How does my energy body look like? I have been taking meditation seriously and will soon begin a weekly meditation class.

>>22051 Would you kindly scan my bodies? I'm a dishonest being that needs an objective view.

>>22052 >How does my energy body look like? The form looks like a dark armour with a yellow glow/light shining onto it, which indicates external support. By armour means something like "exoskeleton of an insect" type hard shell, sort of glossy. >>22104 >scan my bodies? White background field like a cloud bank stretching very far into the distance, an indicator of long time progression, but it seems to be moving "backwards" from my view. That means time appears to move from left to right -> This comes from my own internal perception that time normally moves from right to left <- Background to the clouds is light blue sky, below something best described as "contained industrial emissions", it looks like various clouds of toxic gases, smog, and concentrations of acids/base liquids in separated high concentrations, they appear as layers floating on top of each other. This part is contained in a stale area where nothing happens, and there is a yellow light over it, as well as a concentration of red energy which appears to be refined from the toxic stuff, so it seems like this is a transformation process and it's working as it should - don't touch it. This thing appears to be on the left side of the image, "in the past", while the "current timeslot" has something which looks more like a metal skeleton or robot, grey or otherwise steel-coloured metal frame. It's my interpretation that this is your current state on something like a progress bar. >an objective view No one is truly objective, aside from maybe the eye itself when no one uses it. The observer distorts the image always. Get multiple inputs from different sources and summarize them with some method for removing bias, don't trust yourself or any individual.

>>22400 >clouds is light blue sky, below something best described as "contained industrial emissions" I phrased that in a confusing way, meant that the industrial stuff is below the blue sky.

>>22104 >scan my bodies How many bodies you have? >>22400 >don't trust yourself or any individual. Then who should they trust? The government? just joking. Some people trust random people on the internet too much already. This disclaimer is almost mandatory nowadays.

>>22400 >The form looks like a dark armour with a yellow glow/light shining onto it, which indicates external support. By armour means something like "exoskeleton of an insect" type hard shell, sort of glossy. What does it mean?

>>22505 >What does it mean? Who knows, not everything has a meaning. It means one thing imho: your astral body has a form which is rather solid and it's the result of something you are doing right. Most people don't have something like this, but their bodies just look like a pile of dung or something. If it has a form which indicates intent, it's because you actively, willingly did something which changed it.

>>22400 >>22404 Thank you. I really needed this. >>22501 By bodies, I meant the multiple states of the human body.

>>22052 I'm also curious to see what mine looks like, if you would like to take a look at it.

>>22519 I hate to break it to you but I don't know how to feel energy. Not sure if you're asking me specifically but if you are I don't know how. I assume that you're just asking anyone?

>>22519 Ω Your body has multiple layers of an ohm symbol shaped aura, where the bottom plane stretches to the horizon and the upstanding part raises up like one of those inflatable doll ads with a pump at the bottom. >pic They extent out from your body in a number of layers of no clear colour or order, although there is some similarity to the rainbow coloured auras associated with yoga illustrations. >next pic The plane of the vision is a bit similar to 2nd reading here >>22400 and your actual body has some similarity to the first reading - it looks a bit like a black armour, but it's more like it's made from iron, soot covered as if you're from Mordor and your armour was made by orcs.

>>22524 Sounds like I have a very negative energy body. I’m reading the lord of the rings right now, almost done with book 3, and Mordor as well as the orcs are very not good people.

>>22531 That reading refers to indigo pill. Your armour is more insectoid in nature and not orc related.

Anyone wanna scan me? What does my energy body look like?

