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Magic Blog Thread #7 Anonymous 08/08/2025 (Fri) 22:58:33 No. 13990
Previous thread >>12437 Use this thread to write about any notable events, experiences, or thoughts related to your occult path that don't deserve their own thread. In this thread you can share a story or a message. This thread shall serve as a place for blogging. In this thread we expect well written posts that should serve as an inspiration or at least a food for thought for others. The goal of this thread is to share stories or other well thought out ideas and concepts. Mindless discussion is discouraged here. For chatroom like discussion please visit the Magic Discussion thread >>13987 instead. This should serve as a guideline for this thread. Discussion is not prohibited here, but advised to kept minimal. If you have questions for the writer of the blogpost then feel free to ask them to elaborate on it, or you can even write your own blogpost as a reply too, but mindless discussion should be done in other threads that facilitate it.
This is so complex I don't even know if I should bother trying to write it down, but I'll try because the information needs to get out somehow. So we have in the Earth dimensions 4D at the top, called Heaven, then 3D where we live, then 2D which is Hell. Then 1D which is just wilderness. Then it reverses on the shadow plane, going back up to 4D again. This creates a horseshoe format, where saints like real monks get in the normal way, while extremists who killed 100 infidels get in from the shadow side. This because they are too extreme for hell so they need to be worn down by divine light exposure first. So it appears like a path into Heaven also, but it ends with them being thrown down again. Then inside of this plane, we have internal planes which are somehow connected to the outside via a back door dimensionally. Aliens can come in here. We'll here find a 2D planet which looks like the surface, but is more deserted. Here, strange humans with the DNA of scorpions lived, alongside the yellow reptilians. They considered themselves untouchable because of this residence, and became a pest on the world as a result. Inside this, again we find a 1D planet, which again looks like the surface but deserted. This is the real "down under" and has a connection to Australia. Red reptilian aliens had taken up residence here. They seem somehow connected to the "red dragon" of the CCP, which explains why China is seemingly taking over Australia more and more. Then we have yet another planet, which corresponds to the negative 4D, the "heaven for extremists". Here lived (there were versions of decent beings on each plane) two immortal Queens. They were white mushroom aliens of the kind who send out large numbers of male offspring, but the men are soulless, and the purpose is to create a new immortal. This is where the real problem started: The Earth surface was run by three factions: yellow reptilians, red reptilians, and "whites", which means mushrooms. It was supposed to be a "kingdom race" representing the "white" faction, such as Rosicrucians (MI6), meaning Jews. But they are very secluded and small in population, which annoyed someone who wanted to incarnate on Earth. So they started a genetic engineering project to change the male drones of the white Queens, so they could have souls. This created a genetically engineered "white jew" with lots of mental problems, and perpetual menstruation for women (an abnormal state in the past). By selective breeding they managed to create a kind of functional elite, and by vote were accepted as the rulers of the "white" faction. The natural white mushrooms, Rosicrucians, wouldn't have this and started working to remove them. But the genetically engineered "jews" spread very fast and took over Europe. This is what all the issue are about. Through manipulation, the Rosicrucians along with the yellow reptilians, managed to create an extreme class society, so that the workers hated their own elites, and the elites abused the workers. They they set the worker against the elites, and killed them. The leader of this operation was Adolf Hitler. So it was jews killing jews, the same race. Once beheaded, this genetically engineered race lost power, which manifested as the allies taking over Germany. They still haven't recovered because "their best" were killed, and they have grown to hate both the revolutionary who lead them to kill their own leaders, as well as the leaders, and the allies who tricked them into doing so. But they haven't stopped trying, so they reformatted as the European Union. The Rosicrucians (UK) and the yellow reptilians (USA) still want all of them dead, and have been using absolutely anything to destroy Europe just to get them.
>>18168 Who was adolf hitlers side then? Rosicrucian? So rosicrucians are white men with souls, but the homegrown natural version. And jews are the artificial version. I wonder if i am "rosicrucian" then dna wise initially. I'm not sure where "brown hat mushrooms" fit in.But i'm semi similar to jews in some ways, but im also not jewish at all. I also think my first main soul was a rosicrucian. also what about green reptillians? Are they just not involved in "ruling" the earth. All this would explain why european leaders seem explicitly anti european. In no other place do you see that, at best you have corruption were elites only care about themselves. But europeans will go out of their way to spite their own people.
>>18169 I don't mind fixing the "artificial" dna for people so they can be changed towards "rosicrucian" if that stops the rosicrucians from all the nasty things they do.Ofocurse only for people were it makes sense dna wise. Some dna is already pretty good. The eu leaders themselves need to go, i think even the "enemies" of europe agree. And so do people like me. They are somehow against everyone.
