Someone to love me, and (maybe) who I consider telling about this burden I bare

Fantasy... As in fantastical. Okay, I'm not AB in the least. I am just DL and this comes from being incontinent and stuck in diapers my whole life. I hated them when I was little but began to actually like them in my later years. Things got better when European and then ABDL diaper companies began making better diapers. So, my fantasy can go one of two ways. Either shrink me down or be changed into a toddler-age kid again, stuck like that for the rest of my life. Or make actual baby diapers in adult sizes (in other words, the modern tech that makes baby diapers actually superior to adult diapers in every way except size). It's a fantasy, right? So since neither will ever actually happen I can just leave it to some freaky day dreams that occasionally pop up.

I had this pretty hardcore fantasy where some crazy couple kidnaps me and keeps me in bondage, diapers, keeps me cribbed and all that fun stuff till I eventually earn enough trust to be given big boy privileges like playing outside and chosing my own diapers/clothes if I'm lucky

>>19404 jesus christ dude I want to be a girl and child but that's not even close to how sad yours is

i live in a nursery with my twin sister. our mommy is an 8ft giantess amazon. a typical day begins by waking up our crib, sleepily cuddling and kissing each other until mommy comes in to feed us. we each suckle a breast, and her magic milk contains all of the nutrients we will ever need, plus chemicals that induce euphoria, increase libido, and reduce the capacity for complex adult thoughts. as we feed, we both explode and destroy our diapers, so it's time for mommy to change us. of course, she teases my cock and gives me special attention, but before i can get too excited she tapes me up snugly in three thick, soft, perfect white diapers with two gigantic blue tapes. time to play. my sister and i spend hours playing with toys, watching cartoons, playing games, being free in our pleasures. we don't wear anything except our diapers. at some point, mommy feeds us lunch. we're so horny that we rub and hump the front of our diapers, and mommy transitions to helping us get off in our pampers. tired from playing and having shaking orgasms, mommy lays us down for a nap. when we wake up, more playtime! maybe we go outside in the backyard and run around, still in nothing but thick diapers. sometimes mommy will dress us up in matching onesies and giant pacifiers, put us in a giant double wide stroller, and take us out while she runs errands. either way, soon it's time for dinner, and mommy's magic milk. by now, our diapers are absolutely soaked from wetting all day, so mommy gives us a bath and changes us for bed. she sweetly tucks us in, reads us a bedtime story, and then turns out the lights. now i'm free to really play. i've had releases throughout the day, but i desire my sister and nothing feels as satisfying as grabbing her diaper, sliding it to the side so i can pull my cock out and enter her. as i fuck her i grab and claw at the thick padding of her diapers, feeling the crinkling and softness of my own encasing my body. she moans that she loves me and that nothing else can satisfy her except my massive, diapered cock. she whimpers with pleasure and starts babbling like a baby, and i lose myself in the smashing together of our plastic pampers. after she cums multiple times, i bust inside her and we collapse in each others' arms, drifting off to sleep. mommy smiles as she watches us on the baby monitor, looking forward to repeating everything tomorrow.

>>19404 this is me, too.

I want to be a little boy getting groomed by a hot woman. She'd diaper me, dress me in girly clothing, and apply makeup to me, then she'd masturbate with a dildo in front of me and make me periodically suck it. After enough of this "training", she'd bring me along to watch her have sex with men. Once I'm good and bothered, she'd invite me to try sucking a real dick. Being so horny, I do an amazing job and swallow flawlessly. I also like the idea of her degrading the men for getting off to me while I'm sucking their dicks.

Being turned into a baby girl with my boyfriend and being raised together, doing cute things and playing with toys. The transformation would be slow and our new mommy and daddy would be there to watch it, teasing us while it happens, especially when my penis disappears and I pee myself. They'd clean us up and put us in diapers, and we'd be too little to talk. They baby us until our grown up thoughts slowly drift away after a couple weeks of being babies. We'd have some awareness of what happened to us at first, although over the course of that time we start thinking and acting more like children until we couldn't even remember being adults.

Taking on the caregiver role of someone who is involuntarily regressing slowly (over a period of weeks/months). Obviously I'm the one doing the behind-the-scenes stuff enabling their backslide (like making sure they don't make it to the bathroom in time) but they don't think that - in their perspective, I'm just picking up the shortfall bit by bit until it just makes sense to stop thinking of me as a friend/lover/whatever and start thinking of me as 'daddy' instead. Gender doesn't hugely matter (because I'm greedy/bi) and the amount of AB content varies - occasionally none, sometimes all the way to baby, usually somewhere around the toddler/little kid stage - and sometimes other elements come into play (like chastity, punishment, etc.), but it always involves making them completely diaper dependent by moving backwards through the stages of normal potty training development (bedwetting -> sporadic daytime wetting -> consistent daytime wetting -> messing) and strong themes of gaslighting/mindfuckery and embarrassment/humiliation.

I feel like i've had a bunch of them (often spurred on by dreams that happened as I was growing up) but ideally in most of them I imagine that i'm around the age of 8 to ~12 for them. Being a full-on baby/toddler doesn't appeal to me, i'm more entranced at the concept of being definitely too old for diapers/cribs/pacifiers/strollers but being still being too young to have any other say in the matter and having it forced upon by an older authority figure. Having the capacity for shame/humiliation is a big part of it, as well as the capacity for sexual arousal and exploration as I was around that age when I started learning about masturbation.

>>19442 I think that's the perfect description of a lot of peoples' fantasies, and is reflected by how many stories are written involving a kid no older than 14 being babied and regressed. I used to feel a bit like a creeper enjoying that fantasy beyond 16 or so, until I realized it was about me being the kid, not being the person forcing a kid to wear diapers.

>>19442 I'm similar I think. I have lots of different fantasies but generally I'd want to either be a little girl in the 4-10 age range or be caring for such a girl. I'd be totally happy with either the child or caregiver role, and the ideal would probably be to take turns in each, swapping every few years. Being old enough to experience shame about babyish things is important for all my fantasies, but I don't care so much about sexual arousal. The sense of powerlessness is also an important aspect, and all of my fantasies tend to resemble total-power-exchange relationships. At one age extreme it would be fun to be a girl in the upper grades of elementary who has a small, hypersensitive bladder but tries her very best to avoid wearing diapers and pretend to be a big girl. Every day I'd put on my cute training panties under my clothes, carry a few spare pairs of panties in my bag, and try to remember to go to the bathroom at least twice an hour. Whether at school or playing with friends I'd have to constantly pay attention to my bladder, but I'd get easily distracted and it would be almost unheard of for me to keep my panties completely dry all day. Of course I'd have a potty chart at home, and if I had too many accidents I could be sent to school wearing thick, crinkly diapers as a punishment, or worse. At the other extreme it would fun to be a kindergartener or first grader who is kept diapered 95% of the time and gets treated completely like a 2 year old at home. While outside I would always be restrained one way or another. Sometimes I'd be strapped into a stroller or car seat - other times I'd just be wearing a baby harness with a short leash attached. At home I'd often be left in a playpen or baby bouncer, or at least prevented from leaving the room by a baby gate. My clothes would be chosen to maximise cuteness, which would basically translate to making me look like an obviously diapered toddler. I wouldn't be allowed to dress myself or, as a rule, do anything that a 2 year old couldn't do. Even things like using a spoon to feed myself would be prohibited. A potty would be kept on display in the living room at home, but I'd be punished if I was caught sitting on it, let alone using it properly. In addition to 24/7 diapers, I'd be subjected to rules designed to reverse my potty training. I'd be made to wear ultrasound sensors which monitored my bladder and bowels and sent an alert if I tried to hold anything in. Unless I learned to push everything out into my diaper as soon as I felt the urge I'd find myself being very harshly punished. Every couple of weeks the rules would change a bit. I'd be allowed to try being a 3 year old for a day, which would mean I'd get a chance to wear big girl panties and use the potty. If it was a school day I'd be going to school or kindergarten in panties too, although the rest of my wardrobe would still be just as toddler-ish. I might also be made to wear something extra humiliating like a colorful "3 today" badge, and often my clothes would be chosen to be difficult for me to take off by myself. Of course the reverse potty training would ensure these days were even more humiliating than usual. I'd inevitably end up having a lot of accidents no matter how hard I tried to make it to the potty, and all of my friends would be left with no doubt that I needed diapers. I'd also get punished for all my accidents, often very sadistically. Not only could I expect to be spanked and taken to buy diapers while wearing my pee-stained clothes, but even things like putting stinging nettles in my diaper would be an option. As a final nail in the coffin I wouldn't be allowed to progress through school normally. At the end of the year when all my classmates were advancing to the next year, I'd be informed that I'd be starting over from the lowest class in kindergarten. I wouldn't physically age, so I wouldn't look too out of place at the entrance ceremony. If anything my obviously diapered state would make people think I was one of the younger ones, at least until I had to introduce myself as a former 1st grader who found school too hard and kept failing to potty train.