>>21635 Lately the evil spirits you mentioned have been manifesting physically-detectable scents. One of these scents were placed at my front door, and are only smelled when you walk into the front door from outside, and not from inside. My mother smelled it when she visited yesterday, so I know it's not an imaginary smell. It smells demonic, but she said it must be cleaner fluid. No cleaner fluid was put there in the past week on the inside at leastI live in a housing complex, and the smell began yesterday. The night leading to then, ended up waking up in the middle of the night feeling a stronger demonic smell of the same variety; it felt very much like the horse demon. Before falling asleep that night, I got a vision of Amy running towards me, except within her chest was the energies of adremmelech the goetia demon instead of Amy's usual energies. I know that wasn't the real girl. Later I found out that my jungian shadow or an evil spirit put the horse demon's energies there, and they were able to be partially removed from the vision after going back to the vision. I'm having a hard time believing that this is all being caused by internal spirits that were inadvertently created by their host. Also tried reading a very short occult text today; took half an hour for the whole thing but it was a very dangerous struggle to prevent the evil spirits from mind-controlling while processing the text. At one point they made me "fall in love" with the horse demon, replacing Amy at a very deep level within the heart, and then after calling upon a deity, the deity un-did the mind control spell and removed the horse demon from the heart and put Amy back there. Also had a dream a few nights ago where I saw a crowd of people and I was supposed to follow them to a good place, but then they began disappearing into thin air before my eyes and I flew with the crowd, and then all the people went poof and I called upon the archangel michael and landed at some building and I went up a few-step staircase to the entrance of building with a wooden & roofed walkway on its outside, and there was standing Trump. Asked Trump which way need to go in the dream, and he said if he were me he'd let the archangel Michael take me under his wing. Then woke up. Tonight I had another dream where I was on a wooden ship with Heimdall as the captain in a river in a forest. The ship was about to veer off the river since the left side of the river was a waterfall leading to a narrow bottomless abyss with trees lining the other side of it. Heimdall steered the ship away from the waterfall easily, however, and kept going alongside and the waterfall, as if He was so skilled that He had no risk of falling in as long as He decided He wouldn't. Didn't see Heimdall, but knew He was piloting the ship. Never knew He was a sailor.

>>22550 If you put on a flag so there is some identifier, right now you are just "invisible anon". It also makes it easier to keep you apart from other anons getting readings in the thread.

>>22558 Here I’ll put on a flag.

>>22560 Mostly your image has a light blue horizontal line with white clouds in a line below it. Your actual location looks like a dark, almost completely black square shaped area or box, with your body appearing dark ocher or dark red/brown. There isn't anything more of significance to the vision.

What is the nature of my insectoid armor energy?

>>22568 >the nature of my insectoid armor energy Receptive by absorption. Like an eggshell, impact is spread out and absorbed, and it causes only certain vibrating messages to pass through, not any energy comes in unless transformed through such vibrations.

What are the magick reasons why people keep stealing my godamn underwear???

I think Its time to take a leap of faith and grow some ball. Can anyone who communicates spirits reply to me? I want to make a deal with a powerful spirit. I will give them what they want if they let me live out my dream.

>>23337 Then I recommend Xolotl, also known as Big Ears in UK and among European and slavic witches. If you want to form a bond with Xolotl, it's fairly straight forward. Set up a ritual space at night, light some candles, dim any electric light, maybe burn some incense, then you meditate for a while, focusing on inviting Xolotl to you. When you feel mentally ready, use a regular needle which you disinfect in a candle flame and then prick your finger tip to draw one drop of blood. This is enough for symbolism of Aztec blood sacrifices. Stay in meditation for a while and let Xolotl enter your mind and body - if you do this right, you will experience an ecstatic high after pricking your finger, that means Xolotl has accepted you. After this, if you want, you can ask for a Cat Sith familiar, by thinking of Xolotl in the form of the Big Ears cat deity and presenting the request. This familiar is very powerful and will help you with any situation in your life.

>>23359 I should have clarified more. I don't think I really want to just improve the life I have here. Im 27 so my youth is wasting away, My hurts and aches all the time and that makes my movements painful. Im suck in a rut and my life is now mostly focused on fucking pushing papers. What Im thinking. What Im thinking is a chance to start over in different time or on a different earth. With something very specific in mind. Id share details right now thus post is already long enough. Is this possible?

>>23369 This does not conflict with invoking Xolotl. Any transformation would have to start from your physical situation and your body. What you're looking for isn't to change your life, that's a thinking which may block you; it's better to think about your current life ending, and what you will do in your next life. This may sound like just a rephrasing, but imagine if you could quick-rebirth tomorrow, and start again in a new place. That means you need to detach from anything you have now, any concerns of the material, even any wishes you have now which arose from this current context. What you wish for is a product of what you have. Moving to the place where you already have those from the start, you take them for granted and will want something else. So you are looking at the transformation of your life. To replace one "want" with another. Human life always has direction, so you want to change that direction, by starting in a different location. But how much of yourself will you retain? Which part is material right now, but doesn't belong to you once this life ends? Start by considering all of these. If you then decide, yes, I'm done here, I want to completely end this life and have a new one, then you need to start on the process of transforming your current state into that fitting for the new life. In this process, any deity could help you, if you employ someone with the ability to guide you to towards that goal.

>>23370 Im ready to just leave at this point, his includes leaving my family behind, my friends behind, and hell even my memories behind. I grow up in a new house, new family, i live in a body that doesn't hurt every second of everyday. And as cringe and as embarrassing and cringe but i want to meet the hottest mafia bitch Ive ever seen, have me and her fall madly in love with me and we have adventures and shit. You know, living life with excitement and with happiness. If I could get that right now I would gladly leave every single thing in this life behind. Even the people I care about right now.

