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>One afternoon, I saw my son, Laurus, playing with a toy sword. As he slashed at his imagined enemy, his face was filled with the same dignity as that of my husband, the great warrior. The moment I saw that, my heart was filled with nostalgia and sadness, and I couldn't help but hug my son.
>Oh, Laurus. Do you want to be a warrior like your father? And will you one day leave me behind, just like he did? I would never want that to happen.
>With the money your father left behind, we will be able to live comfortably. The ``Alliance >Dragon'' he left behind will protect our land and belongings. So you don't have to take your father's place. Please, stay healthy and stay by my side forever. Really, that's all I need.
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>As I was talking to my son Laurus before bed, he touched my belly and said, "It's soft." I had been a little overweight even before I met him, but it's gotten even looser since I got married and had a child.
>But, Laurus, this loose, saggy belly is proof that I gave birth to you. It's one of the bonds that shows that you were truly born inside me. That's why I'm so proud.
>Sometimes I wish I could hear your heartbeat again, the one I heard from inside my womb back then. If only I could reconnect with you, the one I was once connected to by the umbilical cord...
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>One day, as I was wearing the jewelry my husband had given me and reminiscing, my son Laurus gazed at it intently. "It's beautiful," he said, so I asked, "Jewelry?" He shyly hugged me and said, "Mummy, too." This boy is truly honest and adorable, and he always makes me happy.
>After admiring him for a while, Laurus asked me, "Does Mommy like jewelry?" When I answered in the affirmative, he looked me in the eye and said, "Then I'll become a jewelry craftsman. Then I'll make lots of beautiful jewelry for you!"
>Seriously, this boy. I wonder how much he intends to make me happy. The gaping hole in my heart after losing my husband is gradually being filled by Laurus' warm and kind heart. If he makes me this happy, Mommy... I think I'll go crazy. He's still my one and only beloved son in the world, but I want to love him "even more."
>I have to be a normal mom... But you're making things a little difficult for me...
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>I was born larger than most, with strong hips. Even so, perhaps due to my large breasts, my lower back seems to be under a lot of strain on a regular basis. So, at the end of the day, I've gotten into the habit of having my son, Laurus, give me a massage in bed.
>Laurus straddles my buttocks and uses his small body to give intense acupressure to my lower back. My lower back is tired from housework, and it feels so good, like my beloved son's kind, sincere heart seeping into it.
It feels so good that I can't help but let out a moan. It's like the slightly "indecent voice" I hear when he holds me... It was the first time Laurus had heard me say this, and he asked, "Does it hurt, Mommy?" But when he realized it was a pleasurable reaction, he started to rely on it and massage me with enthusiasm.
>The way he tried so hard to make me feel good reminded me of my late husband... I felt so much love, sorrow, and such pleasure... I couldn't bear it. If you make me feel this good, I'm sure Mommy will want to "return the favor" to you...
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>I am your one and only mom. You are my one and only son. I hope it will stay that way forever.