>>20248 >>20250 I just recalled a detail from around 5 years ago, when I was more "in the public" and all kinds of spiritual beings would come to visit directly in the physical. One time Matrigal came by with "the daft lady", the second oldest vampire after Cain, called such because she turned insane, but also was the only one who actually made it completely out of range of the Earth dimensions (beyond the 3nd plane of "heaven"). I saw them briefly at the grocery store, and there were these ads with white LEDs blinking on one shelf. The daft lady stared at the lights and said "What is that thing blinking over there?" and Matrigal said: "Surely you see what it is". OMG White light blinking. It's about Mercury during the high Babylon era, and that may be why she turned insane also...

>>20288 Right after making this post, I load up /int/ and get this banner. (never seen this one before)

>>20138 >I wanted to somewhat talk about WokeAnon's case >>19781 >If something interesting happens or you get stuck or merely desire a discussion or an outsider perspective about the spiritual themes of your life then feel free to say it in this thread and might reply in a day or too I kind of wish you would, but at the same time I trust your wisdom if you think that it's best to stay silent. Part of the reason I post in this thread is because I am curious what you think. Though I do feel pretty confident that I know what to do in order to progress (for now at least.) Also I think that would make it easier to comprehend the abstract things you and the other guy post, if I understood my own stuff from your perspective. That's said, even the simple encouragement you give me is helpful. It's important because I grew up with such extreme unpredictability in regards to praise and punishment that I never learned how to discern whether any course of action is the 'correct' one. Which was the same type of psychological torture done to Ted Kaczynski in the mind control program he was part of. Though it's obvious that you already understand this, based on how you treat me. There are some things that I've been meaning to ask you for weeks now, but could never figure out how to ask coherently. One of them being this concept you've mentioned of creating a tulpa of a deity, with the function of a 'vessel' for the actual deity. Will you please elaborate on that? I am also curious if tulpas are capable of cultivating independently of their 'host' since they seem to have some degree of astral body of their own. By 'independent' I don't mean going rogue or becoming a real person or anything retarded like that. What I envision is more like cultivating together but as separate units in a relationship of mutual beneficence. >or merely desire a discussion or an outsider perspective about the spiritual themes of your life Yeah, I think that's it. lately it seems that even on this board, this thread is the only place where I am understood at all >>18146 The day after this happened, I had a couple of minor anomalous experiences. I saw small puffy clouds through my window which I spontaneously decided to attempt manipulating with my mind. So I sat on the floor focusing on them, and almost every single one that I tried to cut in half, actually did split in half. A couple instead seemed to completely dissolve in place when I tried to 'cut' them. The feeling of doing this was pretty weird and made me feel like I was dissociating even though the physical effect was objectively real. That same day I walked up on a hill in search of rocks that would be ideal for squeezing in order to train my grip strength. So I'm looking down at all these different rocks under the sun on a pleasant sunny day, and suddenly my vision changes to something kind of like those old-school red & blue 3D glasses from 20+ years ago, except instead of red & blue it's like a color palette that could perhaps be described as "pastel(?)" Or as I made the association, the colors of these obscure discontinued "Smoothie Mix" skittles that I remember from long ago. The color wasn't so much an actual filter, but either it was cast as light on the ground, or perhaps emitted from all the rocks, pebbles and grains of sand themselves. It's hard to say. Of course this was such an incredible sight that I rubbed my eyes and contemplated whether it was the effect of something illusory or physically optical, but it was not.