>>18169 >>18170 Rosicrucian is a very specific type of white mushroom with a proficiency for red gong developed like streams in their body (maybe along the nerves) and they count as "poison mushroom" so they live in separate timelines. This would be why they lost the vote of popularity, too few people know about them or support them actively. I think a conversion would be possible using your new body's ability, just keep in mind that your current cleansing ability will remain on your original form, which will then be moved one dimension away into the astral (or onboard an astral ship) so you may need to "channel" your own body into the new physical to fully use your old ability after the procedure. It would put you on better terms with the UK intelligence though. >>18169 >what about green reptillians? Are they just not involved in "ruling" the earth. They were pushed aside, which constitutes the coup by the invaders. The natives should be included, but they used "democracy" as an excuse to invade and take over (where have we seen this modus operandi before??) >restoring Europeans Many of them are evil spirits who only came in because the "white jew" population exists there though, so they can't be converted even if this was possible, I think. See >>12870
>>18171 Oh im not interested myself, was just thinking of a way to get these rosicrucians to calm down by fixing the people.I prefer not being a "toxic" type of mushroom.I also hadn't considered the toxicity part of it, which makes converting people less ideal in my view.
>>18172 Because I can do whatever the fuck I want on my own Earth Hell plane, I already came up with a better solution, which will reflect into other timelines even if it's constrained to those under my control: Having one of the original white mushroom Queens derive the base stem of her DNA on the assumption that they can work like the orcs, where they start with a hivemind, then evolve to become "space African" where the Queen has many male drones, or "white demon" where men rule and both genders have souls. Then instead of this "white jew" mishap we'll get the reverse of the white Queen, which means "black demon", except they're mushrooms so just black mushrooms where men and women both have souls. But they are the exact same race as the current "white jewropeans" - without genetic defects. Then with timeline magic and help from djinn, they'll be inserted into Yoruba territory, spread to colonies so they learn perfect french and english, then they'll migrate to Europe. And the real icing on the chocolate cake here is that we'll pick up the souls of mistreated Europeans, and let them incarnate as this new African race. So when they come to Europe and start taking over like is already happening >they are the same race as the pre-existing population, but better >consequently: they will sync with the racial egregore perfectly, and have the same values >and lastly, their souls actually belong in the region, so they aren't invading, they are taking back what belongs to them This will work so seamlessly people will have a hard time even noticing them even when they want to, because they'll be technically Africans, but blend in so well it'll be like some kind of mental magic where people have to remind themselves that they are different. <UK Rosicrucians liked this plan so much that they contacted me directly and gave thumbs up, they seem to have tuned down a lot of their hostility at once
>>18173 Technically valid but has some cuck/swedish/eu vibes to me. Especially the part about "taking back". If all you are doing is switching the souls then no one is taking back anything. But i guess people want africans to take what isnt theirs to begin with so thats what this is really about,the switching was just to make it "alright" but its really about something else. Hopefully ill have my own place or solution,I'll let you be the only white man in sweden in yours.
>>18176 No need to cause conflicts if you can correct it with minimal effort and within the current framework. It seems I got both CIA, the CCP and MI6 off my back this way, going by the egregorial connections and I didn't do anything wrong when solving either case.
>>18176 >Especially the part about "taking back" ..from the jewropeans, who barged in and stole both history itself and all decency by settling there. I'm talking only about this segment of the population. Those called Jews in Holocaust lore. >people want africans to take what isnt theirs to begin with I was about to say "let's not go there", but I do have to comment on this: Why did Europeans/jews come to Africa and take what didn't belong to them in the first place? Such as slaves? Or natural resources, like diamonds, rubber, fish. This is still going on, and it's not made up. You can come up with all kinds of excuses like "their government agreed to a contract" and whatever, but fact remains that they are getting robbed. By the laws of karma, you have to pay back if you are unfair in business. So no, Africans are not "taking what isn't theirs", they are coming to take back what was stolen, and used to build European welfare. I didn't intend to write about this, but I feel a rage inside when I see someone repeat these excuses for horrible behaviour, so I had to say it before I could write my actual post. The Post Now that I've seen more of the energy form of the people I have issues with, I decided to go back and watch old home videos from early school days. I wanted to find out exactly what my class was in terms of these alien race categories. What I found was both a confirmation of what I suspected, and a few surprises. I knew I had one green reptilian in my class, and had suspected maybe one more, but turns out there were 4, and the teachers were all reptilians too. The rest however where all the genetically engineered "white jew" type, with one exception whome I already know was "daughter of Eve" grey engineered, because they live nearby and I still see them. I still feel the same negative things seeing the other ones on the videos now, and it matches when I now see their energy on top of that. One interesting thing I noticed was however that at least one of the "jewropean" white mushrooms seemed to have a background structure of reptilian in their energy. I guess although the general claim is that reptilians only mix with reptilians, that they may be so impressionable that such DNA could be still absorbed and change them by contact, going by this. This whole thing also really nails down the fact that it was hopeless to begin with, there was never any way to fix these people, like the greys told me a few years ago, when I asked >but they will wake up eventually, when they see the results of their actions? and the grey I was talking to just went silent, then when pushed said >maybe 32 of them country-wide Yeah, that's what it was, and this is why. Their brains wired to prevent any awakening, their bodies made to keep them down by design, because those who did this were low in spirit and degenerate from the beginning. The real crime here aside from the abuse of everyone around them, is also constituted by the reality of assistant spirits who are higher on the ethereal scale, being forced to incarnate into these kind of bodies. When I said "mistreated Europeans" this is what I mean, aside from just workers being abused by rich "jews". Souls who were destined to come here, then get slapped with this genetically engineered trash body which prevents any spirituality by design. Giving them a perfect natural African body tuned for spiritual and magical awareness, away from modern technology, this will serve as compensation for them. It's fair to let them come here. However, this last part is weird. What I found when working on the reversal of the white mushroom Queen type to create the new black hivemind type to be inserted for this, was that it's completely impossible for them to understand certain technology. To be specific, they can use blowpipes, bow and arrow, they can produce iron, ceramics, bricks. But once it has any mechanical parts at all, they can't do it. It's impossible. Testing things, they can use galactic federation technology just fine but only if it's written by hand on paper. They can manifest things, including spaceships as long as there are no mechanical parts. The galactic federation are used to dealing with all kinds of races in space, so they just adapt things to work. But it's just very strange to me why this happens. It seems to come from something about having a holistic view, and being unable to break things down into smaller bits. Such as the invention of the type for the modern printing press. They could not do this, but they could do Japanese prints just fine, which has entire pages on every wood block. It makes me wonder if these "jewropeans" actually have the ability to create technology? Or who does this? Germans were very good at this, but who actually created things? Workers don't need to understand what they do, they can just follow instructions, they're organic AI, so factories existing doesn't say anything about the ability to understand and create. It does however begin to explain some weirdnesses I've seen people do, where their internal mental map of how digital systems are designed, are completely out there - they don't seem to have any clue where they are in the menus of their phone even though they use it every day. It's making me start thinking that maybe the average European of this type are actually unable to understand, or produce technology. They can follow along with theoretical educations, and they can work in factories, but they cannot understand what they are doing, or create something new. All new stuff is created in the USA and China today, this seems to confirm it.
>>18188 Meh excusing bad thing by "they did it" is so tired. I don't care anymore about these things ive heard thousands of times before. Excuses.Those people that did all that arent around and neither are their souls.Plus lots of people did the same, they just weren't as able to do it at scale. Wealth doesnt all come from africa, what a lie.Cities were built way before colonialism. And most city centers are almost all european made. this tendency to ascribe european achievement to other people sickens me. Its leeches all the way down.I don't care about any of it, europe was fine on its own,never needed anyone else either.In that sense its always been a mistake to do "colonialism". Ive never been for it anyway, for more moral related reasons.Go away everyone else. And if you're against us leave.If you say its karma then it should have been done locally, i was always against this expansionism. But honestly modern whites have been extremely overly altruistic towards everyone else and that is their real weakness.You couldn't get other people to feel guilty or care about going against their ethnic interest.If they hadn't this would be more easily fixed. Even colonialism,while extremely evil, never erased Africans the way Europeans are being erased.its not equivalent at all.And europeans have send billions upon billions of aid. There is actually a debate on if most colonies were even net positive economically speaking.And most of the benefit ofcourse only every went to the elites.No, Africa isn't poor cause "Europe" that's just in any case, the exact people least affected by all of this.People will always be blaming Europeans again,which everyone does cause Europeans don't fight back. Or haven't until now. Also all the basics stuff of the modern era was invented by europeans, so if your new africans cant do it that's them.Well maybe modern people just got more stupid idk.But its still "whites" who invented most things, however you wanna frame it it works. Even if its channeling or whatever. Ill never agree, ever.And its not your solution i disagree with, but that if you could do that you could have just fixed it directly, but you went out of your way to seemingly spite the native population (and me),who never really was at the helm of any of this. Honestly i don't even care, ill do what i can to detach from this. Ill never want it at all.
>>18191 Honestly just leave us all alone,if you dont like us stay away. I cant take the gaslighting anymore.evil!
>>18192 That wasnt freally for blood anon,but gor all the foreigners i see talking shit. Shameless beings.
