>>29142
Bear with me cause this is going to be a ramble. I've never binge/purged, and I think if you binge/purge you need to look within yourself and ask why you feel the need to do so, and make some changes. I do not understand people who treat having a diaper fetish as such an intense experience. I understand shame to a very limited extent as when I was young as hell I had extremely brief periods of feeling shame mostly revolving around a desire to be "normal" like finding "normal" porn arousing, but I think that came from lack of understanding about myself and treating having a fetish as more significant than it really is. Any shame I had in any way, shape, or form completely disappeared by the time I was like 14. I think it'd be hard to explain to someone who doesn't already understand this, but liking diapers only matters as much to your overall life as you choose for it to, it's only a big deal if you make it a big deal. It does not define who you are as a person unless you choose for it to be that way. I choose to enjoy the positive outcomes like the people I've met and experiences I've had, I willingly embrace that. The only negative experience I've had mostly stems from the "community" and how shitty it is. It's hard to make any analogy between that and an internal struggle with having the fetish, but what I do about that, is just remember who and what I really care about and why, and that idiots online have no power over me. I can tell you what you should not do though, which is that you should not fanatically embrace diaper fetish as part of your identity to try and overpower the shame you feel. You probably already know it doesn't work if you "binge" which is another thing I just don't understand. What I've said might paint a picture that I'm not a big enthusiast on diapers or anything, but in truth I'm actually obsessed with diapers, especially in a fictional context. I just somehow don't feel like it's a big deal or treat it as an intense, emotional thing, I can hardly imagine what that's even like. This is my normal. It might help that I don't "wear" 24/7 or try to have a "lifestyle" which I think is cringe, I just wear diapers when I'm specifically setting out to have a fine ass evening. Maybe considering the idea of what's normal to you and why could help.
That all said, I hate active self haters. It just seems really weak and contemptible to me especially when they try to drag me down with them and when their tastes are blatantly shaped by shame.
>>29166
I agree with you, I feel incredulous that this is even a thing people do because it just seems so ridiculous to me.