept getting louder. Astra wouldn't be bothered by it since she's a robot, but she got so loud I almost heard ringing in my ears down here in the physical. After a while of this, the sounds got so powerful the internal wall of the space station cracked. Luckily these designs are indestructible with their own atmosphere, so it wouldn't actually break it, but had this been just a regular physical design, the station would have been thrashed completely people onboard dying unless wearing space suits. Now it only effected her own internal dimensional layer, but it explains why they were on rocks floating in space with all these scared evil agents trying to contain them. Getting one of these even on the planet itself the yelling may even break mountains. Being immortals, I have no idea how old these Queens actually are, but they seem to have a very flat development curve if this is not just their actual final stage and they are the most annoying kids even as adults.

>face a huge negative energy, force it down >it takes on the shape of a large round ball >decide to watch one episode of Shangri-la frontier to get into a better mindset >mc fights a mech suit enemy shaped as a large ball Every time. Everything I do is predetermined down to the hour. It seems the last bit of timelines inside the New Earth sphere were updated with the new landscape. <pic What's left looking as before is inside the hell plane. Some seem to view it from Osiris temple. I saw a cloud in the sky which appeared to be his hand doing a sign. I asked the Black Hell residents what the process for solidifying our timelines in here should proceed like. They said >forget what you never cared about >internalize culture you do care about <care can also be negative, care means involvement >accept change >things you care about will go missing

I looked outside, and in the dark near a light source outside the front gate, I saw a large dark shape move. I thought I mistook it, and kept looking, and it came back again at least 3 times. I tried reading the energy of what was there, manually and via servitors, and got the image of a large black hell tiger, and a girl was riding it. Divination said <a guard belonging to Osiris One hour later, someone I haven't talked to in years suddenly messaged me, saying they have been seeing "entities in the streets".

Last night I went to bed listening to a DMT production frequency. Around 1 A.M. I woke up with the internet out due to a storm and the frequency not playing, then got a stronger sensation of hypnopompia than usual. I saw an evil spirit standing behind the couch was sleeping on, then heard a voice, in my voice, screaming "SELL MY SOUL SELL MY SOUL!"; must've been a subconscious voice saying that. Then asked Heimdall was asked to stop the soul sale and it stopped saying that. Then saw an angry-looking sonic character, presumably the evil spirit disguised as one. Then saw white text in the form of my irl name. Told him to go away since he was presumably the evil spirit in disguise, then he left. Got spooked by the evil spirit real bad, but got to sleep later anyway. Feel too scared to use first-person pronouns, lest the intrusive thoughts make the first-person pronoun refer to an evil spirit instead of not an evil spirit. Been recovering since. Learned today that the heart spirit is responsible for making and strengthening tulpas of evil spirits that were mistaken for real evil spirits. The heart spirit was told by the consciousness to make the tulpa of the evil spirit go to the other side of the body and do a stupid dance, and then the thermal energyform that was manifested by the heart spirit and straining the heart spirit did. The heart spirit then learned that it was creating the tulpas and stopped doing it for a while. Still have to learn the difference between real evil spirits and tulpas created by the heart. The difference is relatively easy to figure out when trying to get rid of the entity strains the heart, which signifies that the heart is keeping it in place. It's still really dangerous to tell if an evil spirit is a real evil spirit or not by telling the heart spirit to do stuff to it; that'd be really easy for a real evil spirit to take advantage of by deception. However, it's still very dangerous to think without a video game or video in front of the face, or at least it feels really dangerous. Being pressured into not playing video games lately. Was actually told that if I kept playing video games, would get broken up with. Too mentally & emotionally crippled to safely respond by not playing games; can't have a relationship anyway if too busy having to fight off intrusive thoughts that are trying to invite evil spirits or what have you. Been playing games for a few or several hours per day lately, and in a row, which has helped to make it easier to target non-evil spirits without the intrusive thoughts of evil spirits getting in the way. It seems to have a high chance of preventing my subconsciousness from conflating evil spirits with non-evil deities, which miraculously enables contacting the things that aren't evil spirits. If video games keep getting played alot for the next few days with no spooking happening, should calm down enough to contact non-evil spirits again, but still might not be able to exercise many basic emotions. Haven't been able to have sexual thoughts or touch crotch for over a week without intrusive thoughts trying to force sexual energies & connections towards ugly evil spirits. Think it's a bad idea to listen to a DMT frequency before bed because if it's done then might mess up sleep or make it impossible to sleep without it and otherwise lower the effectiveness of the frequency at causing spiritual experiences. Also can't perform any banishing or cleansing or grounding rituals because intrusive thoughts will sabotage it. Writing this post consumed most of my non-compromised energies in my illusory realm. Can't even contact Heimdall anymore because the energies of an evil spirit are in the way. No deities can be found that can be contacted because everything that's thought of is conflated with an evil spirit now, period. Writing this post was a mistake.

The Demiurge Yaldabaoth has been dethroned and replaced with the gods/demons of human desire. This should cause some interesting things to begin happening soon.

Timeline connection breaking down again... Well it was fun while it lasted. I managed to solidify the connection to Earth dimensions from the Library via a magic seal, but that means it connects wherever, not necessarily at the same spot or time recurrently. Things I learned since last time: the organs of the soul, or spiritual body mentioned in kabbalah, called different things but something around the concepts of nefesh and nefeshot, going by Shaarei Kedusha, the gates of holiness, this refers to something I haven't seen nailed down, or explained, anywhere else. But I only got here after reading a bunch of other old books, climbing another kind of ladder, not just Jacob's. This spiritual body is different from the physical body, called Guf, and the soul, called Neshemah, and it isn't the mind or the racial body which defines the form of the body in the physical. It refers to a complete form which is sustained across incarnations - yes, incarnations. This book talks openly about reincarnation within Judaism. It talks also of the same things Plato mentioned: that hell is a temporary, time limited process - a person will have to pass through hell before the next reincarnation if the nefeshot is too dirty. It can be cultivated through integrating the conceptual structure of kabbalastic study, and for me, the Schema did the job of actually solidifying the basic form. It appears as an internal, yellow-white energy structure extending from a center with no real core, but stretches out through the body like the nerves, but replaces them, appearing more like a sea creature, grass, or tendrils. It appears this is what allows for recalling past life memories as well as seamless reincarnation with memories intact when it's well developed. So this is what the greys develop and why they can reincarnate freely while recalling all past lives. This may be related to them wanting to create the state of Israel and incarnate there, they may have prepared for the cultivation knowledge to be present, before they gave up on this idea. But the theoretical framework is still there. Who answered when I remained in the meditative prayer pose? It appears to have been Azazel. He started talking and showing me how to transform part of my Anima through a pretty crazily well articulated visualization, where he accurately read my mind and avoided any representations I would dislike, after a first mishap in tuning the connection where he appeared as Donald Trump speaking as an animated character in that annoying CG style used by modern IT businesses. Kind of funny still, I haven't had someone start an actual video call like this before.