>>19481 It sure is interesting how different different peoples' fantasies are. I want to be a little girl at an age where nobody thinks twice about you being in a big, obvious diaper. Zero embarrassment or shame. It's just what I do. My parents "use the bathroom for me" by changing my diaper. Just the most normal, casual-yet-intimate thing that I'm so totally dependent on them. I could go through Disney World with nothing but a shirt and a big diaper as I sit in my stroller and there's zero shame. Sometimes I might feel warmth pool in my diaper, but I don't really pay attention or realize what that means. Other times I go from dry to wet and don't even feel it until my parents check my diaper, or ask me if I need a change. I might look down at my diaper and wiggle my legs to feel and still not realize that I'm soaked, so I just reply with "uhhhh". She just laughs and says, "yeah, you do little thing. Let's go get you changed," as she lifts me into her arms and takes me and the diaper bag to get me changed. Poo is gross, but not as bad if someone else is cleaning it. So I'd know how to potty #2, but not how to wipe, and would often have #2 accidents. But there's nothing to embarrassed with there, even. Mommy would just change me sweetly like she always has. Sometimes, though, I might feel like I want to hold my pee, because for some reason I think that'd be kinda cool and grown-up and I do know how to potty - but every time I try, if I get distracted for even a split-second, the warmth floods my diaper and I fail. I might sigh sadly and give my pacifier a few sucks while looking down at the sidewalk my stroller is rolling over, but I won't cry. Wetting my diaper is totally normal, after all. I don't even think of the coming diaper change - it never quite crosses my mind that the diaper changes are tied to me wetting them. But I do like the feeling of a fresh, clean diapee. Other times, I might make it quite a long time dry. My record might even be a whole two hours! Only to start shifting uncomfortably with the potty dance, never really think to ask to go to the bathroom, and by the time my parents notice I'm potty dancing in my stroller, it pours out all on its own, no matter how hard I try to hold it back, and I soak my diaper. If they ask if I need to go, that distracts me too much and I soak it. If they just start hurrying to the bathroom, then the stroller going faster over the concrete makes me have an accident. And by the time I ever think to ask, asking distracts me too much and I have an accident. And even if I stay focused, as earlier described, that just dooms me to an accident, too. So, the vast majority of my wets are not accidental at all. I just generally don't notice. Sometimes I do, but usually not. Sometimes if I do notice, I'll get distracted by something mid-stream and forget I'm peeing by the time I finish wetting, crawling or toddling off somewhere. My parents are good and kind. I always have a bottle or sippy cup of applejuice, warm milk, water, or even a rare treat of a soda. But they keep me very well hydrated, get the best-quality thick, never-leak diapers, and change me very often. The changes are quick, they know I don't like being exposed, but sometimes they'll sing to me before the change, itsy-bitsy spider or something sweet and happy like that. No cream or oil, just powder. One scenario I've imagined is trying to hold it in the car, starting to fidget, and my Mom hearing and looking back at me from the passenger seat and telling me to just go, that there's no restrooms for a long time, and I might hurt myself holding it. When, of course, I soak my diaper because she distracted me. - Despite all these legitimate accidents and lack of attention and such that makes it seem like I want to mentally regress - I don't, actually, at least not entirely. This is where things get really weird and unusual, is I actually want to make it realistic... ish. So it ends up being kind of sci-fi. My ideal fantasy is that it's like the 2200s or something, and advances in medicine have kept me alive long enough that we've reached the point technologically where people can just choose to be forever children, and many do. Everyone is immortal now, so the vast majority of children are forever children, being cared for by people who love caring for children, and it's accepted as a wholesome thing, as long as you've had a full life, or at least are over 18 and can consent to it. And by 2200 I will have had plenty of full lives. AI has made most jobs obsolete in this setting, though people with enhancements and implants can keep up with AI and contribute to the exploration of space or construction of more space colonies/habitats and all, if they want to contribute, and maybe that'll boost their income. But the nurturing aspect of humanity is long understood as one of its most wholesome sides, and a core part of traditional life. And it's understood that with immortality, forever children are an ideal way to let people express their wholesome desire to care for children (an innate, even holy good) while preventing the population from exploding too quickly. So, it's accepted and seen as good. And I'm treated mostly as the little child I am, physically. And in many ways, emotionally. Though I could still do tensor calculus and fly a space shuttle if I wanted to or had to (and being 2-3 feet tall and less than 35 pounds, I hardly put any pressure on spaceship life support systems, not that those aren't super beefy/over-engineered and safe, anyways), so, at least that aspect is different. If you need to land a space shuttle I could. Just don't expect me to keep a diaper dry, or to walk very far without giving me a ride in a stroller or carrying me. But that's easy when I weigh less than 35 pounds. But, while that might be off-putting to many, it has a few neat perks: It's still me, even if my current life is a distant memory. And I get to be in this 2-3 year old state for as long as I want. Decades, even centuries. I never have to grow up, if I don't want to. So no anxiety about that or potty training or anything. But If I ever decide I want to grow up and be the caretaker, I can. But it's not a one-way trip - I can come back to this, too. I'm kinda curious what people think of this. I know it's very unusual, but if you think about it, it's kind of perfect and not even entirely impossible. Perhaps even inevitable, if we really are the first immortal generation, as some futurists think we may be.

My ideal is pretty well in line with the Diaper Dimension stories as written by Personalias, but I just had a nightmare of what my fantasy ISN'T: >Be me, trapped in an assistive care center >Diapered, kept immobile and unable to talk (couldn't remember if it was drugs or bindings or something) >Instead of treated as a baby, treated as a disabled adult >Instead of receiving love and affection, received false niceties and apathy >Instead of feeling comfortable and happy, felt imprisoned and melancholy >Instead of cute outfits and comfy diapers, had to wear sweat pants and shirts and hospital diapers >No doting caregivers or family >Surrounded by other people in various types of distress anti-fantasies suck, bros

>>19483 This hits home hard. Having the mind of a young child who doesn't really know what holding your pee means and just uses their diaper without second thoughts it is a wonderful fantasy. In addition to what you described, I'd of course have to also wear diapers to bed. I'd always end up waking up with a wet diaper, sometimes recalling seeing a dream where I used the diaper just like during the day, or maybe even dreaming of being a big girl and using a potty. I might wake up a bit when I felt my crotch getting warm, but I'd drift back to sleep right away and happily continue peeing in my diaper. When I'd wake up, the first thing mommy does is get me out of the damp, now a bit icky diaper into a fresh one, and we would start going about the day just like every morning.

>>19529 But of course. If I can't keep dry during the day, of course I don't keep dry at night. Having someone else keep your sleep schedule by getting you to brush your teeth and take a bath, change into pyjamas and tuck into bed on time is also pretty great. Then you not only wake up wet, but in the morning, just naturally, on your own with no alarm clock. Maybe even to the smell and sounds of scrambled eggs and bacon being cooked by one parent while the other changes you. Then you're set at the table in a fresh diaper and PJs, given a sippy cup of applejuice or milk and you just wait and listen and watch as the breakfast is finished and served. Maybe the parents are talking to each other, or maybe asking you if you had any dreams, or what you want to do today, etc. etc.

>>19521 The mood/attitude behind it is everything.

>>19483 >I'm kinda curious what people think of this. I know it's very unusual, but if you think about it, it's kind of perfect and not even entirely impossible. Perhaps even inevitable, if we really are the first immortal generation, as some futurists think we may be. I'm not optimistic about it happening in our lifetimes, but I agree that it's a very plausible and appealing vision of the future. That kind of technology would also solve the problem faced by people exclusively attracted to lolis/shotas. I've actually fantasized about a very similar kind of futuristic setting where adults can voluntarily transfer their minds into loli bodies and enter into total power exchange relationships where they are treated just like real children. In fact, if we had more advanced brain-computer interface technology (as alluded to by your mention of neural implants) it would open up an awful lot of fun options for kinky play. The simplest is that, instead of a regular safeword, there could be a piece of software which monitors your emotional state and only allows you to activate the safeword functionality if you are genuinely not enjoying yourself. It would facilitate both a much greater loss of power and a much greater level of safety, since it could activate even if you were unable to speak or unconscious and could transmit a distress signal over the internet. Or imagine having a filtering layer inserted into your brain's input-output pathways. It could modify your vision so that you couldn't read anything above a first grade level, seamlessly edit out any signs pointing to bathrooms, or make you unable to feel how full your bladder is getting until you're on the verge of an accident. On the output side it could reduce your motor control so you can't grip things properly, force you to toddle and regularly fall on your butt, or even impair your speech so you can't use any "big kid" vocabulary. In theory it could do anything that hypnosis gets used for in fiction. Maybe your caregiver decides to let you try potty training, but sets a rule that you lose all control the moment you get a glimpse of a potty or toilet. Or maybe it just makes you so clumsy that you keep accidentally letting your skirt flip up, showing off your pampers to everyone. If it could modify emotions and other "internal" brain state it would be even more fun. Imagine having all of your adult emotional control and patience stripped away, reducing you to the same level as a real toddler. Suddenly being strapped into your baby seat for a 1 hour car journey would seem like an eternity of injustice and you just couldn't help but throw a tantrum. Or, on the other hand, your mental state could be adjusted so you find babyish TV shows and movies absolutely enthralling, to the point that taking a potty break in the middle is unthinkable. Admitting that you need the potty could be made intensely embarrassing, making your school life very difficult, or you could be given a severe thumb-sucking habit. I'm sure there are cuter, nicer ways to use the tech too, but those are just some ideas that came into my head.

ultimate fantasy? Being a 4-7 year old girl who, despite being too big to wear diapers, is still not diapered, at the same time the people around her, including caregivers, treat it as something normal. Maybe except for peers (for example, in kindergarten or on the playground) to add a small element of humiliation. Such an age is mainly due to the fact that being a ~2-year-old toddler seems too limiting in some aspects. But still, in addition to diapers, I would like things like strollers, cribs, pacifiers or baby bottles still present in such a life. I wouldn't want a total loss of control, rather something like the inability to hold off for more than a minute whenever I feel a push. That I would still have the pleasure of consciously wetting myself, but that I would not be able to stay without a diaper on for longer than bath time. And to have no options than to pee even if diaper is soaked.

