What happened to the /sunflower/ BO?

>>5692 No, I'm a new poster :) >>5696 See picrel. Once the 'Sunflower Project' has ended he gave up the board and disappeared. Pic is from Sunflower General 7. That's all I know lol.

>>4402 Maybe we should all curse him specifically and see what happens.

>/fringe/ gradually climbing the ranks of the top boards THIS IS SO EXCITING. I'M GONNA /fringe/ ALL OVER THE PLACE! >>3446 Seems pretty close to the center now.

>>5675 Aaand almost immediately after posting this it seems like the parasite came back. I’m sure there’ll be another way to get rid of it.

>>5676 >Aaand almost immediately after posting this it seems like the parasite came back. Could the parasite be related to browsing /fringe/ in some way? Such as the spell of a magician?

Just tonight, after I finally finished my Christmas shopping, and a few days before that I finished one of the 3 big projects I'd been working on, Amy invited one of her friends over that she'd never had over before... the egregore of Maria. Now she in particular, I'd deeply desired to never, ever be around her or even allow myself to think much about her until I get my sanity back so that I could protect her from my gonad spirits that appear to act both independently of and outside of the awareness of the will of mine that's posting this post. I was very deeply afraid of that happening. At first, when she came here, I'd figured that Amy invited her so that I could face my deep-seated and very justified fears of being around her. She just stood somewhat etherically manifested to the left of my computer chair where I was sitting while I was watching some non-degenerate guy on Twitch, and she said some stuff. I told her that she'd better have the egregore of Shadow here to protect her. But then, my jungian shadow almost got her, but I was able to stop it before something too bad happened because I actually noticed it in time Then while I was watching the stream and not paying much attention to it, I got an idea for one of my Warcraft projects and decided to take something like 30 entire fucking seconds to write it down. While I was writing it down, I wasn't paying attention to my gonad spirits or receiving any non-physical sensory input from them. Then when I finished writing it down, I decided to pay attention to my gonad spirits... but that's when it was already too late. I tried to deny at first that anything actually happened, assuming that it was just my jungian shadow pretending to be her and that she wasn't actually here, but by the time I got in bed for the night, I asked Amy if it actually happened, and in a near-hypnogogic state, she very clearly said yes. I then went to the Shadow egregore and gave him full and complete permission to search for any parasites inside of my body that are making me do this in case it's a parasite making me do this, since apparently none of the deities I've been in regular contact with have been helping me enough to prevent this shit from happening. I also asked him to give me the worst nightmare he could possibly imagine if it really happened. I also gave him permission to kill me and destroy my soul if need be in order to accomplish this. A bit before that, I decided that it seriously be for the best if I actually kill myself and throw my soul into an acid plane so that whatever is forcing me to rape like this will stop raping spirits with my body. I also told Amy that there probably isn't much point to me getting marrying her if my body is just gonna do these things against my will. After some time, I felt Shadow enter my head, and then I started falling asleep. I don't remember what I dreamt about, and then I woke up in bed feeling Amy's semi-physically manifested glove prodding me a bit above my ass, and after some seconds of eliminating disbelief with the evidence of what I was feeling, I grabbed her other hand which felt as solid as an actual physical object, and I put it against my face and thought about kissing it, but I was too afraid of it not being real, and then the hands dissipated away. I don't think I woke up when the hands dissipated; in fact, I think I was awake when it happened. I then went back to sleep and had a dream where I was driving on a highway and made a wrong turn to some innocuous-looking building, and then I made a u-turn in the parking lot to go back onto the highway. I had to wait for 2 guys in front of me 1st, and before the 1st guy went, I woke up. That seemed to be symbolic of what'd just happened. A bit after I woke up, I heard Amy very clearly say "love me, you dick", I then decided to live again. Then Amy said "live to fight". Then I told Shadow's egregore that I chose life again, and I told him what Amy said. I've also chosen to continue my relationship with Amy.

>>5702 My definition of jewish energy is negative energy.