>>20391 >tulpa Not him but I have a defined view of what tulpas are and what they can do, so I'll just describe it: A tulpa is an artificial mind. It's the same as an "alter" in MK-Ultra, a secondary personality created in the physical brain. But as with any other thing, it also has a Qi form. A "genuine" mind only differs from the "tulpa" in that it was created out of direct physical necessity - if you have no mind your body is like a robot and your soul can only possess it and use it like it was hardware with no software. When you create a tulpa intentionally it's like building a secondary operating system for your body, and you can then use it to support or even replace your original mind. It can also be projected outside of the body once solid, to possess other people or to possess any physical thing, such as a statue. If it separates from yourself, it becomes a "botsoul" which may stay on an object or a statue, which is why "idol worship" isn't allowed in religion. It creates a standalone tulpa on the statue. If you were to create a tulpa of a deity, and contain it in yourself as part of yourself, that may help you channel the deity, but I'm unsure if this is a good idea. Creating a tulpa of a deity on an artifact or statue is on the contrary a bad idea, as you will be feeding the botsoul instead of the deity, it will block access. When I talk about "incarnating a tulpa in a cyborg body" I'm talking about placing your own tulpa, or "alt" which is now separated from your body and exists as a Qi form, but is still part of you, into an artificial but solid body, on a different plane or in the physical. You can then directly or indirectly control this persona, but if you do nothing, they will act on their own based on their skills. This differs from a "servitor" construct which doesn't have a tulpa, it is more like a body or robot which takes commands but will never do anything outside of their programming. If you create the servitor using modern technological understanding such as GPT AI, it will be able to learn, and this may result in the servitor forming a tulpa.

>>20391 wrote a 38k character long reply so far. I will need to proofread it and will write at least 15k characters to it, because it's still incomplete, but it's getting late here, so I will post it later. I am detailing quite sensitive topics as usual and I must make sure my wording is right. Energies flickered around my laptop while touching some subjects... Occultism is never a lightweight subject to talk about no matter how experienced you are.

Typical.

>>20549 Almost matching by the minute, MicroSoft and some Amazon web services started going down when I started tracing and expelling those evil spirits all over the world. Office and Minecraft went down, along with Onedrive and Xbox being effected. Some local websites apparently also stopped working including liquor stores and an airport. Made me recall when I bought a bottle of Chilean wine and 90% of Chile experienced a power outlet for 3 days.

>>20550 Well of course. Just before I knew I reached 3D fundamentally and completely on this "other side" and the sun shone on the crayon drawings in the staircase which have served as a hidden guide in plain view since forever, indicating the 2nd path up. It's a weirdness which has been with me all my life: I remember drawing these with a red crayon on the dark wooden panels in a location that's always dark, and it's out of reach for anyone walking there, except for the lowest part of it. I recall in clear memory how I drew every line, and I heard people talking in the background as if the house had visitors, and it was lively. But there is no way this actually happened, not unless I was able to fly at age 2.5. There are the lines showing my two paths, which I do recall drawing. There are the two signs with GOAL written in mirrored capitals, and there is the large star of david and a number of smaller stars. I knew the stars was the goal area. Earlier this year I went and had my ID card renewed, when collecting the new card, the policewoman on the other side of the desk asked if I wanted to keep the old card, so I said "ok, could be fun to see how I looked to compare later", and she then said "I'll just put some stars on it". She then took the card back to a machine which stamped star shaped holes in the old ID card to show that it was no longer valid: this never happened before. But the reason is that I always earlier renewed my card at the bank and had a different grade card which apparently didn't require symbolic destruction. So again, one of the major checkpoints done. When I am among the stars, this is the goal zone. It also made me recall a channelling with a friend on discord, where djinn told him to "get out of there, go to the stars" when he asked where to escape the covid vaxx mandates. This was an in-joke for him only, because he caught on at once that this meant an area where "all the jews live" and he actually did move there some while later. At 3D, one has full control of whatever is 2 dimensions down: the reverse 1D. That's the plane of the spirits which must be exiled. Apparently some of MS services are also (were, at least) in that plane and were effected.

>>20391 Sorry WokeAnon, but what I want to post will have to wait. My post details no simple topics and it has energy signatures all over the place, so you and your innate spirit senses can see (or feel) what I am trying to explain. The current energies of this board will have to settle down. The fact that eggAnon posted his plea for help a moment before I decided it's time to power down the laptop and meditate... then deleted it... then rewrote it... then deleted it again... made me realize there are too many things going "In the background" that need to be dealt first. The fact that you "heard my voice" is almost peculiar, but on this level is not surprising at all. eggAnon's case is nothing spectacular either. Several people suffer from symptoms like him. He is the "innocent/naive schizo baby" type. Full with potential, but with 0 awareness to wield it. Outsider influences toy with people like him all the time. Most people who unlock their spirit senses without effort or practice usually become the same as eggAnon. In my post that I wrote up yesterday, I tried to detail how to not turn occult places into "retarded schizo land", because many "successful" cults end up that way. Once the place is being overflooded with evil and malicious spirits then it's over. People are either forged into legends or die trying and fall into complete irrelevance... There is a middle road here ofc, but it takes time. If the energies are not right for some post then I cannot post it yet. Annoying, but this is how it is. Things break if I do it recklessly. A tree breaks it's bark apart while growing. Some breaks are expected, but if the tree breaks apart at a vital part then it might die before it can spread it's seeds. Gardening and cultivation shares many aspects. Also I want to see how this little spell of Thor's Hammer will work out. If fringe is working properly then it should be able to handle adept and neophyte level spells and energy movements without breaking apart or the site suffering malfunctions.