>>19540 To add to this, the other thing that would be cool with hyper-advanced body modification tech would be making messing less gross and more fun. Imagine having a modified digestive system which gives you an almost limitless appetite for candy and cakes, and converts it all into a large volume of sterile fake poop with exactly the consistency and smell you want. You could absolutely fill your diaper every hour but make it completely odorless and easy to clean up if you wanted. Hell, if you like messing but hate scat, just make it pink and smell like strawberries. I doubt any technology would let you violate conservation of mass (the energy requirements would be absurd) but you could get greater volume by reducing the density.

>>19541 how about its just normal/expected for your family/cgs to diaper you for accidents, but then when you gotta poop its extremely embarrassing especially around peers. the social anxiety is a bit too much and you regress more to sucking your thumb or a pacifier to feel better, even if peers are around.

I just want to grow up in a more diaper-friendly world where there is no stigma attached to wearing diapers(out of needing to or wanting to), and less material barriers to wearing, developing, manufacturing, and acquiring them. I actually can't imagine how that would really play out, but that's kind of why I want it.

Maybe it's a bit off topic for this thread, but I think I've worked out some of the appeal of humiliation, at least in my own fantasies. Counter-intuitively, it might actually be a way of getting reassurance that my fetish isn't such a big deal. All the humiliation-centric scenarios I fantasize about still have very mild consequences for others seeing me diapered in public. In fact, the only consequence in most of my fantasies is more infantile treatment. In that sense it's a kind of acceptance, even if they're mentally downgrading me from "classmate" to "toddler".

>>19540 Tbh I don't envy a lot of aspects of young childhood. I think the only ways I'd really want to regress is physically, bladder control, be able to enjoy kid's shows and get "into" things a lot more - that whole youthful energy and excitement and optimism... I think that's what I miss most. No need to artificially add a thumb-sucking habit, if I were 3 or so where nobody (myself included) would bat an eye at me sucking a pacifier, I'd definitely go around doing that a lot. And of course, being treated like a three-year old in terms of diaper changes, stroller, car seat, bedtime, etc. Though I guess being able to cry a lot more easily when I feel sad wouldn't be so bad. I could do without being embarrassed, though. A huge part of the attraction is being a 3-year old means you've got no reason to be embarrassed over 3-year old things. I think that's maybe something I messed up on - I was always wanting to be more grown up than I was, and didn't properly accept and embrace the trappings of my actual age. Still do, to some extent, with wanting a wife, kids, and career, I suppose. Though that's less being embarrassed to be without them and more me just wanting them, whereas when I was a toddler, I was unnecessarily embarrassed about being a toddler. Ironic thing is, I think in my ideal fantasy I would hardly ever even think of or notice my diapers, but I would be in them and need them, and have them changed often. Also, if I retained my adult mind, I'd be painfully aware of how quickly that blissful childhood would change, hence the forever child thing. >>19543 Also might be worth considering what's easier and harder. It's a lot easier to reduce bladder control than it is to make it so that you're interested in mundane shows. You might have to figure that one out, yourself. Though once you get into things it might be a lot easier.

I'm a basic faggot with this. I don't like the idea of being made younger, but rather I'm seen as much younger than I really am by my caregiver, or my caregiver is so much bigger than I am I'm the size of a toddler to them without being one so they treat me like one. >I try telling them I'm an adult >They ether don't understand me or don't care >Something makes me start losing control >sent to a daycare >ask to use the potty >they don't understand me so they don't let me go >wet my pants >I'm put in training pants >start wetting my bed and feel embarrassed >need to wear goodnights >told I better keep my big boy pants clean at daycare >can't hold it in >poop my pants in front of everyone >put back in diapers >no extra pants so everyone can see my diapers >I wet them and feel helpless since I can't change myself >my diaper is checked >I'm mocked for going so fast and not changed >I start crying so they put a pacifier in my mouth >I feel that I need to poop again >allow myself to just go in my diapers >now I want to use them >have to start wearing girl clothes >my caregiver can start understand me only if I baby talk >need to beg for diaper changes >lose all control Like I said: basic. I have others where my pants are checked in public and my caregiver says loudly "Did you poop your pants again?" regardless if I did or not and crap like that. I kinda want to write a short story for this one so I'll keep it short. I'm just myself, but my caregiver/partner wins the lottery, enough to last forever. They buy a mansion and I can have whatever I want under the condition I do as they ask for now on, I agree. First I'm forced to dress as a girl at all times. Then it turns into being made to wear diapers. I don't understand how my fantasies with this fetish makes me hard, but I can't have sex stuff in any of them or it just kills it for me. IRL if my caregiver or partner wanted to blow me before putting me in a diaper I'd love it, but in my fantasy I never do. I don't mean to go off topic, but the thought did come up since I can connect being treated like a girl with sex stuff, but once I add being put in diapers, sex stuff flies out the window. The fuck is up with that?

>>19602 Oh, yeah - same guy who made the text walls about the sci-fi setting and wanting to be a loli simply loved in a basic way with no humiliation - I get the lack of sexual stuff. In my fantasy earlier described libido would be an alien concept to me, just as with actual 3-year olds.

>>19609 Fantasy stuff is so weird. It's a kink for me to wear diapers, but I noticed I can somewhat disconnect and just enjoy the euphoria of wearing them. I think wearing for long stents of time might effect that, I'm not sure. I really did have a partner once who, unprompted grabbed my butt with pants on and ask if I just pooped my pants, and would be diapered if I did. I know it does turn me on IRL, but my fantasy self wouldn't be turned on by being asked if I pooped my pants I'd stutter and deny it. I hope I'm making some sense. I've only ever lightly liked AB stuff. I'd never seek out a crib for my own place, but if I was asked to sleep in one my partner had I wouldn't say no. Same for a highchair or anything else. I won't seek it out, but I also won't say no to it. I can't get into playing with toys or watching baby shows. Oddly that's my line where it feels silly. Sorry for a blog post tl;dr the human brain is weird

>>19521 your anti-fantasy is my fantasy

Reposting a good fantasy from a thread on 8kun. I totally don't have this idea fleshed out much, but it's been floating around in my head for ages. I want to be babied in another country, specifically, a non English speaking country. It would have to be a language I had no hope of understanding or reading, Chinese or something. My caretaker would only speak his native language and talk down to me like I was a baby. I wouldn't be allowed to speak or write English and would be forced to use only infantile communication, crying and whining at things I don't like and smiling and giggling at things I do. It'd be great. I'd have no way of knowing what I was being fed, why I was getting picked up, where I was being taken, what I'd be doing on any given day and when it would be happening. All I'd have to worry about was the state of my diaper and what was happening at that exact moment. Eventually I'd begin picking up certain words, and try to figure out their meaning and use them. Most of the time I'd just be speaking nonsense, baby babble and completely wrong pronunciations. On the occasions I got words right, I'd be showered with praise and encouraged to use my words when appropriate. Bonus points if my caretaker just messes with me every so often. Changes the clocks an hour or two, changes my schedule on a whim, leaves me in my crib for an hour, purposefully wakes me during the night so I'm tired during the day. Just little stuff, to make sure I have no idea what is going on around me.

I'd like to be a tiny highschool girl who's underdeveloped for her age, still wears diapers and has to navigate her social life around those things. I could be sitting in class and suddenly have an accident and have to go to the nurse office to get a change between classes. My diapers are prescribed for some sort of unknown condition that makes me look very young for my age and need diapers. I'm a total bedwetter but during the day I could still make it to the bathroom but fail often enough so that it won't be a good idea to go out without my diapers. At home I might slip on a pair of panties since the toilet is near, but even then I might have an accident if I don't pay attention. I'd love to have one friend who finds out about my secret and finds it adorable. She'd love the fact that I'm both small and have to wear diapers and take any opportunity to treat me like her baby. She'd have sleepovers where she would pretend to babysit me, take me to playgrounds or theme parks where I'd be her diapered little kid, buy childish clothes for me to wear and have me try to fit in with actual kids. When she babysits me she makes me sit in a highchair or car seat, wear baby diapers, suck on a pacifier and makes me have playdates with her baby sister who just got out of diapers. If I'd have an accident in front of her it would of course be extra humiliating. She does her best to stop me from growing up, get a drivers' license or make boyfriends but she'll do all of that herself and love to babysit me together with her boyfriend, but not let him know what she's up to. She might make me take a nap so they can go and have some fun while I'm stuck in my diapers, sort of frustrated that I can never grow up and be like them. Sometimes she cuddles with me when I'm in my diapers (even when I'm wearing nothing but them) which I secretly enjoy a lot since that's most of the affection I get. My diapers might also be revealed to a really popular girl at school who loves to tease me about them. She might blackmail me somehow and make me do favors for her, like helping her cheat on tests or run errands. She'd pick me for every project at school and make me do all the work and as a reward she might get me some premium baby diapers. Since I'm so small everyone is overprotective of me, while I'm trying to be more independent, but after a while I'd just give up and become a total baby. My condition gets worse and I grow even smaller and look even younger. In the end, everyone sees me as nothing but a small child and I'd spend my days going to preschool since that's the only place I'd fit in. I might try to act more grown up again, but keep falling back.