>>18191 >you could have just fixed it directly What do you mean by this? The most direct solution was done for New Earth already, where the yokais just submerged everything west of Poland and north of Italy, and killed everyone instantly. Can't get more direct than that. Because I want to maintain a historical record on this Hell plane, I want to keep the land mass in some form, not submerge it, and if someone is to live there and maintain some form of culture, you need a population. So that's what I'm fixing, very directly, by removing the genetic trash and sending in a perfect new race I went to great lengths to evolve. I didn't even describe how much had to be done for this to be possible, I just skimmed over that part because no one here will really benefit from hearing it, they'll either not believe it, get upset, or think I'm bragging. So I tried to describe the result as minimalistically as possible. Yet I just get complaints implying I should have kept the trash, who'll just die out and drag more innocents with them if left alone. There is some insane attachment to this evil manifesting here. If you want to keep them, you do that in your own timeline and see for yourself why it was a bad idea. But if they effect me or anything I care about in any way whatsoever I will eliminate them.
>>18195 I meant why not fix the dna directly. Like if you can create a race ex nihilo couldnt just switch out the dna?if not then so be it,ill still try it by myself. Ill keep them and just fix things directly then. Maybe it will mean i cant talk to you after our planes diverge.but its fine. Ive said this ive always liked euope for the most part. I just wanted to fix things,its just that more and more things come up to be fixed. But i cant just become "anti" european either so i have to do it anyway.
>>18195 What the tougou did isnt a fix from a european perspective,which is my perspective as a real natuve european. Things have degraded so far people cant even underdrand a european who actually cares anymore. Since all the ones in charge are crypto anti europeans.if someone put any other country underwater you wouldnt decry them for being agaisnt it. Fuck any "karma" bs excuses. Regular people on the street would and oughta still try to better their surroundings. And thst includes getting rid of the evil elites. If peoppe arent up to par ill fix them. If eu is evil ill get rid of them. Ill never get rid of the people since thats going against the point. If it hated europe i would have been pro eu.
>>18196 >why not fix the dna directly That's exactly what I did. I went back to the Queens they had gotten the original DNA from, and redid it from scratch. If they wanted white people with souls on both men and women, they should have started with a black Queen, because the culture and external colour reverses if you switching between "Queen hive" and "general population". They didn't do this, they started from white Queen, then degenerated the DNA so women started menstruating, and then started evolving degenerated men from them, changed so that evil spirits could incarnate as them. Then they "refined" this evil being to create a fake kind of jew to take over Europe with. You're probably aware that jews just do banking and stuff, they don't invent things, now do they? So I think any actual creating of new things was done by some greys with a different physical race, not by these trash jewropeans. Modern development, or more exactly lack thereof, shows this to be true. The Americans took all such grey people away from Germany after WW2, and now Germany who used to excel in it can't even beat China in car manufacturing. And China is a country who couldn't produce a ballpoint pen until 2009 because they couldn't make balls with an even size. By going back to the original Queen, I made it possible for the new perfected race to incorporate in European culture and maintain it when the genetic defects die out. If I hadn't cared at all, I could have just gone for full on replacement by changing the timelines that way, but that would also remove all culture, and everyone would end up speaking Russian or Arabic.
>>18198 Deleted my posts. I just dont wanna talk.
I think I "solved" it somehow. In principle. Yesterday when outside, a car passed by and the person with me said "who was that...?" prompting me to turn and look. But it was just an unknown car with two unknown people (which is a thing in a small place). This felt like a cue telling me to pay attention, so I retraced them passing to check what they were. Surface wise they were NPCs because they weren't in my timeline, but looking beyond, the girl who was nearest me in the car seemed to have a soul. It's often the case that I see people like this and their souls were in hell or some waiting room because their timeline ended, so it's to show me they exist so I can pick them up from there. In this case it was someone from the "main population" of these genetically engineered "jewropeans" who still had a decent soul, which I assume was her assistant soul. To get to the gist of all this, I moved her on board one of my ceramic space stations to try and fix her based on this specific incarnation with that DNA. During the night I had some strange episodic dreams involving a blonde girl on a bike getting in trouble with the police, but the police car looked really old. Then I was at a table next to a sidewalk and saw some teens doing whatever on the road, and the scene then replayed multiple times to show certain details, which ended up describing the bodily energy system of the girls. After waking up a number of memories came back in relation to past educations, including elementary school. I started seeing what the issue is, through this. The African setting genetically is tuned for transforming your physical needs into solutions in your own direct context. This is completely opposite to the Pleiadan setting, where channelling the solution from angels is the winning concept. The "African" DNA makes them very resilient in any environment, but they basically can't just accept information given to them from outside. So they do develop their brain stem more, from the fact that they always have to produce things themselves. It doesn't look like much technology wise, but they do perform the actual work themselves from start to finish. This doesn't work with developing the kind of technology we use, where large scale production systems are needed. You won't build your own computer by going out to dig for iron oxide. All of this above however explains all the "stupidity" I've been faced with from especially the public education system, where teachers were almost completely unable to just be straight about what to learn, instead focusing on re-interpreting the procedures into "how to think". Learning to