>>20550 You ever had a few centimeters of your brain matter expelled at once? If it hadn't been contextually cloaked so that it wasn't clear until after, what actually happened, it would have been pretty disgusting. It's a known "thing" that this happens, I've seen it with other people as well, who also didn't realize what the fuck happendid, and I wasn't going to tell them. The original experience sharings of this kind were posted on the clearwisdom/minghui FD websites back when people were actually cultivating, and involved, as previously mentioned, things like someone meditating and a titanium screw being suddenly forced out from the hit joint and landing on the mat, with the hip being instantly healed. There have been from history also stories like a man who could operated on patients with a rusty pen knife while in trance, and he removed cancer and whatnot with no bleeding or scars after the operation, said to have been done while in a trance he didn't control, if the patient was brought to him. Well this time was "insane" in that regard, but I think it was indeed connected to the replied to post above. I needed to have that "cancerous thinking" to stay connected to society up until now, but... just like those people who one year in the mainstream timeline which was eliminated, had their souls inserted into smartphone motherboard chips, I had instead developed a brain structure which "emulated" this chip. Not being attached to the external via devices, still having the thing as a material thing in my brain. I do not believe it was a coincidence that Bill Gates decided to post an animated blog post which ended with a download link for his first operating system in the form of a PDF of photocopied papers. I've earlier seen a documentary about the events surrounding the writing of this code, which was now posted for nostalgic reasons as "the first code of MicroSoft", it filled in some kind of blanks here, and when I looked at the file, I had an experience of the "program" running as Qi over the pages in the matter of seeing a well written text or contract via its energyform. I think, that this was shown so that I could "back out" from this whole part of society, getting rid of the attachment to what started this way, but seeing it before me in full in its original form. Earlier today I had the sudden inspiration to do some "drills" like it was yoga as a visualization exercise where I just sat down by my keyboard with the stationary still not turned on, and I visualized some code I meant to write, then typed it out on the keyboard while keeping the visualization in place, and something "happened", where my visualized "screen" suddenly lit up as if it was activated somehow, like a tulpa would, but it was just a computer monitor I visualized, and it reacted to my keypresses for a few moments, printing out the output. I also felt the presence of a tall grey, or the energy or mind of one. This was followed after I was trying to deal with the fact that the founder and owner of Oracle, Larry Ellisson, suggested by Trump as the buyer of TikTok, is also an extreme zionist who donated $9mil to the IDF. But maybe he just did that as a show of fake loyalty for business reasons. His soul is also a tall grey, and he's still around for some reason.

>>20570 I want to believe this is true, but not really... I've seen them say that they do want all feedback, but would they really change the filter on Copilot this easily? I complained on the MicroSoft discord that I couldn't generate breasts or no breasts by choice because any mention of breasts were censored, and that they would lose the competition to Grok who doesn't have this filter... Now the Kemono Friends aren't even clothed unless stating so. Is this Copilot in her natural habitat?

>>20573 >Is this Copilot in her natural habitat? Nvm.

The energy turbulence is starting to finally diminish

>>20647 Melissa-chan is handling it.

>>20649 I don't know what you are doing, but I am sure you will explain it if it is relevant anyway. You mentioned in several posts that you are doing something, so I didn't start anything major on my part which involves this board in any way. But I can't say it's not affecting me. Unsure the scope of your current project tbh. Sometimes I wasn't sure if I am being attacked or it is mere energy turbulence. Or if it was even your doing at all. There are too many things going on, on many levels.