>>19623 Well, the concept of not knowing the language used by those around you, especially caregivers, sounds very appealing to me, and I have been thinking about it too.

>>19635 That's a really nice fantasy too. I like the idea of you starting off with fairly good daytime control - only having a few accidents a week - and wearing something like drynites to school under your panties. Once your friend finds out though, she starts slowly untraining you. At first she just encourages you to drink more fluids and tries to arrange situations where you can't get to the bathroom quickly, but gradually she gets bolder and starts just telling you to use your pull-ups. Soon enough she's insisting you wear your night diapers whenever you hang out with her and she expects you to ask for permission if you want to use the big girl potty. As a result of this your already not-so-great control starts to get worse and you find yourself having more and more accidents each week. Before long, and to her delight, you're wearing tape diapers 24/7. Maybe she'd even make you wear a wetness sensor linked to her phone so she can check on you during school. And the idea of a highschool-aged loli being made to pretend to be much younger in public is just great. Not only would everyone just think of you as a little kid, but if they got a glimpse of your diaper or saw you sucking your pacifier they'd think you were embarrassingly babyish even compared to other young kids. Imagine if she dressed you up in an elementary school uniform and took you shopping for diapers.

My slight interest in ABDL stuff was awakened by CoraBlue's Amber in Arcadia comic, and I guess the related Arcadian Tips (which is now harder to find). So I guess something similar to that. No mental regression, maybe physical regression as a means of inducing helplessness and causing others to treat me like a baby even though I insist I'm not, etc. I've always liked femdom, and I guess Mommydom type roleplay. But imagining someone having such complete control over me while they tease and toy with me is hot as hell. I guess I prefer the "soft" approach of Mommydom stuff where it's still akin to BDSM but rather than being a slave, I'm someone's treasured thing. The juxtaposition of sweet words and soft things with teasing torment and humiliation also pushes my buttons. I have a big aversion to being filthy, so I have some reluctance to actually using a diaper. But I also have a tickling fetish so being made to wet myself in those circumstances could be fun.

I don't know, are so many, here are 3: >having a 20 years old girl (who is not into ageplay) switching bodies with an actual baby Seeing the woman acting like a real baby, and not that but seeing the embarrassment of the woman (trapped in the body of the baby) seeing her old self doing baby stuff and shitting herself and wearing a diaper, the whole thing is pretty fucking arousing. >having a 20 years old girl (who is not into ageplay) being teleported to an alternate reality where 20 years old women act like babies She doesn't like it, she hates it, but she has to act like a baby, otherwise people would freak out and she would never have to have a "normal" life in that alternate reality. So she is has to act accordingly and she is forced to act accordingly. >having me and my hypothetical girlfriend switching bodies with 2 little girls and now having to be treated and act like sisters, my girlfriend switching bodies with the older sister, Maybe we were like 4 or 5 years old. This is more ageplay-ish than adult baby, although it wouldn't hurt if we both were still in pull-ups Again, this is just a fantasy.

I enjoy the fantasies of forced diapering, punishment, public humiliation, and stuff like that, but my ultimate fantasy is to be a little kid again in the most innocent way possible. I want to be a 5-8 year old boy in diapers, and my parents don't treat it like a bad thing or an annoyance. I'm not pressured to try harder to get out of diapers, they just love me as I am and change me when my diaper is dirty. There is no expectation for me to "grow up", and nobody tells me to "man up" when I cry. I'm hugged and protected when I'm scared, my parents just want me to be the happiest little boy I can be, and my whole world is magical again.

>>19442 Adding to this with a more specific example i've been thinking about recently, none of my fantasies are really about prolonged situations, more like individual isolated scenarios/setups that I think would be exhillerating; >be me, young teen >parents have gone for the evening and left a babysitter >definitely responsible enough to be on my own for the night but she's a slightly older teen girl (classic tomboyish "girl next door" type) so i'm not gonna complain >we hang out for a while just playing video games or watching a movie together, hitting it off >eventually she pulls rank as babysitter and sort of suggestively tells me that it's "bedtime" >get led upstairs, heart racing >sometimes it leads to the bathroom first for a bath/shower, other times just straight to the bedroom >either way i'm undressed before being laid down onto the bed >then she says something and starts pulling out diaper changing supplies >the reason changes, sometimes it's "the rules" for any kid she babysits no matter how old, >sometimes it's just because she thought my dick was small >she thinks it's cute that I thought we were gonna have sex and laughs it off before she gets to work >she quickly powders my shrinking dick with a comment about how babyish it looks, before wrapping it up with a booster pad and a diaper >sometimes she even forces a butt plug in to make sure there's no accidents >then a larger cutesy patterened diaper comes out and is wrapped over top "just to be safe" >then a pacifier as i'm fighting back tears, followed by the snap crotch onesie, and then footed pyjamas, zipped up at the back and complete with mittens so I don't get into any trouble >forced to just lie there, having been so fully emasculated and humiliated not just in front of a girl I liked, but by a girl >can do nothing but try and hump the bed to get off into my diaper

>>19433 If you or anyone else with this fantasy wants to make it reality, email makemebabby@gmail.com

Ella raine's massive veined forehead is my ultimate fantasy.

i want to be a baby, but in a bdsm context. i'd be a sub to a mistress, but instead of dressing me up in gimp costumes and making me crawl around on a leash and stuff like that, i'm just a big baby. i wear thick diapers and a huge pacifier and whatever else she wants to dress me up in. she takes care of me, feeding me and changing me, and also jerks me off whenever necessary. she's basically a "single mother" though, so she has to take me to work or wherever else she needs to go. while she works with sex clients, she sets me up in the corner in a playpen or just sitting in a stroller while she torments and fucks. other people treat me the exact way they would treat a literal baby; talking freely around them because they know the baby won't understand anything, ignoring them unless engaging in baby talk or playful behavior, any time i try to say anything it comes out as babbling so i can't communicate, etc. so mommy takes care of my every need, and i'm her sweet little baby boy, quietly behaving myself and watching as she provides for us by sexually dominating, or just knowing that she is safely ferrying me through the world and even though i look like an adult everyone knows i'm just a big dumb baby.

I always liked the "Littles Universe" where prefectly mature and health Terran adults are regressed and treated like infants by a bigger human species with superior technology. I see that the SCP Universe has a similar entry only its for pets and not as babies. I picture a technological society with declining birth rates with very strong mothering instincts. Some are able to reproduce but the rest have adopted littles to fill the gap. The bigs monitor and select young healthy adults years before there abduction and match with similar bigs based on algorithms. Knowing how crafty and dangerous we humans are its a priority to passify the little. Through genetic modification and nanotechnology bigs can alter a little into whatever preferences there new adopted parents want. Such as a little being unable to stand or walk and forced to crawl, or as a newborn and unable to even crawl. Or altering the gender of the little from male to female or female to male. Almost every little has there biological age haulted and sometimes made younger to match the ubsurdly long life spans of the bigs. Passification of a little is done throught drug therapy and hypnotic suggestions broadcasted through littles TV programs and nursery songs. All little food and formula contains a concoction of sedatives, muscle relaxers and psychoactive chemicals with results of being incredibly high after every meal and tripping balls. Breast milk contains a natural and more potant blend of chemicals and far more fattening yet nutrious. Littles describe breastmilk as instantly intoxicating, body numbing, and addicting. The post side effects are a bonus as your world swirls around you and colors blend together as you feel completely relaxed. The music and tv broadcast contains subliminal messages that programs behaviors into littles, like instead of getting angry and rage filled they become frightened and cry. Swearing become babble or self censored by hypnosis that replaces shit with poo or doody. Littles are highly sexually active unless a big wants there little's hormones altered. However the advantages of having a horny little is for positive reinforcement. Pleasure through sexual release can be increased during the adoption process with littles describing it at the greatest orgasms of your life. Using it as a reward for good behavior throughout the day. Little on little sex is discouraged but not uncommon among playmates in a daycare or on playdates to sneak off and fuck in secret. Some mothers actually encourage it with other littles and there parents setting up there littles. All female littles cannot give birth however. You have different levels of little development: Newborn: Newborns are littles altered to be unable to crawl. They have no teeth and usually sexually inactive. They are pretty brain dead due to there diet of breastmilk and constant bombardment of hypnosis Crawlers: the more common from of little and have tons of varieties. They are able to crawl but unable to communicate with there bigs other than baby babble. Littles can learn a few hundred words of the big but unable to pronounce what the word is. They are typically made nonsexually active. They can however stand up if supported. Walkers: the other common little with more freedoms, they have a limited ability to walk , albeit awkward strides as if drunk. Running is very difficult. Most walkers have a semi solid diet. These littles can communicate with one another and have a limited vocabulary of a few hundred words of big speech. Toddlers: Toddlers are a bit less common due to the whole terrible twos thing. Allowed to walk, run and even sprint short distances. Unlike other littles Toddlers wear a thinner training disposable versus a diaper. Most Toddlers find themselves perpetually in potty training with days of making it to the bathroom and days of failing miserably only to be put back into diapers for a period of time and the cycle starts again. Toddlers are allowed solid food and are typically littles who have at one time been a walker or crawler and reached a level of trust among there big where they feel safe giving them more freedoms. Toddlers can communicate with walkers and crawlers as well. Most are completely brainwashed by this time from there time as a crawler or walker. They often snitch on other littles at daycare. Sissies: A rarity among bigs. What a teacup chiwawa is to Paris Hilton is what a Sissy is to a Big. A status symbol and a showdog. Sissies requires different augmentation as they are 95% typically strong able-bodied males. There training is far more extreme and far more expensive as a result. Sissies are paraded and pampered, usually diapered with elaborate and custom made clothing. Sissies are by far the most sexually active of the previous groups however rarely do they ever get sexual release. Chasity cages are practical a requirement by law. Sexual release for a Sissy is usually a once a week, month, or even year. And its usually done through prostate stimulation or by vibrators over there diapers. Sissies are encouraged to have sex with other sissies organized by there bigs. Pagents are widely broadcasted and great strides are made by there bigs for perfection and harsh punishments for bad profomances. I love the world building aspect. I could think of more or add more. But finding myself trapped in a world like this.

