>PLAYAN
Haven't been playing much as of late. Mostly WoW classic dailies, thinking about quitting and trying to finish this shmup demo called "rainchaser", but i suck too much at these kind of games despite being able to memorize enemy spawn and, to some extent, their shooting patterns too.
I'm currently downloading Refantazio's demo.
>WATCHAN
My oshi, might try to catch up some streams I missed I'll probably watch some old Ross's game dungeon videos to fall asleep later on.
>LISTENAN
A couple of released tracks from this upcoming Antonblast game. Really enjoying the Warioland 4 style sampling and soundscape.
>READAN
Nothing at all, its been a long time since the last time I read a book or even vietnamese cave paintings.
>EATAN
Had a borgar, it was ogey.
>DRINKAN
Water.
>FEELAN
Terrified. I've been a depressed NEET for the last 3 years (or was it 4?) and then some months ago I went out of my way to try my luck at some state-related selection proccess for a job. Long story short: I'll be moving far away (in yuro terms) from home to start a new life with a decent paying job next week.
The job itself is breddy gudd when it comes to working hours, earnings, benefits and vacation days. This should be exciting and all since its an opportunity to reclaim my life and get back on track but after all this time at home I'm really afraid of moving away from it, completely on my own and despite having lived alone for a long-ass time, years ago. Being a NEET really cripples you to some extent, naysayers are just coping . The thing is, I'm kind of developing a siege mindset where I see myself trying to resist long enough until a year or two go by and I get the chance to transfer to a location way closer to my home or at least to a smaller, more affordable city (I fucking hate big cities, how anyone would want to live in such a place is beyond me) and I realize this might be setting myself up for failure, or at least to not get an ounce of enjoyment out of this new chance at life.
Yes, I blogposted like a nigger faggot, but you probably read it all so there's that. Bring back the 4AM breads.