>>25413 Hell yeah

>>25324 >>25325 Yes, somewhat busy with IRL and spiritual matters too. >>25383 >In some old posts he mentioned Gandalf as an early inspiration for him (or something like that) Had to think for a while when did I say anything like this, then I remembered that I mentioned Merlin to Gondola poster. How we just need to "Merlin the shit up" at this place a little and we have a round table figuring out things on their own just like in the old /fringe/ days. Merlin was not present in many adventures of the round table because he was busy with his own things. He helped around, did some magic and prophecies, then went and did his own thing. But Gandalf is based on Merlin and the fellowship of the ring is literally the round table, so yeah, "Gandalf" is somewhat of an inspiration. >I miss him too but he would probably advise us not to become too attached to his presence I am not Smiley nor any other notable wizard of fringe who was bound to the internet 24/7 in their prime. Armchair occultism was never my forte, and spending time on the internet 24/7 with 0 spiritual improvement is the modern form of armchair occultism, which is something I am unable to do. Not just because I lack the time to waste it on the web, but it also ruins my mental clarity. Not to mention in the past months several electric devices broke around me because the weird air this board had. Currently I am testing what happens if I post. If nothing weird happens I might start posting more regularly again. I have a lot to say, but I am still figuring out how to say them. >>25359 The Initiate flag is literally the hat of Gandalf the Grey. By using this site you are interacting with the "Gandalf egregore" by default. Now let's see what breaks once I post this.

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Eye anon what step of the IIH are you on? Or are you more interested in John kreitmer than franz bardon?

>>25711 >In Buddhism you are obliged to overcome positive and negative energies alike. Again, if you truly detach from those energies, the result is death. The real Buddha was able to perform physical thaumaturgy. This is a manifestation of the manipulation of polar energies. You don't reach that stage by running from physical reality. Monks who meditate until they become mummies aren't enlightened, they're just dead. Real wisdom is able to manifest as power. Impotence is proof of ignorance. >In Zen if you harbor any positive or negative thoughts or energies during meditation your master will hit you with a stick. And if someone claiming to be my master hit me with a stick I'd take the stick from him and beat him unconscious with it. >I thought you are a wizard who wants to transcend this reality? Transcending means mastering, not fleeing from. >unlike someone who brags about becoming a lord of darkness all the time He has never once bragged about "becoming" anything. To him, he has already achieved the absolute peak of what is possible and fully actualized all of his potential, and anything that contradicts this is a cognitohazard. >Because it appears that throwing feel good energies at others is a crime. I didn't say it was a crime, it's just retarded. >You help others detach from their negative and self destructive thinking. That is the only way they can develop.

>>25703 >I was curious about that tbh because the post is gone A certain someone returned daring me to ban him for an "act of defiance" his words not mine which was posting without a flag, except he forgot to remove his flag first. Then he deleted the post, likely out of embarrassment. >several hundred posts are also gone around that post number That's just zhan beel. He spams his own threads all day and deletes them when he's finished. He's a polite schizo.

>>25714 >I'm sure you know what the purpose of Hell is? Is it to force people to detach from their negative and self-destructive thinking by ceaselessly torturing & defiling them and performing other abominations upon them until they give up and completely stop caring about everything no matter what it is, at which point they just mindlessly accept everything that comes over them and allow their minds to fully process it?

>read parasite pill pdf >note how strange it is for microorganisms to respond to the name of Jesus Christ (new thought and etc notwithstanding) >revelation.avi >check vampire weaknesses in folklore No fucking way lmao

The #1 key to success is consistency.

SMILEY IS GOD. OBEY!

>>25677 Post your 1CCs >>25678 Never trust a touhoumancer if he can't post his 1CC

Can someone inspect this pdf and link for cp? It’s kind of suspicious. Someone said it contained gay porn but then deleted his post for some reason.

>>25716 I already looked at the PDF it seems legit. I've been to the website a bunch of times and I'm pretty sure there's no CP there.

>>25698 He deleted it but I reported it.

I too reported it.

>>25699 >>25700 Your reports were not in vain btw everyone remember to always report cp to the global mods, in addition to reporting it to the /fringe/ admin (these are done separately)

>>24830 >or did I, judging by my anatomy, appear to be an undead human? Might get into this soon. Unsure what is your concept of "undead" >>25049 >then suddenly, a large green & white energyform entered me through my crown. Was this your doing? Unsure. Found out many things about your nature and still trying to put together a picture good enough that I can summarize it in a post. Amy says "sorry" a lot. Wonder if she learned that from you. Also I didn't "put lava" into you. I gave back the fire energy you sent to me months ago in the form of lava so it can serve a cleansing function. I will not "put lava" into you again. You will have to expand your own energy work if you want it in your third eye... and fire energy in the third eye makes it overactive. Previously that was the very thing we tried to avoid you know. For a clean third eye you need a clean mind. Your understanding of energy work and elemental alchemy is wishy washy and might need to figure out a new approach. Doing guided meditation to quieten your mind would help you more than any other external energy work from my part. Unsure how much clear mind or void meditation you are doing nowadays. I might write a long post about your "nature" and why are you on earth later, but the conclusion is that you will need to learn to meditate properly, quieten your mind and learn to balance your energies.