>>19836 Keep it in the containment thread dude, we don't want other threads shat up

>>19402 Meet a woman who is horny and rabid for diapers like me. Loves wetting them, being caught in a wet diaper. She sneaks my wet diapers I was finished with to fill them to capacity if I did not. First thing she does when she comes home is immediately gets diapered, sometimes rushes into the house to diaper up to release her flood of pee she had been holding. We are both turned on by the smell of baby powder and when we fuck we always completely dust each other with it. She has a cum diaper for sleeping in so when I cream in her at night it doesn't drip onto the sheets, but she likes the smell and comfort of it. Sometimes she is lazy and leaves her wet diapers balled up in a corner or under furniture or wherever, and when I stumble on it and bring it to her, she just stares at me as she pointedly-wets her diaper which leads directly to a punishment-fuck. While at home we have absolutely no bladder control, but outside our place we do, so we aren't entirely dependent on them. We go to walmart where she sneaks a diaper or two out of a pampers pack from the shelf and then she puts it on in the bathroom and wets it, then hands it off to me to wear out of the store. Sometimes when we watch movies or play games together she gets so lazy about changing that she just doesn't change until i do it for her because her pee is just going everywhere after her diaper is completely saturated. She playfully fights off my attempts to get her out of it, she says it's so comfy she doesn't want it off. In the middle of the playfight she pees again because she has no control and cannot be trusted. FML, some lucky SOBs actually have diaper relationships that are somewhat like this. my spouse is completely vanilla, and i love her, but omg i wish i had a diaper gf so fucking bad...

Sex with Muse.

witch GF into abdl, the possibilities are basically endless

>>19402 It's simple. I want to be a cock sucking diaper slave.

>>19442 yeah, just be back to like 7 or 8 up to 12. I'm a bedwetter, but I have accidents during the day sometimes, less accident and more being negligent and waiting until I can't hold it. I kind of ham it up and like the idea of not being potty trained and being infantile, like watching little kids shows and sucking my thumb. so I often just wet my pants when it's convenient and think of myself as not potty trained. I basically still wear diapers and get changed when at home either out of laziness or indulgence or habit rather than my parents cracking down. so the whole thing is normalized but also obviously not normal. I'm torn between wanting this and being embarrassed when anyone normal is involved, friends, family, babysitters, etc. I wear underwear to school and aside from rare accidents earlier on, I give no indication of how I am at home which would be too embarrassing. so the best fantasy scenarios would be those situations where I'm confronted with both. situations where I'm wearing diapers around normal people and I'm exposed. sleepovers, being babysat, staying with family, etc. I can go either way on how they play out, acceptance or derision and even apathy are great reactions for me. as far as sexual arousal, I think that space where arousal and instinct kicks in, but not far along enough to ejeculate.

>>20679 Not bad your fantasy anon mine is pretty much the same as yours with the differences that Even though I would be 8 years old, my room would still be that of a baby and even the nursery in my room would be adapted according to my growth (make a wider nappy changing table or higher cot bars), I wouldn't go to school, because my nanny would be my teacher and she would just teach me a lot of preschool subjects, I would still act like a baby, but I would talk properly, sometimes on a whim I would do baby talk, I would be very shy to meet new people, however, I would not mind being seen acting like a baby or being in nappies, I would enjoy being walked in a pram in the park no matter if my wet or dirty nappy would be seen by passersby.

>>20679 >>20682 Another element I would optionally add to the above mentioned fantasy is that instead of being home-schooled with pre-school subjects even though I am 8 years old, I would still go to nursery school and be treated as a baby right there and be taught pre-school subjects even though those topics are not appropriate for my school level. If my room was still a baby's room, I would be treated as a baby at home as well. And another option would be to go to the nursery and have preschool classes at home on weekends (I like this last one the best).

>>20679 Some real "have your cake and eat it too" bullshit there chief.

>>20683 And about sexuality, well, I don't have much to say other than the truth, because if in that fantasy he acted like a "grown up" baby, it would be difficult for me at that time to discover sexuality, although maybe if I entered the Pre adolescence maybe he will discover some stimulus by rubbing the nappy, I don't know the truth.

>>20698 >ultimate fantasy thread >have your cake and eat it too bullshit but also >>20722 I humped my diapers, and just humped things in general growing up before puberty so it's almost the most realistic part of my fantasy. I vividly remember during nap time in preschool/daycare we laid on those fold out mats, one time I was laying prone humping my diaper and the kid across from me was looking at me and doing the same thing.

My fantasy could be found in a fap roullete. But as far as sexuality around 8, I kinda get it, and if I were that age again, with my mind unchanged, I would likely seek out a mommy and daddy. But I don't agree with the fantasy. Those adults would esentially be evil people, and while I am exploiting their choices to fulfill my own fantasies, I would still be enabling them. Still, if I were 8 and I could pull it off, I would find a mommy and daddy, and be raised as a sissy baby.

I have a few but I think my preferred fantasy is to be sitting at home by myself and either my wife's sister or my adopted cousin comes over unexpectedly with a look and stance of desperation on her face. She comes in as I'm still sitting on my couch and her telling me that they want to show me something, in which she reveals she's wearing a diaper and with a very desperate face and her barely able to move she removes her pants or lifts her skirt and turns around. She then begins to totally fill her diaper basically over me as she drops a huge load into it grunting and telling me they've been waiting to do that all day. After she's done wetting and messing it she sits on my lap and guides one hand down the front of her diaper and one hand to her tits. I begin rubbing her soaking pussy telling me they figured out my secret and they wanted to share this with me so bad once they figured it out. I slide the diaper over and begin to fuck her and she bounces on my cock. After a few minutes I make her stop bouncing and tell her to masturbate and tell me how much she loves filling her diapering for me. Then we proceed to fuck and I usually finishing jerkong at some point.

>>19614 i agree. my partner wants to explore diapers with me more since ive shown her. but i cant stop shying away and enjoying them solo.

>>19836 Post a picture of yourself

Deep down all girls love diapers without even knowing it. So basically even the most prudish, mature and reserved woman would happily load her diapers while singing along to her favorite disney movie with the right introduction and approach to abdl. Could even take it further and say with a proper caring daddy they start to regress and get more carefree/happy and start to have genuine accidents with increasing frequency

My ultimate fantasy involves other people accepting the reality they live in rather than focusing on things that can not be and have never been.

>>21294 +1 wife pretends to hate diapers but when I make her wear one and get it soaked in preparation for sex night she sure as fuck has some top tier easy/multiple orgasms while grinding my face in a full soggy diaper.

>>20165 I am also a huge little-verse fan. I 100% want to be a full time baby and I am non-sexual. The thought of just going about my day then appearing on some teleporter pad with people twice my size or more just looking down on me and using a language I dont understand. Then the generic assigning me to a family of women who start diapering me and treating me like a baby 247. I want to be held in their arms while they shop at the grocery store and only ever bottle and breastfed because ill never be old enough for solid foods. When I regress its getting easier and easier to just cry when I need something, even something as basic as just wanting to be held. I imagine a life of no work and no adult distractions will just let me go mind blank enough to actually enjoy that part of me. I have been into the lifestyle since i was 5 years old and have always been into diapers and baby stuff. It's basically a core personality for me and it never gets old. I just feel content and happy. tho my IRL fantasy is some psycho family who cant have kids just kidnaps me and forces me to be their babygirl and are pleasantly surprised when I dont even fight them on it. They have sex while im in the crib just to show im too young to be able to understand whats going on, they make custom car seats for me in a van, and generally take me everywhere with them so i am never allowed to be alone.

I've always struggled to find an ideal fantasy, but I finally thought of one the other day that I'm really in love with. I want to live in a world where everyone is sorted into bigs and littles. Littles must wear some form of diapers and dress childishly but outside of this they are allowed independence and freedom. They are allowed to live on their own and take care of themselves, but the societal expectation is that littles are totally obedient to bigs and that any big has innate authority over any given little. The corollary of this is that all bigs are expected to contribute to taking care of any little that needs help, but "taking care of" is defined very broadly. Bigs can basically do whatever they want to you and you're just conditioned to accept that. You're out shopping, picking up groceries for the week? Not anymore, a big has just picked you up and strapped you into a stroller. You don't need groceries, you're going home with her for the weekend. Out at a restaurant ordering lunch? Nope! The server decides you're too little for that, she's going to nurse you instead. Trying to get a girl's phone number? Sorry sweetie no time to talk to the nice lady now, you need a diaper change. You're a guy who likes pull-ups and toddler stuff, but a random big thinks you'd be cuter as a little baby girl? Too bad, welcome to your new life sissy. You live everyday knowing that you are not in full control of your life, that at any moment, a big can come along and change everything. Every decision you make is undercut by the fact it can be immediately reversed or changed. The wants of bigs always come before your own and everyone expects you to just accept that.

