>>44302
sadly I am not aromantic, otherwise life would be swell, needing companionship of that kind might be messing me up a bit. Also at the same time, I feel that I have resigned myself to the idea of finding a Mommy a looooooong time ago. I want to actually have little friends just to chill, hangout in private parties and eat snacks, watch disney movies, dress cute and just joke around being padded and not feel like anyone is judging me.
Dont want it to sound like an incel rant but, being gay and into ab/dl sounds awesome heaps of gay Daddies out there, I even played with the idea in my head of having a Daddy but I always come to the same conclusion, its just weird for me, I cannot bring myself to be vulnerable like that sometimes with other littleboys around, a male CG? its too much. I need a maternal-protective energy to allow me to feel safe and comfortable, its just who I am.
I have a bunch of very solid friends though (vanilla of course) which make life all worth living they dont live in my current city sadly, but yeah I guess the answer is truly keep doing what you are doing and try to not loose heart. Jesus, I thought my bar was low-ish with little friends but I see I was waaaaay off it.