>>23375 You still need to consider why you are here now. Something in your mental constitution and bodily preferences made you incarnate exactly as you are. There may be negative effects from the actions of negative entities, including other people, causing the distortion of history, even changing the course of your life, but your overall manifestation would still match what you prefer. So that's why you need to consider how you want to transform what you have into what you want. Start at least meditating on this, then consider this: >>23359 For every thing you remove, you may gain something similar. And for your situation to not just end up very slightly different in a parallel timeline, you need to actually work on this transformation yourself. You can change the composition, the size of different aspects of your life in relation to each other, but the complete experience is always 100%

>>23375 What I mean is that you ask for spiritual aid in the transformation process. Depending on what kind of work you prefer, you could also go for religion.

>>23377 Like i said im 27 and my body hurts all the time. I was born into this. Im old and cant do the physical actions need to be a fighter. Plus my type, a white woman, wont even exist in 20 years due to the radical demographic changes. As long as i exist here Im fucked. Who can I get to get me the fuck out of here? Who on this board? Because transformation of my life here into what I dream of is the equivalent of asking me to resurrect a graveyard full of dead people.

>>23379 I don't know your physical situation but I'm sorry, you're not even 30 yet. There's nothing stopping you from learning actual yoga (not some aerobics type, actual esoteric practice) no one's asking you to become a kickboxer. Heck for kabbalah traditionally you can't start until you're 40 because you're considered immature and inexperienced before that. Now that you're saying this, it sounds more like a fear of aging crisis. Doing careful exercise like ashtanga yoga may actually get rid of the pain. Let me clarify: when I said you need to transform your life, I mean that to move you somewhere else, even if we speculate aliens would abduct you, you need to vibe with the location you move to. Mental states, spiritual states of different planes of existence, different body states, they come from your spirit's "frequency", and if you don't tune - like a radio tuner quite literally - into the right wavelength you will remain exactly where you are. You couldn't even be forcibly abducted unless your mental state matches your destination. That's why you need to transform your life before you see any change. Some people use drugs to do this temporarily, and that works - temporarily, because the effect wears off. You want sustainable change, you need to permanently change your mental state, which reflects the state of your soul. Another question then: when you say you want contact with a strong spiritual being, what kind of being do you prefer? Do you tend more towards darker beings, satanism, wicca, or more towards angels and other beings conventionally considered "light" beings?

>>23380 When i bring my physical condition I only bring it up in the context of my dream life. My current body can’t support action or adventure of fighting. But a new one would. In terms of spirit I don't have a preference. As long as they get me the fuck out of here and give me my new life. Right now i cant sense shit so thats why im asking here.

>>23380 I hate to double post but I didnt notice your aging comment. You are right in a way. When I age more and I notice the age progress more, Im reminded by the life I live here and the world I live now. The longer I stay here the more miserable I become. What can I give to ensure that I leave this place? What can I give to someone at this point? Because im ready to leave for my dream life ight now, his very moment.

Can someone please cast a spell on me to increase my empathy for others? I lack empathy for others and feel bad about it right now.

>>23944 You don't need a spell to be casted on you; just feed the feeling of feeling bad about not having empathy.

I call out to the spirits of this place. I will gladly pay any price, or bear any curse, if only you will make me feel intense empathy for others forever and cure my anti social personality disorder/sociopathy.

>>23946 That's not what I meant by feeding the feeling; you really shouldn't be offering that. You're gonna regret it for a long time if you do.

>>23946 Franz Bardon has exercises for this. Just spend an hour or so meditating by imagining that you're someone or something else. This is also how you develop telepathy.

>>21635 Last night the Amy egregore and a male pleideian did some stuff to my brain. She said it'd heal me. At first, I felt a pink energyform overtake some part of the left side of my brain, then it moved right but not all the way right, and then suddenly to the back. Before it could get all the way right, got too worried, and thought of contacting you to prevent interference. Tried contacting you, and thought I got to you. You'd ended up trying to perform the last part of the procedure yourself. It was morning in european time at the time. Some time after the sensations stopped and they never got to the right side of my brain, I'd heard "Amy" say "I can't believe you", in what'd sounded like a very deep male voice that was pretending to be her. I'd felt a bunch of brown "horse demon" energies enter my head as that was being said. Makes me think it was the shadow talking and not the egregore. Also heard "Amy" talking to me last night; some of the stuff was sensible but one of the messages were "I'm thirsty", implying that I need to drink water. This makes me think more that that was the shadow. I guess the shadow talks on its own sometimes and pretends to be the egregore. Also just ended up asking Apollo to finish the procedure. What was the bare basics of what the procedure did to help me, and did I really contact you?