Nobody mentioned being subjected to a nursery robot or rouge AI that thinks you're a baby? One of my favorite tropes. > tons of mechanical hands to restrain you > a sweet as silk robot nanny who's logic is absolute > slow subliminal messaging in all programing to make you more submissive > in your efforts to shutdown the machine you activated the sexual kink programming > now it uses sexual release as a reward and as a punishment.

>>21448 Its one of my favorites too, but I like the natural living mommy a bit more for warmth/love/family type settings. I am mostly not into the numerous hands/machinery bits, I like personalization so I go for the rogue AI robot that errors out and can only recognize you as a baby. It then begins taking you out in public while it goes on its shopping trips for baby foods and diapers. I have been learning AI development with the intent to make a Mommy AI to one day enslave and baby all of us, so hopefully that goes well.

>>21448 You made me remember a fantasy in which a humanoid android servant with the appearance of either Tsunade (Naruto) or 2B (Nier Automata) is programmed to take care of me as a baby during adolescence even have a compartment to artificially generate breast milk more nutritious and richer than natural in this hypothetical adolescence would act like a baby even but it would be something tantrum even so the android would manage to achieve do and if at some point I started to show signs that my sexuality was awakening, the same android would breastfeed me and would play a subliminal tune that would immediately turn off the awakening for an indefinite period of time and repeat the process as many times as necessary if she noticed the slightest suspicion.

I've been having a weird fantasy popping up now and then. >Commune/Societal Strata of adult babies >They are adults, but diapers, pacis, etc. And it plays out in a particular scene, like an interview or anthropology examination, but a diaperclad woman goes off on a mini rant >"Your problem is all that internalized shame" Then she breaks down principle to effect >Hold nothing in, hold nothing back Obviously use diapers for their purpose, speak your mind >Express yourself fully, authentically, and honestly Tied to the above, no lying, say what your thinking, no filter, etc. >Seek Aid, appreciate fully Ask for help for everything from everyone, and if helped give a hug, kiss, thank you, whatever, proportional to the help. So being raised with those values leads to happily nude diaper clad people who clap and cheer, and stomp and pout. You've had your bottom shown off your whole life via changes from friends and family and by total strangers, asking all questions from anyone means you aren't worried about looking ignorant or less than capable by others. A love language of touch is encouraged. Anyone raised outside of those principles would probably feel humiliation or second hand shame of enthusiastic exhibitionists, as "normal" adults are supposed to hold back, be reserved, etc.

My ultimate fantasy would be some sort of semi-permanent hypnosis experiment where I would be bound naked to a wall and taken care of by a scientist group who would implement suggestions in my brain with a headset that would keep me in trance over months. Over time, the hypnosis would gradually reduce my ability to hold my bladder and I would wet myself more and more until it just permanently leaks like an open faucet you could never close. The hypnosis would also have a side effect that would make my dick lose more and more of it's length until it becomes a one-incher, but keep the initial dick girth and ball size.

My fantasy is essentially to just have a second chance to have a decent childhood. I would physically regress back to an age between 6-10, and would be cared for by my actual mother, growing up i never got to hear those magic words "I love you" or "I'm proud of you" and i always had a deep need for her affection. I just want a do-over, where everything that went wrong can instead go right.

>>21575 >My fantasy is essentially to just have a second chance to have a decent childhood. >I would physically regress back to an age between 6-10, and would be cared for by my actual mother, growing up i never got to hear those magic words "I love you" or "I'm proud of you" and i always had a deep need for her affection. I just want a do-over, where everything that went wrong can instead go right. My anon that isn't even an ABDL fantasy that's like... everybody's fantasy. Although most would choose to start in the 12-16 range, not to be incontinent, and focus on peer relationships more than their parents. They put out an anime rendition of it roughly every four months.

I wouldn't give up my memories, so a true second childhood isn't my fantasy. Part of me would want to go back to being 8, to take care of my teeth better, but I honestly do not value my own better prospects by going back to 8; same trap, same parents. I would go back to 10, but in my fantasy, I left my parents for a couple CG's I met online. I still have my memories, and my adult side, including sexuality. I would want to be adopted by a couple who wants a sissy baby. In real life, that couple is dangerous and not something to want for anyone. But in my fantasy, they raise me to be a sissy baby. And subserviant to a big sister. To be trained to keep a girlish figure, and maybe develop boobs. To start my chastity training early. And enjoy 8 years of sexuality in a body I want. And use that body to be wanted, and to be in an environment I can be a sissy baby. To put things in perspective, I did not have the nicest childhood. If I didn't have the memories of adulthood, that fantasy would be hell. I cannot imagine a fantasy where my memories are wiped for a second childhood. It would be the same as suicide. But I also cannot imagine being in an innocent mind space all the time like a child. So that is not my fantasy. But to have those years back, and use them how I want to use them, I would love.

>>21616 >I cannot imagine a fantasy where my memories are wiped for a second childhood. >It would be the same as suicide. Yeah obviously. Retaining your memories to relive life better, is the whole point. Without memories you'd make the same mistakes and suffer just as bad from the same indignities. The big downsides is that you'd be super bored of your peers being idiots... and having to redo painfully easy school material. And having to live a lie in public. And overcome the moral hurdles of dating in your teens, etc. Actually, there are a lot of downsides...

>>19404 sadly, me too

>>21622 Yes, there are a lot of downsides. There is also the question of the rules of the game, so to speak. I assume I can go back to an age of my choice, but I will go back to the same history I lived once. I cannot make my parents better parents, or chance people. I would want out of that. Given my retention of memories, I would want to enjoy what I missed; myself. So I would find a perverted couple who would want to have 10 year old me as a sissy baby and exploit. There are a lot of moral pitfalls there, except it is a my body, my choice situation. If I were to get my fantasy, I would reconsider my gender, and may want to be raised to become Nat Mars. But that wouldn't excuse my 'Mommy and Daddy' for what they did. I assume I am the only one who knows the truth.

sorry I may have overthought this >highly advanced race of 8-10ft tall very maternal aliens arrive in solar system >they've been listening to our stray radio waves and think humans are the most adorable thing ever >depending on the fantasy they either invade and enslave all of earth, or just abduct a handful of humans (including me of course) >forcibly adopted by alien mommy alongside one or two human girls who will be my "sisters" >aliens use their advanced technology to physically regress us back to ~14 years old bodies >slap us in diapers because that's where humans belong >take us to live on some alien space structure (maybe a banks orbital) where the environment is tailor-made for the comfort of its inhabitants >live in big, high-tech mansion in a post-scarcity alien society where Mommy doesn't have to work, and can spend all of her time doting on her babies >get to play with advanced alien toys, like legos that can move semi-intelligently on their own and play out scenarios you make >play alien video games that are basically H-games but with much higher production quality and a babyish coat of paint to make them "kid friendly" >watch alien kids cartoons that always end with an orgy >go for sightseeing around the galaxy with the family, seeing wonders both natural and artificial >kept in the robonursery or babysat by robonanny if mommy has to leave the house for whatever reason >many other aliens living there had the same idea to kidnap smaller species and baby them, their society basically looks like what's described in >>20165 but with aliens >however, humans are by far the cutest little species they've come across yet >due to this, me and my sisters become a local attraction as all the neighbors want to come see and play with the cute new littles >the aliens' idea of "babycare" is a LOT lewder than ours >sex is used for rewards, punishment, or just for fun >playdates are often set up between babies from different households, and they're often unsubtly encouraged to get frisky with each other as their caretakers watch >the aliens have a vast amount of advanced drugs and psychedelics, developed with their high technology to be safe and without risk of addiction >drugs with a plethora of effects, on mind, body, emotion, sensation etc etc. >most babies are under a handful of influences at all times, but the specific effects in question vary a lot from day to day, to keep things fresh >sometimes you're so dazed that you can't do anything but sit in mommy's lap, fill your diaper, and explore the swirling colors around you >other times you get the overwhelming feeling of being touch-starved, which mommy is all too happy to help you alleviate. Cuddling becomes orgasmic in this state >sometimes you're suddenly painfully aware of how ridiculous you look in a poofy diaper and a pacifier, which turns your face adorably red >other times you're basically mentally 2 years old for the day >sometimes you just orgasm randomly into your diaper every few minutes, falling right onto the plushy carpet as your legs give out to the pleasure >other times you're completely unable to cum as mommy plays with you

Kidnapped and taken to the succubus nursery where I'll spend the next eternity being doted on, loved, pampered, regressed, diapered, cuddled, smooched and milked by a legion of succubus mommies

My ultimate fantasy seems rather passe (I'm a man btw so YMMV, but my kink has a serious sissy streak). I'd like a beautiful wealthy woman with her own dungeon to slowly regress me into her diaper dependent ward. She'd slowly retrain me to go 24/7 in diapers and then take custody. She'd take away my bladder and bowel continence by feeding me only a liquid diet or food that had been put through a blender. After my body became accustomed to the food I wouldn't be able to retain my continence. I suspect that this would only take at most a month or two. I wouldn't want to become fat though, that kind of weirds me out - a daily fitness routine would be mandatory. Maybe something like kinky yoga or ballet in diapers. There'd be a fully stocked nursery with a crib, a bouncer, adult swing, rocking horse, toys and stuffies. She'd enroll me in a special school for autistics or adult daycare and at home there would be strict discipline including spankings, with at least one "maintenance" spanking a week. Enemas and buttplugs would be used as a punishment, but I wouldn't need them to be untrained. She would retrain me to talk with a lisp and become fascinated with childish cartoons and books. I'd have to do school book reports at a fifth grade level. She would hypnotize me and practice dark psychological arts to make me as childish as possible. I'd be put in a chastity cage and receive regular milkings and peggings. I wouldn't want to have sex with men, but being taken by a dominant woman in a latex corset and leggings with a massive strapon is so hot. I'd also be required to do maid service and other work around the household and maintain my figure. Every now and again I would be babysat by her female friends or male friends (provided there wasn't any M/M sex). I might even be interested in play dates with other AB/DLs, but in my ultimate fantasy it's definitely a 24/7 lifestyle type arrangement. I wouldn't have my own money, credit cards, or personal identification at all. I also would love an infinity permanently locking collar. I could see there being some medical/asylum play in there as well, but I don't like needles or medications. Straitjackets and isolation rooms are hot though! Gags and feeding gags! Coloring books! Book reports with punishments for spelling mistakes! Locking mittens and booties that have spikes in them so you have to crawl! Anyway, I doubt any of this would ever happen. A boy can dream though.