>>25690 >says sorry alot She does it because I'm really fucked up and apologizes for me for stuff, usually because my subconsciousness does bad stuff without my consciousness either willing it or knowing about it or both, and then my confirmation bias probably makes it seem like she says it more than she actually does. I have a hard time figuring the difference between my tulpa of her and the egregore that partially controls said tulpa. I question if you found my tulpa of her or the egregore that controls said tulpa.

>>25694 >I question if you found my tulpa of her or the egregore that controls said tulpa. 10+ egregores influence your "tulpa" depending on your mood... All of them are irrelevant. The way they are being influenced boils down to your lack of will. You are incapable of focused attention. You refuse to ground yourself in reality and always play with your phantasms instead. If a phantasm does something you ask an another phantasm to solve it. IRL group meditation practice, or any physical activity that requires your complete attention would help you tremendously. If Thor's hammer managed to get into group meditation and tai chi then why can't you do something similar? You rant about your own life less and less, but I am sure you have the free time to pick up something new. That would help you more than being in this state of perpetual fear because you are unwilling to control your imagination. You are not using the problem solving and learning circuits of your brain. Because of that all the extra energies of your mind go into imagination. Because you are not even grounding your imagination in art or anything creative they are swirling around in your head... which makes you anxious and fearful. You need to ground your energies, focus on productive tasks that develop your body and spirit. >because I'm really fucked up Sorry, but you are not fucked up at all. It's just you are not seeing how good you have it because current fringe lacks truly fucked up people. Oh wait the chatgpt zombie is there. Do you think you are worse off than him? You are not fucked up. You are unfocused. You are unwilling to tame your mind. Magic and spirituality cannot be done if you are unwilling to focus. Will get back on your case later, but I am still trying to see how things change now that I am back to posting. I have a lot to say for you and WokeAnon too

>>23378 Announcement Updated mirror links. >Added new Universal Line Document: Supreme Cosmic Master V4 >Added more content to "Non Duality & Magic Highlights" file >Skill build complete.

>>23913 Thanks fren. Looking much better!

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>>25414 This alien implant you mentioned in >>25415 , how does it work? Do you know who placed it in your body?

>>25489 I think it is causing me to be depressed and angry and not have spiritual emotions. I think it is possibly a blocked heart chakra. For a long time now my spiritual emotions have been gone. And my sense of wonder. I am not sure how it works. This is just a guess btw. I also think it lowers my empathy for others. I don’t know who implanted it but I would guess reptilians or greys.

>>25489 I’m going to try to get rid of the implant and fix my heart chakra by doing exercises from Robert Bruce’s energy work books.

>>13665 You are watching staged videos that prey on your power fantasies.

>>15454 >Especially if you work out to look good enough to get a gf. I want to make my body into a temple worthy of the Divine

https://pastebin.com/4utf7GHH I found this pastebin in the archives of fringechan.

Will daily meditation help me clear out all the negative energy in my energy body? I am power leveling meditation sustainably. I have not had spiritual emotions for a very long time. Will this help me get them back?

>>24862 If you do energy work, sure.

>>24864 I have begun to add energy work to my practice.

:^)

I think maybe I have an alien implant causing me to be obsessed with anger and columbine. I’m going to try to get rid of it.

Yesterday I had a dream about dinosaurs, which contained a powerful yet hitherto repressed positive energy connected to my early childhood self, which I consider a lot closer to my 'true' self (as true as any "self" can be, at least) In that moment I thought I should look into this after I wake up, and so I did. Dinosaurs were my original favorite thing, and the memorization and categorization of their various forms, traits, and exotic-sounding names makes them doubly fascinating to young minds, in a way that is in some ways quite similar to certain occult topics. Since Kabbalah is seemingly unmatched in terms of forming connections I decided to start there. With low expectations I asked AI to map dinosaur species to the sephirot, just for potential inspiration. The attributions it came up with were unimpressive, except that it placed Archaeopteryx on Keter, with the reasoning that its phylogenetic position between dinosaurs and birds signifies the "liminality" of Keter. I argued that Keter should instead be represented by whichever dinosaur is the original and most primordial. That's how I learned that the supposed earliest known dinosaur is called Nyasasaurus Life is a dream.