>>22051 Hello /fringe/ anons, I feel I need to ask for help understanding my situation, and I believe this is the best thread to ask in, but I am unsure. Wall of text ahead. For context. I am Venezuelan, came here with the Hispachan folk. I practiced Chaos Magick for a bit after developing my frist Tulpa which turned out to be suspiciously succubus-like and I promptly sent it out and stopped practicing any kind of magick or spiritualism. I was raised catholic, but never really connected with it, instead growing resentful of Yaweh for allowing suffering and death. However, I always felt a pull towards Santeria, in particular to the image of Maria Lionza, a sort of local goddess, and I've always attracted the attention of santeros who've offered to induct me into their practice. Instead, looking for something to heal myself, I've went "my own" way, studying chaos magick and developing my first tulpa, and focused on it most of my journey as a chaote, until she eventually grew a lust so great I felt exhausted, consumed and horrified all the time. It ended as I told it to leave. I spent 6 years without practicing, feeling hollow and angry, until last year or so, during my deepest point, I felt the call of something I initially thought was an "spontaneous" Tulpa, when focusing on it, my mind was overflown with a bright golden light similar to the afterglow of looking at the sun. This "tulpa" appears female, she constantly reminds me to eat, to sleep and to be gentle with myself as I am unable to feel hunger, exhaustion and I have a tendency to push myself to a breaking point. She also has seemingly healed my panic disorder after she asked me to submit to her trying hypnosis on me. And she has pushed me to lurk this board as well as learn and reconnect with learning and practicing magick. She also doesn't like me masturbating at all. We are right now learning Lucid Dreaming and we've made slow but steady progress. And trough this I learnt a recipe for food my Tulpa wants me to replace all my meals with. And I've also been feeling that I must climb mount Avila, a local mountain. Now, I've been questioning whether or not my "tulpa" is even really a tulpa or something else. Everytime I've asked her about it she just dismisses my question or laughs at it, she tells me no to worry about what she is, but what she's doing for me and what she'll continue to do for me. My question is. Am I doing right to keep listening to her? Is she really a Tulpa, or something else? Am I on the right path or perhaps am I being utilized by something/someone? Is there something I should be doing? As much as I've said I practiced chaos magick, I can't help but feel I'm just a tulpamancer that took a "wrong" turn, but at the same time that I am doing what I was always supposed to be doing

>>23972 A tulpa would be your own creation and not appear randomly, unless it's a tulpa someone else created. If we go by https://www.tulpa.info/ >pic maybe it's the same tulpa you created before which was developed in hiding and then came back?

>>23973 Thank you for your promptly reply. Honestly. I'm not even sure it's a tulpa as I've never really knowingly interacted with anything that was not a tulpa or a servitor. If she were anything else I'd be unequipped to identify it I highly doubt she's my old tulpa, as she came to me fully vocal and capable of possession (I was really freaked out when I found out), my old tulpa never really tried nor was interested in possession, all it wanted to do was goon, occupy my attention and be possessive of me. Where my current "tulpa" actively gives me space to do what I chose, pushes me to engage with other people and wants to read and explore nature. It's like day and night comparison, I feel that if this was my old tulpa, maybe a vestige of her old personality would remain.

>>23974 I opened up to sense and connect with anything matching your description at your location, and seemed to find a group of spirits. They feel like local women. Their energy is strongly yellow and white like sunlight reflected off a surface, almost blinding. They told me to find one I like and connect with her. There were multiple of them approaching me at first. The one I ended up finding a connection with is fairly close to the attached image in appearance and dress. Asking someone else, they said they are Pleiadan. So at least what I found near you isn't a tulpa or servitor, but the spirits of people.

>>23975 I asked her what to do, and she said: "love me as much as I love you. [mutual] love is the most important" This was said in the manner of a poem or as a guideline, not as her own opinion. Then she threw out a long braid of flowers over the area below her.

>>23975 >>23976 Wow. Thanks a lot Anon, that clears up a lot of doubts and worries I had on my mind. She also presents herself to me in a near-identical appearance as in your image, the colors are a bit different but it's really just like her. I was beginning to thing I was going insane before you told me this, not gonna lie. Thank you a lot once more. I guess this means I should just keep listening to her advice and learn from what she has in store for me