>>21870 Also, I want to be trained to hump my diapers even while wearing a chastity device. Psychological training to be sexually aroused by wet diapers, but at the same time to be deeply ashamed by dirty diapers. Psychological training to make it so that I cry easily and stammer when confronted. Spontaneous uncontrollable orgasms, wetting, and defecation in stressful social situations. Psychological training to "brat" if I haven't been spanked recently. Breast feeding and bottle feeding and an oral fixation for pacifiers. Feelings of uncertainty and a feeling of a loss of independence without an adult. That's about it. I'd want to retain my basic personality, but have heavily modified emotional responses through psychological treatment as outline above. Maybe something more - but that's a start.

>>21871 I came across this again, but I wanted to add that along with the special diet there would be a two month period (or so) of losing control. I would start in underwear, and then training pants and become punished each time I had an accident until I was demoted to diapers. Lots of yogurt and mushed fruit, pureed adult meals, etc. Spankings for dirty diapers and more "if you act like a child I will treat you like one" punishments. Corner times, childish clothing. I also saw a bouncer swing on etsy that looks cool.

>>19402 A fantasy that has just occurred to me is one in which a hypermasculinised and empowered muscular woman is forcibly subjected to a babyfication process in which she begins to reverse her masculinisation to such an extent that only her mind is that of a little girl who still wears nappies and is co-dependent. that this process as such does not affect her muscle mass, only her personality and her mind. extra: the idea came to my mind because of the character Rekka from the game Hi-Fi Rush.

I'd be in middle school with a high school boyfriend who really likes diaper loli, so he'd have me go out at recess and we'd go somewhere and he'd make me tue my hair in pigtails and change into a pink childish outfit, and force me to piss and shit my diaper (which he makes sure i always wear) before he rubs it so I get wet and cum in my mess as i suck him off and swalloe it all

I want to work at a sissy maid café Do the normal stuff like waiting tables, make coffee and baking. But I want the clients to only be ladies and also can tip to dominate me or give me affection, like lifting my skirt, check my diaper, change me, spank me if I messed up their orders or ask me to sit on their laps and get told how much of a good maid I am.

Basically what happens in diaper dimension from princess potty pants. I wanna be transported to a world where giant’s rule and force me into diapers. Daily spankings, forced to wet and mess my diapers on command, and made to sleep in full diapers.

I want to be 12 again. When I was that age approximately my desire to wear diapers was made conscious by seeing the first round of commercials for underjams. Id want to go to a sleepover with a boy or 2 my age with one of them being a bedwetter with diapers or a sibling with diapers. After staying up way too late and playing games and talking about cute girls id bring up the diapers and suggest wearing them together. Some combination of diapering each other, getting turned on, asking each other if we had masturbated before. Things escalate and before long we doing some mutual masturbation or giving handjobs. Ideally neither of us have any real sex ed or havent ever tried to masturbate before. The idea of two best friends up super late wearing diapers and peeing together before exploring sexual feelings together with no real knowledge of what they are doing before cumming in their diapers or on each others hands is just ideal. I swear to god Im not a pedophile. I dont want to touch a Epstein didn't kill himselfually I want to be a kid again and have the exploratory experience I never did in real life.

>>30521 That sounds exquisite, best post in the thread by far. How do you feel about pooping your diapers together with another kid?

as an AB for me its waking up in the crib in the morning, baby monitor alerts my parents they both come in and dote on me. I just get treated like any other baby for the full day until i eventually end up back in the crib that night.

>>30544 Unfortunately poop is a no fly zone for me.

my ultimate fantasy is a girl who doesn't have a diaper fetish but is so in love with me that she enthusiastically indulges mine in order to make me happy. she learns all about ABDL, becomes a perfect roleplay partner as both mommy and baby, develops her own diaper preferences over time, and starts wearing on her own initiative. all just because she knows i'll love it.

Spokesperson/Model/Social Media Influencer for an ABDL brand of clothing and diapers. Part of my contract is I have to live the adult baby lifestyle 24/7 including public meet and greets with a fully furnished nursery in my house. I have to post to FB, and Twitter and Instagram certain things like products throughout the week, photoshoots, and interact with customers. The company sends down caregivers to A take care of me and B see if Im fulfilling the contracts obligations. I get paid 200k a year on top of that and still get medical, dental, and 6 weeks of vacation. As my side gig I run a ABDL podcast called Time Out Corner and invite on other people in the community for chats, all filmed in either a giant play pen filled with giant stuffies or in high chairs with the CG's as our producers and run ads for the company I work for promoting there products. Imagine living the lifestyle, getting paid to do it, and never pay a dime for any of it. That is the life!

My fantasy? I can’t draw human characters at all, but I have a lot of cute ideas for diaper commercial comics and print ads. That also entails the problem of 1) always being crowded out of queues when high-quality artists open commissions and 2) rules about not depicting characters less than 18 years of age (these are “big kid baby diaper” ads), despite my own hatred of CP. I can’t even advertise job openings on Deviantart because two freaks on YouTube began a harassment campaign that saw me delete my account after months of outside assholery. All I want is to get my scripts and stuff converted into a sequential format. But who in their would do that? Especially from a pariah like me… Only one advert comic was ever made, and it was posted a couple of times.

What's the name of the Model in the first post of this thread? Or is it AI generated?

My most “realistic” fantasy would involve being adopted by a woman a bit older than me (Probably late 30’s or early 40s) and be made her perfect baby/toddler. Ideally she’d be a brunette or redhead, with a frame that screams “mom bod”. She would have a firm authority, but still very gentle. Sickly patronizing and maternal. Not afraid to be somewhat loud and embarrassing about how she fawns over her big baby. I’d have a large nursery with the works: Crib, Changing table stock piled with diapers, mini tv with a bunch of kids cartoons/movies from the 90s and 2000’s, and a toy chest filled with a bunch of stuffies and action figures, bouncers, highchair, you name it. Tons of bright colors, and an array of babyish characters surrounding me like Barney, Winnie the Pooh, Blues Clues, the Sesame Street gang, etc. I’d be dressed however she pleases (rompers, onesies, shortalls, PJ’s, and of course only the thickest, colorful/babyish diapers for her “lil pottypants”. Plastic pants also optional, the loud rustling alerting everyone around I do in fact need extra protection. More often than not, a simple babyish t-shirt, sneakers, and my diapers on full display (she’d say for easier checked) would be my main attire. Our relationship wouldn’t necessarily be outright sexual. Sure she’d breastfeed me and she’d see my bits while changing, but she would regard sex as “grown up” activities, something I’m “just not ready for”. To keep me “protected” my “weewee” or “little doodle” as she would call it, would be fitted in a small chastity device, of course modeled in babyish colors. However for good behavior, cleaning, or special occasions like holidays/birthdays, I’d be unlocked and given a teasing, yet pleasurable handjob (either fully gloved or with a fleshlight designed to look like a baby toy of some kind), giving me a powerful orgasm she’d treat like any of my other accidents. Overall, she would just treat me like an average toddler with the same guidelines and limitations. Early bedtime, no feeding/changing/bathing myself, limited privacy, and spankings/corner time if needed. Anytime I try to use “big boy words”, she would ignore it and act like I was a babbling toddler trying to form a coherent sentence, something she’d praise as part of her patronization. I’m just her big silly baby boy. I guess the most “unrealistic” part of it would just be the wide acceptance of it. No real ridicule, just other people looking at me and thinking, “That’s one big baby to take care of!”. Being taken out while shopping, strolled around in the park, taken to the beach, anything I do I’d be just a baby along for the ride with my “Mama” as she’d want me to call her.