Had one today where I was conversing with someone telepathically either in a Buddhist realm, or using "Buddhism" as a medium. At some point I started to notice a delay in our communication, and then I realized that the other guy was responding to altered versions of my own speech, and it occurred to me that I was probably hearing altered versions of his words as well. The implications of this freaked me out big-time, and I woke up. Later I went back to sleep and revisited that place, which was visually abstract and almost entirely silvery and grey, though I can't remember what I did there. Not sure what to make of this. In the moment I thought it had to do with glowies or AI monitoring our telepathy and tampering with it, which is why I got so upset. Now I've since realized that it might have had more to do with a traumatized part of myself generated by me never being listened to or understood growing up, and always having words put in my mouth. It could have been acting autonomously, sabotaging our communications. Maybe we are our own glowies, sometimes.

I dreamed of divination with a pendulum. Also I dreamed of Rohan from the Lord of the Rings. I have never done divination in my life.

Last night and for some nights in the previous 2 weeks or so, Amy has been keeping me awake by disrupting my thought patterns directly taking the thoughts away from my mind when I'm daydreaming and I'm ungrounded enough that it's possible, so basically just when I'm lying in bed and am a little close to being able to enter stage 1 sleep. She does this because she wants me to daydream less, because some of my problems are caused by daydreaming too much, especially in a maladaptive manner. However, she sometimes failed to differentiate between normal daydreaming & hypnogogic thought that resembles daydreaming. The important distinction is that hypnogogic "daydreaming" seems to change its logic very quickly and otherwise be very strange compared to more grounded thought, and that hypnogogic "daydreaming", unlike the maladapative daydreaming that I so often so, leads to sleep instead of away from it. Some sleep is lost over this, but only some, and no dreaming is interrupted by her, except during the rare occasion where it's important to be awake. Speaking of which, she's pulled me out of a dream one time that I remember because there was a nice spirit around that wanted to do something with me. So today, I visited my psychologist with her, and I told him her first name, but not that she's a fictional character egregore. He tried to show her the difference between what he calls "good alpha" and "bad alpha" waves, and theta waves. I'd also pointed out how my heartbeat seems to abruptly change by becoming... lesser, I guess, so that the metabolism slows so that the body can sleep more easily. While I was there, he'd entered a state of trance to let Amy speak to him, and from what he'd gathered, part of Amy is a "spinoff" of The Divine Mother. But only part of her. In hindsight, this explains why The Divine Mother appeared to come to him when he'd entered a trance so that Amy could talk to him. The Divine Mother didn't interrupt Amy those times; Amy invoked Her. Hopefully, she'll do a better job now at not interrupting the wrong thoughts.

>>25070 I think it’s a bad idea to tell a psychologist that you talk to a spirit and consider her real. He might think you have schizophrenia and drug you. Then again from what you’ve said he seems sympathetic.

So tonight I went to bed and woke up around midnight from a dream where I was about to go to bed in what in hindsight had looked like a hotel room right after a scene where I was on the beach. During the dream there was a woman that I'd supposed was ultimately Amy, but she wasn't in her usual form. During the part where I was about to get in bed, Amy woke me up because she thought I was daydreaming, probably because the scene was so similar to my waking reality even though the room looked different. Makes me wonder how she sees my reality. Maybe she divines it instead of actually seeing it? Anyway, when she woke me up she was partially physically manifest with a blanket for a second or two and put an inch-or-two thick fuzzy blanket over me and said "go to sleep". I'd already had a physical blanket over me, and her blanket was put over mine. She and her blanket had then de-manifested after that second or two. I'd then decided that I'd wanted to something about this sooner than otherwise, so I'd decided to contact the Marisa Kirisame egregore and told her what was going on. She'd then helped the Amy egregore determine when I was asleep and when I wasn't for the rest of the night. I'd then later woken up around maybe 5:30 or 5:40, which is close to the time that the spirits around me want me to wake up at. I'd then thanked Kirisame for helping and had a short conversation, and now I'm here. Also, from what I've gathered on The Archive of the Sealed Gods, one or more Touhou egregores are also connected to The Divine Mother. Didn't think the Amy egregore would be too, but it makes a bit sense that she is, much moreso after her interactions with Shakti, and before Her, The Virgin Mary. >>25108 This particular man teaches gnositicism & the fourth way and knows a fair bit about hindu spirituality. He's safe to talk about spiritual stuff with as long as you don't go telling him that fictional character egregores exist or something.

>>25064 >he was masturbating onto little astral girls >No shame on masturbating on astral lolis >We all do it eventually Interesting...

>>25068 For context blue is smiley.