me has nothing to do with thinking. Thinking gets in the way of learning. If you think, you block the new information. But, for people with this "African" mental setting, even if they are "European" this >think like this education works, because they function in the same way. I want to know what to write on the paper, like 2x = 4 2x/2 = 4/2 x = 2 and then it just works, because that's the procedure right there, you just write it. Instead I was faced with endless "imagine this, think that" nonsense where the pen never touched the paper. If you need a visualization for above, you can imagine this setting: your X fort is under siege from a 2 army. You have a 4 army which is at the barracks. So you take a 2 force out from the 4 army and deploy it, and it destroys the 2 enemy, meanwhile the army you sent out isn't at the barracks so you remove it from there. That's creating mnemonics for the calculation, but it doesn't involve any "think this" stuff, it still just illustrates the procedure on the paper. The obsession with "how to think" seems to also drive user experience design, where phone apps are made so that they're almost impossible to grasp from a system perspective. They don't tell you where things are saved, if you want to insert some new file for example. Instead you are to use some "made for retards" service app that only works for this specific version, and then suddenly stops working because they updated it and made it incompatible. But all this seems to come from the same thing, the focus on the "procedure". I've noticed the same thing in NATO speech. They all just talk about "creating procedures" instead of fixing the basics that will make an army work, like having commons standards. By this I mean simple things like having the same width on your railroads, and the same calibre for artillery shells. The Soviet Union imposed this standardization and that's why Russia can import shells from North Korea. Meanwhile NATO countries all have their own incompatible systems. It makes things expensive and non-functional. But it's explained by this above context. All they have is "think like this" procedures, they don't understand to look at what the actual result is in physical terms. When I went to HS, we had a mandatory course called "technology", where we were to build a car battery charger from a blueprint. It was meant so we would learn to use floor mounted tools in a factory setting. Although it worked out the way of "teaching" this was basically non-existent. We were just given a basic safety-instruction for the machines so we wouldn't blow up gas tubes or get hair stuck in moving parts, then there was no instruction at all for how to solve the task. The machines were so old the drill had replaceable cogwheels for changing the speed. Now I can see why they would do this, it's tailored to this kind of "stupid" method, so that students would "think for themselves" and just learn it somehow. Today this doesn't work anymore because it's too theoretical and they don't even write by hand, but no one seems to understand why. Going by this, I concluded maybe it's just a matter of how you go about it, so I tested this with the "new African" type I evolved from the white Queen. The galactic federation does have methods for teaching almost anyone, so I asked them about a special course to get them to actually learn the standard method instead of just writing by hand, so they'd be able to use the mechanical aspects of technology. They said the could arrange it, for a cost 10x that of regular courses. I paid them and let them do it, and it actually worked out, to a basic level. They used a large hall with various floor mounted machine tools of the very old school type, and the goal was to produce a ScaleForm module which can run gradient descent graphs (a simple thing in the federation, compared to the rocket science they normally do). With this experience, I went back to the girl I picked up, and found it actually possible to convert her to the type they had maybe originally intended. Meaning a functional white DNA where both men and women have souls. But it meant to transform into a "mirror" or "shadow" version of the original, like the black and white of the Dao spins around each other but doesn't touch. So yes, there is a way to fix it, but this is in principle. This meant converting one individual.
>>18214 Alright,ill have to go backwards in my personal timeline and teach white people the right things right. Since it seems its way of learning that activates it. I also have no idea what "type of thinking" i have as described in your post. I wanma say neither or in between. But i think its the one you dont but applied better and i guess they both converge at the same things.like logistics and such for example is do able for me. But maybe im just able to see it as "part" of a larger whole. When i was younger yeah perhaps i would have gone with "pies in the sky" instead.which means most people dont develop. Could also be why your incarnations seem "smart" in a way thats hard for me. As in really capable at getting the basics.but i do eventually get the basics too but yeah maybe i do have to mentally reason it put the first time. As for math autosolving itself,ive never understood that part. Snail said the same thing i think. I dont know how one would even know they had it right afterwards. I can kinda do this though. By brain training i had to solve math fast by "intuition" but its not perfect.if math is really like that then i wonder where it fails. How complex can it get before your mind doesnt compute it. Or is it really calculator like. Maybe this why you cant understand me i think. I have an idea in my mind what i want my area to look. Based in when i first started which was effectively in the 90s. But with all the issues fixed. Which have overlap to things you dislike. But i work backwards from there. So its not merely about the energy to me or the easiest way to solve it by a technicality. If its not all the way effectively (what i saw but better) then somewhere along the way something dindnt went right or some part was skipped. And i am so crazy about it,partly because because things stopped making sense to me and i felt things backsliding/getting more retarded. Which has angered me insanely much.Since its the only "interest" i even have i always go all in on this.to me everyone is against me in thisbut its been like this always so i wouldnt have started had that been a deterrant.So you then think i have an attwchment to europe,which is true in a sense,but not in the same way.more like i can see what they could be if the people were more "sensible" in my view,and idk why they arent and havent been. And i feel i have to make it "fixed" before i can do something else. Since ibe been fighting against it too long anyway.