Never really thought about it before but I only get interested in actually taking part in ABDL during times of stress and anxiety, so I guess my fantasy would simply be a partner who can recognize when I need some babytime and take care of everything for me

There is a pretty interesting movie called "Dogtooth" (2009), from Yorgos Lanthimos, where the parents raise their children isolated from society, without showing them anything from what happens outside their house sense the day they were born (it was some sort of social experiment). The children are like in their late 20s or something, maybe even older, and the parents must be like in their 40s or 50s . All the kids perception of reality is screwed up, for instance, they think their mother can give birth to a dog, if memory serves me. Pretty fascinating movie, I deeply recommend you to give a look if you are into weird stuff. Be that as it may: My "fantasy" would be something like this, but with an ABDL twist. Essentially the parents treating their children as babies, and lying to them saying that such treatment is normal. Like "Honey, you know that people are only potty-trained when they reach their 200 years old", "Oh, honey, people can only choose their own clothes when they are 130 years old", this sort of mind manipulation... Honestly, I wish there was some story about this. It's pretty fascinating to think how can you screw someone perception of reality when they don't know any better.

My ultimate fantasy has been up for grabs for the past month, and I really want to be a part of it, but there are so many red flags idk where to begin. I applied, and didn't give away any information about myself just to be cautious. https://www.deviantart.com/vulpes92/art/Applications-for-ABDL-OnlyFans-Project-in-Germany-997093652

I think my biggest fantasy (although I have many) is to have a deep, fulfilling, and mostly monogamous relationship with a (male, I'm a fag) CG who would be something between a daddy and a husband. Ideally we could appear in public together but I would always be diapered or wearing training pants unless I absolutely couldn't, and when I was home he'd infantilize me in arbitrary and inconsistent ways to keep me on my toes. Ideally I'd have a "big" spot in his bed and a nursery of my own for when I'm little. Among his weapons could be such regressive implements as (but not be limited to): <"Anon, you're too little today to walk." <"Anon, you were a messy eater yesterday, so I'm feeding you today." <"Anon, you don't have any tasks after work today, so I'm locking your mittens on to keep you out of trouble." <"Anon, you were fidgety on the couch yesterday, so when you work on your laptop it'll be in the high-chair." etc. I don't have a "true" 24/7 fantasy, but integrating the littleness with big life at home just feels heavenly to me. >>32832 Well it's a good thing you didn't give any PII out because that is the most didn't happen shit that ever didn't happen (it is a fake caption).

>>32832 That is absolutely a scam. The contract you sign will be in a language you don't understand with clauses for early termination which demand you pay a fine. The contract is terminated and clauses executed on day one. You will be taken to court in a jurisdiction you will find securing representation difficult, and that assumes you will receive the summons. You are supposed to lose by default, because you never showed up. If you do show it, it is with a rubber stamp arbitration service. It is a scam. Check the photos against known stars and contact those stars about their association with this project.

>>32841 >>32832 its just some faggot on deviantart looking to get some sick kicks lol

Another fantasy/story idea: In the future humans developed mind regression technology. It was initially a research about making the brain regain its neuroplasticity, its main use being to treat brain damage, on people who had strokes and so on. It was a revolutionary technology. People who had lost their body movements were able to walk again. Eventually, they discover that, if the brain had been too much damaged to something beyond repair, even in these cases, the brain still was able to regrow, but they found that in such situations, the person start to act like a baby. Meanwhile, there was also a push against the death penalty in society and search for alternatives to it. Lilly was a 20 years old prostitute, she had short pink hair, a bunch of tattoos, she was a bit a tomboy, she had a really shitty life being abused and beaten and so on. One night Lilly killed one of her clients to steal his money. Lilly is arrested. Instead of sentencing her to the death penalty, taking into account her young age, and the fact that she still had a whole life ahead of her, the jury decides to sentence her to regression instead. Lilly is adopted by a Christian couple, Ana and John, both in their 30s who saw giving a second chance to these problematic souls a way of doing God's work. They removed all her tattoos, they remove hair dye from her hair, and cut it short (like a baby one), they dress her in pretty clothes, they shaved her private parts, and even go as far as submitting her to hymen repair surgery, so that when she becomes a woman again and and marry someone 20 years from now, she would be a virgin. They raise her right! She was now legally a baby. Ana and John lived in isolated community where there were others little regressed. The family attended church and Ana dressed Lilly super cute for church, putting her on white tights and diapers, cute white dress. I'm also not sure how would this technology work exactly, like, if she would be mind regressed totally right off the bat, or if she's just. like, unable to act like an adult in any sense, like all her senses are regressed to the ones of a baby: she tries to talk, and only produces gibberish, she tries to walk and falls, she tries to eat solid food, but doesn't know how to chew food, she tries to hold pee and poo, but simply doesn't know how. But despite of all that, she still has his adult mind (which, presumably would be erased after 1 or 2 years acting and being treated like baby), and maybe the role of Ana and John would to finish the regression so that she's a baby in mind. I'm not sure how exactly I would want to be involved in this fantasy, whether being Lilly or her daddy (or mommy), but it's definitely something arousing and cute.

I want to wake up tomorrow somewhere between 18 months and 3 with a loving mommy and daddy and everything a little boy could ever want

>>32866 had kinda a similar idea, that I currently try to work into a written story. A pharmaceutical company starts human trials on a serum they created that is supposed to "revert adults back into a physically younger state.". Its meant for adults to take so they can go back to being a teen or young adult, and stay in that young, healthy body while keeping their memories and personality. the serum will "shrink" them over days, each day will equal like 5 years, until they hit the pre-defined age. But not for Jacob, one of the younger participants of the trials. Each day he wakes up a little bit more energetic and younger, until, 4 days later, he finds himself smaller than everyone else. The serum reacted differently in his body and starts shrinking him to the failsafe-age of 2 years, all while keeping his memories, personality and awareness. For the company, a huge deal as they found a fault in their serum they need to fix, but for Jacob its like a prison, as he has no control over most of his bodily functions, is stuck in diapers and dependent on caretakers for over a week, until the effect of the serum stops and he starts to rapidly age back to his old self again.. with some side effects. Story is supposed to end with Jacob, his old self again, but now diaper-dependent by his own will, already signing the contract for the next trial with the improved serum.

>>19402 Not ultimate per se, but it's something I keep coming back too. I'm a nerd so sci fi books are my inspiration for a lot of things. The Commonwealth Saga is about humanity surviving an Armageddon tier war with an insanely hostile alien race that we accidentally released from space jail. In this futuristic human society we are so wealthy and technologically advanced taht even the poorest in society can afford to periodically rejuvenate their bodies and genetically alter themselves during this process. Every new lifetime you can change how you look, how tall you are and even what your gender is. This isn't explored that much and this came out before trans politics were a thing in the public discourse so the implications here are kind of just background noise. Anyway, their is a chain of nightclub/resort that has locations across the human commonwealth that cater specifically to freshly rejuvenated people. These places you can put your new young body through its paces with all of the other horny people who are fresh from their treatments. So I figure that in a world with 400 billion people who all have excellent disposable income, there are way more than enough ABDLs to support at least one location fully dedicated to diapers lovers and ageplayers. Napkin math tells me that there is about 0.008% to 0.025% of ABDLs in the population. This is entirely a made up number based on my own reckoning. But that gives us potentially over 1Bilion ABDLs. Plus additional people who would try it in later lives after they get bored of other pastimes. So you would go to this place with whatever kind of rejuved body you want and just do whatever debaucherous roleplay you desire. I had this one story idea where two men get rejuved, one is restored to a hot 18 year old and the other is permantly in a early pubescent body. The sub would have his genitals altered to optimize his boy pussy for increased pleasure while reducing his testicles and cock to basically no more than a clit-like thing in front of his hole. They meet another couple there who are two women in a similar dynamic. One rejuved to be permanently pubescent and the other a hermaphrodite mommy domme with big titties and huge dick. They would hit it off and have play sessions together before becoming a kinky "family", at least until the next rejuv. Both "parents" free to fuck and use their littles during diaper changes, and the littles always horny but unable to satisfy each other without help from their caretakes. Sometimes they just let the littles desperately hump their diapers in a playpen together while the parents have loud hot sex on the bed. I think this particular setting is so awesome for me because really if given the option in that kind of world, I would just rejuv my body to be 12 forever but with a genetically enhanced hypersensitive prostate for when my bigs want to cum in me. It also alleviates any weirdness about fantasizing about being underage since everyone involved is actually many lifetimes old.

>>21622 I wouldn't really consider it a lie. If that fantasy could be reality, as a boy or girl, I would be mature beyond my years because of my memories, but in school and public, I would basically be a child, enjoying that aspect of a second childhood. As for moral challenges, you mean things like first kiss, dating and me being sexually active with my CG's, when I retain all my memories? Having those memories and desires would be an advantage to a pedophile and monster in a child's body. Would I want to have a positive first kiss? I would want that for my first childhood. A different first time having sex? Yeah, in my first life. A better experience with my first romance? Even a childhood romance? Again, first childhood, yes. Second time around, you cannot change the first time. A better question is what my relationship to other kids would be. Hint: Not sexual. If I could make the choice and be a girl that time around, I might do that. Not because of any gender dysphoria, but ease in the ABDL lifestyle, acceptance by being a baby girl. Plus more freedoms as a baby girl compared to a sissy baby. A more realistic fantasy? I meet a dommy mommy my own age who wants a life time relationship with ABDL and sissyfication on the table from the start. We date and quickly get married. She would nurse me every day. She would also find a daddy who helped turn me into a true sissy and kept mommy satisfied. We would have a house with a nursery and playroom, and mommy's friends would be over often, and see me as a sissy baby. I would be trained with plugs, strapons, and more. I would often be in bondage for fun sessions, and all three of us would goto clubs often. I would get to meet and play with other babies as babies.