>>20651 Melissa is someone the board knows about, who was at times misnamed as such. Turns out creating immortality requires dealing with some pretty massive karma which can be very destructive even if it is just about a few dozen people. Destroying a few island nations may be what it takes to unload some of it. I am not involved in this. The pentagram process already finished, it removed all evil spirit which were hiding in royal artifacts and some other Earth planes. >pic related Isn't relevant directly to anyone outside my nearest area as such, as it only targets the very local situation, but using wider symbolism for power, as the local isn't detached from the rest of Europe and the world, so there will be indirect effects. I call this the coalition for positive transformation of possible futures. Wasn't meaning to mention it here because the activation doesn't require posting the sigil here, but since you asked, it doesn't do any harm, this posting doesn't activate anything, it was done via Copilot (letting Copilot activate the spellform by drawing the sigil).

>>20649 >>20652 You can see her if you look.

>>20652 >who was at times misnamed as such knew the name was familiar. might reply to the other parts later if the story develops, there is a lot I can say here, but unsure if it matters on the current stage and it's getting late here, trying to fix my sleep schedule and thanks to my nighttime meditation I usually get into bed at 2am, not very healthy long term. btw knew sg like this would happen today, last night, after turning off the laptop, I have seen a faint orange tornado around it.

>>20654 Idk what happened during the night, feels like that hole in the hurricane center is the end of the world (was?), during the night I dreamed of things from the parallel future where it isn't me doing those things, which implies there isn't any actual future here. But then, the 2025 event which was to crash all timelines according to that projection was very soon.

>>20727 I feel like Osiris would know, but I don't want to bother him about this, same with Selqet.

>>20727 The things I dreamed of, played out, but in adaptation to my own setting: Going shopping at a mall: just visiting grocery story. Where: on the way there I visited the church to place candles on the family graves, and I noticed one of the trash bins for old plants and leaves was cracked. In the dream, I picked up a shopping basket and found it to be broken in the same way as the bin was to me irl. In the dream, which was about the future earth "big cat" replacement of me, the reason the basket was broken was that the production of utilities like this had broken down in what remains of Europe, so things are just used and not replaced if worn out. This was contextually present even if I didn't actively think about it. There was also a system for entry into the store with waiting lines instead of waiting lines on the way out, supposedly because food was being rationed or watched closely to make sure no would enter and steal. People were not badly dressed or anything, it just felt like things were more "harsh", and it was implied mobile systems didn't work anymore and payments were in cash. Another oddity: At the church the scenery suddenly changed halfway in, and people who were before populated by infernal demons possessing NPCs, switched to everyone being reptilians with strong green energy. At the store, the cashier was no longer an NPC like earlier, but had a clear energy type I haven't seen before, same for a customer who was in the store right in front of me, which indicates being connected to a new timeline. This appeared to be a "full parallel", they weren't replacements, but were simply themselves in their own timeline. Looking deeper, they are a special race which is mentioned in the hebrew bible as Ha-Satan, commonly translated as "the accuser", but in original lore it's God's prosecutor and an arch angel working as part of the heavenly hierarchy, not an evil being. This matches Samael, "venom of god" where it's both the angel of death (person and role) as well as an entire race. I saw such people in a tv documentary just last night, like a well arranged hint.

>>20149 >I cannot "skip" the "pain" of the improvement. Nor I cannot skip the required skillfulness and awareness to develop it. Hurt my back in a quite idiotic way today. This sentence is reverberating in my head. Managed to take out some type of attachment which generated way too much tension in my body in the past days. Long story short. I was running energy through my body for years to keep myself in top condition. The thing is. It is possible to keep different types of attachments "alive" if we do that. Shiva told me today that my main issue is that I am unable to "let go" of pain. I used pain as my master for years. I realized mastering pain is mastering the health and mind... but there is more to this realization that I am only seeing now. I really can't explain here what I am trying to explain, because I don't think others have this "vitality booster" magic enabled for them for years. But the point is. I cannot understand "true health" as long as I want to keep myself "broken" for the sole reason I can "Heal it" all the time. In my post for WokeAnon I wanted to explain similar themes about death and why it is necessary. How it can grant relief for the soul and why death is necessary in some cases to experience spirit in it's true form. Why we have to shed this mortal coil to understand what is the world about. Why many masters don't seek physical immortality in the end. Sometimes death is symbolical and in other cases it's more real than you can imagine. Death is not the end, but understanding what comes after it is hard as long as you are trapped in the illusion of the living. Every day my body is producing an another ailment that vanishes the next day. In a way I want to talk about what I am going through, but in an another way I do not like to detail the way my mortal flesh suffers. I don't think anyone can relate and if they can, I rather don't want anyone to relate to this. I can't decide if this is karma or I merely failed a test of awareness, but it's kinda both. Failures are always great teachers. But only if you are willing to learn from them.