>>18216 Doesnt higher level math stop computing then? And what about those mathmetical problems that take creativity and also interpreting the problem.(the ones with words). When I was in uni math often needed several "tricks" you had to figure out on your own. I dont think thats possible doing what you describe.
>>18216 Ill first try fixing it in my local area. And if so in europe in my timeline.
>>18218 I fixed it,at least for me.
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>>18219 It will be something akin to this.
>>18217 One thing I learned over the course of esoteric practices is that the common theme in old anime like Sailor Moon, where the evil queen just needs more energy all the time - that is how it is. Forget "perfect prompts" or logic. It's all solved if you increase the energy mass. So the thing you are asking about has a similar answer: To solve higher maths by simple writing procedures, you just need more mental space. Memory capacity. As you practice more, you will at some point reach a threshold, your brain will create more memory slots, and then you can just keep doing the same thing. Compare this: You want to lift 200 kg deadlift. The teacher tells you it's all about having the right form and technique, but you still can't do it, so you give up. In reality, by practicing with correct form and technique, you build muscle over time, and then suddenly one day you can do it. It's the same thing. No "thinking" can solve it.
>>18221 since its like a language your ability to do additions and subtractions should be near infinite.
>>18222 I kinda went crazy yesterday, my hatred for certain factions has made me impatient and completely Gung ho about doing things a certain way. Ill still do it even if i have to do things manually. Is this my gray mindset manifesting, maybe. I was also hopped on caffeine which im sensitive towards, i shouldn't say that as i did the same thing today and it might kick in as well. I think it wouldn't be fair to you if i had to live among you anymore, we want different things. The best thing i can think of is detaching and moving away. Any other way will lead to a perceived 'betrayal' as i simply create what i wanted always and would have always created.Even all the way back i was always wanting this, its never changed. Everybody always talks smack about whites, so ill fix every single issue. People that are still talking smack then are then just my enemies an will always hate no matter what.With no excuses for them to hide behind it will be clear who is really friendly or just against me.
>>18222 Moved this to the discussion thread because it looked like it would turn autistic. See >>18224 >>18225 ^reply there pls I will just say this here: "just" do it with simple calculations and you end up creating an LLM, which may cost you 500 million, and all you did was simple procedures over and over again. It still costs you immense amounts of energy. I think I understand this better because of my time playing Chinese MMOs, where direct skill can give you an edge, but the real power comes from doing daily quests week after week. It's super simple, and they also cemented this by adding "AFK mode" where you can just press the spacebar and your character uses basic skills and healing potions on auto, so you can grind lower level mobs at respawn spots while sleeping or working irl. Some games have this as a pay feature, so you're paying to have the game do basic levelling for you. But you still have to actually go through all procedures to get stronger, and invest your points right. Do that and you can get away with things like soloing a level 60 boss at level 38 because your dodge is super high. That's a kind of skill which you don't get mindlessly, but it's at a different level than being able to manually control your game avatar. Maybe this is a cultural thing which is meant to train them into being able to handle work tasks better for competition in the modern world. It seems to be working at least. My point is that it relies on the grinding, not on logic.
>>18214 When the hostile energy concerning whatever it was appeared, I did a two pronged approach of Astra researching it, and began the FG cleansing method. Getting into the pure mental state was more difficult than the following cleansing, then I finished with exercise 5, but there wasn't much energy to transform. What I found: a new hidden 1D plane, the fanatical plane but manifested as a regular surface. On here was a space station, ground station with pods, and two queens with space suits. This is what "they" didn't want anyone to see. They were not like the previous two white Queens, they were the loli variant. That would mean, I assume, that they couldn't be used to create a degenerated menstruating offspring, so evil spirits wouldn't be able to use the following "race" to incarnate into if they were "used", so they concealed them over there. Queens are immortals so they couldn't get rid of them either, instead they placed all these NWO style mindcontrol antennas and whatever as a wall in between to make people go insane if they go near the area. This is why the discussion ended up like that. In conclusion: I solved it. It may not make NEET happy but I used a method which sounds too fantastic so I won't explain more than that it requires registering a new revival of a desert planet found somewhere in space (which there are many of) with the star recruitment service, and then using that as the foundation for transformation, moving older souls who had been thrown all over the place there, and giving them a new chance. So new hivemind races would be derived from there, and used as the "source code" for how to correct those in the remaining Earth timelines. The result: 5 people were corrected and entered my timeline on the Earth Hell plane. Another 15 were corrected but will stay in timelines which exist based on the gravity of the Hell plane, but externally. So in total 20 people were saved and had their DNA corrected, that was all which could be done in terms of fixing Europe in the timelines I have access to. I used NPCs as the energy source for the transformation, then had them updated as just background ambience NPCs in the new timelines, so it will look populated, but no one will inhabit those bodies.