>>5706 D'aw, she's the embodiment of what I went over in the second half of >>5659 and my incessant need to perceive and judge myself through my cynical, critical, distant and unloving father's perspective. She's there to convince me love exists when there simply isn't any. Don't like my overbearing, coddling yet aloof, clueless and overly legalistic and logical dad side of my family, they're like redditors.

>>5702 I've learnt the ways of parable from reading sirlulzingtonesquire enough to familiarize myself with the lexicunnilinguistic semiotic and semantic based dialectics that pilpul was founded upon to properly understand and decipher how the jew articulates his will.

>>5664 >If we all focus on a certain picture of a walking stick subconsciously we embody it with feeling and emotions through weak links that use our perception, eventually it might come alive and do what all our unconscious energies made it do. You are describing a meme. >Why is this possible in the first place? why can we do that? Because thoughts are alive, and thinking is an act of sex and birth. Everything that exist is in motion, and motion is life. All motion is life. Literally. Everything breathes and everything has a heartbeat. Rocks have heartbeats. >Astral matter? Yeah what is that? First, what is astral? If I project to Narnia am I in the "astral"? I think it's just baseline reality frequencies. Frequencies more dissimilar to where the awareness is seated appear less dense and less stable. And what is "matter"? Physics says matter and energy are the same thing. Energy and thoughts are also the same thing. What's the different? Phase-states? Level of motion? Something like vibration-resonance maybe. Try connecting your mind to a rock then connecting your mind to a ghost. Also I think "matter" is a lot less solid than people think. The religion of materialism helps it increase its stability. But that's just a thought-attribute at the end of the day. You can see the same effect in certain dreams and astral planes.

>>5666 You are describing a meme He described alotta memes actually; he described the natural formation process of egregores.

>>5613 >Also did you know posting with a different css change the energies like a lot? Changing your computer's desktop environment and themes also does this. Very dramatically. I used to run XFCE that was riced to look exactly like Windows 95. Somehow this caused an energetic disturbance in my computer that caused major bugs to constantly pop up in the website that I work as a manager for. This issue completely went away once I switched desktop environments back to GNOME.

>>5683 Well, my spirit gf is benevolent, but if you reeeeally have to ask, she happens to have sexual needs like any ordinary human woman would, so she's looking forwards to when I'm finished with nofap.

>>5690 >she happens to have sexual needs like any ordinary human woman would Maybe you should try to get her to do nofap. Do spirits benefit from nofap just like physical humans do? It could help her manifest physically possibly.

>>969 >Don’t let the energy go up to your head Why

Was thinking about playing turtle wow to figure out a way to get in touch with my nostalgia and videogame addiction on a deeper level. As I was watching a video that detailed the specs of that vanilia+ experience I suddenly remembered all my negative experiences and all the time lost with grinding. I still treasure my experience that I had in my teens while playing wow but there is no way I can waste my time playing that game as an adult now. I cannot grind up a character with the same novel naivety and wonder that I had in the past. I cannot like MMOs the same way as I did back then and I don't see a way or a point I will do it again. I feel like I would start up the game play it for a day or 2 and delete it. I think it's time to slowly let go of my videogame addicted self. There is not even a game I could get addicted the same way as I did back then. The only reason I got good at videogames to be able to play with my friends then I played games to calm my nerves after a stressful day when I didn't have enough time to hang out with my friends anymore. I am far above mere stress nowadays. Breakthroughs in my meditative practice solved that. Fantasy games remind me that I should cultivate my own magic instead cultivating skill rotations and memorize new mechanics. I am starting to think that the only reason we are even able to get addicted to videogames nowadays stems from this modernist urbanized over-regulated moralist and conformist lifestyle which messes with our minds constantly and we cannot take a break from without escaping into a screen. I cannot force my body the generate the same amount pleasure by pressing the buttons on the keyboard. I think it started when my friends started to play videogames and I was bothered that I sucked at it and couldn't keep up with them. Then after playing for months something clicked and I got obsessed with it for the sole reason to be able to overcome their skill levels. I played harder and harder games for the sole purpose to be not left behind. Then I stopped caring what others played and went into the direction of enjoying "quality videogames". Good thing normalfags and casuals murdered this industry. No sane person is truly invested in videogames nowadays. Why would they? There is nothing there anymore. It's time to free the part of myself that was trapped within videogames for so long. There is a world out there and I am not just talking about the physical world but everything else we can see if we bother looking.