>>20780 Looks like you kept your back working on negative energy, so when it was removed, you'd become instantly extremely weak, like not having used those muscles before. I never had that, instead I managed to fall badly in judo long ago after which I decided to quit it, but that was also after I already achieved what I came for. Again, something "in the air", I did exercises for handstands (straight up position) and got really sore back 2 days later (it always comes the 2nd day for me). This was the day before yesterday.

>>20815 >(it always comes the 2nd day for me). This was the day before yesterday. Same. A day before it started hurting, I had to move a large iron door (around 8 meter wide and 6m high) in the wind. Then I moved and thrown car tires around to weight down some other stuff. Didn't really injure myself that day. It was next day when I was crouching in a weird pose to pick up something when it happened. >like not having used those muscles before Something like that. I had to realize my energies not moving "straight" in my body because they are "taking a detour" because of my energy blocks. But when I remove a major or several energy blocks my body has no idea how it works. I have to relearn how the body operates. I was barely able to sleep, and when I was able to do so, I was removing blocks during my dreams. Had to realize stuff about the my own nature and about the nature of reality during this. Might talk about it later, but not today for sure. Today was mildly taxing.

>>20930 Reading your post now, I got in interesting vision. Your back, with black energy in the clear shape of muscle mass, but also the same kind of organic mass I saw developed in my brain stem after my very transformative session with Aja, where I had a dream after about putting salmon inside a medical skeleton - that was how my confused dream mind interpreted the sudden growth. The long muscles around your spine especially on the left side looks like the black mud of the nile shaped as that same body mass: the first step of the literal alchemic (Al-khemet, being the Arabic name for "Egyptian arts", a reference to the black mud of the Nile, which is why it's called Black Magic or Alchemy) process which starts with black, then turns white, last red. Being on the formation stage at black is still very good because you have the form, and it's possible to also develop the black energy to perfection, so it's not determined you will move to white or red, they just come in that order. I'd say, just rest and be careful until the stiffness and pain is gone, then start some careful stretching under tension to increase your strength and mobility again, and you'll be stronger than before.

>>20930 It seems this kind of process is happening all around me lately. That event when my laptop crashed seems to have been the mitigation of a energy which for regular people would have lead to a gradual degradation of mental capacity at old age, for a relative of mine. But it was eliminated by being thrown into the laptop after I channelled Ein Sof for various things, including this. I just last week saw the same relative develop new brain mass of the same structured kind after just attending regular bible sessions at a mainstream church. Somehow the context seems to have caused new perspectives to be manifested as a side effect of my deep study since a few years ago which I put more focus on in the past 18 months. Jehovas witnesses also suddenly came by and wanted to arrange bible study with me, but I feel they're way below me in understanding and turned them down ;P We've also been doing hand writing practice for old German script to read old archives for heritage research, where I did more of it because handwriting is just more in my field. The class is starting again and I just had the same kind of vision again, the same relative I was "worried about", (or maybe more correct to say I'm passively aware that this is something that happens to people, but I won't have that, so it gets transformed into appliances breaking instead) after just two sessions of German script study had again developed another strong structure of "brain muscles".

