>>15537
Minus the anxiety, virginity, and lies that's me as well. I've "lived" though, dated plenty, traveled, studied, had money, partied, drank, ate wonderful food, I've got cool stories, I had cool friends, fell in and out of love multiple times, had all types of kinky sex, dated outside of my race and my social class, made art, witnessed great art, had a decent career, grew up around poverty and then found myself surrounded by the upper class. It's all useless. Pretty much meaningless. I work from home now and don't interact with anyone and I fucking love it. My life has never been more peaceful. It's been almost eight years now since I've checked out of society. I see my family during the holidays. I keep myself in shape, I'm still handsome but I have no interest in any type of relationship. I go out to eat and drink on occasion but no where near as much as I used to and they only talking I do is to the waiter or bartender as I give them my order. Have never been happier, people are so full of shit and desperate. Even people with well intentions will drag you down. I just watched my neighbors get into an argument over something innocuous, they all misinterpreted body language and previous interactions and let their minds draw the worse conclusions, about something that's not harming anyone. Now they're ready to rip each other apart. Socializing is way way overrated. I had good experiences but don't feel bad if you think you're missing out on life, you're not. Just keep enjoying life by yourself, take care of your health, create something, leave some type of work behind and that's be your legacy.