>>17014
semi related to this.
Met a girl in a cowork site, I was doing network security and she was doing development.
We started talking, kind of nerdy stuff, I really enjoyed having conversations with her, a bit chubby, but pretty, and had some very gentle vibes which I love.
Joking around she mentioned she was getting a lot of odd questions in tinder, related to kinks and out of the blue told me we should share our kinks for fun, I accepted fully knowing that after the cat was out of the bag things would turn really sour or improve significately. We shared our things, turns out she had a deeply masochistic side, lots of humilliation, pain and some blood/vomit stuff which definitely scared me a bit... you think you are weird until someone "outweirds you" I guess.
I told her I respected her kinks but I dont like seeing people suffer, even if its their kink, slaps, spit, violence, it actually makes me sad, really rough sex makes me uncomfortable. She said she liked what she was reading about mine... she spilled her beans about frecuenting 4chan for ss actually, like... really small cocks getting forcefully sucked, entirely swallowed... again,
uncomfortable.
She asked if I was into something else, like crossdressing or restrains even furries... I have always liked a bit of forced feminization but I felt that was something extra I was not ready to share with anyone yet... anyways, we kept on talking outside the office, messaging quite often, sometimes she would spam a couple of abdl pictures my way asking if I liked this or that, which most of the times it did. I was just fresh out of college, first job, feeling really insecure about everything and I was in the middle of trying to find my own apartment to move out of my parents and set up my own abdl chill place to enjoy my shekels spent into degeneracy so I had a lot of things in my head.
At some point she asked me if I was looking for a Mommy or Daddy... which I basically denied since I got scared I believe... she seemed like someone who would know how to push my buttons and manipulate me a bit into doing more and more extreme stuff, like 24/7 and public exposure... I freaked out, big time, we all say "I want a Dommy Mommy" until you realize shit can get messed up fast, REALLY FAST, specially when you let the coombrain take over the wheel....
After a couple of months of interaction she eventually stopped messaging me and I felt bad, I heard she started dating a dude that had a really Alpha vibe, so I guess she went after someone to be a propper dom. I would have liked to keep her as a friend, not just for the kink stuff I honestly liked her as a person... but also there was no going back after I opened the pandora box of kinks... she scared me a bit tbh... she definitely fit a profile pattern which I have seen quite a few times during the years:
* a bit on the bbw side --- which leads me to believe they are not really thirst after a lot, so people tend to go down the slippery slope of kinks to keep pushing boundaries more and more
* a bit introverted but kind
* nerdy/geeky
* good paying job
I have to agree with the vanilla statement, looking for a Mommy in the community seems like a really baaaaaaaaaaad idea, women into this, REALLY into this seem to be a special kind of fucked up, not that dudes are a lot better. But it becomes easier to rationalize and understand it, being submissive, cute, vulnerable and letting someone else care for you. Thats it. For a woman to enjoy this (as any other type of domination) she has to have a very special kind of mindset where not always she will get sexual pleasure out of it, so if it is all mental what sort of mind do you need to enjoy sexual interaction with grown men, dressed as babys?... really think about it...
yes...