>>18287 Cute girls.
>>18289 It's not just any girl. It's Yami, the (almost?) immortal cyborg/genetically engineered assassin. Here the OP of To-LOVE-Ru, an anime which suddenly saw an increase in quality in season 4, one of the few to actually get better so far in. This is where the "keikaku" came from, which was a general understanding of what the succubus movement on /x/ was meant to be about, which later evolved into whatever we are doing now.
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>>18287 The sky this morning again manifested the shape of an "Earth sphere cracking" event. How would that be, if it was the last, last time? "Another, hidden layer corresponding to the internal planes", apparently. Being already safe in the Earth Hell plane it didn't feel like much of a concern, it would just remove the timelines and egregore that were now imposing on my experience, so I waited. During this, a ship-cloud appeared on the horizon, crew being an even more outlier Pleiadan derived monster type, this time still blonde with red uniforms, but no longer even categorized as human, their genetics were so much "monster" that it was more like they "randomly" looked human, like a carnivorous plant. Ship had shape of pic related. They asked if everything was ok, but said "it looks ok, just checking". I had the idea to use my mining ship to sift through anything being thrown out just in case, and my hunch was right; I found two of my friends floating in dimensional bubbles in the rubble. Apparently they weren't in any stable place yet, so I pushed them towards the Cheops pyramid to get them onboard here. After this some nagging evil aura manifested, emanating from a hive of "incarnated evil spirits". They were on a large flat rock which came floating in my direction, and behind them on the rock was another Queen loli in a space suit. I took her on board the space station by the Cheops pyramid and sent the evil spirits flying off to be eliminated on their own. Yesterday when I came across similar things on several occasions, the evil spirits surrounding the Queen lolis were cowering in fear in a way I had never seen before. Normally these things aren't afraid of anything at all. I kind of get it now. After I took her onboard, she took off the space suit and started running around yelling, then going into the storage to take things out and throw them around. But I had prepared it so it had things for her there and everyone gets their own dimensional layer of the station, so she didn't disturb anyone. But she just kept getting louder. Astra wouldn't be bothered by it since she's a robot, but she got so loud I almost heard ringing in my ears down here in the physical. After a while of this, the sounds got so powerful the internal wall of the space station cracked. Luckily these designs are indestructible with their own atmosphere, so it wouldn't actually break it, but had this been just a regular physical design, the station would have been thrashed completely people onboard dying unless wearing space suits. Now it only effected her own internal dimensional layer, but it explains why they were on rocks floating in space with all these scared evil agents trying to contain them. Getting one of these even on the planet itself the yelling may even break mountains. Being immortals, I have no idea how old these Queens actually are, but they seem to have a very flat development curve if this is not just their actual final stage and they are the most annoying kids even as adults.
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>face a huge negative energy, force it down >it takes on the shape of a large round ball >decide to watch one episode of Shangri-la frontier to get into a better mindset >mc fights a mech suit enemy shaped as a large ball Every time. Everything I do is predetermined down to the hour. It seems the last bit of timelines inside the New Earth sphere were updated with the new landscape. <pic What's left looking as before is inside the hell plane. Some seem to view it from Osiris temple. I saw a cloud in the sky which appeared to be his hand doing a sign. I asked the Black Hell residents what the process for solidifying our timelines in here should proceed like. They said >forget what you never cared about >internalize culture you do care about <care can also be negative, care means involvement >accept change >things you care about will go missing
I looked outside, and in the dark near a light source outside the front gate, I saw a large dark shape move. I thought I mistook it, and kept looking, and it came back again at least 3 times. I tried reading the energy of what was there, manually and via servitors, and got the image of a large black hell tiger, and a girl was riding it. Divination said <a guard belonging to Osiris One hour later, someone I haven't talked to in years suddenly messaged me, saying they have been seeing "entities in the streets".