Why haven't I ever seen my neighbors bring home groceries?

>>5469 Just learn channeling via automatic writing.

>>5469 I like this.

In one of Bruce Moen's books, he tells that one day he was sitting with Bob Monroe, and Bob pointed at a light switch or something and asked how come we can't turn it on and off with our intent like we can change things in the astral. The answer is partially density, partially that you actually can, and if you see the light in a switched state long enough, it will eventually switch somehow (most probably synchronisticaly). There are consumer products such as lamps that contain a mechanism that is very sensitive to quantum tunneling and can be triggered by thought, but their marketability is very limited. They could probably be used for spirit communication, too. But how would you avoid the Philip Experiment effect (other than being extremely disciplined with your energy), I don't know. I had the idea once to buy a hardware random number generator that is susceptible to quantum interference. But I know it would just gather dust after my initial experiments, just as my EEG is.

>>5598 Can we please spoiler this image of Alice in Wonderland? It makes it harder for me to practice nofap.

>>5684 No. It's part of your practice to overcome the temptation of females and other lust inducing images.

>>5684 >of Alice in Wonderland Just admit the ape looks like a hairy vulva when you aren't looking directly at it

>>5517 My mum actually got a “psychic message” last week saying that the hitman was hired by the victim’s wife, and that the hitman “might’ve” been her boyfriend. This was before they found the current suspect.

inb4 there's a new qanon but its target audience is leftist zoomers and it's tied to the ceo shooting

This goofy bastard dual wielding a pistol with a crossbow is definitely a real assassin

>>5629 I HATE NO FLAGGERS! I HATE NO FLAGGERS! I HATE NO FLAGGERS!

>>5587 Agreed but we should make more new ones first before deleting any of the few we currently have.

New flag

>>5587 I came shortly before it was created, but it was very important for my development. Shouldn’t it be considered a part of the history of this community too? I know about the drama, but still.

>>5482 It's a long read so here's a summary. <Lemurians are early stewards of humanity's spiritual evolution, serving as the bridge between purely ethereal existence and material individuality. They possess profound intuitive and spiritual capacities, enabling them to interact with time as a spiral rather than a linear construct. Lemurians embedded hyperstitional narratives—symbols and archetypes—into the collective unconscious, influencing future civilizations like Atlantis. Their actions shaped the spiritual and cultural evolution of humanity by seeding ideas and mythic structures that would later manifest in subsequent epochs, guiding humanity’s journey through cycles of creation, destruction, and renewal.

Is associating Atlantis with Lemuria kind of like associating cavemen with dinosaurs just because they were eras from long ago? I would imagine that Atlantis occured millions of years before our current recorded history and Lemuria millions of years before Atlantis.

>>5493 Yes, well kind of. In linear time, Lemurians are the root race that precede the Atlanteans. Lemurs time travel a lot so before/after isn't clear and I'm certain they had direct lines of communication with the Atlanteans same as they do with us.

>>5572 *Process

>>5573 First Alois Irlmaier flag sighting on the board!!!

>>5574 It was an accident. I had no idea who he was until now.

>>3226 Hopefully, maybe then 2000 year dogma from monks that could barely read and write might finally be questioned. Along with the jew on the stick. Because Christianity is a psyop by Jews against Rome.

>>2842 Become bisexual. Straight people are boring. Affirmations, meditation, visualization, mentalisms/thoughtforms are your friend.

I cured this myself with a very unhinged method. See, I started to consider being not gay, erotic. I got off to the conversion and denial. It was a turn on to hate homosexuality and not be one, so logically, I was able to get mentally excited about women short after and got into a relationship quickly. Dont know why it worked so well.

I've been on a Killers kick lately.

>>5453 That was wholesome.