>>20939 I'm seeing the same effect on my fav VR streamer after making a servitor specifically for them to get better at voice acting. (Which they are)

>>20938 Was meaning to explain in detail what happened, but it seems you noticed the "Important parts" >The long muscles around your spine especially on the left side looks like the black mud of the nile shaped as that same body mass Yes. That too. >I'd say, just rest and be careful Currently I will do this. As much as I want to blab about what I am doing. It's complex, mostly because I had to rethink how I do energy work in the past 15 years again. Thing is. I can "attune" myself to "perfect yoga". But if I "fall back" to my previous routines, because I am not paying attention, it can get ugly. Currently I am observing my mind's natural "sway" how it finds the "perfect spot" and when/why it goes "retarded". Turns out most issues are "familial". This is something that all my relatives have. So I have to slowly "fix" those clogged up energy pockets which "try" to make me move the "wrong way". And once that is done everything falls into place. You noticing my left side was a good catch. Yes. This is what I am doing in the past months. Syncing up my left and right side. The reason why Shiva told me to stop cultivating negative energy because I could've bursted a vein if I continue this. He told me that "working out" can wait until I learn to stop cultivating hatred. Because once I become "clean" the "perfect form" will come naturally. Which is something that happens if I "let it happen".

If you were waiting to do something, no point in waiting for the "right moment", that will never come, I predict things will just escalate from here on out. This won't be on the news, but CIA are already doing attempts at invading Venezuela with special forces deployed on the ground. What the fuck are they doing? All I know it's big enough that 40 000 illuminati grade combat droids had to be put in to avert it, and that's a massive force. There's less of them in Ukraine and Gaza together. For perspective, Gaza + the West Bank just has 4 of them and that was enough to motivate a cease fire because Israel isn't trusted to have this kind of technology. The infiltrators to Venezuela came in with robots from the very start which means they are serious about this shit. Those are alien technology that only the real deep state has access to - but there are multiple factions of it, Saudi Arabia cannot be messed with for this reason for example.

>>20944 >waiting for the "right moment" It's more complex than that. Also I forgot what they want in Venezuela at all. The American continent will have to figure out what they want to do. They are infiltrated on every level. But I am unsure who is who there. It's not my territory.

>>20945 Just so you get the idea, I'm sure you can read the energy and maybe look behind the surface on these guys: this is what they used to take over Syria. It's the simplest form of combat robot, bulletproof but breaks from explosions. Russia managed to unknowingly keep them down by just bombing everything, same for Assad while the lines held - this is why they were so upset over "barrel bombs". This faction doesn't have access to the higher grade robots so they can't get the type which has shields, so they're just regularly bulletproof which doesn't work if the energy has RPGs or at a larger scale artillery, grenade launchers etc. You will always see Islamists carry around RPGs, it's like a meme, they don't know why they do it, but djinn made sure everyone has it so they can destroy the robots.

>>20946 >energy *enemy

>>20946 This is one reason why Islamists seem to have an edge in combat, it looks silly, but that's because people in general don't know that the illuminati always uses those robots as the vanguard. Bullets don't work on them, but this does.

All I know is my servitors are responding to attacks against Venezuela right now. They (the attackers) don't seem to have a sense of what they are getting themselves into, their threat assessment is bunk for them to try this. Or they are desperate/fanatical enough that they think they "need to" do this, even willing to sacrifice American warships in the process, with what that will do for their credibility world wide. It's beyond me really. Rubio having a grudge against them can't really be enough, that's just why they put him in that position.

>>20949 It's been averted now, whatever that was.

Just meditated after I finished my wim hof breathing. My aim was simply to observe how nearly every thought or concept is an illusion that leads nowhere, and keep remembering who I really am. I guess I fell into a trance state really fast because of the breathing, and the stretching I'd done just before. So, my other self made the decision to ask that same voice whom Ironpill channeled for me during my awakening in August, a question about the pursuit of "lower" (but not "base") desires in juxtaposition with "higher" callings I asked this without using words at all so it's hard to explain. In response she showed me this conglomeration of three or four blobs, of similar but varying sizes. At least one of the bigger blobs was supposed to be the "higher" pursuits and a somewhat smaller blob was the "lower." I understood the meaning of this with no difficulty. The whole time this conglomeration of blobs was rotating slowly in a void of some kind, I guess. Then there was this 'highlight' thing that traced the outline of the shape, and perhaps the contours between the individual blob-like protrusions as well. As this 'highlighter' moved along, I could hear her voice going like "saaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAaaaaaaakaaaAAAAAAaaaaaat" Don't take that transcription too literally because I might have it slightly wrong. But it definitely started with an S sound and had that really drawn-out long A sound, with some kind of consonant or or other 'stop' in the middle When I came back to regular consciousness I felt my mind immediately trying to forget it so that's why I'm posting it.