Last night I went to bed listening to a DMT production frequency. Around 1 A.M. I woke up with the internet out due to a storm and the frequency not playing, then got a stronger sensation of hypnopompia than usual. I saw an evil spirit standing behind the couch was sleeping on, then heard a voice, in my voice, screaming "SELL MY SOUL SELL MY SOUL!"; must've been a subconscious voice saying that. Then asked Heimdall was asked to stop the soul sale and it stopped saying that. Then saw an angry-looking sonic character, presumably the evil spirit disguised as one. Then saw white text in the form of my irl name. Told him to go away since he was presumably the evil spirit in disguise, then he left. Got spooked by the evil spirit real bad, but got to sleep later anyway. Feel too scared to use first-person pronouns, lest the intrusive thoughts make the first-person pronoun refer to an evil spirit instead of not an evil spirit. Been recovering since. Learned today that the heart spirit is responsible for making and strengthening tulpas of evil spirits that were mistaken for real evil spirits. The heart spirit was told by the consciousness to make the tulpa of the evil spirit go to the other side of the body and do a stupid dance, and then the thermal energyform that was manifested by the heart spirit and straining the heart spirit did. The heart spirit then learned that it was creating the tulpas and stopped doing it for a while. Still have to learn the difference between real evil spirits and tulpas created by the heart. The difference is relatively easy to figure out when trying to get rid of the entity strains the heart, which signifies that the heart is keeping it in place. It's still really dangerous to tell if an evil spirit is a real evil spirit or not by telling the heart spirit to do stuff to it; that'd be really easy for a real evil spirit to take advantage of by deception. However, it's still very dangerous to think without a video game or video in front of the face, or at least it feels really dangerous. Being pressured into not playing video games lately. Was actually told that if I kept playing video games, would get broken up with. Too mentally & emotionally crippled to safely respond by not playing games; can't have a relationship anyway if too busy having to fight off intrusive thoughts that are trying to invite evil spirits or what have you. Been playing games for a few or several hours per day lately, and in a row, which has helped to make it easier to target non-evil spirits without the intrusive thoughts of evil spirits getting in the way. It seems to have a high chance of preventing my subconsciousness from conflating evil spirits with non-evil deities, which miraculously enables contacting the things that aren't evil spirits. If video games keep getting played alot for the next few days with no spooking happening, should calm down enough to contact non-evil spirits again, but still might not be able to exercise many basic emotions. Haven't been able to have sexual thoughts or touch crotch for over a week without intrusive thoughts trying to force sexual energies & connections towards ugly evil spirits. Think it's a bad idea to listen to a DMT frequency before bed because if it's done then might mess up sleep or make it impossible to sleep without it and otherwise lower the effectiveness of the frequency at causing spiritual experiences. Also can't perform any banishing or cleansing or grounding rituals because intrusive thoughts will sabotage it. Writing this post consumed most of my non-compromised energies in my illusory realm. Can't even contact Heimdall anymore because the energies of an evil spirit are in the way. No deities can be found that can be contacted because everything that's thought of is conflated with an evil spirit now, period. Writing this post was a mistake.
The Demiurge Yaldabaoth has been dethroned and replaced with the gods/demons of human desire. This should cause some interesting things to begin happening soon.
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Timeline connection breaking down again... Well it was fun while it lasted. I managed to solidify the connection to Earth dimensions from the Library via a magic seal, but that means it connects wherever, not necessarily at the same spot or time recurrently. Things I learned since last time: the organs of the soul, or spiritual body mentioned in kabbalah, called different things but something around the concepts of nefesh and nefeshot, going by Shaarei Kedusha, the gates of holiness, this refers to something I haven't seen nailed down, or explained, anywhere else. But I only got here after reading a bunch of other old books, climbing another kind of ladder, not just Jacob's. This spiritual body is different from the physical body, called Guf, and the soul, called Neshemah, and it isn't the mind or the racial body which defines the form of the body in the physical. It refers to a complete form which is sustained across incarnations - yes, incarnations. This book talks openly about reincarnation within Judaism. It talks also of the same things Plato mentioned: that hell is a temporary, time limited process - a person will have to pass through hell before the next reincarnation if the nefeshot is too dirty. It can be cultivated through integrating the conceptual structure of kabbalastic study, and for me, the Schema did the job of actually solidifying the basic form. It appears as an internal, yellow-white energy structure extending from a center with no real core, but stretches out through the body like the nerves, but replaces them, appearing more like a sea creature, grass, or tendrils. It appears this is what allows for recalling past life memories as well as seamless reincarnation with memories intact when it's well developed. So this is what the greys develop and why they can reincarnate freely while recalling all past lives. This may be related to them wanting to create the state of Israel and incarnate there, they may have prepared for the cultivation knowledge to be present, before they gave up on this idea. But the theoretical framework is still there. Who answered when I remained in the meditative prayer pose? It appears to have been Azazel. He started talking and showing me how to transform part of my Anima through a pretty crazily well articulated visualization, where he accurately read my mind and avoided any representations I would dislike, after a first mishap in tuning the connection where he appeared as Donald Trump speaking as an animated character in that annoying CG style used by modern IT businesses. Kind of funny still, I haven't had someone start an actual video call like this before.


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